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#also i know im coming back so this is kust a see you later but... it really is more permanent than that in a way. cuz its like goodbye to th
pepprs · 4 years
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still haven’t cried yet but today broke my whole entire heart
#said goodbye 2 five of my davorite ppl in thr WORLD for the nezt 4 months like. how do we cope. how do we fucking COPE#ueah theres facetime and social media and all that but. nothing beats an in person conversation u know? nothing beats being in ur company :(#and it was my last time in the office and on campjs too and like. hm. i am reduced to a 3rd of myself i think. but also it doesnt feel real#ive been very numb today and i know its a protective measure so i wont be in pain bht like. what inconvenient timing... i wuld like to feel#something. and i mean i did feel something which was Quite A Lot Of Sadness but i still dont think its actually hit me that like... thats it#and i really am not gonna see them again for so long. my stomach is in literal knots rn i....... 😔#how do we cope hw do we fucking cope...#also im just like. so tired. more tired than sad j think. that took so much out of me emotionally and yet my emotions havent... caught up#quite yet. but i already feel empty... like a huge part of my head and heart are missing. and i havent eben taken off yet but this is hard.#purrs#like these are my People! the people i Love! how can i Be without them u know? how can i. how can i leave like this when i love tbem so much#agh. its so hard. i hurt so much but i do but i dont but i do but i dont and im empty but full but empty but full. i hurt and i dont hurt.#also i know im coming back so this is kust a see you later but... it really is more permanent than that in a way. cuz its like goodbye to th#me i am and the you you are right now in this moment... and we arent gonna get to see wach other growing and when i get back we’ll all be#different even thi we’re still the same. and well its just a lot!
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is-nini · 3 years
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Genshin impact x reader
Episode: 2
Title: proven innocent?
A/n: someone ask me to make a tag list... I never make one.. but i hope I'm doing this right.. if i make a mistake please point it out😅 thankiuu❤️❤️. possible love interest for now will be : Diluc, Kaeya, Albedo, Zhongli, Childe, Xiao, Beidou, Ningguang.
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"you're in Mondstat.. the land of freedom.."
She trails off, you take the glass and gave her a thankful smile. Mondstat.. oh yeah.. the land of freedom.. the land where the anemo god rule.. wait what now? The land of... Huh??? Isn't that- your brain clicked. Mondstat is where the traveler start....
The girl seems to notice you staring off into space, the glass is still glued to your mouth and the water is touching your mouth but.. the water is not decreasing and you didn't seems to do any gulping either.
"u-uhm.. my name is Barbara! What's yours?".
The girl that now you know named Barbara asked, you contemplate for a while.. what is your name? Well- you know your name but what should you gave her ...
"y/n.."
You trailed off, why did you do that?! You don't even know.. this is just a game anyway, what's the bad thing that could happen?
"y/n? Hum... A very interesting name."
She nods in understanding interesting? What did she means? You thought to yourself.. maybe giving your real name away is not the right choice..
"so y/n.. where do you come from?"
You widen your eye, you space out for a bit which made Barbara very suspicious of you but she wait either way. While Barbara calmly waiting for your answer, your brain is going on a world war. What can you say? Where you from? You haven't gone that far into the game you doesn't know anything?!
"I don't know.."
Good going y/n you face palm yourself inside your head. Barbara furrowed her eyebrow damn... You're dead.
"hum... It's okay, we will find your family soo-".
Just as about Barbara finished her words, the door suddenly opened reveals a tall tan man with a eye patch on his right eye- this is that man.. the one who claps at the traveler in one of the early cut scene, Kaeya if you're not mistaken.
"ah-! Sir Kaeya".
That now you know 100% is Kaeya, walked inside the room and smile at Barbara.
"well Barbara, you have done a lot of things for this stranger.. why don't you go and take a rest?".
The words that Kaeya kust said might seems caring and kind.. but the undertone of mystery and more is also present.. and unfortunately for you.. you're probably doomed here.
Barbara was about to say something but quickly shuts her mouth, she make her way outside your resting room. Now you're alone with this hot man.. brain he is hot but please don't get swayed you thought to yourself.
"okay stranger.. tell me where are you from?".
He goes straight to the point. Your brain goes to another stone as you tried to answer his question.
"Mondstat".
Frick why did i say that. You look at him intensely in the eye, trying to prove to him that you're not lying. Kaeya narrowed his eye and fold his hand.
"you're pretty good at lying, sadly for you I'm not buying it".
Yeah.. well that's kinda expected. You look away from him, gazing at your feet that's covered with white blanket. You don't know what to say now.. especially if this man is hard to lie to..
"I don't know where I'm from".
You decided to come clean.. well- there is a lie there but it's kinda true. Kaeya looks at you intensely. His eyes really looks like their calculating by default.
"hum.. interesting. You're wearing a one of Mondstat's common dress yet you don't know where you're from?"
Wait what.. you finally observe your surroundings, you stare down at your dress. You didn't notice this.. you realize that you are wearing a dress similar to the one that the girls around Mondstat use.. you know the npc one. Okay being sucked in the game is fun and all but really game? You could've give me a more interesting dress. You stare at the man and sigh.
"listen.. i don't know where I'm from and also let me ask you back- how am i here in the first place?".
Kaeya stare at you, blinks a couple of times and laugh out loud clutching his stomach. You look at him weirdly now it's your turn to fold your hand.
"okay that was unexpected of you stranger".
He take a seat beside your bed, he folds his right leg over his left and smile at you. You don't really remember about his personality.. but you do know that he is flirty.
"uhuh? Thanks?".
You looks at him suspiciously and also taking his confusion and amusement as a good thing.
"well.. let me answer your question. One of our knight found you at the sea shore.. you were knocked out cold. They assume you are a member of Mondstat".
He unfolds his leg, rest his elbow on his knee, bend his back forward a little bit and resting his chin on the back of his palm making him look 1000x more hot- okay brain.. stop wondering off to useless place you shake your head and nod at his previous words.
"but they never saw you around Mondstat.. they're scared to do anything so they called the nurses immediately.. i was about to quarantine you.. but because this is Mondstat.. they decided to save you".
You gulp nervously. What does he means by quarantining you?! Is it like... Some kind of jail? No... You don't think so.. Mondstat is the land of freedom.. not having a jail would make sense. Kaeya stare at you for a while and sigh, catching your attention. You looked at him nodding understandingly but completely confused.
"just call me Kaeya".
You look at Kaeya up and down, you puts your point finger at your chin and staring at Kaeya up and down, not even bothering to hide the fact that you're checking him out.
"what are you doing".
Kaeya deadpans, you just shrugs your shoulder as you slowly stroke your leg outside the bed, trying to get up.
"i am checking you out mr. Hot".
You stated bluntly because hey.. there's no use hiding it anyway. You're not discreet and not trying to hide it anyway. Kaeya holds your arms as you struggle a little bit to get up. You smile up at him.
"thankyou mr hot.man".
You finally look around the place, not noticing the slight red blush across a certain blue haired man's face while You are observing the room and the dress you wear. You felt kind of bumped not being able to wear cool clothes like the playable characters but.. Oh well, you're not meant to be here anyway. Talking about not meant to be here.. how do you get back?. You turned back to the man.
"Mr hot man... what is the name of the place that i was last found.. if i may ask?"
Kaeya ponders for a while, he looks back at you.
"the last time the Knights found you is on the sea near star fell lake".
Where is that place... Flash back when you're playing the game.. wait nevermind, you didn't remember the map. Oh well maybe you can ask around later.
"thankyou Mr. Hot".
Kaeya chuckles as you wave goodbye to him and left the room. Kaeya didn't even bother to escort you after all.. he has something important to do.. searching for your information.
"ah-! Y/n!"
A voice you heard sounds familiar, right when you're outside the door of the room that you just been in, Barbara came to you.
"hello Barbara!".
She stops in front of you and look to your left and right side. She touched your head, trying to check if you're okay or not.
"you doesn't seem sick.. well then! That's good".
You didn't say a word, assuming that Barbara have something to tell you. You and her have a akward staring contest. You blink once and giggle.
"thankyou Barbara!! That's very nice of you to check up on me, what's wrong?".
You asked her, assuming that there is something she would like to say, she startled back as if she finally remembered something.
"o-oh yeah! My sis- i mean the acting grand master would like to see you".
Andddd your assumption are right. She does need something, you were about to say goodbye when you remember something.
"ah-! Barbara where is this.. acting grand master?"
Barbara slap her head and quickly explained to you where the place is, you nod at her and make your way to the acting grand Masters room.
"halt!"
Once you reached the the door to the entrance of the office, a guard stopped you from going in.
"Tell me what business do you have here".
The guard ordered you to say your reason to be here, you were about to say something when the door suddenly opened.
"what's happening here?".
A girl with a low ponytail that's slipped forward with a purple flower shows up. She wears a.. pretty tight dress with two slits on the side like one of those chinese dress but with purple colour.
"oh.. it's you, follow me honey".
Before the guards even say something the woman already ask you to join her, the guard seems like they just let her whatever she does. So you just join her inside without looking back at the guards.
"she's here jean".
The girl called "jean" that looks pretty similar to Barbara stare at you, she smiled as you and got up from the seat. She pulled her hand in front of her, asing you to shake her hand. Being a polite person you are you shake her hand back.
"hello there.. y/n if I'm not mistaken?".
You nod and smile back at her, she asked you to take a seat in front of the table that is located inside the room.
"so.. y/n I'm sorry but we must investigate you for a while.. seeing as you existing out of nowhere and nobody here claims you to be their family i have a question.. where are you from and how did your hand gets on one of the Mondstat dress?"
You blink at her confused, you sigh and without thinking much you just said everything that you knew.
"I don't know where I'm from. I don't even know where im at when i woke up.. I don't know how can i get my hands on this.. Mondstat dress".
Yeah everything you said makes sense.. Barbara did say that you don't know where you are when you first woke up.. but that might be a trick is what jean thought.
"oh apologies, my name is jean. I am the acting grand master".
She explained, she doesn't seem like she is ignoring your previous word... Maybe she's changing the subject?
"nice to meet you miss jean".
You greets her back with her name rolling off your lips. Lisa stare at the conversation intensely and quietly.
"well then.. thankyou for meeting us.. you are dismissed".
Dismissed? What? You stands up and nod your head thankyou. Before you get out you turn your body towards jean.
"I-i'm sorry but where am i suppose to go..?".
Jean and the purple dressed girl looks at eachother it's as if they're talking about something but with no words being spoken.
"ah yes.. uhm- you will meet a certain knight.. please wait for a while".
A/n: I know cutting of the story here doesn't make sense but please bear with it for a while T-T i accidentally make a mistake and i will continue this on the next story! I Apologize deeply for the mistake, thankyou for reading!
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