#and (2) if they're only nice to u uhH how do i tell u that one day they fkin Wont be

[love-songs-for-emma]

thinking about how my dating history (& even most of my crushes) split almost exclusively into two types of ppl:

1. ppl who are nice to Literally Everyone. (even to ppl who are Hashtagg Very Uncool, i.e. abusers)

2. ppl who are mean to Literally Everyone Except For Me

& anyway these r The Reddest of Flags,, gn

[konigceo]

imma be spilling some of my lore to u guys !!

tw: uhh none really. just horrible friends and horrible people :3

ok so basically i have this friend, we're gonna call her w, and she's been my friend since like 6th grade, she's my bsf. i moved middle schools bc she was going to another middle school and i literally do everything with her.

then in 7th grade i met this girl, lets call her m. i became friends with her and me, w, and m have been a trio since then. but this year, w and m became friends with 2 other girls, lets call them k and n. i knew k and n since last year. we had a few classes together. i was actually kind of friends with n at the time. we weren't best friends, but i trusted her.

m and n have a few classes together and that's how they became friends. same with w and k. they also had a couple classes together. n and k are best friends btw, they've gone to all the same schools. anyways, me, w, m, n, and k now all become friends.

i have a little bit of history with n tho. last year when i was dating my ex, i was friends with n (like i mentioned.) i trusted n and saw her as a friend, so i told her that i was dating my ex (lets call him s.) obviously i was wrong in trusting her, because she told my entire grade that i was dating s. (s was kind of popular and i wasn't, so it was kind of a big deal ig. i was an ugly loser back then lmao)

because n told everyone a SECRET, a secret that i told her to keep to herself, i didn't trust her anymore. now back to the present.

this all took place in novemeber/december of last year. anyways, k was dating a girl i knew, lets call her z. k and z dated for about 2 months before breaking up. i won't go into the specifics, but they broke up because k acted like she was dating n instead of z. mind you, k and n were best friends, and n even had a crush on k last year.

i'm friends with z, and she told me more details, but the point was that n was a homewrecker. and i honestly agree with her. n has trouble keeping things to herself and has trouble respecting people's boundaries. i really didn't like n now, not only because of the shit she did to me, but also the shit she did to z.

now, i told w and m all of this, since we were all friends. i told them that i wanted to drop k and n, especially since no one else liked k and n at this point. they were really rude to everyone else they used to be friends with. but w and m said no, and that they wanted to stay friends with k and n until they did something wrong to them.

and i was pissed at this point. but i just told them that they could stay friends with k and n, but that i wouldn't be friends with them. so i'm not. i'm trying my best to avoid k and n now. i'm spending my breaks with z and her friends, c and d. they're really nice, and i really like z a lot.

but now i have a problem. z told me that m has a crush on k, and that's why m was gonna keep on being friends with k. so i confronted m about this. i asked her if the reason she wouldn't drop k was because she liked her. and m said it was true, and that she didn't only like k romantically, but also as a friend.

now i'm fucking pissed. i'm so fucking tired of telling m the same thing over and over, that k and n are bad people, that i don't like them, that OTHER people also don't like them. that we're the only people friends with them. and m doesn't care. and i'm fucking pissed.

i'm thinking about dropping m and w. but it honestly isn't that easy. i've been friends with m and w for so long, and they know everything about me. they know my secrets, they know about this blog, everything. and i'm fucking terrified that one day, when i eventually drop m, that she'll tell someone about this blog, and that i'm a fucking loser who writes porn on the internet. i'm fucking terrified.

my parents have been thinking about moving, so that's good. i really hope that i move. that way i'll be able to get away from m and n and k. i still feel really bad though. i've been friends with w and m for so fucking long and the thought of dropping them is still so scary. i don't wanna be friends with n or k, but i still wanna be friends with w and m. especially w. she hasn't really done anything wrong, even if she doesn't care that n and k are bad people.

i don't know what to do now. i think the best for now is to move away and forget about everyone.

lmao thank you for reading this far guys !! i'm just really stressed with school work and this whole friendgroup thing. i'm so sorry for the lack of fics. i can't promise you guys anything, and i'm really sorry. i'll try to get back on track soon enough. thanks for all the support :)

[noco7]

U said once that you write less cuz u had a friend break up. Y?

Interesting question. I'm going to assume you're ask why I write less without the friend, and not why me and my friend "broke up." I'm also not going to answer the latter, because it's kind of personal. So why do I write less now? 1) That friend was a fellow writer, and a very active one at that. When you have someone writing and talking about writing... you get inspired to write your own stuff. There's also that this friend liked to write *together*, as in both of us writing different things at the same time. So I was pushed to write naturally. 2) I could talk to this friend about my writing. See, of my close friends, only one knew Total Drama well enough to *appreciate* my writing decisions. Appreciate or critique, either way. I could talk about my writing as I was doing it. Tell them exactly my problems, and/or my clever solutions. I can't do that anymore. I have a lot of other friends who know Total Drama, but these tend to be fans of my fic. And that's nice, but I can't talk to them about my fic as I write it. That's like... spoiling the suprise. They're the audience, the consumer. Whereas my old friend was well... a fellow writer. There's a difference. 3) This doesn't specifically pertain to the friend, but my whole fic writing process changed after chapter eight. I used to write chapters one after another, every day for weeks. By the time I let the public read chapter 6, I had finished chapter 12. But after chapter eight, I started rewriting each chapter as I went. Chapter 9 [break up chapter] went through several changes. Chapter 10 [court chapter] was basically new. Chapter 11 [makeup chapter] needed to be better and more impactful because of how angsty Chapter 10 was. Chapter 12 and 13 were supposed to be one chapter, but had to be expanded. Chapter 14 [Therapy] was changed because of Chapter 10. Chapter 15 is honestly entirely new I think. Chapter 16 was definitely new. So now I'm writing each chapter new and with less encouragement. It doesn't quite explain why the recent chapters have taken three weeks at a time, but uhh. Yeah. I think I said it before, but my biggest problem is a lack of consistence. I used to be consistent, but now I'm not and will take week long breaks without writing, then spend a few short days on a 4k words per day spree. Maybe one day I'll regain consistency. 🙏

[prince-peach-core]

Here we go then.

1. Your first OC ever?

Oh boy. It's either an MLP oc or a Soul Eater one. I'm not gonna go into further detail.

2. Do you have a personal favourite among your OCs?

No! Hah!! Of course not! How could I favor one OC over another? I love Louis and all non-Louis' equally.

3. Have you ever adopted a character or gotten a character from someone else?

No, I don't think so?

4. A character you rarely talk about?

Ace. But I love him and need to work on him more.

5. If you could make only one of your OCs popular/known, who would it be?

Oh damn. Maybe Arista. I love her a lot. She's my token child genius.

6. Two OCs of yours that look alike despite not being related?

Oh shit maybe Iseul and Basil? The hairstyle is similar and the face shape, from what I remember. Plus they're both close in personality.

7. Are your OCs part of any story or stories?

Yeah!! If you check the tag #TimeStoppers, I have 10 OCs who are a part of a story with a few friends' OCs!! It's great, I love it a bunch.

8. Do you RP as any of your OCs? If you do, introduce one of your RP OCs here!

N...no? I don't believe I do.

9. Would you ever be willing to give any of your OCs to someone else?

No I can't part with my babies. I'm too attached.

10. Introduce an OC with a complicated design?

Louis, definetely. It's more on the fact that his hair is all over the place and his sweater is multiple colored. Plus he wears a lot of pastels and complicated fashion.

11. Is there any OC of yours you could describe as a “sunshine”?

Coriander, Rosemary, Deangelo, Gerrit, Randall, and Louis. All sunshine.

12. Name an OC that isn’t yours but who you like a lot.

FUCKIN,,, @cozune 's BOY OSCAR MAKES. ME. GAY. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH.

13. Do you have any troublemaker OCs?

Ace is definitely one. And so is Eun, but she's more low-key.

14. Introduce an OC with a tragic backstory

Oh one of my worst one's would be Gerrit I'd say. He watched his wife pass away 5 years ago.

15. Do you like to talk about your OCs with other people?

YES YES YES I LOVE THAT SM AND ALL MY FRIENDS ARE REALLY OPEN TO HEAR ABOUT THEM AND IT MAKES ME HAPPY!!!

16. Which one of your OCs would be the best at biology (school subject)?

Arista. Child genius.

17. Any OC OTPs?

ISEUL AND LOUIS, RANDY AND THOMAS, GERRIT AND DEANGELO, & JUNIPER AND CORIANDER.

18. Any OC crackships?

Maybe Rosemary and Louis, but Rosemary and Eun would be good too.

19. Introduce an OC that means a lot to you (and explain why).

I would say the Time Stoppers OCs mean a lot to me. I made them with a bunch of friends and it's really nice. Everyone is so sweet about them and we can all laugh and cry about them. It's just nice.

20. Do any of your OCs sing? If they sing, care to share more details (headcanon voice, what kind of songs they like etc)?

A lot of my OCs sing. I don't have voice claims on hand, or song favorites either. I'm too lazy to go through them all anyway.

21. Your most artistic OC.

Thomas. Literally an art major.

22. Is there any OC of yours people tend to mischaracterize? If yes, how?

Nah. No one really does much on them, and the friends that partake in LouSeul fluff get them pretty spot on.

23. Introduce OC that has changed from your first idea concerning what the character would be like?

Uhh Thomas. He was originally just this quiet art kid who doesn't do much but he's grown a lot and is sort of a self-projection/ more artsy kid.

24. If you could meet one OC of yours, who would it be and why?

LOUIS BECAUSE HE'S MY BABY B O Y.

25. The OC that resembles you the most (same hobby, height, shared like/dislike for something etc?)

Oof fuck. Louis is closer in height, but Thomas is pretty much a projection so him.

26. Have you ever had to change your OC’s design or something else about them against your will?

Nope, and hopefully never.

27. Any OCs that were inspired by a certain song?

Nah.

28. Your most dangerous OC?

Arista, again. She'll steal a cookie right before dinner.

29. Which one of your OCs would go investigate an abandoned house at night without telling anyone they’re going?

Louis and/or Randy.

30. Which one of your OCs would most likely have a secret stuffed animal collection?

Secret, would be Basil. But like if it didn't have to be secret it'd be Louis.

31. Pick one OC of yours and explain what their tumblr blog would be like (what they reblog, layout, anything really)

Iseul. Sort of tan-grey and black layout. Aesthetics of leather jackets, ripped jeans, cigarettes, and just grungy type stuff in general. Occasional pictures of him with his family and/or Louis. Reblogs stupid love quotes and romcom gifs.

32. Which one of your OCs would be the most suitable horror game protagonist and why?

Oh Ace definitely. He's the kind of guy to get into a dangerous horror situation and have even the slightest possibility of escape.

33. Your shyest OC?

Thomas.

34. Do you have any twin characters?

No, but I used to.

35. Any sibling characters?

Iseul and Eun & Basil and Rosemary.

36. Do you have OC pairs where the other part belongs to someone else (siblings, lovers, friends etc)?

I think so?

37. Introduce an OC who is not quite human

Oh shoot I have Titan and Jeremiah. They're a demon and an angel, respectively.

38. Which one of your OCs would be the best dancer?

Oh shoot Rosemary. Girl can boogie.

39. Introduce any character you want

All of them. Check out #ocs on this blog and look at them.

40. Any fond memories linked to your characters? Feel free to share!

Uhh all the fluff of LouSeul has nice fuzzy feelings behind them.

41. Has anyone drawn fanart of your OCs? If yes, maybe show a picture or two here (remember sources & permissions!)

I have a picture of Kio from a contest I participated in, but I'm too lazy to get it and idk if it even counts for this.

42. Which one of your OCs would be the most interested in Greek gods?

Thomas probably.

43. Do you have any certain type when you create your OCs? Do you tend to favour some certain traits or looks? It’s time to confess

I favor this really nice green for eyes. But I try to restrain from it.

44. Something you like about your OCs in general

All of them are kinda simple and sweet, and I love them.

45. A character you no longer use?

I don't use Rosemary, Basil, Coriander, Juniper, or Ace much. Kinda sad but I'll get back to them.

46. Has anyone ever told you that you treat your OCs badly?

Well if you ask any of my TS friends, today they'd say yes for Louis, Iseul, Seong, Eun, and Qiana.

47. Has anyone ever (friendly) claimed any of your OCs as their child?

I don't remember.

48. OC who is a perfect cinnamon roll, too good for this world, too pure

L 👏 O👏 U 👏 I 👏 S 👏

(I hit the limit so I gotta continue on another post rip)