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[polaroidbills]

enhypen when you find their baby photos cute

genre/cw: bf!enhypen x reader, mega super duper fluff, one mention of "dying of cuteness", lots cheek and face squishing

a/n: this was my very first request! i loved writing this so keep requesting more!

heeseung 희승

"oh my god you were soo cute! i could just squish your little cheeks!"

you're currently sitting on your bed, looking through a photobook of heeseung's baby and childhood photos. cooing over how cute and squishy his cheeks were.

"babe stopp!" he snatched the photobook and slammed it shut.

"noo but i wasn't done looking at the photos!"

"too late! should've taken a picture of them," he shrugs.

"well it's a good thing i did!" you grab your phone and open the pictures you got, putting it up next to heeseung's face.

"see you were so cute! what happened to you?" you compared the baby photo to heeseung now, frowning.

"what?! take that back!" he starts tickling you.

"okay! okay! fine! you're still very cute!" you say laughing.

"good!" he finally stops tickling you.

"see you look the exact same!" you grab his cheeks and squish them like they were in the photo.

"yah! stop it!" he starts tickling you again.

jay 제이

"baby you've been looking at these photos for an hour and a half noww," jay complains.

"but look at how cute you were! i can't stop!"

"well you're gonna have to stop," he grabs your phone to turn it off but before he could you ran away. off of the couch and around the kitchen island.

"yah! come here right now!" he tries to catch you but you run even faster.

"i'll stop under onee condition," you smirk as an idea comes up in your mind.

"okayy? and what is that one condition?" jay asks suspiciously.

"you need to pose like this photo!" you show your favourite baby photo of him.

"what? never!"

"pleasee! i promise i'll stop looking ag the baby photos, if you do this one thing!" you plead.

"fine," jay sighs and does the flower pose like the photo.

"yes!" you quickly snap a photo of him doing the pose.

"good! now stop looking at those photos!"

"i will i will!"

three hours later. all you been doing is staring at the photo you just took of jay.

jake 제이크

you were busy looking through baby and childhood photos of jake. until you felt arms snake around your waist and a head on your shoulder.

"watcha doing?"

"looking at this cute little baby. aw this one is my favourite," you smile at the photos.

"yahh stop looking at thesee," he closes the book and tosses it to the side. "why look at these when you have the real thing right here," he puts his hands under his chin as he smiles.

"but it's not as good as these photoss," you complain.

"yah! i'm soo much hotter and better than before come on, don't you agree?" jake whines at your remarks.

"haha just kidding my baby," you then put your arms around his waist pulling him closer into a hug.

"you better be."

sunghoon 성훈

"wahh you were so cutee," you smile as you go through baby sunghoon photos sunoo sent you.

"yah! where did you get these?" he grabs your phone out of your hand to see the photo up close.

"that's none of your business," you laugh trying to get the phone back.

"oh i'm deleting this!"

"wait no! please! i love the photo!" you jump up when he raises the phone higher.

"and delete! there the photo is gone now," he hands you back the phone.

"ugh! i can't believe you!" you turn around to fake sulk.

"baby?" you don't respond.

"baby i'm sorry. i didn't think it was that big of a deal to you," still no response, you're just on your phone. "yah! are you texting sunoo?"

"uh noo?"

"hey! you so are!"

"well you just deleted my favourite photo of you! so now i gotta get it back from sunoo!"

"he sent them to you?"

"yes!"

"oh i'm gonna slap him across the fa- wait. did you say favourite photo of me?" you nod, giggling. "yah!"

he then tackles you to the bed, tickling you.

sunoo 선우

"oh my god i can't! you were so cute as a baby!" flipping through the photobook, you squeal at how cute sunoo was.

"i know right! like my cheeks were so squishable!" he too, exclaims how he looked as a baby.

"ahh i can't! i'm gonna die of cuteness!" you pretend to faint.

"and my cheeks still are squishable! see?" he pinches his cheeks as you get up to do the same.

"and you're still the cutest ever! ugh i love you so much," you smile at him.

"you were also so cute as a baby!" he shows you a baby photo of yourself.

"yeah but not as cute as you though! i'm lowkey jealous."

"yeah i know," sunoo rolls his eyes, sassily pretending to flip his hair.

jungwon 정원

"aww oh my godd! you were so cuteee!" you flip through the photobook rapidly as the adrenaline flows through your body.

"yahh didn't i tell you to stop looking at those? i'm right here!" jungwon waves his hands in front of your face, getting your attention.

"wait you literally haven't changed! you look the same!" you hold the photo up to his face. you then grab his cheeks and squish them like how they were in the photo.

"there! i can't! cuteness overload!" you clap your hands at how similar it is.

"stopp!" he whines and shoos your hands away.

"wait i need a picture of this. could you pose like this pleaseee?"

"no. never in a million years."

"pleasee jungwon pleasee," you plead.

"no. thats my final answer."

"oh okay that's fine," you turn your back and cross your arms, pretending to sulk. but jungwon buys it as real sulking.

"wait babyy i'm sorryy," he grabs your chin to turn your head. revealing a pout on your lips.

"love i'm sorry. please talk to me," you don't say a word. instead you just sit and pout.

"fine i'll take the photo," jungwom finally sighs, giving in to your demand.

"yes!" you celebrate as he poses and you snap the photo.

niki 니키

you were busy scrolling through old baby photos of niki when you came across your all time favourite one.

you then ran to the living room where he was on the couch and shoved your phone right in front of his face, showing his the photo.

"look! weren't you the literal cutest baby ever! like i could just squish your cheeks oh my god!" you laughed.

"yah! where did you get that photo? i told everyone to delete it!" niki asks shocked.

"ha your mom sent it to me!" you laugh still staring at the phone.

"oh yeah?"

"yup!"

"well guess who sent this one to me?" you look up at him confused as he puts his phone up, revealing an old baby photo of you.

"yah! what the hell?! my mom sent this to you?" you grab his phone to get a better look at the picture.

"haha yes she did! and i made it my wallpaper!" niki turns his phone on and off to show his lockscreen.

"oh my god! that's so embarrassing!"

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VALENTINE

SYNOPSIS — with her long-term crush on taehyun, y/n finally musters up the courage to try and make the school president fall for her and be his date for the valentine's dance. the only problem was that taehyun was never fond of the whole concept of valentine's day nor the annual valentine's dance. will y/n succeed or will this be another year of watching taehyun from afar?

PAIRING — schoolpresident!taehyun x fem!reader

GENRE — highschool au, tooth rotting fluff, crack, slight angst

WARNINGS — a lot of cursing, pictures of food,

STATUS — finished (220813 - 220922)

NOTES - everyone is gay one way or another - choi line are 19, maknaes + yn are 18 - inspired by the song 'valentine' by laufey (pls listen to it, it's really good !!) - please ignore the timestamps !! everything is set in the month of february

A/N: my second smau !! i really enjoyed writing the first one i did sooo here's another one 🫶🏻 this is probably going to be shorter and more lighthearted than my first taehyun smau, so i hope this can make a lot of hearts flutter and cause a few giggles. happy reading friends! ♡

TEASER VIDEO | PROFILES 01 | PROFILES 02

01: the month of love | 02: just talk to him! | 03: meeting kai

04: new friend? | 05: planning stage | 06: stares and glares

07: confrontation | 08: friends? | 09: it's getting weird...

10: ghibli time | 11: unplanned moments | 12: conflicted feelings

13: d-1 | 14: valentine's dance

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[n3onguts]

pride and prejudice (09): trouble at a sushi restaurant.

summary — beomgyu desperately needs to get to the hospital.

genre&tags — emotional whiplash LOL, kai bonding with the rich housewives of seoul, a medical emergency, and stressed!soobin

warning(s) — swearing

a/n — a cliffhanger 😦 ??? kidding ofc kai’s gonna be okay, but now beomgyu’s gonna have to see y/n and the rest again... also dropped an easter egg as to what the park family does hehe

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[polaroidbills]

[☆] jealousy at its finest

pairings! - idolbf!enhypen (maknae line) x idol!reader

genre! - reactions, texting au, fluff, a pinch of crack, jealousy

warnings! - tiny swearing, jealousy, (Imk if i forgot anything)

synopsis! - enhypen maknae line's reactions to you posting a tweet with your mc partner lee know

author's note! - here's the maknae line! thank you for the support on the hyung line version! 🫶🏼

the tweet you posted ⤵️

kim sunoo ♪

yang jungwon ♪

nishimura riki ♪

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[polaroidbills]

jake as your vampire bf  ˚✧₊ ( 🦇⚰️ ) sim jaeyun - a head cannon

genre/cw: bf!jake x reader, jake as a vampire, mention of blood, jealousy and overprotectiveness, jake is hot.

a/n: another request! thank you for all of the support too! honestly this isn't my best work but i still hope you enjoy it! please request some more!

jake would so love when you complement his smile, especially his fangs. “i love your smile so much.” “i love you so much.”

but i feel like he wouldn’t like to be called cute, instead he would want to be called hot and handsome. so whenever you call him cute he whines and tells you to call him handsom or hot instead. “babeee i told you to stop calling me cutee. call me hot insteadd,” he frowns but then smirks at the though of you calling him hot. 

jake would be the more jealous and overprotective type. whenever he spots a guy near you, he would pull you closer to him, even if that guy is a random man on the subway with his earbuds in, minding his own business. he would then proceed to glare at the guy, as if the guy is even paying attention to you or him. 

he would even get jealous of his members when you all hangout. for example, one time you and all the members were hanging out at the dorm, heeseung was sitting next to you on the couch as you guys conversed. you were talking about a show you both have been watching recently. “yes oh my gosh! that was literally my favourite part!” you laughed at heeseungs remarks, not noticing jake staring at the both of you. “jake! are you even listening to me?” sunghoon asks trying to get his attention. jake would then impulsively grab your arm, “let’s go y/n. we’re leaving,” he practically drags you out of the dorm. “but i wasn’t fini-“ he cuts you off. “yes you were. now let’s go.” when you get in the car, you notice jakes grip on the steering wheel, tight, his knuckles were white. the drive home wasn’t long, but it was silent. so when you enter the apartment you break the silence. “what was that? why did we leave so suddenly?” you put your bag onto the kitchen counter. “you were having too much fun with heeseung.” jake says coldly. you finally understand what just happened. he’s jealous.

and when you point out that he’s jealous or overprotective, he would deny it so hard. literally do anything in his power to deny it but it doesn't work. “fine i was jealous,” he outs his head down. “jake you know i only love you, you’re my boyfriend, i’m literally dating you,” you say reassuring him. “i love you,” he goes to cuddle you on the couch. but then you notice he’s smelling you neck. “jake?” you say confused. “hmm you smell really goodd,” he smiles. “you mean my blood smells really good?” “i mean if you wanna put if that way.” sometimes you forget he’s a vampire. 

everyone knows about his habit of biting his lips anywhere and everywhere. but what you love about it is when his fangs show when he does it. as much as you know how he hates being called cute, you can’t help it but call him cute. because he is.

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[polaroidbills]

bills

˚✧₊ ( 🧾🫀 ) yang jungwon - a drabble

cw/genre: ex!jungwon x reader, bad breakup, moving one, letting go, only one person losing feelings, one mention of food, angstiest angst ever, growing out of love.

prompt: bills by enhypen

wc: 542

a/n: hello! here's some great jungwon angst cuz i fet like it. hope you enjoy!

now playing... bills - enhypen

it was perfect. everthing was perfect, just how i dreamt it would be. i had good grades, a great circle of friends, my mental health was sky rocketing, and i had the most amazing boyfriend ever.

it was our fate to be together.

but that "fate" was never meant to last forever.

that "fate" was only temporary.

it was fun for a while. fun while it lasted. but it didn't last like how i expected it to.

we did everything together. study, shop, eat, walk, and laugh.

all for that for what? just for us to fall apart and grow out of our love?

it's hard to accept. but it's the truth.

yang jungwon was everything i wanted in a guy. kind, caring, affectionate, funny, attractive, and so much more.

of course he still is.

everything stayed the same, except for our feelings. his feelings.

he didn't love me anymore.

but i loved him. i still do.

i can't do anything without thinking of him. everything reminds me of him. songs, food, places, movies, and even scents. it all circles back to him.

yang jungwon.

he was still perfect as ever.

but this is the price i pay.

the price i pay for expecting so much.

the price i pay for doing everything with him, instead of having time alone.

now, he's still all i think about. but i know he doesn't feel the same way.

i could tell we were growing apart. it all just kept piling onto each other. the price i pay getting more and more expensive. until it reached its limit, its peak, and crashed down.

we're the perfect example of a breakup aren't we?

if only i could go back into time and undo it. but it can't be undone.

the day he broke up with me, our last conversation, felt like my life was over. the pain was too much.

the lonliness grew like a snowball.

it felt like my heart was torn into a million pieces. it felt like there was no fixing it. like it was broken forever.

but it's not. it won't be broken forever. and i need to learn that.

i need to let myself know that there's so much more to life than just jungwon and a breakup.

i just want to move on.

i just wanna let go.

but the occasional thoughts of him still liking me won't leave.

why don't they just let go?

i'm done sulking and paying for this break up. i want it all to be over.

i will know i have officially let go when i finish paying of the pain.

but will i ever be able to pay off this pain?

that is unknown.

the price still grows as my tears flow.

i have to pay the consequences and values of parting. and i will, until these bills are out of my reach. until these thoughts can no longer fit in my brain capacity.

i realize that soon i will finally be able to let go. just like i wanted.

sign.

i will soon sign the final bill of this breakup and move on.

i just wanna let go of these bills.

i just wanna let go of jungwon.

i just wanna let go.

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[polaroidbills]

reciprocate.

genre! - angst angst angst, little fluff, slice of life, unrequited love

synopsis! - a story about how love isn't always perfect. about how everything ends up in tears but not always sad ones. love isn't always what your mind makes it out to be. it's full of downs, not just ups. it isn't always meant to be.

warnings! - not proof read, made at like 3 a.m, one kiss, mention of heart stabbing (lmk if i missed anything)

word count! - 1 368

author's note! - i relate so much to the main character, it's embarrassing. (minus the boyfriend part)

choi beomgyu. a classmate of mine. known as the popular, all-rounder, it boy of the 8th grade. many most would describe him as charming, attractive, funny, nice, smart, etc.

i remember the first time i laid eyes on him. his features sharp, hair framing his face, and his proportions unbelievably perfect. immediately i knew. i told myself to not fall and to force myself to look somewhere else. but i couldn't.

everyday i saw him again and again. i fell deeper and deeper, more and more. i couldn't stop myself. but i knew he never saw me as anything. i was just like every other girl. in fact, he probably doesn't even know i exist.

it was crushing my heart. to see him everytime he rakes through his hair or laughs at a friends joke. it hurt to know he could never reciprocate the same feelings.

one sided.

that's all it was. unrequited. if only he did reciprocate.

all those nights i couldn't sleep, i was busy. busy thinking about him and how it would be if he liked me back. if he noticed me.

but no. it could never happen. he's way out of my league. he's a 10, i'm a 5. we don't even belong in the same room.

as time went by my feelings grew. the school year is almost done. we're about to graduate. my feelings from the start of the year never left. i feel the same way. if not worse. i like him a lot more than before.

we ultimately end up going to the same school. and over the summer i work on myself. of course not only for him, but for me. if i think i look good maybe he will too.

i've changed over the break. from a 5 to i's say an 8.

as i walk through to doors and immediately spot him. choi beomgyu. talking to his friends. smiling and laughing.

i haven't even told my friend about him. about how i have a fat crush on him.

in class he sits next to me? since when did he know i existed? am i finally getting noticed now that i've worked on myself?

"hey."

"hi?"

"y/n right? you've changed," he exclaims shocked.

"oh yeah," i laugh. "can i help you?"

"i don't think we've ever really talked much. i want to get to know you more."

oh. the choi beomgyu wants to get to know me?

"you're friends with minji right?"

"oh yeah she's my best friend."

minji. kim minji. she's been my best friend since the 1st grade. she's everything i wish to be. pretty, smart, caring, energetic, happy, and so much more. all guys go to her. and what's worse guys only come to me to get close to her.

"what about her?"

"i was wondering if you could tell me what she likes? like does she like tulips or roses? dark or milk chocolate?"

oh. not surprised, but definitely disappointed. who am i to think the choi beomgyu would want to actually get to know me? of course he's interested in minji, who just happens to be my best friend.

"you know what why don't you just come with me to the mall? i want to make sure i get exactly what minji wants."

"oh uh okay?"

i mean sometimes, well most of the times, i glanced at beomgyu, he was looking at her. he's definitely shown interest in her multiple times, but i've just realized it now.

from that day, my heart ached and ached. it's like never ending heart burn. like someone stabs me in the heart everytime i see them together or hear them.

minji only ever really talks about beomgyu, and how amazing he and his dates are. even beomgyu comes to me sometimes, but never to actually talk to me or get to know me. no. but only to rant about how beautiful and perfect minji is. minji this, minji that.

doesn't he think i already know? out of the dozen times she's been chosen over me?

as fays go by my body and heart numb. it's like someone's put numbing cream on me and the effects never left me. one week ago me would've teared up everytime beomgyu or minji talked about each other. but present me just smiles and nods, tuning out the voices and words.

over the time me and beomgyu's friends got closer. to the point where i hang out and yalk to them more than minji. it's like they've replaced minji and i've replaced beomgyu. they don't even hang out with beomgyu much anymore. minji and beomgyu are too occupied with each other to keep around others. they're inseparable.

yeonjun and i are closer than the others but we all tolerate each other. ha.

the more i spend time with him and the other guys, the more i can forget sbout minji and beomgyu. the more i can feel and the more i can stop occupying my mind with him.

and just like that a 9-year friendship flushed down the toilet. and just like that a fat crush disappears like magic.

yeonjun and i have gone on dozens of one-on-one 'dates'. he's a great guy. a perfect guy. he's everything i've wanted and needed but more. words can't describe how much i like him.

but does he feel the same way? does he reciprocate these feelings?

it's been almost a year since the incident. a few months since i've talked to or hung out with beomgyu or minji. in fact i've never been happier. the feeling is unmatched.

i've healed. i've moved on. finally.

yeonjun and i are going on a date. i don't know where he's taking me though.

"don't look yet, we're almsot there," yeonjun's hand in mine and eyes closed he leads the way.

"okay open."

i flutter my eyes open and a beautiful view fills my vision. we're at the spot we had our first date. a hill in a field filled with greenery, sunlight, and flowers. i gaze down at the picnic blanket and basket set up.

"come sit down and eat. my mom heped me make tempura shrimp sushi. your favourite," he signals for me to sit.

"mm it's really good," i manage to say with a mouth full of sushi.

"woah calm down there's plenty more sushi for you," he laughs. the most beautiful laugh ever.

after the meal i lay down to gaze at the sky. and yeonjun follows beside me.

"i can't believe you remember this spot."

"of course i would, it was our first date," he smiles.

"y/n."

"yeah?"

"there's something i need to tell you."

my heart pounds. nervousness fills my frame.

"i like you. so much. ever since the 8th grade. but i knew you liked beomgyu. i understand if you don't fell the same way. but please y/n i just need clarity. do you or do you not like me back?"

the relief. the weight lifted from my shoulders. a sigh leaving my airway. finally.

"yeonjun of course i feel the same way. i like you too," my smiles grows more and more.

"will you be my girlfriend?"

"finally. i thought i was gonna have to ask you myself. i would love to be your girlfriend."

he brings me in for a kiss. a kiss filled with passion and love.

i mean don't get me wrong, it was no one's fault. not mine, not beomgyu's, nor minji's fault. it was just never meant to be. we weren't made for each other.

beomgyu's a great guy. attractive, smart, kind and more. but in the end we both were never supposed to be together. in the end we cry tears of joy and happiness.

to this day we still keep in touch, though we're now in university. minji and i too. we've hung out and bonded a lot. i've even come clean about my crush on him back in highschool and we laughed upon the memory. it no longer bothers me. because finally. finally i've found the one. one that feels the same. a love so strong, nothing can break the bond. a love that is requited.

someone that does reciprocate.

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[polaroidbills]

at the end of the day

˚✧₊ ( 🌌 💫 ) lee heeseung - a oneshot

cw/genre: heeseung x reader, hs party, mentions of alcoholic drinks, headaches, fluffy, not proofread (sorry)

prompt: end of the day - 1D

wc: 525

a/n: here's a heeseung drabbe! it's not the best but enjoy!

now playing... end of the day - one direction

the echoes of the blaring music fills the air in and around the house.

i walk in through the unlocked door. with the sound of teenage voices overpowering my footsteps.

of course this was a regular house party, i didn't really expect much. the feeling of boredom and laziness was eating away at me, so i decided to make an appearance. but the feeling of regret soon replaced the bored feeling, as this party wasn't any better than just laying in bed, scrolling through my phone.

moving towards the snack table, grab myself a a red solo cup and pour a drink into it.

as the drink hits my tongue, the feeling of disgust flows through me. i forgot how nasty these alcoholic drinks were. but of course i finished it, as i didn't want to waste any, or maybe i just wanted to feel something.

seating myself on the couch i stare into the abyss.

but my trance was immediately interrupted when two couples seat themselves on both my sides. trapping me in their "make-out sesh."

the noises of kissing then surrounds me.

feeling suffocated by the stuffy, humid air and the voices of everyone.

forcing myself to get up, i walk through the back door and into the empty backyard.

i sit down as the cold grass touches my thighs. i stare down, hanging my head low.

it wasn't until i felt a presence next to me sit down.

"party's a bummer," i turn and see heeseung. my crush.

"mhmm," i feel tired and dizzy as the headache hits me.

"you good?"

"yeah, just a little headache. that's all," i lie down on the grass, gazing up to the sky as heeseung does the same.

the wind blows throw my hair, not helping my head at all. just then i feel a hand on the side of my head. pushing me towards his shoulder. allowing me to rest on it.

"y/n?"

"yeah?" i say closing my eyes.

"i love you."

i couldn't quite hear what he said due to the wind blowing into my ears.

"what?"

"nah nevermind. forget i said anything."

"no what did you say? i wanna know."

"i said i love you y/n."

i freeze. not breathing. not even blinking. what did he just say?

"y/n? did you hear what i said?"

"uh- yeah i did."

"and?"

"i- i love you too."

"really?" i could hear the excitement in his voice.

"yeah, i've liked you for a while."

"me too!"

"are you sure you like me? i mean it just feels so surreal."

"look, all i know is that you can't control what you want. and at the end of the day, you're the one i want. will you be my girlfriend?"

"but i'm scared. what if it doesn't work out?"

"the future doesn't matter right now y/n. you just need to follow your heart, even though it could break. but i know for a fact, i will never break yours. so for the second time, will you be mine?"

i smile looking up into the stars. as heeseung holds my hand.

"yes. yes i will."

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19. fake it 'til you make it

pairing! - non-idol!jungwon x fem!reader

synopsis! - inspired by reckless by madison beer - jungwon promised y/n to never break her already damaged heart, but can he really keep it?

word count! - 370

october 22, 2021

(y/n's pov)

the next morning i'm swollen and exhausted.

i can't bare going to school. but in order to heal, i must force myself to move on.

fake it 'til you make it.

i get dressed and make my way to school. a little earlier than him. so we don't have to walk together.

as i make my way to school i prepare myself.

i need to pretend. nothing happened. i'm fine. i moved on. it doesn't bother me.

as i enter the building, i smile. fake smile.

as i close my locker i see six boys surrond me.

"hi," i say smiling.

"hey y/n, look we wanted to apologize," jay starts off. all looking confused as to why i look so bright.

"apologize? don't even worry about it. it's in the past, i already forgot about it," i laugh it off.

"oh really?" heeseung responds.

"yeah don't even worry," i smile at them and walk away.

(jungwon's pov)

i wake up eyes puffy. i cried myself to sleep last night.

the scene of her opening the door looking all tired and sleep deprived.

it's my fault.

i did that to her.

i'm the reason why she feels that way.

as i get ready, i can't take my mind off her. i can't stop thinking about her.

i arrive at school and everyone's looking at me. i guess everyone knows now.

if looks could kill, i would be dead.

without looking anyone in the eye, with zero eye contact, i walk straight to my locker.

as i walk over, i see y/n surrounded by the friends.

i over hear what they say.

"hey y/n, look we wanted to apologize," i hear jay say.

"apologize? don't even worry about it. it's in the past, i already forgot about it."

huh?

"oh really?"

"yeah don't even worry."

i spot her smiling and walking away.

wow. i guess she really doesn't care.

but i'm confused.

yesterday she looked sad and hurt.

but now, she looks happy and cheerful. greeting everyone good morning and happily skipping to class.

maybe she really never cared. maybe she never actually loved me. did she move on that easily? that fast?

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author's note! - happy new years 🪩

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16. love you goodbye

pairing! - non-idol!jungwon x fem!reader

synopsis! - inspired by reckless by madison beer - jungwon promised y/n to never break her already damaged heart, but can he really keep it?

word count! - 336

october 20, 2021

(y/n's pov)

1 minute earlier (from last chapter)

"y/n! come on! i wanna get good seats for this game!" chaeyeon comes sprinting towards me, as i place my stuff into the locker.

"okay okay hold on- there's still- like 10 minutes before warm ups anyway," i brush her off.

"yeah but all the good seats are gonna be taken by then! let's go now!" she pulls me and drags me into the gym.

as we rush and walk i notice jungwon and his group of friends talking.

we approach the group softly and quietly, trying to surprise and scare them.

"y/n can never know about this bet okay? if she finds out i started this relationship on a lie, i'm doomed."

what?

"a bet?"

jungwon and his friends turn towards us.

"that's what this is? just some stupid bet?" i don't know what to feel. my face saddens but also with anger. tears form in my eyes. fighting for them not to fall.

i trusted him. with my whole heart. he promised. on every star. how could this all be just some stupid bet?

"look y/n i can explain-"

*ding *ding *ding

before he could continue, texts are sent to everyone.

tears finally fall. like a waterfall, they don't stop.

"i can't believe you jungwon," looking him in the eye, hurt and saddness can be seen in mine and his eyes. he's also crying.

i don't know what to believe anymore.

as i walk away, a hand grabs my arm.

"y/n please. give me a chance. i promise it's not true. i'm sorry. i love you."

"your promises don't mean shit to me anymore, jungwon. you lied. please, i never want to see your fucking face again."

"you'll also be needing this back."

i take his jersey off and shove it into his hand, with anger and hurt.

"goodbye jungwon."

and with that, he let's go. i walk away. knowing this is the last time i will ever see him again

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author's note! - damn... dw she had a shirt under the jersey

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00. reckless official teaser 🎥

pairing! - non-idol!jungwon x fem!reader

genre! - written series, angst angst angst, lovers to exs, fluff (in the beginning), kind of a slow burn?

synopsis! - inspired by reckless by madison beer - jungwon promised y/n to never break her already damaged heart, but can he really keep it?

author's note! - monday 🤭

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guys the delusions are getting really bad. i need to seek medical attention. like omg

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getting bias wrecked by jake so hard rn it's embarrassing

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17. broken promises

pairing! - non-idol!jungwon x fem!reader

synopsis! - inspired by reckless by madison beer - jungwon promised y/n to never break her already damaged heart, but can he really keep it?

word count! - 336

october 20, 2021

(jungwon's pov)

i watch y/n walk away. i can't believe that just happened.

"yah looks like i won the bet!" jake starts high fiving the other guys.

when he goes to high five me i snap. "THIS IS YOUR FAULT! BECAUSE OF YOUR STUPID BET I LOST THE WOMAN I LOVE THE MOST!" the gym goes silent

"woah dude calm down. you're the one that agreed to the bet," he puts his hand up in surrender.

i glare at him in anger and frustration, knowing it's not his fault. but mine.

*buzz

that buzz indicates that warmups are starting, the game is starting.

i walk away to go warm up not looking at anyone.

the whole game i can't focus. the only thing on my mind is her. how do i fix this? can i fix this? who took that stupid photo? i know she's hurting right now. i mean, the guy she trusted the most broke his promise.

i promised to never hurt her. i can't believe i did.

because of these thoughts, my mind couldn't comprehend what was happening in the game. i miss passes, miss baskets, failed to defend. coach pulled me off before it got worse.

"jungwon what's wrong man? you're not acting like yourself. you know you can talk to me about anything, right?"

"sorry coach, i'm just can't focus properly. i don't think i can play right now," coah nods understandably and i walk into the locker rooms.

"yang jungwon," a voice appeared as i was walking into the locker room.

"so now that you're single again, maybe we could be together now."

"chaeyeon i said no. nothing will ever happen between us."

"oh come on~ i know you pulled that "bet" stunt to get away from y/n and be with me~"

"chaeyeon i didn't okay. now please stop talking to me. you'll make things worse," and with that i walk away, into the locker room.

sobs and cries can be heard. they're all mine.

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author's note! - merry christmas 🎄

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