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bugdogg · 10 months

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im teetering on the edge of something or another, feels like a breakdown but its more so falling back on old unhealthy habits that feel comforting to do but ultimately don't help me in the long run

anyway im coping somehow by comparing myself to dogs and going "haha im young, i got a ways to go before my evil villain arc"

#vent sht ig #unfortunately i do have mental illness (ik relatable whatever hhahaa)#my problems are never that serious but i get stuck in nothing mode a lot #im supposed to rest but i wanna do things and its not like im gonna lose this job anytime soon #so get used to being tired idiot and push through #adapt #improve #thats life and it'll get easier as you practice these things #its still hard #and i still wanna be lobotomized (HALF JOKING lobotomy's arent good for you)#i wanna have hobbies and interests #and time to think about them #AND TIME TO FUCKING THINK IN GENERAL #IF I SEEM LIKE IM NEVER FULLY HERE ITS CAUSE IM NOT ANYMORE IM IN NOTHING LAND AND IM TIRED #AND THIS IS AN ENDLESS CYCLE OF TIRED NOTHINGNESS ANGER AND SADNESS #and im the only one who can get me out of it #and thats scary to think about #if u read this than wow thanks bro #love you <3 #k bed time and then i seriously gotta start practicing new things tomorrow k bye!!

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