#and for me its a huge boulder i cant seem to push aside
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why is it easier for some people to think they're good at what they do and harder for other people to believe they have something of value to offer? im struggling and i don't know why
#like for some people selling their art is just another tjing they do#and for me its a huge boulder i cant seem to push aside#genuinely believing i dont know why i exist. no one will ever hire me for a jov#any job for that matter#i literally have no skills#and no plans#and when i rant about myself evrryone is like oh everyone goes through that no one knows what theyre doing with their lives#but atleast youre doing something?????#all i wanna do is go back to feeling bad and suicidal#atleast i had a plan#and a thing to look forward to.#what am i even doing right now?#the uncertainty is so horrible#plus my fear of things makes me so avoidant#it's just something i cant seem to get rid of#sorry for the rant. i pushed everyone away and isolated myself for years so now i dont really have friends i could talk to when things r bad
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