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themboty · 1 month

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i just got a job offer doing something that actually uses my degree

#its a terrible comute #and a potentially stressful job #but itsdoing what i want to do!#i will get to create my own department!#its in a really good city that I could move to!#its a real adult full time job!#i just wanted to tell someone

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frostios · 9 months

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Am humbly asking for nice words/encouragement/happy things 🙏

#chitter chatter #stressing about this potential new job!!! my final interviews are tomorrow but that means 24 hours to FREAK OUT!!! GRAHHHHH #hopefully work today is a good distraction from my brain...

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scrrcwdestined · 1 month

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Casual reminder i love yall and thank u for being patient with me while i finish this term ♡

#doing the post test and potentially the final of my medical term class tonight so i might jump on for a bit after for stress relief lmao #but anyway i am NOT doing full time school for summer #and instead only two class each summer term #and my new job only has five days a week during training so!!!#availability here we come #&& m speaks

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very-uncorrect · 6 months

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OKAY NOT GETTING A RESPOSNE FROM A JOB YOU APPLIED FOR IS ANNOYING AND DISAPPOINTING, I DIDN'T THINK BEING OFFERED AN INTERVIEW INSTEAD WOULD BE SO STRESSFUL

#I'm so stressed #it's on friday right after school #I've never done an interview before #it's not like it's a huge important job offer #it's for Subway #but it's also my potential first job #aaaaaa

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puppiedogs · 2 months

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i called the ssa office to ask something and in the pre-recorded message they say, like it’s not fucking Insane, “if you’re calling with regards to a disability claim, due to a staffing shortage, current processing times for disability claims are between 250 and 300 days, after which it will take three to four weeks for you to receive your decision by mail” as though that’s just something that happens whoopsie sorry about that like die actually. how do these people sleep at night

#*#the welfare system has so many fucking hoops people have to jump through #for No reason #if you actually believe the majority of people on welfare don’t ~need to be #frankly if someone’s willing to go through all this bullshit to get a $200 unemployment check a week #they deserve it. like they make this shit stupid hard #when i informed the medicaid dept i had been put on leave from work #they requested - no exaggeration - Eight separate pieces of documentation #four of them needed to be signed and dated by people who weren’t me #one i didn’t have access to bc it was sent to my work email #which my workplace restricted my access to #and if i succeeded i would have gotten at most 60% of my average weekly paycheck #all of that bullshit. to - Maybe - get a minuscule amount of money #like. this system Exclusively oppresses people who are Already struggling #when you’re going through smth as hard as potentially losing a job #and then in order to have any sense of security at All #you have to do several difficult stressful tasks #in order to make sure you can Survive #life for ppl on welfare is already garbage i hate that these vultures make it even Harder

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journcys-archived · 8 months

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Since we’re still dealing with my old shot head renters, come this Friday I’m going to be struggling really hard to get groceries. We struggled last pay too and don’t really have much for this week which isn’t great. I’m doing quick PAY WHAT YOU WANT sketches between my current art commission lys ( I do them as warm ups anyway). Reference of what they look like below. I just want to not struggle next week in the grocery department like I am rn.

PayPal: [email protected]

#0. — cat. | out of character.#still on the edge of potentially losing my job too so that’s great #I’m very stressed as you can see #art commissions #emergency commissions #commissions

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ailinu · 5 months

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okay now i need nothing else to happen for the rest of the week

#i am very tired and i have had a number of serious conversations largely centered around potentially quitting grad school #none of this is made any better by the fact that my uncontrollable stress response is crying #and crying wears you the fuck out #what i should be doing is buckling down into the job search and applying to places #but frankly i think i deserve a reward of some sort or perhaps a little treat #and also for everything to be okay #i don't think this is too much to ask

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salvadorbonaparte · 24 days

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Maybe I need to use Scotland for soul searching. Try to figure out if I actually still want a PhD.

#Sure I've wanted one for pretty much all my life #Sure it's one of the only things I thought about most of last year #Sure my MA was one of the happiest times of my life (and also stressful but in a good way)#And I constantly thought about how cool it would be to continue my research #Sure every time I'm on the department website I have butterflies in my stomach #And when I got my offer I was so happy I couldn't believe it #But do I want to be poor again for 4 years?????? And potentially homeless???#Wouldn't it be so much easier to get a minimum wage job in my ugly ass hometown and imagine what could have been

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musicalchaos07 · 2 months

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Exactly 3 weeks from today I will be free from academia for the whole summer

#I'm gonna write so much #I'm trying to not stress about my potential lack of a job #because like #THE FREE TIME

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thatsleepymermaid · 2 months

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I'm extra sad tonight. I know exactly why but I don't want to acknowledge it.

I came off my shift today and both my legs were in so much pain I waddled out. I had my mother drive me home because the fatigue was crushing. Currently, I'm working somewhere I absolutely love and don't want to leave, but dammit animal care is too taxing on my body.

I try to be clear of my limits but I don't even know my limits yet. It makes me nervous about summer research and graduate school.

Like, I really really tried to make the path towards a veterinarian work but it was clear to me in every clinic I assisted in (zoo, equine, small animal) that I wouldn't be accommodated properly due to understaffing*. I tried to make the path for a zookeeper or aquarist work but I fear it's too physically taxing on me now. I'm currently trying to make pure, hard research work but it's difficult when you don't have the academic connections needed to research vet med.

By all honesty I just want to know everything that's wrong with my body and if there's a way to manage it. Because I feel like I can be all I want to be once I get the pain and fatigue under control. Whether that's fully pursuing my PhD/DVM or something else. It's driving me crazy that I know there's at least something else in some other bodily system that my current meds aren't taking care of, but I don't even know where to start.

* Understaffing isn't the fault of the veterinarians or even the specific clinics but rather the field of veterinary medicine as a whole. It's a concerning trend that I don't think will get better in 5-7 years if I went to veterinary school right and planned to graduate in that time

#tw rant #or maybe a dump #it's either the imposter syndrome tonight or something else #the potential PI i talked to tried to talk me out of marine wildlife #and into marine conservation policy #so many scientists and vets have told me go policy instead of research or medicine #i cannot stress how much I don't want to deal with politicians for my job #ow..

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inga-don-studio · 1 year

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This is the most pointless case of new job jitters I’ve ever had.

It’s both a low-stakes filler part-time job until I find something better/full-time AND it involves the same type of tasks I’ve done in some form or another in practically every job I’ve worked. Ugh anxiety is a nonsensical bitch. :/

#🎃 cryptid sighting #I start tomorrow and I’m so oddly nervous #Admittedly it has the potential to lead to better jobs at the same place so I still want to make a good impression #But I literally did this job in the madhouse that is a Walt Disney World park - I can handle this #It’s custodial. It’s like the most chill type of job I’ve ever worked.#I should not be stressing #Yet here I am. Stressing.

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year

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#woof. if all goes to plan Tomorrow is the last day i have to take measurements forever. if all goes to plan. if all goes to plan. but im #not holding my breath bc thats asking for chaos. i think this week ive done a good job of not pushing it #in terms of not torturing myself and making myself insane. which is good bc its exhausting taking measurements with the ambient stress of #apartment hunting from across the country. ive toured 2 places from afar and applied to them. and im meeting with someone to talk abt #potentially being roommates tomorrow. which is terrifying bc i really just wanna beg them like pls pls like me so i can stop looking pls #like i have to rely on my charisma i guess when im a bit asocial and odd. not unlikable but idk maybe they want someone more normie idk #its exhausting. ive sent so many emails and so many places r like no u gotta physically visit. ugh #and i have to clean my whole apartment by Tuesday for my landlord to inspect bc i had to give them a 30 day notice or else they wouldn't #release my info for like referal on background checks. there should b flexibility in when i can leave tho. its just stressful #at least im doing this when im pretty stable and i stop taking measurements tomorrow but i haven't taken a break since last Saturday #and haven't really had time to properly draw which annoys me and apparently i wont get a break this weekend with all the cleaning i gotta do #but oh well. at least im better off than the other person i kno who is moving Tuesday across the country and currently doesnt have a place #to stay. so i guess theyre gonna b living out of their car for a while. im stressed enough a month out from leaving #sigh. im just v tired and my heart is beating too fast and i wanna start cleaning now but im sleepy #whenever we go sampling we joke that we have to make sacrifices to the weather gods for good conditions. i guess i gotta make sacrifices #to the housing gods 🙏 ugh. pls. i dont wanna still b doing this for another week when i wont have time bc ill actually have to focus on #things. ugh. cant wait to b in the future where i dont have to deal with this #unrelated

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painfully-unoriginal · 5 months

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I need a new job NOW i know i keep posting about it but shit is getting dire i truly dont know what to do

#p #only one other time have i had a job where i come home crying from the stress and the physical pain #i cannot keep this up. esp now that hes got me working an extra night every week #this sucks. i hate it here #like u dont get it #one of my coworkers is potentially dead #we're down to a crew of 3 ppl while my manager who ISNT EVEN SUPPOSED TO BE ORDERING keeps bringing in 800 - 1000 piece trucks #I'm in so much pain. I'm so exhausted. i thought maybe there was still hope for things to work out here but they just keep getting worse #there are no jobs here. I'm stuck. what do i do

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pepprs · 1 year

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update i have to apply for my own job for the SECOND time in two years by wednesday and im taking my learners permit test on friday which means i have to finish absorbing the drivers manual by then. the way i am LONGING to walk into traffic.

#the driving thing is just extra stress but the applying for my own job AGAIN thing is making me absofuckingLUTELY insane. this process was #so psychically damaging for me to go through a year ago and the fact that exactly a year later i am doing it again and have to jump thru all #the same hoops and write a new cover letter and find new references and INTERVIEW with my colleagues and all that… like i appreciate this so #much bc basically what is happening is im getting a raise and will be converted to a regular employee (im contractual rn bc that’s all they #could do when i graduated). but like the fact that i am once again under the MORTIFYING psychic stress of my colleagues being the search #committee and me being u able to talk to them abt this or get reassurance and them having to treat me like they don’t know me and this not #being guaranteed and other people potentially applying and me having to compete with them… it is too much fucking stress for me to go #through. it’s just too fucking much. i am so mentally and emotionally exhausted and now i have to walk through fire AGAIN⁉️⁉️⁉️ i wanna KMS #like it’s fine. but also the existential dreaddddd the way i cannot bear to live through this one more time but i have to and im going to. 😍#purrs #delete later #like i get it and i know it’s to make it fair and equitable. but whyyyyy do they have to put me through this again have i not proven myself #time and time again is this job not QUITE LITERALLY designed for me to be in it. and it’s not merely an annoyance it’s like… actively a #stressor that is taking years off my life just like it did last year and the timeline is even more accelerated bc last year i had two weeks #to apply and this time i have FIVE DAYS!!!!! and i have to reach out to references and i can’t do that until monday bc it’s the weekend 😭😭😭😭#like LMFOAHDHSKDHSODHAJJB of course this is happening to meeeeee im going fucking insane. also i might have to do this a THIRD time someday #and i would have to get a masters degree for that too. so basically the only path forward is CEASELESS suffering and psychic agony. there is #no hope for women. fuck my stupid baka life. but also this is a good thing and also i have it sooooo good which is soooo unfair to everyone #else for example possibly wasting everyone else’s time who applies for this job. but also fuck my stupid baka life.#technically im applying for this job for the second time in 365 days. like it’s not even two years it’s that i did this a year ago and now a #year later im doing it again. LESS than a year later. it hasn’t even been a full year yet. help 😻👍#if february 9 2022 me fucking knew what HORRORS awaited her 24 hours from then and 3 months from then and 5 months from then and 15 months f #from then. she would have imploded LMFAOOOOOOOO

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charonte-simi · 6 months

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Got recognized at work as the "Core Values VIP" which included enough points in our incentive program for me to cash out for a free paid vacation day. Man the imposter syndrome is hitting in full force, I don't feel like I've done anywhere near enough to warrant the praise I've been getting here. It feels so fucking weird

#and the lady who i run backup for is likely gonna be retiring next year #and im the only one able to do her job #so its very possible that ill be getting another bump up #i havent even been here 6 months but i got a raise and im now potentially looking at another one #whats even happening #it so silly how stressful this feels #like. too much good stuff is happening and its making me feel apprehensive #dont get me wrong im happier now than ive ever been in my entire life #and every day is better than the last #but it still feels weird at times for things to be going so well for me #simi speaks

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existentialcrisis-24-7 · 9 months

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My parents are being so childish rn and I’m about to have a mental breakdown over it

#vent #none of you can stop me from venting #already not in the greatest of moods bc things just haven’t been going my way today and I’m stressed about a potential job #and now they’re acting like 5 year olds with grudges. how can I be expected to continue in these conditions

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