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disagigglebilities · 6 months
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Not me telling grown ass men they sound like idiots when they go on about how "attitude changes everything" wrt disability. Like uh no. No amount of smiling is gonna make my heart rate stay down. Stfu you dumb fucks
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blueiight · 1 year
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now as for why his other crimes against claudia and black and disabled women go unnoticed, i'm going to hazard a guess that you stepped into the ◻️ side of the fandom and especially the side where louis is purely an object for lestat's gratification and not a whole person. where any analysis of louis is only in relation to loustat (which is common for lewis because that's what anne wrote him as).
it's an interesting manifestation of white supremacy where black characters are only seen in relation to white characters.
*claudia's relationship with louis doesn't matter but you'll see endless conversations about whether lestat loved claudia
*all the black women prostitutes and louis as their pimp never get airtime (which btw might give insight as to how louis sees women generally and later on himself) but antoinette the most transparent character gets days of analysis
*louis' relationship with his family isn't discussed (and yet who he is and how he behaves in his own family is informed by this) but when it's time to put up lestat defence you will hear everything about his father, mother, brood of siblings and his cousins if they can be unearthed
u make a rly interesting point on how louis viewed women being part of why his days as hbic of storyville flow in the beats that they do… we’re introduced to the aftermath of bricktop fighting off the alderman who tried to rape her but the framing is more like ah just another busy day for mr du lac cleaning up after some bs again just before the vampire shit. drunk rapist racist man calls louis a racial slur? ahh hes not just that slur u see, ur speaking to louis de pointe du lac& he owns 8 of these 14 properties or however many r down the block. we literally only see the musicmen in the azalea, we no longer need to see him ‘cleaning up’ after nobody. aww aint that nice lou [LOL]. playing stan wars over evil vampire yaoi is stupid but ig its cuz i dont subscribe to the church of white supremacy ppl seem to think im an ‘apologist’ for certain fictional characters or try to group me into certain fan camps. #jobless . theres certainly merit in analyzing lestat x louis relationship n how louis fits into that + how lestat’s own past informs his present [u need ingredients to bake a cake, even if the cake is 150 years old] but u make points in how ppl can be a bit more lenient to lestat bc hes white, even moreso if theyre coming from vc fanon bc post interview lestat is the/a central character n vc fans love framing les as the hero lolz. but i do wonder if louis was kept white would fans still stretch and hyperanalyze cuz they cant see a bm exploiting bw or having a readily available farm of humans in dubai as ‘evil enough’ n would be more readily able to recognize where louis’s moral complexities n capacity for evil in canon lie as is? w/o tryna badger down black fans or fans who dont wanna play into harebrained theories when louis’s actual crimes r right there as ~~ dumb louis fans tryna cry apologetics ~~~ or w/e idk. i think show wise claudia and louis’s relationship is fascinating bc theyre both creole [i have a post n sandwiched in a bs response to an ask i mention how i think the mind link they had/have serves a metaphor to this as well] and vampire siblings/parent and child/etc etc.. emotional codependence predicated on the denial of claudia ever being allowed to be woman, bc louis wanted a child, wanted something to fill the emptiness of losing his family/wealth all in one, but she is selectively mature when it serves louis for her to be. shes coming up on 33, can the children kill the father, can claudia take this out my hands
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teamjacobthot · 4 years
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twilight saga character tag!
thank you sm @softtwihoe for tagging me <3 i feel like im still new to the renaissance fandom on tumblr even tho i never stopped being a twihard so shit like this warms my heart <3
now my spicy twilight takes………………...
1. Character you find most relatable to you as a person?
the love of my life, without a doubt, 100% leah clearwater. mfs tried to make her feel bad for feeling her feelings but she was valid in all of them. also its canon that shes a scorpio but yall aint hear it from me
rosalie bc we have similar trauma (lmao :/) and like to disagree with people. i also love big dumb men
edward. as a fellow whiny musical pissbaby who cant let shit go, i get it
2. Character that didn’t have a POV in the books or certain unfinished manuscripts, but you wish did?
ok maybe this is super underground but sue!!! mf!!! clearwater!!! she had allllllll the tea on the pack and tbh i really wanted to see how she and her family were before and after harry’s death. that event was a really big deal (outside of just bella and edward) and set shit OFF in new moon
billy bc he also had hella tea and i bet he was super fucking conflicted during the ENTIRE saga bc he couldnt say shit to charlie!!! that shit sounds rough!!!!!
quil bc he was the last to phase and i just wanna know what he was going thru. he would’ve had hellaaaaa jokes too but smeyer doesnt care abt nonwhite characters so :/
charlie, assuming he supports the black lives matter movement
i guess overall i just wanna know how EVERYONE was doing in new moon bc that story ran DEEP. i want a midnight sun for new moon but for every character
nobody asked but new moon is the best in the saga and new moon stans have the best pussy
3. Character that’s underrated and deserves more recognition?
the entire wolf pack but wbk
riley but tbh i think its bc i just loved xavier samuel in the eclipse movie
the denali coven!!!! their story was incredible imo and while irina was a snitch, i understand why she snitched. she didnt deserve to die. the denalis deserve so much better and while garrett is cool to have around, that doesnt fill the void that irina left bc the volturi decided to be a bunch of haters. i want them to heal so bad. 
tanya gets a bad rep for having a crush on edward but she deserves better too
i’d like to read abt the vacations that the denalis with the cullens too
oh and all thats just BESIDES the succubus legend that tanya and kate and irina started in canon!!!!!!!! like??????????????????? they fucked and killed human men??????????? thats the story i wanna READ bitch!!!! thats my jennifer’s body (2009) fantasy!!!!! smeyer is a coward tho
btw carmen and esme are girlfriends :)
4. Character you thought was unnecessary for the story?
ok besides the obvious, and nobody drag me for it, but bree tanner. I get she was there to show us how fucked up the volturi are and to sorta predict bella as a newborn but……...we already knew the volturi kill mfs just for fun. if the cullens werent gonna adopt her we really didnt need many details on her. and regarding the newborn thing, bree’s role as a newborn didnt really mean shit bc bella ended up being ~the perfect newborn~ anyway!!!! smeyer tried to sell us the short second life of bree tanner as if there arent other worthy characters of having a spinoff novella about like leah or seth or rosalie or emmett or charlie or resume from bella’s ovary. that being said………..
resume, for multiple reasons including:
resume literally shouldnt exist. vampires shouldnt be able to have working sperm and even then, edward shouldve pulled out. he could barely even tongue kiss bella so wtf made him think he could cum in her????? whyyy didnt he use his big vampire brain to consider that????? 
resume seemed totally unwanted and unthought of??? bella and edward were so mf absorbed in each other like regular teen couples (with 1000x the intensity but still) that it didnt seem likely that theyd want a baby after fucking like three times anyway. miss bella “fuck them kids” swan also gave no indication of wanting children. ever. EYE would have simply aborted and went on to live my best vampire life :)
resumes existence defeats the purpose of imprinting bc theres no way she’d be able to conceive with jacob. at all. but we know smeyer doesnt think shit through
smeyer writing in resume ruined jacobs character even more esp coming off the shitshow that was eclipse. periodt
5. Top 5 female characters?
leah <3
rosalie
bella
sue
angela
6. Top 5 male characters?
jacob (pre-eclipse but that’s implied)
emmett
seth
quil/paul (i love them equally)
edward’s dumb ass <3 sometimes
7. Character interaction that didn’t happen but you wish it did?
rosalie and edward but only under the condition that he finally stops being a misogynistic pissbaby towards her and accepts her for the sexy legend that she is. i feel like they’d get along well but smeyer is anti-hottie and anti-talent so i guess we’ll never know :/
leah and someone who loves her and respects her and validates her feelings :)
JACOB AND HIS SISTERS. OR EVEN JUST RACHEL. she literallyyyyyyyyyy came home after YEARS in breaking dawn but he was too busy simping over bella to acknowledge her??? huh???
bella and a licensed therapist
edward and a licensed therapist
8. Character that deserves more development?
the whole entire wolf pack but wbk
more specifically, embry. whooooom is his father???
emmett. like we get it hes funny and hot but like……….spare depth maam? any spare depth????
9. Character who is your total opposite?
jasper bc he fought for people who look like me to be ENSLAVED and the fandom lets it slide for whatever reason :|
10. Character you warmed up to after experiencing the Renaissance?
edward, in some ways. i relate to him when im feeling extra self-loathing but then i get over it lmao. he’s still stupid tho
i used to think alice was annoying af (and i still kinda do tbh) but as a fashion hoe, i get it
charlie, sorta, even tho he’s a cop. i wasnt there for the original conversation on here but do yall think he supports black lives matter? idk tbh but we’ll never know bc smeyer probably doesnt know what police brutality is. anyways ive really enjoyed the discourse on his relationship with bella and how he doesnt trust edward
jacob <3 he’s always been my heart, my soul, my baby, my fuckin cinnamon apple, etc. but i love the posts that other fans/nonhaters have been making abt how warm and kind he was before smeyer fucked him over and how he deserves so much better. its like yes im glad youre seeing all the things that make me a team jacob thot :)
idk if yall have already been tagged but im tagging @howlonghaveyoubeenseventeen @leahclearwaterdefensesquad @leahclearvvater and @bellas-dumptruck-ass! also anyone can fill this out and say i tagged them <3
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knicole0527 · 4 years
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How Did I Fall For Unwritten History?
So I’m in a whole relationship right? Like a whole fat ass relationship. Like me plus her equals nobody else . Its kinda dope and kinda like coccaine . If she was a drug I’d take it . She grounds me . She makes love to my mind , heart , and then my body . Her way of words sometimes makes me feel stupid because she uses words I cant imagine using . My vocabulary aint that big . But ask me about math or science ? I’m definitely ya girl . She was my missing piece . If that makes any sense at all . We definitely have our rollercoasters but I’ll killl anyone over her and I stand on that . Best part its with who I chose and not who my parents chose or approved of. I actually dont care whether they approve of me or not. Mom didnt want kids anyways. As she put it, she likes “ a return to sender kid “ I know she used to joke about it but I later found it to be true. So at this point either you like my happiness or you dont. But anyways, So we met the first time at work, Afni Call Center to be exact. She was a bet. By bet I mean with green money with coworkers. So I bet that I would get smashed by this girl and they would each owe me 50 bucks. I mean who can turn down money. Plus she was kinda cute and I know she was watching my little booty when I would walk away . I was 80 pounds lighter when we first met .
But here lately things have gone to shit . I can admit I fucked up . Well in the beginning . I cheated . She found out . But I was honestly gone tell her everything but she found out I broke her heart all that and then some . Since I put all my business out there . Only reason why I cheated was because I wanted a kid . I wanted her for sure but I wanted a kid . As time passed us by I realized she doesn’t want kids at all . So I had to make a decision , kids or stick around for my one true love in my adult life . So I looked her in the face , I probably had tears In my eyes and told her I chose her . She looked at me with confusion for a little and I dont think she anted me to flat out give up kids. But I was gone doe what I had to do to keep her by my side .
Now before we get to me cheating . I had an apartment on Old Morgantown Road . I loved that damn space man . Hard wood flooring . Storage unit . I had a w/d hook up . I had a good apartment and I could afford it and be able to live my best life . Rent was 475 a month . Utilities and water ran me about 80 . So I was well within my budget . But my dumb ass got involved with this man who I thought I could change . I was trying to hear from nobody about nothing . I wasnt trying to hear that he was cheating because I felt like I gave him no reason to cheat . I was giving him everything and then some . Hell I let his stupid ass cousin stay on my couch . So they were living rent free right , I know stupid Kendra always doing dumb shit . I should have opened my eyes but I didn’t .
Well he and I are definitely no longer together . He got my little cousin pregnant . I dont know whats worse . That she knew he was still living with me . That she knew we was kin . That he knew we was still together , fucking and living together and I never ask for a dollar . Or that my bosses had to call me in the office with another one of my cousins and sit me down to tell and show me that he was cheating and she was pregnant . It even shocked me that she tried to question me about my niggas car . Like girl he and I live together so yes maam I’m gone drive his car . and she was in shock to see me in the drivers seat . huh . Aint that funny how it all played out though ? But you know , karma got took his dick for a minute . He got the worst news of his life . His heart was just as shattered as mine . His trust was screwed if not worse than mine . He found out that while he was too busy cheating on me , she was getting knocked down by his cousin . LMFAO SERIOUSLY . He did all that cheating and got that girl pregnant and ended up getting played himself . So while I was his woman , he had a side bitch who had a side nigga , but THE SIDE NIGGA HAD A SIDE BITCH . I hadnt had sex with him in a while because things started getting to me and I was becoming very suspicious so I was still going to get checked anyways . But yea . What a fckd up love hexagon . Crazy how we all worked together . But when I reached my snapping point . I became a little on the ratchet side and called his mom and told her come get her sons belongings because he was homeless again . My cousin didnt have her own spot so somebody had to come take care of him because by that time I was done pretending .
Shit got bad for me mentally . I had me fckd up . I lost my job and went broke because I drank and popped it away . I know definitely wasn’t the right thing but I just wanted to feel numb to everything . I didnt really care how I got high just as long as I as high I was okay and at peace .
Alot of time went by and my past came back . She made me feel safe . And she saw me ; like the actual me . She knew something was up . Hell I gained 50 pounds since the last time we seen each other . But when she came back . I dont know if I was more so excited to see her or trying to fuck her right there on the floor at work . I walked in the door and the moment I seen her ... I didnt care who I was talking to , I think Wanda , I’m sorry boo but I seen my old boo and just had to do it . I could not help myself I had to hug her before I did anything else . I had a little more weight on me too because during our last encounter , hmm hmm , I was a bit smaller and hadnt grown boobs yet . So when she seen me running 90 mph to her ; baby girl was in for a shock .
Time went by and we started seeing each other a little more outside of work . Then she started to spend the night . But when she started doing that , I think I made things a little complicated for her at her moms . I had no intentions of doing so but it kinda got weird because she wasnt coming home very much any more . But yall , when I had her all to myself . Do you know how many times I undressed this girl with my eyes . I mean she standing there fully clothed and I seen EVERY INCH of her thru them clothes . It was bad yall . lol . She kinda eventually sorda moved in ; even though I thought she had already moved in . Time went by and things were okay ya know . We were just in the “ talking “ phase and just filling each other out . She started to grow on me a little more than I planned . and then I wanna say it was my birthday or after ? Baby girl was so drunk . She , our mutual friend , and I went to go grab food and drinks . Weeellllllll , I trapped her into drinking and drinking and drinking . We got home ? and she drank and and got funnier as the night went on . I remember that day like it was yesterday and the videos I have are absolutely the funniest videos I have ever recorded . “ butt clouds “ and the car honk that about gave her a damn heart attack .
Anywho times have went on . We decided to go to hilltop and live there . Who would have thought we would live together because I was stern on not wanting to live with her . It was weird living there . Always wondering if or when we were going to get a roommate . Then ? Thats the first time I ever broke a heart . See , she was always wanting to like distinguish a title. Meanwhile I am petrified of titles and labels and shit . Plus I have labeled myself for so long I didnt want to put a label on she and I . So I waited and waited and waited and decided to test waters . By testing waters meaning , I caught baby fever BAD . LIKE BAD BAD . I wanted a kid so bad I didnt think about talking to her first , I was just hoping one day I could be like , surprise baby we are having a baby ; butttttt I was gonna tell her how I got pregnant IF if actually happened . But she kinda beat me to it . She seen the messages on her tablet and as you know it went to shit from there . I broke her heart . I wasnt sure if or when she would or could ever forgive me . ( its JAn232021 ) and I know she still hasn’t forgiven me for anything . Not sure if she will ever get past it enough to love me love me .
We made it official , May 2019. By that time the only things that mattered to me were building a life with her. Come August 2020 . We got a place together and as time went on, I knew something was wrong but I would rather ignore it than have to go to the doctor because that just aint my cup of tea. I hate doctors.. they always wanna diagnose people with shit. I just didn’t wanna be one of those people so I held out as long as I could before it got to the point of being unbearable . I lost yet another good job . At first they thought it was covid and it wasnt . I tested negative for covid . Then I had like 5 appointments that following week . I was put on all types of stuff . I was throwing up everything . I was crying non stop . I was doing things not in my normal regimen . Thats when things fell harder on her . Harder as in bills , and stress and everything . I became that burden . I became the thing in the relationship that puts everything on the line . I became the complete failure in the relationship .
I wasn’t able to help like I planned . in fact my checks were so small that every pay day because I had all my bills and people I owed money to on auto pay and I kept making promises, put me in the negatives . I was in the negatives for 3 to 4 months . So imagine being the one in the relationship who didnt feel welcome . Who didnt feel like I deserved the love and things like that . All I wanted to do was help out and I couldn’t . Made me want to pack up and wait until I knew she was gone so I could leave . I didn’t know what to do . But I knew I was pretty much of no use . I knew that she resented me . I knew it pushed things back so far it may never come back to normal .
But now , Im better than I was still struggling though .  But I have this amazing job . I have a job where I can do my part and not hurt . I have a job where I can finally help out now . But its not enough . I’m not enough . The love is not enough anymore . I have became disposable . I have become the one who broke and shattered her heart and trust in her adult love life . How do I come back from it ? How do I rescue something that may have already died ? Am I worth it ? Am I better off without ? Do I deserve her ? She deserves the world and I want to give it to her I do .
But idk , maybe my mom was right . just maybe the only things I’m good at are singing and laying on my back . Havent accomplished shit yet . Got banned from a job because I tried to put my hands on someone . Got fired from 3 good fucking jobs because of my health .
Im crashing at this point . My future is on edge . I am on edge . this is not cool dude . But I will play the hand I’m dealt . Maybe I will win and marry the woMAN of my dreams . Or maybe I will just fck it up once again . We Will See .
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livingasaghost · 6 years
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a comprehensive list of all the lyrics from reputation that remind me of feyre/rhys/feysand/acomaf:
“WE THINK WE KNOW SOMEONE, BUT THE TRUTH IS THAT WE ONLY KNOW THE VERSION OF THEM THAT THEY HAVE CHOSEN TO US” - introducing the high lord and lady of the frikkin night court PLEASE BOW
ready for it 
“knew he was a killer first time that i saw him” - UM HELLO MEETING RHYS AT THE FIRE NIGHT?!
“in the middle of the night in my dreams you should see the things we do baby” - i swear half of their relationship started in their heads those filthy idiots
“knew i was a robber first time that he saw me” - feyre literally becomes a spy in tamlin’s house
“but if i’m a thief then he can join the heist and we’ll move to an island” - THEY PULL OFF THAT HUGE HEIST TOGETHER IN ACOWAR AND THEY BASICALLY WANNA MOVE TO THAT LIL CABIN IN ACOMAF am i shouting i’m sorry
“he can be my jailer burton to this FEYRE” - at first he’s kind of her jailer but then she falls in love with him soooo (also this could be satire bc tamlin was literally her jailer)
“every love i’ve known in comparison is a failure” - TAMLIN THE TOOL AM I RIGHT
“i forget their names now, i’m so very tame now, never be the same now” - satire again but she does become ‘tame’ once she goes back with tamlin
“baby let the games begin” - oof acowar am i right
end game 
“big reputation ooooh you and me we got big reputations” - literally rhys and feyre both end up with big reputations 
“ooooh you and me would be a big conversation” - THE DEFINITION OF THEIR EFFING RELATIONSHIP
“i got a bad boy persona that’s what they like -- you love it” - freaking rhysand oof
“you hold me down and i’ll protect you with my life” - literally rhys about feyre
“i don’t wanna touch you i don’t wanna be just another ex-love you don’t wanna see” - feyre when she doesn’t realize she loves rhys and they’re mates lol
“KNEW HER WHEN I WAS YOUNG RECONNECTED WHEN WE LITTLE BIT OLDER” - okay so feyre and rhys didn’t know each other as kids BUT they were mentally connected by the bond so that’s kind of the same thing??
“reputation precedes me, in rumors i’m knee deep” - RHYS AND amirightladies
“for all your beautiful traits and the way you do it with ease” - literally i swear rhys says this about feyre all the time
“for all my flaws paranoia and insecurities -- i’ve made mistakes and made some choices that’s hard to deny” - and here’s rhys being self-deprecating as always
“i hit you like bang, we tried to forget it but we just couldn’t” - oof talk about their whole relationship 
“i swear i don’t love the drama it loves me” - okay so this is like feyre and rhys both like both of them attract so much freaking drama without even trying
“i can’t let you go your hand prints on my soul” - FEYSAND FEELS
“you’ve been calling my bluff on all my usual tricks so here’s the truth from my red lips -- I WANNA BE YOUR END GAME” - in acomaf when feyre is just a DUMB DEPRESSED ABUSED BITCH rhys is like UH UH I AM CALLING YOUR BLUFF AND BRINGING YOU BACK TO LIFE ANGEL 
i did something bad
do i need to even do this one lol
“i never trust a narcissist, but they love me” - this whole song is about tamlin we BEEN KNEW
“for every lie i tell them, they tell me three” - literally tamlin and ianthe whenever they talk to feyre lol
“this is how the world works, now all he thinks about is me” - when she leaves tamlin is so bent up on her and she just wants him to let it go but HE CANT
“IF A MAN TALKS SHIT THEN I OWE HIM NOTHING i don’t regret it one bit cuz he had it comin” - poetic cinema
“they say i did something bad, then whys it feel so good?” - tamlin and lucien and everyone just thinks she’s evil and awful for siding with rhys but it doesn’t even matter HAHAHA
“so i fly em all around the world and i let them think they saved me” - when feyre goes back to tamlin’s court oof
“they never see it comin what i do next” - feyre causing trouble in the spring court in acowar hehehe
“he says dont throw away a good thing, but if he drops my name then i owe him nothing and if he spends my change THEN HE HAD IT COMIN” - HEAR THAT TAMLIN YOU HAD IT COMIN
“they’re burning all the witches even if you arent one - so light me up” - this whole song is just a feyre anthem am i right
don’t blame me
“don’t blame me love made me crazy” - feyre when she pretends the bond is broken at the end of acomaf lol “NO TAMLIN I PROMISE ID NEVER DO THAT RHYS MADE ME CRAZY”
“something happened for the first time in the darkest little paradise” - the freaking night court is a dark little paradise am i right
“for you i would cross the line” - FEYRE! CROSSED OVER! FROM THE SPRING COURT! INTO THE NIGHT COURT!
“they say she’s gone too far this time” - literally everyone judging her for jumping ship to rhys
“echoes of your name inside my mind, halo hiding my obsession” - !!!!!! THEY LITERALLY ECHO IN EACH OTHER’S MINDS!!! AND THEY’RE SO OBSESSED!!!
“i once was poison ivy but now i’m your daisy” - this line is interesting bc in theory she went from a daisy to poison ivy but RHYS actually turned her from the depressed poison ivy she was in acomaf to the daisy that loves him and fights for their court OOF
“and baby for you i would fall from grace just to touch your face” - FREAKING THIS LINE!!!! FEYRE FELL FROM GRACE BC SHE WANTED TO TOUCH RHYS’ FACE!!!
“if you walk away id beg you on my knees to stay” - all i can picture is rhys on his knees rememberrrr
delicate
“my reputation’s never been worse so you must like me for me” - RHYSAND TO FEYRE 
“we can’t make any promises now can we babe? but you can make me a drink” - this is like the beginning of their relationship bc they never really make promises to each other but they just spend time together and hope it’ll work out
“oh damn never seen that color blue” - mmmmm rhys’s eyes what a time
“is it chill that you’re in my head?” - honestly this whole song is rhys @ feyre
“do the girls back home touch you like i do?” - feyre thinking about freaking amarantha???
“echoes of your footsteps on the stairs, stay here honey i don’t wanna share” - all those times that rhys had to leave to do whatever business he had
“sometimes i wonder when you sleep, are you ever dreaming of me?” - !!!! the purest lil rhysand 
“sometimes when i look into your eyes i pretend you’re mine all the damn time” - if this isn’t feysand i swear
look what you made me do
GO OFF FEYRE GO OFF!!!
“i don’t like your little games don’t like your tilted stage the role you made me play, of the fool, no i don’t like you” - FEYRE GOING OFF ON TAMLIN AM I RIGHT
“but i got smarter i got harder in the nick of time, honey i rose up from the dead i do it all the time” - i just like to imagine feyre drawing herself to her full height with her wings and her fierce face and just towering over tamlin in rage
“i’ve got a list of names and yours in red underlined” - i mean....feyre has a list for sure
“LOOK WHAT YOU MADE ME DO!!!” - tamlin look what you made her do geez
“i don’t like your kingdom keys they once belonged to me” - MMMM feyre once liked the spring court but then he just LOCKED HER IN AND TOOK THE KEYS
“the world moves on another day another drama drama, but not for me not for me all i think about it karma” - feyre going to rhys is totally dramatic but she keeps thinking about the karma of it all
“maybe i got mine but you’ll all get yours” - FEYRE @ THE SPRING COURT
“i don’t trust nobody and nobody trusts me” - lucien @ feyre
“i’ll be the actress starring in your bad dreams” - god if this aint feyre
“i’m sorry the old feyre can’t come to the phone right now -- why? OH! CUZ SHE’S DEAD!” - !!!!! SHE IS NOW HIGH LADY GO OFF GIRL
so it goes
literally just the feysand sex anthem 
“see you in the dark, all eyes on you my magician” - rhys is totally feyre’s magician omg
“gold cage hostage to my feelings” - so many cage metaphors but this is a good nice cage bc it’s just her being held hostage by her feelings and not a mean white guy
“all the pieces fall right into place” - that’s feysand for ya
“you know i’m not a bad girl, but i do bad things with you” - FREAKING that’s just the definition of rhys and feyre 
“i make all your gray days clear and wear you like a necklace” - honestly this works for both of them bc they both make their gray days clear (and wear each other around lol)
“but i got your heart skippin when i’m gone” - rhys always being afraid when feyre goes off 
“scratches down your back now...” - i mean...need i say more?
“you did a number on me, but honestly baby who’s counting?” - let’s pretend i like writing about sex yikes
gorgeous
IF THIS AINT JUST TRUE FEYSAND
“you should think about the consequence of your magnetic field being a little too strong” - rhys definitely has a very strong magnetic field 
“and i got a boyfriend he’s older than us, he’s in the club doin i don’t know what” - lol @ tamlin
“you’ve ruined my life by not being mine” - i mean...come on
“you’re so gorgeous i can’t say anything to your face, cuz look at your face” - yes rhysand is GORGEOUS *DING*
“and i’m so furious at you for making me feel this way” - feyre was always just so mad whenever she started liking him bc she didn’t want to what a dumb bitch
“you should think about the consequence of you touching my hand in a darkened room” - this is like the whole beginning of their relationship haha
“ocean blue eyes looking in mine i feel like i might sink and drown and die” - !!!!! RHYSAND!!!
getaway car
I MEAN COME ON??! is taylor just copying acomaf??!
“it was the best of times the worst of crimes” - what tamlin did was a crime honestly
“i struck a match and blew your mind but i didn’t mean it and you didn’t see it” - this is all of tamlin and feyre’s relationship in acomaf honestly like feyre does stuff she doesn’t actually mean but tamlin doesn’t see it anyway
“i wanted to leave him, i needed a reason” - !!! SHE WANTED TO LEAVE TAMLIN!!! SHE DIDN’T HAVE A REASON THO SO SHE JUST CRIED FOR HELP!
“he poisoned the well i was lying to myself” - did he not?
“you were drivin the getaway car we were flyin but we never get far” - rhysand swooped in (although technically it was mor but whatever!)
“it was the great escape the prison break, the light of freedom on my face” - when feyre finally made it to the night court oof!
“he was runnin after us i was screamin go! go! go! but with 3 of us honey it’s a sideshow” - this is exactly what happened
“we were jet set bonnie and clyde - until i switched to the other side” - she and tam were partners! but then she jumped ship to the night court!
“i’m in a getaway car, i left you in the motel bar, put the money in a bag and i stole the keys, that was the last time you ever saw me” - i like to think about how feyre just skipped out of the spring court like the devious little minx she is
“i was riding in a getaway car, i was cryin in a getaway car, i was dyin in a getaway car, said goodbye in a getaway car” - oof
king of my heart
AND ALL AT ONCE!!!
“we rule the kingdom inside my room” - yep that’s feysand alright
“cause all the boys and their expensive cars with their range rovers and their jaguars never took me quite where you do” - tamlin gave her so much and yet he really didn’t give her what counted hmmmm
“AND ALL AT ONCE YOU ARE THE ONE I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR KING OF MY HEART BODY AND SOUL” - sigh
“your love is a secret i’m hoping dreaming dying to keep” - they have to hid their love when feyre goes back to tamlin and now i’m sad
“change my priorities the taste of your lips is my idea of luxury” - before rhys feyre really didn’t have anything to fight for so he gave her purpose and life and proved that she had that in her all along, even without him
“is this the end of all the endings? my broken bones are mending with all these nights we’re spending” - RHYS LITERALLY BROUGHT HER BACK TO LIFE AFTER SHE LOST SO MUCH WEIGHT AT TAMLINS
“baby all at once this is enough” - feysaaaand
dancing with our hands tied
“i loved you in secret, first sight we loved without reason” - even though she didn’t love him from that first time at the fire night, even when she saw him she was like OOF THIS GUY
“my love had been frozen, deep blue but you painted me golden” - !!!! NAME A MORE PERFECT LYRIC! FEYRE WAS LITERALLY DEPRESSED AND BLUE BUT RHYS BROUGHT HER BACK AND MADE HER GOLDEN!
“you said there was nothing in the world that could stop it, i had a bad feeling” - literally just them going to hybern
“you had turned my bed into a sacred oasis” - need i say more
“people started talking, putting us through our paces, i knew there was no one in the world who could take it” - when word got out that they were together and ppl just hated that
“but we were dancing, dancing with our hands tied” - mmmm starfall
“i loved you in spite of deep fears that the world would divide us” - like honestly feysand to the extreme
“so baby can we dance through an avalanche?” - oof
“i’m a mess but i’m the mess that you wanted” - FEYRE IS SUCH A MESS! RHYS IS SUCH A MESS! BUT THEY BOTH WANTED EACH OTHER!!!
“cause it’s gravity keeping you with me” - they’re literally mates and they keep being destined to be together it’s gravity bay-beeee
“i’d kiss you as the lights went out, swaying as the room burned down, i’d hold you as the water rushes in, if i could dance with you again” - literally the end of acomaf i’m sad
dress
the other feysand sex anthem yeet
“our secret moments in a crowded room, they got no idea about me and you” - oof when they have to go to the court of nightmares
“there is an indentation in the shape of you, made your mark on me a golden tattoo” - this is so feysand it hurts
“all of this silence and patience pining and anticipation my hands are shaking from holding back from you” - like???? honestly get a room
“say my name and everything just stops i don’t want you like a best friend” - remember when feyre thought they were just friends LOL
“ONLY BOUGHT THIS DRESS SO YOU COULD TAKE IT OFF” - it be like that sometimes
“inescapable i’m not even gonna try” - that’s exactly what their relationship is
“and if i get burned at least we were electrified” - oh they were electrified all right
“i’m spillin wine in the bathtub, you kiss my face and we’re both drunk, everyone thinks that they know us, but they know nothing about...” - just like...imagine the two of them...im crying
“even in my worst times, you could see the best in me” - !!!!! feyre @ rhysand and rhysand @ feyre
“flashback to mistakes, my rebounds my earthquakes, even in my worst lies you saw the truth in me” - tag a more perfect couple
“and i woke up just in time, now i wake up by your side, my one and only my lifeline” - IT’S THEM! EACH OTHER’S LIFELINE!
this is why we can’t have nice things
“why’d you have to rain my parade? i’m shaking my head i’m locking the gates” - honestly tamlin is at fault like he didn’t have to be an asshat and yet...
“THIS IS WHY WE CAN’T HAVE NICE THINGS DARLING BECAUSE WE BREAK THEM I HAD TO TAKE THEM AWAY” - feyre taking herself (the nice thing) out of the spring court bc tamlin’s an ass
“did you think i wouldn’t hear all the things you said about me????” - literally so much shit-talking is done in the spring court i swear
“there i was giving you a second chance but you stabbed me in the back whlie shaking my hand” - the definition of tamlin honestly
“so i took an axe to a mended fence” - BYE BYE BITCH
“but i’m not the only friend you lost lately IF ONLY YOU WEREN’T SO SHADY” - lucien even said tamlin was in the wrong!!! AND TAMLIN WAS SO SHADY HE WENT TO THE KING OF HYBERN!!!
“here’s a toast to my real friends!” - we love the inner circle
“and here’s to my baby!” - we stan rhysand
“and here’s to you cuz forgiveness is a nice thing to do -- I CANT EVEN SAY IT WITH A STRAIGHT FACE” - LOLOLOLOL
call it what you want
okay out of ALL OF THE SONGS this one is definitely the one that matches up the most, the one that i think is truly 100% the best feysand song in existence
“my castle crumbled overnight” - feyre literally was in the spring court and then suddenly she just felt awful and tamlin was the worst
“i brought a knife to a gunfight” - feyre trying to fight amarantha but also trying to go against tamlin
“all the liars are calling me one” - IANTHE AND TAMLIN OOF
“nobody’s heard from me for months, i’m doin better than i ever was” - !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAS BITCH
“my baby’s fit like a daydream, walking with his head down i’m the one he’s walking to” - rhys does not care what anyone says or thinks he just loves feyre oof
“SO CALL IT WHAT YOU WANT YEAH CALL IT WHAT YOU WANT TO” - literally no one understands them outside the inner circle and i just wanna die
“my baby’s fly like a jetstream, high about the whole scene, loves me like i’m brand new” - RHYS LITERALLY FLIES! AND LOVES HER LIKE SHE’S BRAND NEW!!!
“all my flowers grew back as thorns, windows boarded up after the storm” - funny bc it’s a court of THORNS and ROSES but also she did change from that innocent soft girl to someone who would cut a bitch for her friends, she also is really closed off at the start of acomaf and rhys just...
“he built a fire just to keep me warm” - KEEPS HER WARM!
“all the drama queens taking swings, all the jokers dressing up as kings” - the frikkin spring court (tamlins the drama queen lol)
“they fade to nothing when i look at him” - dare i say oof
“and i know i make the same mistakes every time, bridges burn i never learn at least i did one thing right” - SHE DID ONE THING RIGHT
“i’m laughing with my lover making forts under covers” - picture feysand building a pillow fort
“STARRY EYES SPARKING UP MY DARKEST NIGHT” - LIKE COME ON!!! THE NIGHT COURT!!! IM SCREAMING!!
“I WANT TO WEAR HIS INITIAL ON A CHAIN ROUND MY NECK, NOT BECAUSE HE OWNS ME BUT CUZ HE REALLY KNOWS ME” - okay wait this one though....dare i say....oof
“you don’t need to save me, but would you run away with me - yes” - that’s like the definition of feysand 
new year’s day
“there’s glitter on the floor after the party” - STAR FALL!!!!
“don’t read the last page but i stay when you’re lost and i’m scared and you’re turning away” - i’ve run out of cool anecdotes so cut to me sobbing
“i want your midnights” - like...all their nightmares....
“i can tell that it’s gonna be a long road, but i’ll be there if you’re the toast of the town babe, or if you strike out and you’re crawling home” - oof
“i stay when it’s hard or it’s wrong or we’re making mistakes” - still feeling things
“hold on to the memories they will hold on to you” - im sad
why she disappeared
“when she fell, she fell apart” - feyre in acomaf am i right
“cracked her bones on the pavement she once decorated as a child with sidewalk chalk” - FEYRE’S A PAINTER! IT FITS!
“when she lay there on the ground, she dreamed of time machines and revenge and a love that was really something, not just the idea of something” - honestly tho if this aint feyre
“when she stood, she stood with a desolate knowingness, waded out into the dark wild ocean up to her neck, bathed in her brokenness” - *singing* acomafff
“said a prayer of gratitude for each chink in the armor she never knew she needed” - it helped her find rhysand
“standing broad shouldered next to her was a love that was really something” - OOF
“without your past, you could never have arrived, so wondrously and brutally, by design or some violent exquisite happenstance...here” - !!!!!! FEYRE ARCHERON EVERYBODY!!!!
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cryinggameff · 6 years
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Cayden and his friends were drinking and doing god knows what else while watching the game. I had agreed to let him host the party here, which i was kind of regretting because they were loud as hell and it made it hard to take my mid day naps. I had left for a bit to go and pick up some groceries so i could make some food for them to eat plus some snacks and such and now i was back home. I walked past going to put the stuff in the kitchen.
“Baby, you back?” Cayden said, getting up and coming to the kitchen.
“Yeah, just went to target,” I said, taking stuff out of the bag.
“How’s my baby?” He put his arms around me to grab my belly.
“Active. He’s been jumping around all day,” I sighed. He moved his hand around.
“That’s because he’s a little baller. Or maybe a gymnast if it’s a girl.”
“Mmhm,” i said, putting my hand over his. Somebody scored and the guys got all excited. We both looked over. I started taking stuff out the bags. Cayden removed his hands and started going back to the living area. I glanced at him and saw his jaw was locked and arms flexed. I was confused. He walked up to Rambo and smacked him on the back of the head.
“Damn man!” Rambo jumped. He turned around and Cayden grabbed the blunt that he must have just lit out of his mouth.
“I told your slow ass not to be smoking in my house when my wife is pregnant. Are you dumb?  That’s my kid you fucking with bruh,”
“My bad Cayden, I forgot,” he said quickly. “I’m sorry man,” he said. Everyone else looked to see what Cayden was gonna do. I already knew what he was planning to do and considering he was China’s man and what not i couldn’t have them falling out or that would make things awkward for all of us. I put the milk I was holding down. I reluctantly intervened.
“It’s ok baby,” i said to him from the kitchen. He looked up at me and I gave him a look to calm down and of course he listened and backed down. He just put the blunt out and came to throw it out in the kitchen. He came up behind me and wrapped an arm around me again.
“Sorry,” He said by my ear just so I could hear.
“It’s ok,” I said, leaning up to kiss him. I wasn’t mad, after all he was right, it was bad for the baby. Cayden had stopped smoking, around the house anyways, all together. It was cute how concerned he was about the baby. He kissed my shoulder and I giggled.
“She’s already pregnant dog, give it a break,” ty said as he came strolling in to the kitchen to open the fridge. I blushed but laughed.
“Hey! I just got those,” I complained. But nobody was listening. He was long gone and they had broken into a play fight, crashing on to the floor and rolling around like children. “You’re 26 years old,” I grumbled, picking my rolls off the floor.
I made some stuff for the guys and then took my food upstairs to eat and watch some shows.
I ended up falling asleep after eating, but woke up a few hours later with terrible heart burn. That was happening a lot now. I would take it over being nauseous 24/7 like in the beginning, but it was still very uncomfortable. I went downstairs to go find some tums and realised Cayden and his friends were gone. I looked at my phone real quick and Cayden had texted me saying he was gonna go in to work. I got some tums and some milk and went back to the bedroom. I decided to give Cole a call because i hadn't talked to him in a while.
"Hi Colebear,"
"Hey lil mama. How you doing?" he asked.
"Im ok, just tired and sick all the time," i complained.
"That sounds horrible," he said. "How much longer you got anyways? Tryna make sure im there when the baby gets here."
"Still have like 4 months. Im ready for it to be over, and i just wanna hold my baby already." I groaned in frustration.
"When we gon find out if its a boy or girl? How am i supposed to buy them some swag if i dont know?"
"I was supposed to find out a while ago but i kept missing my appointments. Im going in a few days, should find out then."
"Word? aight keep me posted."
"I will," i said, "so whats up with you and Ty. He came to my house a week ago and from what he said yall had some drama when he visited." I was being nosy as usual.
"Aint no drama," he mumbled.
"What did you do?" i asked in an accusing tone. He sighed.
"I may have iced him out a little."
"Why?" i asked, confused.
"Things were getting...intense."
"Thats how a relationship works Cole," i pointed out.
"I know," he said simply. I smiled a little bit.
"I get it. I was the same way when Cayden and i started getting serious. It terrified me. It's scary to love someone."
"So what did you do?" He asked.
"Well Cayden didn't really give me an option to run. He followed me every time, " i laughed. "Eventually i just got tired of trying to run away and i just dove in. Now i'm married to the fool and carrying his baby."
"Diving in sounds terrifying."
"It is," i bit my lip, thinking back to when Cayden and i were still dating. "But its worth it."
"Ugh. I cant with this sappy shit right now. Im bout to go to practice and i dont need to be in my feelings while tackling a bunch of dudes."
"Okay fine, ill drop it for now. But you need to just accept you love him and move on. Don't overthink it," i said seriously.
"okay mom."
"Oh God, can you imagine someone is gonna be calling me that soon," i said, more to myself.
"I can see you as a mom. You always taking care of people or helping them fix their lives, even when they didnt ask," he laughed.
"What can i say, i dont know how to mind my business," i shrugged.
"Lowkey im the same," he said. "But i gotta go."
"Okay babe, have a good practice. Ill talk to you later." He said bye and then i hung up.
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"Yo, How's the shipment going?" I asked him, referring to a deal i had going with Sean. He was organising the order while i handled the logistics and such.
"Man i don't think we have enough here. We gotta bring some from the other warehouse. I was gonna call Pat but i wanted to run it by you," he got up and i followed him out to the balcony looking down to the rest of the warehouse. It was busy with niggas at work like usual, organised by product.
"What he want?" i asked.
"Coke mostly, but he talking about he got some guy wants a bunch of crystal. We got 10, 20 pound max here," he said, nodding at the back of the room where the guys were breaking and weighing a fresh batch.
"Who the fuck wants to buy that much crystal?" My brows came together.
"Man who knows, thats your boy, ask him. Im just saying, thats pretty much all our supply from both warehouses, and we have one cook" he said. I nodded because he was right, but that wasn't my biggest concern. It was just weird to me that Sean was suddenly moving crystal when he had never before. I couldn't help think back to the time Randi asked if Sean could be trusted and wondered if she was on to something.
"Dont call Pat. Not yet anyways. Imma have a little meeting with Sean first," i decided.
"Got it," he nodded.
"By the way, thanks for checking on Randi while i was gone," i said. He shrugged.
"Uncle duties and what not," he smirked, "how she doing anyways? You weren't playing when you said she was emotional."
"She tired all the time, i feel bad. She go off on you?" I laughed.
"Nah, just crying and shit. I don't know how you do it."
"Ill take crying over when she gets angry."
"True," Ty nodded. I checked my watch.
"I gotta go find Keisha, i need her to get Sean here. I aint going to Cali, i just got back," i looked around a bit.
"She was here with Kassie earlier, training and what not. How you get her to come back anyways?" he raised a brow.
"I begged," i chuckled. " Why? you still got a crush on her? Thought you were all about the D now."
"Fuck you Cayden," he said, turning to go back to his office. I laughed and went off to find Keisha.
I ended up just calling Keisha from my office and she came up.
"Hey, sorry, Kassie was showing me around. She just left," she said.
"It's all good. I need you to do something for me though. 2 things actually."
"Sure, what is it?" she pulled out a pen and notepad.
"I need you to get Sean here. ASAP."
"Got it," she nodded.
"Also i need you to book me a trip, for 2. Jamaica, not business. Anytime in the next month or so," i looked up from my phone calendar.
"I'll get right on it..." she paused. "It's sweet. I mean, im assuming it's for your wife."
"Yeah it is. Gotta keep her happy," i shrugged. She smiled. Then she seemed to remember something and pulled out her phone
"Oh before i forget, the accountant is coming tomorrow. Just a reminder. Also, your calendar says its Ty's birthday soon, do you want me to arrange anything?"
"Remind me an hour before tomorrow. Get a gift for me, Randi is doing the rest. She throws unnecessary parties, its kind of her thing," i rolled my eyes.
"Okay then. Ill go start on this," she said, turning for the door.
"How was the training by the way?" i asked. Kassie had been here the whole time i was gone, showing her the ropes
"Good. She was really nice. She had a lot of great things to say about you. But i'm not surprised, you're a nice guy Cayden. I cant tell you how much this job means to me, my son too," she brushed her golden curls aside. "I mean i made decent money at the club, but...this is a lot better," she bit her lip. I nodded.
"You should have called me, I always cared about you Keisha," i smiled at her gently seeing her get emotional. She was all tough exterior, it was rare to see this side of her.
"I was embarrassed," she shrugged.
"You aint gotta be. How people make money is none of by business. Bur don't worry, i pay my assistants a lot. You gotta put up with my ass, just wait, you'll be sick of me soon." She laughed.
"Thanks Cayden," she smiled.
"You're welcome," i said simply. She left and closed the door behind her.
Once she was gone i called Randi to check on her.
Randi
Cayden called me just after id gotten off with Cole. He asked how i was and then he was telling me about what he was doing and when he would be home. Then i heard someone talking in the background, it wasn't a guy though, it was a female voice.
“Who is that” I said.
“Who’s who?” He asked. I sat up straighter in the bed chair.
“The chick talking in the back ground,” i said. I couldn't think of any reason for there to be a girl in his office at the warehouse. I knew there were a few girls who were involved in selling and what not but Cayden didn't spend time talking to pedlars or people lower in the chain, he handled all the big time stuff. I started to wonder if he wasn't really at the warehouse but i didn't see why he would lie.
“Keisha,” he said, as if that meant anything. “My assistant.”
“When did you get an assistant? You don’t like anyone, how’d you even pick someone.”
“I told you months ago that I needed an assistant baby,” he reminded me. This was true but still.
“Hm,” I said simply.
“So we good then? I’ll see you in a few hours,” he said.
“Okay,” i said, hanging up. I had been too annoyed to say bye or I love you.
Why would he get an assistant without telling me? If that even was his assistant. I knew there was always random girls walking around that definitely weren’t assistants, the business kind anyways. I wondered what this Keisha girl was assisting Cayden with and my blood started to boil. I tried to not be this person but pregnancy also had me a bit mentally unstable and I wasn’t particularly confident right now. Was Cayden fooling around with another girl because i was becoming the size of a whale? I panicked and started to get up off the bed and pulled on a sweater.
I wasn’t really sure what I was doing until i was driving for 20 minutes and leaving the city to go towards the warehouse. I never came here on my own and I started to second guess myself as I pulled up and security immediately posted up. I got out of the car and locked it. One of the guys looked familiar though and I was pretty sure I’d seen him before.
“Are you lost shawty?” Another guy said, licking his lips in a disgusting way and looking down at me. I was about to release all my fury on him when the familiar guy spoke up.
“That’s Cayden’s wife you idiot” he said. The previous guy shrunk back.
“My bad,” he said quickly, head down.
“Should i get Cayden for you?” The familiar guy asked. I shook my head.
“I know my way,” I said, motioning to the door. They paused but moved out of the way. I adjusted my cardigan and went in. People stared at me because i rarely came period let alone on my own. Also I was pretty pregnant now which drew attention. I went upstairs to the offices and stopped in front of Cay’s. I debated whether or not to knock then decided against it. I opened the door and walked in.
Cayden looked up and his face went very confused when he saw me. He was in the chair and a girl stood beside him, bent over and pointing to the computer screen.
“Randi? What the fuck are you doing here?” He said. My face must not have looked happy because he quickly got up. “I mean is everything ok? Is it the baby?” He came over and put a hand to my lower back. I immediately checked his hand for the wedding band which was there.
“The baby’s fine,” I said, looking him over for lipstick, makeup, anything.
“What’s going on then?” He asked. I looked up at the girl standing and starring at us. Cayden looked up. “Keisha can you give me a minute with my wife,” she stood for a minute looking which was strange but then she shuffled out. I was looking around his office looking for any signs of anything messy when Cayden put a hand to my cheek. “Baby, What’s going on?”
“Nothing,” I mumbled, feeling like the biggest fool.
“You drove all the way up here for nothing. Nah,” he shook his head. I choked up, I couldn’t say I came because I thought you were cheating.
“I don’t feel good,” I lied. I did feel sick to my stomach all of a sudden but more out of guilt. Guilty that I’d thought he’d do something like that and also because the way he looked worried now that he thought I was sick.
“Maybe I should take you to the hospital,” he said, feeling my forehead.
“No I’ll be okay,” I said quickly. “I think I just need to go home,”
“I’ll take you,” He said “someone will come pick me up after.” I agreed. He held me all the way out of his office and down the stairs. Once we got in the car I was still thinking about the fact that he got an assistant and didn’t tell me. That was still sketchy, cheating or not.
“How do you know her?” I asked.
“Keisha?” He asked. I waited for him to lie because honestly I already knew the truth. I was simply testing him.  “Being 100, we used to fuck but it was a long time ago, and we were actually friends.”
“So is that why you didn’t tell me?” I asked.
“This about to be a problem isn’t it?” He asked. “Wait? Is that why you drove all the way down here?” Well shit.
“Well I heard a girl in your office,” I said, defending myself. He turned to face me then.
“And you automatically assumed I was what? Cheating?” He looked upset. I was supposed to be the one angry. “You don’t even trust me huh? Still,” he shook his head. When he put it like that he made it sound bad.
“It’s not like that-“
“What’s it like? You came running, so that’s what you thought.”
“Well...” I started. “Normally I wouldn’t be scared but look at me,” i gestured at myself. “I don’t look tight and right at the moment. And don't eve play me like you didn't just hire a girl you used to sleep with and not tell your wife about it.”
“You’re insane Randi. You’ve lost your mind. I ain’t even gon fight you cause you carrying my kid.” I got frustrated and was fighting the urge to break into tears so i just glared out the window for the ride home.
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mollyshaj · 6 years
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“So who is this guy?” Tiffany asked. I had my phone sitting up on my vanity so I could speak to her through face time while I did my makeup.
“His name is Tristan. I told you about him before. If you weren’t with your grandmother you would’ve been coming with me.”
Today I was headed to Tristan’s house for his little barbecue or whatever. He told me I could bring my daughter and I planned to but that changed. This cookout fell on the same weekend my mother planned a trip to DR with Tiffany and my aunt and her daughter who’s a year older than mine.
“I thought you didn’t like him anymore.”
“Well I’m seeing where this could go. What are y’all doing though?”
“I’m waiting for Déjà to get ready so we can go to the beach.”
“Okay that’s good. Well, have fun and keep your attitude in check. You hear me?”
“Yes, love you mama.”
“Love you too,” we blew a kiss to each other before ending the call.
Finishing my makeup I put my clothes on before going to the closet for my shoes. Just as I got done putting them on, my phone rang. Going back in the room I picked it up and answered since it was Nicole calling me.
“We’re outside, bring your ass.” She said as soon as I picked up, I didn’t even get the chance to say hello.
“Alright damn, I’m about to come out now.” Ending the call I grabbed my purse and keys before turning off my room light and leaving out.
After locking up my house I went outside to see Nicole in the driver side of what looked like a drop top Mercedes Benz. I know she’s making money but she isn’t dropping bags on something like this so I want the tea on this shit.
“What’s good hookers,” I greeted them.
“Hey bitch,” Ebony said back.
“Why does your man have to live all the way out in west bubba fuck?” Nicole probed as she pulled off down the street.
“Fuck all that, where did this car come from?”
“Oh this is Rashad’s, I was at his house last night and since I was picking you whores up he said I could take one of his cars. This is the one I chose, I’m cute as fuck in this bitch huh?” Nicole said with a big smile on her face.
“Yeah cute and fast, slow your ass down. At least get on the high way before you start that fast shit.” I buckled my seat belt quickly. Nobody was in the mood to die because of this bitch. “One of his cars though? How many does the nigga have?”
“Three,” she shrugged her shoulders. “Now answer my question, why does this nigga live so damn far?”
“Bitch it’s 30 minutes so stop,” I laughed, she was stretching it. Tristan lives in Tenafly and it’s only 35 minutes away from Jersey City, of course her dramatic ass wants to act like she’s traveling across country.
“That’s far enough.”
“You’re complaining about 30 minutes but have no problem bouncing from here to New York all the time?” Ebony asked.
“That’s different, fuck it though. Have you been to his house before Mariah?”
“No, he told me he followed Rashad’s lead on getting his house built though, talking about he doesn’t want his house to look like anybody else’s.”
“He seems like the type of nigga to say some shit like that. So what’s the deal? You were all gong ho about us fucking with these niggas; what’s up with you?” Nicole glanced at me through the rear view mirror then turned her eyes back to the road.
“Nothing, we’re cool and we went out a few times but it’s nothing serious at the moment. I need to see that he’s dead serious before I jump into anything.” I answered.
“I feel you on that, but it’s obvious something is going on. Look at you, all extra cute and shit.”
“Oh please this is me all day everyday just like what you’re rocking is you. Eb,” I leaned up to get a good look at her outfit. “Okay bitch got them chocolate legs out, you about to remind that nigga why he calls you Hersh?” I smirked at her.
“Fuck outta here,” Ebony laughed. “I’m not even thinking about Kaylin like that. I have my first photo shoot in day after tomorrow,”
“For real?”
“Yes and I’m excited as hell and y’all know I’m all moved into the house so I’m not worried about men all.”
“Where did you move to again?” Ebony moved out of Jersey City a few weeks ago and I have yet to see her new place but I’ve heard nice things about it. I’m glad she got her son up out of Jersey City because lord knows the niggas over there are acting nuttier than usual.
“Chatham, I found a nice three bedroom 2 bathroom house. It’s in my budget, right around the corner from the school, it’s a nice neighborhood, and it’s perfect for me and Jayden.”
“Girl how the fuck are you swinging rent in that expensive ass city? How much do you have stashed away?”
“Enough nigga, and my dad is helping me out a little bit but that’s not the point.”
“About time you let Black help you out. Only bitch I know that has a daddy with some loot and doesn’t act like it.”
“His money has nothing to do with me, besides he’s not rich he’s just not broke either.”
“Girl bye,” I waved her off.
She can dumb down her father’s money all she wants to but Black is a big deal out here in these streets and everybody knows his ass is far from broke. He puts up a good front, raising all of his kids in Jersey City and not in the area where the rich people reside; he was in the hood with us.
One good thing he did was raise his children to be humble and get their own shit. Ebony has always worked for everything she has so she doesn’t like taking anything from him; Jas is the same way to a certain extent. She’s independent but the girl isn’t stupid, that’s why she’s living nice as hell over there in Madison.
“I’m just saying, it doesn’t matter when are you bringing your ass by anyway?”
“When I have time, I’m working my ass off and I just filed for custody of Tiffany so that’s about to have a lot of my focus.”
“You did it? That’s what’s up, the first thing we need to do when you get full custody is have a girls night in type of thing. Get in her head a little bit especially since she’s going to be with you full time. The girl is going to need all the talking she can get,” Nicole joked.
“Fuck you,” I laughed her off.
We drove another twenty minutes before we finally pulled up to Tristan’s house. I was actually impressed by the look of his home. I halfway expected him to have a bachelor pad like Rashad has; from what Nicole says you can look at his house and tell he was a single man and had no plans on changing that. Tristan actually has a nice family home, I guess him having a son is the reason he bought a house like this.
“Okay this is cute,” Nicole said as we got out of the car. “Oop your boo is here Eb.” She pointed to Kaylin’s car.
“He’s not my boo, he’s the homie it’s a difference. Now how are we going in here?”
“Let’s go straight to the back,” I suggested. We went straight to the back using the little walk way that led to the backyard.  “I smell food, that’s what the fuck I’m talking about. I hate when people keep you waiting mad long for the food.”
“Greedy as hell,” Ebony shook her head at me while she laughed.
“It’s quite a few people here, I didn’t expect this.” Nicole said while looking around the backyard. It was a lot of people here, most of them I don’t know at all. The only people I recognized was, Kay, Rashad, Kai along with her boyfriend; Trey and Jas, everybody else were pretty much strangers as far as I’m concerned. “Oh hell I spot a baby mama,” she pointed towards the back door that had just opened. I thought Tristan’s bitch of a BM was about to come out but it was that bird Brandi instead.
I looked at Ebony who was obviously irritated by the fact that she was here; I could see it on her face easily.
“Damn, I didn’t know pregnant bitches dressed like that.” I shook my head laughing at the overly tight short set she was wearing. Ole girl wasn’t leaving anything to the imagination which usually wouldn’t be an issue but doesn’t she have a baby in her stomach? And why is she damn near ass out in front of her baby father’s friends? That’s fuckin’ weird if you ask me.
“Let her be a thot in a box if she wants to, that’s their baby being carried around like that.” Ebony shrugged.
“Shouldn’t she be showing by now?” I asked under my breath. I don’t think they heard me because nobody bothered to answer but it didn’t matter. It’s been a few months since Ebony and Kaylin met and if what he says is true then he wasn’t fucking her once they started talking. How is it that she’s pregnant by Kaylin and but not showing. Shorty doesn’t look any different from the last I saw her, stomach isn’t poking at all. Once again, some weird shit.
“Fuck her, where’s Tristan? I wanna say hi thank him for the invite then eat.”
“Over there with his friends and shit.” Nicole pointed out. We walked over and said hey to everybody. Nicole and Ebony went to get their food right after greeting the group. I was about to go but Tristan grabbed my waist sitting me on his lap.
“Tristan I’m hungry and you making me sit here really isn’t helping me.” I faced him smiling.
“You know you like this seat so don’t even front.” He said back.
“Whatever, what do you want out of my life?”
“Can you make my plate?”
“The fuck? Nigga you haven’t eaten yet?”
“I did but I’m trying to eat again. I mean, it aint really for food but I’ll take whatever you give me.” He licked over his lips and I swear to God my ovaries jumped.
“Let me up Tristan,” I laughed some trying to hide the fact that he had me feeling some type of way.
Chuckling he moved his arms so I stood up. As soon as my feet were on the ground good this nigga took it upon his self to slap my ass so hard I could feel a welt starting to rise.
“Muthafuck!” I shouted before hitting him upside the head. “That shit hurt nigga; you’re heavy handed as shit.”
“I just needed to see if you had some cushion back there for real, you’re on the small side.”
“No nigga I’m on the natural side; you’re used to those fake ass inflated bitches.” I countered back.
“Yeah aight, make my plate for me though please?”
“What does your fat ass want?”
“Give me whatever you get, I already know your greedy ass is about to go in.”
“You damn right,” I walked over by the food table and fixed two plates. When I got back to the table I gave Tristan his then sat next to the empty seat by Nicole. “Where did Ebony go?”
“She went to get something to drink; she forgot to grab it when we got our food.” Nicole answered.
“Looks like she made a new friend.” Kai motioned towards the food table where Ebony was smiling and laughing with some nigga. I don’t know who he was but he was fine as shit.
“That’s my cousin True,” Tristan said with a mouth full of food.
I glanced over at Kaylin and his jaw was clenched tight. I almost wanted to laugh at his ass but I wasn’t going to do that with his BM sitting right next to her. I don’t give a shit about her feelings I just don’t want her poppin her mouth off, I’ll feel bad for fucking up a pregnant woman.
“Well I hope he’s not an ass and actually has some sense. She needs s smile on her face these days,” I said before glancing Kaylin’s way again. He was so sick over just seeing Ebony talk to another man and I’m loving it. That’s what his ass gets; I hope she bags that nigga.
***
“This is a really nice house. You’re doing well for yourself.” I said to Tristan while we sat by his pool while things dialed down. The sun had gone down hours ago and a lot of his guest had already left. Some of our friends were still hanging around but most of his family was gone.
“Thanks ma, I appreciate it.” He kissed my forehead before resting his head on my shoulder.
“You’re welcome.”
“So what’s up with the lawyer? He’s helping you?”
“Yeah he filed the papers for me and everything so the ball is rolling. Thank you for hooking me up with him.”
“You’re welcome,” He nodded. “Spend the night with me.”
“What?”
‘Spend the night with me; I know your ass heard me the first time.”
“I did but I wanted to make sure I wasn’t hearing wrong. You want me to spend the night?”
“Hell yeah, and not even to fuck but I’m trying to chill with you. Besides it’s late as shit and I know Nic is going with Rashad.”
“Then how would Ebony get home?”
“Her sister here,” He shrugged and I laughed.
“No she left like twenty minutes ago.”
‘Oh, well shit she’ll get home I’ll make sure of it. You just need to stay here with me.”
“Let me think about it and see what they do first.”
“Aight, I’ll give you that.”
We sat there in silence for a few minutes; not uncomfortable at all, just chillin’. Just as I was about to speak, shouting from the other side of the backyard interrupted me. We both looked over to see Ebony arguing with Brandi while True and Kaylin stood in the middle trying to defuse both girls.
“What the fuck?” I got up with Tristan right behind me and we walked over to them.
“Get your girl before I punch that bitch in the face,” Ebony spat while putting her braids up in a ponytail.
“You aint punching shit in the face, bitch fuck you,” Brandi shouted back.
“What the fuck happened?” I asked Ebony while grabbing her arm. I could see the anger all over her face, she’s ready to kill this bitch.
“Her muthafuckin’ mouth is the problem. I’ve been ignoring this bitch the whole time I’ve been here but she can’t be grown and leave the shit alone. That bitch wants to talk about my son like I can’t slit her muthafuckin’ throat!”
“Why you bringing up people kids and shit?” Tristan asked Brandi, looking at her like she was stupid.
“Tristan shut the fuck up and worry about your own problems. Fuck that bitch and her faggot ass son,” Everything went silent as soon as she said that shit. At that point I wasn’t even going to bother holding Ebony back, this bitch deserved whatever comes to her. Fuck it.
“Aww shit,” Tristan mumbled under his breath.
Ebony found the strength of all her ancestors and pushed past True and Kaylin’s big ass, crashing her fist into Brandi’s face. When I tell you she started rag tagging this bitch, it was almost like she was fighting a blowup doll because she wasn’t doing anything to defend herself.  She cried, yelled for help all the while getting her body berated with punches and kicks from Ebony who still had heels on mind you.
“Oh shit, shit! She’s beating her ass yo!” Tristan howled with laughter.
“Nigga shut the fuck up!” Kay snapped at him as he went and tried to separate them but Ebony wasn’t letting go of that girl for shit. “Yo help me, she pregnant you fuckin’ dummies!” Kay shouted and Rashad and Tristan instantly tried to help.
I think they forgot the bitch was pregnant, I surely did. She wasn’t acting like she was pregnant she was just up trying to fight a minute ago. Plus, I think I saw that bitch smoking a blunt out front all making me remember what I was thinking about earlier. Her hoe ass probably isn’t even pregnant and Kaylin’s stupid ass doesn’t even realize it. They could break up the fight if they want to but I wasn’t getting in the middle of it, fuck that bitch.
After what felt like minutes Rashad finally got Ebony off of her. He was trying to get her in the house but that girl wasn’t haven’t. Nicole hopped up and helped Rashad damn near drag Ebony inside.
Kaylin was getting a now crying, screaming, and bleeding Brandi up off the floor.
“Talking all that shit and couldn’t even get a punch in,” Tristan shook his head in disappointment.
“Shut up,” I laughed at him.
“I’m just saying; man you taking her to the hospital?” He asked Kaylin.
“Yeah,” Kay grabbed her stuff then walked towards the front pulling her along.
“Damn, shorty went in. I think I found my future wife,” True said with a smile on his face.
“Nah nigga leave that alone,” Tristan told him.                                  
“Why does he have to leave it alone?” I asked; Tristan wasn’t about to try and cock block my friend for his, hell no.
“Mariah don’t try and be on no messy shit, why doesn’t matter right now he just needs to listen to what I say.” Tristan gave me a look that basically told me to drop the subject then did the same to True.
“Hey,” Nicole came outside, “We’re about to go.”
“You’re leaving?”
“Yeah, I’m going with Rashad and Ebony is taking the truck so if you want a ride you better come on.”
“Well I-“
“She’s good,” Tristan cut me off. I cut my eyes at him; he could be so damn annoying sometimes.
“Anyway, do you think she’s good to drive home?” I asked Nicole. Ebony was pissed the fuck off I don’t want her getting in an accident.
“Yeah she’s fine now; she just wants to go home. Her mother is over there with Jayden, I know she’s about to have a fit when she’s hears about this shit.” She chuckled.
“She sure is but Ebony whooped her ass so she’s good. You be sage and call me tomorrow.”
“I got you,” we hugged then walked in the house so I could talk to Ebony before she left.
“You good Ali?” I smirked; my girl was out here whoopin’ some ass. I know she doesn’t like fighting but its damn sure entertaining.
“I’m good,” she shrugged her shoulders.
“Are you sure?”
“Mariah, I’m good. Fuck that bitch, I did what I had to do I’m done with it. That was bound to happen at some point. It is what it is,”
“I’m good you feel that way. True likes you, but Tristan is trying to cock block for his boy.” I rolled my eyes, she laughed.
“I’m not worried about it, True is cool but he isn’t for me.”
“Why not? He’s fine as shit,”
“Yeah and he also has three kids by two different women with another one on the way. I’m good on that; I told him he could be the homie and its being done at that.”
“Damn, fuck is with these dudes?”
“I don’t know but I’m not even worried about niggas least of all True so tell Tristan his boy has nothing to worry about.”
“He doesn’t? So you intend on making that work is what you’re saying?”
“No what I’m saying is I’m not about to fuck with somebody that Kaylin knows. True is too close too home and it’s not out of respect for him, it’s out of respect for myself. I’m good on that drama.”
“So what if it’s a nigga that doesn’t know Kaylin?”
“Then maybe we can talk but I’m not even worried about dudes. I got enough going on with this crazy ass baby father of mine.”
“You’ve heard from that nigga?”
“He’s been calling me and I’m trying to figure out who the fuck gave him my number. I blocked him but he calls from different numbers, ole stalking ass nigga.”
“You need to get a restraining order on his crazy ass.”
“I’ve been thinking about that but he hasn’t been threatening me, it’s not illegal to call somebody.”
“True but he did used to put his hands on you so he is a threat. I just think you should look into it.”
She nodded, “Alright, I will. I’m about to go home though, I’m tired. I’m about to go lay down and take it down.”
“Cool, call me tomorrow.” We hugged then she walked out the front door.
Going in the backyard I sat down while Tristan cleared out the rest of his guest. By the time he was done I was yawning and dozing off in the damn chair.
“Come on,” he grabbed my hand pulling up then lifted me off my feet. “Put your legs around me,”
“We’re not having sex Tristan.”
“I’m not trying to fuck your rock head ass, just put your damn legs around me.”
I wrapped my legs around his waist and he carried me in the house. “You don’t have to curse at me, rudeness.”
“You don’t have to say stupid shit either,” he chuckled. “Assuming I’m trying to fuck you,”
“You’re not?”
“Nah, I’m cool on that, you aint even ready for it. I just want you to lay down with me.”
“We can do that,”
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“Are you really about to keep ignoring me?” Brandi sat on the couch with her arms folded and a frown on her face.
I haven’t spoken to her since we left the hospital and that was only to tell her she wasn’t mentioning Ebony’s name to the doctors or the police. Thankfully she was fine internally, externally she was fucked up. Her lip was busted, she had a scratch along the side of her face from one of Ebony’s rings and it looked like some of her hair was missing from her damn scalp.  She wanted to cry and act as if I was supposed to feel bad for her but I didn’t. I don’t know what possessed her to talk about Ebony’s child but I bet she was wishing she never said that shit.
“What the fuck do you want me to say to you Brandi? It’s almost seven in the fuckin’ morning, we just got here I don’t feel like dealing with this shit.”
“I’m trying to figure out why you’re mad at me. I didn’t hit that bitch, she hit me and I’m pregnant so not only did she harm me she tried to kill your fuckin’ child.”
“Man, get the fuck outta here with that. You were picking at her from the time she sat down up until she fucked you up.”
As soon as Ebony took a seat Brandi started her bullshit. She was making slick ass comments the whole time we were over there. Ebony ignored her until Brandi got on the phone with somebody, I don’t know who exactly, saying some dumb shit about parents leaving their kids to go hoe around.
I guess Ebony felt it was directed towards her and asked who she was talking about and it popped off from there. I was stuck trying to figure out how the fuck she knows Ebony has a child. Jayden was with us at Kai’s house but he was outside with the rest of the kids when they got into it.
“You must still be fucking her ass, how are you defending that crazy bitch? She put her hands on me!”
“What the fuck did you think was going to happen when you said what you said? You thought she was about to let that shit slide and not punch you in your shit? You’re not that fuckin’ delusional Brandi, you can’t be.”
“Fuck you Kaylin; all you wanna do is kiss her ass like I’m not the mother of your child.”
“I’m not kissing her ass, it could’ve been anybody and I would feel the same way I do now. You pushed the wrong buttons and got your ass beat for it.” I shrugged my shoulders. I don’t know what the fuck she expected me to say about this situation.
I was about to take my ass upstairs to get some sleep when the doorbell ringing stopped me in my tracks. I went over to the door and opened it revealing Kai standing there.
“What are you doing here this early?”
“You called ma last night and she called me telling me to come over here. What the hell is going on? It’s early as shit, all I heard was hospital and beat up. You got your ass beat?”
“You know better than that,”
“Well what the fuck happened?” I stepped outside closing the door behind me because knowing Kai, as soon as I explained what happened she was going to say something to Brandi and I don’t need that right now.
“She and Ebony got into it; I know you saw her starting with her that whole time.”
“Yeah I did, she finally got punched in her shit?”
“Basically, she said some bullshit about Ebony’s son and she beat the hell out of Brandi.”
“She did? Yes, that’s what the fuck I’m talking about.” Kai laughed.
“You fucked up for that,”
“No I’m not, as long as the baby is cool I don’t give a fuck. The baby is cool right?”
“Yeah she said the doctor told her she was fine.”
“She said? You weren’t there when the doctor said it?”
“Nah, I went to the bathroom.”
“So the doctor didn’t say anything to you about that shit?”
“No, the fuck was he supposed to? It doesn’t matter.”
“Doesn’t matter my ass; every time I ask you about that baby you always saying what she said the doctor told her. Why is your ass never around when she’s getting told all this shit?”
“Kai you’re making a big deal out of nothing.”
“No I’m not, that’s some weird shit. Why haven’t you gone to any appointments? It’s apparent you haven’t you never know shit.”
“Every time I ask about it she either already went or I forget about it.”
“So she never asks you to go?”
“No.” I shrugged again.
“Kaylin, this bitch brings that unborn baby up every chance she gets but she doesn’t bother asking you to go to her appointments with her? That doesn’t seem weird to you?”
“No because it doesn’t matter to me. I wasn’t going to the doctor and shit like that when she was pregnant with Angelic either.”
“Yeah but she asked you to it wasn’t her avoiding it. You need to watch that bitch, she probably aint even pregnant.”
“I saw her take the test Kai.”
“Nigga it’s 2012 you think it’s not possible to find a fake ass pregnancy test?”
“So you think she’s faking or something? Kai, she isn’t faking.” I shook my head. Brandi isn’t the smartest person on earth but the bitch can’t be so stupid. I’ve seen ultrasound pictures; they had her name on it. I watched her pee on the stick and the shit came out positive.
“All I’m saying is you need to watch that bitch. Everybody can see it’s something up with that girl besides you.” She shook her head. “You need to open your eyes and stop underestimating her feelings. Jealousy makes people do crazy things, on top of the fact that she’s already a broken person.”
Nodding my head I took in my sister’s words. Kai can be a little snappy at times but she has a good heart and regardless how much she clowns I’m her little brother. Her crazy ass will kill for me then slap my ass for making her do it.
“I hear you,”
“Good now besides that everything is good?”
“Yeah, tell ma not to worry about anything.”
“Alright, let me take my ass home. I’m going to McDonald’s, where is the closest one?”
“I have no clue, I don’t even think it’s one over this way.”
“Y’all suck.”
“You greedy,”
“Nigga I’m pregnant I have an excuse so shut up. I’m out, call me later, love you big head.” She walked down to her car.
“Love you too, be careful.”
“Always,” I watched Kai climb in her car then pull off down the street. Once I saw her turn the corner I went back in the house.
The events of last night and my sister’s words started replaying in my head. Brandi’s was always bringing up her pregnancy but her actions never reflected that shit. She was still running around with her flunky ass friends with our daughter right behind her.
From what I could see she wasn’t gaining any weight, but that doesn’t necessarily have to mean anything. Plus last night she was jumping up ready to fight not caring that she was carrying a child until after she got her ass whooped.
The more I thought about the more pissed off I became. My relationship with Ebony stopped before it even really got started because Brandi is pregnant. If she’s lying to me and fucked my shit up with Eb, I just might have to kill that bitch.
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Voltron Dance Academy AU
okay for this hear me out: I am not a professional dancer and I know jack shit about dancing but this is a fun thing spooking in my brain for a while now so bear with me please okay? okay
It’s headcanon time!
An AU where everyone is a dancer and shit
Basically there are two majour big dance academies in Altea: Voltron and Galra
It all starts by the Garrison closing down and the crew having to find a new dance academy.
Lance, Hunk and Pidge were put in a trio back in Garrison and therefore know each other and for comfort Pidge goes to see Matt and Hance join bc what else to do?
Keith is with Shiro and just “wat now”
so Shiro is just “Well Matt and I will just unwind tonight, wanna come?”
 And somehow they all end up at this open dance night, where they just have their fun and all dance a bit, until the club anounces the dance stage open for the more brave guys. 
Lance runs onto the now free dancefloor only to bump into this chick.
LO AND BEHOLD IT’S OUR GIRL BLUE
But the music aready starts and they roll wth it
Lance thought he is a great dancer, but oh boi, this girl leaves him in the dust with her precise and lively steps he is absolutely WOOED
If he is a level 10 dancer she exceeds the 70 Level line by far
Still everyone cheers them on and it’s super much fun!
Especially because both have a lot of fun together and despite not knowing each other and improvising a lot they click and dance pretty well together
Even if Blue is the one leading and hogging most of the spotlight
Shiro notices a few more people at the sidelines who seem to be with the girl, cheering for her (aside of this one chick who looks grumpy af all the time)
The next song comes on and a pretty small girl and a giant come forth bringing some BANGING JAZZ and michael jackson style steps to the floor (fedora and vest included)
They do all the stuff, from tap dance, jive, swing- a wild mixture, but stylish af
The song ends and Shiro sees the grumpy girl of the group return from the DJ. He wats to hold Keith back, but the guy already sprints onto the stage and almost clashes with this smaller girl (guess who)
And oh boi as the music sets in she gives such quick ballet moves Keith is left in the dust like Lance prior
Of course this is Keith, he aint going down without a fight and show off his own skills, but she owns the stage with her grace, as if she is flying over it, as if gravity doest exist
Keith “I dance ballet almost my entire life” Kogane is put in place by nobody else but this chick he never met and he is both furius and absolutely stunned
“Let’s get a big applause for the one and only Red Lioness of Voltroooon!”
Shiro: Voltron? Lance: Hold up! Isn’t Voltron that prestigeous dance academy?
“And now exclusevely just for this night The Lions of Voltron with their debut choreography!”
Nobody of them knows what the f is going on, but the music starts and they witness an absolutely epic dance group performanc led by this one young woman with the short black hair
It’s as if they all are one entity, their moves precise and totally synched up. 
Not only the synchrone parts, but the place swaps, the double moments, the acrobatic movements, it’s absolutely fitting and a perfect picture.
It leaves the crew absolutely stunned
The club goes back to it’s usual routine and everyone disperses.
Pidge runs at Matt (who had probably his third vodka lemon in hands) and fangirled about those quick jazz steps, the smooth movements of that very small girl that was dancing
he just nods and slurps his drink because yes mhm i have no idea what is happening, but yes let’s give my little sis some acknowledgement, god I am so drunk where is Shiro I need an adult
Hunk and Lance were basically not even listening at each other and just talking in one big waterfall about how AMAZING that just was
and Shiro quickly follows Keith who makes a B line to the girl he danced again
“What’s your name and where did you learn to dance like that?”
Red just turns to him absolutely unamused and scoffs
“Excuse me?”
Blue makes a face and gives a short whistle, but before a fight breaks out Black and Shiro pull their hotheads back
“Scarlet/Keith”
The two look at each other andd exchange soft smiles
“I’m sorry, he’s-” “It’s okay, I get it. Maybe we could talk outside?” “Yeah good idea.”
The others notice Shiro and Keith leaving and quickly travel behind.
Lance just leans against Hunk and gives Blue a charming smile
“Hey gorgeous.” And she smirks back just as flirty. “Hey there handsome~”
Count Lancce absolutely LOVESTRUCK
Red just keeps glaring at Keith and murmuring “This is ridiculous, let’s just leave.”
And before Shiro and Black can really talk a loud “There you are!” has the lions turn around, Blue just groaning annoyed.
Entrance Allura and Coran
Did I say Blue had Lance lovestruck? Oh no, boi just fell in love at first sight ho mama mia
Blue: Allura PLEASE Black: Olea, just don’t.
Allura just talks in one flow to Black about how they can’t just leave during an open end night and how they still had practice yare yare
“Allura, I get that, but we all needed a small break, just a little... change of pace, we’ve been practicing the routine non stop for the entire day.”
Cue the Crew feeling a bit awkward and third wheelie.
“And who are these guys?”
Lance: your future lover~ Green: he wished Blue: pFT
“Um, my name is Shiro. We actually just saw them all dance and heared they are called the Lions of Voltron so we... got a bit curious if they meant the academy of Voltron...”
Hunk explains that the Garrison had to be closed down and that all of them were looking for a new dance school
and immideatly everyones miens change
Red: good luck with your search then. Black jut puts two fingers to her lips to shut her up.
“Actually...” She starts with a smile and then Allura approuches them as well.
“This is actually great timing... How about we invite you to apply for Voltron?”
Some character info dumb and more word building under the cut
Blue: aka Oleander Alvaro
Called Olly or Olea by most
Specializes in Latino and hip hop
Dubbed the Blue Lion of Voltron, being in Lion Class by now
Extremely outgoing and goofy, but also very emotional and ready to throw some fists if necesary
despite seeming to have her shit together she is absolutely NOT OKAY
why be okay herself when she can make sure her crew and friends are okay? : )))))
Usually seen with her hair in a ponytail tho ofc v stylish with enough short hair framing her face
Very wavey/curly hair
absolute latino beauty
She and Red may “not get along”, but when dancing they are one entity
The dances she does with Yellow are usually just for fun, beause they have chemistry
Has no problem dancing leading parts
Green: aka Silvana Forest
for some reason people only call her Forest?
Specializes in Swing and Jazz/Tap-dance
Wears contacts, but glasses when tired
Dubbed the Green lion of Voltron
a tiny with barely 157cm
Makes a lot of compicated choreographys and steps, sometimes even acrobatic stunts
The crews intelligent brain and data manager
She likes to film practice and analyze steps to give scientific and objective tips for improvements
She usually dances pair with Yellow, but also likes to have story choreographies with Red
Snarky lil shit and dubbed ”gremlin” by Blue
You think she chill? Nah bruh she’s gona roast you if she sees fit. Totally no filter and will make you feel like shitp urely with words because she CAN
Yellow: aka Sun Désert
“All your puns on my name? I heared them already”
Specializes mostly in very traditional and classic dances like Waltz and polka and stuff
Always dances the leading parts for pairs and can adapt perfectly to everyones style
dubbed the Yellow Lion of Voltron
Such a big silent and fluffy man. Very teddy bear. Cuddles are always welcome
Basically the heart of the crew and the only male
knows how to party and have fun, but is quick to be the repsonisble mom friend (i mean he’s best friends with BLUE)
Blue uploaded Sun and Forest dancing jive on Elton Johns I’m still standing and it blew up quite positively being the starting point of putting the Lions on the radar for people
Big burly black man dancing with a tiny white girl it’s the cutest and funnies image.
He’s usully very chill but if you manage to fuck up and get him angry you have a storm coming boi
Red: aka Scarlet Rose
Aside of Black nobody calls her Scarlet, always only Red. Probably becase of her RED HAIR AND HER NTIRE NAME SCREAMING R E D
Has been dancing ballet almost her entire life but at some point she didn’t want to just dance ballet.
Actually she used to go to the Galra Academy, but then she met Alfor and... well she quit and applied to Voltron
(I have an entire post idea or her backstory so stay tuned)
Specializes in Blallet and Modern, but has a good grip on tango and other latino dances thanks to Blue
the second big Lion video was Greens recording of Reds debut solo on this song  but it was also her “trial” to see if she will stay on Voltron because he two academies have different philosophies
Obviously she was accepted
Silent but different than Sun
DANCING IS LIFE
she will dance as much as she can and always be rather practicing than anything else
gets easily frustrated with herself and prefers to dance soli than doubles
easy to aggravate and high tension 25/8
Her standarts for someone to call themselves a dancer are incredibly high
still the crew loves and values her even if their start with red were very difficult
Black: aka Noir Schwarz
Specializes in honestly everything. You give her a song and she will dance to it
She is the one making the group choreograhies
leader of the crew and the BIG MOM/BIG SIS
she has a very strong bond to everyone, but the strongest to Red as they BOTH had started at Galra and know each other the longest
used to dance a lot of pairs and duos with Zarkon but they... fell out
long story
since back then Noir suffers of chronic pain in her back and shoulders that it sometimes makes it hard for her to dance
she shoulders a lot of the problems in the group and sometimes there are fights because she is being too forgiving and nice to the bullshit that happens to her
“I have to stay strong for everyone.... I just have to keep up for the others.”
She helps out the others with their routines and will jump in for duos and the like if they are in a pinch
never complains about that stuff
“I got this.” She doesn’t got this
Infos about Voltron and Galra
Voltron is an old academy run by Leonard Weiss
He wanted for Alfor to join the comitee once he finished his course but Alfor had a terrible accident and is now on recovery rehab overseas, now Allura tries to live up to her fathers legacy
Corran does EVERYTHING, without him the school wouldn’t be able to run at all
The whole study goes for 5 years all devided in different named classes with “Lion” being the currently 5th and last class
The schools philosophy is less on the accuracy of steps and how technically well you dance and more on what feelings you can convey (thats why Red was on trial for an etire year. Her steps and technique were flawless but she seemed like a puppet)
who graduates from Voltron as a bright future to them
but because of Galra being so popular and their entire schoolbody doing anything to make Voltron seem bad and like a joke of a school their applications are almost none. 
Actually the current lions and Allura are currently their only students????;;;;;
meanwhile Galra is about to be the one dominating school in the entire city and around. Thing is that they are incredibly racist and basically the entire system is bullshit. If you aren’t on the same level as their best students you are immideatly inferior and will be made down, if you are no bowing to the tyrany of the Galra then you’ll have a bad time my riend
Voltron is strict and hard but they are “human” in that sense
but if by the time the Lion class graduates they don’t have more students the school will be closed and... well goodbye Voltron
That’s why they are fighting so hard
Altean Class exams
1st Class- a Duo, a soli, 1 group choreography (end of year)
2nd Class - 2 duo, two soli, 2 group choreography (3 times a year)
3rd Class - 3 duo, 3 soli, 2 group choreographies (3 times a year)
4th Class - 3 duo, 3 soli, 3 group choreographies (3 times a year)
5th Class - the Castapendio also known as Alchemy Trial requirements: 2 classical pieces, 2 modern of those 2 duo, 2 soli, 2 group choreographies + 2 completely free dances (makes 8 dances in total) at the end of the year To practice for the Alchemy Trial the 5th Class has no additional classes to hold.
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thekaeb3412-blog · 4 years
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The Story of How I Fell In Love With Unwritten History
So I’m in a whole relationship right? Like a whole fat ass relationship. Like me plus her equals nobody else . Its kinda dope and kinda like coccaine . If that makes any sense at all . We definitely have our rollercoasters but I’ll killl anyone over her and I stand on that . Best part its with who I chose and not who my parents chose or approved of. I actually dont care whether they approve of me or not. Mom didnt want kids anyways. As she put it, she likes “ a return to sender kid “ I know she used to joke about it but I later found it to be true. So at this point either you like my happiness or you dont. But anyways, So we met the first time at work, Afni Call Center to be exact. She was a bet. By bet I mean with green money with coworkers. So I bet that I would get smashed by this girl and they would each owe me 50 bucks. I mean who can turn down money. Plus she was kinda cute and I know she was watching my little booty when I would walk away . I was 80 pounds lighter when we first met . 
But here lately things have gone to shit . I can admit I fucked up . Well in the beginning . I cheated . She found out . But I was honestly gone tell her everything but she found out I broke her heart all that and then some . Since I put all my business out there . Only reason why I cheated was because I wanted a kid . I wanted her for sure but I wanted a kid . As time passed us by I realized she doesn’t want kids at all . So I had to make a decision , kids or stick around for my one true love in my adult life . So I looked her in the face , I probably had tears In my eyes and told her I chose her . She looked at me with confusion for a little and I dont think she anted me to flat out give up kids. But I was gone doe what I had to do to keep her by my side . 
Now before we get to me cheating . I had an apartment on Old Morgantown Road . I loved that damn space man . Hard wood flooring . Storage unit . I had a w/d hook up . I had a good apartment and I could afford it and be able to live my best life . Rent was 475 a month . Utilities and water ran me about 80 . So I was well within my budget . But my dumb ass got involved with this man who I thought I could change . I was trying to hear from nobody about nothing . I wasnt trying to hear that he was cheating because I felt like I gave him no reason to cheat . I was giving him everything and then some . Hell I let his stupid ass cousin stay on my couch . So they were living rent free right , I know stupid Kendra always doing dumb shit . I should have opened my eyes but I didn’t . 
Well he and I are definitely no longer together . He got my little cousin pregnant . I dont know whats worse . That she knew he was still living with me . That she knew we was kin . That he knew we was still together , fucking and living together and I never ask for a dollar . Or that my bosses had to call me in the office with another one of my cousins and sit me down to tell and show me that he was cheating and she was pregnant . It even shocked me that she tried to question me about my niggas car . Like girl he and I live together so yes maam I’m gone drive his car . and she was in shock to see me in the drivers seat . huh . Aint that funny how it all played out though ? But you know , karma got took his dick for a minute . He got the worst news of his life . His heart was just as shattered as mine . His trust was screwed if not worse than mine . He found out that while he was too busy cheating on me , she was getting knocked down by his cousin . LMFAO SERIOUSLY . He did all that cheating and got that girl pregnant and ended up getting played himself . So while I was his woman , he had a side bitch who had a side nigga , but THE SIDE NIGGA HAD A SIDE BITCH . I hadnt had sex with him in a while because things started getting to me and I was becoming very suspicious so I was still going to get checked anyways . But yea . What a fckd up love hexagon . Crazy how we all worked together . But when I reached my snapping point . I became a little on the ratchet side and called his mom and told her come get her sons belongings because he was homeless again . My cousin didnt have her own spot so somebody had to come take care of him because by that time I was done pretending . 
Shit got bad for me mentally . I had me fckd up . I lost my job and went broke because I drank and popped it away . I know definitely wasn’t the right thing but I just wanted to feel numb to everything . I didnt really care how I got high just as long as I as high I was okay and at peace . 
Alot of time went by and my past came back . She made me feel safe . And she saw me ; like the actual me . She knew something was up . Hell I gained 50 pounds since the last time we seen each other . But when she came back . I dont know if I was more so excited to see her or trying to fuck her right there on the floor at work . I walked in the door and the moment I seen her ... I didnt care who I was talking to , I think Wanda , I’m sorry boo but I seen my old boo and just had to do it . I could not help myself I had to hug her before I did anything else . I had a little more weight on me too because during our last encounter , hmm hmm , I was a bit smaller and hadnt grown boobs yet . So when she seen me running 90 mph to her ; baby girl was in for a shock . 
Time went by and we started seeing each other a little more outside of work . Then she started to spend the night . But when she started doing that , I think I made things a little complicated for her at her moms . I had no intentions of doing so but it kinda got weird because she wasnt coming home very much any more . But yall , when I had her all to myself . Do you know how many times I undressed this girl with my eyes . I mean she standing there fully clothed and I seen EVERY INCH of her thru them clothes . It was bad yall . lol . She kinda eventually sorda moved in ; even though I thought she had already moved in . Time went by and things were okay ya know . We were just in the “ talking “ phase and just filling eachother out . She started to grow on me a little more than I planned . and then I wanna say it was my birthday or after ? Baby girl was so drunk . She , our friend Ladaya , and I went to go grab food and drinks . Weeellllllll , I trapped her into drinking and drinking and drinking . We got home ? and she drank and and got funnier as the night went on . I remember that day like it was yesterday and the videos I have are absolutely the funniest videos I have ever recorded . “ butt clouds “ and the car honk that about gave her a damn heart attack . 
Anywho times have went on . We decided to go to hilltop and live there . Who would have thought we would live together because I was stern on not wanting to live with her . It was weird living there . Always wondering if or when we were going to get a roommate . Then ? Thats the first time I ever broke a heart . See , she was always wanting to like distinguish a title. Meanwhile I am petrified of titles and labels and shit . Plus I have labeled myself for so long I didnt want to put a label on she and I . So I waited and waited and waited and decided to test waters . By testing waters meaning , I caught baby fever BAD . LIKE BAD BAD . I wanted a kid so bad I didnt think about talking to her first , I was just hoping one day I could be like , surprise baby we are having a baby ; butttttt I was gonna tell her how I got pregnant IF if actually happened . But she kinda beat me to it . She seen the messages on her tablet and as you know it went to shit from there . I broke her heart . I wasnt sure if or when she would or could ever forgive me . ( its JAn232021 ) and I know she still hasn’t forgiven me for anything . Not sure if she will ever get past it enough to love me love me .
 We made it official , May 2019. By that time the only things that mattered to me were building a life with her. Come August 2020 . We got a place together and as time went on, I knew something was wrong but I would rather ignore it than have to go to the doctor because that just aint my cup of tea. I hate doctors.. they always wanna diagnose people with shit. I just didn’t wanna be one of those people so I held out as long as I could before it got to the point of being unbearable . I lost yet another good job . At first they thought it was covid and it wasnt . I tested negative for covid . Then I had like 5 appointments that following week . I was put on all types of stuff . I was throwing up everything . I was crying non stop . I was doing things not in my normal regimen . Thats when things fell harder on her . Harder as in bills , and stress and everything . I became that burden . I became the thing in the relationship that puts everything on the line . I became the complete faliure in the relationship . 
I wasn’t able to help like I planned . in fact my checks were so small that every pay day because I had all my bills and people I owed money to on auto pay and I kept amking promises, put me in the negatives . I was in the negatives for 3 to 4 months . So imagine being the one in the relationship who didnt feel welcome . Who didnt feel like I desrved the love and things like that . All I wanted to do was help out and I couldn’t . Made me want to pack up and wait until I knew she was gone so I could leave . I didn’t know what to do . But I knew I was pretty much of no use . I knew that she resented me . I knew it pushed things back so far it may never come back to normal . 
But now , Im better than I was still struggling though .  But I have this amazing job . I have a job where I can do my part and not hurt . I have a job where I can finally help out now . But its not enough . I’m not enough . The love is not enough anymore . I have became disposable . I have become the one who broke and shattered her heart and trust in her adult love life . How do I come back from it ? How do I rescue something that may have already died ? Am I worth it ? Am I better off without ? Do I deserve her ? She deserves the world and I want to give it to her I do .
But idk , maybe my mom was right . just maybe the only things I’m good at are singing and laying on my back . Havent accomplished shit yet . Got banned from a job because I tried to put my hands on someone . Got fired from 3 good fucking jobs because of my health . 
Im crashing at this point . My future is on edge . I am on edge . this is not cool dude . 
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troublemakerfiction · 7 years
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Trouble
After finishing Kason’s tattoo I cleaned up my space then got my shit to get ready to go. I barely tattooed out of the shop. I only did special clients and big pieces. If you just wanted some bum ass stars or roses I wasn’t the one for you. I wasn’t even about to waste my time with dumb shit. I let the other artist have that.
Just as I was getting my stuff in my hands so I could go Nicki came walking in my station with a smile on her face. “I’m glad I caught you before you left.” She came over and kissed me on the cheek.
I met Nicki back in high school and she immediately became one of my best friends. We definitely fucked around a few times, so she was more like a best friend with benefits but we never made shit official. The reason being is Nicki has always had this list of goals she was going to accomplish. She knew where she wanted to go to college, she knew what she wanted to do for a living, and she pretty much had everything figured out. Back then I never really saw me fitting into her life plans so we never let things get too serious.
A couple of weeks ago I went to get my haircut and she just so happened to be coming out of the barbershop with her nephew and she recognized me. We exchanged numbers and we’ve been talking and hanging out ever since. So far we were on the same shit we were on in high school. We’re friends who fuck around a little bit but a relationship wasn’t in the cards for us.
“Why you aint just call me?”
“I did you didn’t answer so I wanted to see if you were still here. I thought we could go get something to eat.” I looked her up and down with a smirk on my face.
Nicki was bad as fuck and she knew it. Standing at 5’6 she had a Hershey chocolate complexion, a coke bottle shape, Asian like eyes and nice big full lips. She made sure she always looked like she just stepped off the cover of a magazine.
“That’s cool with me. You look good.”
“Thank you.” She smiled. “Are you ready?”
“Yeah,”
“Well I drove so I can just ride with you and you can bring me back to my car when we’re done eating.” She suggested.
“That’s cool, come on.” We left my space and just when we were about to head towards the front door, Darnell came walking in with Millz right behind her. As soon as our eyes met each other I wanted to punch myself in the face. Millz rarely comes by the shop and the one time she does, I have Nicki with me.
Granted Millz isn’t my girl so she really has no reason to be mad but I know how she is. This wasn’t going to go that well.
“Oh look who’s alive.” Millz cut her eyes at me. “What’s been up with you stranger?”
“We speak every day Millz, how am I a stranger?”
“We text, that’s not the same thing as seeing and talking to you. You just disappeared out of nowhere.”
“Aww you miss me?” I smirked at her but she just waved me off.
“Get out of here with that.” She chuckled before her eyes landed on Nicki. She looked between me and Nicki twice then raised her eyebrow
I’m guessing Nicki picked up on her facial expression so she smiled. “Hi, I’m Nicki. You must be Millz. I’ve heard a lot about you.”
“You’ve heard so much about me huh? What exactly did you hear?” Millz asked with her voice dripping in attitude.
“Just that you’re expecting twins, and that he’s helping you out by letting you stay at the house.”  Nicki answered her.
“You’re helping me out by letting me stay there?” Millz smiled at me then nodded her head. Honestly she looked crazy as hell, I could tell she was getting pissed off and I didn’t need that shit right now.
“Come on let’s go wait for Vick in my car, or he can just catch an uber to restaurant.” Darnell grabbed her arm and tried pulling her towards the door but Millz wouldn’t move.
Sensing this wasn’t going too well I decided to just introduce them. “Millz this is Nicki, Nicki this is Millz. I went to high school with Nicki, she just moved back up here.”
“That’s cute and all, but I’m wondering why somebody I don’t know knows so much about me. That’s weird.”
“It’s nothing, we were just catching up and I mentioned you.” I told her. I was really hoping Millz wasn’t about to try and act a damn fool in here. She’s too pregnant for that shit and I wasn’t about to be at fault for making her stress out.
“You mentioned me to her but you haven’t mentioned her to me at all and we text all day. Then on top of that you’re making it seem like I’m some sort of charity case.”
“Nah it’s not like that.”
“No it’s exactly like that. Let’s not play I could’ve been left your house but you didn’t want me to so I decided to take my time with getting my place together. Don’t go talking to this bitch like you’re doing me some big fuckin’ favor by giving me your damn guest room because it’s not that deep my nigga.” Millz snapped at me.
“Look it’s not that serious, he was just telling me tha-“ Nicki started to explain the conversation I had with her about Millz, but Millz cut her off by putting her hand in Nicki’s face.
She put her hand back down then laughed. “I know he told you some shit about me but he obviously didn’t tell you everything if you’re talking to me when I wasn’t talking to you.”
“Yo, Millz you need to chill.” I told her. “You mad for no reason right now.”
“Nah I have my reasons but that shit don’t even matter right now. Fuck it,” She glared at me and Nicki both before she turned around storming out of the shop.
“Her pregnant ass is losing her mind.” Darnell shook her head.
“I’ll be right back.” I walked outside and went over to Darnell’s car. I opened the car door and looked at Millz, who was sitting there looking like a big ass baby.
“What’s wrong with you Millz?”
“Nothing, you can go back in there with ole girl. There isn’t a damn thing for us to talk about.”
“Let me find out your ass is jealous.” I smirked at her hoping she would smile or laugh but she just looked at me like I was stupid.
“Don’t play with me Messiah, you already know what it is.”
“If that’s the case, why are you sitting out here with your lip poked out?”
“My lip aint poked out nigga but fuck you. So she’s the reason why you been MIA lately?’
“It’s not even like that Millz.”
“Nah it is like that, if it’s not why didn’t you mention her to me? If it’s nothing and she’s just your friend why didn’t I know about her? You told this bitch you’re helping me out like I didn’t have anywhere else to go. Nigga I could’ve been gone,”
“I know that.”
“So what the fuck is she talking about? That’s not what you told her? If it’s not what the fuck did you say?”
“Yo, watch who the fuck you’re talking to Millz. You’re doing too much.” I told her being dead ass serious. “I’m not that nigga Prophet, you’re not about to talk to me any kind of way.”
“I’m going to say whatever the fuck I wanna say. You violated and you’re sitting here lying.”
“Violated how?”
“There should never be a reason a bitch I don’t know, knows information about me. I don’t give a damn if it’s not that much, she shouldn’t know shit about me when you haven’t even bothered to bring her up to me.”
“It’s not even like that, she wanted to come to the house but I told her no because you were there. I told her what it was and that’s it. Nobody was telling her your life story.”
“Mhm sure.”
“You trippin’ and I don’t even know why I’m explaining myself to you anyway. I’m not your nigga and you’re not my girl so the fuck you really mad about.” I snapped at her. I could tell by the way she looked at me I probably hurt her feelings a little bit but I really didn’t give a fuck. Millz was trippin,’ she was reacting as if she was my bitch and that shit was out of pocket.
Laughing she went in her purse pulling out a pair of sunglasses and put them over her eyes. “You know what, you are so right about that. Do what you wanna do Trouble.”
“Trouble? I’m Trouble now?”
“Yup, bye…Trouble.” Shaking my head at her pettiness I stepped back so she could close Darnell’s car door. I went back in the shop and told Nicki to come on.
“Is she alright?” Darnell asked me.
“Man, fuck her.”
“Whoa nigga, I understand she probably pissed you off but relax that shit.” Darnell shook her head at me then walked out the door.
I waited until Darnell drove off before I went out to my car and got in with Nicki. “What happened with her?” Nicki questioned me.
“Nothing, don’t worry about it.” I pulled off down the street and I could feel Nicki’s eyes basically burning a hole through the side of my face. “What Nicki?”
“What was that about? Why was she so upset?”
“Pregnancy hormones got her losing her shit a little bit.”
“Bullshit, that wasn’t just hormones. Y’all got something going on?”
“No, why would you ask me that?’
“Nobody reacts like that over somebody they only have platonic feelings for.”
“I don’t have anything going on with Millz. We’re cool, I know her whole damn family shit I work with them so that’s it and that’s all. Millz doesn’t like new people, she’s just that way.” I half-way lied. I really don’t know why Millz was trippin’ so hard. I couldn’t say it was because she had feelings for me because I honestly didn’t know. I can’t even explain why she was acting like that. It’s just Millz; she’s not somebody you can just explain.
Nicki didn’t say anything for the rest of the ride and I knew it was because she was pissed off. I really didn’t blame her; Millz disrespected the shit out of her. I knew she wanted to say something back and snap on her but I’m glad she didn’t. The last thing I needed her to do was get into it with Millz especially with Darnell right there. That wasn’t a good combination at all.
I pulled into the parking lot and we both got out then walked into Friday’s. After getting seated and ordering something to drink I looked at Nicki. “I’m sorry alright.”
“Sorry for what Trouble?”
“For that shit back at the shop. She shouldn’t have come at you that way and it was fucked up. Thank you for not even feeding into it.”
“I’m not about to argue with a pregnant girl, now if she comes at me after she drops those babies all bets are off.”
“I hear you, but you probably won’t even have to worry about that.”
“What does that mean?”
“You won’t be around Millz like that. You’re on the girl’s bad side, she’s not about to fuck with you.”
“I didn’t even do anything to her.”
“I know but that’s just how she is. I’ll talk to her.”
“Talk to her and tell her what?”
“That you’re my friend and there’s no reason for y’all to beef. I should’ve told her about you a long time ago, she’s probably in her feelings about not knowing who you are.”
“You act like she’s your girl or something.”
“She’s not; I’m not even trying to get into a relationship anyway.”
“Why not?”
“I just got out of one and that bitch was scandalous. Pregnant by the next nigga and tried to pin it on me.” I shook my head.
Bianca really had some fuckin’ nerve with the bullshit she pulled. Not only was the bitch cheating on me, she was fuckin’ around with that nigga Prophet. I thought about going to check that nigga but I wasn’t even beat. If it was somebody else I probably would have, but I’m not about to be out here beefin’ over a bitch who’s clearly for everybody. Now that bitch is pregnant by a nigga that aint doing shit for her or that baby. I don’t even need to do shit to her; Karma is already working on her ass. Hopefully this would teach her some type of lesson.
“Well not everybody is that girl.”
“I know that but I’m good on the relationship shit.”
“Not even with me?”
“Here we go,” I shook my head.
“Yes here we go, we’re grown now Trouble.”
“So? What exactly does that change?”
“I’m not going anywhere. Before, I knew I was leaving for college and to get my business started. All of that is done. I’m here for real this time and I’m not going anywhere.”
“I can’t just jump into a relationship with you Nicki. It takes more than that.”
“I know that and I’m telling you that we can do this. Shit is different now, it’s not like you don’t know if you can trust me.”
“I have to think about some shit alright. I’m not telling you no, but I gotta sleep on it.”
“Alright,” She nodded like she understood.
The waiter came back over and asked us if we were ready to order our food but I wasn’t even in the mood to eat. I just ordered a simple burger with fries just so she couldn’t tell something was on my mind. Getting into a relationship with Nicki sounded simple but I knew better than to believe it was. Don’t get me wrong, Nicki is most niggas dream girl. She’s beautiful, smart and she works for her own but I don’t know if I wanted to take it there with her. The whole friends with benefits thing worked so changing shit now just seemed unnecessary to me.
After eating dinner with Nicki I took her to pick her car up then headed home. When I pulled up and didn’t see Millz car in my driveway I immediately got confused. Why would her car be gone if she rode with Darnell? I was about to call and ask but I just figured she probably went to the store or something. She’s known to just get in her shit and make a snack run so I just let it go.
I got out of my car and went in the house. Being that her car wasn’t here I knew she wasn’t home so checking in on her would be pointless but something told me to go to her room anyway so that’s what I did. As soon as I opened the door I saw the bed fixed up and with the remote to the TV lying on the pillow like it was a hotel room or something. The whole room looked like it wasn’t even being lived in.
I went over to the closet and all of her stuff and the stuff I bought for the babies were gone too. “What the fuck?” I pulled my phone out of my pocket and called her number but she didn’t pick up. I tried two more times but it went straight to voicemail.
“She really is playing with me right now.” I called Vick and he picked up on the second ring.
“Nigga you care to tell me why my pregnant ass cousin got me moving her shit in this townhouse right now?”
“Man that’s on her, I just got home and all her shit was gone.”
“That’s because she made Darnell take her over there to get her stuff. What the fuck happened?”
“She saw me with Nicki at the shop and got in her feelings.”
“Got in her feelings? Nigga are y’all fuckin’ or something?”
“No, why the fuck would you ask me that stupid shit?’
“Maybe because she got me moving her ass in this house when she aint even got furniture in this bitch.”
“Are you still at the townhouse now?”
“Yeah, we’re here, Darnell is helping her hang her clothes up. This girl went to Target and stocked up on mad hangers and shit.”
“I’ll be there in a minute, I’m on my way.” I hung up the phone and left my house.
I knew Millz was pissed about seeing Nicki and I figured she was probably in her feelings a little bit but for her to move out and not even say shit was going too far. Honestly I wasn’t even shocked, Millz is extra as fuck so this was right up her ally.
I pulled up in front of the townhouse that she was moving into and hopped out my car. When I knocked on the door Vick came and answered it.
“Is she serious right now?” I walked inside and sure enough all of the baby stuff I bought her was sitting in the living room along with a couple of garbage bags filled with what I assumed was clothes.
“Yeah she’s serious. She called my phone after they left my ass at the shop talking about I needed to come help her move, fuck eating.”
“Where is she?”
“Upstairs with Darnell, I’m about to leave. She got me fucked up doing all this bullshit. All I wanted to do was eat my fuckin’ food and go home to chill.”
“My bad bruh,” I went upstairs and found her and Darnell in the closet of the master bedroom hanging up her clothes. “So you were just going to leave and not say shit to me.” I said, getting their attention.
Darnell shook her head then came out the closet. “I’ll be downstairs with Vick ordering something to eat since we got starved tonight. Talk to her Trouble because she’s irking the shit out of me.”
Once Darnell was gone I looked at Millz who was standing there with her hands planted on those thick ass hips of hers. “What are you doing here Trouble?”
“Stop calling me that first of all.”
“Nah I’m good, now what do you want?”
“Why did you leave my house?”
“Why not? I need to be in my own space, besides you should be happy. Now you can have all the company you want.”
“What’s the problem Millz?”
“What makes you think I have a problem?”
“Your pregnant ass just moved out of my spot with no warning or explanation, fuck you think? You’re that bothered by me being friends with another bitch?”
“Why didn’t you tell me about her?”
“What?”
“You heard me, why didn’t you tell me? If it’s just some friend shit, why not let me know about it? I would’ve been cool with the bitch if I knew who the fuck she was from the gate. You’ve been hiding her for what?”
That was a really good question and I didn’t even have the answer. I really don’t know why I hid Nicki from her, I guess I was scared of hurting her feelings or her getting the wrong impression but that shit backfired on my ass. I wasn’t going to admit that shit though.
“I haven’t been hiding.’
“Right, because you damn sure been going out to clubs and shit with her. I spoke to Imani, she told me y’all went out last night and shorty was all over you.”
“It’s nothing like that, we’re homies. Yeah we fuck around some times but it’s nothing that serious.”
“Bullshit, if it wasn’t you would’ve told me about her.”
“So you’re moving out because I didn’t tell you about her? Why do you even care?”
“I care because I thought that we,” She paused then shook her head, “never mind just get the fuck out Trouble.”
“Nah fuck that, finish what you were about to say. You thought what?”
“It doesn’t even matter because it wouldn’t work. We’re both fresh out of relationships with dirty ass people so it wouldn’t even be real. Just some rebound shit and that never works out.”
“You’re acting like you got feelings for me or something. Is that what this is about? You’re feelin’ me Millz?”
“It doesn’t even matter Trouble. It would never work, we’re better off as friends and leaving it at that.”
“That’s not what you want.”
“It’s what’s best. I’m about to have two babies on my hands in a little over three months. Parenting along with my business is going to take up all of my time and I don’t have time to even think about being in a relationship. Besides you got your bitch so you don’t need me.”
“Nicki and I are ju-“
“Just friends? Yeah I heard you the first time you lied, no need to do it a second time.” She chuckled. “Trouble just go alright, I’m not coming back to your house. Go be with Nicki.”
“You don’t even mean that shit.”
“Nah but I do, be with her.” She shrugged her shoulders. “It is what it is.”
“You sure that’s what you wanna do Millz?” I asked. I could tell by the look in her eyes that she didn’t mean half the shit that was coming out of her mouth but I wasn’t going to beg her for anything either.
“Yeah, go ahead. I’m good; trust me when I say I am.” She turned her back to me and started picking up the clothes that were on the floor.
Shaking my head I walked out the room and headed back downstairs. “What happened?” Darnell asked when she saw me.
“Nothing, I’ll see y’all later.” I walked out the house and went over to my car. Once I was inside I pulled my phone out and called Nicki who picked up after a few rings.
“Hello?” I looked up at the window of the townhouse and could see Millz peeking through the window. I started my car and pulled off down the street.
“About what we discussed earlier, I’m with it if you are.”
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“Why the hell would you tell him that? Now you can’t be mad if he does go and bag that bitch.” Darnell said to me. I ran down my whole talk with Trouble down to her and she was looking at me like I was stupid.
“I don’t care Darnell. It wouldn’t have worked anyway. Besides I don’t need another nigga in my life, I’m fine with the two I’m about to give birth to.”
“Yeah alright, say that shit when your ass is horny and you can’t find a dick to satisfy you.”
“I would rather be alone then annoyed alright. That Nicki bitch isn’t just a friend; I could tell by the way she was looking at his ass that it’s way more to it. She can have him, I’m good.”
I know Darnell thinks I’m over reacting with the whole Trouble situation but I don’t feel like I am. I peep everything, and he can cry that just friends shit all he wants to but that damn sure is a lie. You don’t fuck your friends and I knew by the reaction he had on his face when I walked in the shop that he was fucking that girl. He admitted that they fuck around but that was way after I figured it out.
Only a dummy would think nothing was going on between them. I wasn’t for the bullshit that was about to come with that whole situation so I had to let it go. As far as him actually getting with Nicki, I wasn’t here for that shit. I didn’t want him with her at all but it was bound to go there anyway so fuck it.
“You know what, if you want to lie to yourself go ahead and do it. Let’s change the subject, all of your clothes and shit is put away. The babies’ things are in their closet, when is your furniture coming?”
“Tomorrow, I’m going to call them in the morning and have my shit delivered. It’s not like it’s not already paid for.” I shrugged.
The furniture I picked out for my house was already paid for; I just made sure to pay the furniture store some extra money to hold it until I was ready to have it in my house. With how much they’re getting out of me they better have my shit here with no problem.
“Cool, so what are you going to do about sleeping tonight? You can’t stay in here with no furniture.”
“I’m going to a hotel; I may need you tomorrow too after they drop my shit off.”
“For what?”
“I need to get the rest of my shit from my mother’s house. Hopefully it’s still there and she didn’t throw my stuff out.”
“What do you need to get out of there that can’t be replaced?”
“Pictures and shit, I should bring Vick with me. I left some of my father’s things in the closet. I wasn’t even thinking about taking it. I was focused on my clothes.”
“Alright, I’ll take you over there. You’re coming to my house tonight?”
“Is Xavier over there?”
“Yeah he’s there, so?”
“So I’ll go to a hotel. I don’t wanna hear y’all fucking.”
“Always gotta be difficult.” Darnell shook her head. “Fine, just call me and tell me when your ass is ready. Do you need me to go with you to a hotel?”
“Nah I think I can manage.” I packed a change of clothes for tomorrow and grabbed my purse along with my keys and left my townhouse after locking up.
***
As Darnell was pulling up into my mother’s driveway I instantly got nervous for some reason. It wasn’t out of fear because I’m not scared of them but I was nervous about what I was going to walk into. Something in my gut was telling me I wasn’t about to walk into a good situation.
“Come inside with me.” I told Darnell who just nodded and put her car in park then hopped out. I got out behind her and we walked up to the door. My mother’s car wasn’t in the driveway so I knew she wasn’t here but I was still a little nervous about walking in there. “You still have your key right?”
“Yeah,” I went up and unlocked the door before pushing it open. When I stepped inside I went straight upstairs to my old bedroom and opened the door. “What the fuck?” I mumbled when I saw my room looked like that shit was damn near stripped bare. All of my furniture was gone. The only thing that was still in the room was my pictures I had hanging on the wall.
“Damn she got rid of your shit?”
“That’s what it looks like.” I went into the closet and that was just about empty too. I really didn’t care too much about the clothes because all of that could be replaced, plus I couldn’t fit any of it anyway. When I looked up at the top shelf of my closet and I didn’t see my father’s jewelry box I walked out of my closet and room then went straight to my mom’s bedroom.
Once I was inside I went through her dresser drawers to see if I saw anything that belonged to me and came up with nothing so I went into her closet. “Millz!” Darnell yelled for me so I shouted back, telling her where I was. When she came in she looked at me confused. “What are you doing?”
“My father’s jewelry box isn’t in my closet anymore. I wanted to see if it was in here.”
“Oh,” She looked a little bit then pointed at the top of the closet. “Is that a safe?” I looked up to see a black medium sized box.
“I don’t know, probably not.”
“I’m checking, Keisha doesn’t have shit for a safe so it must be something.” Darnell reached up and grabbed the box before pulling it down and sitting it on the floor. To my surprise it was a safe that had the front of it facing the wall.
“What the fuck does she need a safe for?”
“I don’t know but I’m nosey and I wanna see what’s in it. I just don’t want her coming home and seeing us in here.”
“Well let’s take it with us.”
“So you want to steal now?”
“My father’s box is missing from my room so she stole something of mine first. Grab it and come on.” Darnell gave me a skeptical look but she picked it up and we rushed out of my mother’s house and over to her car. We got the safe into her backseat then jumped in her car and left.
“Do you think anything important is in there?” Darnell asked me.
“I don’t know but I’m going to find out. Let’s go to your house so I can look through this shit.” The whole drive to Darnell’s house I was trying to figure out what my mom would have that needed to be locked in a safe. It could be that nigga she’s living with and if it is oh well ole boy isn’t getting his shit back until I get my father’s stuff back.
As soon as we got to Darnell’s apartment I sat on her couch then looked at her. “What are you waiting for?” I questioned and she looked at me confused.
“What the hell are you talking about?”
“We’re really about to act like you don’t know how to break into a safe? Darnell, come on bruh.”
“I don’t like you assuming that I’m a criminal, I got it though.” She went to her room then came back with a stethoscope.
“Fuck you about to do? Check the heartrate?” I joked making myself laugh.
“Millz shut up.” She sat down then started playing with the safe. I don’t know what the fuck she did or how she did it but five minutes later that bitch popped open.
“You’re not a criminal though right?” I cut my eyes at her before turning all my attention to the safe. I reached inside and all that was in there was some paperwork.  Darnell took them from me and looked through them.
“This is your father’s autopsy report, and his birth certificate.” She kept skimming through the papers then looked at me confused.
“What?”
“The money you have from your father was that from his lawyer or his safe?”
“His safe that was in the panic room, remember uncle Nas went and got it for me when he packed the house up.”
“How much was in there though?”
“Like half a mil why?”
“That’s all you have of his is half a mil?”
“Yes Darnell, I just said that. Why?”
“This paper is from your dad’s lawyer and according to this he left you more than just half a mil.”
“Fuck you talking about?”
“Look,” She gave me a piece of paper and it was a copy of my father’s will. The more I read it the more heated I got.
“Hell no, that dirty ass bitch!” I shouted so loud Darnell jumped a little bit.
“Damn, calm down.”
“Calm down my ass. This bitch has been lying to me for the last six years Darnell.” I sucked my teeth.
According to my dad’s will, he had multiple businesses that I knew nothing about; two gas stations, a car wash, and a laundromat. He even had investments in different companies. All of this was to go to me but because I wasn’t legal when my dad my mother got control over everything. She was supposed to sign everything over to me when I turned 21.
“That sheisty ass bitch!” I screamed dropping the papers on the ground.
“You gotta chill, you’re pregnant Millz.” Darnell told me while she picked the papers up. She sat back on the couch still reading through everything while I paced back and forth in front of her.
“I know I’m pregnant but this bitch has basically been robbing my ass. I didn’t even know my dad had all of this; she did and her punk ass didn’t tell me.”
“I get it but you need to relax because that isn’t it. She can’t get the money.”
“So why lie and not tell me if she can’t get it?”
“She’s waiting it out.”
“Waiting what out?”
“I guess she went and got her own lawyer because this is somebody else’s name. This paper says she can’t get the money unless you give everything over to her, or until you die because you’re the next of kin.”
“What? How the fuck is she waiting for me to die? I’m not God or anything but I’m pretty sure I’m going to outlive that bitch.”
“Not if she makes sure you don’t.”
“What? Nah, she’s a greedy bitch but she wouldn’t try and kill me.”
“Are you sure about that?”
“That’s my mother Darnell, she’s not that evil.” As much as I can’t stand my mother sometimes and I think she is a lying conniving bitch, I doubt if she would try and kill me. She can’t be that bad, she can’t.
“All I’m saying is some shit isn’t right and now I’m putting shit together and it’s not looking good. Think about it, you’re 21 far from broke and if you were you already know you will never have to want for anything as long as you have us right?”
“Right,”
“Okay you’re grown. Your mother can’t tell you shit; she was barely a parent when you were a teenager. Why would she be so angry that you got pregnant? You lived with her because you wanted to not because you had to. it’s not like your child would be her responsibility.”
“Darnell I’m not following you.”
“Oh my God Amilia I need you to think. You’re an only child.  She’s the only immediate family you have so if anything happens to you everything you have would automatically go to her. Once you have kids that shit changes; God forbid you die your kids inherit everything because you’re not married. Why would she be happy about that if she was waiting for the perfect time to get rid of you so she can get your money?”
I sat down and thought about everything Darnell said and as much as I wanted to believe she was wrong everything made sense. Why would she keep money she can’t get to a secret from me if she didn’t have a plan to get it herself? I can’t take the necessary precautions to protect money I know nothing about.
I closed my eyes in efforts to stop the tears from falling but that was a battle I quickly lost. Before I could even stop myself I started bawling my eyes out. My own damn mother was plotting to kill me. More than being angry I was heartbroken. Not just because she was stealing from me; I realized I was going to have to get rid of my mother before she got rid of me.
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“I still don’t get why I’m needed for this.” I groaned as I sat with Richè and Sinai in the studio. Sinai had still been working on Moe’s wedding but it hadn’t been having as big as an impact on her. I don’t know what happened but she was back to her old ways, and a nigga like me was not complaining.
  “Because you’re the only one that knows how to work all of this stuff babe.” Sinai replied walking over to me and sitting down on my lap.
  “Your also his best friend and you know him better than us. So you’ll be able to tell me whether he’ll like the song or not!” Richè chimed in from where she was inside the booth. I sucked my teeth pretending to wave them both off.
  “Yeah yeah whatever, just play the beat back and let me hear what you got.” I responded. She nodded and Sinai climbed off my lap to loop the track.The beat to I’m So Into You started to play and I nodded my head at the choice. That was one of Marcus’ favorite songs.
  Richè began to sing and my jaw dropped for so long Sinai had to pop it back into place. Once Richè finished she came out the booth and looked between Sinai and I for our reactions.
  “I didn’t know you could sing ma, that was really dope! I think he’ll love it. Actually I know he will.” I said genuinely impressed. Sinai grinned and nodded her head agreeing with me. It was ture Richè had taken one of Marcus’ favorite songs and made it about them which was cool as fuck.
  “Alright well Keem I just need you to burn it and do whatever you can and then give it to me. I  have to go though, I need to pick Nyelle up from school.” Richè said hopping out the booth and giving both Sinai and I a hug before exiting the studio. It was kind of sus the way she left so quickly but I decided to brush it off as Richè being Richè.
  “So Keem...I need to talk to you about something.” Sinai said after Richè had left. I licked over my lips and chuckled, now it made sense why Richè ha dipped out so fast. Clearly Sinai had already told her what she had to tell me. “Don’t laugh, it’s serious.”
  “Aigh I’m listening.” I said biting on my upper lip as I waited for her to speak on whatever it was she had to talk to me about.
  “So I know these past couple of weeks haven’t been easy. Just because Moe coming back into my life and everything. But I wanted to let you know I appreciate you and I’m truly grateful for everything.” She said smiling and leaning in to peck my lips gently. I kissed her back but in all honesty I was getting tired of hearing about this nigga. “And so things have gotten a lot better and I’ve decided to finally tell you why.” She paused to look at me to peep my reaction. I kept my face blank and stared straight ahead preparing myself for what she was about to say.
  “Babe you look so serious.” She said giggling and cupping my face in her hands.
  “Come on and tell me what you gotta tell me Sinai.” I replied not really in much of a joking mood.I had a feeling that whatever it was she was about to tell me wasn’t something I wanted to hear.
  “Well okay then...we’ve been going to therapy Moe and I. To work through some issues and get some closure, and it’s really been helping.” My face screwed up almost immediately once I heard her say that and I sat up causing her to fall out of my lap and next to me on the couch.
  “So you been going to therapy with this nigga?!” I asked standing up and squinting at her trying to make sure I heard her correctly. She looked up at me wide-eyed and nodded her head silently.
  “I don’t want you to be mad Keemy. It’s not what it sounds like and it-”
  “Ion wanna hear that shit Sinai. You basically been going to couples therapy with your ex nigga.” I said shaking my head at her. “Now if I start going to therapy with Rose that’s cool?” I asked. I knew that was a low blow but I couldn’t help it, a nigga was hurt.
  “You told me she was just a one night stand Hakeem. This is different, I spent years with him, I loved him. It’s not the same, don’t be an asshole.” She argued looking at me with hurt in her eyes.
  “Why are you just now telling me this Sinai? Matter of fact let me tell you why because you knew it was wrong. You knew I wouldn’t like it, so you went behind my back to do it. Ion like sneaks shorty.” I said grabbing my jacket from the chair and pulling it on. “You of all people should know that.”
  “Keem where are you going?” She asked me standing up and walking towards me.
  “To therapy.” I replied chuckling darkly once more before exiting the studio and feeling the cold air hit me. I turned the corner towards where I had parked and was immediately met with a jab to my lower stomach. I had been caught off guard and couldn’t see who it was or how many people were around.
  I fell to the ground quickly and was immediately met with a pair of boots kicking me in the face. I threw my hands up attempting to block all hits but they were coming too fast and there were too many people jumping me.
  “Let Marcus know we’re taking over.” I heard someone say before I heard car door slams and tires peel away.
  “Keem?” I heard Sinai call out before hearing her gasp. I closed my eyes feeling the pain wash over my body and then everything went black.
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   “Man FUCK MY BIRTHDAY!” I yelled to nobody in particular. Keem had been jumped by some unknown niggas and was lying on the store couch unconscious and everyone was trying to tell me to calm down because it was my birthday.
  “Marcus chill out fam we’re gonna find whoever did this.” Caiden said shaking his head in anger. I glared at him studying his movements and posture, all the things Quis had said earlier this week running through my mind.
  “You don’t know nothing about this right?” I asked him raising my eyebrows in suspicion. He looked at me as if he couldn’t believe I had even asked him that question.
  “Nigga do you hear yourself? Of course I don’t.” He replied sounding a bit hurt that I had even accused him. Quis rolled his eyes and shook his head. I closed my eyes and rubbed my temples, I couldn’t deal with this right now. This wasn’t supposed to be how my day went.
  I had gotten a call from Sinai freaking out and just erratic while I was in the middle of dropping Zora off with Nicole, Quis and I rush over to where she’s at and find Keem slumped in the middle of an alley way. I tried to ask Sinai what happened but she was so busy crying and screaming I couldn’t get an answer out of her until we got back to the shop.
  Before I could respond to Caiden Richè burst into the shop with a cake in one hand and shopping bags in the other. “Sorry I was getting all your things together when Sinai texted me.” She said gesturing to her full hands.
  “Aigh Sinai can you tell us what happened now?” I asked turning to Sinai.
  “Basically we got into an argument. I ran after him only to find him laying in the alley and a car was speeding away. I-I I didn’t know what to do, so thats when I called you.” She sobbed before placing her hands in her face.
  “Relax ma, you did the right thing. We’re gonna find who did this.” Caiden said shaking his head.
  “Man shut up!” Quis yelled out his face covered in disgust.
  “Nigga suck my dick. I’m not about to do this shit with you, not right now. If Keem was really your bro you wouldn’t be trying to beef with me right now either.” Caiden shot back, his voice getting louder.
  “MAN ENOUGH. I’m sick of yall and this dumb ass beef shit.” I yelled causing everyone in the room to jump.
  “How the fuck can a nigga be unconscious with yall being rowdy and loud as fuck?” Keem grumbled sitting up slowly and grabbing his head with his hands. I turned in disbelief and looked around the room to find that everyone had the same look on their faces.
  “Yo you good?” I asked stepping towards him before taking a step back, giving him some space.
  “Babe!” Sinai yelled out running over to Keem’s side. He held his hand out stopping her almost immediately and she stopped dead in her tracks looking at him in disbelief.
  “Nah shorty we aint cool.” He said shaking his head slowly and standing up slowly. I could tell he was in pain but it wasn’t enough to make him forget whatever it was him and Sinai had went through.
  “Keem are you serious?” She asked looking at us all embarrassed before stepping closer to Keem. “After everything that just happened you’re still mad at me?!”
  “I’m serious Sinai, just go on home. Ion feel like dealing with you and your bullshit right now.” He replied angrily, glaring at her before sitting back down. The whole situation right now was giving me flashbacks to when Richè and I were broken up and she had shown up at my job and I dubbed her.
  “Bro…” I said trying to let him know he was fucking up. Normally I minded my business but I wasn’t sure if he was sure what exactly he was doing.
  “Stay out of it, you don’t know what’s going on.” He replied shaking his head at me. Sinai looked at me and I shrugged. He was my brother and I had to respect his wishes.
  “Well I’ll go then...Happy Birthday by the way Marcus.” Sinai said sadly before turning to leave. Richè sighed and placed my things down before walking over to me, tip toeing to give me a sweet kiss.
  “I’ll stop by later babe.” She whispered to me before kissing me once more and following Sinai out of the shop.
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I'm chilling in my room last year an I get a call an Yo is like wanna go to Florida to judge a debate tournament flight and hotel payed for? I'm like fuck yea that's dope we out an all my niggas from around the country so it was Finna be a great time for pretty much free. It was just Finna be hella black people from around the country meeting up to judge this high school tournament in Florida so I was hype an could not wait to go. The day of my flight I ended up driving to the wrong airport because I'm just hella excited to get to Florida an chill with my friends. But my dumbass realized that I was at the wrong airport too late an I missed my 8am flight to Florida. Mind you the team I was suppose to work for an coaches were on this flight so the white lady who hired me was pissed I wasted her money an missed a flight. I panicked an had to speak to somebody at the counter which was a black woman who held me the fuck down an put me on the next flight out to Florida for free (BLACK WOMEN ALWAYS HOLD IT DOWN). I get on the flight with Jesus an of course this nigga was late to his flight so the black woman at the counter held us both the fuck down. The flight to Florida was quick an we get to the airport pick up our bags an call our free uber to our hotel. As we pull up to the hotel I'm like damnnnnnn these white people got us staying in some nice ass hotel with pools an balconies and shit. Jesus and I was just waiting for everybody else from round the country to touch down and shit so we can pull up an chill with them. First night we out in Florida everybody was dumb tired so we all just went to sleep instead of really chilling as a collective. We just waited till the next night for that. The worst part about being at a debate tournament is having to wake up at like 5:30-6 in the morning to catch that ride to the tournament an get ready for whatever the fuck is bout to happen. I end up judging 4 rounds the first day so I'm hella tired. Like damn these niggas got me tired while I'm on vacation what the fuck is this? Finally the days of boring debates are over so I'm ready to chill with my friends at the hotel and shit. When we get back to the room Jesus and I walk to Nate's hotel an we all just chillin drinking talking an having a good time. After chilling with Nate an a bunch of other people it was time to meet up with my mans from Queens, Charles. Yo was out in Florida judging the tournament so I hop in a Uber to Charles hotel which is deadass like a 30 min drive from where I was at that night, but it was whatever cause Charles my nigga. The uber pulls up an it's this Black guy who was hella chill and let me sit in the front seat. So I pull up to the front an we're just talking about like rap an life an he tells me he is a math teacher at some high school. So I began to ask him some questions about his career as a teacher if he liked it or not which he responded he loved teaching which I thought was dope. As we get to the W hotel which is where Charles was staying we start to get more silent because we're just bumping music cause yo handed me the aux. Before I knew it the Uber ride was done an I'm at this nice ass hotel in Florida looking for Charles in the lobby. Charles calls me an tells me he is by the boardwalk at the hotel so I walk to him an throughout the whole walk I'm like damn this place is nice as hell an bougie as fuck. I see Charles we give each other dap an shit an he hands me a 40 so I'm hype cause I wanted to drink that night. Charles and I decide to go on a walk with this white kid so we chugged the 40's. An we walking around the back area of Charles hotel which we thought lowkey as fuck. As Charles myself an this white kid walk around we see what seems to just be a cuddle sack of business headquarters so we start to turn around to go back to Charles hotel which is like 10 min away from where we where. Throughout the walk it was hella peaceful Charles and I were just talking enjoying the peaceful 1am florida breeze. It was just hella dark outside and quite as hell but we thought nothing of it because we knew that places just be quiet late at night and we assumed we were the only people around. We decided to walk back to Charles hotel because it was hella late and we had to wake up at 6am to judge this high school debate tournament. On our way back to the hotel the breeze still felt hella good and hella peaceful. The breeze put me in a peaceful state of mind I wasn't thinking bout shit but enjoy the breeze shit I even felt the breeze run through my hair. The peaceful of the breeze and of the moment made me forget I was even in Florida. The breeze caused me to put my guard down and just enjoy the moment in time. It was wild for me too think my black ass got a payed and a flight payed for and a hotel room with my friends to judge a tournament. That was all unreal to me to think I can go to Florida for free. At the time I was just hella grateful because prior to this I have flown to and other state in which somebody other than myself or family paid for a flight and my hotel room. That night my life changed forever In a way that I could never imagine. As Charles and I are walking back to the hotel Charles turns his head to look behind and I hear him starting to breath a little faster. So I’m wondering “what's good with Yo””Why is he breathing so hard” He turned around and then said” “They on bikes run” I’m like what is this man's chatting about talking about somebody is on bikes with flashlights. As you can imagine this shit caught me off guard because just right before I was walking drinking a 40 thinking about how dope it was to be in Florida for the free chilling with my friends. Once I saw the flashlights and heard Charles breathing hella hard that shit knocked me out of whatever fuckin fantansy land I was in. As we start to walk away these three figures with the flashlight continue to walk towards us and as they are walking towards us they are flashing their flashlights and yelling at us “aye BOI COMEHERE”. Charles and I looked at each and both knew it was time to run away as fast as we could. We clearly heard three southern sounding white men start laughing and yell at us again “AYA COME HERE BOI” as they were running towards us. That shit right there scared the fuck out of me. Those 4 words made my body legit freeze as if I was a deer in the headlights for a second.Those 4 words transported me back to in which black people were openly terrorized by white people. Those 4 words destroyed the little peaceful shit I had going on in my mind while enjoying the breeze and drinking a 40 chillin. This is Florida where crazy ass white people got guns an "stand your ground" laws in which killin my big black ass is not a crime and I would be a hashtag. My first thought is these white people are really bout to grab us up an lynch us because this is Florida an they talking bout "come here boi" and we in the middle of south Florida so who knows what the fuck happens back here. But anyway once these white dudes yelled at us Charles and I ran for our lives. I aint never in my life move so fucking fast cuH…. I deadass sprinted because I felt like my life depended on it. I deadass felt as if I was Ricky running in the alleyway type shit I aint know what to expect and what could happen behind us rather I was more concerned with what was in front of me and where Charles was. The hotel was about a 5 min sprint in front of us but it felt hella far. As we are running away the 3 white dudes are chasing us an flashing the flashlight and yelling at us still. I'm taking these huge ass strides an I feel like I have been running for what has been ever and I turn around to look behind me and I don't see shit. Not Charles, not the white kid we was with, not the white people chasing us. So I turn around and run back for Charles to make sure he is good cause I could not see shit. A second later Charles pops up and him and I just book it together to the hotel and when I get to the front of the hotel. I just felt like shit and threw up because I just finished chugging the 40 like 40 minutes before this whole shit happened. Charles and I look at each other an we deadass don't even know what happen to the white kid but like a few seconds later we see him walking towards us. Like this man was walking as if some white people weren't just chasing us. We looked up to see if anybody was still chasing us or anything after we knew nobody was behind we just went inside our hotel. I'm out here in front of the hotel trying to gather myself cause that shit was way tew much for me. After Charles and I catch our breath we walk up to our room an get surprised by our food delivery guy. I was like fuck who is this ugly ass looking white man at our door I thought that man was the KKK. I did not know what to expect after the fuck that shit outside happened. the pizza man for all i knew was apart of the people outside and trying to get us.He just looked hella sus an after what just happened, I was just in shock. At this point it's like 3 am and still hella nice outside and Charles and I have to fucking wake up in 3 hours to judge at this fucking debate tournament. I am in Florida after dealing with one of the most antiblack experiences in my life and I'm unable to process what has just happened to us. When I got to the room I wasn't even taken back by how nice the room looked rather I was just hella scared that I almost got fucking killed in Florida while at a debate tournament. I was supposed to come judge and chill and that turned into niggas almost being killed. It was just wild to think how close a nigga came to being a hashtag on twitter and facebook. Meaning that I could have been killed in Florida. My parents may have received a phone call a few days later saying I was missing who knows what the fuck would have happened all I know is I’m happy that did not have to happen. I went from enjoying my time in florida to almost getting fucking lynched. Niggas truly do magnetize bullets an gratuitous violence – that means black people can be killed at any point time for no reason. This helped me realize that any time that I leave the crib, any time I have an encounter with a cop or a white person they can kill me because they decide that I'm a threat because I'm 6'4 have and have nappy hair. Then they can deal with me accordingly or they can say that the music I’m playing in my car is too loud and I should turn it down. Just getting to turn the key to go into my crib every night is something that im hella grateful for. The goal every night is to get back to wherever I’m staying that night regardless. This instance of antiblackness that I experienced in Florida is why I'm not shocked Florida voted for Trump and why I'm not shocked that there is hella antiblack people that live in Florida. FUCK FLORIDA. Fuck Stand Your Ground, George Zimmerman,FUCK ANTIBLACKNESS and all the other antiblack shit that happens in the world. Don't for a second think this is a unique experience to just Florida rather this happens to Black and people all over the country and the world and has happened throughout history. So much so that not every time this happens to people this is reported. We never hear about the cases in which people are chased by groups of white people or have violent encounters with violent antiblack white folks. After incident in Florida the nexus of my life was changed because you never know when somebody can just decided they want to kill or harm you just because you are black. Blackness is truly fungible and has the potenial to turn into a rip hashtag at any fucking time.
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Also I liked the realistic touch in the yugioh beginning that jounouchi stopped being a bully after that incident BUT honda/tristan didnt.
It was really nicely established how jounouchi was poor and had an abusive dad and had reasons why he was acting out, and specifically how he hated yugi out of jealousy. Like.. he thought at first it was ‘because yugi is weak’, but really it was because he was strong enough to be himself no matter how much he was bullied, whereas jounouchi had to resort to becoming a stereotypical macho asshole in order to get friends. And also that he felt like yugi was being uppity and boasting how he doesnt need friends, cos of how he refused to change no matter how much jounouchi kept teaching him this ‘lesson’ that you need to become an asshole like him or you’ll be all alone. And then I feel like it hit really hard when yugi defended him and got beaten half to death even though he’d done nothing to deserve this happiness. And ESPECIALLY how yugi said that he saw him as a firends, and actually desperately wanted friends just as much as jounouchi does. And ESPECIALLY ESPECIALLY how yugi tried to excuse jounouchi’s actions by saying he was ‘just teaching me how to be a real man’. Its like ‘holy shit when i see him repeating my philosophy i can see how fucked up it is. Why am I sad that he actually started hating himself, when thats what I was trying to do??’ He realized first of all how his self-hate had made him misinterpret Yugi’s personality entirely, and then how much he’d been destroying this poor guy who never deserved it, AND THEN how much the guy friggin THANKS HIM for doing it and tries to save his life?! No wonder this moment was big enough to shatter Jounouchi’s entire bully persona and make him reevaluate his life. And man it was just SO GOOD how the apology happened! The scene just ends after Jounouchi’s reaction goes from “ugh, yugi, you sent this asshole to beat us up?!” to “HOLY SHIT YUGI YOU SAVED US”, so you don’t know if it really sunk in or not. And the story just moves on to other things, but then suddenly at the most desperate moment you hear that jounouchi had gone to yugi’s grandpa and told him about how this thug was threatening him, and tried to help. And even more than that, it always kills me with the bit where “even though it wasn’t raining, he was soaking wet”. Cos he’d thrown away that piece of the millenium puzzle earlier, and he friggin BROKE INTO THE SCHOOL AT NIGHT to search everywhere outside that window to find it, ultimately diving into the goddamn swimming pool to get it back. And youve gotta remember that at this point he didnt even know the thing was magic, nobody did! He just knew that he’d ruined yugi’s favourite game and he wanted to fix it, if he was gonna make a real apology. And the EVEN SADDER part is that he DIDNT EVEN MAKE AN APOLOGY. He didn’t do any of this because he wanted forgiveness or credit or a pat on the head, at the last moment he decided he’d just give it back to yugi’s grandpa, tell him about the bully, and then leave before yugi came to the door. Its like.. half of him is too ashamed/embarassed to see yugi again, half of him feels like he has no right to be forgiven. And then of course blablabla, puzzle is completed, we meet Yami for the first time and he kicks the bully’s ass, woo! And then its so heartwarming that after all that Yugi friggin INSISTS on accepting Jou’s apology! Jounouchi shows up at school covered in bandaids and with a cold, feeling like he’s just destroyed his own life and lost the only bully friends he had, but its worth it because he didnt wanna keep hurting yugi. And then Yugi runs up and is like ‘AINT TAKIN NO FOR AN ANSWER’, and jounouchi finally opens up a bit and says a corny friendship line, and then he gets embarassed and has a comedic pratfall to end the chapter, completing his transformation from scary character into best friend! ITS SO PERFECT
But then in comparison we have Honda who’s really just introduced as bully-Jou’s bully-sidekick. Even when he becomes a good and trusted friend we never get any sign that his bullying had a big reason behind it, in comparison to Jou he was just an immature bastard doing stupid shit who finally matured. I wish he’d got more screentime and maybe gone into that a little, he pretty much only had a big focus as a bully and then became the most forgettable generic cheerleader of the friend group :P But yeah it was realistic and interesting how even though Jounouchi had turned good, his friend Honda hadn’t. And he was only here at first cos he was Jou’s friend, even if he was like “WTF. Its yugi! YUGI, Jou! Why do we suddenly like Yugi?? U gone nuts??” And then there was the interesting conflict of it looking like Jou was gonna end up losing his old friend cos of gaining this new one, and it was also really heartwarming how Honda ended up becoming friends with Yugi too after a few chapters. And it was nice how it was less of a turnaround and more of like.. friendship first, loss of bullying later. He just realized that Yugi was actually a good guy, and then slowly ended up learning from Yugi’s example and knocking off the dumb antics. It was nice how he had so much development into a responsible older brother figure even though he’d started as a thug, and how even his art style changed to match! Just SUCH a shame that as soon as he became this good guy the plot sidelined him, it was like he was geting punished for being good :p i don’t think nice Honda was boring :P
And then it was REALLY good how Yugi’s initial enemyness with Jounouchi was brought up five volumes later as a punch to the reader’s gut, during an emotional moment. Man, its so messed up that Shadi was also introduced as an enemy in the manga, and a REALLY sadistic one who used illusions of Yugi’s sad past against him. I feel like all these relationships are way better and more defined when we have the reference of how they started? Its like.. a redemption story hits you hard, but just starting the story with ‘they are all friends’ is like show, don’t tell. If you just TELL us theyre friends and dont show us any proof of it then its boring! Maybe thats why the episodes were so much more over-the-top about friendship speeches? BUT THATS JUST TELLING US AGAIN, NOT SHOWING I was soooo mad as soon as I read the damn manga and saw how much enuine friendship we missed T_T And don’t even get me started on how much more screentime and friendship establishment that Anzu and Bakura got, too! WHY THE SECOND ANIME HATE THE FRIENDS SO MUCH. WHY WE NEVER GET THE FIRST ANIME. WHYYY
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“Ma, look at these.” Jayden held up a pair of blue and white Jordan 12’s. “Can I get these?”
“Don’t you already have those?”
“Nah, I got the red and black ones. Can I get them? Please,”
“Fine, get them I don’t care. One other pair, then go to the back and tell your father to bring his ass on. I’m hungry as hell.” I sat down and watched him look all over the store. I saw a couple of pairs that would be perfect for him but he’s picky as hell so he probably wouldn’t even like them.
I used to love going shopping for Jayden but now the shit irks me. He’s become so picky and Kaylin has his ass spoiled.  Try telling him he can’t have something the little nigga acts like it’s the end of the world. It’s fine right now though because all of this was going to be on Kaylin especially since we were in his store. He could foot the bill for Jayden’s sneaker habit since he’s the one that has it all fucked up anyway.
I pulled my phone out and started looking through my text messages when I felt a presence in front of me. “Ebony.” Hearing his voice made me freeze in place. I looked up to see Rio standing there still looking the same as I remember. “Damn, you still looking good baby girl.”
I didn’t even say anything I just stood up and tried to walk past him but he grabbed my arm. “Let my arm go,” I told him without yelling like I really wanted to.  The last thing I needed was Jayden hearing me yell and rushing to go get Kaylin from the back.
“Why are you acting funny? I went to jail for you bitch.”
“No you went to jail for your actions, it’s my fault you beat my ass the way you did? No, I don’t think so now let my arm go.” I snatched my arm away from him but he grabbed my hand and looked at my ring.
“Oh so somebody put a ring on it huh? What happened? You back with your bitch ass baby daddy? Nah that’s not it, word is you had him murked.”
“I don’t know what the fuck you talking about but you need to let my hand go and stay away from me!”
“What’s going on?” Hearing Kaylin’s voice behind me made me freeze up almost immediately. I turned to look at him and Jayden who was standing right next to him with his arms folded.
“Is this little Jayden?” Rio reached his hand out for a pound but Jayden just looked at him like he was stupid.
“Ebony,” Kaylin said my name. “Come here.” I went over to where he was and he glanced at me then looked back at Rio. “Who is this?”
“Nobody important, just someone I know from back in the day.”
“So why the fuck was he touching and grabbing on you?”
“It’s nothing Kaylin, let’s just go.”
“She’s right, why don’t y’all just go?” Rio smirked at him.
“Take Jayden to the car Ebony.”
“Bu-“ Before I could say anything else he sent me a glare that shut my ass right up. I grabbed Jayden’s hand and walked out the store. “Why did you go and tell Kaylin anything?”
“That man was grabbing on you and stuff, what was I supposed to do? It was either go get him or hit the nigga myself.” Jayden answered me and I looked at him.
“Watch your mouth, you’re not grown.”
“I never said I was but I see a man grabbing on my mother in a way no other man does and you’re questioning it. Kaylin doesn’t even grab at you like that but it was a problem for me to stop the situation.”
“I’m not saying that Jayden”
“So what are you saying? You think I don’t recognize him ma? I know who Rio is and I remember what he did to you but I’m wrong for going to get dad when he touched you? Alright, I see how it is.” He shook his head then walked ahead of me.
Did my 11 year old just read my ass? That’s exactly what it feels like he just did. I can’t even be mad at him because he’s right. What the fuck? I started to follow him until something told me to turn around and when I did I saw two security guards carrying Rio’s dumb ass out of Kaylin’s store.
The nigga looked like he could barely stand up and had blood on his face. Kaylin came out right behind them with the screw face on. I could tell he was pissed off and I was going to have to deal with this dumb ass attitude of his all damn day.
The whole ride back to the house Kaylin and Jayden both ignored me. Even when we got home they ignored me. They just stayed in that damn game room all day. I even sucked up my pride and tried to get one of them to talk to me and it wasn’t happening.
Jayden being mad really didn’t bother me because he’s going to get over it eventually. The little nigga gotta come ask me for something so he can’t avoid me forever, plus I planned on apologizing anyway. Kaylin’s stubborn ass is something different. That nigga could literally ignore me for a week straight if he really wanted to and I knew he was going to try to.
After hours of them being locked in that damn game room Kaylin finally came out but I know that was only because he was coming with me to Darryl’s birthday party. We were waiting for Brandi to come and drop Angelic off so we could take her and Jayden to Mariah’s house since she and Tristan weren’t going to the party. He banned her ass from going out while pregnant after Nicole acted a fool and wanted to fight Rashad the night we went out together. He says he doesn’t want her caught up in any foolishness which I understand so I’m not even mad at him.
The whole time we were getting ready he didn’t say shit to me and I wasn’t really shocked by that. Kaylin always does some bullshit like ignoring me when he gets mad. When I was finished getting dressed I looked at him. “So you’re going to ignore me all night or something?”
“What you want me to say Ebony?”
“I’m just Ebony now? It’s not that damn serious Kaylin.”
“Who was that nigga?”
“Nobody, he’s just somebody I know from a long time ago.”
“Why was he grabbing you up and shit? Why did he feel comfortable enough to do that?”
“I don’t know he’s an idiot. Damn, what the fuck you want me to say?”
“Whatever the fuck is the truth. What’s his name?”
“Why does that matter?” Kaylin knew all about who Rio was at least he knew him by name. I told him all about that retarded ass relationship and I know as soon as I say his name I’m getting blacked on. Excuse me but I really don’t feel like dealing with that.
“It matters because I wanna know who the fuck that nigga was. Are you fuckin’ that nigga or something?”
“Hell no! Why would you ask me something like that?”
“It gotta be a reason you’re hiding that shit Eb. Who is he?”
“That was Rio.”
“I know who it was I just wanted to see if you were going to tell me the truth.”
“What do you mean you knew?”
“Jayden told me his name; I’m just trying to figure out why you didn’t tell me you ran into that nigga weeks ago.” I guess he saw the semi-shocked look on my face because he nodded. “Yup he told me that shit too. So you run into your ex and you weren’t going to tell me that? The fuck is wrong with you?”
“Nothing is wrong with me; it wasn’t serious so I didn’t say anything.”
“That nigga went to jail behind beating your ass Ebony but running into him aint serious?  What if he tried something?”
“He wasn’t going to touch me.”
“You know that how Eb? He did the shit before, you really on some bullshit.”
“The fuck is you talking about? I didn’t even do shit.”
“That’s my point, you didn’t do shit. You should’ve come to me and told me that you saw that nigga. Today is the second time he ran into you, the fuck do you think would’ve happened if I wasn’t there?”
“I don’t know but it’s not like I knew the nigga was going to pop up on me. Damn, you’re making a big deal out of nothing.”
“That’s what you think? Aight.” He nodded then walked out of our bedroom. I didn’t even bother going after him I just finished getting ready. When Brandi dropped Angelic off we took her and Jayden to Mariah then headed to the party,
The whole drive to the club we didn’t speak. When we got in the club we didn’t speak. He sat with his boys while I saw with my girls and that’s it. We had no communication. In my opinion he was overreacting, the nigga was acting like I cheated on him or something.
“Ebony what’s wrong with you?” Jasmine asked me.
“Kaylin is on some bullshit.” I ran down the whole story of what happened to her and she was shaking her head at me when I was done.
“I told you to tell him but no you didn’t wanna listen to anybody. You had to do whatever you wanted to do anyway.”
“Jas shut up I really don’t feel like hearing that bullshit right now.”
“Well it’s the truth. I get why he’s mad but he’s stretching it right now.” I looked at her confused and she motioned for me to look at him on the other side of the section. There he was sitting with some half naked bitch all up in his face showing all 32 of her teeth.
“What the fuck?” I got up and walked over to where they were. “Excuse you!” I shouted getting ole girl’s attention. I knew his ass saw and heard me but he wanted to be petty and not look at me.
“Do you have a problem?” The girl questioned me.
“I actually do but it’s not with you so if you want to avoid getting your head cracked you need to get up and walk off.” She started to get up but this nigga had the nerve to grab her arm then whispered something in her ear. I don’t know what he said but the bitch sat back like she didn’t just hear what I said. “Kaylin, you are really stretching it.”
“How Eb? I’m just talking ma.” He smirked at me.
“No nigga you’re trying to be funny and it’s going to get you fucked up in a second. Stop fuckin’ playing with me Kaylin!” He laughed then waved me off and that shit instantly made my blood boil so I grabbed a drink that was on the table in front of him and threw that shit in his face before I started raining punches on his ass. He wanted to be childish I was going to whoop his ass like he was one.
I was getting his ass good too when Rashad’s big ass decided to grab me up. I was grateful I didn’t have on a dress or everybody would’ve seen my ass by the way I was kicking my legs trying to get Rashad to let me go. My jeans were saving my life at the moment.
“Yo Ebony you need to chill sis!” Rashad shouted at me.
“Fuck that and fuck him too!” I snatched away from Rashad and grabbed my stuff from my sister before I left the club. I didn’t say anything to anybody I just left. Thankfully I always put his car keys in my purse whenever we go out, too bad for him I was taking his car and leaving him here. He can get the bitch he was talking to drive his ass somewhere.
***
When I got up the next morning I looked at my phone to see numerous missed calls from my sister, Nicole, my brother and Kaylin. I really wasn’t even trying to hear shit from Kay, he was on my shit list so I called Nicole who picked up on the first ring.
“Damn bitch can I finish dialing first?” I joked when she answered.
“Shut up bitch, are you just now getting up? It’s almost one in the afternoon Eb.”
“I know but nobody was here to bug me so I stayed asleep.”
“Well where the fuck did you go last night?”
“I came home, where else would I go?”
“Did you lock Kay out?”
“No I didn’t lock him out; I had his keys like always and didn’t answer the door when he came home. I don’t care either he was on some bullshit.”
“You know him and your brother damn near fought last night right?”
“The fuck? Why?”
“When you left Darryl came up to where we were asking what was going on, you know since you decided to pop off like we weren’t in a crowded club. You’re on the Shaderoom by the way.”
“How wonderful,” I rolled my eyes.
“Anyway Darryl asked what happened. Jas messy ass told him what it was or at least what she saw. Darryl asked Kay what happened, Kay told him to mind his business it had nothing to do with him and they got to arguing. If Rashad didn’t break it up and make him leave they would’ve been straight boxing.”
I shook my head at that bullshit. I should’ve known Darryl was going to say something and Jas was going to be messy and low key hype it up. “That’s some crazy shit. Did he stay with y’all last night?”
“Nah I think he went to Trey and Jas’ house.”
“How did he end up there?”
“They drove him home after you dipped and it was late so they didn’t want to go and wake up Mariah or Tristan so he just went to their house. That’s what he told Rashad this morning when they spoke.”
“Oh well, I guess I’ll see his ass later or something but I’m not fuckin’ with that nigga right now. He was really doing some bullshit.” Last night still had me super pissed.
I understand he was upset about me not telling him about Rio, I get it but he was taking shit too far. As long as I’ve been with Kaylin I never even let a nigga close to me and this nigga had the fuckin’ nerve and balls to have a bitch in his face with me right there. That’s disrespect on a whole other level and I wasn’t beat for him or that bullshit right now.
“I know he was, but the nigga was drunk and acting stupid.”
“I don’t want to hear that he was drunk bullshit, he’s a grown ass man.”
“Well you do what you feel like you need to do in your situation. I gotta go, Rashad is hungry and he’s rushing me to get dressed so we can go eat.”
“Alright well I’ll talk to you later.” We said our goodbyes or whatever then hung up. After putting my phone down I got up and went in the bathroom so I could shower.
When I got done showering and getting dressed I went downstairs to the living room to see Kaylin and Trigga sitting in the living room. “How’d you get in here?” I asked, getting their attention.
He looked up at me then sighed. “You gave your sister a key for emergencies remember? I took hers. Come here Hersh.”
“Nah I’m good right here.”
“I’m going to give y’all some privacy.” Trigga got up and started to walk out the room but I stopped him.
“Don’t go too far, he might need you to save him from another ass whooping.”
“Nah I think I’m good Eb. I’m going to go see what’s up with Tristan and the fam.” He shook his head at us before leaving. When he was gone I looked at Kaylin with my eyebrow raised.
“Baby I’m sorry, I fucked up last night.” He said making me chuckle.
“No shit Sherlock.”
“I’m trying to apologize Ebony.” He stood up and I saw that he was in the same clothes he was wearing last night.
I knew he was funky and I took all of me not to laugh at him. Kaylin is far from dirty; he’s actually very close to being a neat freak so wearing the same clothes from last night had to be irking his nerves.
“I got drunk and let the liquor get the best of me. I’m sorry aight?” He pulled a jewelry box from his pocket and I could tell from the shape of the box that it was a necklace.
“What is that?”
“Just something to show you I’m sorry,” he opened the box and of course it was a necklace just like I knew it would be. I can’t even front it was nice, it was a gold diamond studded chain that had a diamond E as a pendant. I wanted it because it was so pretty but I wasn’t taking that shit.
“That’s nice Kay.”
“That’s all you gotta say? It’s nice?”
“What more do you want me to say? Oh wait let me guess, you wanted me to see that necklace and everything you did is supposed to be just fine and dandy?” I sat down on the couch and looked at him. “It’s not that easy.”
“Ebony I’m saying sorry.”
“You’re saying sorry but do you even know what you’re sorry for? You don’t because if you did you wouldn’t have gone to go buy a fuckin’ necklace as an apology.  You would’ve just said it, meant it and been done. I know you, this is a I don’t really care about what I did but I want you to stop being mad at me gift and I’m not taking it!”
“Ebony you’re over reacting on all of this shit.”
“I’m not though.”
“You are!”
“No the fuck I’m not. So, because I didn’t tell you about a nigga who’s crazy as fuck and doesn’t have shit to lose you get to do some bullshit? Rio will do anything and not care about the consequences because he doesn’t have shit. I don’t want you doing something that could fuck up or make you lose your life. I was doing what I thought was best and in return I get a club full of people seeing my nigga disrespecting me to my muthafuckin’ face but I’m overreacting?” I looked at Kaylin like he was fuckin’ stupid.
He really had me fucked up right now. I don’t like arguing with Kaylin because it’s a headache that I don’t feel like dealing with but he had me so pissed off right now. Coming in here with some jewelry and a fake ass apology like that was supposed to make shit right. I was over the bullshit for real and he was going to hear every bit of my mouth today.
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Looking out the window of my car I couldn’t help but run down the argument Ebony and I had. Usually when we fight I’m able to brush that shit off once I cool down because I’m going to be honest, we fight a lot. A whole lot so I’m used to going through the motions. When you have a woman who has no problem speaking her mind you go through that type of shit all the time. I couldn’t do that now though, the shit we said to each other kept playing back in my mind. I couldn’t even figure out why, it’s not like it’s the first time she threatened to leave. I guess this is just the first time I felt like she was dead ass serious about it.
   “Yo you are the most selfish nigga I’ve ever met in my fuckin’ life dawg.” Ebony said while she was sitting on the couch rubbing her hands together like she was in deep thought about what just came out her mouth. “All you care about is yourself, and how the fuck you feel.”
   I sat down on the opposite couch looking at her like the fool she apparently was. “I’m selfish Eb? I’m taking care of you and your son like he’s my own kid but I’m selfish? The fuck type of shit is that?”
   “You take care of us, alright and so what Kaylin? You think that gives you the right to do whatever the fuck you want any way you want to? I appreciate what you do for me and Jayden but let’s not act like you didn’t make it this way.”
   “I did make it this way because I care about you. I love your ass but for whatever reason you just wanna keep doing stupid shit!”
   “I didn’t tell you about Rio, you’re right that was stupid. I fucked up, I should’ve told you but that doesn’t mean you get to disrespect me and act like it’s not a big deal. You walk your ass in this house with some bullshit necklace like I’m going to see the fuckin’ diamonds on it and forget the shit you have and still are putting me through!”
   “What am I putting you through!? You living the life most bitches would kill for. I come home to you every night, I take care of you, and I’m here with you! I’m doing all of this for you, for my kids, for us and you want to act like everything I do is so fucked up when you’re the one not being real!”
   “You love me Kaylin? You care about me and my son? If you do why did you do what you did? You treated me like shit last night. You embarrassed the fuck out of me like I’m just some average bitch off the street and not the woman you’re planning to spend the rest of your life with.”
   “You’re the one that was lying to me about that nigga, the fuck you mean. I had to find out about that nigga because of Jayden, not because you told me what was up. If the roles were reversed and I did that shit to you what would you say Ebony? Let’s be real right now, what would you do?”
   “You’re supposed to trust me. You’re supposed to know that I’m not a grimy ass bitch. I don’t move like that. If I didn’t say anything it’s for a reason it’s not because I was trying to be sneaky.”
   “I can’t fuckin’ tell, you lied to me. Had me looking like I don’t know what the fuck is going on with my fuckin’ woman. You’re damn near my wife but I don’t know about niggas from your past is popping up on you? Are you fuckin’ stupid?”
   “Like you said, I’m damn near your wife so trust me enough to know that I’m not going to disrespect you. I didn’t want drama between you and that crazy ass nigga. I didn’t want you getting caught up in the bullshit from my past. You already got rid of Quan because of me I didn’t want you doing that again and possibly getting caught.”
   “You still should’ve said something Ebony. What the fuck was I supposed to do? Not be mad that you didn’t say shit? What was I supposed to think?”
   “Not that I was trying to be sneaky or something. Now you’re questioning my loyalty? You think I would cheat on you or something? Do you even want to marry me Kaylin? You put this ring on my finger for what? Is it because you really want to be with me forever or was it just a shut up and do what I want ring?”
   “Don’t ask me some bullshit like that; you know damn well why I gave it to you.”
   “I don’t think I do, I thought I did but if this is what spending the rest of my life with you will be like I’m not so sure if I even want it anymore.”
   “What are you saying?”
   “I’m saying I’m done with bullshit, that’s what I’m saying. This ring doesn’t mean shit; I should’ve seen it when you first put it on my finger. You don’t want me as your wife. You just wanted me to be open to having your baby. You can scrap that shit now because I’m done.” She shook her head at me then walked out the living room. “I’ll be out by tonight don’t even worry about it.” I didn’t even say anything. There was no point, it wasn’t going to do shit but start the whole damn argument over. I grabbed another pair of my keys off the mantle and left.
“Aye bruh we’re here, you want me to come in?” Trigga asked me out of my thoughts.
“Yeah come in, if she starts again it’s going to take all of me not to touch her so make sure I don’t do some stupid shit.” We both got out the car and walked up to the house. I was about to pull my keys out while I twisted the door knob but it was already unlocked. “The fuck?”
“What happened?”
“The door is unlocked; she doesn’t keep this door unlocked.” Ebony has always been on some paranoid shit because she thinks this house is too big to leave anything open. She doesn’t even function right if the shit is unlocked.
“Maybe she didn’t lock it and left?”
“Then her car wouldn’t be in the garage, let me go check and see if it’s in there. Go see if she in the living room or upstairs.” We both walked in the house and he went where I told him to go while I walked down the hall to the garage door.  Opening the door I walked down the three steps that were right behind the door after turning the light on.
Her car was sitting right in its usual spot so I put my hand on the hood and it was cold so that meant she hasn’t went anywhere. I was just about to shrug my shoulders and say fuck it, maybe I’m over thinking shit when I heard Trigga shouting my name.
I left the garage then ran upstairs. When I walked in my bedroom I was about to ask what the fuck he wanted until I saw Ebony sitting on the floor with her knees up to her chest and her head resting on her arms. Confused I bent down to her level.
“Hersh, what’s wrong with you? Why are you crying?” She didn’t say anything she just shook her head. “I’m sorry about earlier aight, let’s talk about it so we can squash this shit.” Again she didn’t say anything and this time I was getting irritated but I kept my cool. “Look at me baby,” I used both hands to lift her head and when I got a good look at her face I immediately got mad.
Her lip was busted and one of her eyes looked like it was going to swell shut pretty soon. “Who did that to your face?”
“H-he came here,”
“Who came here, that punk ass nigga from yesterday?” I asked and she nodded her head. “What the fuck happened?”
“He rang the doorbell so I went over and opened it. When I saw it was him I tried to close the door but I couldn’t. We ended up getting in a fight. The only reason he left was because I was able to run up here and get your gun from the closet.” She cried. “Kay, he took my phone so I couldn’t call you and I was here by myself. I didn’t know what else to do.” I pulled her up to her feet then wrapped my arms around her.
“I’m sorry baby. I’m not leaving again aight. I’m going to handle this shit, don’t worry about it.”
“No, he’s crazy Kaylin he’ll really try to hurt you.”
“I don’t give a fuck about that nigga being crazy Ebony, look at your face. Come on, put your shoes on.”
“Where are we going?”
“You’re going your sister’s house, I’m about to go do something real quick.”
“No Kaylin!” I ignored her looking at Trigga.
“Take her to Jaz then hit me up aight.”
“Kaylin don’t go and do something stupid please,” Ebony begged while holding my shirt extra tight. I know she was only trying to stop me because she didn’t want me getting hurt but I didn’t feel like hearing that shit right now.
“Go get in the car, Trigga take her.” I told him. He came over to the side of the room she was on and grabbed her arm gently.
“Come on Eb,”
“I don’t want him doing something stupid!” She shouted as he pulled her out the room.
I went to my closet to get my strap. I really didn’t want to resort back to this street shit, I’m supposed to be done with it but that nigga put his hand on my wife and I can’t let that shit slide. I’ll die before that nigga thinks it’s ever okay to touch what’s mine.
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Acting like a dominant girl on Omegle gets you nowhere.
I'm a cismale and I thought 'Why not act like a woman tonight?' I chose to act like a dominant lesbian and this is the results
!!!EXPLICIT CONTENT WARNING!!!
Stranger: M or f
You: I'm a fucking human. It doesn't matter.
Stranger: Bitch STFU😒
You: I just want a casual chat.
You: Is that too much?
Stranger: No come get sum
Stranger: I'm NOT gay
Stranger: So if this a guy
Stranger: Leave me alone
You: Homophobic, I see.
Stranger: No I'm not
Stranger: That's what I am not
You: You said 'Leave me alone' as if you were afraid of a little homosexuality.
Stranger: I am I don't put myself around that energy
You: So...
Homophobic.
Stranger: Is this a girl if you a girl idc if you say allat but
You: Yeah it is, but what if I'm a lesbian?
Stranger: If you a guy you kinda wierd man
Stranger: That's coo
You: Why would it automatically be weird for a guy to say this, if I may?
Stranger: Wym?
Stranger: Guys shouldn't be talking bout anything gay
You: But girls can?
Stranger: I'm not gay so I don't associate with gay stuff
Stranger: Yes your a girl🤩😂call me whateverrr
You: So you don't support LGBT+ and you shun gay dudes.
That's called Homophobic.
Stranger: But anywayssss😂
Stranger: I'm not homophobic
Stranger: Stop calling me gay girl😭
You: You sure act like it.
You: I'm not calling you gay.
Homophobic is afraid of gays.
Stranger: Ohhhhh
You: Or a hatred for them
Stranger: I don't hate it's just idc to hear bout it
You: And if you do?
Stranger: Wym?
You: You don't care to hear about it.
What happens if you do?
Stranger: Well then I'm tb gay stuff Wich I don't like tbh😐
Stranger: But when a girl tb it it's okay
You: 'tb'?
Stranger: Talking about
Stranger: Wyd tho?
You: Your fragile masculinity is laughable.
You: Would you believe me if I said I'm sucking a dick?
Stranger: Naw
Stranger: Are you
You: No.
Stranger: Why would you ask me then funny af🤣🤣
Stranger: I'm eating sum pussy rn so...
Stranger: 🤣
You: To see if you were as much of a creep as you come-
Yeah... I think I proved my point.
Stranger: I was just kidding calm tf down
Stranger: 😐😐
You: Fragile
Masculinity.
Stranger: Fradgile masculinity?
Stranger: Bitch enough big words we aint in school rn
You: School is for people who want to do something big in life.
All you wanna do is shun me for being smarter than you and shun guys for being gay.
Stranger: No idc if they gay so stop you dumb hoe
You: Then interact with men in the LGBT+ community... 'you dumb hoe'
Stranger: Prolly was sucking dick😂🙄
Stranger: Me nooo
Stranger: Your not getting me to do that who you think you is shorty😭🤣🤣
You: What does dick sucking have to do with you talking to a gay dude?
Stranger: I'm not talking to no gayyy dudeee
You: I have a bigger dick than you.
Stranger: Nada
You: Fragile fucking Masculinity
Stranger: Bitch I will fuck the back off you
You: I hope the fuck you do
Stranger: Arch that back hoe
You: You're either
A.) A perv
or B.) Rocking on fragile masculinity.
You have to choose one.
Stranger: You would be beggin for yo life if I eat that pussy how I wanted😛😈
Stranger: I'm not a perv or I'm not gay so...
Stranger: What color hair you got?
You: Fragile Masculinity means your so self conscious about someone being more 'manly' than you so you act tough around ladies to raise your personality points. And lemme tell ya, it aint workin.
It has nothing to do with being gay.
You: Why does that matter?
I'm never having your babies.
Stranger: Wtf that ain't me I was js I am not gay and keep the gay talk away from me but baby ion know where you got allat at butttt...
Stranger: Bitch I don't want you to have my babies
You: Gay talk-
Were you not fucking listening?
Being a man of fragile masculinity means you have self esteem issues about your manliness.
You: Then why ask?
Stranger: Ik what I am and you ain't about to clown me and tell me who I am you clowning fr baby🤣🤣😭
You: If I am a clown, what will you do?
Stranger: I don't
You: You do.
You: You really do.
Stranger: No I don't ouuu I would fuck the life out youuu
You: You do. Saying shit like "I would fuck the life out of you" proves it.
Stranger: But what you wanna tb
You: I wanna talk about your low self-esteem.
Stranger: Bet it up shorty
You: Or is it that your self-esteem is so high that you're afraid of lil' ol' me?
Stranger: And you must have problems about how you feel about yourself to be judging meee.😁
You: I'm living my best life.
Stranger: Who afraid of you bitch becuas I definitely am tf not
Stranger: Yea
You: Calling someone names in an argument really lowers your personality points.
Stranger: IDGAF 🤣
You: Yeah you do.
Stranger: Personality points🙄
Stranger: Yo ass is evil I like that😏😏
You: Then again, you were already at zero points, so now you're at negative-go-fuck-yourself points.
You: I take pleasure in reading that you like the evil in me.
Stranger: I get off on that😋😏
You: I bet you masturbate to CBT porn
Stranger: Evil is attractive
Stranger: To me
You: Good thing I'm not gonna ever see you in my life.
Stranger: And you got it written all over youuuu🥺😌
Stranger: See evil asl I luvvvv it
Stranger: Keep thinking positive baby
You: Good thing I don't 'luvvvv' you.
Stranger: Oh no that is luv not love
Stranger: Different meanings😘
You: Ah, luv is a pervert's version of love.
Stranger: Prostitute ass bitch stop hateing yo ass is insecure
Stranger: Fr🤣
Stranger: Just talk to me girlll😒
You: If I was a prostitute, I wouldn't be on here.
Secondly, you're insecure for thinking that I'm hating on you.
Stranger: Ik you are hahaha
You: I'm laughing so hard...
Stranger: I'm not thinking ik you are
Stranger: Go head laugh it up
You: You really think I'm laughing at your jokes?
I'm laughing at your insecurites.
You: insecurities*
Stranger: Bitch you pissing me off😒
Stranger: No I am not .
You: Good.
If you want me to stop, then talk to a fucking homosexual, you homophobe.
Stranger: Just talk normal
Stranger: Daum
You: This is my normal talk.
Stranger: Why you gotta constantly be tb sum gay or judging realshit girl if that was regular talk you gotta find better things to tb
Stranger: Wyd rn??
You: Talking to a dumbass.
Stranger: Here you go again bitch😍😂I do kinda luv that lil additude
You: I talk about great things, I just get ticked off when guys think they can treat girls like toys for their sex.
You: You think you can belittle me?
Stranger: Lmao and who is doing that??
You: You're really out here... on some fucking crack or something,
Stranger: Who is belittle you I was gon treat you good like fr b4 you started calling me names and judging you little bitch so don't think shit sweet
Stranger: Wasn't even belittle you but I'ma do it now because you brought it up so...
You: I don't care if you hate me. You're a stranger on the internet who is getting mad for some girl on Omegle.com talking shit.
Stranger: I'm not mad
Stranger: Lmaooo
Stranger: You think you getting to me naww
Stranger: Don't trip
You: I wish that were true.
You're struggling with your fragile masculinity, so you hide behind this persona of bravery and cockiness.
Stranger: Your funny tho fr
You: Learn to spell, numbnuts
Stranger: You were struggling with your masculinity who TF says that shit
You: Me.
Stranger: Your the first person I ever heard say that
You: Because no one else is like me.
Stranger: But shorty I wasn't tryna belittle you I wasn't tryna fuck nun of day I was just tryna make sum friends lmao
You: Well this 'shorty' will not be your friend simply because you have a small penis and you're afraid of me.
Stranger: I'm not afraid of you and my dick ain't small!
You: Prove it.
Stranger: How girl
You: Act like a big dick dude and prove you're not afraid.
Stranger: Girl Ik I'm not scared of youu
Stranger: .🤣
Stranger: I thought you ain't want no dick?
You: Prove you're not scared of me.
Also, I said I didn't want YOUR dick.
Stranger: Come grab this mfka then
You: What is there to grab?
Stranger: Slobber it all down😍
Stranger: Ykyk
You: I can't touch something non-existent.
Stranger: Yeah let's go ahead and play this game🤣
Stranger: Girl yk I got dickk
You: Act like it then.
Stranger: Don't even try to act like you dont.
You: Don't have a dick or don't want your micro-penis?
Stranger: I got dick promise ya girl😘
You: Well, stop calling me 'girl', firstly and then I'll consider believing you.
Stranger: What's your name here I'll treat you better
You: It's fucking Bob. I'm not telling you my name.
Stranger: Wow
Stranger: Girl
Stranger: Evil🥰🥰I luvvv it
You: No. Just staying private.
Stranger: It's okay I'm julian
You: You're very trusting.
Stranger: Thx
You: That's not good.
Stranger: You think I'm trustworthy that what you saying
Stranger: You bi polar huh
You: No. I'm saying you trust people too easily.
Also, no. I'm just blunt.
Stranger: I like it fr tho I think you is bi polar you be getting mad at me for no reasonnn
Stranger: Who said I trust?
You: I'm laughing. I'm not mad.
Stranger: I trust no one🤫
Stranger: Me too
You: What part of Arizona do you live in?
So I can maim you/
You: .*
Stranger: You in phx
You: Why would I tell you that?
Stranger: No I just don't give 2 fucxks what you gon do kill me?😂🙃
Stranger: Aint nobody onnat
You: If that's what it takes to get you to leave this conversation, then yes.
Stranger: If I meet up wit these bitches nun of them gon have me worried nun of them are gon press me
Stranger: .
Stranger: What's your issue nowww😭😭😭🤣
Stranger: You be having me rolling istg🤣
You: Just give up. You aren't going to win this battle. You're an issue and I'm losing brain cells listening to your grammar and incessant rambling.
Stranger: Bitch come suck my dick
Stranger: Idc
Stranger: Idc
You: No, I don't think I will.
Stranger: Thought you wanted dick?
You: Not yours.
Stranger: All you bitched want my dick🤫
You: Your dick is small. I asked you to prove that you even had a penis by acting like it. Are you fucking brainless?
Stranger: I got drug dealer swag baby I can give to fucs what you think bout me
Stranger: 😘
You: Ah, so you give me a reason to get you incarcerated?
Stranger: Bitch we anonymous
You: True, but I have my ways.
Stranger: You don't wanna take it their fr
You: I should probably head out before I become braindead. It wasn't nice talking to you.
Stranger: Like realshit
You: 'Kay, bye~
Stranger: Why you leaving
You: Because you're dumb. Why else?
Stranger: Okay I guess
Stranger: Could've had sum dick girl but...
Stranger: You ain't want nu
You: I'm a lesbian.
You have disconnected
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