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surveys-at-your-service · 3 years

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Survey #366

“you can’t take me from me”

If you’re a girl, have you ever had the urge shave your hair? No. Do you live by a forest? Not anymore. :( How old are your parents? Late 50s. What do you prefer: Small cars, hybrids, trucks or SUVs? Uh, I guess normal ones? Like the ones with four doors and not that horribly low to the ground. What’s the scariest book you’ve ever read? I've never read a book that was scary to me. Do your parents drink? Dad doesn't anymore, and Mom very rarely does, usually just for special occasions. Does downloading music without paying make you feel guilty? Yes, so idk why I still do it. .-. Do you have any pet fish? Nah. What’s your favorite seafood to eat? I only like shrimp. Does your house have air conditioning? Yes. Name the creepiest horror movie character for you: Ghostface, ever since I was a kid. I was horrified of him, and I still think his design is mega creepy. How many college degrees do you want? I wanted to get at most a Bachelor's (I never saw reason to go higher in the fields I was interested in, except for my brief wildlife biologist aspiration), but now I know I'm not getting any degrees. Do you like animals? I love animals. Have you ever written anything longer than 10 pages? Yes. What do you wear to sleep? Pj pants and a tank top. How many keys do you carry with you? One. Have you ever attended a professional sporting event? Yeah. Sometimes Dad and I would go to hockey games together. I don't really care for sports, hockey included, but it was still something we bonded over since I was normally in the living room on the laptop while he was watching it. Which do you value more, intellect or work ethic? Work ethic. Both are important, but I'd rather have a dedicated, worthy employee versus a lazy one that just happens to have brains. Have you ever been covered in mud? Yes, as a kid. Ever been to a cabin on a mountain? No, but omG I fucking wish. Ever lost your voice? Yes. Do you take your time when making an important decision? I take way too much time because I obsess over doing the right thing. Are you a cautious person? Very. Do you chew gum? Sometimes. What makeup product do you never use? A lot, really. Bronzer is literally never, I haven't touched blush in forever, and the same goes for foundation. Have you ever been offered drugs on the street? No. Have you ever seen a jellyfish? Only at aquariums. Do you ever put bread in your soup? UGH, NO. Bread should NOT be soggy. Do you want some soup? No, I don't even really like soup. Is there anything in the USB key slots in your computer/laptop? Yeah, the sensor thing for my wireless mouse. Did anyone ever draw on your face when you were sleeping? I don't believe so; I'd certainly feel it and wake up. Have you ever done that to someone else? Pretty sure no. Is there any TV show you watch religiously? No. Do you like the window seat or aisle seat on an airplane? WINDOW. I hate the aisle seat, mainly because I get dizzy when I can't see outside for some reason? I really don't know how that works, but when I sit at the window and can see what the plane is doing, I don't get dizzy. I also really want to just stare outside as I listen to my iPod. Has anyone ever really insulted you? Yes. Do you ever make banana sandwiches? I have a peanut butter and banana sandwich rarely. What’s your favorite movie soundtrack? Probably Spirit: Stallion of the Cimarron. Phil went HARD, y'all. Did your parents teach you how to cook/bake when you were growing up? There were rare occasions where I helped cook, but I never really learned. If you could own any three fictional objects from any book/movie/show, what would you choose? (does not have to all be from the same book/movie/show) Ohhh, interesting. I'm going to include games in this, because that's what I'm most informed in. ... And I'm still blanking. OH! Definitely a Dreamvisitor from Wings of Fire, as I think it'd be pretty cool or even useful to see into other's dreams and even communicate. The Obsidian Mirror from the same series would also be pretty cool, but also seems somewhat immoral to me, I guess, to be able to spy on others. I mean it could be useful in some cases, but still. I somehow can't think of a third one, even after expanding my options to games. A lot of game objects are just too specific to their fantasy universe and not helpful in real life. What’s the shortest amount of time you’ve worked somewhere? Not even two hours lmaoooo. Have you ever negotiated a pay raise? No. Have you ever been a victim of identity theft? No. Do you know anyone who’s had their kids taken by Child Protective Services? No. What is your favorite smell/scent? Cinnamon rolls. How long can you run without stopping? I honestly don't think I *could* run without my knees immediately being like "um excuse the fuck out of you" and crumpling. What age do you want to live to? I know this varies from person to person, so I can't say an exact age, but I do. NOT. Want to live to where I'm a liability/require other people to take care of me, like give me a bath and stuff. No. Fuck-ing. Thank you. If you had a time machine, when would you go to? I'd honestly want a glimpse into my future, just to see how I'll be. At the same time though, I feel like knowing would suck if I saw something bad instead of a good life. Like, I'd possibly be suicidal again if it's just crap. I feel like if I was legitimately offered this, I would say no. Have you ever been infatuated with someone and you didn’t even know why? No. I think. Have you ever felt an earthquake? No. Is your more photogenic side your left or right? Well, because of how my hair is positioned, my left side. My hair is parted very far to the left, so the right side of my face is sorta cut diagonally by hair. Do you currently owe money to anyone? No. If you were ever to be on the news, what would you want it to be for? Something heroic, I guess. What’s the fastest you’ve ever driven? Accidentally, probably up to like 80 on the highway. Have you ever donated blood? Have you ever done a blood test? I have to both. Have you been inside of a burning building? What happened? Z O I N K S no. Do you believe in astrology/horoscopes? Nope. Have you ever dined alone at a restaurant? No. Have you been in a car accident? What happened? Yes. Some idiot was carrying wood in the back of his truck, and it wasn't secured whatsoever. He hit a bumpy spot, and some of the wood dropped to the road, and he began to swerve out of control. Nailed the side and bumper of my mom's car. Mom drove into a ditch, but in some manner to avoid us flipping over, which judging from the impact point, cops theorized was "supposed" to happen. Nowadays I am terrified to ride or drive behind trucks carrying anything in the back. Have you ever lived alone? No. Have you ever been stung by a bee? Once, on my leg. Have you ever bought stuff at a thrift store? Yeah, I love thrift shops. What was your very first email address? The one I still use now, so I won't share it. It fits me well, but I still hate sharing it, haha. It's just not very "adult-ish." How often do you take naps? Just about every day. Have you ever won a game of pool? Idr. Have you ever seen a tornado in real life? NOOOOOOOOOOO. Have you been in a long-distance relationship? Yes. Have you swam in the ocean? Yeah, I love it. Have you gone ziplining? No, but it'd be cool! Have you been rock climbing? No, just those mock walls at school field days and stuff. Have you hitchhiked? No. Have you had stitches? Where? My chin and then at the very base of my spine. Have you ridden in a taxi? What about an Uber/Lyft? None of those. Have you ridden on a horse? Not legit, but at childhood festivals where there are some horses that walk in a circle... the poor things. I would LOVE to ride a non-restrained, tame horse. Ugh, I wish I could have a horse in general. Their ability to bond with humans is magical. I'll never actually have one, though. I could nooot do all the care they require, and I don't plan on living somewhere where having a horse is appropriate. Have you taken part in a protest? What for? No, just boycotting. Have you ever signed a petition? Yes. I can't remember all of them. Have you ever been fired from a job? Why? No. Have you ever given someone else a haircut? No. What is the longest your hair has been? Just past the small of my back. Have you ever been stranded because your car broke down? No. Thank god for phones, lol. Have you performed on stage? What did you do? Yes, for school band concerts as well as dance recitals. Have you ever used a tanning bed? What about tanning spray? No. How do you prefer to celebrate your birthday? Just quiet and chill with my family, but still give me alone time, please. Who is the best cook that you know? /shrug Do you believe in Bigfoot? What about the Loch Ness Monster? The Loch Ness Monster I don't, but I find surviving sasquatches very possible. There's just too many reported sightings to be totally ignored. I'm not 100% on them still being around, though. I feel like we would've caught one by now. Do your friends tend to be male or female? Female. If you could change anything about human nature, what would it be? Our proclivity to violence when angered. Have you ever fainted? Yes. What skills would you like to learn? Cooking, how to handle money in various contexts, social skills... There's a lot of things. What animal do you have the most possessions *of*, or featuring? Meerkats, for sure. If you smoke marijuana, what is your preferred or typical method? I don’t. Do you remain friends with anyone you met at your first job? No. Are there any flowers planted outside your house? No. Do you have a favourite outfit that you like to wear for nights out? I don't have "nights out." When you have a soft drink, do you prefer it in a bottle or can? I like cans because the metal helps it stay cold. Who was the last person to embarrass you? What did they do? I don't know. When you’re upset, do you tend to comfort eat or lose your appetite? I am a BAD comfort eater. Who was the last person to send you a message on Facebook? Does/did that person go to the same school as you? My online friend Sammy. No. Has a stranger ever offered to buy you a drink? No. When was the last time you used a public toilet? Ummm I think for my birthday lunch at The Cheesecake Factory. Who did you have your first kiss with? Do you remember what colour his/her eyes were? Jason has brown eyes. Are there any themes from TV shows that you like to sing along to? That '70s Show and especially Supernatural.

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purplesurveys · 4 years

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I can see the sunshine in your eyes Survey by xflirtykaosx

What does your Town's name begin with? A.

What number how do you live at? It’s a number between 1-1000.

Are you a seafood fan? Yes. Runs in my veins. If humans are on average 60% water, I’m pretty sure the rest of my 40% is just seafood.

Do you prefer dark, brown or white chocolate? White chocolate doesn’t count as chocolate but it’s still my favorite kind. I find that milk chocolate can sometimes be too irritatingly sweet, and I don’t usually enjoy bitter foods so I don’t do well with dark chocolate either.

Give me a random word in another language. Tell me what it means. I’m pretty sure I’ve filled this out before because I remember answering this exact question...anyway, more Filipino lessons! My laptop is currently sitting on top of a kwaderno, which just means notebook.

Can you cook Thai food? I just can’t cook. But Thai cuisine is something I really want to learn to master.

Do you get easter eggs at easter? Some years. I have relatives who will sometimes hold Easter egg hunt parties, and the older kids’ crew like some of my cousins and I are still allowed to join so that we don’t miss out on the fun, heh.

How long does it roughly take you to do the weekly or bi weekly shopping? My parents usually take an hour. Though back when we were still under an enhanced lockdown and stores kept a strict control of how many people were allowed inside, my dad used to take six hours :( He’d leave around 7 AM to start lining up, but there were always people who arrived way earlier so he usually had to queue for a few hours.

Who taught you the most valuable lesson in life and what was that lesson? I’ve touched on this before but the first death I was directly affected by, my grandfather’s, taught me the world will never slow down for your problems and in the end you’ll have to learn how to simply suck certain things up. I remember having to write an excuse letter to my teacher saying I’ll have to be absent for one day to attend to my grandpa’s wake, and all she did was stamp on it and say my absence would be excused. Didn’t even check up on me. It was in the middle of an exam week and a week before the UPCAT. It was such a jarring experience and toughened me the fuck up overnight.

Which city would you like to visit- Rome, Tunis, London, Madrid or Paris? Tunis just because I feel like it would have the least amount of tourists, and I’m also all about going to less-familiar places. Madrid would be nice too.

Would you rather visit Australia, Germany, Croatia or Jamaica? Croatia.

Have you got perfect vision? Far from. My vision is pretty much useless without my glasses, and I like to tell people that without them I can only make out colors haha. Which is obviously kind of an exaggeration but I’m also not 100% lying when I say it, so.

What colour bedspread or blanket is on your bed now? It’s a multi-colored geometric design so there’s magenta, pink, lime green, orange, gray, and white, among a few other colors.

What colour is the door to your house? Brown.

Would you prefer a pet rat, mouse, snake, lizard or spider? I’d rather these animals are out in the wild, but if it was a situation where I had to save one I’d pick the snake.

What song(s) do you put on repeat often? I don’t tend to listen to music when I’m sad/depressed so I haven’t any songs on for quite a while now. The last one I discovered and really got into is a song called Lose, by Niki.

How many letters long is your last name? Six.

Can you play the violin? If not, would you like to? I can’t, but yeah it’s one of the instruments I’ve always wanted to learn to.

Can you keep a pokerface and not show your emotions easily? Passively, if that makes sense? I have no problem pretending to be happy or looking unbothered like, over dinner or if I’m with friends. But if someone had suddenly told me something upsetting or harsh to my face, I usually immediately show my hurt or anger or disappointment or displeasure or whatever negative emotion I would instantly feel in that moment. My eyebrows and eyes always give everything away.

Are you a good liar (tell the truth this time)? Maybe not around the people who know me best. I wear my heart on my sleeve with the people I’m most comfortable with.

Are you wearing shoes, just socks or nothing on your feet? Nothing. I might wear socks tonight, we’ll see.

What word or phrase is disgusting in your opinion and you hate hearing it? I hate having to hear or use the word ‘gunk.’ I think of dirty fingernails every time and it just makes me wince.

Do you like the smell of a barbecue or bonfire? It’s alright, but I don’t live for it. It certainly gives a comforting sensation though.

Do you prefer to write etc, ecetera or something else? Etc, and it highkey makes my blood boil whenever I read ect hahaha.

Do you think rainbows are pretty or overrated? I think rainbow prints and/or designs are overrated themselves, but seeing real-life rainbows tend to make me feel happy.

Are your lips chapped? Nope.

Have you ever fallen into a hole or crevice whilst hiking? I don’t think so. I’d be able to remember it if I have.

Ever been quadbiking? Was it any good? Nah but close, I guess? My family once did this thing where we rode on the trunk of a 4x4 while a professional drove through sand dunes in Ilocos. It was a lot of fun but I couldn’t entirely enjoy my time knowing I was in the land of the Marcoses lol

What is different about you than others you hang out with? I have a lot of unpopular opinions when it comes to Filipino food hah, like I hate well-loved dishes like sinigang and bulalo.

Are you more skeptical or gullible? I’m honestly really just both, depending on the context. Like how I’m skeptical when it comes to religion, ghosts, the afterlife, etc, but I’m equally gullible in a way that I’m terrible at recognizing sarcasm sometimes.

How often do you drink sodas or fizzy drinks? Once a year and it’s always simply to try it out and see if I’ve changed my opinion about it. I have not been converted in the last 22 years.

How many cups of tea or coffee do you have a day? Just one cup of coffee. I’m scared to have multiple ones haha, I’m scared of the palpitations or long-term effects it might give me.

Has anyone ever called you apathetic or unemotional? No. I’m the most un-unemotional person I know.

Favourite crisp/chip flavour? Just good ol’ plain. Nothing beats a simple potato flavor with a bit of salt.

Do you put salt and vinegar on your fries? Salt yeah, vinegar no.

What accent is the sexiest? Whatever accent Florence Pugh and Carey Mulligan have; they sound lovely.

Do you currently live in the same country you were born in? Yep.

What's your current mood? A little sad but I’m honestly glad my workplace gave me SO MUCH work to do over the weekend because it can keep my busy tonight.

Do you struggle to articulate your thoughts and feelings? Not really. I like describing my emotions and sharing my thought processes.

A romantic meal, a trip to a theme park or go to a concert? Probs the romantic meal. I like the atmosphere and it’s always nice to have food involved hehe

Prefer being in control in a team enviroment, helping out or taking orders? I like being a mix of all these. I never want to be 100% a leader giving orders or 100% a subordinate waiting for tasks.

Do you like carrot cake? Not really.

Don't you hate it when people say 'I don't mean to be rude but...'? Especially considering 98% of the time they ARE trying to be rude? It will always depend on how they say what follows. Like how it will always be irritating to hear “I don’t mean to be rude but your work sucks,” but I can stomach it better and even be motivated to do better if it was said as “I don’t mean to be rude but there are areas you can tweak more to make the work better.”

Would you say yes from a drink of a friend of a friend? Only if I already know them well enough. Otherwise, no.

How good is your memory? Pretty sharp, a little too sharp for my liking. I’m able to store too many memories, some of them I don’t even want to remember anymore.

On a scale of 1-10 how was this survey? Did you enjoy it? 10! It was a delight to answer.

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lovemesomesurveys · 4 years

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Would you date someone who still lived with their parents? I mean, I still live with my parents. I feel like it’ll be harder for me the older I get to find someone who would date me because of not just that, but several reasons. Are you a generous person? I can be. I feel like I haven’t been very generous these past few years, though. :/ I just feel like I’ve been selfish and I don’t know... just hardened by shit. I used to be the one who was there for others and wanted to help any way I could. I haven’t been that person in awhile. Do you have a close relationship with your family? Yes. Would you have to sleep with someone before marrying them? As of now marriage isn’t something I want. I also honestly just can’t see it ever happening for me. Right now, I don’t even see a relationship in my future. Do you think there is life on other planets? No.

Do you own a car? No. I don’t drive. Would it bother you if your bf/gf flirted with someone else? Uh yeah, it absolutely would. I’d be upset. Would you enjoy a night of playing video games? That does sound fun. I don’t know what I’d play, though. Are you sexually attracted to any inanimate objects? Um, no. Do you dream of traveling the world or are you happy where you are? I’d love to travel the world someday. Certainly won’t be traveling anytime soon... Honestly, even after all this I’m going to be scared for awhile. :/ Have you traveled internationally? I’ve only been out of the country once. Would you watch a porno with your partner? No. I don’t care for porn. Have you ever stolen from your work? I’ve never had a job, but I’m no thief (stealing candy from the candy bins sometimes at the grocery store as a child doesn’t count, I didn’t know!). How much does intelligence turn you on? I wouldn’t say it turns me on, but it can be very attractive. I just like when someone is very passionate and into something and they’re excited to share it with you. It’s cute how animated they get and the way their face lights up when they talk about it. Do you ask someone out or wait for them to ask you? I’m too shy and awkward and lame to do the asking. Do you watch soap operas? No. They’re so cringe-y, I just can’t. Do you own any sex toys? No. Do you talk about your sex life with either of your parents? I don’t have a sex life to speak of, but I definitely wouldn’t talk about it. That’s just too much. My mom and I are very close, but just no. And most definitely not with my dad! Do you search someone on the Internet before a first date? I haven’t done that. I’ve only dated 3 guys and had 1 guy who I was talking to and almost got to that point (at least I really thought we were), all of which I knew beforehand cause we were friends first. Are you married,engaged, or in a relationship with someone u want to marry? I’m very single. I’m not even talking to anyone and nor is there anyone I’ve even interested in. How often do you use facebook at work? I don’t have a job. As for my Facebook usage, I go on there a few times a day and just spend a few minutes scrolling through my news feed, “liking”/reacting to stuff. Maybe share a post. Do you enjoy television or movies better? Both. Do you have a friendship that has lasted for 10 years or longer? I don’t have any friends anymore. Would you date someone half your age? Um, HELL no. That would make them 15, you perv. I can’t even look at an 18 year old that way. That’s still a child to me. Hell, even someone in their 20s. I’m almost 31, I wouldn’t date someone who wasn’t at least in their 30s. Would you consider donating your body to science after you die? I want to be cremated. Are you a romantic person? I haven’t really had a chance to find out. I’m a sucker for romcoms if that counts? ha. Would you be okay with your partner hanging with their ex as friends? No. Are you careful with your money? I’ve been better this year so far. Do you have a current passport? No. I don’t have a passport at all. Do you like to be friends with someone before dating them? That’s how it’s always been for me. Do you like soccer? I don’t care for any sport. Is it more fun to go out just with your date or on a group date? Group dates can be fun sometimes, too. How often do you go dancing/clubbing? I don’t. I’ve been to the club once and it wasn’t my thing. Have you had a relationship with someone of the same sex? No. Is marriage a necessity for two people who love each other? No. Do you meditate? No. Have you ever been fired from a job? I’ve never had a job. Is there anything you think science will never be able to explain? There are things that science can’t explain. Do you cook fancy meals for dates? I don’t cook. Is intoxication ever an acceptable excuse for acting stupid? Not if it’s something serious and it endangers yourself or others. Like there’s absolutely NO excuse at all for drunk driving. NONE. Do you believe in an afterlife? Yes. Do you litter? Noooo. I hate when people do that, it drives me nuts. I’ve seen people who are literally just steps away from a trash can and will still do it. Like, WTF? I don’t understand. Just hold onto your trash until you can throw it away, it’s very simple. Like people who throw stuff out their car window?? Just set it down on the seat next to you or something until you can throw it away. Why is that so hard? Would you have sex with someone hot who you hated? I wouldn’t have sex or be intimate in any way with someone I hated. I wouldn’t want to be hanging out with them in the first place. Do you have a career plan? No. Do you mostly cook your own meals? The only thing I cook is ramen. Otherwise, I just make sandwiches and microwave or oven meals if I’m making something to eat. My family takes care of dinner. Have you ever been arrested? No. Could you live with someone who was really messy? No. Are sex and love the same thing? No. Do you go to church? I don’t attend physically at this time, but I do watch the livestreams my church does every Sunday. Do you have pets? I have a doggo <3 How many concerts do you attend a year? I haven’t been to a concert in over 10 years. Do you enjoy getting drunk? Nope. I stopped drinking about 7 years ago. Do you believe in fate or destiny? No. Have you ever called your friend a slut? I’ve called friends that before in a joking manner. Are you attracted to someone with Power? No. Doing nothing all day makes you feel...? That’s how I spend everyday. Have you ever had sex with someone you worked with? Sigh. Do you have any children? No. Would you date someone just for the sex? No. Do you give money to charities? I used to regularly. I haven’t in awhile, though. :/ Have you ever shot a gun? Yeah, once. I went to a shooting range with friends a few years ago and worked up the nerve to try it out. Have you ever gone on a blind date? No. That would be way too anxiety inducing for me than going on a date with someone I knew would already be. Have you ever had a one night stand? No. Are you a passionate person? I haven’t felt very passionate about much in a long time. Do you consider yourself a positive person? :/ Have you ever lied about the number of sexual partners you've had? No. I have zero. I have no reason to lie about that. Are Sex and Intimacy the same thing? Sex is just one example of intimacy. There’s other ways to be intimate, including ones that don’t involve being sexual at all. Have you ever played strip poker? Nooo. I would never. How often do you get angry? I’m someone who gets irritated, moody, upset, and frustrated often, but not angry. Do you consider yourself an emotional person? Oh yes. Is work important to you? I’ve never had a job and it’s not something I’m seeking currently. Have you had cosmetic surgery? I’ve had reconstructive surgery. On a first date do you pay or do they? In my experience, the guy paid. Do you only date people who have jobs or are full-time students? Well, the guys I dated were full time students at the time and so was I. It’s been yearsss since I’ve been on a date. Could you date someone who does drugs? I wouldn’t mind if they smoked weed, but anything else I wouldn’t be okay with. Are you a jealous person? I can be. I haven’t felt jealous in a long time. I feel envy more, I would say. Do you enjoy watching sports? No. Are you a cat or a dog person? I’m a dog person all the way. Is a girl who's slept with 100 guys a bad person? No. I admit it would be shocking to hear that, but no that absolutely doesn’t make them a bad person. Do you offend people? I sure hope not. I really avoid sensitive and controversial topics. Do you prefer people in your life be simple or complex? A bit of both. Complex doesn’t necessarily mean bad. Have you ever been to a sex shop? Yeah, once. I had a friend who wanted to go to one for their 18th birthday lol so that’s what we did. Have you ever had a threesome? No. Not something I’m interested in. Do you enjoy discussing politics? Noooo. Would you do a striptease for your partner? Gaaah. I can’t picture myself doing that. I’m super self-conscious about my body. I certainly don’t like seeing it unclothed. I also don’t know how to be sexy at all either so it’d be suuuuper awkward lol. No one would want to see that, trust me. Would you date someone who doesn't have a car? I wouldn’t not date someone because of that, but it sure would be nice if they did have a car since I don’t drive. If they had their license at least then we could just borrow my mom’s or my brother’s car, ha. Do you enjoy dancing? I don’t do much dancing apart from a head bob and some movement of my arms, but sure. You have a week off, travel or stay home? I have the time, I just don’t have the money or the transportation. I lso wouldn’t travel alone, so it would depend on my family’s schedule. Can’t do any traveling right now or anytime soon for obvious reasons. :/ Does spending the weekend at home annoy you? I spend majority of my time at home (that was true prior to this quarantine and self-distancing thing going on). Is it wrong to watch porn if you're in a relationship? That’s up to you and your partner. Some people aren’t okay with that, so they have to work something out. For me, I don’t think I would really care that much. I’d just wonder why they’d want to. I don’t get the appeal, personally. *shrug* Do you think men should pay for everything on dates? No. I think it’d be nice to take turns or even split it sometimes. Would you tie up a partner if they asked you to do so? I have no sexual experience, man. I couldn’t start with that kind of stuff off the bat, we’d have to work up to that. I don’t even know if that’s something I’d feel comfortable with. I can’t see it being something I’d be interested in, honestly, but *shrug* Do you consider yourself open minded? Yes. Are you a virgin? If it wasn’t already abundantly clear, yes. Have you ever had sex in a public place? Do others find you sexy? No. Have you ever met someone in person you met online? No. Would you date someone twice your age? I don’t want to date a 60 year old, I’m sorry. Should a child caught masturbating be punished? No. How often do you drink? I don’t. Coffee or tea? The answer is always coffee. There’s no competition. Do you tell your friends you love them? I never was one to say that. If a friend said it to me I’d just be like, “awww.” Hahaha.

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ohgeezokay · 6 years

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We Answered Some Questions....

1: Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?

Kay: Closed, My dog likes to attack my slippers.

Kate: Closed, Kay and I live together so we can thank her dog for this.

2: Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?

Admin Kay: Not really but Admin Kate has a full stash.

Kate: I used to be a flight attendant, so this was my hobby.

3: Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?

Kay: Im too lazy to tuck man.

Kate: Definitely tucked out.

4: Have you ever stolen a street sign before?

Kay: I have with other people

Kate: Most definitely.

5: Do you like to use post-it notes?

We are both addicted if you want to send us some please tell us.

6: Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?

Kay: I don’t think I have ever remembered to use one

Kate: Most of the time

7: Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees?

Kay: A bear, I am so allergic to bees

Kate: Same, I’m super sensitive to bee stings.

8: Do you have freckles?

Kay: Okay I did but once I really became disabled, I stopped going outside much so they disappeared

Kate: I have so many freckles, it’s crazy.

9: Do you always smile for pictures?

Kay: I don’t take a lot of pictures but when I do I smile or make a super goofy face.

Kate: I’m smiling all the time, so yes.

10: What is your biggest pet peeve?

Kay: Lairs, people not telling me what I did wrong

Kate: Similar to Kay’s, people hiding things from me.

11: Do you ever count your steps when you walk?

Kay: No but i dance when i walk frequently and I do an 8 count.

Kate: I have the horrible habit of counting my steps in rhythm. Kay was the dancer, I was the singer…

12: Have you ever peed in the woods?

Kay: I have peed in someones backyard, does that count?

Kate: I definitely have done this a few times.

13: What about pooped in the woods?

Kay: I have when i was on a road trip.

Kate: Nope!

14: Do you ever dance even if there’s no music playing?

Kay: I don’t think i ever stop dancing

Kate: I do this far too often.

15: Do you chew your pens and pencils?

Kay: No, I don’t like chewing things that aren’t food.

Kate: Yes, this is a bad habit I’m trying to break. No luck so far.

16: How many people have you slept with this week?

Kay: HA HA HA, that requires me to know people. But I’m not having sex till marriage.

Kate: What Kay said…

17: What size is your bed?

Kay: I have a full

Kate: I have a twin size bed, but it’s a water bed, so it’s almost the size of a normal full bed.

18: What is your Song of the week?

Kay: “Mamma Mia” by SF9. I’m addicted

Kate: “Boss” by NCT U. Lucas. Am I right?

19: Is it okay for guys to wear pink?

Kay: I don’t give a crap about what men want to wear. Its not my buisness.

Kate: I see it as such a confident thing for guys to do, so I find it really attractive.

20: Do you still watch cartoons?

Kay: I watch Anime and animated movies.

Kate: I got Kay into anime, so yes.

21: Whats your least favorite movie?

Kay: The Room

Kate: The (freaking) Room. (I can’t stand this movie, ask Kay.)

22: Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?

Kay: In my bank account.

Kate: My bank account (to then take Kay and I to a Japan and Korea vacation)

23: If you’re a girl, bra size? If you’re a guy, pants size?

Kay: I think I’m a 38-40 DD

Kate: 36 B

24: What do you dip a chicken nugget in?

Kay: depends on how i feel. Ketchup, honey mustard, bbq.

Kate: I’m vegetarian so, no thank you.

25: What is your favorite food?

Kay: I am Gluten free so I eat a lot of asian foods. I really like rice.

Kate: Italian food is my favorite type of food, but I love a traditional Italian pizza.

26: What movies could you watch over and over and still love?

Kay: White Chicks, Prison Playbook (even though its a show)

Kate: Cloud Atlas, Mean Girls, Descendants of the Sun

27: Last person you kissed/kissed you?

Kay: My mom?

Kate: my parents

28: Were you ever a boy/girl scout?

Kay: like for a year. I hated it.

Kate: I moved around a lot growing up, so I never was able to join.

29: Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?

Kay: yeah, but I think it’s because I don’t see bodies as something sexual unless sex is the reason why people are naked.

Kate: Probably not, honestly.

30: When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?

Kay: I only write letters to people if I love them

Kate: My friend in D.C. We send letters to each other.

31: Can you change the oil on a car?

Kay: yeah, I can do all the basics. I didn’t grow up with men in my life, so I learned myself.

Kate: No, I always get my oil changed at a mechanics.

32: Ever gotten a speeding ticket?

Kay: I haven’t been pulled over before.

Kate: I’ve never been pulled over before, but I have a bad case of speeding.

33: Ever ran out of gas?

Kay: Not even once.

Kate: Nope

34: Favorite kind of sandwich?

Kay: I like this sandwich from einstein bagels and my southwest sandwich from subway.

Kate: I had a brie grilled cheese and it’s fantastic!! 10/10!

35: Best thing to eat for breakfast?

Kay: Cold pizza. I’m from chicago…

Kate: Chocolate chip pancakes!

36: What is your usual bedtime?

Kay: 11-12 is normally when I go to bed.

Kate: Kay and I usually go to bed around the same time. Around 11-12.

37: Are you lazy?

Kay: since i am disabled, I can be only because I don’t want to do something and be in pain.

Kate: I like to stay pretty active, but I do have my lazy days.

38: When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?

Kay: Belle, then a puck rock singer. I went through phases.

Kate: I dressed up as a Hershey Kiss for a few years, but I had an Ariel costume for a good 5-6 years consecutively.

39: What is your Chinese astrological sign?

Kay: I’m an Ox

Kate: And I’m a dog

40: Are you horny?

Kay: At the moment, no. But I can be?

Kate: No?

41: Do you have any magazine subscriptions?

Kay: no, But I work for an online kpop mag called Japako Music.

Kate: Same, and I write for Japako Music with Kay.

42: Which are better legos or lincoln logs?

Kay: I never played with toys as a child. so Legos.

Kate: Definitely legos.

43: Are you stubborn?

Kay: I can be but i’m more chill and relaxed.

Kate: For the most part, no, but I do have my moments.

44: Who is better…Leno or Letterman?

Kay: James Corden

Kate: James Corden

45: Ever watch soap operas?

Kay: I watch Kdramas….

Kate: I used to watch soap operas with my mom growing up, but I do watch Kdramas as well.

46: Are you afraid of heights?

Kay: I get nervous but I’m down with it.

Kate: I’m not that scared of heights. I used to be a flight attendant.

47: Do you sing in the car?

Kay: I put on a show.

Kate: It’s a freaking show when we’re in the car together.

48: Do you sing in the shower?

Kay: I put on a performance.

Kate: We have a bluetooth speaker for our shower for our singing.

49: Do you dance in the car?

Kay: Not when i’m driving

Kate: All the time.

50: Ever used a gun?

Kay: HAHAHA Yeah.

Kate: My family is in Texas, so most definitely.

51: Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?

Kay: Senior year of high school

Kate: I just started a new job and had my portrait taken for my ID badge, does that count?

52: Do you think musicals are cheesy?

Kay: yes, but i don’t mind them.

Kate: I grew up with a thick music theatre background, so definitely not.

53: Is Christmas stressful?

Kay: You have no idea How much I don’t like the whole season.

Kate: I’m the opposite, I love the Christmas season!

54: Ever eat a pierogi?

Kay: Yeah?

Kate: Of course! We’re in Chicago…

55: Favorite type of fruit pie?

Kay: Apple cinnimon.

Kate: No, thanks.

56: Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?

Kay: Teacher, Doctor, then anything cuz I can’t actually work anymore.

Kate: Flight attendant, video game designer, writer, actor.

57: Do you believe in ghosts?

Kay: I like watching Supernatural….

Kate: I used to, but not anymore.

58: Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?

Kay: Yeah I do the same thing everyday.

Kate: Often.

59: Take a vitamin daily?

Kay: HAHAHAHAHAHA I take close to 35 pills daily.

Kate: I take vitamin, biotin, and multivitamins daily. :)

60: Wear slippers?

Kay: I like the idea of them but I prefer barefoot or socks.

Kate: No, I prefer socks, or being barefoot.

61: Wear a bath robe?

Kay: I do! its purple.

Kate: nope, I prefer just a towel.

62: What do you wear to bed?

Kay: Hoodie and maybe pants

Kate: A sweatshirt and occasionally pants or leggings.

63: First concert?

Kay: First ever was Jonas Brothers. First Kpop concert was BTS wings tour.

Kate: First ever concert was 3oh!3, but my first Kpop concert was JJCC.

64: Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?

Kay: Target

Kate: Target

65: Nike or Adidas?

Kay: Adidas

Kate: Adidas

66: Cheetos Or Fritos?

Kay: Both, i like the spicy ones.

Kate: Fritos

67: Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?

Kay: Pumpkin seeds

Kate: Peanuts

68: Ever hear of the group Tres Bien?

Kay: Ever hear of the group Block B?

Kate: Sure, but Monsta X though….

69: Ever take dance lessons?

Kay: I have been a dancer my whole life. I lived in the dance room.

Kate: I’ve had a total of 4 months of dance classes, I can’t dance very well. Ask Kay.

70: Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?

Kay: Kpop idol… lol im joking, I just want him to do something that brings him joy.

Kate: Anything that makes him happy.

71: Can you curl your tongue?

Kay: Yeah i can make a toungue borrito.

Kate: No

72: Ever won a spelling bee?

Kay: I always got 100s on spelling tests.. does that count?

Kate: I won a lot of spelling bees growing up.

73: Have you ever cried because you were so happy?

Kay: like yesterday

Kate: I cry at a lot of things.

74: Own any record albums?

Kay: No

Kate: Yes

75: Own a record player?

Kay: No

Kate: Yes, it’s in my parent’s house.

76: Regularly burn incense?

Kay: no I have asthma. But i do burn candles.

Kate: Occasionally, but not since I’ve moved in with Kay.

77: Ever been in love?

Kay: No

Kate: Once

78: Who would you like to see in concert?

Kay: NCT

Kate: NCT

79: What was the last concert you saw?

Kay: 24K in chicago

Kate: 24K in Chicago

80: Hot tea or cold tea?

Kay: COLD

Kate: Cold tea

81: Tea or coffee?

Kay: coffee

Kate: Tea

82: Sugar or snickerdoodles?

Kay: Cookies

Kate: Yes

83: Can you swim well?

Kay: Yeah kinda

Kate: Very well

84: Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?

Kay: No i have a phobia of not being able to breath

Kate: Yes, I’m able to hold my breath for over a minute easily.

85: Are you patient?

Kay: Yes and i am also a regular at hospitals..

Kate: Sometimes.

86: DJ or band, at a wedding?

Kay: DJ, Lets turn up

Kate: Band

87: Ever won a contest?

Kay: Yes many for writing. and one for hola hooping

Kate: I won a contest for guessing Beatles songs. (I’m a huge Coldplay and Beatles fan, fun fact.)

88: Ever have plastic surgery?

Kay: HAHA no i have too much surgery as is.

Kate: No, thanks.

89: Which are better black or green olives?

Kay: No

Kate: Nah.

90: Can you knit or crochet?

Kay: I can do both.

Kate: No, but I really want to learn. (I’m looking at YOU, Kay.)

91: Best room for a fireplace?

Kay: Living room

Kate: Living room, or bedroom.

92: Do you want to get married?

Kay: Yeah?

Kate: Definitely

93: If married, how long have you been married?

Kay: no

Kate: Nope

94: Who was your HS crush?

Kay: Zac Effron haha get it (Someone please collect Kay, because Kate doesn’t want this anymore)

Kate: Josh Ramsay from Marianas Trench.

95: Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way?

Kay: no thats useless

Kate: Absolutely not

96: Do you have kids?

Kay: I have a dog

Kate: Nope

97: Do you want kids?

Kay: I want to adopt.

Kate: Heck, yes.

98: Whats your favorite color?

Kay: Black

Kate: Canary yellow

99: Do you miss anyone right now?

Kay: My sanity

Kate: My family in Texas.

#I’m so sorry for how long this got #we got bored so enjoy #ohgeezokay #admin Kate #admin Kay #kpop #kpop answers #we are a kpop blog #EXO #Monsta X #Block b #seventeen #a.c.e #Big Bang #Stan kpop

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cheollies · 7 years

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100 MORE Reasons to Love Choi Seungcheol

such a fanboy for kdramas and watched Goblin with Mingyu

reenacted one of the goblin scenes with Mingyu and got really embarrassed

when he gave BTS’s Taehyung a gigantic hug during MAMA 2017

His ‘biorhythm’ part

Whenever he says ‘S.coups’ in the Seventeen songs like in Crazy in Love

When he came out of nowhere in boomboom mv to sing that tiny part after Joshua and basically shook the whole fandom

When Seungcheol switched lunches with Wonwoo who’s allergic to seafood, and despite the lunch being spicy which he doesn’t like, he still ate it

when he reassured Hansol about going on SMTM4

wants four kids in the future, three boys and one girl

‘I’m in charge of 12 kids right now, you think I can’t handle four’

when he’s such a huge dork with filters #filterking

when Seungcheol does the thing where he falls into Jeonghan or Joshua’s arms after he does something highly embarrassing

WHEN SEUNGCHEOL WAS ONE OF THE MC’S FOR DREAM CONCERT AND EVERYONE SITTING DOWN TURNED THEIR HEADS AT HIM BECAUSE HE LOOKED SO GOOD

Excited Seungcheol reuniting with the rest of Seventeen at the Dream Concert

Seungcheol thought it would be funny for the members to choose one person to take the penalty and everyone chose him and his facial expression was just full of regret

those pictures of Seungcheol where he’s in japan, and he’s wearing a pink button up and jeans and it looks like he’s waiting for someone and it’s basically boyfriend looks because we all know he’s waiting for you

Seungcheol eats really cutely, it’s just really cute to see him with his cheeks stuffed with food

When Seungcheol said ‘baby’

When he spent 10 seconds trying to open a door only to realize the door next to it was the door to use

Seungcheol really can’t do amusement park rides

Did you see him on my friend’s hometown, he got dizzy after a carousel

His 17 project teaser

That part in the Mansae mv where the girl turns around and is faced with a smiling Seungcheol

Beagle King

When he was dancing along to Pristin’s WeeWoo

When he did the little hand dances with Ailee at Korean Cable TV

Predebut Seungcheol laughing and pointing at Chan after Chan loses the ball came, and even reenacts how Chan looked

said because he was the youngest at home, he did lots of aegyo to his parents

His basketball skills

he was street casted the day he was escaping playing soccer with his friend (lol same)

Prebut Seungcheol doing as the MC said and being cute but the MC calling it ‘dirty’ and Seungcheol laughing

Predebut Seungcheol forcing Wonwoo to accompany him in having to do whatever the MC tells them to do

Predebut Seungcheol torturing Seungkwan after Seungkwan accidentally kicked him in his privates

He’s ticklish

When he danced to Talk Dirty

When Seungcheol and Seokmin switched parts in Adore U and so Seungcheol was the one being lifted during the ‘you are my angel’ part

2013, in the month of October, Seungcheol announced he and Jihoon were getting married

When Seungcheol jumped into the ground because he thought the others would catch him

Seungcheol hurting the fandom by singing in Don’t Wanna Cry

He did the Oppaya song at a fanmeet and was really embarrassed at the end of it

the time he put two chips in his mouth to make it look like a duck mouth

When a little boy attended a fansign, Seungcheol couldn’t keep his eyes off of the boy and was just staring at him with heart eyes when he was with Seungkwan

He does this thing sometimes during concerts where when he’s dancing, he’ll puff out his cheeks and make it seem like his dancing is nonchalant when he’s doing body rolls or hip movements like BOY you know what you’re doing

Confirmed that he is, indeed the dad of Seventeen

When choosing between a bad girl or a good girl, Seungcheol chose bad girl because at least she’d be warmer to him than others

Everyone knows the gif of him falling after a stage firework went off in front of him

During concerts Seungcheol always bends down to the fans to be really close to their phone

When he wears turtleneck and basically looks all fluffy and soft

That time he got scared of a bug

When he wore the blue Taekwondo uniform during a fanmeet

Seungcheol going through the fansign line as if he was a fan and continuously saying he was a Woozi stan

Predebut Seungcheol who used his taekwondo skills and took Mingyu down

When Seungcheol took down BTS’s Jungkook

That one gif where Seungcheol’s hair is black and it’s parted, and he’s wearing a black button up with black pants with a black belt, and he’s dancing, and he’s basically rubbing his hand down his chest before he grabs his belt buckle

That time he put on a cop hat and had a fake gun and pointed it at the camera and basically shot all of the fan’s hearts

Seungcheol imitating one of Monsta X’s member’s parts while they all screamed ‘S.coups’ as he approached

For his birthday in 2015, posted a video of the boys basically bowing to him like he was the boss

For his birthday in 2017, posted a pic of the boys basically sitting beside him as his workers and him obviously the boss

Even though he doesn’t prefer chocolate, he still ate the chocolate cake that the boys got him

That time Seungcheol had Jihoon sit on his lap

Said he’d date himself if he was a girl

All of his covers with Jihoon. Good Morning, Guilty, You Look Good, Officially Missing You

His cover of Merry Go Round with Seungkwan

The multiple times Seungcheol played with the cameras on 17tv

When he introduced himself as ‘Cheol’

Credits himself with putting the members in a straight line when walking

Tried to say schedule but kept messing up and saying sketch

When Seungcheol was compared to a camel and then Seungcheol imitated the face of a camel

When Seungcheol put on red lipstick and gave a big kiss to Mingyu

That time he was doing aegyo and he was shooting finger guns while clicking his tongue and then he got annoyed because he wasn’t getting any reactions from the boys

He dabs, like 500 times. I wouldn’t even be surprised if he dabs every five minutes. He’s almost as bad as Mingyu

He forgets the choreography a lot when on stage. Messed up on Very Nice so bad that he had to reenact it

Confused dad that took too long to try and straighten the camera and try to find the right angle while his kids desperately try to instruct him while in the back

The Star Show 360 where they parodied a bunch of scenes from movies and Seungcheol was basically a really hot bad boy

During 17tv speed Q&A, when Seungkwan asked, ‘who are you going to watch the fireworks with’ and Seungcheol looks straight into the camera and says ‘You’

When Seungcheol did Burning Karaoke with Seungkwan and Seokmin, and by the end of it, he’s just screaming

When Seungcheol does little pep talks while they are all doing the thing where they create a circle and grab each other’s thumbs

The time Seungcheol played with a little boy in the sand

When he arm wrestled a crew member but he got intimidated by all the crew’s padding so he jokingly asked if they could take it all off

He cut all the bait for the boys so they could fish

His cute little finger hearts that he’s shooting everywhere and every chance he gets

When he wears fake glasses and basically looks boyfriend aesthetics

When he wears sleeveless shirts and has all the Carats falling to their knees

Whenever he licks his lips is basically when every Carat is a Seungcheol stan

Check In aesthetics

Honestly who doesn’t love Choi Seungcheol in suspenders

Those times when he jumps on another member’s back and just has them carry them even though the member is probably suffering

WHEN SEUNGCHEOL DRESSED AS A VAMPIRE AND RUINED EVERYONE

The Seungcheol focus of him performing their cover of Super Junior’s U

WHEN SEUNGCHEOL BIT HIS LIP IN THE COVER OF U

Honestly any Seungcheol focus is bound to catch you

He literally lets the boys tease him so much

He cried during the Shining Diamond concert in Japan when the members brought out a cake for his birthday

When hip hop team covered vocal team’s ‘Don’t Listen in Secret’ and Seungcheol snatched everyone by going all out with his voice

SMA 2017 was Seungcheol’s era

Seungcheol cutely cringing whenever someone does aegyo

Instead of talking about his own rap style, he spent his answer complimenting and admiring Wonwoo’s style

When he sang in the all 13 member version of 20 and once again snatched everyone

Predebut Seungcheol being a backup dancer for After School and was such a cutie

‘Carats are not in a one sided love, you’re not in a one sided love, we’ll repay you until you feel it’

#bc honestly i can't get enough of this man #my love #seungcheol #scoups #seungcheol scenarios #svt #seventeen #svt scenarios #seventeen scenarios #choi seungcheol

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lupin-bun · 7 years

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Whatever. I’m bored.

200: My crush’s name is: Des ( @thezombiewithglasses will understand this one) 199: I was born in: 1991 198: I am really: .......???? Tired!?......A VAMPIRE!?!? What is this question asking????? 197: My cellphone company is: Vodaphone 196: My eye color is: Hazel (Green with brown flecks) 195: My shoe size is: 8 (yes, I’m a kangaroo) 194: My ring size is: Fuck knows 193: My height is: 5′8″ 192: I am allergic to: Certain cleaning fluids (and literally almost suffocated at work once. That was fun) 191: My 1st car was: PAH HA HA HA!!!! ME BEHIND THE WHEEL OF A VEHICLE!!!! HAHAHAHA!!!! GOOD ONE!!!

190: My 1st job was: Waitress 189: Last book you read: The Amazing Maurice and His Educated Rodents by Terry Pratchett 188: My bed is: Wonderful 187: My pet: A tuxedo cat called Thomas <3 186: My best friend: Char-char!!! <3 <3 <3 185: My favorite shampoo is: Anything by Fortune Cookie Soap 184: Xbox or ps3: Neither. PC 183: Piggy banks are: For people who are better with money 182: In my pockets: Fluff 181: On my calendar: Dentist on Tuesday and Doctors (AGAIN!!) on Thursday 180: Marriage is: *Non-committal noise* 179: Spongebob can: ??? 178: My mom: Is amazing and beautiful! 177: The last three songs I bought were? HAHAHA!! “Bought” HAHAHAHA!!! 176: Last YouTube video watched: Making Art with Ketchup by Fun2Draw 175: How many cousins do you have? 7 174: Do you have any siblings? 2 brothers 173: Are your parents divorced? .... Technically yeah but I call my stepdad “dad” so... 172: Are you taller than your mom? No! My mum’s a freaking giant at 5′11″ 171: Do you play an instrument? Piano 170: What did you do yesterday? Worked and got stressed out [ I Believe In ] 169: Love at first sight: Honestly.... I don’t know. I think so. 168: Luck: Yeah 167: Fate: Definitely! Fo sho! 166: Yourself: ....Pass 165: Aliens: Yup! 164: Heaven: No and... 163: Hell: ...no. Afterlife, yes. 162: God: I’m a Pagan so GodSSSS!!!! 161: Horoscopes: Yyyyyeah. I think there’s some truth there. 160: Soul mates: Yup! 159: Ghosts: Yes. We live with one 158: Gay Marriage: YYYYYEEEEEEESSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 157: War: Fuck off. No. 156: Orbs: *Gropes chest* .... Er.... yes? 155: Magic: Yeah. I’d like to think so [ This or That ] 154: Hugs or Kisses: Hugs 153: Drunk or High: Neither. I’ve only been both of these once in my life and hated both 152: Phone or Online: Honestly, neither. Both scare me. 151: Red heads or Black haired: Redheads 150: Blondes or Brunettes: I don’t have a preference 149: Hot or cold: Cold 148: Summer or winter: Both my least favourite 147: Autumn or Spring: Both my MOST favourite 146: Chocolate or vanilla: Depends what it is. Chocolate CAKE but vanilla ICE-CREAM 145: Night or Day: Night 144: Oranges or Apples: Apples 143: Curly or Straight hair: What even...!? 142: McDonalds or Burger King: Eew 141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: Milk chocolate 140: Mac or PC: PC 139: Flip flops or high heals: So I’m choosing between “annoying as hell” and “ouch”... I choose ouch 138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: We talking about looks or personality here?? Because if they’re a nice person, I don’t care what they look like 137: Coke or Pepsi: Coke 136: Hillary or Obama: Obama 135: Burried or cremated: Set adrift on a flaming boat into the sea 134: Singing or Dancing: Dancing 133: Coach or Chanel: ??? 132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: ????? 131: Small town or Big city: ????????? 130: Wal-Mart or Target: I’m a Brit 129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: Ben Stiller 128: Manicure or Pedicure: 127: East Coast or West Coast: 126: Your Birthday or Christmas: Christmas (I’m mentally 7) 125: Chocolate or Flowers: I’d say chocolates but I WAS given an amazing rainbow rose once <3 124: Disney or Six Flags: Disney (what’s the other one???) 123: Yankees or Red Sox: [ Here’s What I Think About ] 122: War: It’s a waste of time, money and lives 121: George Bush: Twat 120: Gay Marriage: 100% for it!! 119: The presidential election: You had 1 job, America.. 118: Abortion: If it’s necessary for whatever reason, who is ANYONE to judge? 117: MySpace: Dead 116: Reality TV: Trash 115: Parents: Mine are pretty cool :) 114: Back stabbers: Can suck my ass 113: Ebay: Good for a lot of stuff but tread carefully 112: Facebook: A curse 111: Work: Long hours for little pay and way more stress than it’s worth 110: My Neighbors: Awesome 109: Gas Prices: Thanks but I’m not 80 yet. I don’t really have an opinion 108: Designer Clothes: If you want to pay £200 for a pair of sunglasses, you go for it. I’m cool with my holographic skull Halloween shades I got on Ebay for 99p 107: College: Nyeehhh.... NYEEEHHHH. Bad time in my life so let’s not go there. 106: Sports: *SNORE!* 105: My family: Supportive and cool 104: The future: Honestly... bleak [ Last time I ] 103: Hugged someone: About 3 minutes ago 102: Last time you ate: Am currently eating 101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: Like... 4 months ago or something 100: Cried in front of someone: Yesterday 99: Went to a movie theater: Last Friday 98: Took a vacation: May 97: Swam in a pool: Last Tuesday 96: Changed a diaper: NEVER AND WILL NEVER 95: Got my nails done: Also never 94: Went to a wedding: Bleh. I dunno. 8-ish years ago 93: Broke a bone: Does breaking my tooth on a humbug in April count? 92: Got a peircing: Never 91: Broke the law: I stole a monkey nut from a health food shop when I was 6... 90: Texted: About 6 hours ago [ MISC ] 89: Who makes you laugh the most: CHAR! 88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: Already left home and I really miss my old bedroom and also my cat 87: The last movie I saw: Hotel Transylvania 2.... what? I told you I’m mentally 7 86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: Holiday to Cornwall in September 85: The thing im not looking forward to: Dentist on Tuesday 84: People call me: “Oi... thingy!” 83: The most difficult thing to do is: Pretend to be happy. WHOOPS!! That’s literally in my job description!!! HAHAHA!!! *Cries inside* 82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: Don’t own a car so... 81: My zodiac sign is: ...Wait. Zodiac or Starsign? My zodiac is the sheep and my starsign is Pisces 80: The first person i talked to today was: The lady who runs the canteen at work... that’s depressing 79: First time you had a crush: When I was 5 78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: My mate Brandon!! I swear that guy’s psychic!! I’ll THINK my face is neutral but I’ll suddenly hear “What’s wrong? I’m getting negative vibes here.” 77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: Craig asked me for a coffee just as I’d opened my mouth to ask if he wanted a coffee about half an hour ago. Does that count 76: Right now I am talking to: The internet, like a fucking loser 75: What are you going to do when you grow up: I WANT to work as a concept artist in films 74: I have/will get a job:.... Again, what are you asking me? 73: Tomorrow: ...Saturday 72: Today:..........??????????????????? Ok, I’m lost 71: Next Summer: WHAT!? 70: Next Weekend: ...-_- 69: I have these pets: I TOOOOOLLLLLLLD YOU THIS ONE!!! 68: The worst sound in the world: Open-mouth eating 67: The person that makes me cry the most is: *Coughs* 66: People that make you happy: My friends and my family xx 65: Last time I cried: Last night 64: My friends are: Awesome 63: My computer is: A pain in the butt 62: My School: [Sings] My house... in the middle of my street... my house... (I was home-schooled by the way) 61: My Car: Uuuuuuuuuggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! 60: I lose all respect for people who: Need a list..? 59: The movie I cried at was: GotG2 58: Your hair color is: Currently mousie but I’m gonna dye it blue 57: TV shows you watch: Not connected. I don’t watch TV 56: Favorite web site: Youtube, I guess...? 55: Your dream vacation: Anywhere I can see cool animals and go swimming.... so, Australia! XD 54: The worst pain I was ever in was: Physical or psychological? 53: How do you like your steak cooked: Medium 52: My room is: A rubbish dump 51: My favorite celebrity is: Danny Elfman for reasons 50: Where would you like to be: Part of your wooooorrrrrllllllllld! 49: Do you want children: NO! 48: Ever been in love: Yes 47: Who’s your best friend: You’ve asked me this... -_- 46: More guy friends or girl friends: Actually, now I think about it, the majority of my friends don’t identify as EITHER! XD 45: One thing that makes you feel great is: Finishing an art piece 44: One person that you wish you could see right now: My mum. I didn’t get to see her on her birthday 2 days ago 43: Do you have a 5 year plan: The only thing on it is “Buy a house”... 42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: Yes. Including “swim with sharks” 41: Have you pre-named your children: Yup. “Invisible” if it’s a girl and “Non-existent” if it’s a boy (Of course, they’re welcome to change it to whatever they wish if they grow up to realise they’re a different gender) 40: Last person I got mad at: A customer who fucking WHISTLED AT ME to get my attention 39: I would like to move to: The country but that will never happen 38: I wish I was a professional: Concept artist [ My Favorites ] 37: Candy: Mini eggs 36: Vehicle: Pirate ship! 35: President: Brit 34: State visited: Brit 33: Cellphone provider: Ugh! 32: Athlete: Andy Murray 31: Actor: Don’t! I have no idea! I have so many! 30: Actress: Ditto 29: Singer: Danny Elfman, David Bowie or Michael Jackson 28: Band: Oingo Boingo 27: Clothing store: Thrift stores 26: Grocery store: Sainbury’s (but only because it’s closest) 25: TV show: Red Dwarf (I have the DVDs) 24: Movie: Can’t choose! 23: Website: See question 56 22: Animal: Birds (I don’t know WHAT bird. That’s too specific) 21: Theme park: Uh uh 20: Holiday: Newquay Cornwall with my family in 2013 <3 19: Sport to watch: None 18: Sport to play: HAHAHA! Ok... 17: Magazine: Nope 16: Book: Harry Potter (any) 15: Day of the week: Whatever day I have off that week 14: Beach: What?? The one near my parents’ then I guess 13: Concert attended: Stiff Little Fingers at The Waterfront in Norwich 12: Thing to cook: Pancakes. They’re fun, even if I do end up with floppy quesadillas most of the time 11: Food: Depends on my mood 10: Restaurant: Bella Italia 9: Radio station: Again... not 80 8: Yankee candle scent: I don’t know if it was technically a Yankee candle but I recently bought one that smelt of pomade that was pretty nice 7: Perfume: The Captain by Fortune Cookie Soap 6: Flower: Sweet peas 5: Color: Aqua blue followed closely by purple 4: Talk show host: They’re all tossers these days 3: Comedian: Billy Connelly 2: Dog breed: Labrador 1: Did you answer all these truthfully? Mostly.... ¬w¬

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sugabeans · 7 years

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200 things you can put in my ask

i answered them all wow i was bored

200: My crush’s name is: david but idk if it’s still a crush 199: I was born in: canada 198: I am really: dumb lol 197: My cellphone company is: telus bebe 196: My eye color is: light brown 195: My shoe size is: 7.5-8 it depends 194: My ring size is: no idea 193: My height is: 5′5 or 165cm 192: I am allergic to: pet fur 191: My 1st car was: i don’t have a car 190: My 1st job was: ontario govt - ministry of education, co-op student 189: Last book you read: i don’t read books 188: My bed is: my life 187: My pet: IS THE CUTEST 186: My best friend: is my sister 185: My favorite shampoo is: idk?? 184: Xbox or ps3: i have neither 183: Piggy banks are: never used 182: In my pockets: i don’t have pockets 181: On my calendar: there are numbers 180: Marriage is: not gonna happen in my lifetime 179: Spongebob can: KRUSTY KRAB PIZZA 178: My mom: is lovely 177: The last three songs I bought were? i don’t rly buy music so.. 176: Last YouTube video watched: probs bubzvlogz 175: How many cousins do you have? too many to count 174: Do you have any siblings? yes, 1 173: Are your parents divorced? no 172: Are you taller than your mom? yes she’s only 5 feet 171: Do you play an instrument? i used to play piano, flute, violin .. 170: What did you do yesterday? work lol [ I Believe In ] 169: Love at first sight: attraction yes, love no 168: Luck: yeah and i believe i’m unlucky 167: Fate: my fate is to die alone with dogs 166: Yourself: no never lol 165: Aliens: no 164: Heaven: yeah 163: Hell: probs not.. when you die i just think you’re “asleep” forever 162: God: i don’t think so 161: Horoscopes: no they’re dumb 160: Soul mates: for other people yeah! for me, no! 159: Ghosts: yes 158: Gay Marriage: OF COURSE 157: War: no :c 156: Orbs: wha 155: Magic: yes magic is real [ This or That ] 154: Hugs or Kisses: hugs bc i’ve never kissed 153: Drunk or High: i don’t think i’ve ever been either?? idk 152: Phone or Online: online 151: Red heads or Black haired: black hair 150: Blondes or Brunettes: blondes are pretty 149: Hot or cold: cold 148: Summer or winter: winter 147: Autumn or Spring: autumn 146: Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate 145: Night or Day: day 144: Oranges or Apples: apples 143: Curly or Straight hair: straight 142: McDonalds or Burger King: mcd 141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: milk chocolate 140: Mac or PC: this is hard.. honestly PC even tho i love my mac 139: Flip flops or high heals: high heals? i hate toes lol 138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: sweet and poor bc i’m already that 137: Coke or Pepsi: does it even make a difference 136: Hillary or Obama: who cares (this must be an old post lol) 135: Burried or cremated: no preference 134: Singing or Dancing: singing bc my dancing is worse 133: Coach or Chanel: who cares 132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: who?? 131: Small town or Big city: big city - no one knows you 130: Wal-Mart or Target: i like target when i go to the states.. 129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: ??? 128: Manicure or Pedicure: never gotten either but mani bc ew feet 127: East Coast or West Coast: east bc that’s where i’m from? but canada 126: Your Birthday or Christmas: christmas dude - birthday’s suck 125: Chocolate or Flowers: CHOCOLATE 124: Disney or Six Flags: wtf is six flags?? disney obv 123: Yankees or Red Sox: i don’t care [ Here’s What I Think About ] 122: War: it sucks 121: George Bush: this is an american dude isn’t it ..? 120: Gay Marriage: should be legal everywhere 119: The presidential election: i’m canadian 118: Abortion: pro-choice 117: MySpace: i had one 116: Reality TV: i don’t watch tv 115: Parents: i love them 114: Back stabbers: evil people 113: Ebay: love, but aliexpress is better 112: Facebook: i love fb messenger more than texting 111: Work: ew 110: My Neighbors: idk them 109: Gas Prices: are TOO HIGH 108: Designer Clothes: are a waste of money 107: College: is expensive - uni is expensive too 106: Sports: don’t care about them 105: My family: i love them so much 104: The future: is scary [ Last time I ] 103: Hugged someone: today my daddy side-hugged me lol 102: Last time you ate: an hour ago? 101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: saturday 100: Cried in front of someone: can’t remember - it was probs my co-op supervisor 99: Went to a movie theater: uh - to see beauty and the beast so do the math 98: Took a vacation: can’t remember 97: Swam in a pool: I HATE POOLS so it’s been more than 3 years probably 96: Changed a diaper: i haven’t done that 95: Got my nails done: never done it 94: Went to a wedding: uh .. a year ago? maybe? 93: Broke a bone: never 92: Got a peircing: i can’t remember.. so long ago like 5 years? 91: Broke the law: i never do 90: Texted: an hour ago [ MISC ] 89: Who makes you laugh the most: honestly, myself 88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: my bed 87: The last movie I saw: free! starting days? mAYBE? or rurouni kenshin 3rd movie 86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: my death LOL 85: The thing i’m not looking forward to: when i need to move out of my house 84: People call me: by my name??? 83: The most difficult thing to do is: not eat 82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: no 81: My zodiac sign is: cancer 80: The first person i talked to today was: my mommy, about the coffee 79: First time you had a crush: idk i was like 6 probably 78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: there’s no one lol i hide everything 77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: idk but it happens regularly with my sister 76: Right now I am talking to: myself while i write this 75: What are you going to do when you grow up: idk, die 74: I have/will get a job: not yet 73: Tomorrow: i’ll wake up 72: Today: i’m sleepy 71: Next Summer: i’m panicking abt my future 70: Next Weekend: i’ll be sleeping 69: I have these pets: one doggo 68: The worst sound in the world: scraping chalkboards or anything similar 67: The person that makes me cry the most is: myself 66: People that make you happy: my family 65: Last time I cried: idk .. recently 64: My friends are: not real 63: My computer is: SO SLOW 62: My School: sucks honestly 61: My Car: is my mom’s 60: I lose all respect for people who: hurt others 59: The movie I cried at was: idk i cry a lot 58: Your hair color is: black / dark brown 57: TV shows you watch: does haikyuu count 56: Favorite web site: i guess it’s tumblr? or twitter - wow that’s sad 55: Your dream vacation: JAPAN 54: The worst pain I was ever in was: idk 53: How do you like your steak cooked: medium rare? 52: My room is: hella messy 51: My favorite celebrity is: kevin woo 50: Where would you like to be: japan 49: Do you want children: no 48: Ever been in love: no lol 47: Who’s your best friend: my sister (i answered this already??) 46: More guy friends or girl friends: girl 45: One thing that makes you feel great is: eating 44: One person that you wish you could see right now: kevin woo 43: Do you have a 5 year plan: no 42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: no i’ll just die 41: Have you pre-named your children: no lol i don’t want kids 40: Last person I got mad at: my dad 39: I would like to move to: japan 38: I wish I was a professional: SLP [ My Favorites ] 37: Candy: skittles 36: Vehicle: idk a car??? 35: President: i’M CANADIAN 34: State visited: I’M CANADIAN 33: Cellphone provider: i don’t care 32: Athlete: don’t care 31: Actor: don’t care enough 30: Actress: don’t care enough 29: Singer: kevin woo 28: Band: ukiss i guess 27: Clothing store: anything cheap honestly 26: Grocery store: they’re all the same? 25: TV show: haikyuu??? 24: Movie: idk??????? 23: Website: i answered this already?? 22: Animal: doggos 21: Theme park: idk disney? 20: Holiday: christmas 19: Sport to watch: i hate sports lol 18: Sport to play: i hate sports lol 17: Magazine: i don’t read lol 16: Book: i don’t read lol 15: Day of the week: friday 14: Beach: I HATE BEACHES HOOOOOO 13: Concert attended: ukiss 12: Thing to cook: idk 11: Food: rice 10: Restaurant: congee queen ?? idk 9: Radio station: i don’t care 8: Yankee candle scent: wtf is this 7: Perfume: i hate artificial scents 6: Flower: i hate flowers lol but roses 5: Color: pastel pink 4: Talk show host: i don’t care 3: Comedian: i don’t know any 2: Dog breed: all dogs are good dogs 1: Did you answer all these truthfully? yes

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alwaysjaimee · 7 years

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1-100 ;)

wow alright!!

1) Sexuality?

Straight

2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?

Alison Sudol, Emily Blunt, Taylor Swift, Emma Watson

3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.

‘forehead. If it hadn’t been for Voldemort, Harry would still….’ - Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire - J.K. Rowling

4) What do you think about most?

Everything. Anything I can stress or worry about mostly

5) What does your latest text message from someone else say?

its the crying face emoji…

6) Do you sleep with or without clothes on?

with Pjs

7) What’s your strangest talent?

um I don’t even know tbh

8) Girls…. (finish the sentence); Boys…. (finish the sentence)

‘Girls can conquer the world’

‘Boys can drive you insane’

LOL

9) Ever had a poem or song written about you?

Not that I know about

10) When is the last time you played the air guitar?

prob yesterday in the car to annoy my friend

11) Do you have any strange phobias?

I don’t think any of them are necessarily strange… Although I have a fear of Hyenas yet there are none anywhere near me or have I ever really been around any…

12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?

I don’t think so..

13) What’s your religion?

technically atheist. but I do think there is a god out there

14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?

Reading or hanging out with friends or my dog

15) Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?

I like both

16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?

A Fine Frenzy. That counts as a band right?

17) What was the last lie you told?

Im not actually sure

18) Do you believe in karma?

Yeah a little

19) What does your URL mean?

‘Always’ is from Harry Potter and ‘Jaimee’ is my name

20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?

I think my greatest weakness is; animals (

I think my greatest strength is; my judge of character

21) Who is your celebrity crush?

Eddie Redmayne and Zac Efron

22) Have you ever gone skinny dipping?

nope

23) How do you vent your anger?

many ways. Song writing, dart throwing, crying and sleeping etc. depending on the situation also bottling it up for later

24) Do you have a collection of anything?

I have a collection of snow globes and keyrings from places I’ve been. I also have a few Pop Vinyls. I also collect all the movie tickets and concert tickets that I’ve attended.

25) Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?

Depends on the person

26) Are you happy with the person you’ve become?

sort of. I don’t think Im fully to the point I want to be just yet

27) What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?

Hate; Balloons popping, scrapping of forks/spoons on plates, nails on a chalkboard etc

Love; waves crashing against the shore, pianos, acoustic guitars, laughter etc

28) What’s your biggest “what if”?

‘What if I had the courage to do that’

29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?

yes to a degree

30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.

right arm; Book

Left arm; Pillow

31) Smell the air. What do you smell?

The coconut ‘Victoria Secret mist’ I sprayed earlier

32) What’s the worst place you have ever been to?

um idk

33) Choose East Coast or West Coast?

of America? or Australia?

America; Seen the West Coast, not the East so ill go with East

Australia: East

34) Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?

Voice wise Michael Buble

35) To you, what is the meaning of life?

Love. Family and Friends

36) Define Art.

Everything. The essence of the world. A way to make everything okay, even for a little while

37) Do you believe in luck?

sort of

38) What’s the weather like right now?

coldish

39) What time is it?

1:55am

40) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?

Yes I do drive. NO I haven’t crashed

41) What was the last book you read?

Harry Potter and The Prisoner of Azkaban

42) Do you like the smell of gasoline?

sort of

43) Do you have any nicknames?

Scout

44) What was the last movie you saw?

Fantastic Beasts and Where To Find Them

45) What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?

cracked my head open

46) Have you ever caught a butterfly?

Ive had them land on me but not ‘caught’ them

47) Do you have any obsessions right now?

Im low key obsessed with Fantastic Beasts and Where To Find Them

48) What’s your sexual orientation?

straight

49) Ever had a rumor spread about you?

yes

50) Do you believe in magic?

Yes. Makes you believe anything is possible.

‘Without even the possibility of magic, you’ll never find it’

51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?

If what they did was bad enough, then yes

52) What is your astrological sign?

Aries

53) Do you save money or spend it?

spend. but if I have something to save for I’m generally quite good

54) What’s the last thing you purchased?

a birthday present for a friend and face wash (riveting I know)

55) Love or lust?

Love

56) In a relationship?

not right now

57) How many relationships have you had?

none that were very important

58) Can you touch your nose with your tongue?

nope

59) Where were you yesterday?

Out for lunch and shopping with one of my friends

60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?

my slippers, iPad, pillow, lamp and a box

61) Are you wearing socks right now?

Nope

62) What’s your favorite animal?

Dog

63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?

humor/wit/sarcasm

64) Where is your best friend?

at her house asleep

65) Spit or swallow?

LOL

66) What is your heritage?

Australian, New Zealand, English, Irish, Scottish

67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?

Watching Youtube videos

68) What do you think is Satan’s last name?

um wtf

69) Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?

some questions just shouldn’t be asked

70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?

I think so

71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?

Save the dog. Couldn’t live with that guilt. If your boss still fires you after that, they’re not a good person to work for

72) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?

a) Thats hard. I think maybe? but then thats a lot to put onto someone

b) Spend as much time with everyone as possible. See nature, read, try new foods etc

c) To an extent, hell yes

73) You can only have one of these things; trust or love.

GAH THATS HARD.

love. if someone really loves you they will strive for your trust and vis versa

74) What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?

‘Blow Away’ A Fine Frenzy

75) What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?

76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?

Trust, love, communication

77) How can I win your heart?

Being genuine, funny, kind hearted and trustworthy

78) Can insanity bring on more creativity?

honestly it can

79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?

moving on

80) What size shoes do you wear?

between a 9-10

81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?

something like

‘family and friend. kind to everyone’ or something

82) What is your favorite word?

Serendipity

83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.

break

(darker than I would have thought)

84) What is a saying you say a lot?

‘bless’ and ‘anyway’

85) What’s the last song you listened to?

‘Lifesize’ - A Fine Frenzy

86) Basic question; what’s your favorite color/colors?

Purple, blue, light green/pastel green, pink, black

87) What is your current desktop picture?

iMac; Golden Gate Bridge at sunset surrounded by cloud

Laptop; Yosemite with a pink/purple sky

Phone; Me and my friend before she left to move to London

88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?

wow. um no one. well I mean, no one Im actually gonna write…

89) What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?

hmm thats tough

90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do?

scream and cry without a doubt

91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?

Telekinesis

92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?

probably something with my parents when I was younger. Like a party or game night or something like that.

93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

the stuff that happened in 2012

94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?

Does Zac Efron count?

95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?

London

96) Do you have any relatives in jail?

Not that Im aware of

97) Have you ever thrown up in the car?

I don’t think actually in the car. but outside the door, yes

98) Ever been on a plane?

Yep

99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?

STOP HATING ON EACH OTHER. ACCEPT EACH OTHER. HATRED AND ANGER DOESNT SOLVE ANYTHING. WE ARE ALL HUMAN. WE ALL BREATHE THE SAME, BLEED THE SAME, DREAM THE SAME. NO ONE IS BETTER THAN SOMEONE ELSE SIMPLY BECAUSE OF THEIR GENDER, RACE, SEXUALITY OR ANYTHING ELSE. STOP KILLING EACH OTHER, STOP BULLYING EACH OTHER. LET PEOPLE LOVE WHO THEY WANT. HELP PEOPLE, DONT HURT PEOPLE. PROTECT EACH OTHER. BE KIND TO EACH OTHER. BE KIND TO ANIMALS. PROTECT ANIMALS. PROTECT NATURE. BE KIND TO OUR PLANET, ITS THE ONLY ONE WE’VE GOT

yep basically.

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fuckedupriot · 7 years

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for the questions thing: all ones containing the number 2!

2. Have you been to any festivals? I have not but I really want to go to a couple this summer but I know neither of them will happen.12. One thing I have to bring to a concert?my mom bc idk how to drive and have only been to one concert without her?? (it actually was hippo campus so.. yeah)20. Met any internet friends at a concert?No, but there's a couple I almost met or found after the concert that I wish I did. I did actually did have someone follow me on tumblr after I posted about a concert I went to and it turns out I saw them and my sister even asked me about them (they were wearing costumes to match what the band wears) and I was even in the background of the picture they took and posted to tumblr which was hilarious.21. Which concert I've been to that had the best stage setup/production?I'm gonna have to say either fall out boy or twenty one pilots, both of them had amazing background visuals, and twenty one pilots did a lot of really cool things (hamster ball, 'teleporting' trick, coming into the crowd, climbing things -which I actually had to miss but oh well-, the center stage medley, plus tons more idk pal that show was just amazing say what you will abt the band, they do put on an entertaining show)22. Ever caught a drumstick, pick, setlist, etc.?No but the person literally right next to me caught zachs setlist at the hippo campus concert... I saw it with my own two eyes...23. Favorite concert venue?Tbh I don't know. Each one I've been to had its own unique feel to it. I haven't been to more than a few different ones, so I'll list what I liked about my top 3 lmao this might get long.. in no particular order: Bluestem amphitheater, Moorhead MN: I loved how open it was (it was outdoors lmao) it was really a beautiful venue, and so much bigger than I thought it'd be. I ended up being seated really close to the stage, so that was cool. GA seemed kind of boring at this venue, though. (was really awkwardly off to the side, literally like ten whole people in the GA) Sanctuary events center, Fargo, ND: Pretty small venue, but I liked that about it. Something about being squashed in with everyone was just really... nice? Added a lot to the experience, I think. People interacted with each other and we literally made a human wall to block this annoying couple out who kept trying to get back up to the front. They kept making out and falling into or straight up leaning on people/shoving them during the opening band.Xcel energy center, St. Paul, MN: This venue was huge! By far the biggest I've ever been to which isn't surprising bc its an arena lol anyways, it was really a strange but good feeling walking through there/seeing the show. Seeing all the people walk by, noticing how many people went past but it not really clicking how many until I actually got into the main area. It was amazing when it got dark and we all had our phones lit up to see how many lights were glowing in the crowd. Although I kind of prefer smaller venues, the experience of the arena was really cool and I am happy I got to experience it.24. Least favorite concert venue?Probably the Fargodome, but it would have been better if we weren't in the literal last possible row all the way up. We had a huge group and probably got tickets last minute, idk I only went bc me and my sister got to go 100% free with ride provided if she invited me. Not the venues fault, I'd probably see another show there but I don't remember much of the concert other than being super high up and if one person stood up the whole row had to, same with sitting. it was just awkward.25. Indoor or outdoor concerts? I've only been to two outdoor concerts, the rest have been indoors but tbh I wouldn't mind either as long as I got to go. 26. Clubs/theaters/arenas/stadiums??I like the feel of smaller venues, but tbh it doesn't matter as long as I don't need binoculars to see the band.27. Ever missed school/work for a concert? YES omg so I woke up one day just really dreading going to work. I just didn't want to, 100 times more than I usually don't. I didn't know why. My sister then calls me, it was about 2 pm and my shift started at 3. She asks 'do you work today' and I said 'yeah, why?' I thought she was offering to bring me to work but she just so casually was like 'oh. well my boss just offered to give me two tickets to fall out boy tonight but you work so I'll tell her no' and I'm like 'DUDE NO NEVERMIND I DONT WORK... GET THOSE TICKETS NOW' because like... I love FOB.. so I called into work and I was so excited I was shaking the whole time and I could barely even talk to actually call in.. and then we left and were speeding to the middle of North Dakota to the state fair to see fall out boy... it was fantastic and maybe one of the best things I've ever done.28. Ever been surprised with tickets from someone?Yea. Same story from question 27.29. Who do I enjoy going to concerts with?Have only been with my mom and my sister, but I'd love to have a dedicated concert buddy who I could just ask "hey can we go to this show" and they'd be down 100% of the time. I always end up missing shows bc nobody can ever get time off from work.32. Been to concerts two or more days in a row?Nope but I've been to shows 1 week apart last year and will probably be doing it again next month!42. Ever attended a concert alone?Nope but I loved it when my mom & sister finally left me alone at the twenty one pilots show so I could move up closer to the main stage.52. Favorite song I've heard live? Honestly idk if it's my all time favorite bc every concert kinda feels like a blur.. a strange one that I didn't expect to have loved hearing live would probably have to be we don't believe what's on tv by twenty one pilots. We all screamed 'yeah yeah yeah!!!' so loud. The whole arena was yelling.62. Ever seen a security guard dance at a concert? No but I almost got kicked out by security for dancing too hard at american authors. I saw video of myself last time I looked up old stuff from my concerts I've been to on youtube..... and I fully understand why lmao I was/am so obnoxious.oh my gosh anon I'm so sorry this is so long. thank you so much for asking!!

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1-100 XD

1. Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? Spotify!2. is your room messy or clean?It depends on my current attitude tbh3. what color are your eyes?they sort of change.4. do you like your name? why?i’m kind of indifferent at this point. i’ve never really felt like it fit me well.5. what is your relationship status?single af6. describe your personality in 3 words or lesscaring, determined, passionate7. what color hair do you have?auburn8. what kind of car do you drive? color?Yellow VW Beetle9. where do you shop?all over the place. i do a lot of shopping.10. how would you describe your style?as cute as possible always.11. favorite social media accountinstagram.12. what size bed do you have?a queen13. any siblings?technically i have one half sister.14. if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why?right where i am. or disneyland. i have a passion for the company and i feel like i have to be contributing to its future.15. favorite snapchat filter?the bat one! when it’s available which is not as often as it should be16. favorite makeup brand(s)i only use kat von d for my foundation and beyond that…i could be flexible.17. how many times a week do you shower?at least 7 because anything less is NASTY. showering daily is extremely important for personal hygene.18. favorite tv show?doctor who but not the newest stuff.19. shoe size?6.520. how tall are you?5′4″21. sandals or sneakers?boots.22. do you go to the gym?i wish i did…i should…23. describe your dream dateHave you heard the song, “Meet Me Down on Mainstreet?” that. plus a parade and then cuddling eventually.24. how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment?like $15 i think25. what color socks are you wearing?i’m not currently wearing socks26. how many pillows do you sleep with?1-227. do you have a job? what do you do?i’m a character attendant at WDW28. how many friends do you have?why on earth would i know a number?29. whats the worst thing you have ever done?That is a very good question…honestly i think it’s being low key salty behind someone’s back when it didn’t even hurt them at all…but my bad attitude contributed to general negativity. at least, that’s what i can think of at the moment.30. whats your favorite candle scent?that christmassy apple/cinnamon scent.31. 3 favorite boy namesI sat here for ages and i have no idea32. 3 favorite girl namesAngelique, Evangeline, and….i dunno.33. favorite actor?i appreciate many people’s talents but i don’t know if i have a favorite.34. favorite actress?^^^^35. who is your celebrity crush?again…don’t really have one.Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? 36. Favorite movie?lots. alice in wonderland. other disney stuff. lord of the rings. zootopia. stuff37. do you read a lot? whats your favorite book?i don’t read as much as i used to. i wish i did. LOVE harry potter. and lots of other books. alice in wonderland. peter pan. stuff.38. money or brains?brains probably.39. do you have a nickname? what is it?a few. Alice, G, old ones that have kind of died out…40. how many times have you been to the hospital?a couple when i was younger. i can’t remember how many.41. top 10 favorite songsIt changes with my mood and how i’m feeling. I love love LOVE Dan Franklin’s music…I love Try Everything, and currently my favorite thing on the radio is 24 Karat Magic. i like almost all music. just not heavy screamo metal.42. do you take any medications daily?just for my allergies lol43. what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc)i think kind of combination44. what is your biggest fear?not achieving my dream job because i have no idea what else i’d do with my life.45. how many kids do you want?no idea. that’s something to discuss with my future husband.46. whats your go to hair style?i usually either straighten it or curl it. if i’m feeling lazy, i don’t have time, or it’s really hot out, i do braided pigtails.47. what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc)townhouse.48. who is your role model?myself, after a complicated relationship with a friend of mine and reflecting on the attitude of those around me. also judy hopps. i’m generally proud enough of my own ideals not to have to look to others. not that i never learn anything from other people, but i don’t think i have one role model. this answer sounded really self centered i apologize.49. what was the last compliment you received?when i was out at dinner a few people said i looked really pretty. and i appreciate them.50. what was the last text you sent?my friend said she was on her way over and i replied, “okie dokie.”51. how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real?this question is bonkers, i literally worked with santa a couple weeks ago and he’s as real as I am.52. what is your dream car?i’d love something old and vintage but that’ll never run well…most newer cars i really don’t like. when mine dies i’m gonna get the final edition new beetle, hopefully.53. opinion on smoking?don’t do it. it’s destructive to you and those around you. 54. do you go to college?yep. almost done. thank goodness. 55. what is your dream job?i want to be best friends with disney characters and help them make magic for our guests. :)56. would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs?probably the suburbs57. do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels?YES I STEAL THEM ALL58. do you have freckles?yep. not my favorite thing but they are inescapable. 59. do you smile for pictures?of course!60. how many pictures do you have on your phone?a couple hundred, i think61. have you ever peed in the woods?honestly i can’t remember if i might’ve done it like once as a child, but if i did i literally can’t remember. 62. do you still watch cartoons?the word “cartoon” is ambiguous. for me it has kind of a negative connotation. but i do watch animated movies and tv and stuff, yes63. do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds?wendy’s if i have to choose, although almost all fast food makes me feel sick.64. Favorite dipping sauce?ketchup or ranch. or that sweet and sour stuff from mcdonald’s but i never eat there anymore.65. what do you wear to bed?pjs.66. have you ever won a spelling bee?i’ve never even been in a spelling bee, but i’d probably lose.67. what are your hobbies?photography (i’m hoping to get to do that again soon…my muscles don’t like me), painting, stuff68. can you draw?i’m mediocre at best.69. do you play an instrument?i mostly remember how to play flute and piccolo from high school and i can do a little piano but not much.70. what was the last concert you saw?i honestly can’t remember. it’s been a really long time since i’ve been to a legitimate concert. i sat here for a while but could not remember.71. tea or coffee?tea!72. Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts?that depends entirely on the item i’m purchasing73. do you want to get married?some day74. what is your crush’s first and last initial?n. e. for non-existent amirite75. are you going to change your last name when you get married?YES FOR THE LOVE OF GOD YES76. what color looks best on you?blue, in my opinion77. do you miss anyone right now?always78. do you sleep with your door open or closed?usually closed.79. do you believe in ghosts?i don’t have enough evidence to make a decision80. what is your biggest pet peeve?i think working at disney has caused me to develop TOO MANY.81. last person you calledmy mother82. favorite ice cream flavor?chocolate!83. regular oreos or golden oreos?regular. but without the frosting.84. chocolate or rainbow sprinkles?neither i do not like sprinkles85. what shirt are you wearing?a sweatshirt i wear around the house from 2014 wdw86. what is your phone background?for the first time ever i changed my lock screen to a picture of just me, and my home screen is me and Lotso87. are you outgoing or shy?much more on the outgoing side88. do you like it when people play with your hair?yes please89. do you like your neighbors?i don’t really know my neighbors but i know i’m not fond of the ones directly across from me due to their recent choices in lawn decor.90. do you wash your face? at night? in the morning?yes both91. have you ever been high?nope92. have you ever been drunk?nope93. last thing you ate?hello panda94. favorite lyrics right now”So now I’m all run out of my regrets this time. I’ve got nothing left, I’ve got no more tears to cry. Baby turn around, and don’t come back this time. I need to start again, I’m only starting at the finish line.”95. summer or winter?winter96. day or night?night usually97. dark, milk, or white chocolate?milk!98. favorite month?october?99. what is your zodiac signlibra100. who was the last person you cried in front of?i got a little teary last night at work in front of eeyore. last time i cried before that was by myself…i don’t know the true answer to this question

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[SF] C. elegans

C. Elegans

Story by jules324

What I remember most clearly from that night are the curtains in the hospital room. That strange white speckled with blue and pink indiscriminate designs; like some sort of Rorschach test. The more you stare at the pattern, the more the images dance and meld together, creating entirely new shapes. My brain tried to create some context, tried to weed through the information and form a narrative.

“Do you know where you are?”

A voice came at me from the right — probably some ad for cheap vacation tickets. Masked as people, advertisements had gotten so intrusive. I had no desire to sit on a beach chair taking selfies. I changed my status to “offline”.

A strange smell was stuck to me, reminiscent of burnt toast. It was so strong I could taste it; thick on my tongue, clogging my throat. The sterile smell of rubbing alcohol tried to cut its way through.

“We only have access to your username. What’s the name on your birth certificate?”

A voice from the left. Deeper. A man’s. He clearly isn’t respecting my offline notification. Men like that give me the creeps. I regularly block or report them. Usually, they try to get in with a simple, “Hey.” Other times, they’re a bit more straightforward, interjecting with their dick wagging out of their pants. Or, as of late, menacing suggestions of one of several inhumane things they’d like to do before screwing me. Asking for my name is a bold move, though…

I reached up to remove my VR headset, only to realize it’s not there.

I have three different usernames, and a fourth left over from high school. I use them to log into everything. To purchase items, listen to music, play online, interact with people. Sometimes, it takes a moment to remember my real name.

They say if someone really wants to find out something about you, it’s available on the internet. They just have to hunt for it. That’s why we were warned not to give away personal information online before we were taught anything else.

Before multiplication tables, before The Odyssey, before biology and US History.

That’s Lesson #1.The “stranger danger” of my generation.

“She’s in shock. Get her information later.”

I don’t like whoever these intruders are.

“Hold her still.”

A strange fear was slipping through me; something was off. My heart started pounding in my chest, desperately trying to push its way out of its cavity, break through my ribs, tear the skin, rip me open like a doll. At this point, I wasn’t even certain whether organs would come out, or stuffing. Finally, a nurse walked into my peripheral vision and seamlessly injected a sedative into my arm.

I slid. I kept sliding deeper and deeper into black, as if someone had switched off the game.

Have you ever heard of C. elegans?I hadn’t either until recently.They’re a fairly simple type of worm used extensively in scientific studies of neurobiology. Whereas humans have around 100 billion neurons, C. elegans have 302. When faced with food scarcity, as a method of self-preservation, their bodies shut down and they enter an immobile, depression-like state.

We humans are in a state of scarcity.Dire official warnings, some from the NIH, some from the CDC, were issued, only to be relegated by algorithms to the bottom of news sites, just above “15 ways to refinance your home”, or “which celebrities are secretly broke.”

The cause of this scarcity, they warn, is a lack of touch. The things that drove us to connect, to reproduce, to bond, no longer give us the thrills they once did.The tech companies understood this.

They figured out what piques our reward centers. They pushed us to want more, designed games and scenarios in which what we’ve been wired to need over the course of 30 million years of evolution was no longer enough.

Holed up in our living quarters, interacting with others only online, in chat rooms, through our avatars — the Beauty filter smoothing out our imperfections — we isolated ourselves further and further.

Don’t get me wrong… it’s exciting.

Online, you can be a better version of yourself. You can say the things you could never say in public. You have others around you who feel similarly, speak similarly. You live in a lawless world where your id can run rampant.

It’s intoxicating.

I’ve been sober for almost a year now and the world still feels a little muted. But finally being back made me realize what I was missing most.I’m just a human looking for another human to hold me; to touch me.That.Fuck, that’s what I miss most of all. I miss human touch. I crave it. I dream about it. I close my eyes, the black sucking me in, and I project pleasant images. The memories from my past have been viewed so many times, they’re barely usable; like track marks on a junkie.

The image of my finger running its way along the back of her arm, goosebumps growing and raising around my fingertip; her arm hair sticking up on end; a smile tugging at the left side of her lips; my lips mimicking hers; our faces in sync; a hand, palm down, placed gently below my shoulder blade.

The weight of it. The type of pressure that can only be applied by another human attuned to your desires.There’s something exciting about feeling someone else’s skin against a part of your body that’s impossible to reach, and thus, rarely touched.

All of that.I wake up aching for it.In the end; in my most basic form, I’m just a person looking for her person.And as anyone after Gen-X can attest — it’s really fucking hard.

After a surprisingly short trial, and a stint in a hospital, I was given a court-ordered mandate requiring me to attend VRA meetings.

I enjoyed going to my meetings. They were one of the few times I didn’t have to make a concerted effort to interact with people. Weekly, I would walk through the heavy wooden doors opening out into a large room. The mismatched chairs were set up in a circular fashion, meant to show we’re all equals; as if they honestly believed we weren’t secretly judging one another, using other’s indiscretions as a point of reference to see where we fall on the spectrum of abusive to mildly addicted.

I preferred the chair closest to the window. It was one of the few with seat padding that hadn’t yet burst through. If I ever arrived late and my spot was taken, an irrational, child-like anger ran up my body like heartburn. I forced myself to quickly quell the fire. In reality, not everything is how I design it. I had to accept that.

On this particular evening, a pale-faced woman with large eyes and short wavy hair that curled around the base of her neck, was sitting in my seat. Her eyes scanned every person in the room, as if creating a narrative around our pasts, furrowing out our stories.

I retreated to a tall backed chair and grumpily sat in resentful silence; my gaze burning holes in the woman’s espadrilles.

“I would like to begin the meeting with our serenity prayer”, the VRA leader started. Other voices quickly joined in, like a sleepy congregation responding to a chaplain’s sermon.

“God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can; and…”

Through one quarter closed eye, I watched the pale-faced woman as we chanted in unison. Both her eyes were open, and her lips were imperceptibly moving. She looked around at the other members, with her head slightly bowed. Her eyes narrowed as she dwelled on certain characters, her story about us growing more vivid.

Finally, her eyes met mine. Realizing her misstep, she closed both eyes and mouthed the words with more enthusiasm.

“Thank you”, the VRA leader said. The group exhaled as we settled into our chairs, shifting our feet to try and break the discomfort.

Most are ashamed in some form or another, not necessarily because of how they behaved in Virtual Reality, but because their behaviors were noticed. They had made a misstep in the world, or hadn’t hidden their compulsion well enough. Some described the scenarios they had created — the affairs they’d had, how many days they went without leaving their apartment, the Incel meetings, how they learned to load and fire an AR-15 with exquisite accuracy by playing Call of Duty for a summer.

Weird shit like that.

“Would anyone like to share any experiences from this past week? Interactions with other humans?” The VRA leader looked around the room, making purposeful eye contact with everyone, a move that usually caused additional shifting of feet and hands. On this evening, User779 —

“Wonderful, thank you, Steve”. — Steve — decided to contribute. Steve’s clothes comprise of a basic color palette, off-white sneakers, the sole of one foot torn back from the front. His defining feature is the unmistakable smell of stove grease. I’ve sat next to him several times. The smell always reminded me of a diner close to the 11 a.m. turnover from breakfast to lunch — the grill burning off the last of the eggs and oil.

Steve took a long, deep breath, inflating the top half of his body, preparing himself, and exhaled with a grunt.

“This week I, uhh, took the bus over to the park, down by the water.” Steve said, directing this at the grout in between the tiles in front of his feet.

“No…?”, the VRA leader gently encouraged.

“No music, no earbuds, no headset. Nothing.” Steve nodded each point as if to drive it home.

The people around the room passively listened, more than likely reviewing their week. Had they transgressed? What was the definition of a transgression? If you spent hours with your eyes closed imagining your old world, is that just as bad as putting a headset on and being in it? Will your days reset if you admit the truth? Or will the judge rescind your sentence in favor of some harsher punishment?

“It was quiet. Or… it was loud, I guess. But different ’cause I couldn’t control any of the noises separately.”

“How did that make you feel?”

Steve huffed at the question the VRA leader posed.It was the question we all hated, because we all knew it was the only question the VRA leader was allowed to ask.

“Angry”, Steve shot out. The increased decibels caused the muscles in my ears to tense, protecting my ear drums from the unnecessarily aggressive noise.

Others around him nodded in agreement. The lack of control over one’s environment is one of the biggest initial frustrations when getting clean.

“There just wasn’t…” Steve scrunched his face together trying to squeeze the words out. “Enough happening, you know? Like, the park was pretty. But… so what?”

The pale-faced woman across from me furrowed her brow, the creases between her eyebrows deepening. She tugged at her bottom lip, as if trying to tease out an answer to some question.

She didn’t have any of the telltale signs of an addict: the unmistakable marks around the eyes, a mixture of exhaustion and plastic impressions reminiscent of the little indents people who wear glasses get on the bridge of their nose. Her fingers didn’t inadvertently move, trying to encourage some action in front of her. In fact, she seemed strangely balanced. Her world moved in orbit at regular speed and in regular rotation. To her, the universe was obeying the laws of physics, as it always had done.

Jess volunteered next. She had applied for a job as a waitress in a restaurant chain with kitschy outfits and birthday sombreros. Her interactions with the interviewer were stiff.

Jess felt removed from him in a way she hadn’t when she was immersed in her VR world. She felt as though she had become two different people. The one before and after VR was awkward and shy. She was capable of shame. She came to that realization when she was asked about the significant break in her resume.

“People sit across from me now and look at me as if I was just sitting on my couch all day fucking around with video games. They don’t understand what it’s like.”

A lot of VR addicts feel this. The DSM only recently included “VR addiction” in its list of mental disorders, but the reality of the addiction still seemed like a joke. Many refused to believe that something so ubiquitous, that allowed for the exploration of destinations we might never afford to visit, that fabricated social “connection” without physical presence, that “brought our world closer together”, could be harmful.

As the room opened up and settled into the comfort of people telling similar sordid tales, the darker stuff came out.

“The sheets were all messed up. I’m guessing someone had been in there right before me, but I didn’t really care. I fucked her, my hand pushing her face into the mattress. I could feel her mouth move below my palm, I guess to scream or something, but I didn’t move it.”

I looked around the room, there were other similarly disgusted faces. You hear this shit and you want to hit the person.

“In my defense — ”, Mike shot back quickly, taking in the looks of those around him. “I hadn’t even touched a woman in years. I didn’t even remember what it felt like; I got caught up.”

People shifted their gaze, not wanting to acknowledge that at some point, after copious amounts of alone time and VR porn, they too had thought about walking across the hall, knocking on the apartment door, and engaging in some aggressive, explicit sexual act accompanied by unrealistic noises so loud, that their downstairs neighbor would think someone is being murdered.

I had heard stories of Mike’s addiction proclivities before. Each time, he added some color to his more horrific acts. Some studies say lack of empathy and lack of touch go hand in hand. That might explain some of the reactions in this room.

Any well-adjusted human would probably have left to throw up in a toilet by now. But we all sat there staring at our shoes.

Across from me, the pale-faced woman’s gaze had settled to the window behind her. The bridge of her nose wrinkled before she turned back to the room. Her eyes were glassy and somber. They met mine, and in that moment I felt sorry for her.

“Jia, you haven’t shared”, the VRA leader prodded me.

Slowly, the rest of the room looked up at me, overcoming their self-indulgent guilt to focus once more on someone else’s shame.

I leaned forward in my chair. If I had moved a centimeter further, I would have toppled onto the ground. The distraction may have provided me an excuse to leave, or at least buy me some time. In the year I have been here, I have shared the bare minimum. A feeling of disgust crawled through me whenever I thought of discussing my experiences with the people here. I knew I deserved to be in VRA, but I didn’t think I necessarily deserved to be thrown in with this lot.

“Yeah, sure.” I said, settling my elbows on my knees, my spine curved in a catlike position. “My parents won’t see me…”, I started, but immediately dropped this line of thinking.

I still can’t quite figure out what my parents think of me. That’s the frustrating part about returning to reality. You feel shame and embarrassment. Your actions have consequences once again. I’ve regained a number of feelings I didn’t have to worry about in years, along with the ability to guess the emotions of others.

“They’re still not sure what happened, or when the dividing point was between ‘normal’ and ‘abnormal’ behavior. They’re not sure where I am on this spectrum anymore.”

“How did that make…”

“…you feel?”, I finished his sentence with an eye-roll, earning a snicker from several members.

“Sad. Because I don’t think I’m actually capable of doing the thing I was charged with. I can’t prove that it was VR induced. Previous lawsuits against VR companies have been thrown out, so, I’m on my own. My parents think I am that person. You know?”

I directed this question at the VRA leader, hoping he’d drop his, “how does that make you feel?” bullshit and offer some real advice.

“Does anyone have anything they’d like to add to that?”

I sighed and leaned back in my chair. The pale-faced woman looked at me, a sudden awareness touching several muscles so as to contort her face.

“That’s the thing, though, isn’t it? You pacify family by kicking VR. You no longer have online people in your life anymore, which is good. But then you don’t really have anyone.” In an uncharacteristically self-reflective way, Willow described the simple conclusion at the bottom of the equation for all former addicts.

After each meeting, I often stay behind to tidy up. Everyone else bolts for the door, as if they have people to see or a life to get back to, whereas I am actively avoiding my next stop for the evening.

I languidly closed the folding chairs and set them against the wall, the backs of each slipping into the one in front, savoring the remaining moments of silence. The dark oak walls around me were comforting. They closed in like a warm blanket on a cold night, holding me there.

Across from me, tossing away used cups of coffee and crumbs from snacks half-heartedly brought, was the pale-faced woman. Her presence still irked me.

I approached the table, combative.

“First session, or just here for fun?”

The woman dusted off her hands into the nearby garbage bin.

“First session.” She said.

Behind her, several members were heading towards the door. She followed their movement with a pursed lip smile. From halfway down the table, I tossed a used cup into the trash next to her, causing her to jump. She was intruding on my territory and she knew it.

“How long have you been here?” She asked as she picked up another plate.

“11 months.” I said, giving her a sense of my status in the hierarchy of former addicts.

The pale-faced woman moved closer to me, nodding once more. Her lips pursed again, but no smile followed.

“Was it easy to accept?” She ventured further, testing my limits.

“Acceptance is irrelevant. I was given a lenient sentence.”

By now the table was almost entirely cleared; soon, we would have to leave. I tried to hold onto the conversation for longer. Any delay is welcome.

“Hearing people’s stories. What we’ve done…” She started, sweeping her hand across the folding table’s now crumb free plastic covering.

“It resonates”, she concluded this thought, with several nods.

“In a sick way.” I added.

The pale-faced woman looked up at me. Her eyes were hazel; specks of brown rimming the green; they held my dark brown eyes. I felt a lurch inside me.

In that moment, I realized I so rarely look anyone in the face, and if I do, I focus on the cheekbones, bridge of the nose, eyebrows, but never the eyes. There was something torturous about eyes, they creeped into you, they tore at you, broke you down.

Her eyes shifted away; I felt their hold release me. My breathing returned to normal.

“I’m sure when they designed this, they imagined games and stronger relationships.”

“Right”, I added sarcastically. “If we just sit on our couch and swipe furiously enough until our phone screens are blurred with take-out grease, we can weed out all the ‘wrong ones’ and find that ‘right one’; the one that checks every box in our journal.”

Oddly, she seemed to be taking this to heart.

“They move fast and break things. All the while, they leave minds fractured by the wayside. Immobile and alone.” I concluded.

Her eyes returned to mine, glossy once more.

“Sorry.” I acquiesced. “Sometimes I can be a grump.”

She moved again, this time a single, conclusive nod.

“C. elegans.” She said with an uncomfortable smile. “I’m Nell.” She added, the corner of her lips pulled up to show me she was of no danger to me.

“Jia.”

She looked to the table, as if to say ‘that’s it’. She stepped forward, gently grabbed my forearm down near the wrist and gave it a squeeze.

“I’ll see you next week.”

The further my wrist slipped into the palm of her hand the more it burned; a slow burn. Chills ran so far up my body, I could feel them in my temples. My entire being begged her to keep holding on, but within moments, her fingers slid back round again and into her pockets.

All I can remember is a wave, then her left leg disappearing out of sight, followed by the right as she slipped through the great oak door.Paralyzed, I stood in the empty room.

My arm still burned as I walked down Olympic Place. I pushed up the left sleeve of my jacket, certain that if I looked down at my wrist, I would see the fading imprint of her fingers. In the glow of the streetlights, I could see no marks. I ran my fingers over my arm in a similar fashion, mimicking her touch, desperately hoping to feel that jolt once again; the plummet of heart to stomach, tensing of muscles, the wave of euphoria. But it was gone. Not even the faintest ripple remained.

Upon realizing this feeling would now be nothing more than a memory, added to the collection of fantasies to draw upon, I sunk deep into myself. The drop was so dramatic and jarring, that the only appropriate reaction would be to step off the curb into oncoming traffic.

My foot creeped out over the lip of the concrete, reaching out for the mirrored puddle in front of me.The blare of a car horn.

I swung my leg back to meet the other safely on the sidewalk. A car zipped by, kicking up rainwater, whipping it around the tire like a broken ferris wheel.Pay attention.Here it’s possible to die.

I walked through an empty parking lot to the grocery store. The store was almost entirely lifeless. My steps echoed on the linoleum floors. I turned a corner and in front of me was the most overwhelming sight. Half an aisle dedicated entirely to peanut butter. The selection included everything you could ever want: the mixed butters, the organics, the trashy cheap kind. You had your almonds — smooth and chunky — walnut butters in both low-fat and low-sodium. Sometimes, being in the world was exhausting. At least online, your choice was predicted for you.

Tipping up on my toes, I reached out and grabbed the full fat, generic smooth. I find it hard to justify spending $15 on a jar of fancy peanut butter. He tends to like the idea of peanut butter more than the physical sensation of eating it, anyway.

Peanut butter stashed securely in my jacket pocket, I walked past a fenced-in portion of land. The sign stapled up against thin wooden boards boasted a new condominium of affordable housing units. The hospital towered over the construction site, its brightly lit windows beacons shining through the post rain fog. It drew me in. Rain or shine, it always felt like this. An impending feeling of dread. This was one of the best and worst parts of my week.

With a jagged noise, the hospital doors pulled open for me as I neared. The same colorful fake flowers in the lobby always greeted me. It was nice they tried to make the place seem friendlier, but at the end of the day, a hospital is still a hospital. A lobby guard swiped my I.D. and I was given a visitor’s pass with temporary permission to walk the halls.

The elevator zipped up to the 5th floor. As I turned along the corridor, the familiar sign indicating the “burn recovery unit” greeted me.

As I entered the room, I was startled by the voice of his nurse.

“Jeez!”

“Shit. I’m sorry. I thought he was alone.”

Laying down on the bed was my friend. Next to him was his nurse, come to change his bandages.

“You gonna leave the jar this time, or throw it out?” The nurse asked, a hint of sarcasm in her voice.

I didn’t like that she was intruding on our weekly ritual. This time was sacred to me.

“I’ll remember this time,” I said flatly. I followed up with a quick, “Sorry”, just in case she decided that visiting hours were suddenly over.

“You in it?” I nodded my question at my friend. After a beat, he responded.

“Yeah.”

That usually was about as much as I could get out of him while his headset was on. It annoyed me. Sometimes I wonder if that’s what people used to think about me when they would try to engage me in conversation.

Sensing some tension, the nurse chimed in again, “He’s hiking in the Arctic right now. I haven’t been there, but from the description on the box, it looks like it takes intense concentration… and a warm winter jacket.”

The nurse smiled at her joke. It made me hate her more. But, as long as he’s distracted, I’m happy.

As I moved further into the room, the rest of his body became visible. You know how everyone has their own distinct smell? His had changed. It took a while to get used to, but it’s beginning to feel like him.

The bandage changing process is a particularly cruel one, but it has to be done. I’ve only seen it happen two or three times. Once before his headset, the rest after. VR caused my pain; VR eased his.

There’s some debate as to whether it’s better for a patient to quickly pull the wrapping off — like a bandaid — or slowly.

The nurse decided on the slow route, every now and again looking up to his mouth for a wince or clench of his jaw.

I swiped the biodegradable spoon from his untouched food tray and plopped down in the seat next to his bed. Everything was easier on this side. From this angle, he still resembled the man I’d run into in the hallways; a casual conversation as we fiddled with our keys. This side is where I spent most of my visitation time.

“Peanut butter?”

A half smile caused his headset to tilt upwards.

“My throats a little dry today.”

I unscrewed the cap, and helped myself. Thank god I didn’t spend the 15 bucks. The likelihood that he will take his headset off hovers somewhere around zero, so I ventured forward…

“I spent 15 bucks on this, one of us is going to enjoy it.” There’s something homey and childlike about peanut butter. It always reminded me of the PB&J’s you’d get in the cafeteria at school; the crust hardening after a day sitting underneath the plastic wrap.

“Anything wild happen around here today?” I asked.

No response. His smile had slid back down again; his lips pursed.

“He needs to concentrate. You feel the cold much more when you really play along.”

“That works for everyone?” I asked.

“Said to reduce pain by up to 50%. Haven’t seen a patient turn down a headset yet.”

The nurse continued to pull back the bandages. I watched in morbid fascination. It looked nothing like skin anymore, though the crusted blood suggested otherwise. His arms looked like twisted plastic, like an action figure melted by some sadistic child.

I found myself looking at his feet, detailing the way his toes had practically fused together. It reminded me of that old N64 game, Golden Eye, in the days before designers made hands with separate digits.I felt sick.Focus on the details. That’s how you’ll know it’s real and not virtual.

I stared at my spoon — at how the lick lines ran up the residual peanut butter. The edges were moist from my saliva, giving the brown an off-color, whitish hue.

As much as we like to praise our designers for all they’ve done, they’re really shit about the details.

The nurse gently removed another bandage. It clung to the skin. If you listened carefully enough, you could hear the tear of the wrapping.With each pull, I flinched.

It’s impossible to believe that the weight of knowing your addiction harmed another human would ever go away.

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WHO Recognizes Video Gaming Addiction As Mental Disorder

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if wanna wanna get to know me...

What is your full name? not telling

Are you named after anyone? my great grandmother

What does your name mean? God is my only judge

Where are you from? northern california

Where do you live? “”

Where were you born?””

Which of your parents are you closest to? both

Which of your parents are you more like? probs my dad

What is your favorite drink? green tea

What is your favorite food? açaí bowls

What is your favorite holiday destination? any place european or tropical

What is your favorite childhood memory? summer camp

What is your favorite way to pass time? reading

What is your favorite snack? prickly pears

What is your favorite sport? ballet

What is your biggest regret? don’t have any

Are you a fan of any sports team? not really

Are you a dog person or cat person? both

Are you scared of heights? no not really

At what age did you go on your first date? 15

What is an ideal first date for you? library & a picnic

What is at the top of your bucket list? visit greece

What is something you are gifted at? enjoying conversation with woman who are triple my age

What is something you look for in a partner? somebody to laugh with me and be concerned with me at all the accurate times

What is something you wish you were gifted at doing? singing for sure

What is the one item you can’t leave home without? my grandmas picture

What is the best compliment you have ever received? im beyond my years

What is the first book you remember reading? dear john by nicholas sparks

What is the first movie you remember seeing? fox and the hound

What is the last book you read? the sky is everywhere by jandy nelson

Do you like pets? love

Do you have any pets? yes, two

What is the name of your first pet? cookie <3

What is your best physical feature? smile

What is your eye color? shit brown

What is your favorite color? “”

What is your favorite fairytale? not sure

What is your favorite ice-cream flavor? green tea or mango

What is your favorite music genre? HA!!!

What is your favorite nickname? nells

What is your favorite quote? “live like you’re at the bottom, even if you’re at the top”

What is your favorite type of clothing? anything comfortable

What is your most commonly used swear word? fuck

What is your star sign? no fucking clue

Do you have a best friend, if so, then who? yes, my mom.

Do you have a tattoo? nope

Do you have any allergies? pollen & cats

Do you have any birthmarks? If so, where? yes, on my left leg. it goes away when i’m tan

Do you hold any convictions that you would be willing to die for? no

Do you prefer kissing or cuddling? cuddling

What piece of technology can you not live without? laptop

What was the first concert you ever attended? drake

What was your favorite subject in High School? english/art

What was your first job? babysitting

What was your least favorite subject in High School? history

What is the furthest you’ve ever been from home? hawaii or nyc

What is your biggest fear? losing a family member

When did you suffer your first heartbreak? i was 17. when my grandmother passed away

When was the first time you were on a plane? i honestly don’t remember. extremely young.

When was the last time you cried? yesterday. over a movie.

When was the last time you got in a fist fight? years ago.

Who has left the most impact on your life? my teachers.

Who is the best teacher you ever had? senior year, my economics teacher, mr. lines.

Who is the first person you call when something exciting happens? my sister vanessa

Who is the first person you call when something horrible happens? my sister vanessa

Who is your favorite musician? there’s no way someone can answer this lololol

Who is your role model? my sisters

Who was your first Boyfriend/Girlfriend? some italian asshole

Who was your first Celebrity crush? chad micheal murry

Who is your favorite actor? leonardo dicaprio

Who is your favorite actress? jane fonda

Describe yourself in a single sentence? im high all the time even though i’ve never once consumed a single drug in my entire life.

Have you ever dated two people at the same time? nah

Have you ever suffered a fracture? *knocks on wood* no.

Have you ever visited a country outside your continent? nope

How many Boyfriends/Girlfriends have you had? 3

How many relationships have you been in? 3

If you could give your younger self any advice what would it be? stop being a fucking liar and do your fucking homework

Last time you swam in a pool? last august

What is your most embarrassing moment? peeing myself in music class

On a scale of 1-10, with 10 being the highest and 1 being the lowest, rate your fashion sense? -100

On a scale of 1-10, with 10 being the highest and 1 being the lowest, rate your driving skills? 4

On a scale of 1-10, with 10 being the highest and 1 being the lowest, rate your cooking skills? 8

On a scale of 1-10, with 10 being the highest and 1 being the lowest, how good a kisser are you? 6

One thing you know now that you wish you had known as a kid? appreciate your parents

The first app you check when you wake up in the morning? email

What app do you use most? spotify/pinterest

What are some of your bad habits? not cleaning up after myself, not taking off my makeup, biting my nails.

What are your favorite things about yourself? my warmth, my eyes, my versatility of music, and old soulish style

What are your hobbies? reading, painting, planning, interior designing, organizing.

What countries have you visited? mexico

What countries would you like to visit? lots

What do you consider unforgivable? always forgive for yourself

What do you do for a living? i live

thanks so much of you read this. means you give a shit about me.

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