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stellamancer · 8 months

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falling out of love is!! a terrible feeling!! where all the things that used to charm you about another person slowly turn to annoyances!! when the excitement over the little things that brought you joy is gone!! but it was there! you know it was there, but now it's not or it's slipping through your fingers, you can't get it back, you can't save it you can only watch it disappear.

and then you ask yourself where do you go from there? do you suffer in misery and wait and hope that maybe the other person will just stop loving you? hope that you'll be lucky and you won't have to be the one to bring the axe down on them??? that they'll do the dirty work for you! because even though you don't love them any more, you did at one point, and you still care about them and you don't want to hurt them!! or do you just tell them 'no i can't do this any more. i don't feel the same any more.' and take their heart, and smash it on the ground??

and if they know?? they can feel you slipping away, slipping through their fingers, like sand, like water. and they try so desperately to hold onto you, to keep you, clinging to you. aND THEN THAT JUST BACK FIRES???? OHHHH OHHHHH WEEPS INTO MY HANDS

#nikuniku spam #tee tag #because we all know LMAO #I PROMISE I LOVE YOU TEE #the thought of falling out of love reminds me of my first bf #i thought that going to different schools would be enough #but he kept calling my house constantly #and finally my mom's ex was like #'you need to talk to that boy he won't stop calling'#and i did #and i told him we were done #it's easier when you don't have to see them anymore #but when you do #it's like walking hell on earth

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pinemelon08 · 15 days

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You mentioned requests being okay so might i request mettaton, whichever form you like to draw i just think you'd draw him neat :]

Also i really like your artstyle a whole lot !!! Its really cool, very shaped!(/positive)

Heya! Sorry this took a long time, but I finished drawing out the sketches today! Here you go :] Enjoy some Mettaton! (And a fanboy Papyrus)

This bit down here was me experimenting with the face shape. I would combine the features of all the Mettaton sprites (cuz some of them have different features from each other lol), and figuring out how to analyze those pixels, for example, his eyelashes.

#mettaton #undertale mettaton #undertale #papyrus undertale #papyrus #mettaton ex #sketch #my art #papyrus is wearing his battle body underneath his MTT shirt 🧡#My mom said she liked the second variation I drew of MTT #so I made sure to include that eye style for him in the final design hehe

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marsixm · 8 days

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anyway i realized yesterday this is like. the first time in my life. possibly ever. that im like not constantly experiencing some level of emotional terrorism or actively traumatizing nonsense so im ready to fucking thrive actually

#i say that like i dont work customer service at a fucking grocery store kjsedhfgdfkl;hjg #its not the same okay #it was literally #shitty parents/chaotic childhood > teenage bullying and mental abuse > mental breakdown >#watching my mom die > more mental breakdown > emotionally manipulative ex > emotionally controlling friend group lynchpin #IM FINALLY FREE ALL THE BOSSES HAVE BEEN DEFEATED #its just club autism smoking weed and chilling now baybee!!!

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hauntingblue · 2 months

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Oden's prophecy of young pirates coming to save wano becoming yamato's hope for his freedom.... and him becoming oden because of it.... it's just so good... on the other side luffy taking ace's spot for liberating yamato... I think I hauve covid

#the spades pirates in wano to save children... omg... deuce.... i have heard so much of you....#yamato complaining about how eveyrhing is his father's fault and ace getting violent...#it is so sad that in the end it was (partially maybe) his father's fault... if not roger then whitebeard..... maybe both #the hibiscus flowers..... rouge....#yamato telling ace he talks too much about luffy.... omg.....#NAMI TELLS TAMA LUFFY LOST ACE TOO!!! AND LUFFY CAME BACK TO WANO BC ACE SAID HE WOULD!!! OMG...... THE LINGERING.....#talking tag #watching one piece #episode 1014 #pink haired samurai is still alive and kicking... hell yeah....#ODEN WAS THE SECOND COMMANDER FOR WHITEBEARD??? OMG???#whitebeard dealing with his rebellious son ace akshaksjak.....#ace wanting to save wano for his husband and child but wb wouldn't let him bc he is still caught up about his ex husband's death... complex #TEACH GO TO HELL!!! FUCK YOU!!! DIEEEE!!!!#they can't put luffy crying about ace dying here again.... tama feeling bad about yelling at luffy....#YAMATO KNOWS ABOUT THE D????#big mom wants robin.... i mean of course.... curious about pudding and her third eye.... we will meet again i guess...#PONEGLYPH!!!! kaido little borther to mom...... god valley.... rox.... i remember.... she gave him his power omg...#episode 1015 #ace face down smiling after whitebeard beats him up reminded me of ace dead smiling. hell on earth this is my last straw. goodbye.#the animation <3 ace i love you <3 yamato you are great <3 #omg... little ASL with the big pirates saying he will become pirate king omg...#PAUSE!! ACE HEARING GOOD THINGS ABOUT ROGER AND SAYING HE SOUNDS NICE THIS IS CRUCIAL TO MY ACE LORE OMG #yamato didnt say who it was... did ace really die not thinking his father was good this is my roman empire... critical hit to my brain #yamato made aces vivre card.... should i end it all for realsies this time....#his cunty skate boat 😭😭😭😭 i could cry #he really is looking like a beautiful dead wife this episode.... yamato......the vivre card omg..... NOT THE FLASHBACK ENOUGH #THE TRANAITION BETWEEN ACE FALLING OFF LUFFY AND HIM FALLING TO THE GROUND OMG AKFBSKDNDKSKLWKWNSKWK NOOOOOO #OH FINALLY THEY ARE ALL THERE TO FOGHT BIG MOM AND KAIDO!!! FUCK YEAAHHHHHH a good drag for the mugis for good measure #episode 1013

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dramaturgical · 2 months

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2024 has been pretty wild for me

Tw: death

#my dad passed #he pretty much raised me and it was sudden and I was the one to find him so it’s been difficult #I left my partner of three years cuz grief made me realise I’m in love with the co worker I’ve been calling my fp #I tried to make it work with my ex for so long but I just didn’t feel loved #but I think I’m finally with someone I think might be it and he’s been amazing #I got published by springer finally #got into the grad school I want to go to #it’s just me and my mom now and it feels like I don’t have a sense of family anymore since she’s not been the most motherly mother figure #but I’m trying to accept that #grief also helped me realise I have some really amazing friends #I’m way stronger than I realised #which is nice when you feel like you’ve lost home #but I guess you can find new ones and I’m happy I’m with someone #who actually wants to build a life with me

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aidenwaites · 4 months

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who wants to see this clip i took of a bird in the wind while i was sitting in a gas station parking lot waiting to go to work

#my mom found a little canon vixia camcorder at her house and ive been carrying it with me and it finally had a reason to get used dfhfBDFBH #we think it was my brother's ex girlfriend's like six or seven years ago so 🤷‍♂️#sadly i dont think there's a manual focus which means getting far shots like this are a little iffy #my stuff

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belliesandburps · 2 years

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Most Kinkable Anime Bois Bingo Game

The “anime boi bingo card” thing is making the rounds. And this time, I decided to play! So, here are my current “Most Kinkable Anime Bois” set to Bingo for y’all!

Ignoring the usual bingo rules, see if at least five of ‘em match your own most kinkable lads, and lemme know in my inbox if you get bingo and who your bois were! :)

#anime bingo #anime bois #kinkable #meme #whatever the hell tags i'm supposed to do #also hi it's been a while #i've been pretty goddamn busy #like in a weird way too #some fun #some lawsuit related #i'm not a goddamn lawyer or legal expert #but i'm helping my mom write out her interrogatories for a lawsuit she filed against her ex-business partner #it finally happened #i became my cousin vinnie #wonder if my co-star will win an oscar too #incidentally marissa tomei would have been an amazing harley quinn in the burton era batman films #that's another fun game we could do #actors who would've best played characters from the 80's and 90's #speaking of casting and anime bois #almost done with my tw dream cast #that'll be fun #because it's the one correct list and no i am not taking any questions #dunkey #if you got that joke then congratulations on making it this far into the tags rchlis X'D

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obstinaterixatrix · 1 year

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I consider myself good at hosting but not necessarily a ‘good host’ because I try take care of everything and try to keep an eye on everyone but am very. Never Forget You’re In My House. I’ll put guests to work when relevant and get clean-up started while people are still around lol

#my ramblings #I think this is fine to say #but one time I was home while sister’s ex was visiting for a while #and I got pissed off because I never saw him do anything and he was getting too comfortable. leaving things around.#so I made him take the trash out #I think dad was like ‘oh but that’s my job. I’m not going to have anything to do.’#if he doesn’t take out the trash I will kill him. and take him out to the trash.#I also hated him because he wouldn’t actually tell mom what he would or wouldn’t eat #his version of being a good guest was never saying his preferences and always going like ‘it’s fine’ and leaving everyone else to guess #hot tip: expressing preferences actually makes it easier to accommodate you #like obviously there’s a rude way to do it but I don’t care if someone has dietary restrictions or is a picky eater as long as they just.#Say What They Can/Will Eat #tho I will admit I’m not perfect at remembering #oh I’ve been handing out pistachio chocolates at work because folks get stressed a lot but one coworker is allergic to tree nuts #I finally remembered to pick up Non Poisonous chocolates so whenever I bring them out I can be like. And You Can Have These #anyway compared to mom she’s a lot more willing to go above and beyond for guests #she’s very ‘gotta make sure they don’t worry about anything!’#I’m very. ‘they can worry a little.’

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balkanballad · 8 months

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no one hypes me up like women over 40

#j. talks #especially ex yu of course. I went to this wedding party with my mom last minute #and while she waited for me to finish work she met my Croatian coworker she was like finally I can meet one parent #I wondered how you guys look when she's so pretty. lmao then my other coworker was telling my mom how good I looked yesterday?? okay guys #calm down. then we went to that wedding thing and it only got worse. one lady ended up showing me pictures of her son...#anyway the ladies are all lovely and I blush and am not great with nice words and mainly I am really bad with believing these #I had a lovely evening. and I nearly didn't go because I was not feeling being social but honestly I am glad that I went with mom and danced #and had cake and people watched and wondered whether I will ever marry and if so how that might look

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witchblade · 2 years

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i am like not happy that im stupid or at least seen as stupid in an extremely immediately obvious way (instead of in a fun and secret way) HOWEVER what i lack in intellect i make up for in being strong of spirit

#sitting on the floor drinking and sniffling in a strong of spirit type way #being seen + treated as stupid is so overwhelmingly frustrating to me like i let it get to me a lot #it was extremely weird when i finally moved out and eventually came to terms with the way i was treated as kid #being mostly just my mom/parents lashing out at me and i was for the most part perfectly competant #but even years later i have no confidence in my intellect/reasoning capabilities/ability to communicate #and i Know when someone is intentionally trying to fuck with me or lying to me or others (very literally with my job)#but even then theres this huge sensitive gap of doubt in my head that no matter what ill always question myself #and my own perception of things like im constantly questioning whether or not im even capable of things ive been doing for years #like even when i know im right and im proven right i still have to power through the same shame and embarrassment as if i was disastrously #wrong.#i think it's also worse lately than it's been in a while because it's been going on for months now and im at the end of my rope mentally #im constantly being challenged and getting more sensitive and edgy and it's bleeding into everything #including like struggling to have conversations friends ive known for years bc i feel like i dont know how im being perceived anymore #even if nothing has really changed ex #it's literally only two people who i dont even like but it's so prolonged it's having an impact on my basic confidence

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bloggirl8842 · 8 months

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My psych says I don’t like my mom or my ex because they make me vulnerable but I think it’s because they are/were both serial boundary violators. Well serial boundary violators sounds serious but I mean they are just good kind people who would not leave me alone when i ask(ed)