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cosmicdreamgrl · 4 months

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jungkook x blue 💙 [ cr: 0613data, namuspromised, @jung-koook ]

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charger-lens · 4 months

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#this Kotallo is a lil' birthday gift from me to myself (◡‿◡✿)#kotallo #horizon forbidden west #hfw #my gifs #my edits #horizonedits #kotalloedits

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applestruda · 2 years

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Following ancient paths

#hihii #i realize that most of my art doesnt really have much of a set background so i decided to make myself draw one #the landscape is definitely inspired by genshin and sky game (two games i really really like)#anywayss #yea #also ig its kinda a birthday gift from me to you guys #:]#boatem knights au #boatem #boatem crew #my art #i hate getting older

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spirk-trek · 5 months

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a very star trek birthday :)

#the eyeshadow is spock and jim themed :)#i took myself out antiquing and found so many star trek books!#the film strips are gifts from my mom #she got me a whooooole bunch #i'll upload them individually later!!!#misc me #personal post #star trek #trekkie #self love #happy birthday to me

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kimtaegis · 5 months

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I’m feeling quite sad about how much the active bts fandom on tumblr has shrunk and/ or how selective the community has become regarding content interaction. I’ve heard people pointing out a clique-building here lately, and while I’m well aware of closer mutual circles existing – and I can only speak on behalf of my friend group here – these pretty much develop naturally when there’s just no one else who reacts, reblogs from and talks to you anymore except for these handful of people. I don’t like that some people perceive these “cliques” as “exclusive”, for example to content creators only. that’s bullshit; it’s certainly not great to have only other cc’s support your work because they personally know how much time and effort it takes. also, knowing how lovely most of these people are, you’d get immediately followed back and showered with love too as soon as you’d even show a speckle of kindness on a regular basis, regardless of whether you make gifs yourself or not. ccs dedicating sets to each other isn’t a sign of exclusivity, but rather us holding onto and appreciating people who still give us at least some motivation to create and post in the first place anymore, because there’s quite literally no one else left by now.

#this is rather general so I’m putting more personal thoughts in the tags here #I really don’t feel like creating anymore :(#like I genuinely only post for birthdays or gifts cause I see no point in anything else anymore #at least that one person will care you know #I don’t post that much anymore but when I do I put so much love and effort into it #and it never feels good to click that post button anymore #also.#man it fucking stings to realise that people who follow you definitely scrolled past your own post #cause they reblogged sth from you that you posted before your self reblog #it makes me so so anxious and insecure #I’ve been pressuring myself to post so much only to be met with dismissiveness when I do #that doesn’t feel great in the slightest #I said a while ago that I don’t want to take a break and that I want to keep creating #but the disappointment lately was pretty drastic #I’ve been at this point several times before so it’ll probably pass again #but it’ll never not suck to see your days of work and creativity be ignored #it feels once again pointless to try to make original things #should just stick to 10 gifs of the same clip #or shirtless tannie gifs #it’ll get me the exact same recognition if not three to five times more #and takes so much less time

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chloelouygo · 4 months

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I said the other day that she's my favourite and here is my proof, have a pony picture as thanks for enjoying my niche feeling interests alongside me 😌😌💜💜

Isn't she beautiful-

#she was a gift from my ex for my 16th birthday lmao #he knew how much i loved mlp and was a bit too ashamed to get a plushie for myself #so he got me my sweet💜💜💜#i still call her derpy I'm sorry ik that's like... a bit wrong #but that's just the name of my toy lmao i won't be saying that of any other pony #she is muffins or ditzy or bubbles or whatever name you associate with her idk she's a silly lil guy with too many names isn't she #i fucking LOVE how her smile is literally :3 #like they didn't get her cross eyes but BOY she sure still looks goofy lol #ugh she's great #i took her to uni with me #i was really out there at 18 bringing cool people into my room and going 'oh yeah just ignore the pony and mountain of other plushies'#not featured is the fact she usually serves as a load-bearing plush to my stuffie mountain which contains a squirtle and momo the lemur #i have great taste #ANYWAY #as always i be rambling #i have therapy in an hour and I'm putting off preparing by taking photos of 10 year old cuddly toys 😌#i have a CRAPTON of gen 3 toys in the loft from when i was... 6? 7? i will never get rid of those i love them sm #i wish i could display them but *guestures vaguely at the cosmic horror of my room* no space lol

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cesium-sheep · 13 days

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aaaaaaa okey I ordered the speaker and the star projector. (and a beauty blender and a neck support and the new volume of yona and the garbage disposal cleaner matt wanted.) it was still only $35 actually out of pocket and I get my allowance in the morning which will completely replace that amount. I will definitely like the speaker and if I don't like the star projector arin will.

#yes this did take me an entire week #I don't like spending money. I like having money and I like having things.#but I must spend money to get things.#but I have had a very draining weekend and I deserve nice things and that's what gift cards are supposed to be for.#(frankly even if nice things do need to be earned which is a notion that deserves to be critically examined)#(depending on how one defines 'nice things')#(I have more than earned all the nice things I could ever want between keeping other people alive and keeping myself alive.)#(we glamorize Big Actions way too fuckin much btw but that's tangential off the 'keeping other people alive' thing)#(Big Actions often have the smallest fuckin impact tbh. they mean nothing without thousands of small actions.)#I very nearly didn't order the projector but it's late and I'm in my room alone and I turned the lamp off early #so that no one can tell I'm still up since my brother is still here #and it's just a tiny bit too dark for being awake purposes #only a tiny bit though #there's good light through the window because of the courtyard #and the projector has an auto-off #idk I think it's worth trying. if I like it they can give me extra discs for it for christmas #and if I don't I can give it to arin #the notion that I can try stuff without 100% Committing Forever is. not one I grew up with.#like. mom started me on piano lessons for my 9th birthday cuz I'd mentioned it at some point #and I faithfully attended every week (barring schedule conflicts or illness) until I moved away for college at 19.#you had to promise you really wanted something for real if you were gonna get it and god help you if you were wrong.#even though neither of us were prone to tantrums or greed even without those tight boundaries.#(and even though she did not hold herself to that standard at all from what I can see.)

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alelelesimz · 9 months

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merry christmas to me

#this is my birthday gift from me to myself

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t-u-i-t-c · 7 months

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it's becoming a racules + koh & canalo shelf 💀

#ryusoulger fever real #got the desktop heroes today i do have the drunn soldier but he's on another shelf rn #i also got a few other things as belated birthday gifts for myself #like the ryusoulger final stage pack and some vistamps and a couple of gashapan things :)#very excited about the vistamps bc i got rex and i've been looking for it but tell me why it's like $20 for one vistamp over here??#i was able to get 6 with the barid rex stamp included for $20 all in excellent condition from overseas #shipping wasn't too bad either though for international...#umbrella.posts #umbrella.collection #collection.sentai #yes they're still on one of my album shelves but i've reorganized the albums at least

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inkykeiji · 8 months

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me vs letting a piece of writing be ‘good enough’ but not perfect

ᕙ(⇀‸↼‶)ᕗ grrrrrrrrrr

#i’m going to tear my haiiiir out #you know what it is????? aside from suffering from debilitating ocpd ofc #it’s because it’s dabi #it’s because it’s dabi’s birthday gift #and i just want it to be the very best most perfect it can be #also it’s at 9.7k now sigh #anyway every time i’m tryna rush against the clock to get something out before 11:59pm i always feel like im back in uni LMAOOOO #but anyway!!!!! sorry everyone;; sorry dabi;;;; it’s just Too Big (hahahaHAHAHAHAHA)#no but in all seriousness i’ve been editing since i got home from the doctors and im only on page 7 oUT OF 25 sooooooooo #it’ll be a day late <3 #this has been clari with the updates #my therapist says i have to talk nicer to myself but goddamn it’s so hard when i’m just like !!!!!!!! LEAVE IT!!!!!! it’s fine!!!!!!!#and ocpd goes iTS NOT IT MUST BE PERFECT EVERY LINE MUST BE PERFECT NOW OBSESSIVELY GO OVER IT >:(#i’m working on resisting that voice no matter how much anxiety and terror it causes me #aaaaah

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poor-ciceros-voring-again · 2 months

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As an early birthday gift my mom got me a bill cipher bag and a journal 3 bag that'll be here in a few days and I am sooooo excited about them. Bill looks so fucking stupid I love him

#my birthday isnt until September so its like REALLY early but i showed them to her and she got them for me now anyways dhdndndnsn #i think as a gift to myself I'll get the stan plushies from the nystery shack. at least the ford one. maybe two so i can turn one into a #keychain for the bill bag #gravity falls

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skitskatdacat63 · 2 years

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A fun gift to buy for your friend who is a Sebastian Vettel fan