#alright im done ranting thanks for listening everybody

[glitteronadumpsterfire]

[your-gay-emo-cousin]

{intro post here} Lyla Rose's café

{FULL DISCLOSURE I STOLE THIS IDEA FROM @margaret-the-duck PLZ PLZ PLZZZ GO CHECK HER OUT}

Hi there! Welcome to my cafe! Have a seat anywhere :)

Can I get you started with a drink?

✮ Milk Tea / Boba (FREE FOR MOOTS) 2$ - I'll tell you what I like about u ✮ coffee 2$ - I'll draw you a quick little drawing of whatever you want (full disclaimer it might not be good)

✮ tea 2$ - I'll make a moodboard for you

✮ hot chocolate 2$ - I'll look up your blog and spam your notifs

✮ ice tea 3$ - You can rant in my dms and I'll give whatever advice I can come up with (once again tho it may not be good)

✮ latte macchiato 5$ - I'll make a picrew of your oc

✮ chai latte 7$ - I'll draw your oc (again might suck but I'll try)

✮ iced coffee 7$ - I'll draw a little doodle of your favorite character (IT MIGHT NOT BE GOOD PLEASE HAVE MERCY)

what would you like to eat?

✮ cookie 3$ - I'll give you music recs

✮ muffin 3$ - I'll give you book recs

✮ croissant 5$ - I'll follow your Pinterest

✮ scones 5$ - I'll make a group of picrews of characters from your favorite fandom

✮ a piece of cake 5$ - You can spam my ask box for a day and I'll have to answer

✮ brownie 7$ - You can talk to me about whatever you want in my dms and I'll listen

✮ pie 8$ - you can talk to me about your current obsession or hyperfixations and I'll tell you abt mine (if u want)

✮ cheese plate 10$ - I'll make a shout out post abt you

✮ café gourmand 10$ - I'll try to roast you (it'll be completely satire but sometimes I can be a little out of pocket so if you don't want that please don't get this item)

✮ sandwich 14$ - i do my best to watch a movie or read a book you like and talk with you about it (the range of movies and books I can watch/read is sadly limited so this won't always work) (this might take longer when I have to buy the book first)

rules

for followers:

✮ everybody gets 15$

✮ it may take some time to get your order ready

✮ it'll be easier for me if you don't order too personal things because I may not know you very well :)

for mutuals:

✮ everybody gets 25$

✮ one thing at the time please :) I will do my best to get your order done the fastest I can though <3

Thank you for your visit <33

Psst

Hey

You

Yeah you

If you like this post please go check out the similar ones by @margaret-the-duck and @im-a-skeleton-in-your-closet

Theirs are much better and neater so please check them out :)

Alright that's it

BYEEEEEE

[thestarsanctuary]

hi! I was hoping you could do a Bakugo, Midoriya, Todoroki and Kirishima (separate) with an s/o that has Tourettes, preferably they/them pronouns please. I hope you're having a good day <3

Of course! I was gonna take a break in the middle of my (unspoken) break aka me being lazy, but this request was so nice I- I had to 😔✋🏾 it was definitely the heart. It got me.

MHA BOYS WITH AN S/O THAT HAS TOURETTES

TW FOR ODD LOOKS AND STARES/BULLYING(ISH)

BAKUGO

Bakugo wasn’t really sure when he first met you about why your head was twitching or why you were repeating the sentences Aizawa had said sometimes, as he didn’t know you had tourettes. He never even spoke to you like the others did so you never had the chance to tell him until Kirishima did.

When you two started dating he started seeing patterns of when you would get to stressed and start jerking or spouting out random things you heard from youtube videos, he did his best to make sure you knew he was there for reassurance, whether it was a hand on your hand or just pure presence.

There were times when you would have ticcing fits and he would have to sit and rub your back and watch you, and in those times you realized he really was there for you.

He likes to do this thing where he rants on about things he doesn’t like to try and distract you- I’m not sure how he has so much he doesn’t like but every time it’s a new odd topic....sometimes it can literally be something like how he hates trees because when it’s fall he has to rake up the leaves and you have to say

“Bakugo they literally help you not die.” It really is a mystery sometimes how he’s so smart.

Sometimes you can be a bit upset with your tics. It’s not that you’re insecure or that you’re ashamed, but they’re difficult to deal with. The control that you could have isn’t there and that’s stressful in and of itself, and in those moments Bakugo realizes the best thing he can do for you - is make you understand that you are just like the rest of the class and the rest of the people in the world.

“Listen it doesn’t matter if you’re different because to me you’re still cool, you’re still funny, you’re still incredibly sarcastic and while I don’t enjoy that for the most part- you’re my extra regardless of whatever you feel. Get that bull out of your head.”

I mean, he wouldn’t date anybody less than the best.

MIDORIYA

Midoriya is the predictable character in the relationship. He researched about Tourettes and what he could do in times when you needed him, I mean he’s not perfect but he’d rather know something rather than nothing.

You tended to be the one who was more of a risk taker, and sometimes your tourettes got in the way of that- which could frustrate you to no end then causing harsher tics like hitting or yelling, and those were the times Midoriya tried to get anything too dangerous either out of your hands- or just out of the way so you didn’t get hurt, he was smart with it.

Other times he could be too much for you, almost treating you like a kid so you had to remind him that you know and understand precautions, but that you also want to live like everybody else and that is nothing short of your business.

You’re favorite activity with him was when he would help you study because he made it so fun for you. It could be hard to pay attention in class sometimes and do your work after school so Izuku would come over and assist you. He would make sure you guys took breaks and that you understood the topic at your own pace.

“Izuku can you like- give an example?”

“Well it’s just kind of- wait what is an example-“

In many situations Midoriya LOVED holding your hand, like he did it at any time, any place. It was something he thought wasn’t too much in public and it was reassuring for you both. When you’re tics got too much you could squeeze his hand, and other times when he wouls get anxious or something would happen he would squeeze yours. It was cute and handy!

There were instances when Midoriya definitely had his mistakes with your tics and how to deal with them but he was willing to take his time and learn because who would he be without his perfect person stayin’ by his side?

KIRISHIMA

Kirishima is probably the most sympathetic with your tics because he stay prepared for them. It’s never been like “Kirishima can you” but it’s always been more like ‘Kiri how do you always know’ and there’s never been an answer that he gave other than ‘I gotta stay ready for my lovely lover~’

Kirishima likes to do this thing where he goes “neck” after you have a rough day with your tics and with massage your neck for you or your back, depending on how your tics were. He likes takin’ care of you, and it’s not like he doesn’t know you can’t take care of yourself because hey, you didn’t get into 1-A by being a pushover.

Sometimes you’ve had times when people in school just aren’t all that accepting and Kirishima will clap back unprovoked.

“Sometimes I think about how sad you have to be to make fun of them and dang man, you got a therapist?”

Other times you’ll basically respond for him, like I said, you can DEFINITELY take care of yourself.

Whenever you’re in the car or on the bus on a trip in the case that you’ve gotten real excited (which is natural being around your boyfriends and your friends at the same time) he’ll play this playlist he made of your favorite songs and sing to distract you. Does he sing well? That wasn’t the question- but he does sing, only for you though because the other students keep dissing him.

He has a reflex of rubbing your back during free period or at lunch. I don’t think this is relevant but it’s something super adorable, and sometimes he just gives you his hand to look at and play with when you have anxiety as well to keep you calm.

Also irrelevant but other times he’ll facetime you before you guys go somewhere and ask what to wear because he wants to match with you, and it’s so cute because you could lie so hard and he’d believe everything you say.

You two are kinda a power couple like- you both can hold your own but also are such nice people, good job makin’ the rest of 1-A feel lonely guys.

TODOROKI

Todoroki is a simple guy. He doesn’t want to overcomplicate things for the most part because “why would I act like your guardian, if I’m literally your boyfriend” and that’s that.

He tends to try and keep you calm, as it’s something pretty simple for him, he knows a bunch of tactics for distractions or when those are obsolete, he’ll just sit there with you, and maybe rub your back or get a water bottle for when it’s done, he just never wants to do too much because he knows your capabilities, and he knows your limits.

He is also a large hand holder. Mostly because he doesn’t like the idea of PDA for the most part, and he doesn’t like leaving your side either, because you’re very comforting to him. It’s a given we all know he needs love and comfort please.

There have been times when people look at your because of your tics in public and Todoroki has had to give a little glare back because of the disrespect being blatantly put out. In rarer times you will both glare at the same time, those are the coolest moments of you as a couple.

Shoto doesn’t really care much for your tics only because he’d rather just make sure you’re ok then watch Avengers rather than treat you like a child if anything, and that’s because you told him first that you wanted a boyfriend not a babysitter (speakin’ facts) and at first he didn’t understand and he thought you didn’t want his help but soon understood otherwise.

Some cute things I like to think of are that he likes to put on your favorite songs when you’re anxious and try to dance for you. It’s not good- let’s start with that, because he’s kinda...stiff, but the attempt is absolutely adorable (and oh so funny).

Other things are he likes to call you cheesy nicknames when you’re cuddling because he likes your reactions everytime, because according to him, yeah he said it himself, you are very adorable when annoyed. Don’t @ me!

Overall he just loves spending time with you whenever he can, you’re truly a safe-haven for him.

EL FIN

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Alright tourettes is a real thing y’all, so I didnt make this rainbows n cupcakes bc im sure that’s not always how it is.

If anything in this is offensive or too much for somebody I can take it down and re-do it! I’m not too sure how it is bc it feels kinda repetitive but we’ll see I guess, and thanks to the person who requested my day was fine thanks 😩✋🏾.

I also included some things I like to do (play with hands and listen to music) because i have anxiety and I known that can worsen tics and can also come with tics (a lot of ppl with tics have adhd, anxiety, or some sort of disorder along with it)

- SS <333333

[im-happy-at-home]

So I just found out that it was recently the anniversary of the release of the masterpiece that is A Day at the Races and so I wanted to share a rant I wrote in the middle of the night, sleep deprived listening to the album. A fair warning: I am incredibly enthusiastic and easy to rile up when I’m tired, plus spelling will probably wrong, as well as grammar. So anyways here is me making a fool of myself on the internet. Notice I get louder and louder as time progresses. 

Anyways, enjoy!

A Day at the Races is so good that my brain cannot compute.

Tie your mother down, with that gong opening and guitar solo is like the beginning of an epic movie or something.

You take my breath away? Eerily beautiful and sad. “I get ever so lonely from time to time” stood out to me so much and omg I cry 

Long Away? Is like? Such an Underrated song? I felt like I was leaving home or something and about to go away on a long journey, both excited about where I’m headed yet sad to leave behind everything. But then it’s also like I’m stuck in a place on my way somewhere longing to get where I wanna be but also go back to where I came from? I’m here, somewhere in between? Nowhere to go? How could a 3 minute 30 second song do this to me???? BRIAN HAROLD WILLAM MAY YOU ARE A GENIUS (author’s note: I don’t think that’s his real full name)

Don’t get me fricking started on Millionaire Waltz. It’s fricking beautiful when the opening has Freddie’s piano playing in one ear and John’s bass playing in the other, then they slowly merge together with the opening lyrics? And like that says a lot about their friendship?? Freddie’s bouncy and flowery and energetic piano and Deaky’s chill but complex bass riff?? Merging together in perfect harmony???? Also Freddie is at his peak here I swear. 

“Do you reMEEEEEEEmmmber?” YOURE DOING AMAZING SWEETIE 

“Coooome baaaack toooooo MEEEEEEE” YOURE DOING EVEN BETTER SWEETIE 

BRIAN LEGIT SNAPPED WHEN HE MADE THIS GUITAR SOLO ITS AMAZING!!! AND ROGERS DRUMMING CHANGES THE WHOLE TONE TOTALLY AND ARGWJQKSOSOEKEJSJ then the fricking WALTZ WITH THE MULTIPLE GUITARS AND RICH BASS AND BOUNCING PIANO KEYS AND THE CYMBAAALS the it slows down with Freddie and his voice and tHEN IT GETS THE FUCK BACK UP IM TIRED OF CENSORING MYSELF THIS IS A BEAUTIFUL TRACK THE HARMONIES ARE MY SEXUALITY I SWEAR I FEEEL LIKEEE A MILLIOOOONAAAIRE 

You and I is a BOP! John really has a way with songs that get stuck in your head for fuckING DAYS “JUST YOOOUUU AND IIII LAUGHTER RINGING IN THE DARKNESS PEOPLE DRINKING TO DAYS GOOONEE BYYYYY” im soft i want a love like this OH GOD THE FEELS

Also, “You know I could never see the futile, you know I could never see where life is leading me, but will we be toGETHER FOREEEVER?” “i don’t know” is such a MOOD. Deaky marry me I love you I wanna be your best friend. 

Then the masterpiece that is SOMEBODY TO LOVE is on next. Of COURSE it is. From one FUCKING banger to the next. Do I even need to emphasize how much I fucking love this song????? The HARMONIES, the PIANO, the BASS, GUITAR SOLO, the CYMBALS, the “SOOOOoooommBOOOOddyyy to LOOOooooOoOoVe,” the Roger SCREECH, then, THEN......

“find me somebody to LOOOVE, find me somebody to LOOOOVVEEE, find me somebody to LOOOOOVE, FIND ME SOMEBODY TO LOOOOVE, SOMEBODY SOMEBODY SOMEBODY SOMEBODY” 

“can annyYBOODDYY FIND MEEEE”

“somebody TOoooooOoooOOOO...”

“LooOOOOOOOoooOoooooVEEEEEEEE”

I fucking love this song. 

Alright here we go with White Man. I have actually never heard this song. Brian’s guitar is killing here. WOAH THE DRUM JUST JUMPING IN ON ME LIKE THAT IM SHIVERING I LEGIT GOT CHILLS OH MY THE DRUMS BANgING IN THEBACKGROUND THE GUITAR RIGHT IN MY EAR THE BASS IS TIGHT FREDDIE IS IN PRIME ROCK AND ROLL MODE HERE and boy this song got too real too fast and I am LIVING FOR IT YOURE KILLING IT BOYS THIS IS A BANGER “WHITE MAN WHITE MAN WHITE MAN WHITE MAN” SMASH THOSE CYMBALSSSSS ROGER YAS Freddie you’re voice and Brian’s guitar is just...music to my ears hehehehe lame joke. BOOM that drum ending though WOOH what a rush

YAAAAAS GOOD OLD FASHIONED LOVER BOY “I CAN SERENADE AND GENTLY PLAY ON YOUR HEARTSTRINGS BE A VALENTINO JUST FOR YOUUUUU”

“oooooh LOVE oooooh LOVER BooooOOOOY WHAT YOU DOING TONIGHT hEy BoY” 

This song is amazingggggg every single member is able to shine here. Piano, drums, guitar, bass, and all those extra quirks make this song this is so underrated UGH

“Wheeeeeeen I’m nooottt WiiThhhh YOooUuuu THINK OF ME ALWAYS love youuu LOVE YOUuuuuuu”

BEST SONG EVER UGH WHAT AN UNDERRATED BOP 

Drowse. What. A. Song. Roger has never sounded better in my opinion. I can totally get lost in his voice and the instrumentals in the back. Wow. I just feel so at peace

“It’s a fantastic drowse of the afternoooooon suuuuundays” awww yes life makes sense now

“IT AINT EASY FOR A SMALL TIME BOY IT AINT EASY AT ALL” awww Rog my baby

“THINKING IT RIGHT, DOING IT WRONG” roG ME TOO ME TOO I WANNA GIVE YOU A HUG

I think this is one of my favorite songs. With the quiet chatter as the song fades.....what a chaotic yet serene song I just cannot Roger Taylor you are so much more than a car fucker I’m sorry if I ever doubted you THE WORLD IS BLESSED TO HAVE YOU

Awww the final song. What is this? Teo Torriate? This keyboard is sick! 

Oooh my god Freddie!!! “When I’m goooone no need to wonder if I ever think of yoooooouuu” I ALWAYS THINK OF YOU FREDDIE 

Wow this song is —

I had to stop for a while and really listen to the song as a whole. This song is amazing, especially with the references Freddie makes about how when he’s gone, not to forget him and the lessons we have learned. The final part where it seems like a whole crowd is singing along is like for me as if the whole world is singing along and continuing the legacy of Queen. Plus I’m listening to this at midnight dead tired and hearing Freddie say “Close your pretty eyes and be with me” or something along those lines was an almost spiritual experience.This is such a powerful song it’s like Freddie’s singing about not being sad that he is gone and instead celebrate what we’ve gone through together. “Let the candle always burn, let us never loose the lessons we have learned.” I’m not crying my eyes are just sweating. 

Wow. I’m done. I’ve listened to the whole of A Day at the Races. Wow. I just can’t believe how this album isn’t as well known as some of their others. There’s a track for literally everybody, and a lot of these songs have such deep and meaningful lyrics and melodies. I have just reached another level of peace and enlightenment after this album. Queen, you make living life so much better. If this isn’t Queen at their best then I don’t know if I can handle them at their best.

So here’s the end of my sleep deprived rant. I’m sorry if it’s so long, I guess I’m just really passionate at 1 am. If you guys want me to pull another allnighter, let me know what album I should do next. Thanks guys!

I sounded so high and drunk at the same time. Gawd. High on Queen I guess.

[giraffefactoryarchive]

Alright under the cut I’m going on a rant or whatever about things that have been destroying me lately. I’m not doing this for attention (something a person who wants attention would say I know...), but because I really need some way to actually get all this shit out of me and not bottle it the hell up. So I’m sorry, you don’t have to read this if you don’t want to or anything, but I don’t mind if you do. Either way, this is gonna be a bit all over the place probable so bear with me.

Alright so first thing’s first. I hate myself. Like I really really hate myself, which isn’t anything special compared to like half of us on this site. My friends and teachers always tell me about how great a person I am and how I always try hard and be respectful and nice and stuff. But I think I’m a shit person. The shit I’ve done sticks with me in ways I can’t believe it doesn’t stick with other people. My parents got mad at me months ago about a huge shitty thing I had done and they’re past it. And any normal person would be past it. But almost every day I still think about, how I was so shitty for doing it, and how I was and still am a shitty person. I’m so fucking disgusted with the shit I did in the past and shit I do know and the shit I know I’m going to do in the future. And I know everybody makes mistakes and that’s okay but it never feels okay? Every mistake I make is just another thing that makes me understand more and more how disgusting an individual I am and how I don’t deserve any of the shit I have. 

And that’s another thing. My parents do such nice stuff for me and so do my friends and I just have such a good life, so why the hell am I so fucking depressed and self hating? I don’t deserve to hate myself this much and complain about my life because my life is stellar compared to so many other people. Which makes me feel guilty and makes me hate myself even more. I feel guilty writing this damn post because I feel like I don’t deserve to rant about all these problems when other people are so worse off. I get that you’re not supposed to compare your levels of struggle with others too because it’s all valid but I can’t help feeling like my problems are minuscule when my own friends have lives ten times worse then mine.

Something too that I struggle with is being able to talk about this stuff with my friends and stuff. Like I know a few of my friends will listen and try to help and be nice. Hell I’ve had a few of them literally come up to me and say like “hey man you seem like something’s bothering you are you okay?” and I look them dead in the fucking eyes or text back in full confidence “yeah im fine, just tired haha.” If I had a dime for every fucking time I said I was tired I’d be set for life. I just can’t handle opening up emotionally to my friends like that. Because here’s the thing, I’m the funny friend, I’m the happy friend, I’m the friend that’s always good for a laugh and trying to be positive or humorous. So how can I just take a 180, ditch the joke mode and tell my friends how I wanna fucking die every day? Like no I’m just gonna keep on laughing with them and joking about whatever it is we all find funny rather than show the slightest bit of emotion because that’s not the person they signed up to be friends with. They didn’t be my friend to hear my morbid thoughts, they like my more positive personality. I also kind of take the role of the friend who listens to people to. My friends always come to me with their problems and talk about this stuff and I want to be there for them. I love being there for them, I really enjoy being able to make them feel heard and to help them out when they need someone. And it’s hard for me to then force them into the position that I voluntarily take, even if they ask me if I need to talk to them. Not to mention that it puts me in a light that both of us are uncomfortable with (sorry Jess that some of this is p much quoted from my texts to you). Like I feel it makes me look like this sulking, sad person that for one, makes me so uncomfortable for people to me as. And two, it makes the other person feel really awkward that their friend is like breaking down in front of them. I just wish I could talk to people.

Also, I miss my dogs I really miss them so much. I have a new puppy now and I love him so much but I can’t help but think about my old dogs. Two of them died withing a week of each other almost to the day and the other died maybe a couple months after that. That was honest to god one of the worst times in my whole life. I shut people out because I was so depressed and I stopped talking to my friends. Here’s the thing. This wasn’t just a dog dieing to me. This was three dogs that died SO CLOSE to each other. And these were the dogs I’ve grown up with, the first dogs I have ever known and loved. And what made it so much worse was each death was extremely painful in it’s own unique way. Quincy was the first dog I’ve ever owned that I am old enough to remember being put down. The day I saw him unable to move properly on his own killed me because I knew that his life wasn’t good anymore and he couldn’t function and we had to put him down. So having that happen was the worst. Then Belle, she died only a week late so I hadn’t recovered at all. And what made it worse was that she died while I was at school and I didn’t get to say goodbye. I didn’t get to pet her one last time or see her one last time or anything. I pet her the night before and then she was fucking god forever and I will never be able to have complete closure on that. And then Koda, my very last childhood dog. His was probably the most fucked up because we didn’t put him down. We didn’t let him slowly go with us all petting him and saying goodbye. I took him out to go to the bathroom and he was excited with all the snow so I let him run around and enjoy it and when I took him back to the front door he just collapsed. I thought he had just slipped on the ice but he wouldn’t get back up and I didn’t know what to do and I remember pounding on the front door so my dad would come but it was already too late and he was dieing right in front of me and I couldn’t do anything. So what am I supposed to do when all three of my childhood dogs die right after another in the most fucked up ways I could’ve imagined. And when I tried to talk to my friends about it they obviously got very uncomfortable, gave me a quick “oh sorry about your loss that sucks man I’m sorry” and then we just moved on. And I don’t blame them, what can they do, but it made me feel so awkward and so shitty for so many reasons. 

Then there’s my gender which I don’t even know man. I legit thought I was a girl for a while so I told some close friends a name and pronouns to use when it was just us but not too long ago I fucking realized that’s not me and I don’t want to tell them that I’m not a girl because I don’t want them to think that I was lieing (though I guess this is me telling you know if you're reading this so there you go im not a girl you can call me Logan and shit). But I don’t know if I’m a boy either. He pronouns don’t really bother me but I think I might be nonbinary if anything. But I’m still discovering this out so I won’t get into it. Just know my name’s Logan and you can use he pronouns or they idgaf. Just don’t use she or that other name if you’re reading this because that’s not really me anymore.

God there’s so much more I want to talk about like my fucking relationships and how shitty I was in each one of them and other stuff, but I think I’m gonna end this here. Thanks for reading if you did, it really does mean a lot to me.