#again and again and again

[thunder-opossum]

Fuck

[mezucore]

do you believe in fate? well, i want to believe!

[revvethasmythh]

will say. why's it always laura that gets the same set of questions about the exact same topics every. single. time

[garadinervi]

June Jordan, Apologies to All the People in Lebanon (Dedicated to the 600,000 Palestinian men, women, and children who lived in Lebanon from 1948-1983) (from 'Living Room' (1980-1984), 1985); in Naming Our Destiny. New and Selected Poems, Thunder’s Mouth Press, New York, NY, 1989, pp. 135-137

[deathlywounded]

Spoilish rambling about Cyberpunk and Death.

I don’t understand how people talks so lightly about Cyberpunk 2077. Yeah, it’s an amazing shooter and fun as hell, but dude, it destroyed my heart like for real. I delayed Nocturne until there was NOTHING else to do because of the fear that it gave me to face the last mission, the last call to the lover, everything. And god I was right to fear it. Maybe I am too sensitive for this kind of stuff, maybe I’m just tired, but this shit is heart wrenching. And not just the end, the quests in the middle, the connections and their weight. How you need to read between lines to understand how some of the characters really feel or how there is noisy advertising goddamn everywhere. And let me tell you, I don’t know about yours, but my V is such a good guy. Yeah, he’s a mess and is far from being a saint but ah man, if someone deserves a second chance is this lad right there. I loved V from the start to the end of the game. Angry fvker helping every soul on his path like it’s nothing, loyal to death. I wish he had cried, I feel like it would have made him a little lighter.

I think a lot about death y know, like, a lot. I have my good number of lost soldiers on me, maybe is that. But this game makes you face the inevitability of death, of the end. And what can you do? Can you lose hope? Can you fight? Does death really gives meaning to life or is reason just another torture, another grim joke of evolution that makes it even more painful? if we were just monkeys grieving a pain we cannot fully put into words but we can contemplate, would we suffer less? It is possible to make your own headcanons about an afterlife where you see all the people and beings you lost again, it is, but some of us can’t, this experience reminded me of that.

It just came back so clear, when I lost my faith completely years ago, and understood they’re not reachable anymore. After years I started believing that we’re just energy, transforming and learning, one day we just come back to the source and become whole again. Maybe that’s just another “headcanon”, like the one I will write for myself in Ao3 just to survive this game.

[narutosnutsack69]

sorry to get kinky on main but the thought of a world without you in it makes my chest hurt

[ecstarry]

i don't think i will ever forget what i felt during the sauna scene in challengers

[pigeondroppings]

[camembri]

oda was listening to the part of work song when hozier goes "when my time comes around / lay me gently in the cold dark earth / no grave to hold my body down / I'll crawl home to her" when he wrote the zs death pact actually. who else is doing it like them huh. who else has such devotion written into the very fibres of their beings, to not only their captain but each other and the rest of their crew.

[yeah-thats-probably-it]

an underrated thing in j&w fanfiction is when bertie innocently says something that could be taken for him expressing romantic feelings for jeeves (or he actually IS expressing romantic feelings) and jeeves.exe stops working for a second. might be my favorite thing actually

[cologona]

Jason’s desire to be loved and his ideological issues with Bruce cannot be extricated from each other. If you love someone you want them to matter to the world. As a… citizen, as a person. If someone hurts them, if you love them you want to see recompense. If someone kills them? You’d want to see change, or at least the promise of it via punishment.

The death of Bruce’s parents drove him to become a friggin’ Bat Man, surely the death of his son would also drive him to action? Bruce acts like this is a matter of the personal vs professional but it’s not! It never has been!

[garadinervi]

June Jordan, Moving Towards Home (from 'Living Room' (1980-1984), 1985); in Naming Our Destiny. New and Selected Poems, Thunder’s Mouth Press, New York, NY, 1989, pp. 142-143

Angela Davis reads 'Moving towards Home' from The Essential June Jordan (Edited by Jan Heller Levi and Christoph Keller, Foreword by Jericho Brown, Copper Canyon Press, Port Townsend, WA, 2021), July 9, 2021

[bowtiepasta]

you know sometimes “oh you’re fucking blocked” rolls off the tongue nicer than “i’d appreciate some credit for this thank you”

[rakiloveslewis]

guys i'm confused why did lewis not partake in the azerbaijan gp ???? can somebody enlighten me ????