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#also my fucking ex gf texted me a couple days ago like boohoo i miss you LIKE SHUT THE FUCK UP U WERE A POISON IN MY LIFE
peanutbutterandoreos Β· 3 years
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#i am so fucking anxious jesus christ#i cant keep living in this house i hate living w these ppl#my mom and i were dead set on moving into an apartment together for one day and then my other family was like if u move out we cant pay the#rent here so now were staying#i cant live here until next year jc#and im starting to really dislike work like ive thought abt quitting and getting a new job but ive realized that starting a new job is like#starting a new school itd b so nerve wracking#plus id miss some of my coworkers :/#not to mention this therapy thing has me so anxious bc this really isnt what i wanted like its not traditional therapy bc we cant fucking#afford that idk how ppl afford $150 sessions each week for years :) do not understand that :)#and bc its still not Cheap im so anxious abt it being pointless bc i just do not feel safe in my sessions bc of a lot of things#so i feel like im not gonna get anything out of it#and my body image!!!!!! or like its really not even that rn its my face image ig and also my fUckEd up! relationship w food ;))))))#also my fucking ex gf texted me a couple days ago like boohoo i miss you LIKE SHUT THE FUCK UP U WERE A POISON IN MY LIFE#i need to really tell her straight that im not gonna come back but i know that if i start a conversation with her shes not gonna let up and#also shes gonna get all sad like maybe in the future πŸ₯ΊπŸ₯Ί and im gonna be like maybe like i always do bc i dont wanna hurt her feelings#and shes just never gonna stop fucking contacting me
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