#ace trappola x deace spade angst

[tiramiyuu]

"you're my friend." ☆

based on the mikito-P song, shoujo rei. | characters. ace trappola - deuce spade | tw: character death, swearing, bullying.

“Why… why….?!” A boy cried. “Why did I let that happen, I’m so stupid..” Looking at the train tracks, all Ace thought about is that day. The day his best friend died, the day the boy he falled for killed himself. In front of his friend.

Ace wanted Deuce to get bullied, so he can comfort him. He and other students bullied Deuce relentlessly. But the bullying went far, too far to the point the boy took himself out from the world.

There they were, Ace and Deuce on the train tracks. Ace looked at Deuce, wanting to confess his love already. But then..

“You’re my bestest friend, Goodbye Ace.”

Pushing Ace away from the tracks, Ace flinched as he watched Deuce get run over. Leaving his dead and crushed body on the floor. Inspecting his body, he looked at Deuce’s pale face. He was smiling. This made Ace feel more guilty, he shouldn’t had bullied him for his love.

He never wanted this to happen, looking at the picture he had of Deuce in his pocket. Tears staining the picture, he cried as hard as he can. He wanted to be taken away too, to reunite with him. To just, apologize for what he did.

“I j-just wanted to tell you how much I loved you..! Then it came to this.. I’m so fucking stupid!” Ace said once more, his tears ruining his small memory of Deuce. Staining the paper, blurring Deuce’s face with his tears.

“I wish I died with you.. Deuce..”