then just say what you’re actually angry at her for ffs. some people need to be made to think, it’s unreal. women transgressing appropriate behaviour is always met with dull comments about their appearance, it’s the exact same behaviour that was leveraged against amber. all this does is keep these attitudes alive for the next time a female target comes along who ‘deserves it’ lol. women are not a special breed, they can have terrible ideas like men do, but like men on the whole they should be judged based on those ideas not based on their perceived ageing
I'm a few pages in Fever Code and I can't wrap my head around the fact that WCKD only planned to take Sonya for the maze experiment and leave Newt but the guards were like, "But yall we just killed his parents not a minute ago- Goddamit, fine, let's just take him too, he could be a control subject." LIKE- 😦
say what you want but aa3 feenris was extremely real in terms of an old connection that left an impression so permanent that they still know each other extremely well no matter what feelings remained. the thought of them drives me insane. what happens after the game ends? was the trial and the truth that got discovered everything needed and did they decide that was the end of it? does one of them wish to talk but the pain and the complications don't allow it to happen? does phoenix visit? does iris, when he is disbarred? do they fall into the quickest friendship in the history of friendships because of that mutual understanding and faith in each other? does one of them ever entertain the idea of trying again but then think "no. too much has happened" and the thought ends there, a pure hypothetical, and it's for the best, really, and it's not like there are any feelings of that nature left... but there could be, right? but there also couldn't. right? what were the odds of two young people meeting and loving each other so very much that that love burned each other into their minds and made them have so much faith after all these years. what were the odds that young love would end so strangely and so painfully. what were the odds of them meeting again. screw endgame, screw ships, what a fucking story they are is what matters.
and the impact of that story that they carry! love may leave you forever but the memories stay, and that's how it never actually leaves. i like to think, believe, more like, that those memories slowly turn into something neutral overall: "there were good times and then there were bad times; a shame, a pain, but now an acceptable one, so i remember the hurt as one looks at a faded scar and remember the good as one looks at a photo in a dusty frame", and i hope the last impression those memories and that relationship leaves on them is a soft smile and an "i hope they're well", because lord knows they both deserve some peace.
Hey, do you remember that really homoerotic scene from Skyfall? No? That's okay, here's a Vettonso version of it :)
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Hi hello, finally my weird psychosexual relationship with Casino Royale has come to fruition. Yeah this is directly based off a scene from Skyfall, but I def envision the vibe as being more like Casino Royale hehe. I can't believe I made that inspo board for this AU almost 4 weeks ago, and then ended up drawing a four panel "comic" about it. Ahhhh proud of myself, a bit, a tad. I think this took 20+ hours across the span of a week? God. Anyways I digress! The AU!!
First of all, their Bond song would be "My Way of Life" by Frank Sinatra. It's so toxic, codependent and obsessive, I'm in love with it. And it really suits Fernando and his motivations and outlook in this AU. Basically, MI6(in the context of James Bond) in this AU is an analog for Ferrari. It picks theses guys up, tells them that they're Ferrari MI6's most special boy, chews them up, and then spits them out when they're finished extracting all their talent and skill and life force.
Much like with Ferrari, Seb in this AU replaces Fernando after Fernando loses favor and becomes undesirable. Now Seb is the new golden boy, and Fernando has turned to a life of crime! Fernando resents Seb for this of course, but also becomes obsessed with him and the idea of him , and how they are connected. It's weird to watch someone else basically go down your exact same path and unknowingly make all the same mistakes(buying into the mysticism of it all too much, being overly cocky, having naive beliefs and goals, etc.) He is caught between wanting to doom Seb even more but also wanting to "save" him, by corrupting him and convincing him to work together.
Basically: He's both a Bond girl and Bond villain.
Fernando is in such a weird place in this AU. I think he's just very dramatic. Seb is just casually living his best 007(005?) life, and Nando is watching him with binoculars, whispering to himself: "DOESN'T HE UNDERSTAND THAT WE ARE NARRATIVE FOILS!?" Yeah he hates Seb, but like the song lyrics say, their lives and dreams are inherently tied up together. He would feel lost without Seb, because Seb basically, unknowingly, destroyed and then took over his life. Maybe he'll feel satisifed if he manipulates Seb into going down the exact same path a bit better.
About the drawings themselves. Still can't believe this scene is a real thing that actually happened, insane to me. But in this AU, after the events of these drawings, Fernando definitely kicked all his henchman out of the room, and fucked Seb in the chair. And then against the wall. And then on the floor. Hey man, Seb is already looking mighty delicious with his unbuttoned attire and being tied up.
I think the general plot would be that Fernando keeps trying to seduce him to the dark side, and Seb keeps making him think it worked, only to escape at the end of the encounter. Leading Fernando to just come up with increasingly more violent and kinky traps. Seb goes along with it(read: enjoys it), leaving Fernando satisifed, only to somehow escape and wink and make kissy faces at Fernando in the process. (Fernando smoking cigarette in bed: "How do I make him stay. Sigh.")
I like to think though that Fernando does win in the end, by realizing, ah wait shit I do need to actually explain my motivations to Seb. And Seb is so worn down by his job, not Fernando, and how he's being treated, that he listens, really actually listens, and realizes Fernando does really have valid reasons. And then they become evil crime husbands yayyyy. Wow you thought this was a espionage AU? Well it is, but just not the outcome you'd expect.
Quick question chat should I start writing fan fiction again?? I'd be willing to do american horror story and Percy jackson stuff, but just nothing nsfw
I might start another blog for my fics and stuff but I'm not sure tbh
edit; i decided to start another blog for fics and ahs content :) it's @zoebensonsgf so if you wanna request anything please go there