#actually wait stress paused la jolla just came on spotify while im writing this and the guitar of that song makes my brain calm
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sleepy tired vs not wanting to fast travel to tomorrow: fight
#like on one hand i am so incredibly tired and have been for the past few days but on the other hand i dont want to have to deal#with responsibilities and also even if i do sleep well ill probably still be tired tomorrow anyways (also i still have a little bit of#homework i havent done yet thats due tomorrow)#actually wait stress paused la jolla just came on spotify while im writing this and the guitar of that song makes my brain calm#ok stress unpaused we can get back to my strange mild stress bc the song ended and i got an ad lol#urg do i stay up to buy more time until tomorrow (and probably maybe do my improv homework?) or do i just go to bed and#give my tired brain a rest before having to do things#urghgdhjdgfjkg most likely i will end up staying up as late as i can bear and will somehow manage to NOT do my homework#bc im busy distracting myself from responsibilities n whatnot bc i got homework and i got plans to work out dear god so many#plans to work out i have no idea what im doing this weekend but there have been at least 3 separate plans proposed with/from#different people that all sort of clash but sort of dont so its up to me to figure out specifics for all of them to see if i can make#them all work bc i do want them to all work even if it means fucking crashing for the entirety of sunday bc of too much#social interaction all crammed together haha nice#its fineeeeee everything is fineeeeee#just me rambling again#vent post#tw vent#<- (just in case)#(kinda went on a tangent in the tags here)#actually stress cancelled for tonight one of my friends and i did the thing where you take a picrew and make both yourself#and the other person and then you compare them and !!! i care him so much. brain being mean to me is strong but the#power of friendship is stronger#im normal now
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