#ace-hs-ask-blog

[4unnyr0se]

Hi love your writing!! I havent touched HQ in 3 years but Im starting to love old characters I use to fall in love with like Asahi, Oikawa, Bokuto etc,,, so as my first req, could you pls write fem! Reader x Bokuto fluff in HS?

Like Bokuto trying to court the reader. How would that go? And how did he finally ask us out?

Feel free to ignore this if you dont like the idea! Ty for ur time 🤍❤️🤍

❥ young love at fukurodani | kotaro bokuto

warnings: none that i can think of. this is pure fluff

MDNI | No 18+ content, I just don't want minors interacting with my blog

word count -> 1.6k

okay so aaaa this didn't rlly follow the ask bc all he does is ask reader to tutor him and then cute stuff happens but i can make a hc of it probably tonight or tomorrow?? also i wrote this when i was having tummy issues so im very sorry if its horrible. i love u!

got a request? my asks are open!

Bokuto wasn’t one to get embarrassed that easily. Sure, he did embarrassing things but didn’t know they were embarrassing. They were part of his boyish charm, which people loved about him…right? Of course, they did. He was Kotaro Bokuto. He was Fukurodani’s ace, and the people loved him for it. So why, if he was so confident, did he get awkward and embarrassed around you, his pretty classmate?

Saying you were gorgeous was an understatement. He couldn’t find the right words to describe you to his friends, mainly Akaashi. “She’s just like, y’know? And I’m like, oh damn! She’s cute as fuck!” Boktuo would make various gestures with his hands as he and Akaashi sat on the steps leading to the gym, sipping cola from the vending machine. “What do I do, Akaashi? She’s so pretty, and I’m pretty too! The only problem is that everyone else in our year thinks so, too…do I even have a shot?”

Akaashi would offer him a pitiful smile, rubbing his back in assurance. “Well, isn’t she one of the smartest in our year?”

“Yeah, smart and pretty. She’s so fucking perfect, I wish you could see her.” he pouted.

“Well, the answer is simple,” Akaashi said, standing up and stretching his arms above his head. Ask her for help with homework; god knows you need it.”

“Hey! I got a 41 on my chemistry test!” Bokuto yelled at Akaashi as the setter entered the gym. But he did have a point, like always. Bokuto decided then and there that he would ask you to tutor him tomorrow, no matter how anxious he was. Anxiety was for suckers anyway.

“Hey, wait up!” Bokuto ran after you as you exited your classroom, papers flying out of his messy bookbag that was riddled with stains from only God knows what. “I gotta ask you a question!”

You stopped walking and turned your heel, raising an eyebrow as the Fukurodani captain barreled towards you. “Hey, what’s up, Bokuto? How’s volleyball going? Are we headed to nationals?” you asked, placing a hand on your hip. God, even the way you held yourself was perfect. Were you an actual goddess, or was Bokuto just lovestruck?

Bokuto finally caught up to you, leaning against the hallway walls in an attempt to appear suave and put-together. His messy uniform didn’t help his cause, but he forgot to look neat today. And every day after that. “Uh, I was wondering if you understood what we were assigned in English yesterday? I don’t understand any of it to save my skin, hah,” He rubbed the back of his neck, looking down at his shoes. “Did you get what our teacher was saying?”

“Yeah, it was really simple. Just basic grammar and syntax structures. Was it complicated for you?” you tilted your head to the side.

“I don’t really get it. Wanna tutor me at my house today? I can get you snacks!” he offered you a crooked smile, leaning forward so his golden eyes peered into yours. “C’mon, please? The coach will kick my ass if I don’t get my grades up, and I have a game next week! Pretty please?” he folded his hands in prayer, his bottom lip in a childish pout.

You smiled and nodded, grabbing him off the wall. Bokuto blushed at the sudden contact, noticing how neat you kept your fingernails compared to his own. Yours were neatly polished to perfection while he bit his nails almost constantly, and being a wing spiker didn’t come with having good-looking nails. 

“Where’s your house? Is it walking distance?” you let go of his hand, much to Bokuto’s dismay. 

“Yeah, it’s about five minutes from here. Wanna stop at a convenience store on the way? I’m really hungry.” he rubbed his stomach as you two walked out the nearest exit, your messenger bag dangling over your shoulder. 

“Only if you’re paying,” you joked, rubbing his shoulder. Bokuto could have sworn his heart stopped right then and there. Were you actually flirting with him, or were you just really touchy? Either way, it was a win in his book. 

“Sure, I don’t mind. Anything for a pretty girl like yo-” Bokuto stopped his sentence, smacking his hand over his mouth. “I-I mean, why wouldn’t I mind? I’m a captain, after all. It’s my job to provide for my teammates!”

“But I’m not on any sports teams. I’m not your teammate.” you deadpanned, 

“You know what I mean!” Bokuto whined, wiping his forehead of the sweat that was slowly starting to gather. “Damn, it’s a hot one today. Why won’t they let the guys wear shorts? Do they want us to die of heat stroke or something?”

“I honestly have no idea,” you sighed, walking under the shade of the convenience store roof. “Wait a minute,” you instructed, placing your messenger bag on the hot pavement. You shrugged off your school blazer and wrapped it around your waist tightly in an attempt to cool you off. You also rolled up the sleeves of your white blouse, loosening your collar. “Sorry, I’m just really warm. At least we get to wear skirts, right?” you offered him a lopsided smile.

Bokuto’s heart pounded in his chest. “Uh, yeah, you girls are so lucky. Wearing skirts must feel awesome.”

“It’s awesome until you catch someone trying to look it up,” you mumbled in annoyance, hoisting your bag over your shoulders. 

“What the actual fuck? Who was it? I’ll murder them! I'll text Konoha too; he’ll definitely want in on it,” Bokuto clenched his fists together, walking into the store with you. “I’m sorry that happened to you, honestly.

You shrugged your shoulder and rummaged through the ice cream pin, choosing a passionfruit-flavored ice bar. “It’s fine, don’t worry about it. I barely know you, anyways.”

“That doesn’t mean that I can’t protect you from jerks like that guy,” Bokuto angrily shoved his hands in his pockets, tapping his foot on the tile. He fished about 400 yen out of his pocket and handed it to the cashier, ushering you out of the shop as quickly as possible. 

“What was that for?” you asked, unwrapping the popsicle. 

“I didn’t like how he looked at you, that’s all.” Bokuto huffed. He made grabby motions for your bookbag, which you handed to him with a confused look on your features. “Let me carry that, please. You’re too pretty to carry heavy stuff around like that all day.”

You paused your walk and stared at Bokuto, blushing softly. “You think I’m pretty?” 

Bokuto slowly nodded and gave you a crooked smile, blushing in turn. “Yeah, I really do. I was afraid to tell you before, but now I’m all fired up. I wanna protect you from creeps, y’know?”

You popped the ice treat out of your mouth and stepped forward, smiling softly. “We barely know each other, and you want to keep me safe? We haven’t even hung out once.”

“We’re heading to my house right now, aren’t we?” Bokuto shrugged, his blush not fading. 

You chuckled and took another step forward, the tips of your noses brushing against each other. “Yeah, I guess we are,” you whispered, your lips dangerously close to his own. “You know, I always thought you were kind of cute. In the athletic kind of way, I suppose.”

Bokuto dropped the bags he held onto the hot concrete beneath you, praying they wouldn’t roll down the hill you were standing on. You two were in a remote location, and the tension was thick. “You think I’m cute?” he tilted his head to the side, his eyelids dropping halfway. 

“Mhm,” you purred, your popsicle dripping from the intense heat. “Super cute.”

“Fuck,” Bokuto’s hands hovered above your waist, unsure of what you wanted him to do. “Uh, is it okay if I kiss you? Please, cutie?” he quietly pleaded, your lips basically touching at this point. 

You smiled and nodded, holding your melting popsicle behind your back. “Mhm, it’s okay.”

Bokuto smiled as his lips interlocked with yours for a minute, savoring the sweet passionfruit flavor that coated them. His hands squeezed your waist childishly, never wanting this moment between the two of you to end. This kiss was exactly how he dreamed it would be, soft and perfect. Just like you.

You pulled away after a bit and giggled, your popsicle having since fallen onto the heated pavement. Your sticky hands cupped his face, the pads of your thumbs running over his defined cheekbones. “You’re a good kisser,” you pecked his forehead bravely. “Like, a really good kisser.”

“Same to you, cutie,” his hands left your waist, choosing to instead secure your wrists. “You have no idea how long I’ve been waiting to do that. So. Fucking. Long.”

 A chuckle escaped your lips as your hands fell to your waist again, intertwining your fingers with Bokuto’s. You had never notified it before, but he was much bigger than you. It made you feel safe and secure. Protected. “We should probably get to your house to study, shouldn’t we?” 

“Aw, I was having so much fun kissing you on the sidewalk!” Bokuto pretended to whine, kicking a loose pebble that was in his way. He easily picked up the bags with his spare hand and tossed them over his broad shoulder. 

“Tell you what,” you squeezed his hand. “For every question you get right, I’ll give you a kiss. Does that sound like a fair deal?”

“Hell yeah, it does!” Bokuto kissed you on the cheek in excitement. He practically skipped to his house with you in tow, excited for what the rest of the day would have in store.

[mell-lynx]

Call me Mell Lynx(not my real name) or call me whatever you like. I'm your younger, artsy waiter! Need an art req? Art trade? (To cure my art-block so yes), I'm available! But be patient! I'll try my best to send the art asap and make it good too. AND PLS ASK ME ABOUT SOMETHING!! I'LL ANSWER IT HONESTLY PLEASE! (⁠.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)

Remember. I'm still a minor. !! ᯓᡣ𐭩

and I'd honestly appreciate it if you support my simple blog! And be one of my moots! Free dm's actually.. hihihi

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About me: I just yap abt silly things I actually want to talk about. If you've noticed I talk little, it is either cuz I genuinely dunno what to say or I'm just being an idiot. I do not swear a lot, and my mood can shift sometimes, i really love red and blue cuz "why is the sky blue?" I love saying things out of context EXCEPT when it gets too serious,i know how to shutup. Im lesbian aro ace, but hey i'd appreciate if u love/p me :^ y'all never NEVER know my pronouns except for those who know. "But it’s kind of obvious from your acc?" Oh, you silly whether I’m gay, femboy, fishy queen or not, who knows? I’m not nonbinary either. Welp, let's just say i go by mirror pronouns. I don’t like sharing my whole reality, but if I’m comfortable with you, I’ll be calling you all the time.

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My likes: Gore, coquette, disturbing media, analog, artz, multifandom, fanarts, friends♡, bed, liminal music, Anime/Manga, foods/drinks, merch, keychain, flowers

My dislikes: NSFW(Except gore) is not my beloved so please, i'm a minor.

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Fandoms im in !!

Toilet Bound Hanako-kun/Jibaku shounen Hanako-kun(TBHK/JSHK)

School Bus Graveyard (SBG)

Kalascope SMP

Homestuck (HS)

Zeno Remake

Dead plate

CREEPYPASTA

Sanrio

Poppy Playtime

Chiikawa

Gacha life/club

Undertale

Deltarune

Underverse (XTALE)

Glitchtale

Team fortrees 2

Majora's Mask (ik this included to creepypasta)

The legend of Zelda

Super Mario

Bendy the Ink

Death Note

Gravity falls

Amazing Digital Circus

Omori

Mandela Catalogue

And more, my brain isnt braining anymoree e e

Sorry if i did something wrong and wrote a lot :<

[cute-girls-from-vns-anime-manga]

I still don't Know for sure if I'm on the ace spectrum but my heavy aversion to irl relationships has me drifting into the aroace community. But the wider aroace community is so sex-repulsed that a lot of them genuinely view shipping, ecchi, and eroge as 'lowest-form media engagement.' Some really look down on people who like it as beneath them, and now I just feel like the weirdo all over again.

How can you be so comfortable as an ecchi enjoyer in the aroace community, knowing that so many more want LESS ecchi in anime fandom space? If I've bothered you then I'm sorry, I won't ask anything else.

Any amount of self identified personal aversion to a relationship places you into the Ace-spectrum, being ace is not an all or nothing Binary thing as my existence proves. If you are more comfortable in your own skin when thinking of yourself as AroAce **DONT LET ANYONE STOP YOU**

I dont really associate much with the larger AroAce community for the reasons you've detailed, no matter the community there will always be asshole gate keepers who desire to have control over others more than providing a space of acceptance and comfort.

As for my capacity to be so comfortable as who I am in-spite of what others have said and think of me?

Its quite simple: I have this blog and the community Ive built around it, I started this blog back in HS to have a place where I could unashamedly indulge as far into the parts of myself I thought would alienate myself from the few people who actually were around me at the time. I never intended for people to find it and follow in the numbers that have happened but just because they did and doesnt mean this blogs purpose has changed, the more I learn and change as a person the more Ive got to indulge in here. Maybe the larger AroAce community would reject someone like me, but I know who I am and Im happy being this way and thats all that matters I dont need anyone's fucking permission for that and nether do you!

There is also a lot of pain and abuse that factors into my uncompromising perspective on this, im gonna put it in a read-more TW: Abuse, attempted murder, assault, familial neglect

I once did live my life in fear of upsetting others, I was more miserable than you could possibly comprehend. That mindset nearly got me murdered by my older brother he is an extremely violent and abusive person and my family just refused to deal with the behavior in any meaningful way. From the time we were kids he'd do things that were well beyond anything reasonable. If I cried or tried to get help usually I was either punished or a "compromise" was forced no matter if he was the aggressor nor how far he went. Looking back its not subtle how our parents had such a difficult time with him that because I was normal and able to be reasoned with they ended up conditioning me to bend to his will and ensure whatever action I did I kept in mind if it would bother upset or set my brother off! Twenty three years I lived like that due to economic hardships as well as the traumatic conditioning not letting me think about or for myself, he was actively choking me and Id've likely be dead right now if my mentality didnt finally snap and I got the fuck away from him. I REFUSE TO EVER LET SOMEONE ELSE HAVE THAT POWER OVER ME AGAIN IF I MAKE OTHERS UNCOMFORTABLE BY JUST BEING MYSELF THEN THEY CAN EITHER FUCK OFF OR TRY AND KILL ME!

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Back with another HSTV blog.

I went too hard on Season 2, I fear, so here is part 1 of 2:

Episode 1

Tori’s fringe is not canon compliant, send that shit back to the early 2000s.

The opening song is soooo perfect and sad and foreshadowy like 🎶I don’t really care if it nearly kills me, I’d give you the world if you asked me to.🎶😭

Nick and Charlie texted all night and this morning and Nick never told him he came out to him mum? WTF are you even talking about?

God Narlie are insufferable.

The fact that it takes them over a year longer to have sex is incredible to me.

Don’t you dare do a Scottish accent Tao Xu GTFOH

Why is everyone in Truham obsessed with apple juice?

Haha Ben everyone you kiss likes Nick more than you.

Wait. Charlie is the one who got bullied and there a guy in his school called Maximillian? HAHAHAHAH.

Ben “Are you just going to ignore me for two weeks?” It’s literally No Talking, No Engaging Study Hall (Which my school didn’t have, is this a real thing?)

“If you’re trying to keep it quiet you should probably stop acting so gay for him.” Sorry Nick, I don’t like the guy, but Ben has a point.

Elle: “Tao is literally the worst person–” Yeah I’m gonna stop you there.

Elle, please stop making beinh a teenager look so easy. It’s unrealistic to be that beautiful, smart, talented, fashionable, self assured, confident, and know how to flirt.

Chocolate bar scene is so cringe. “I want to keep it a secre-IT’S OUR TWO MONTH ANNIVERSARY OF GAY DATING WHERE WE ARE GAY AND GO ON DATES!”

Stop making out in the locker room. I’ve read and written this fanfiction.

I’m sorry but the way Nick says, “We can, uh, kiss on the Eiffel Tower: was the SLUTTIEST SHIT I’VE EVER HEARD!

I know I joked last season that Nick was a lesbian, but the amount of Carhartt he wears, he might as well be.

Nick and Charlie are currently out to everyone in this scene and they are putting out less PDA than they do in fucking form.

We get it Isaac, you only like books. Okay.

Hilarious that Titanic is still a viable reference in 2023.

Damn Tao, I cannae believe you just rejected Elle. Fucking brutal. How dare you.

Isaac literally reading a book about being ace episode one. Just pointing it out for later when I absolutely rant the house down.

“How will I ever tell Imogen?” Nick asks, his arm around Charlie on the sofa.

What the fuck terrible thing are they watching and how has Imogen not needed the toilet for hours? Drink some water girl.

Wow thanks Nick, for showing me the very obvious bathroom.

The Imogen/Nick convo is so funny. Rhea is very comedic, I do like her.

Charlie stop walking around with a fucking blanket wrapped around your shoulders like you are going to rant about the end of the world in a park.

Charlie to his parents: You know my friend Nick? Lol, the guy you spend every waking minute with? Yeah, we know him.

Mr. Hypersexual Julio “you only want to go to Paris to shag your boyfriend” Spring. Calm down.

LMAO even Jane is like “stop fucking saying hanky panky!”

Tori’s face when Charlie says “Everything is going to be perfect” is all of us.

Episode 2

Ben’s parents are so hilarious. They make him look so tiny.

Sorry Charlie, your mum is right. You fucked up. But I do like that Julio gives her a look like “Seriously, he’s going to be home all the time?”

I’ve always felt like Imogen was a plot solution for the Ben/Becky storyline in Solitaire that needed to be in HS, and I think that’s why I dislike her so much. She is a device, not a person. It’s not her fault, but just…ugh.

Is everyone named Greene? Harvey Greene Grammar, Harry Greene, Ms. Greene? Get some new names Alice damn.

The pen scene is so cringe. I hate it so much. Like hey, everyone in year 11, look over here at us being in love. I would’ve dumped Charlie on the spot.

BAFTA nom for Farouk’s eyebrow.

Ew Ben stop referring to yourself as “liking girls and boys” you are 17.

Savage takedown there though, Benny Boy, not completely untrue.

Nick’s anger and anxiety issues have been sprinkled so subtly from the very beginning. 😙👌

Also “I’ve had the worst day HAHA” Time for therapy babes.

“But we could meet in the park?” Who said Heartstopper didn’t have realistic gay representation?

I will say, most of the time I find Nick and Charlie kissing to be quite cringe, but the park scene is cute and believable.

Naomi’s vocal fry is so fucking hilarious.

Damn, Tao’s mum is RICH rich.

Truham School for Boys: 1200 students, 6 teachers.

Nick Nelson you cannot call anyone an old man you were born wearing New Balance trainers.

LMAO Nellie growling at David.

Sorry but why is Jane kinda…in the scene where she’s telling Charlie he’s grounded?

Damn savage Tao: "Also, Mum, Elle’s not dead, like the love of your life. Goodnight!"

Episode 3

“What if we went to IKEA on our date like that film where they were really terrible for each other?” OK TAO.

Christian “Really Good Mates” McBride. Love u.

Mrs. Singh is stoked but has to remain professional.

James and Isaac bonding over the gay books 💕 (2nd Ace book sighting btw)

Charlie is me doing every undergrad assignment ever.

Nick “Will I ever come out? Maybe after Charlie runs into my arms in front of all the year 11s”

“Just a casual I love you.” Okay Tara. You and Tori should hang out. Deluuuusion.

Not rich boy Harry telling everyone to BYOB to Sai’s party. Like, that would be the main way you get people to like you if you are that much of a twat.

Love how James invited everyone to someone else’s party. Work.

OMG seeing Youssef and Nathan’s little exchange at the Paris meeting like “YOUSE ARE GONNAE GET MARRIED!!!”

Awww little Imogen has no fwends.

Tao: This date needs to be perfect! *choose most mid date of all time*

Tao looks like my college boyfriend at the cinema date. Like TWINS. lol

I recognize that Tao is very autistic coded, but damn bro, chill. You picked the film, no need to rant about how awful it is.

Charlie looks so cute at the party! Little baby.

Nick: “maybe I’ll come out to my friends after I have this public tickle fight with Charlie”

What in the Northern Ireland is going on here?

Will Gao is a good actor. I hope he has as much success as Joe and Kit after HS.

Whose tent is this? Did Tori pitch this tent?

Ooh, Tori’s got a bit of Jane in her. “You’re not very good at keeping your promises.” Watch out girl!

Why does Joe Locke low key look like my dad?

Love how Harry keeps looking at Nick’s mouth. You looooovvveee himmmmm.

Ah yes, sun stroke. The leading cause of illness in fucking England.

Stay low key? You mean *become* low key? Cuz ya’ll are steady HIGH KEY.

Episode 4

“Hello YOU TWO” OK Mr. Ajayi calm down.

Nick is almost as much of a Tao/Elle shipper as Tao’s mum.

You think 30-year-old Darcy lays in bed thinking about the time they asked their teacher why they couldn’t see any fish in the Eurotunnel?

I love Mr. Farouk. He is my kindred spirit. And he has a Scottish fringe.

Love the amount of logistical holes in HS. 40 students on an international trip and two chaperones. Sounds good.

I love how the B roll for Paris looks like it was shot out the window of a taxi by an intern on an iphone 7.

YOUSE ARE GONNAE GET MARRIEDDDDD!!!

I will not hyperfixate on Youssef and Nathan or plot a fic about their relationship I WILL NOT.

I guess this is when Imogen and Sahar are having their falling out? Aren’t they supposed to be old friends?

Barf barf barf Narlie. Fucking stop.

I appreciate Imogen’s commitment to the aesthetic. Based on everyone else’s clothing it’s scorching but she’s in a wool hat and a tweed jacket.

Farouk speaks French yet says cRRossant. LMAO.

Love how critical Tao is of Moonrise Kingdom when he literally dresses and acts like he’s in a Wes Anderson film 24/7.

Thank you Tara it is unbearable.

I don’t think they sell bubblegum ice cream in Paris you fucking savage.

Elle is the most beautiful person in the world. Like I can barely look at her what the fuck.

Imagine being in that restaurant NOT on that school trip. I would KMS.

Ben is psychotic.

James during Imogen’s breakup scene had me dyiiiinnnng.

We found Harry’s line. He’s a feminist.

Nick and Tao’s heart to heart brought to you by Vans

Love Charlie calling Nick out for posting about him on Instagram like a proud mum.

Maybe if Charlie ate some red meat he wouldn’t have bruised so easily.

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If you don't like gimmick blogs or whatever, then just. Block me, I guess?? I'm not gonna stop having fun because some rando on the internet doesn't like funny elements.

[fangirls-other-art]

I’m curious, do y’all think I should make a side ask blog just for my OCs (ACE HS)?

[affectionatecatastrophe]

(=`ω´=)< DID MEW MISS ME? ITS AFFECTIONATECATASTROPHE BACK ONCE AGAIN! DECIDED TO RETURN TO MY OLD STOMPING GROUNDS!!!!!! (=^-^=)< I GUESS SOME INTRODUCTION IS WARRANTED. F33L FR33 TO CALL ME AC, MEU, OR REALLY WHATEVER. I DRAW, WRITE A LOT, AND LOVE ALL THINGS FANDOM!!! \(=^ω^=)/< THIS BLOG WILL BE FUR MY SHIPPING AND RAMBLES. SO MANY CUTIES TO GO OVER!!!!!! SO LITTLE TIME... ASKS ARE OPEN!!!! MAKE SURE TO GIVE ME MEWR FAVORITE PAIRINGS! OR ANY MEW'D LIKE TO READ ABOUT!

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Another Homestuck ask blog! Although centered around specifically shipping and character analysis. Some general stuff to keep in mind! - This account is run by one person so sorry if posts take a while! - Blog stays SFW! So must the asks. - In character asks are also welcome but please be mindful that this is all just a silly little blog and not meant to be taken seriously. - There will be some non ask specific posts on here as well. Stuff like extended quadrants, drawings, in general stuff Meulin would probably post. - If some things seem "un-canon" then, sorry! I do my best! - Offensive and generally problematic pairings or asks will be ignored, and any creepy behavior will get you blocked. No proship or weird shit. - Please keep characters in pairings canon! Although I would love to branch out eventually, I can only really write for characters I know. But feel free to go wild with combinations! - Asks for HS^2 or Epilogues will also be unfulfilled. As I am unfamiliar with both and not exactly looking to familiarize myself. - In general, come to have fun! And if you don't agree with something in these posts, or how I talk about your favorite characters, feel free to block! Hope you enjoy!

[interactivefictionramblings]

I don’t know why it felt so needed that I write this post out, but the desire to do it has been haunting me for awhile now, so I’m gonna do it.

TWs for, uh, heavily relating to Lane. No, really. I’m going to ramble about why I relate to her.

Hm. Okay so, when I first started HSR, I did not believe I was gonna like it. No offense to fans of the HS stories, but I had to fight to get through every chapter of HS1. I think it mostly had to do with not being able to connect with the MC…

Anyway. I had been avoiding getting the 30 💎 from the first episode of HSR until the updates were like, heading toward the second of S2? I’d heard of Cain but never remembered his name. I did not remember what he looked like, etc etc.

But the update was getting closer (iirc), and I’d been unable to collect 💎 for awhile, so I went, okay, enough, I might as well play the one ep.

Getting suddenly dropped into the story with no idea what was going on didn’t seem weird to me. Either it made sense coming off HS2 or it didn’t, and that…made sense as well. It didn’t matter. I saw Cain for maybe the dozenth time and went, ah, so that’s who I keep hearing of.

It was all very mild. I only wasn’t skipping all of the text because I had nothing else to do, and I was feeling restlessly bored that day, so I read.

I didn’t think I would keep reading for long, tbh.

But then, then came the scene Lane wakes up.

That was when I became obsessed with her.

I’ve mentioned this on so many side-blogs, but I can’t remember if I’ve done so here as-of-yet. I’ve been dealing with depression almost all of my life. Genuinely. I remember being 3 1/2 and waking up after my first surgery and feeling so empty—again, and that was the first time I’d understood, grasped, that something was not okay with me. I was back to feeling this way, it was familiar, but I realized this thing that came and went was not something I saw anyone else show. I could feel in my body how upset I was, I hadn’t wanted the surgery - but of course, that didn’t matter; nobody even considered asking my opinion or feelings on the matter, I was just meant to be compliant, invisible, and just. deal.

I was very skilled at erasing my presence by that point, although it was especially easy in the way that I didn’t speak. I was autistic, not that anybody knew that. Or would’ve cared. I mean, they knew I was dyslexic, and ignored it.

When I played that scene, it completely hooked into me. It was like the writing swung a fishing hook of some kind, and it’s curved needle dug straight into my heart inside my chest, taking the air from my body, and creating a tugging in my organ demanding I acknowledge this pull.

In simpler words: it was deeply relatable.

I was still hesitant to spend 💎 on the story, of course, since I was reading it to save up, but I also knew I would probably be spending all my Tea Cups on this story if the writing stayed like this, so I made a plan to replay once the last Diamond Rush before the next update came.

So, I skipped Cain’s first 💎 scene. And then all the other 💎 options, until DR started—but by then I didn’t want to restart, I wanted to keep reading the episodes I hadn’t read yet. Once I was getting closer to the end of season one, I forced myself back on track and did restart. As I’ve rambled about in the tags of a recent post of mine, though, I read Cain’s 💎 scenes out-of-order. Ironically, it is only because of this I became interested in his romance route - I’m uncomfortable playing highly sexual or the like romance stories, being that I’m ace (aspec, but whatever). If I’d taken Cain’s church 💎 scene before the ones I did take first, I never would’ve played his romance route at all. Hence: ironic.

I took his flight scene first, and then the one after, and that’s what made me start to think about maybe trying his route. Tbh it’s rare I’m physically into a LI before starting their route; maybe they’ll be pretty to me, but that’s it. He seemed aesthetically pleasing by conventional standards, but he wasn’t my type. His dynamic with Lane and his unexpected caring side was far more attractive to me than, like, his jawline.

I hadn’t even considered romancing him prior to that—I thought I was probably on his friend route, although I vaguely recalled seeing posts about how hard it was to do so with LIs in HSR, so I wasn’t sure. Yeah, no, I wasn’t on it, lol.

By the time I got to S2E1, I didn’t know how, but I had gotten on Greg’s romance route with no 💎 options (it’s because I took the first free relationship improvement with him on a M-LI playthrough. Ridiculous). I had only realized as I finally had to stop playing that night that I’d gotten a jealousy scene with two LIs I hadn’t been trying to romance, and I nearly restarted the story to try everything again. But. I wasn’t yet sold on romancing Cain - season 2 LIs do, of course, appear, so. I was intrigued by Cain & Lane’s whole Thing, but, I wasn’t sure how red of a flag he was gonna be, and the DR had just ended. Did I want to spend my own 💎 on him? That was the conflict I was having. So I kept playing a little longer. I read the train episode but didn’t get the feather scene, and it really bothered me, I couldn’t just keep playing, so I realized I was gonna have to do his route, lol.

I restarted the story. I was very careful to only choose Cain’s improvements of the M-LI. The church 💎 scene was not uncomfortable to me since I’d basically experienced his route in like, a kind of reverse, lol. For me, all the emotional connections came first, then there was sexual tension (with the rooftop 💎 scene first, so). I thought this scene was both weird yet fit them. It was much harder to accept it came so early on, though, lol. I definitely would’ve dropped it.

ANYWAY. This was supposed to be about Lane.

(But, really, do you expect my brain to say Lane and not echo Cain? This should be expected.)

Reading season 1, I noticed multiple instances of Lane finding sensory input upsetting, and it resonated with me, being that I’m autistic. The more I read, the more I loved her character. Did I feel like we were getting much answers as the story went on? Not really. Did I care? Not really.

All I was thinking about was wanting to keep reading scenes with Lane. Specifically, VoG!Lane struggling with echoes of Compassion.

As a hyper-empathetic autist with depression, this Lane was the Perfect representation that I’d never, ever believed I would live to have. All my life, I’d struggled to socialize as others did, so I obsessively analyzed people to learn some kind of formula, based on patterns, to properly—normally, or rather as close as I was aware I would ever get—interact with people. Animals were easier, especially cats: their body cues, in comparison to people, were obvious. Easy. It came far more naturally (so I often opted out of speaking, just making cat noises instinctively).

Growing up in an abusive environment, very stringently regulating my interactions with people to ‘be normal,’ cycling from empathic to a self-sacrificial extreme and then apathy and hopelessness, and being moral purely on quiet internal beliefs and habit - arguably, ‘faking compassion,’ as I was acting out who I was, when I couldn’t live it - it made me think I’d never feel genuinely represented. Then, I did.

And I could go on and on and on and on. Even bring screenshots into this. But this is long, so.

HSR’s story is dragging but whatever. Cain is not my LI but I ship him with Lane. Am I really invested in HSR? Not exactly. I’m invested in Lane’s story on Voice of God+Humanity path. For me, the CainLane romance is more of an…enhancement, to that story. The plot is second and matters as far as it interacts with her fate—this Lane, specifically. That’s what pulls me in.

I want her story.

She is ‘creepily’ analytical. It’s impossible for her not to see people and interactions in terms of manipulation because she not only studied people to find a way to be in a world not made to welcome her, but because she was abused (ofc, I firmly see her as autistic; obviously). She dealt with being abducted to a secret military research facility by focusing on wanting to find a way to save the world with the Book, so much so she practically framed her thoughts on her abduction as though she’d volunteered (when she first thinks of her moving to Siberia Base, and why, that’s how it’s worded: “I moved away from my family to work at the base.” “I desperately wanted to believe that everything could still go back to the way it was before.” “That some kind of prophecy or encrypted message could solve the issues of the cataclysms.”). Her method of coping was utilizing her desire to help others, her deep compassion and empathy, to keep going on. That’s how she would endure. Endure endless days of repetition, capture, helplessness and loneliness. All of these things ‘represent’ me. There likely will never be another character I relate to like I relate to her. Which is why it’s pretty sad I don’t see much love for this Lane.

Although, tbh, it’s not like I thought I would. It’s just that I saw a lot of Lane fans before starting the story and it gave me a little hope—I hadn’t realized how different she is on each form of paths combination. It’s interesting, at least, although it’s a little difficult for me to care, lol, but that’s how I’ve been thinking of how it is for others, too. Liking other Lanes best, so maybe it’s hard to care about another version. Oh well.

I will just always love ‘original’ Lane most of all. It’s not the first time I feel ‘different to the rest of the world,’ even if it’s not really like that. Eh.

Ramble over! End of journal entry or whatever.

[thebaepatricia]

Weekly Recap: July 3 - 9, 2023 💙🍔📲🤓

This week, my biggest hurdle was waking up early as I plan. I haven't gotten past the habit-forming cycle yet - I always fall off the routine within 2 weeks, and it's a bit frustrating but we keep trying anyway. For me to wake up early as intended, I always have to condition myself the whole night prior, and sometimes I don't have the mental energy for that. I can't always hype myself up. 😮‍💨

Anyway, I hope I find a better system soon because I honestly feel more accomplished when I get a lot of stuff done in a day. It's just hard to get up most mornings.

I've also been getting major cabin fever this week. I guess it's my body saying I've had enough of being indoors and I need to get out soon. I thought this weekend was a good time to do that, so we did and it was one of the best days of my life so far.

Want more? Here are this week's wins and lessons ↓

Positive

Reduced brown sugar in my coffee from 2.5 teaspoons to 1 teaspoon 👍🏼

I didn’t like working out in the morning (lack of food + energy), but it gave me more time to work in the evening — I'm tagging this as positive even though I’m torn what schedule to go with 🤔

You could change epub cover 🤯 Mindblowing, truly. And a game changer for me who can be picky with book covers

This week I learned: if all else epub fails, use Anna’s Archive website and keep trying epubs until you land with one that Kindle accepts - can’t find a direct fix but this is something you could do to work around the issue

Had a really good cry at night before sleeping from having mid-quarter life crisis and Dani soothing me

Updated Books I Want To Read

Published my long week blog post: I Asked For a List of Popular Books That Made People “Ugly Cry” - Here’s What ChatGPT Gave Me

Active Sunday morning - walked and bathed dogs

Sparkly blue nails 💙💅🏼

Spent an afternoon with Dani

Saw some popular books at Biblio 😮

Dani got me milk tea (it was too sweet - but I chose the drink)

Medusa (The Girl Behind the Myth: Illustrated Edition) by Jessie Burton 🐍

Negative

No AC downstairs for a day and It. Was. Hot. 🥵

Feeling lethargic lately

And Just Like That S2E4 felt dry 😒 The best part about it was seeing Sarah Ramirez's massive thighs lol

Woke up late (8-9am) this week except for 1 day 🥲 - Been having a hard time sleeping early (send sleep help!)

Gong Cha’s HS Milk Green Tea tastes like diabetus

Feeling nauseous during the ride home (so traffic — took 3.5 hours!)

[catman-draws]

So are all lusus a little bit different to their Alternian counter parts? Because I’m wondering why moth mum is so small compared to Kanaya’s mother grub lusus?

Sorta!

So I did give all the dancestors different lusi- some vary more than others. Some are COMPLETELY different, while some are just lightly modified from their counterparts.

Firstly, I feel like the mother grub specifically makes sense to be Fuck Huge, given they're meant to do little more than help trolls reproduce.

Secondly, I REFUSE to believe that all these gigantic lusi would've been able to raise little baby grubs. It just doesn't make sense logistically.

Thirdly, it was a little accidental. While redesigning, I was trying to make them a little more reasonably sized (compared to their charge) and that just sorta ended up like that.

It's sorta retcon, sorta incidental. Don't think about it too hard.

[waitineedaname]

Please talk about your a-spec headcanons... I would love to hear them^^ also I hope you're having a great day!

I am having an EXCELLENT day and it’s mostly because I’m getting to talk about my a-spec headcanons but also because I just bought some cherries and kiwis and I’m Vibing

I have Oh So Many Headcanons and this post would be unreadable if I talked about all of them at once, so I’ll just pick one from each category of This Is Canon, Could Be Canon, and I’m Just Having Fun Here

I just talked about the two big canon ones (re: Jake and John) but the other canon one is Calliope!! She talks about how cherubs can’t do romance, and she really wishes she could because she loves the idea of it so much, so I headcanon Callie as cupioromantic and asexual! She doesn’t feel romantic or sexual attraction, but she feels Really Strong platonic affection and she is definitely not opposed to the idea of a romantic relationship. Personally, I like to headcanon her as being in a relationship with Roxy that’s romantic on Roxy’s end and platonic on Calliope’s end! They Are Care For Each Other

as for a headcanon that I’m mostly just indulging myself with but also could be sorta grounded in canon, Gamzee! This,, might be controversial by virtue of Gamzee being Gamzee, but I think he’d be lithromantic. He definitely seeks out those quadrant relationships (Tavros, Karkat, Terezi) but the with ones that actually result in a relationship, they seem kind of half-assed? If you get me talking about the pale subtext in Karkat and Gamzee’s dynamic leading up to the actual Incident, I’d be talking for hours, but once they were actually together, he just. stopped caring? Which of course could be due to the other factors involved, but could also be the lith thing of “I want this romantic relationship” *gets in a relationship* “I no longer want this romantic relationship.” The same with Terezi. They were an absolute fucking dumpster fire together and not healthy, and I don’t think what they were doing counted as a proper kismesissitude. A good pitch relationship needs to have some basis in respect/admiring the other person and wanting to improve yourself through your rivalry with them, and that just... wasn’t there with them. They were just a fucked up way for Gamzee to take his anger out on someone and for Terezi to punish herself, and it makes me very sad :(

and my purely self indulgent headcanons are... all of them! but my go-to is aroace Tavros. You could maybe base this in canon bc he seems pretty freaked out when someone expresses a physical interest in him and all of the “crushes” he had seemed pretty performative, but honestly I mostly just headcanon Tavros as aroace because I’m aroace and I love him. Also fun is pan ace Jade! @thatneoncrisis and I were talking about her earlier, and I just. love her. She loves love and affection and being around other people, but sex is just  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ she’s just hanging out

[accio-victuuri]

CPN : XZ interview bits that made us 👀

I missed XZ and his long interviews, so this one he did for weibo night 22’ was such a treat. It truly gave us an insight on the things he did for the past few months and he is such a good person to interview! he is generous with his answers and is thoughtful with them too.

now let’s see what sections peaked our interest & it’s cpn connection. everything is fake ‼️‼️‼️

disclaimer that interview like this can definitely be enjoyed without the cpn-glasses on. that’s how it should be. but since i’m a turtle and this blog does cpn, i can’t help but point certain things out. the general point is, we see connections between them in these things cause we pay attention.

He is so very pretty and glowing in this interview. compared to his weibo tv & drama stint, where he was still smiling and all but you can tell that the mood is a bit off. Maybe it’s because he was able to spend time with wang yibis. 💕

• His goals and what he wants to do next truly mirrors that of WYB. even in WYB’s short speech, he mentions that he will work harder. I’ve said this multiple times but the goal they had in 2018, when they were still newbie actors still stands today. They never stop learning and want to improve. If they are gonna do something, they are gonna do it right. It would be easy, with their fame, to just go with the flow and let their fans do the rest. but no, they respect the profession and are willing to do the work.

I also like it when he says that people will see his growth in his works. It’s a WYB type of answer. I won’t tell you, see for yourself. I’m so excited to his new dramas tbh! Ace Troops was filmed 2020 so I can only imagine how much he has improved since then.

• The part of the interview that moved us, was him talking about a puppy-style warmth and how smiley he was while saying it. The kind of sweet smile you see when certain topics are brought up ⬇️⬇️⬇️

funny thing is, after he said it, the interviewer was like — what do you mean? what kind of warmth is that? puppy like? lol. sister, it’s okay if you don’t understand — but certain kind of people will. *ehem* bxgs.

Puppy is of course, his one & only —WYB. I never got this bit before, that one thing he sees in Yibo is that he has that warmth in him. People who meet WYB will say that he is too cold and quiet but he was never like that with Yibo. He was basking in his warmth although out that summer and beyond. Also WYB’s devotion to him was probably something else and we all saw it. 🥹🥹🥹🥹

( this puppy yibo please. no wonder ZZ went to BAH filming to see him. allegedly. )

• HAHAHAHAHAHA! I have no words but Himalaya podcast incident. A legendary fandom cpn if you ask me. 😂😂😂😂

He should make one from this genre! It would be amazing!

• ZZ has always been someone who loves watching movies, especially foreign ones. both for enjoyment and also now that he’s an actor — for studying. this reminds me of WYB being asked by CE to watch The Godfather and other films as a reference for his role as Mister Ye. I wonder if when they are together, they sometimes pick a classic movie to see.

I love them! Go on and explore more films ☺️

• Oh! The character development! I’m so proud of him for eating well now 🤍

While I do think this is something that he has discovered this fact on his own, I can’t help but think back on the time in 2018 when WYB was nagging him to eat. At the time, there was his “little friend” who always reminded him that food is important. It’s these changes because of each other that make me soft!!!!

• Lastly, there is talk about ZZ choosing Deep Sea as a movie that he watched during the Spring Festival. I mean, we all know that he will not say Wuming. Even if he watched and loved it. Saying that will go on HS, and not in a good way, it will cause another rift between fandoms and it’s better to keep each other’s name out of their mouth.

Turtles have noticed that he said a lot of “fillers” and did not just answer the question directly like he did with others. So it’s like, he has something on his mind but ended up answering different. He also stopped and stuttered a bit and we take that as a cue that he is trying to hide something. LOL. Not to say that he didn’t enjoy Deep Sea, i’m pretty sure he loved it like he said he did.

even though Hidden Blade ticks all his boxes, I mean, come on! :

interview screenshots with translation was taken from this video.

- END.

[allagogtoreblog]

sorry in advance for this really long ask, hopefully it’s not too annoying to come to you like this, but that meme you posted about being interested in sex only in the fictional sense actually means quite a lot to me… i’ve been IDing as aspec for a couple years now, it took me a while to figure it out because i’ve always been interested in romance and sex in fiction and fantasy and have had somewhat of a crush on one fictional character or another since puberty, but i’ve never wanted it irl or had any sort of romantic or sexual encounters in reality. eddie’s the biggest fictional crush i’ve had since i was a teen, to the point where sometimes i was starting to question my asexuality. but when i do that i have to remind myself that i wouldn’t want him if he were real, my interest entirely hinges on everything being fictional and safe in my head. i’ve only recently discovered the label aego and connect with it quite a lot, so it was thrilling to see both it and the concept of enjoying sex exclusively with fictional characters in the wild on your blog! i’ve just been having a hard time deciding whether i ‘remove my self’ from the equation, if you will. the definition is a little bit hard to puzzle out and i know it’s slightly different for everyone. anyway, thanks for posting that meme because it helped me find your blog, and it was so lovely to see aego in your bio as it’s the first time i’ve encountered that since i’ve been considering the label for myself. if you don’t mind my asking, how long have you ID’d as ace/aego, and how did you decide aego was the right label for you? oh and just for fun, if you’d like to answer: what are some headcanons that feel specific to Your Eddie, the eddie in your head, compared to popular fanon/canon?

Thank you so much for your ask! And trust me, it’s not annoying at all! There are not many people in my life that I can discuss things like this with, so I was kind of thrilled when I read it. I apologize for the lengthy reply, but I was SO excited to answer this.

Honestly, I started to realize I was “different” around JR high (which for a little context was about 25 years ago) when everyone around me was feeling that first rush of hormones and so excited about boys (or girls) and dating and first kisses, but I just never really felt that way. That’s not to say that I didn’t get crushes or find boys attractive (the posters on my walls of boy bands and teen idols would attest to that), I just didn’t see the point in romantic/sexual interactions with people I knew.  

I never really gave it much thought at the time though or tried to understand why I felt that way because JR high and HS were a really rough time for me. I was being badly bullied, my house burnt down, my parents were getting divorced, and I was struggling with depression so, I’ll be honest, I kind of assumed that things I felt (or wasn’t feeling in this case) were a product of nothing more than low self-esteem. Obviously, the only reason I wasn’t interested in trying for a relationship is because they’d just reject me anyways, right?

Yeah, I told myself that’s all it was for a really long time. Not because I was particularly embarrassed by my lack of personal interest but more so that I didn’t fully understand that I had a lack of interest.

I think it was because, around the age of 18, I found fanfic for the first time (SPUFFY 4 LYFE) and you best believe the smutty stories were my favorite (still are btw). Before that? Oh, this movie has a sex scene? Imma just watch it a dozen times, okay? So, clearly, I’m interested… maybe I just haven’t met the right guy?

It’s only been recently – around the last 5 years ago – that I’ve attempted to identify my sexuality. The catalyst of which was a particularly memorable event where I was literally sobbing at the thought of hanging out with a casual friend that I knew was interested in more. It was the first time anyone has ever told me that they were attracted to me and I was horrified by it.

So, yep, it appears I’m repulsed by sex? Great, I’m asexual.

But what about the fanfic and those dirty sex scenes, allagog? If you like watching/reading it, you must (subconsciously) want it in real life too.

So, I start reading a bit more and landed on the term graysexual for a few years – because I assumed my interest in that stuff proved I was sexually interested in people, therefore I straddled the line between asexuality and heterosexuality.

But I still felt like it didn’t fit.

It wasn’t until I started reading x reader fanfic daily (before that, I’d check out a story here and there) with the introduction of Eddie Munson (not unlike you) that I began to understand that the only time I was remotely interested in someone was if:

They were a celebrity who I will never, EVER meet

They were a fictional character

So, like one is wont to do in this day and age, I googled: “only sexually attracted to fictional characters’

And Aegosexuality popped up. And even though it’s not 100% a perfect match, of all the terms I’ve come across, this one fits the best.

The “remove yourself” bit you mentioned is also one of the parts that I don’t fully identify with (masturbating is the other), but I think that’s open to interpretation. It may not be the same for you, but when I’m reading x reader fics or imagining scenarios, I don’t actually picture me as I am, but a FICTIONAL version of myself.

In the end, the most important thing about identifying as any sexuality is that it's the right fit for you.

As for Eddie headcanons, I can't say I really have any that are entirely specific to me. For the most part, I love (most) of the versions that other authors have created or built upon. I love awkward, affectionate, sweetheart Eddie the most and almost always imagine him as much. Virgin!Eddie or sexually inexperienced are also 100% canon for me.

I'll also admit to really struggling with Asshole/Jerk Eddie and promiscuous Eddie (especially when combined with the Asshole/Jerk version of him). No disrespect for the people that read/write this version but I usually avoid them.

Thank you again so much for your ask! If you (or anyone else) ever want to reach out again - about anything, anything at all! - I'd love to hear it! <3

[maid-of-heart-selfship]

Hello! Welcome to my self shipping side blog!

My main is @eternally-sugary

Proship and aligned please do not interact. Anyone who is just unpleasant will be blocked.

I am 18. So if you are an older adult please interact carefully.

You can call me Bibi and my pronouns are she/they/it + love themed neos

Current Biggest F/O (Doubles please do not interact unless i know you):

Banner by @glitchylaptop

Disclaimer: While i do have Charlie as an f/o i do not like Hazbin Hotel or Helluva Boss nor support them in any way, please do not try to talk to me about it.

F/O List(Romantic/Comfortable With Doubles):

Twogami(SDR2/Dating) tag: #👓 love you for you 👓

Peko Pekoyama(SDR2/Dating) tag: #🤺 fem slashes fem 🤺

Mikan Tsumiki(SDR2/Fiance) tag: #💊 happy for my nurse 💊

Mama Hanamura (SDR2/Married) tag: #🍖 made with love 🍖

Angie Yonaga(NDRV3/Married) tag: #☀️ our love is god ☀️

Miu Iruma (NDRV3/Dating) tag: #🔧 building a relationship 🔧

Erina Pendleton(JJBA/Married) tag: #🌺 my fair pendleton 🌺

Charlie Morningstar(HH/Dating) tag: #👸 puppy dog princess 👸

Girlfriend (FnF/Dating) tag: #🎵 that's how you do it 🎵

Tatsumaki (OPM/Married) tag: #💚 l o v e tornado 💚

Miss Pauling (TF2/Dating) tag: #💌 love contract 💌

Karkat Vantas (HS/Matesprits) tag: #🦀 accientally in love 🦀

Aradia Medigo (HS/Matesprits) tag: #🐑 counting sheep 🐑

Caroline (Portal/Queerplatonics) tag: #❤ sweet caroline ❤

Main F/Os (Ask for Permision To Interact):

Toko Fukawa (DRTHH/Dating) tag: #💜 sweet little writter 💜

Chihiro Fujisaki(DRTHH/Married) tag: #👩‍💻 computery girlfriend 👩‍💻

Fionna Campbell(F&C/Dating) tag: #🐇 my sweet rabbit 🐇

Azazel (Helltaker/Married) tag: #😇 match made in heaven 😇

Malina (Helltaker/Married) tag: #🍾 love you like an alcoholic 🍾

Roxxane Ritcher (SPTO/Dating) tag: #⚔ love me normally ⚔

Terezi Pyrope (HS/Matesprits) tag: #👩‍⚖️ cross my eyes dot my ts 👩‍⚖️

Roxy Lalonde (HS/Dating) tag: #💕 guilty of innocence 💕

Jane Crocker (HS/Dating) tag: #🥧 gently set back to bed 🥧

Chell (Portal/Dating) tag: #‼️ want you gone ‼️

The F/Os (Do Not Interact If You Also Selfship With Them Romantically):

Isabelle (AC/Married) tag 🐶 my darling isabelle 🐶

Pomni (TADC/Dating) tag: #💙 make you laugh ❤

[boredcarcass]

Oop we doin’ this? Okay, Intro time

Okay, hi 👋 I go by Shawn, Anubis, Or Icarus.

He/They

Dropped out of HS because fuck that, and I work in customer service.

Panromantic Ace

Uuh. I block any Not Safe for Tumblr blogs, so don’t follow me if your one of those.

You can like all you want, and I’m open to asks

Currently obsessed with Linked Universe, and a lil’ bit of Detroit Become Human

I also post memes a lot, have fun 👋

[jolibedoodles]

hey man, so sorry that people are bugging you about your HS ask blog. I love your art and to be honest, would love to see the ask blog open again. But, it's your blog, not mine. Anyway *gibs you huggos* 🖤🤍💜

HUGSSSSSS QWQ thanks for understanding my fellow ace buddy qwq. I "might" draw some Henry Stickmin art in the future, but for now I'm into other things