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Facing such a tough crowd, I had to laugh at the joke myself
#for context#I don’t drink water#like I live in a state of severe dehydration#one time had to go to the ER and get four bags of IV solution in my veins before I stopped looking like a ghost#apparently my kidneys were failing#but whatever#I went and won a cheer competition the very next day 💀#but anyways#my friend is trying to get me to drink water#and when I told her I filled up my water bottle#she sent me a picture of Intak as motivation? Celebration? Encouragement?#and I consequently freaked out#so she said she cracked the code#and now we’re here#isa shut-up-about-intak challenge: failed
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#Doodles#Clinical Trial#Lee Smith#Angel Martinez#I'd had the Fantasize meme in mind fairly recently before getting into CT and then it transferred over extremely smoothly to Angel lol#Or well - really Lee mainly but Angel would be the accusatory/flirtatious opening that Lee would react to#The gun cocking noises being reattributed to the drill... The bullet shell clanging to the bit hhh.......#It's all very real in my mind lol - someday I'll actually make a meme pft#For now it's fun to imagine ♪ Wake up guilty! Like he doesn't do that every day of his life haha...#Lee's reaction to Angel's toothbrush lol - I could not be more delighted that there is official art of him being a Fucking Weirdo Creep#Lights me up from the inside out love that <3#I had the thought convergent-evolution-style and then went and looked and - amazing - incredible#Perfect consequences too lol get caught idiot <3 <3 Use your toothbrush on the floor! It's what you deserve! Haha#You could just kiss them you know - unworthy <3#Teeny tinies from there ♪ A little Angel sporting a halo and wings!#I do really like the Eldritch Abomination take - that Angels should strike fear and awe#That whole dialogue rewired something in my brain I Will be thinking about it for a long while and being weird about it lol#But a simple angel-type-Angel is fun too :D It's like chibifying! Haha#Understandable to a skewed degree ♪ Idealized in one vein and absurd in another :3#And then some Lees Suffering™ lol#What is Lee thinking about? Odds are good it's Angel lol#I love that snapped-emoji gif lol - I drew myself with it a while ago! Y'remember lol#There's a lot of Lee crossover with me hmmm.... Probably not important lol#And then some confusion ♪ Man I really like Lee's outward vs. inward reactions ah#Freaking out inside but doesn't let on if he can help it! Makes mistakes and steps over himself it's so interesting#I haven't pulled forward the thought in a while but there was a manga I read a while ago about an expressionless boy with a rich inner world#I wonder...
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i’ve grown to love this man despite his many, many flaws

there’s something so wrong with him that its endearing wtf
literally cheering whenever he shows up despite nearly everyone dragging him
STOP! LEAVE THAT MAN ALONE!
i would let him know my secrets he’s my pookiebear 😼
#i would genuinely own a ‘charles xavier was right’ shirt despite me actually disagreeing with him to some points#he could cause world war three for all i care#going full maga type shit wtf#‘what? he violated a bunch of peoples minds? uhm okay lol anyway’#people definitely make me feel bad for liking him thats for sure#LET ME LIVE MY LIFE#i stand by my problematic wife 💔#- Magneto | Erik Magnus Lehnsherr | Max Eisenhart#me and you both#although erik does show him the consequences he does deserve from time to time#i’m just a helpless devoted worshipper or something what 🤨#he is a god in my heart i dont care what anyone else says 😔💔#i’m starting to freak myself out with what i’m saying jesus 😨#turn it down a notch wish#charles xavier#professor x#x men#cherik#wish does not shut up
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SO glad that this woman does fingerguns and is awkward GOD SHE IS SO ME
#not included: overly positive until she breaks and getting easily picked on for being a tryhard to get pomni to be comfortable and like her#don’t get me started on the implications that she’s ‘soft’ and has no ‘backbone’#(literally filled with just stuffing and can get impaled without physical consequences)#*points at her* MASKED DEPRESSION!!! GIRL LIKER!!!#also her voice lowkey reminded me of luz from toh in these moments????#and like pearl from su when she was more freaked out#i LOVE that for me#glitch rlly said: haha hey kat this is YOU#tadc#tadc spoilers#the amazing digital circus#ragatha#kat is dumb
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tried really hard to remember what I did yesterday before realizing I just lost the entire day in a hyperfixated daze. watched the latest 4 and a half hour wolfe video before restarting it and watching it immediately again and than immedaitly going to bed.
#sorry everyone who has to watch me freak out about wolfe every time he wins a tournement/does well/ posts a video. it will happen again#my friend said they started watching it so I immedaitly had to restart so I could be at the same point#it was an incredibly healing experience I didn't know how much I needed that#but also by consequence I did just watch 8 hours straight of wolfe content before immedaitly going to bed and conking out
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something something foils moving in opposite directions Goku's always happy to seek and fight stronger opponents because he spent most of his life being the strongest guy in the room and Vegeta wants to be the strongest/is always exhausted to find stronger opponents because he spent most of his life having to navigate his survival around the whims of the strongest guy in the universe room and so Goku has a foundation of safety and stability and so spends his time craving challenge and adventure and Vegeta has a foundation of challenge and adventure and spends his time craving safety and stability and the overlaid section of their venn diagram is that the only way they know how acquire and maintain those things is through battle
#thank you this has been the laziest media analysis post of my career#dbtag#media analysis#something something a game to goku is a threat to vegeta etc#there's a pinned thought here about how Vegeta also didn't learn about the dragon balls until he was ?? 30?? and so all loss is permanent#and goku has been familiar since he was ~12 and hasn't faced a permanent consequence since he was 10 years old and even then he got closure#sometimes I think about how Vegeta saw Trunks die and how Krillin was mad at him for reacting since they could fix it with the dragon balls#but Vegeta has very limited experience with the dragon so to him in that moment that was permanent and Trunks was Dead. Forever.#And we talked before in a 2am post about Vegeta having never experienced grief born of love and I stand by it because his feelings then wer#still very new and very odd and not something he'd accepted until that moment so it was raw power but not as powerful as it could've been#all this to say in my heart of hearts I think Vegeta deserves to retire at the end of super (if super continues) -- not as a warrior#but as an infantryman. he's a prince and now he's got his domain and his family and his planet to look after and I think he deserves#to go home and stay home and help piccolo bully gohan into training more often when goku inevitably leaves to hop the multiverse#geets wanted to take a sabbatical when Bulla was born but didn't get the chance because Freeza coming back freaked him out too much#but whether freeza gets a redemption arc or gets defeated -- Granolah's arc seemed to shift his perspective on being the strongest#and I just grips fist I just think it would be a really nice full circle for Vegeta to inherit his throne in a way he never expected and#finally get his kingdom to look after and protect in the way that he was looking forward to being king of his own planet all those years ag#Goku's got Broly and Jiren and Hit and all the others to keep him busy and happy now -- and if Freeza gets a redemption arc he'll probably#continue playing slap-ass with Goku for the rest of his life -- and Vegeta's got Gohan and Piccolo and Goten and Trunks#I just think them getting a nice bittersweet 'This is where we part ways' would be really nice for both of them because !!#They couldn't have done this without each other. They couldn't have known this kind of life was possible without each other.#So they swap lots and live happier than they ever imagined they could be#especially since Vegeta has proved to himself that he can close any gap Goku creates in progress that's not a concern anymore#And obvs the door's always open!! There's no point closing it Vegeta's tried the locks they don't work on Goku#anyway here's me putting the whole essay in the tags again#this isn't an essay as much as it is stream of consciousness tag blogging#anyway i'm too lazy to write fic or draw comics so we get ramblings instead
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also i reaaally want hickeys to be a thing in dol </33 i just know kylar would mark the hell out of pc
and if he saw a hickey he didn't leave, i think he'd lose his mind
#like. bodywriting Kinda. technically works for this#but idk it just isnt the same......#and the reactions (if they have reactions to it at all) LIs have to bodywriting dont really do much#doesnt like. really have consequences other than like one short line of dialogue#i wish that they could stop sex for a bit to freak out about it!!!!!#also how come kylar doesnt notice when pc is literally overflowing with cum!!!!!! KYLAR WOULD KNOWWWW#HE WOULD REACT!!!!! VERY BADLY TO THESE THINGS#angel.exe
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Eragon and Nasuada are both well loved characters with a lot of good qualities, but they also have some serious flaws and make some grave mistakes. For example, I feel they're objectionable treatment of Murtagh has been discussed relatively often. However, I think they need Way More criticism for how utterly negligent they were in preparing for the confrontation with Galbatorix. Without the outside benefit of genre awareness, it's so egregious how they almost never even try to come up with a plan to kill him. I feel like it springs from inexperience, being overwhelmed, and arrogance, but it's so severe because the ramifications extend to countless lives beyond their own. And no matter the reasons for it, neither of them ever then acknowledge this failing and amend for its consequences, and that is inexcusable. The fact that the first and only plan they ever had to defeat Galbatorix (which immediately fails btw), Eragon came up with hours before the final battle is honestly sickening. Considering their war is justified by a moral basis, the Varden's ethics, specifically in their leaders are all but non-existent.
Why???!!!! It feels like they take no responsibility for their allies! Their concern for them is vague at best and doesn't inform their actions. It's as if they believe that because these people willingly joined their cause knowing they could die, they as leaders are free of blame for anything that happens to them, which is a naive and indulgent misconception. Their decisions still determine those people's fates! And in regards to the eventual fight against Galbatorix, that potential fate they're taking a chance with should they lose is all their allies being slaughtered, down to the very last man. For a start. But Eragon and Nasuada are too young to shoulder that weight as their stations demand and too arrogant to admit their inability, so they just leave it by the wayside.
#eragon#inheritance cycle#eragon shadeslayer#nasuada#its also just a result of overall weak writing lol but thats another conversation#maybe thats why im so unforgiving of it#it could have been a better piece of their characters if it was acknowledged or if they faced any consequences for it#but its not.#the way orrin freaked out and threatened to withdraw when eragon decided to up and go to vroengard-#-the literal morning after becoming leader of the varden was fully justified orrin had every right#because eragon was openly admitting that There Is No Plan#it was cold hard proof that he didn't believe there was a chance they could beat galbatorix as is#which is what they'd been lying about to orrin the whole fucking time#the betrayal of it all...#*sigh* ......................anyway.#when do i just change my blog title to 'orrin apologist' lmao
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There NEEDS to be more queers in general machinima. In a day and age where it's more accepted for us to exist verses when machinima was first makes it feels more important than ever. Take back a genre that typically ridiculed us despite the nostalgia and legacy held with it. Anyone can make machinima. People who say they 'can't draw', people who say they 'can't animate'; there's so many tools when it comes to stuff like gmod to help you. You can litterly buy gmod for 4 dollars, get add-ons, download tf2 and you already have plenty to work with. Get sfm for free or start messing around with open source game files. So many articles and videos dating back to the 2010s on how to make any engine or game in general to be your bitch. Anyone can make it. Even the queers that didn't get to take part in it back in the day!!! Make art!! Go fucking mad!!!! Make whatever you want!!! Fight against the world more than ever!!! Seize it!!! FIGHT FOR YOUR RIGHT TO VIDEO GAME ART!!!
#sorry i swear im sober im stuck in the doctors office watching team fabulous and it made me think#like you dont need much to even make a gmod video!! just a few addons and even a shitty ass laptop can handle it#just try it. its a lot up first but you slowly get used to it#and theres plenty ways to do it!#get your freinds make them act out the characters!#the saturation of the genre can be reversed. grins.#machinima#tf2#red vs blue#rvb#team fortress 2#half life full life consequences#gmod#sfm#source film maker#freak fortress
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Found not one (1) but TWO!!! tiny black spots on my molars so you know what that means.......my dental hygienist is legally allowed to shoot me behind the strip mall tomorrow
#I've never Never NEVER had tooth decay/cavities before and im freaking out#like i just got a big fat F on my permanent record#this is your sign to go get your 6 month cleaning#try not to cry at the dentist bc youre embarassed by the consequences of your inaction challenge <3#i cant believe i quit smoking almost a year ago and this happened lmfaoooo#fuck my stupid baka life
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I'm hearing the seductive call of science once again. can everybody please reblog n put your dumbest irrational fear in the tags
#mine is brittle stars#NOT sea stars NOT worms NOT any other remotely adjacent creature#brittle stars ONLY. they freak me the fuck out#I know they're completely harmless but they disturb me on a deep visceral level#whenever I look at one move around I feel like cthulhu shit is happening to me#.#acheron science testing initiative#<- tha new questions/polls tag#god I love having a fake ass last name I can just put on the internet wherever with zero consequence
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i’m sorry y’all hate media with deeply flawed characters who can grow as people w out being medievally tortured as punishment for their mistakes.. i’m sorry y’all hate dear evan hansen
#also. yeah evan didn’t face many irl consequences to his actions but🤓maybe his crushing guilt was punishment enough🤓#natural consequences and so on#i think people also forget that evan was literally a baby 😭😭#seventeen!!!#that boy’s still in dipers !! still hasn’t learned how to walk yet!!#which isn’t an exuse for what he did#obviously#and you can hate evan#obviously.#but media is allowed to portray characters who do Shitty shit okay!! stop freaking out abt it!#i do see the argument that it’s a bit glossed over tho#shhh i actually wrote dear evan hasnen and it’s not glossed over in MY version#deh#dear evan hansen#evan hansen
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sometimes I think about the fact that etain was going crazy horizontal BOTH partners were away at war style telling herself hey if he doesnt mention protection that's like baaaasically him reading my mind about my baby trapping future fix plan right. right?
#like#girl...#yeah go hang out with kal you can bond over unintentionally manipulating people/removing their consent in an attempt to care#rename kyrimorut to control freak castle idk#being mean. I like her I like kal theyre just so bad at this it would be endearing except. the consequences#txt#repcomm#etain tur mukan
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super passionate about inkfish anatomy and medical science except I cannot for the life of me decide how exactly their biological system is even set up
like absolutely props to splatoon for its perfect system for gameplay but like respawning solely with your soul and none of your exploded body starts to throw a wrench in what I want to be logical
#i just need to separate the silly logic from my mine but it is very hard. and it is fiction so I should pivot to a more fictional mind set#but it is hard.#i have a lot to ramble about but I can't quite figure out how to start without sounding like a freak .#I'm mainly just fixated on how ink coincides with things like the circulatory system and the difference between ink / blood issues#there is a really really good fan made bio doc somewhere talking about ink bones and the ink organ I should find it#i just like to think about the consequences of sanitized 3 removing the inhibitor as well as the schematics of sanitization...#the pliability of ones “persona” form is really interesting too.#in conclusion these guys are wet in a very interesting way andi like them
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hysteria with 3, 4, and 11?
[fanfic ask game] - hysteria
hi jar ty for the ask!! apologies for the wait february has been a month for sure.
3: What’s your favorite line of narration?
The bat symbol implies nonlethal, but Jason's not willing to bet on it. Not when he can hear the clang of the crowbar on brick when he's forced to dart out of the way once more. Not when he knows what kind of hit was aimed for his head the first time. Not when he knows exactly how they'll feel if they land.
A little bit of Jason being fucked up about his death as a treat <3 crowbar was not the thing that killed him but he's definitely experiencing some sort of trauma response that he absolutely refuses to acknowledge. There's a smattering of that throughout the rest of the story :]
Also the bat symbol implying nonlethal when Jason's gonna confront Bruce (the original bat symbol) and get murdered about it before the year is out... teehee.
4: What’s your favorite line of dialogue?
EXTREMELY HARD QUESTION I like just about every single line in that fic. (I'd probably cut the bits about Robby though, honestly, if I could go back. Maybe it's just because I recently remembered violently deep my hatred for Cheer runs.) Anyway favorite dialogue line.
"I fucking hate you." There's no heat in the words. "Being Robin was the best thing that ever happened to me, it was the best thing that ever happened to you, and I can never have that again."
The loss of Robin. I do think it's very important that those three years are what Jason considers the highlight of his life. I need him to be yearning aching for something he can never have again. I need him to have had a genuine loving relationship with Bruce. They cared about each other. That one Batman Annual #25 narration box where it's like "His own mortality became the wedge between them"? ...Yeah.
Older Jason here is blaming his younger self's choices for that divide but I do not think that is necessarily true. Bruce has also changed even in those 6 months before Jason came back to life. The very landscape of comics changed in those 17 years. There's something irreconcilable there.
I do hope Jason gets to heal and have better years ahead one day but haha that sure is not happening anytime soon lol.
11: What do you like best about this fic?
The entire fic is really just one big argument so I think saying I liked the part where they fight and argue the best is a bit cheap. So instead I will narrow in!! On two lines of dialogue.
"Come on, Red, did you forget about Robby? Mom's sick fuck of a dealer that we pushed down the stairs at the tender age of nine? We were already a murderer before Bruce took us in. He thought we pushed Felipe Garzonas, because he knew we were glad that rapist ate shit on the sidewalk. This penchant for killing? Knowing that this is a line that needs to be crossed? It was always in us."
Again iffy on my own decision to canonize Robby's death here but I think the sentiment stands. Jason's moral code differs from Bruce's, particularly after he's had the opportunity to develop what he believes in over the course of Lost Days. Jason's perhaps lying to himself here with regards to the "it was always in us" bit but yeah. I think he never really regretted the fact that Garzonas was dead and would never be able to hurt anyone again.
"You freeze up," Red says, and his voice is too vicious, too satisfied. "You have a flashback. And of course you make an excuse, make it about Bruce again, you lie to yourself again and again, but at the end of the day you're fucking weak. You don't have the stomach for the shit you do. You felt sick after Robby went crunch at the bottom of the stairs, and that's never changed."
Also true. Viewing killing shitty people as a necessary duty does not mean Jason is necessarily comfortable with killing people. I think he was nauseous and sick to his stomach and throwing up while cutting off those heads and had nightmares about it for weeks afterwards but he did it anyway. Him having this internal revulsion that he needs to force himself through... he believes what he's doing is right so strongly that he is willing to push through that... very compelling to me.
I also really liked seeing people speculate on what they thought happened after the end of the fic. That was fun :]
#revek asks#jason todd#honestly i think i shouldn't have had the kid die in the fire either#i think the fact i found it necessary to diverge from canon there perhaps weakens what i was trying to communicate with the fic.#THAT SAID. i think she should have died in canon. i think jason should have failed to save her because his brain freaked the fuck out#let bruce's shitty lobotomy have real human consequence thank you#also backing up ld!jason's 'it was always in us' with him manslaughtering someone as a 9 yo was simply the wrong decision on my part i thin#ah well we live and learn
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oh yeah hey btw car doodles because the creations and consequences au is living in my brain

kinda id? more explanation of thoughts, let me know if y'all want a real image id
fae lyf fae lyf fae lyf I have decided they have wings and their wings were stained black from soot for years after the war (its only after a few years at the castle Tim and Bertie realize oh their wings arent black anymore wait do fae wings change colors oh wait it's because of all the fire and smoke and stuff oh shit)
Marius climbing in the window :) my silly, I love him
head chef and chief interrogator raphaella la cognizi looking absolutely menacing (is she about to cut some tomatoes or some tendons? it's up to you!) (sidenote what if before she came to the castle she was trying to dissect some corpses for better understanding of anatomy so that y'know medical understanding could be better but people weren't fans of her um desecrating the dead so she had to dip out)
I had the idea of kettle ashes being able to express themself via a genie type steam projection? idk thought it would be fun and also easier for any artists out there
fae carmilla fae carmilla fae carmilla I just think she's neat and I think it's funny if she's somehow connected to like everyone's backstory just a tiny bit
carmilla and nastya, I think they must have been pretty close. carmilla didn't want nastya to take the blame for the curse, but nastya knew jonny needed a stable relationship with carmilla more than one with her (as much as either situation sucked)
ivy design? my thoughts are either an advisor or the castle librarian, her little crown thing is enchanted to enhance her memory
lyf and ashes judging you (pre and post curse versions). you cannot tell me they didn't have gossip sessions about everyone in the castle. they absolutely did.
@rocksanddeadflowers @blazeismyname I'm begging y'all to keep coming up with ideas for me to draw because this is the least art block I've had in so so long and I adore this au
#listening to rocks playlist while posting this btw I'm freaking out at every new song#I wish I was good at making playlists cause you got mad skills and I'm jealous#let me know if y'all get tired of the tags?#ebb rambles#the mechanisms#the consequences of creation and love#the creations and consequences of love#i need to make a new art tag.... ive gotten out of the habit of using one#ebb draws stuff#that works time to tag all my old art with it#btw that fae lyf drawing says “pov you and your war crimes bestie entered the wrong part of the woods”
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