#and a girl with social anxiety who drew a really elaborate colouring in page w the first letter of my name and gave it to me?? | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

soggypotatoes · 2 years

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when i went out for lunch this woman ive spoken to a few times was looking distressed and when she saw me she like sighed and smiled and was like ‘oh eddie!! you are just a little ray of sunshine, when you say hello to me i just feel so happy’ BRB CRYINGGGGJDFKSGJDHFKJGK

#im realising that i am a therapy dog #esp here lol #its funny i hear abt so much drama #and people say yeah this person doesnt like anyone or starts fights with everyone etc #and the person theyre talking about always wants to hang out w me lol #im grappling with this rn #bc like.. all through childhood and teenage years i was.. quite hated #nooobody liked me at all #except a few friends later on #so i still feel like everyone hates me or will hate me #but im starting to realise that. people fukcing love me lol #im realising that this admission #bc people keep wanting to hang out w me #like this woman just now #k telling me im his favourite person hes met here #someone pulling me aside and asking if they can tell me secrets they cant tell anyone else #this guy who comes to find me to play chess w me #and a girl with social anxiety who drew a really elaborate colouring in page w the first letter of my name and gave it to me??#sorry if this sounds self centered its just #im overwhelmed #bc it does feel fake still #i feel like ive just managed to craft a personality that people like #bc of the years of not being liked #is it really me theyre drawn to #REGARDLESS i am going to try to accept this #that im a funny therapy dog that people feel better around !!!#which will be great if i do go into clinical psychology like i want to !!!#ed mumbles #oh and my first admission my best friend here #was someone who would like. run away and throw food at the wall

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