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suffewingowo · 6 months

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#stomach knots of courss now #I love to have normal emotions and feelings about all sorts of things :)#I am a prefectly normal thinker who is feeling very good and normal right now #I am not so far in my own head that it feels like I'm drowning #and Im definitely not gonna throw up #all good here

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juniemunie · 4 months

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If we're not giving up, don't give up wherever you are.

That's a promise.

#im not even sure if you can see whats going on clearly on that last pic but i give up im too tired #scenario: we get to interact with the lost soul. cuz its not like he can see us.... but he would definitely know its not frisk though #considering deltarune noelle can hear our voice wHY NOT HUH?? HUH??? WHY NOT US WITH SANS #IM THROWING THAT LINE BACK AT YOU SANS #whats gonna happen after this? he probably wont remember. everyone canonically only remembers flowey and then a flash of white after.#but we will keep that moment close in our hearts hehe #IF HE WERE TO REMEMBER THE VOICE? id say it would become his lil own personal motivation. remembering it brightens his mood on bad days.#it still makes me lose my mind #that THAT PROMISE LINE #is in the code #but is never directly seen in game #BUT ITS THERE #AND THE IMPLICATIONS #makes me so damn emotional #anyways this scene is going to my delusional fanfic that im debating on whether im even going to post it or not #we shall see #sansnomaly #sans x reader #sans x self insert #sans undertale #junie art post

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 year

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Not a question, but I love your blog so much. Makes me so happy :) I'm very excited to see the Yi City trio in your style.

We're getting close to the Yi-City arc! In the meantime, have some behind-the-scenes sketches of me trying to figure out their designs!

#poorly drawn MDZS #MDZS #Xue Yang #A-Qing #xiao xingchen #song lan #Ask #I really love the yi-city arc so I wanted to make sure I was happy with designs!#Im not the best at subtle complexity...so I go for a combo of readability and personality #It ends up turning into 'throwing a ton of stuff at a metaphorical wall and seeing what sticks'#These aren't the only sketches of these guys either. A-Qing my beloved and beloathed I could not figure her out #This is definitely a bit of a step to the left in terms of my usual content but I hope this sneak peak tides you over!#(XXC offering candy and A-Qing's rage are *not* related btw. They are separate goofs)#Meta-meta commentary: Upload schedule is a bit off today due to script overhauls. I will post today's comic...sometime today.#EDIT: Im not gonna upload again today. Im going to sleep u_u

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enhanced-operatives-division · 21 days

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This blog is gonna end up posting purely Prism stuff at this rate ..good lord

#i was gonna add more drawings of her but uhhh ohe i don't like and another I want to do a double page spread...i have a sillay idea..#but augh once again her concept art strikes....giving her a lab coat which is more blue than yellow accented....to contrast her canon design #genuinely there's something about her which just captivates me. like idk. her and juniper are definitely my top two at this point i think #like jj is so much fun to just. fuck up I can't state that enough. i can throw 1000 headcanons at him and they all fit ok #prism i can get more nuanced and i have a whole ass narrative of her time at the agency and her friendship with reggie like. AUUUUUUGh #but yeah god i have been on my fully coloured art bullshit right now idk why. then again i did finish all my art coursework so i feel free.#i can just yearn for roxana prism literally every page<3 #im sat here just so. good lord. everythung abt her good lord. i need to be sedated #tranquiliser dart might work #head in hands. wild sobs. roxana prism i wish you were real.#ieytd #[agent moose's art]#roxana prism

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francy-sketches · 1 year

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Can’t take the valonquar tommen theory seriously like that’s an actual baby all I can picture is this

#.txt #how tf is an 8yo gonna ‘wrap his hands around your throat and choke the life out of’ a grownass woman lol #unless he like. uses a pillow or smth #also I just. don’t see him doing that #ok some people think he’s gonna do it as a zombie but still. that’s a child zombie #you can just pick him up and throw him down the stairs lmao #wait do wights get superhuman strength regardless of what they were before. I forgor #im picturing like. a baby getting turned into a sight and going on a killing spree #*wight #it’s also so narratively unsatisfying like. oh she got killed by a wight. that TECHNICALLY fits the prophecy. cool #come on it’s obviously jaime lol #like the question isn’t who is it it’s how’s it gonna happen #dumbest valonquar theory has to be sandor tho #‘he’ll kill cersei after killing his zombie brother’ why would he do that what beef does he have with her #no there’s definitely dumber ones just haven’t heard of them

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soldier-poet-king · 8 months

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Okay so I've basically decided to apply for that gig, it came down to the fact that were it not my fear of earning my current boss' emnity, there would be very little hesitation about it (albeit I'd be going from permanent to contract again, but it's a longer contract, at an institution I'd really like to work for, with much better connections and experience than my current gig, as well as better pay, location, etc)

So now it's like. Well how/when do I tell my current boss that I'm applying? Esp since she's so....emphatic....about my role in this Big Upcoming Project and her idealized 5 year plan. Like??? I'm not guaranteed to get this gig! I'm a solid candidate, and would probably get at least an interview, but still! I'm just??? Wahhhh

I tired and jumpy and feel guilty for just existing and I'm TERRIFIED of every little noise and conversation because it's like waiting for the other shoe to drop and waiting for something bad you know it's going to happen no it's not the trauma no it's not because my boss is sort of similar to my mother personality wise no it's not a trauma response in addition to my own lack of experience

#the duality of fran #once again im like. oh i grew up working class how do u negotiate things like this #and career ambition and ladder climbing and earning the personal animosity of ur current boss #when like. if i DONT get that job BUT make it far enough into the interview process that she finds out #its gonna be. bad. bc I'll be here in this job but also she'll know i tried to leave #like i feel like it would be better if she heard it from me and not when the hiring guy calls her to ask about me #but also like. this is my first real job in the field. i dont have that many extra ppl i can use as references!#i have some. but she would definitely be the best IF shes not pissy with me over this #(that's a big and unlikely if)#screaminf crying throwing up #but in a bad way

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domesticated-feral · 6 months

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been thinking of making a teen wolf fanart.....but instead of wolf imagery.....there is horses.....

fueled by my long standing obsession with horses.

wouldn't it be cool though?

#i already drew some mock ups of sort in my sketchbook #but this is definitely gonna be a digital fanart #but im throwing this out here cause i want some feedback or smt #feral says things

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todayisafridaynight · 2 months

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youre so right omg literally barely see anybody talking abt mine and Daigos special bottle of sake like that’s so ???? tragic????? it’s so sad and gut wrenching in a way i can’t explain like it’s probably still there in shellac collecting dust on the shelf……. they make me feel SICK

i cant stress how special Kirin's Dream is to me, like genuinely it's probably my favorite rggo story bar mine and daigo's goofy bar date gone wrong because it makes me so indescribably emo after reading it

#snap chats #every day i think about how daigo was adamant on not drinking from it because mine didnt want to drink without him #like daigo i cant speak for your romantic capabilities but that was the most romantic shit i ever read in my life #at the very least definitely something id read in a romance/tragedy or some shit no wonder kashiwagi yoinked that for his sob story #IN ANY CASE NO LIKE ...... the fact even the bartender thought mine and daigo's memories were special enough to keep going #im gonna be sick thinking of that bottle collecting dust for decades with no intention of ever opening it #this is why i love minedai though its a tragedy. theres no stopping it. daigos distraught and no one can help him #ACTUALLY goodbye i cant have anyone look at me #every time i think of daigo calling mine an idiot at the end of the story i do think of bakamitai im so sorry #i know the singer's calling themselves an idiot but nevertheless.... daigo bakamitai when so i can throw up #im allowed to think daigo blames himself or feels guilty about doubting if mine loved him (romantically or platonically)#i have to post this now before i just ramble for twelve years

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kagooleo · 3 months

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Tyranitar IS kind of a dragon yes!! Lance himself says "not all dragons are dragon types" so I think ttar is totally a dragon >:]

oh nice!! i mostly was confused since it's not in the dragon egg group (monster egg group kinda felt like a field egg group 2) but it's godzilla inspirations + the recent pokemas trailer confirmed that much to me!

#gooptalk #I was expecting deino or maybe gible but larvitar is honestly so so sweet #if i had the strength to even consider making an ao3 id make a fic w lance teaching silver abt what it's like to raise dragons #but since i'm a research nerd i'm definitely gonna watch/read up on wildlife care #i should probably throw my hc's out there at some point w my own takes on the regions...but neocities/website making hard...#thank you though! im surprised people read my tags!

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bookinit02 · 4 months

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i love my cat so much but when i open my eyes in the middle of the night and he is one inch away Staring at me and breathing on my face i literally feel like i’m about to get murdered😭

#WHY DOES HE DO THIS #ITS SO SCARY😭#like either he is trying to make sure im still alive or he is waiting very impatiently for me to get up and feed him #almost definitely the second one #but one of these days im gonna freak and accidentally throw him off the bed😭

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stormyoceans · 11 months

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idk but seeing how much less jimmysea lolfanfest videos have surfaced compared to the other cps makes me even more excited for last twilight to air and for everyone to finally give them the recognition they deserve. they (especially sea) are so sweet to their fans and so hard-working. why are they so underrated????

IF YOU EVER FIND AN ANSWER TO THAT QUESTION PLEASE DO LET ME KNOW ANON BECAUSE I'VE BEEN ASKING MYSELF THAT VERY SAME THING FOR THE PAST NINE MONTHS AND IM STILL LEFT WONDERING

i don't mean to sound like a hypocrite because i do always say that different people resonate with different things and that's perfectly fine, which is true!!!!! but while on one hand i do firmly believe in this, on the other i can't deny that the very idea of people disliking jimmysea is incredibly baffling to me. they both are such kind and humble boys, always appreciating their fans and everyone who helped them getting where they are now, and i know they are fairly quiet compared to other pairings and that maybe they will never be all-over each other all the time (both because of their personalities and their age difference), but i think you just need to see them interact to realize that they share an incredible bond

FOR EXAMPLE IM CURRENTLY OBSESSED WITH THE TACIT UNDERSTANDING THAT YOU CAN ACTUALLY SEE HAPPEN BETWEEN THEM WHEN SEA TEARED UP DURING THE LOL FANFEST AND JIMMY HANDED HIM TISSUES

LIKE!!!!!!! IMAGINE NOT NEEDING ANY WORDS. IMAGINE LOOKING INTO SOMEONE'S EYES AND KNOWING THAT'S ENOUGH TO UNDERSTAND THEM AND BE UNDERSTOOD IN RETURN. I THINK ABOUT THIS AND SUDDENLY IM IN MY BACKYARD WAILING WEEPING SOBBING SCREECHING WHILE SHOVELING DIRT INTO MY MOUTH UNTIL MY HEART GIVES OUT

anyway what was i saying........ RIGHT. THE POINT IS im very much with you in hoping that last twilight will bring them the recognition they deserve because they're the best good time boys so comfort shaped so sweet!!!!!!!

#literally if you look up the word comfort in the dictionary you're gonna find a picture of them as definition #also i do hope that after last twilight im never gonna have to read stuff like 'they have no chemistry they look like brothers'#or 'they can't kiss' in my life ever again #y'all clearly haven't watched the bathtub kiss in hit show vice versa episode 10 part 2 #or seen the looks they be throwing at each other in that wedding venue in episode 4 part 2 and 3 #fucking raw in front of everyone would have been less obscene than that #okay im shutting up now #sorry for the late reply anon!!!!#jimmy jitaraphol #sea tawinan #jimmysea #m: ask

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note-boom · 2 years

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What do you mean BSD has no canon ships? Have you completely forgotten about Fitgerald's ocean liner? That's canon! Look at this beauty! How could you forget?

Now that's a ship I could get on board with.

#ill see my idiotic self out #anyway im gonna start a theory that while the characters have some weird stuff going on...#...its actually the organisations that have this weird love thing going on #like clearly the ada is the harem anime protag #the port mafia is the ex that tries to keep getting back together (like those monthly raids before canon happened?)#the guild is the rich character that took its breakup with the special divisions badly #and now kinda has its sights set on the ada but just keeps throwing money and making all the drama worse #the doa is definitely the yandere or something that's felt betrayed already by the ada and 'broken up'#except theyre not over it so theyll just destroy the world instead #and the hd is the yandere that found some sanity and now is just lost and idk #the special divisions and ada are exes with a good relationship though #hmm....maybe its just the ada being a harem protagonist but dealing with all the characters they rejected #...guys why did i write this in the tags?#if you see this get queued just move along....nothing to see here #bsd #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #bsd musings #humor #it has to be humor...#bsd fitzgerald #i believe in ship supremacy?#spitting nonsense #so. much. nonsense.#rambling in the tags sorry

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milo-is-rambling · 28 days

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Me when I’m not anxious at all about anything especially not traveling or not being home or being around strangers or going to a new airport or not being in control of the schedule or not having immediate access to my safe foods or not seeing funk and I’m definitely not anxious about being in new places and meeting new people and animals and having to be a person while trying to balance my emotions out enough that I don’t bring every conversation down while simultaneously only thinking about saying the wrong thing and bringing the conversation down

#and I’m definitely not afraid at all about how I haven’t told Millie about my current shitty mental health or the plans for an intensive #program and I feel like I might not say anything and I’ll feel bad later but like gahhh I just don’t want to be a bummer for once in my #fucking life I want to shove down all the sad depressing nothingness in me and try to be bubbly happy excited the whole time #who knows how it’s gonna go AND THAT THOUGHT DOESNT MAKE ME WANT TO THROW UP #IM EXCITED FOR THIS AND I DONT FEEL GUILTY ABOUT NOT GOING YO SEE MY DADS PARENTS EVEN THOUGH MY GRANDFATHER IS DYING AND IT DOESNT MAKE ME #FEEL SICK OR HAVE A HARD TIME BREATHING OR TYPING THIS IS ALL FINE I LIVE TRAVELING I LOVE FEELING LIKE IM NOT IN CHARGE OF ANYTHING AHAHAHA #AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHHHHHHH THIS IS FINNNEEEEEE IM FINEEEEE THIS IS GREAT IM NOT GONNA FREAK OUT TO THE POINT OF NOT BEING ABLE TO SLEEP AT ALL #AND IM DEFINITELY NOT GONNA END UP AWAKE FOR TWO FULL DAYS 🫠#screaming crying throwing up and you can’t smoke weed on a plane. fuck my life bro.#bring back smoking on planes PLEASE #stoner plane even the pilots high fuck it we all wanna smoke and and watch the world be tiny below us right that’s what google maps is for #I feel like I’m doing this life thing wrong.

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hairydykecunt · 2 months

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the only things on my mind this week has been ‘i wanna kiss i wanna kiss i wanna kiss i wanna kiss’ and ‘OMG I LOVE MY CAT SM I HOPE I CAN KEEP HER ^_^’

here r more pictures !!!!! and a really funny gif of her lol she had catnip Probably for the first time (i assume?) and she was KNOCKED out after… eepy girl

#kitty talks #i can get her checked for anything friday and then in like a few weeks-months i can know if she doesnt belong to anybody and i can adopt her #i really hope so….. lately i’be iust been feeling good despite feeling bad. and its so weird. cat has done a lot mental health wise #and im definitely gonna start being cleaner and not have depressive episodes where i give up on sorting my things and throwing ny trash away #i hooe everythings gonna be okay. and i hope this cat is healthy. and i hope we have lots of fun together #and i hope i do kiss #i cant believe i have to he him her in a cis way at the vet… they dont know its gender like i do….

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insert-neologism · 3 months

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i am. so normal abt natural habitats. SO normal (<- clearly Not Well)

#i cried 3 times #does NOT happen ofteb #(to be clear it's abt the fic. on ao3. by woodenpicador)#and im not even half in #crying screaming throwing up #heavens sake there's so much to say abt it and nothing at all #dreaming abt that i tell yall #only not livebogging it bc most of the time im reading where i dont have WiFi soo #BUT SERIOUSLY it's always in my mind like im thinking abiut nothing? wrong. Im thinking abt woman who makes bad decisions I and II #and like all of them it has not left my mind. In days #it's like a splinter that's fucking lodged into my brain only it doesnt hurt (mostly)#and I can NOONE of my irl friends GOD #js if it was a book id buy it fr #mitos incredible life #more or less incredible how am I gonna focus on anything else #yellowjackets #ig #EVERYONE READ IT (many many ppl read it but more should read it definitely it's like evedthuf)#anyways hi if youre still heree i dont actually think anybodys gonna read all of this. but as they say #'its not truly ur public trashcan on which u display the stuff u like best without fucking lamenting or somtheing #verbs suck

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fxggotclown · 6 months

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the anxiety is all consuming

#teamcasper #i cant wait for my meds to start doing shit i want to be a normal guy so bad #im supposed to start a 40 hour work week this week and i dont know if im physically or mentally capable of that #and imr eally stressed abt it bc i dont want to be fired but if i get sick from working to much i will be fired if i call out #soooo ^_^#but im like . really good at talking myself out of starting conversations bc i dont like talking to ppl abt specific things w/o making a #script for myself so i know what i want to say and how i want to say it even though i definitely dont need that most of the time #i havent been able to sleep well the past few days im losing it okay !! <3 #crying sobbing i want to be normal i keep crying remembering everything and i am so worn out and overwhelmed by everything #but its fine im gonna be fine and okay i just need to not throw up and remember to take pain killers when my head hurts !!!!!!!!!!!!!

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