#it makes me so so anxious and insecure

[kimtaegis]

I’m feeling quite sad about how much the active bts fandom on tumblr has shrunk and/ or how selective the community has become regarding content interaction. I’ve heard people pointing out a clique-building here lately, and while I’m well aware of closer mutual circles existing – and I can only speak on behalf of my friend group here – these pretty much develop naturally when there’s just no one else who reacts, reblogs from and talks to you anymore except for these handful of people. I don’t like that some people perceive these “cliques” as “exclusive”, for example to content creators only. that’s bullshit; it’s certainly not great to have only other cc’s support your work because they personally know how much time and effort it takes. also, knowing how lovely most of these people are, you’d get immediately followed back and showered with love too as soon as you’d even show a speckle of kindness on a regular basis, regardless of whether you make gifs yourself or not. ccs dedicating sets to each other isn’t a sign of exclusivity, but rather us holding onto and appreciating people who still give us at least some motivation to create and post in the first place anymore, because there’s quite literally no one else left by now.

[perhaps-mr-collins-has-a-cousin]

It has been requested (@awfullybigwardrobe44 💛) that I provide an update on How Things Are Going With The Young Man, and there’s so much I could say that it all kind of cancels itself out (I’ve been journaling like a madwoman lately), but yes, I think things are going well. I still can't believe any of this is happening, I am not the kind of person that this kind of stuff is supposed to happen to 😆 We have gone on several more dates, one of them a day-long fishing trip, and it’s been lovely and I just think he's delightful and I really like being with him. I still have a lot of shyness to overcome, but considering how intensely terrified I used to be of him I think I’ve made excellent progress 😆 I’ve seen less of him lately because he’s extremely busy with work and especially school but we text a lot and this weekend we’re planning to go to dinner and then the symphony after that (I bought the tickets and I can tell it's driving him nuts that I finally paid for something myself but ahaha it's too late there's nothing he can do about it now) 😊

[shallowseeker]

Zachariah torturing Dean:

5x03

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Zachariah torturing Jack:

13x14

(Script 13x14 via @spnscripthunt-inactive)

[purpurussy]

this is ridiculous of me but the more I see posts like "if you don't fw early dapg then you should probably just kys" the harder it is for me to do my required reading and actively watch their entire back catalogue because then it's stressful because what if I don't Get It and I'm a fake fan oesksjdjekl 😔😔😔😔😔😔😔 every time I try to watch old videos and I feel myself getting slightly bored I'm like oh fuck they were right about me it makes me so anxious 😭

[carry-the-sky]

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[howdoyousleep3]

bro, does everything have to remind me of Stucky 😭

[jeonghanurl]

guess who thought she was unattractive and unlovable for 32 years but now has a partner who likes me even though he knows I run an instagram-account for my plushies and have asymmetrical boobs

[neverendingford]

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[phagodyke]

was just saying to my friend that since my period is due next weekend I probably won't be able to hang out bc it'll be difficult to walk from my room to the bathroom let alone like. to the station anyway just suddenly became aware that the continuous cramps I get in this stage of my cycle have been slowly increasing in intensity the last few hours so we may be on course for a week earlier start than usual. locking down all defenses rn......🚨🚨🚨🚨

[weezerlvr228]

flippin boobahs!

[icanseethefuture333]

I literally don’t give a fuck about anything that anyone has to say about me anymore that isn’t positive because I’ve already accepted myself and that is the biggest relief I could ever ask for in life

[theokusgallery]

I freaking love your au and your latest comic because MAN

I FELT THOSE LAST WORDS AND I WAS LIKE "OH FUCK"

First panel was already a bit unsettling itself - like you get it's just intimate manners as you do as a couple but he felt so possessive already and

Sunny's inner thoughts

I'm sure 100% his abandonment anxiety will increase drastically the more he stays with nick and honestly slay

I mean it's kinda obvious

But like I felt that

Yeah

Nick is unhinged

Nick is crazy

Y'all are gay for him

Good 😵💥

Sunny has soooo many issues. So many of them. He's so vulnerable and he makes himself vulnerable to Nick while still being intimidated by him, it's... Dude's got some problems.

[mainfaggot]

omg first time i socialized w someone on campus and didnt feel immensely uncomfortable constantly

[aeide-thea]

…it really feels like, as an adult member of a two-person household where the other person has earlier in the day communicated that they expect to be busy throughout much of the evening with work calls and the dinner plan is reheating leftovers, i ought to be able to leave the house for a grand total of four (4) hours (getting back after dark, yes—not hard these days!—but before 9 PM) without being greeted when i get back by being asked to ~be more communicative about what i’m up to~ :/

[thedevotionaltour]

if you wonder are you really thinking about dd as much irl as you post about it or do you just post about it way more now because a niche set of followers you have the answer is unfortunately i got this small set of followers because i don't know how to not think about dd almost every hour of my life whenever my interest in it arises i hope this helps.