#adolescent psych

[beremy-from-trigun]

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song: aishite aishite aishite by kikuo

[mosquitinho]

caught my reflection on my phone screen and was like Woahg how am i so pretty.. lol.....

[todayisafridaynight]

saw IW daigo i think i hauve covid

[vorobej]

the hp reread is making me so nostalgic for something i never had i was so intensely lonely when i was that age

[bo0zey]

Did I miss "back from the war" recreation or is that not happening

OK so i've been meaning to address this for a while because it’s actually something i've been genuinely annoyed/sad/upset about; my original plan to recreate the post was to go to riot fest & have someone take pics of me during MCR live in person (caption wouldve been something like ‘when will mcr--omg they;re Back from the Warfdskns’ lol idk). i ended up 2nd row from the barrier & i was like OMG bc i didn’t expect to get so close & i was like ‘WOW these r gonna b such GR8 PICTURES!!i;m so lucky!!this is gENIUS!’ & so my plan was literally going according to/even better than planned right?? i mean the fact that i was ~a few feet away from the stage n was ~1.5hrs away from seeing mcr LIVE??? my plan was going along SUSPICIOUSLY well..everything was falling into place TOO perfectly...it was almost to good to be true right??? IT WAS. everything went to shit & my plan fell thru during the last band before MCR when my body suddenly fell victim to the effects of being crowd crushed for >7 hours straight; i experienced syncope & was pulled over the barrier & out of the pit by security.

sooooo, you didn’t ‘miss’ anything; the post was supposed to be recreated at the concert, but the universe pulled an uno-reverse on me when it remembered i’m on the universal ‘Do Not Ever Allow to Be Truly Happy’ list lol. i meant to post an update abt my failed plan afterwards, but tbh the actual event in itself made me wanna fr kms, and i felt even guiltier/worse for being unable to fulfill my promise to u all bc i fr planned on recreating it at the concert. 'ok but u were still at the concert after u got pulled out’ ok physically yes but mentally N-Ooo. due to the hypoxia (lack of blood blow/oxygen to the brain) i’d obtained secondary to being crowd crushed PLUS the psychological trauma of being removed against my living breathing dying will from the pit (btw the psychological trauma has nothing to do with being crowd-crushed but im not gonna get into that turmoil rn lol), i was stuck in an altered mental state for the remainder of the concert. i was dissociated for mcr’s entire set until i woke up the next morning & it took ~3-4 days for my body to fully recover from the physical trauma of being crowd crushed.

i still plan on recreating the post eventually, but tbh it’s not rlly my top priority atm bc 1) i still can’t come to terms w/ the fact i lost my 1 n only chance to experience MCR live & 2) imo seeing MCR live was the perfect opportunity to recreate the post & that clearly didn’t work out for me sooo now i have no idea how else i can top that idea :( .

[werewolf-transgenderism]

my sister has gone no contact with my mom (completely justified) so in turn my mom keeps texting me every week or so instead of like. on holidays or maybe every few months and like. I personally don't have the energy to deal with the fallout of going no contact with her but I also don't have the energy for this. ugh

[batemanofficial]

i'm generally very skeptical of self-diagnosis/using webmd and the like to interpret symptomatology, but given the cesspool of medical info on the internet i understand why people fall down self-diagnosis and/or weird new age wellness rabbit holes so easily. like i had more or less pathological (i.e. daily) sensations of déjà rêvé (déjà vu sensation but applied from dreams to real life situations) in high school and according to the internet it's one of the following conditions: 1. temporal lobe epilepsy, 2. a completely benign indicator of good spatial memory, or 3. a curse derived from ancestral knowledge pools. i'm fairly certain i don't have epilepsy because ive never had a seizure in my life, and i don't believe in curses so i have to assume it's the second thing combined with my preexisting psychologic conditions - but those shouldn't be the most widely publicized diagnoses!! the two extremes of psychiatric raison d'être if you will shouldn't be fighting for dominion over the front page of google. psychiatry as a field is not without its faults and new age psychology is a whole nother can of worms, but people (especially people under duress/experiencing new and unfamiliar symptoms) shouldn't have to wade through eighty-nine line-items of sponsored content that are either poorly-vetted fearmongering or just straight up pseudoscience

[casualdadnomad]

yeah i’ll post more atla college headcanons SOON i PROMISE unfortunately i am being punched in the metaphorical BALLS rn by adolescent psychology.

anyways here’s a pic of my bearded dragon who i actually went through nine hours of labor and gave birth to

[candyredterezii]

It's funny thinking about like "no dating! No boys!" From parents when being a teen cause like, okay, but are you also going to forbid me from being groomed online as well cause if not, what the hell was the point of all that 🤔

hey so like why are you talking about that subject matter at me in my inbox with no prior warning and also esp anonymously

[queendomcosplay]

Nothing like discussing medieval torture methods with one of the patients at the psych hospital I work at

[malewifespike]

the way my job made my dyke ass watch a 2 hour training on lgbt sensitivity like I haven’t been consistently pointing out structural homophobia/transphobia that occurs in the hospital every day and everyone in upper management has been like 🫢🤐🥱

[murdermost-foul]

does anyone know about the psych musical episode. has anyone heard about the psych musical episode

[pendraegon]

star trek is so funny because you watch a few episodes just to see what’s up and then you find yourself irrevocably changed due to it

[euphonetic]

actually follow up to the posts from this morning the therapist I ended up sticking with the longest was a psyd who specialized in forensics and had done hostage negotiations. what was all that about

[ribcagewolf]

tw ed :[ sowwy

[werewolf-transgenderism]

horrors :(