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f1rodrigo · 10 months

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sweet relief | l. norris | part two

✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧ baby, i can't help myself...

summary: in which you fall for your best friend’s teammate and keeping it a secret proves to be harder than you intended. or when all you need is sweet relief the rest of the world fades away. pairing: social media au || lando norris x piastri bsf!reader fc: olivia rodrigo <3 warnings: language

inspired by the song ‘sweet relief’ by madison beer

ALL PARTS HERE

a/n : hi! thank you all so much for the love on part one!!! hope you enjoy this one just as much! this was supposed to be a bitttt longer but i hit the limit for photos i can add sooo this is part two for you all! part three will be more like part 2.5 but that'll be up sometime tomorrow! ENJOY<3

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landonorris BRINGING THE HEAT

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user1 its definitely hot in here now

user2 f1 drivers and their obsession with paddle needs to be studied

yourusername bringing the heat indeed

⤷ user3 PARDON? 😧 ⤷ user4 is this flirting... this has to be flirting ⤷ user5 yn bestie was that meant for ur priv.....

user6 please just give me one chance 🙏🏻

lnfour lets gooooo 🔥

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oscarpiastri ready to shine in Singapore 🇸🇬🤩

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yourusername SHES GORGEOUS!!!! ready to watch you shine

⤷ user7 i am obsessed with them ur honor ⤷ user8 ughhh i know everyone wants her to be with lando but i am never giving up on my best friends to lovers

mclaren ✨✨✨✨

user9 oh my god i love him so much

user10 ITS SO PRETTY

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landonorris hang it in the Louvre @team_quadrant

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team_quadrant So special to share this helmet with the fans! The Quadrant community designs are looking 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

lnfour This is going to look crazyyyy under the lights 🤯

user11 THIS HELMET IS AB TO GET HIM ON THE PODIUM TRUSTTTT

user12 holy shit he always has the best designs

user13 just won the singapore gp before its even begun 🔥

user14 i couldn't love him more what a special & meaningful design

yourusername beyond sick wow

⤷ landonorris wanna try it on then? ⤷ user15 THIS IS IT IM SLEEPING ON THE MF HIGHWAY TN ⤷ user16 he-he's flirting back ⤷ user17 lando girlies we've lost him

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mclaren Chillin' together pre-race 🥶

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user18 if theres one thing all f1 teams are gonna do its post their drivers in an ice bath this weekend

⤷ user19 fr but i am NOT complaining 🤭

user20 room for one more or??

yourusername now i need an ice bath

⤷ user21 NAHHHH ARE YOU GUYS SEEING THIS ⤷ user22 she's about to get a call from pr ⤷ user23 and will we ever know which one of them shes thirsting over??? sigh

landonorris 🥶🥶🥶🥶

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landonorris whattttttaaaaa weekend ❤️

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mclaren UNREAL 🔥

lnfour best weekend ��🏻

yourusername congrats :') so extremely deserved 🧡

⤷ landonorris 🧡 ⤷ user24 stay calm stay calm stay calm its just a heart emoji its just a heart emoji its just a- ⤷ user25 SINGAPORE THE GIFT THAT KEEPS ON GIVING 🙏🏻 ⤷ user26 its official i am obsessed with them they now own me ⤷ user27 this is great and all guys but i still need my confirmation that she was THERE ⤷ user28 pretty sure theres a video going around on twitter that people think is her with oscar and lando trackside before the race

oscarpiastri 👏

user27 carlando podium woah i am never getting over this🥹

user28 my heart i am so proud of you 😭

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oscarpiastri +10 places. not a bad night's work 👍

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user29 MY ROOKIE OF THE YEAR LFG

mclaren Unbelieveable job!

user30 MY driver of the day!!!!🫶🏻

yourusername LETS GOOOOO SO PROUD OF YOU THATS MY GOAT

⤷ oscarpiastri people are going to come for you for this you know that right ⤷ yourusername and i will fight them all i said what i said #mygoatfr ⤷ landonorris 🧍‍♂️ ⤷ user31 "thats my goat" pls she is so unserious😭 ⤷ user32 oh my gosh they're the best thing to ever exist its true ⤷ user33 NOT THE HASHTAG SHE IS SO????? ⤷ user34 losing my mind over "i will fight them all" ⤷ user35 LANDOS REPLY???? he really said hello what about ME

#formula 1 #lando norris #lando norris x reader #lando norris smau #landoscar #lando norris imagine #lando norris x you #lando norris fanfic #f1 2023 #formula one #formula one fic #lando norris fluff #oscar piastri #olivia rodrigo #wallowsrigo #wallowsrigosweetrelief

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loviingpedri · 1 year

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Did You Know I Loved You?

prompt: pedri never forgot you

warnings: cursing, grammar issues. all pictures used are not owned by me. not proofread.

word count: 1735

angst, some fluff

dedicated to all my pedri girlies <3

pedri and you were inseparable. from the day you walked into his parents' restaurant, the air suddenly changed. the town seemed to sparkle in tenerife when you two were exploring the island.

"let's play football," pedri slowly kicked the ball to you.

"it's so hot outside though," you groaned at the thought of kicking a ball in the burning sun.

"pleaseee, i wanna practice just for a little bit." you knew you couldn't say no to him. the decision ended up leaving you playing with him until the moon smiled at the duo.

little did you know, the moon never smiled and the sun never glistened after that day.

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“so what? you’re just gonna leave?” you shouted at pedri in disbelief.

“i can do what i want. you can’t control my decisions for the rest of my life,” he sighed and sat down to control his thoughts. “you knew this was gonna happen. i need to grow my career. i wanted to be in a work environment which i enjoyed. just don’t be so self-centered right now.”

“im self-centered? i didn’t even get a warning you would leave to this big city. you knew for weeks. fer knew for weeks. you said i was your family pedro, and family doesn’t hide things from each other.” the yelling echoed through the house. it was a situation that would never be fixed.

“i cant just tell my best friend that i’m leaving in 2 weeks. it would ruin everything. if you knew, you would’ve changed my mind and i wouldn’t be successful for anything.”

“pedro gonzalez, think for one fucking second. you kept a secret that could’ve changed everything. the moments we had together could’ve been more important than anything. i just needed one warning and this wouldn’t be happening. i don’t give a shit that you want to continue your passion. all i always wanted was for us to be happy.” it took everything in your power to not leave the house after you completely lashed out on him.

you knew deep down you didn’t want him to go because he was your first love. he was your first kiss, first friend, and first person to even talk to you in tenerife. you didn’t know who he was gonna see. you sure did not want him to talk to rich girls blinged out with their designer bags. you were scared shitless of how life would be without him. he was the only person who knew everything about you and what you should do in anxious situations.

then, the tears came. would he visit you? would he ever speak to you? would he write or text you? would you ever see him again? will there be time for the two of you to be together again.

“why are you crying? come on, its not that big of a deal.” he huffed loudly, shaking his head in stress that this was not the way this was suppose to happen.

“pedri, you are leaving to the city. i dont even know if i’ll ever get into contact with you anymore. you’ll have new friends, new people to worry about, and probably gonna knock someone up while you’re at it. can’t you just let me process this for one second.” and that’s when you made a mistake. doubting pedri was never a good idea. especially about the people he loved. especially when it came from the person who he loves the most.

pedri got up and looked at you for one last time. unexpectedly, he walked out the door without a word. you sat there in tears, debating to chase him or just let him go. the sobs fully came out.

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2 years had passed since he left. everyday, he thought about you. “what would y/n do? what would y/n say?” he questioned his decisions by following your mindset everyday. he begged his brother to tell how you were doing. never a word budged from fer since the huge fallout spread throughout the city.

tenerife was never the same. since both lost communication, it felt like the island itself was hopeless.

you, continued to push yourself through school. showing everyone that you would do well without him was your motivation. you’ve worked so hard to prove yourself to people that you had a job offer in barcelona.

of course, you accepted the job. people were upset that their beautiful youngin was finally moving on in life. moving into your modern apartment was like a fever dream. you’ve had your doubts, but it was definitely worth it. everyday, there would be news of pedri. pedri, barcelona’s best midfielder. pedri, one of the best young players in the world. pedri, the guy who gets every spanish girl all over him. hell, a video of him was going viral for taking a girl’s number and putting it into his pocket. obviously, it was implied that he would never have a single thought about you. fuck, it was stupid to even try to reach out for him.

after sitting in your living room while trying to find something to entertain yourself that wasn’t pedri related, you decided to go out for once. there seemed so much to do in the city instead of being lazy at home. walking for ages in the wind, you finally found a small cafe to rest. ordering your latte and sitting down, your thoughts were interrupted by a boy.

“excuse me, are you y/n?” said a boy that was not too much younger than you.

“yes i am,” you nodded your head slowly before taking a slow sip. it was a little awkward considering he looked at you in shock.

“i’m sorry. i’m pablo gavi. or known as gavi. you’re the person on pedri’s lock screen. he always talks about you during practice. holy shit, i never thought i would meet you. are you visiting him?”

what the fuck just happened. pedri still remembers me? why am i his lock screen? why does he talk about me? what does he say? for a moment, you sat there trying to understand what he said. gavi, confused on why you’re frozen in time, waved his hand in front of your face to make sure you’re okay.

“oh no, i’m not visiting. pedri and i don’t really talk anymore,” you shook your head and forced a little smile. only to ease the tension of gavi’s then saddened look.

“that’s weird. he talks about you like you’re his girlfriend or something. i thought you were doing long distance,” he shrugged his shoulders. “maybe you should visit camp nou. i think he’ll be happy to see you.”

quickly, you rejected his offer. “oh no, we exactly didn’t end off our friendship in the best terms. i think it’s better if we just don’t see each other again.”

“i insist. i’ll give you my number and i’ll text you all the details.” he took his arm giving you his phone. you bowed your head in defeat and put your phone number in.

unfortunately, everyone’s eyes had been on you and gavi.

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the next morning, your phone was blown up in notifications. your best friend constantly texting you on how you’re viral on twitter. paparazzi snapped pictures of your interaction with gavi.

“fuck.” you mumbled before groaning in defeat. you knew you had faced defeat in keeping a low-profile.

gavi, you knew, was for sure fucked. if pedri had seen the pictures, he was definitely getting beat up.

during practice, gavi kept his best to avoid his best friend. when pedri came up to him, he quickly turned pale.

“what’s wrong with you? you look like you’ve seen a ghost.” pedri patted him on his back with a small laugh. gavi sighed in relief. he’s glad to have all his teeth and no black eye before the game.

“yeah, i’m fine.” and that’s when everything wasn’t. balde came up to him, rubbing his head and patting him.

“so, who’s the new girl? it’s all over the internet and not a word from you.” fuck you balde was the first thought that came to gavi’s head. gavi’s head was pounding. he didnt know what to say, how to react, or what to do.

“wow gavi. what other secrets are you keeping from us. let me see the picture balde.” pedri laughed even harder from the thought of gavi even approaching a girl. at that moment, gavi had to remind himself that he wasn’t 9 anymore. he couldn’t just simply run and cry his way out of this. luckily, balde only showed pedri the picture from the window. when you were facing towards him and could only see him offering his phone. gavi’s blood started to circulate again and his heart rate slowed.

“i cant really see her face, but she looks so familiar to me.” well no shit jackass. that was the girl you’ve been in love with since second grade. in fact, she’s sitting on the side waiting for you.

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your heart was about to jump out in any second. you sat there for two hours for them to be finished with training. each time pedri walked towards your direction, your nerves would start running around. luckily, he didnt see you a single time.

gavi texted you from the locker room that he was coming towards your direction. you never expected this to be happening. you were debating to run away, but your feet forced you to stay. you knew your mind was fighting to hate him, yet your heart convinced you to see him. even if it was the last time. finally, you heard footsteps coming.

pedri was wiping the sweat off his face. he came to a full stop. he thought he was hallucinating. he thought it was a dream. he stared at you for which felt like minutes. admiring your facial features, you sat there frozen. it was harder to read his facial expressions now. did he want you to leave? did he want you there? why isn’t he saying anything?

what felt like years, he started walking towards you. again, your nerves were still jumping. eventually, he made his way in front of you. suddenly, he smiled.

“holy shit you’re beautiful.” the state of confusion turned into love with one simple kiss. your lips connecting made the world happier. the air cleared. the atmosphere was different.

it felt peaceful.

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author’s note: hi everyone! i’m so glad you enjoyed my first story let’s be tourists. this is my second time i’m writing on tumblr, so im still getting use to it. i will be taking requests once i figure out how to set it up. please let me know if you have any suggestions on what i could improve on. thank you for all of the support !!! <3

#pedri gonzalez #pedri #pedri x reader #pedri imagine #fc barcelona #pedri x you #pedri x y/n #pedri gonzalez imagine #pedri gonzalez x reader #pedri gonzalez x you #pedri fanfic #pedri angst

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patchesunsolved · 2 months

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All These Things I've Done by The Killers is such a Sirius Black/Marauders coded song

exhibit a: "When there's nowhere else to run Is there room for one more son?" this is obviously pertaining to how he ran to the Potters when Walburga enacted her A+ parenting. he literally had nowhere to run since the rest of his family is either estranged or just horrible, but more than that, 'is there room for one more son' has so much disguised guilt packed into it, so much insecurity and humility. if you run from your family at such a young age, it doesn't matter if that family was bad to you, wherever you end up you're always gonna feel the tiniest bit out of place.

exhibit b: "I wanna stand up, I wanna let go You know, you know; no, you don't, you don't I wanna shine on in the hearts of man I want a meanin' from the back of my broken hand" i think the first line is about Sirius' relationship with Reg, he finds himself stuck in the dichotomy of 'I wanna stand up for him, protect him, be his human shield, he's my little brother, always my little brother' but then, inevitably, survival instinct kicks in. he could only last so much being Reg's personal body guard, his entire support system, he was wasting away so fast and so at his core he NEEDS to let go to survive, its like when you have an oxygen mask in an airplane, you are supposed to take care of yourself first and then others, not the other way around. the second line speaks to the audience (I know he is a fictional character and we make up everything we know about him, but bare with me) no one will 100% know in detail what happened in the house of black, there are things that are simply kept from us as an audience that we can't ever really understand. third line: gay for remus lupin. fourth line has more to do with the war and his understanding of politics while still a child, we can all agree that being a teenager gets massively hard, specially with magic, a looming war, and anti-human diversity cultures like the 70s were. I imagine Sirius getting into fights at 16 and 17, defending different kids getting harassed by pure-blood idealists, but really, to his core at least when he is still a teenager, I can't say he actually understands what it is to face discrimination based on blood purity standards, disowned or not he will always be a pureblood, he will always be a Black, he will always come from money. 'I want a meaning from the back of my broken hand' aka 'I want to understand what im fighting for, I know what is right but I need to understand why im breaking my knuckles for this war'. needless to say he ends up understanding.

exhibit c: "I got soul but I'm not a soldier" self explanatory, is it not? (repeat after me: we hate Albus Dumbledore)

#marauders era #sirius black #padfoot #james potter #regulus black #remus lupin #peter pettigrew #atyd fandom #albus dumbledore #I got soul but im not a soldier

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fictionfixations · 5 months

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book 7 part 4

MAJOR SPOILERS

thats the wrong lilia D:<

(from beanfest)

dying inside because oh my god how is this gonna be added to the wiki

what?? the rest are empty.. (they loaded in eventually but wtf)

WHAT.

HOW IM SO WEAK IM SOFHJDUFJ FUCk. FUCKING FUCK???? how am i supposed to do this when each battle leaves me with very little Hp. so then i have to heal. but then im not at full hp so then im fucked with the next battle?? HELLO??

CRYING

I WISH it wasnt stuck to just 3 extra characters besides silver and sebek

I didnt even HAVE a single sebek card until tsumderland 2 because you needed sebek as your study partner so i got his school uniform 😭

if i could choose any character then it wouldnt matter because i could go back to using the cards id already strengthened up for tartarus but like. i CANT. so im feusidfh SOBBING i think i understand how it works now but oh my god this. is. so painful i thought tartarus was bad but i had no idea

im WEAK im SORRY (lilia's fight before this where you have to beat him to continue is so HARD i couldnt. i succumbed to using a retry ticket. I WAS USING THE STRONGEST TEAM I HAD and my strongest support buddy guy person i dont remember waht its called but i was still fucked oh my god)

im sorry lilia

oh thank fuck

...yeah.... BECAUSE HP SAVES. and im so weAK

OH MY GOD IT SAVES. (spoiler alert: I DIED. so thats why it says in progress. i healed them up and it fucked me over anyway because it doesnt heal all the way)

(you can go back so i just. used my remaining cards which are weaker. but were strong enough to oneshot it after i took down a huge majority of their health..)

so then is it better to use the weaker cards. let them die but take the enemy down slowly. and then you can get your strongest cards to kill them in one shot after that?? but then you'll eventually run out. but also it doesnt seem like the maps are too big. ..yet. but still...

(i wanna do them all and get the 10 gems so i can pull for general lilia. i just need 19 more pulls sob.)

I GOT CONFUSED AND THEN I REALIZED THEY DIDNT WANT LILIA TO COOK IM DEADD

oh my god silver

oh its canon

is this why lilias cooking is so bad? because they just had to make do with whatever they had (and learned on the go. and figured that shitty food was normal for them, and the really good food was normal for the rich people??)

*flashbacks to sebek's stomach growling during lilia's farewell party*

nOO SEBEK POOR BABY

(i. really dont like his grandfather. OKAY??? he disapproves of candy, he disapproves of SEBEK JUST BEING IN THE KITCHEN? LIKE HELLO??? WHAT?? this is from i think his birthday bloom(?) vignette, the candy thing i mean, i THINK. one of the birthday ones with trey as his interviewer.. and its mentioned in his apparentice chef vignette that baur doesnt like sebek in the kitchen. he gets this look on his face. )

i KNOW that baur doesnt know sebek is related to him. but. i just. dont like him. at all. AND IM BIASED BECAUSE I LIKE SEBEK and i dont want him hurt :(((

and okay. i get. it. that. baur doesnt like humans. and its reasonable because humans were assholes and like drained the resources dry (bro we do the same irl..) so then the direbeasts without their habitat anymore ran into the villages and caused havoc.

so theres a valid reason for them (although i feel like theres a HUGE misunderstanding. because fae see the ironclads as ruffians. but the silver owls see the fae as ruffians. or robbers or something wtf??)

and i get it. youd hate the enemy too if you saw what damage they caused. like how lilia isnt the biggest fan of humans either during his time as a general.

and i get that he's probably haunted by memories and its not that easy to get over it. but sometimes i feel like it needs to be known when its no longer healthy for someone to be around another. like, they can both equally love each other. can both care for each so much that they only want the best. but sometimes being around someone can only prove to be more unproductive and unhelpful.

and i know baur did a lot for sebek. but its also like. sebek shouldnt have to be so against humans, so against part of himself just because baur is, y'know? and i feel like if baur really wants to be there for his grandson, that he should at least try to accept it or something so as to not hurt sebek more. that like 'yeah, he's human (not that theres anything wrong with that ofc), but he's also family'.

:(((((

i dont think im explaining it that well. im just very sad.

OH MY GOD GRIM YOU DIDNT 💀

comannder (typo)

haha...

oh my god i dont understand anything i dont know geography

😭 they're just explaining where everything is and im just like 'wait what???? wait where????' im so lost… also is it briar valley or briarland??? what/ I dont get it at all

OH. wait is that why malleus seems tame in comparison…. ah….

wait a second

MAJOR JP SPOILERS (this is from one lilia render i saw. scroll past this if you dont want to see)

we know malleus watches over dreams. how will he appear? we know he can take the form of himself. and id imagine he'd keep doing that but.... or will he change forms? or. like. baby malleus. would he be baby malleus? and then we have to be like 'LILIA ITS A DREAM MALLEUS OVERBLOTTED' and lilias just holding bby malleus protectively like no??? (ive seen an image of his like character render holding a baby dragon... and i assume that might be malleus... thats JP spoilers btw)

oh... wait. but we know malleus' parents are both dead right? (and only his grandma's alive)

SPOILER ENDS HERE

OOOH. briar land was when fae territory was bigger (but then humans are encroaching n stuff) briar valley is much more smaller.

maybe the drowsy spells are because his body is trying to get silver to sleep so he can dream travel? but whats the point of doing that?? nothing really.. happens. i mean he can sort of interfere but???

WHAT?? i. two teams? HUH?? oh my god… im going to play this as safe as possible and get as many buffs as i can before going into fights. and then im going to try to go as close as i can to the end goal. because nothings stopping me from going back later. ..but i also want to continue the story… but i also wanna see it all……… i mean if i die (as in all my cards die) i can just. restart. i guess.?? but still…. im so happy. i actually have healers on my team now 😭 and buffs make fights easier

ooh the tiles are actually related to where you are in the story

like theres this river. i did this battle to scare some ironclads away from the river. and then theres this blank tile near it which is also about the river. oooh. i see. ayway im out of mystium

i suddenly feel a lot more assured in my ability to fight them with buffs and other characters

#twst book 7 #twst book 7 spoilers #silver #lilia vanrouge #sebek zigvolt #twisted wonderland #twst spoilers #twst wonderland #twst #thoughts

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miuszn · 1 year

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Ok i Just found my new fav writer 🤍so i NEED to ask this ( do It only if you want)

What about an ellie x fem!reader where they go out on Patrol ,they run into a lot of zombies of every type , ellie gets bit and reader sees It so now ellie needs to explain the whole immunity thing and reader believes her ,

They go back to Jackson where Joel (lets Say he skipped golf lessons this time) finds out and freaks out and gets mad at ellie cause She wasnt supposed to tell anyone so he wants ellie to break up with reader but ellie doesnt want to so they fight and ellie goes back to reader for comfort

Its up to you if Joel and ellie fix this whole argument thing

(also Sorry if my english Is perfect🤍)

hiii anon <33 first of all i’m so honored u consider me ur fav writer i never expected to get so much love from the community so fast im rlly grateful to all of u hehe <33 . anyway , i rlly love ur idea !! i decided to write a short drabble instead because i’m working on another fic but i still wanna post some stuff while i’m working on that , hope ur fine w that 🥹🩷 ( note : this is an alternate universe where ellie already forgave joel and they were starting to fix their relationship .. also this might be kinda ooc especially joel bc i’ve never written him before eheh )

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you weren’t sure how it happened. you were only gone for a second, you swore, and somehow ellie got bit. you knew it was a bad idea to leave her in a room full of clickers, but you knew she was strong and should’ve been able to clear them out with ease. the second you saw the small bite mark on her hand, you realized what had happened. your heart sank. in a panic, you burst into tears and kept apologizing over and over for about 15 minutes until ellie was able to calm you down and explained to you that she’s immune, leaving out the details of the whole situation with joel and the fireflies. of course, you didn’t believe her. it seemed ridiculous. how the hell would someone be immune and not be out there in some lab being researched or whatever, like in movies?

it took you a while to believe her, but eventually, you did. you helped wrap her hand with bandages so no one would see the note mark, because the less people knew, the better.

you were distraught for the rest of the day. you felt horrible. she kept telling you there’s no need to keep apologizing, but you still felt the need to. what if that had been someone else? what if ellie wasn’t immune? how the hell was she immune in the first place? so many questions ran through your head.

later that night, you laid awake still thinking about today. you were disappointed with yourself for what you did, yet still so confused.

you heard some knocking on your window, and looked out to see ellie. you opened your window and let her in. she sat on your bed next to you.

“what’re you doing here?” you asked.

“just wanted to check on you,” she replied, “and. uh. joel’s kinda mad.”

you were confused. you wondered how he even found out, but it’s like she read your mind and answered.

“i told him about what happened today. just casually. and he completely lost it.”

— 𓆩♥︎𓆪 —

“i can’t believe that girl let you get bit.” joel wasn’t even looking ellie in the eye. he was extremely disappointed in both of you.

“it wasn’t her fuckin’ fault, joel! i didn’t think anything bad would happen either! if you’re gonna blame anyone, blame me-“

“i’m blamin’ the both of you! what the fuck did you think was gonna happen back there? leaving you in a room full of clickers to fend for yourself? now one more person knows about you bien’ immune and all. god knows if she can even keep a secret.”

“what the fuck makes you think shes just gonna tell everyone? she’s not like that at all. why the hell are you acting like you don’t know that-“

“why the hell are you actin’ like that girl’s any good for you? all she does is get you into trouble.”

ellie went silent. she was shocked at how different he was acting. all this time he had been so nice to you, not once showing a sign of not trusting you or disliking you. she was conflicted, and in the heat of the moment, she just turned around and left, fuming with anger. she was starting to wonder if joel was actually right, but realized that was such a stupid thought. the worst part is, she wasn’t even sure if he meant it. now she didn’t know what to do. just as they were starting to fix things, life threw another curveball at them.

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you were hurt by what ellie was saying. his words just further fueled the thoughts in the back of your mind saying that this was all your fault. but ellie realized this and tried her best to comfort you. she kept saying it wasn’t your fault, that she fucked up too, that she’s sure he didn’t mean it and he was just angry. while you were hurt by his words, that wasn’t your main concern. you thought about how this incident just further damaged their already broken bond that they’ve been trying to fix these days. you felt like because of you, all that progress was thrown away in less than 24 hours. and it was an ugly feeling. you felt even worse than you did before, and you didn’t know what to do.

“ellie..” you placed your hand on hers, “i’m sorry.” you started to tear up.

“hey..” she pulled you close and hugged you.

“it’s just.. i don’t know what exactly happened with you and joel. you don’t have to tell me. and everything is getting better now and i’m just scared i’ve ruined it and i just-“

“hey,” she interrupted you, “don’t worry about that, okay? it’s not your fault. i’ll.. i’ll figure it out. you don’t have to worry about me and joel. we’ll be fine.”

“are you going to forgive him for it?”

“i’m not sure,” she sighed. “if he didn’t mean it, maybe. but if he did, i doubt i can.”

“i don’t want you to lose progress with him just because of me..”

“we’ll be fine. please.. just.. stop worrying, okay?”

you nodded hesitantly.

while the guilt of possibly extending the process of ellie’s forgiveness of joel would continue to exist within you, at least for as long as it took her to finally reconcile with him, you were grateful to have her by your side. and you were sure to be with her every step of the way.

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seventeensbabye · 1 year

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it was 9 am. i ended up being the first one up today. i grabbed my phone from his side of the bed and checked my messages. the last message sent from yuki was “ okay, then. i won't interrupt you guys, have a fun night! ” i smiled at the text because i knew she had some idea that something was going on. i slowly got up out of bed, grabbing the shirt he threw on the ground and putting it on. my back was turned to the bed. “ where are you going..? ” i could hear the sleepiness in his voice. “ i’m gonna go make breakfast. ” i turned to him. “ no.. just order some, come back to bed please.. ” his voice sounded muffled, his face was puffy, eyes were low, and his hair was messy. “ are you sure you don't want me to make breakfast? ” he nodded. “ i just want you to lay with me. ” i climbed back in bed and sat in my spot. he moved over to me and laid in between my legs. resting his head on my stomach and his arms wrapped around my hips.

i played in his hair as we sat in silence. “ y/n.. ” i looked down at him. “ yes? ” he brought his head up and looked me in the eyes. “ did i make you feel good last night? ” i smiled and nodded. “ you did. ” he rested his head on my stomach once more. “ can i continue to make you feel good? ” i giggled. “ mhmm, i don't mind it. ” after hearing me say that he quickly sat up, removing his arms from around my hips. “ really? ” he said, tilting his head. “ yeah. ” he raised his brow. “ can you give me consent to not have to ask you for it when i want it? ” i looked at him in confusion. “ so like consent to nonconsent (cnc)? ” he nodded. “ i don't know about that one.. ” he started to pout. “ why..? ” he whined. “ i really have a whiny boss huh? but i just don't know, what if i'm not prepared that day? or what if im on my you know.. ” he fixed his face and looked me dead in the eye. “ then you can tell me that.. ” he felt on the sides of my legs.

“ i just want you to myself and to be able to please you and myself whenever i want. ” he grabbed my hands. “ i don't like to beg. ” i smiled. “ you don't have to.. i guess i can be okay with it. ” as the day went on we laid in bed and talked. the sky was cloudy and the rain started to fall harder from the clouds. we ordered food and stayed warm and cozy in the room. i played through his hair. a few hours passed on. “ jake? ” his eyes were shut and he looked as if he fell asleep again. “ hmm? ” he said, sounding relaxed. “ were you sleeping? ” he shook his head. “ im just really comfortable. ” i ran my fingertips down his back. “ oh, well.. its boring staying quiet i wanna talk about something or go out. ” he poked at my stomach. “ you wanna go out in the rain? its pouring. ” i nodded. “ well we do have to go look for something to wear for tonight's party, i think its starting at 8:30. ”

fuck the party, i totally forgot about it. “ that reminds me i have to bring jen. ” i frowned a little, i don't want her to come. he grabbed his phone and sat up. “ go get ready. ” listening i got up and walked to the bathroom as he called jen. i could hear him talking on the phone with her and one thing i have to say is that that man is straightforward. “ find something to wear and look presentable tonight there's a party and you have to come to it i suppose, ill send you the address. ” for about 7 minutes i brushed my teeth and washed my face. he walked to the bathroom and did the same after talking to jen. when i walked out of the room clothes were set out for me. i got dressed and sat on the bed. after he was done he walked out and looked through the clothes he had. pulling a pair of black sweats and a black zip-up hoodie out and throwing it on the be, he also pulled out a gray sweater and white tee. he walked over to the bed and handed me the gray hoodie. “ thank you. ” he proceeded to get dressed as i put on the jacket.

when he was done getting ready, i can assure you this man looked so good in a comfy fit. my mouth was basically watering. he left the hoodie somewhat unzipped and that shit made him look 10x better. he ruffled my hair. “ come on our ride is outside. ” i grabbed my phone and walked to the living room. still in the room, he grabbed his phone and wallet and then walked to the living room. i was at the door putting on my shoes, he did the same and opened the door for me. i walked out and as he closed and locked the door behind him, we walked to the elevator. when we got in the elevator, as we sat in silence, jake was standing pretty close to me just staring. i looked up at him. “ is something wrong? ” he shook his head and came closer to me. he put his hand under my chin and brought his face closer to mine, quickly pecking my lips before the elevator doors opened. my eyes widened a little still being shocked that this is my boss.

when the doors opened we walked out the elevator. we hurried and rushed to the car since it was pouring. the chauffeur already knew where to take us so it took nothing but maybe 20-25 minutes to get the the mall. not just any mall, a very rich people mall. when we got out the car the first thing i see is a bunch of designer stores and that's exactly where he wanted to go first. the first store we walk into is gucci. see with expensive stuff im really inexperienced so this is gonna be quite a show. we walk into the store and the first thing we see is handbags. as i was looking around the store trying not to touch anything i couldn't afford he was actively picking up anything he felt he wanted. i was still basically window shopping, i guess you can say, for things i knew i would never be able to buy.

jake walked up to where i was standing and stood behind me. “ you like anything you see? ” i shrugged. “ i don't know, everything is so nice though. ” he smiled a little. he grabbed my hand and walked me over to something i suppose caught his eye. where we were standing there were 3 shoulder bags in about three different colors, they all looked so pretty. still not touching anything i looked at him. “ why are we over here? ” the look he gave me was rather unexplainable. “ choose 2 colors. ” i looked at all the bags and looked back at him. “ mr. si- ” he quickly cut me off. “ one, i didn’t ask if you could afford it. two, i told you to stop calling me mr. sim, the only time you should say it is when we’re in a work setting or something. choose. ” the chills ran done my spine as he spoke. “ well.. i like the white and black ones.. ” he walked over to a employee for help and i just proceeded to walk around the store. it was about 10 minutes before i looked over at jake calling me over to him while standing at the register.

i walked over to him, and on that counter was 3 small bags and about 3 bigger ones. i didn't know what was inside of them but i expected that he got more than enough. “ alright sir, your total is 17,188 with tax. ” my eyes nearly popped out of my head hearing that. he pulled his card out of his wallet and handed it to the cashier. after swiping the card she pulled out a piece of paper and placed his card on top of it. “ please sign here. ” he grabbed the pen and signed the paper placing the pen on the paper after he finished. she took back the paper and handed him the card and receipt then handed me the bags. “ have a nice day you two. ” we walked out the store and he grabbed the bags from me. “its okay, i can carry them. ” he shook his head then handed the bags to someone. he handed it to his bodyguard which i never really see since its just his chauffeur. his guard walked away and jake started looking for a different store.

he took my hand and we walked to louis vuitton. i honestly cant take any more expensive stuff so im just going to act like i don't like anything. when we walked in he immediately called over and employee. “ can you size her up and find a few dresses you think would best match her. ” the employee smiled. “ of course! any specific colors? ” he nodded. “ black, she needs three dresses. ” three fucking dresses????? i was losing my mind. the employee took me to the dressing room and sat called two people over. “ i already know what i want to put on her so size her up please. ” i stood up and they sized me up quickly. “ she wears a size 42-44 ma’am. ” she smiled and rushed out the room. the two helpers also left and i just sat there. jake then walked to the dressing room and sat down. “ do i really need 3 dresses? ” he nodded.

the employee quickly came back with 4 dresses. she hung them up and handed me the first one. i went in the small changing area and tried on the first one. when i walked out he tilted his head. “ its nice but i want to see the rest. ” i tried on the next dress and he hated it. then i tried on the second to last on and he liked it better than the rest. it was just a short-sleeved, high-neck, fitted dress. it was simple to me. “ i like this one. ” the employee smiled and gave me the last dress. i tried it on and when i walked out he bit his lip looking at me. “ yeah, we’re getting the last two. ” it was a long sleeve, zip-up, mini dress. i went back to the changing area to put my clothes back on. when i came out i handed the employee the last dress. “ just come out to the register and your things will be ready. ” she walked out. he stood up and walked out with me following behind him. we walked to the register and there was more than just one bag. there were about 3 of them. his bodyguard was waiting outside of the door for us to finish.

“ okay sir, that’ll be 14,400 with tax. ” he paid and we left going to the same store. it was the same routine, we looked or 2 dresses in in beige now. we when to prada and burberry and for 2 pretty dresses totaling out to 4700. and lastly white/off-white. we went to channel and found one beautiful dress. he was fine with just one even though he wanted two dresses. it was 3200 by itself. but he wasn't done he had more than 2 bags for each store. at prada he spent 7750, at channel it was 13400, then we went to dior and he spent 3300. finally after hella expensive shopping, he went to tiffany & co. spending 41,100 on jewelry. he spent 99,838 today in one sitting and he doesnt give 2 fucks. “ are you ready to go? ” he said standing behind me.

i awkwardly nodded. “ are you hungry? maybe we should get coffee. ” he hugged my back. “ okay.. ” he let go of me and took my hand again leading me to the starbucks. hes oddly different. we waited in line, until it was our turn. he ordered the same thing he always orders and i just ordered a hot chocolate. after grabbing our coffee we started to walk back outside. “ whoever makes it to the car first wins. ” i laugh and started speeding up with caution of the hot drink in my hand. he made it to the ride first so sadly, he just made jokes of how slow i was the whole ride back to the hotel. honestly it was funny but the unfunniest thing seeing i was getting talked about until we made it to the room. when we walked in all the shopping bags were on the couch. after taking off our shoes he grabbed our drinks and put them on the table.

“ i wasn't done- ” he chuckled. “ i know. ” he walked over to me and stood in front of me. “ its 6:00, we have to start getting ready. but before we get ready- ” he cut himself off with a kiss. not just a peck, but a full makeout session. he gripped my waist, deepening the kiss. he pulled away from the kiss, picked me up, carrying me to the room. he laid me onto the bed and stood over me. “ what are you doing jake? ” i said giggling. “ i wanna lick you. ” he tugged on my sweats. “ you sound perverted. ” he smiled. “ after seeing you in that dress i can most definitely say i am. ” still giggling i shook my head. “ we cant, we have to get ready first. ” he sighed. “ i don't even want to go, so it’ll make me feel better is you let me please you. plus the lady who has to do your hair and makeup inst coming for about another hour, just give me 20 minutes. ” i shook my head. “ i still have to shower. ” he rolled his eyes. “ you’ll shower after. ” he started to pull off my sweats and panties dropping them to the floor. “ j-ja- ” he put his finger over my mouth. squeezing my thighs before pinning my legs back.

he smiled mischievously, looking down at me. he rubbed his clothed print against my vagina. i tried pushing his chest a little but he just continued on. “ jake.. ” he came closer to me pushing his print onto my vagina more. “ don't speak unless you really don't want to do this. your body is basically screaming, telling me to touch it. ” he spoke softly. “ if you really don't want this, say it now. ” i looked him in the eye nervously. “ o-okay.. ” he tilted his head. “ does that mean you want it? ” i nodded slowly. “ good. ” he pecked my lips, then kissed my neck making his way down to my vag. before doing his work, he kissed my clit, smiling afterward. the softness of his tongue and lips as he ate sent a chill up my spine. he moved slowly but precisely, keeping my moans consistent but low. after 5 or so minutes he stopped finishing it off with a kiss. when he stood up he dropped his sweats and boxers. the way his dick jumped at me was scary. “ you nervous? ” i’ve had sex twice before but this man was big. bigger than the last. i was extremely nervous. “ a little.. ” he rubbed the side of my thigh. “ don't be, i’ll take it slow. ” my legs still in the same position as before, he started to align himself with my body.

he lifted his eyebrow, waiting for an okay. i wasn't ready really but i nodded not wanting to stall. without hesitation, he pushed the tip in. the whimper i let out was basically silent. he slowly and steadily continued to push it into me. my eyes rolled to the back of my head once he was fully in. the grip i had on his arm was so strong. the tears falling from my eyes because of his size. “ don't cry baby, its okay. just relax, alright? ” he wiped the tears off my face and kissed my cheek. he started to stroke, keeping is face close to mine. “ ah.. ” my grip on his arm loosened as my pain turned into pleasure. still stroking slowly, his brought himself back up when he heard my whimpers turning into moans and increasing the speed still taking his time with me. i gripped the sleeves of his jacket as my moans got slightly louder. “ f-fuck.. j-jak-ke.. ” he groaned softly, again, increasing the speed. my hands went from the sleeves of his jacket to his chest. the faster he stroked, the more my legs shook. his speed still kinda low, he picked it up a little more. he can see that i was close the louder i got.

“ sh-shit y/n. ” his speed was the same but the stroke was deepened. his head falling back as i grabbed his wrists. his tone of his voice dropping. my eyes rolled to the back of my head. “ im gon- ” he quickly cut me off with a kiss. i dug my nails into his back. he sped up, groaning. “ cum baby. ” he said, whispering into my ear. he sounded out of breath talking. he pushed himself as deep as he could into me as i came on his dick. he pulled out nutting on my stomach. he got off the bed and stood before it, putting his sweats back on. “ go get in the shower. she’ll be here in 20 minutes. ” he stuck out his hand helping me up. after getting up he kissed my head. “ hurry. ” i nodded and walked to the bathroom turning on the shower. when the water got warm i closed the door, took off the rest of my clothes and got in.

after about 5 minutes i heard the door open. i would’ve assumed he was just coming to get the clothes since i heard the door close again but no, he got in the shower with me. it almost scared the living shit out of me. i quickly covered my body with my hands. “ jake! w-what are you doing?! ” he laughed. “ don’t be so scared, i want to see more of you plus, there’s gonna be multiple people over to help get us ready so we have no time to take separate showers. ” he looked me up and down. “ stop covering yourself, you look good. ” he grabbed my wrists pulling my arms away from my body. he slipped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to him. “ you can’t be nervous around me at the party. ” i looked up at him in confusion. “ you make me nervous, why can’t I be? ” he smiled. “ they’ll think you’re weak and continuously talk about Jennifer. ”

“ oh.. they really like her huh? ” he nodded. “ i guess so, don’t worry about it though, if you want to know the whole story on why they like her i’ll tell you tomorrow. ” he pecked my lips. i felt the warm water hit me as he was moving me closer to the wall. once my back touched the wall he kissed me, full tongue, no hesitation. the kisses were aggressive like he’d been holding back. his hands gripped on my ass. i wanted to keep going but remember we had to hurry up and be ready i pulled away. he looked me in the eyes before moving back. “ what’s wrong? ” i shook my head. “ we just have to hurry remember? ” he chuckled. “ you’re right i get too distracted around you. ” we basically helped each other shower but quickly so after 15 minutes, we were done. i got out and wrapped myself in a towel and he did the same. i walked out to the room but before making it out of the bathroom he pulled me again. just holding me.

“ i really just cant let go of you. ” i smiled. “ are you gonna hold me like this at the party? ” he kissed my head. “ i wish. but okay i’ll let you go. ” i walked out to the room and walked to the bed where our robes and underwear were. i put on my underwear and robe and jake did the same. the robe i had was short and silky, one side hanging off my shoulder. after putting on the robe we heard a knock on the door. jake went to open the door as i sat on the bed. about 4 women and 2 men walked in. the women quickly set up in the living room as the men were talking to jake. jake looked in the room and signaled to me when they were ready. i came out and they sat me down, and started to work on my hair. they blow-dried, straightened, and curled my hair into big curls, pinning them in place to hold them up while they worked on my makeup.

the makeup look they did was simple, they put a more natural look on me, a brown glittery eyeshadow look, with nude lipstick, intense liner, and extra glowing highlighter. jake was in the room getting his hair ready while they did my makeup. after finishing one of the stylists went over and looked through the bags. she picked out the black long sleeve mini dress with the zipper, the black gucci heels, and bag he bought for me. she came to me and stood me up taking off my robe and helping me put everything on finishing off the look that took 2 hours with my matching bracelet, necklace, and earrings jake bought for me today. the stylist stepped back, smiling. she walked to the bedroom door and stood in front of it. “ we’re done sir. ” he walked out of the room and looked me up and down. a smirk grew on his face as he stepped closer. “ you look good ms. kim. ” i smiled. “ thank you. same to you. ” he wore a black fitted suit, his mullet was styled properly, he had no jewelry on except a watch.

“ oh sir, its 8:20, you to have to go, i’ll wrap everything up, you two should head downstairs. ” he nodded and went the room to grab our phones then walked to the door. i walked behind him. he grabbed my hand and headed out to the elevator. he fixed his suit jacket to his liking when we got on the elevator. i tried to keep my eyes off of him but he just looked so handsome. we hit the first floor and then walked to our chauffeur. he held the door open for me and i got in, he got in afterwards. in less than no time we got to the party. the chauffeur opened the door for me first, then jake. he stood next to me then grabbed my hand, walking me inside. we were at some venue, it was pretty. really pretty. it was all white but the lights were dimmed. slow, quiet music playing under everyone who was speaking. we stopped before we got close to jay and jen. “ just stay here for a second okay? ” why did i have to wait?

“okay.” he let go of my hand and walked towards jay and jen. he stood there and spoke for a minute as i looked around. after a couple minutes i felt a cold hand touch my shoulder. when i turned my head it was jungwon. “ oh! mr. yang, hi! do you need something? ” he chuckled. “ no i don’t need anything, i have plenty of people to call if i need something, i just wanted to come check on you. you looked a little lonely. ” I shook my head. “ no, I'm fine just waiting for mr. sim to come back. ” he looked around.

“ well ill still just wait till he comes back. ”

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(sorry for being so inactive for the past 5-6 months, I’ve been struggling with school and I had no time to fit in writing these ffs until now.)

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i need liked posts to be turned off on tumblr guys i dont need to see that my mutal liked the post "getting FREAKAY in the freak room part five million" like im happy you have hobbies. hobbies are great actually! just. i dont wanna see it, its like getting a cruel vision from the lord above of what your friend is doing at any given moment and it's like the deepest privaacy violation ever. it's like if i was walking down the halls of school and a random person walked up to me and shoved a photo in my face of someone having a moment. like good for them, really, but also i dont think i was authorized to see this information and i dont really thing i wanted to see this information. i feel like some type of wild ass archive of all the sins of my mutals because obviously im not gonna walk up to their dms and be like "hello kind and beloved friend, how was your binge on lego ninjago dick sucking?" because that is insane. how am i supposed to kindly tell me friends that their tumblr is backstabbing them and showing all their muatals their liked posts unprovoked on my dashboard. yknow what is my worst nightmare to see? " liked by --" sometimes it is good and a fine post, and i can like it too. i like it when you can share in our liking and not reblogging! but too many times it has me learning something i dont think i really needed to know. and who knows. maybe i did need to know. maybe the reason tumblr is showing me that my friends are liking "𝖂𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖎𝖋 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖜𝖊𝖗𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖙𝖗𝖚𝖓𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖇𝖚𝖑𝖑𝖘 𝖋𝖆𝖛𝖔𝖗𝖎𝖙𝖊?" is because it is trying to broaden my horizens, it is trying to show me a whole new world of debachery. which sure, introduce me away but i am like not very open to this because you opened the introducion with "you know what your friend of three years that you just helped write a college submission essay has been really into lately?" like i know they have been into spreading love and joy and kindness. i know they have been into their stardew farm. i know they have been into getting a job. and yet there is more horror to come. you know what REALLY horrifes me about this tumblr feature? it's the idea that tumblr might be snitching on ME. it fills me with all the fear of someone who did not pack a bomb going through airport security. because what if once in 2018 i did pack a bomb and now tumblr is coming onto my friend's dashes with a creepy grin, waving around a screenshot of me packing a bomb and going "LOOKY, LOOKY HERE. LITTLE FUCKING SLUTTY BITCH WHORE OF THE CENTURY LIKED AN EMBARSSING FANDOM SEX POST FOURTEEN YEARS AGO." except it would not give them the timestamp. for all my friends would know, i liked that post today. everyday i check that my liked posts are still private. everyday i go into my tumblr settings and make sure that the "share your liked posts!" switch is off, like im the guy who has the watch the nucular reactor radar but on a far more worst and catastrophic level. i feel like the last one of my seer kind, unable to forget or turn off my wretched visions, and I cannot tell any of them for they would not understand so it is my curse to bare alone, until I die out. It is my curse to know that some people in the world, some people who i look upon with all the fondness in the world, people I would save over myself in a heartbeat if it came down to us standing at the end of the world and there is only enough room in the saftey shuttle for one more person, it is my curse, and mine along to bare knowing that that person liked a post of Jack in the Box mascot having his bare ass cheeks on display for the rest of the world. If there is a way to be done with this torment, I do not know. I have scoured the settings and the only option i can find is to hide my own likes, and hope any sins of my long forgotten past will stay locked in a vault so deep even I can't dig them out, even I can't remember what they once were.

#rant #silly rant #none of the examples in the post are things ive actually seen im not trying to call people personally out #anyways yeah #btw guys if arent sure how to make your likes private it's in your blog settings #not under privacy for some reason #it's blog settings #where you set up your ask box and stuff #go forth my friends and be horned up freaks with the door to your likes closed!

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themandaloriansdiaries · 1 year

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Prompts List

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I do not take credit for these prompts!! I've looked through different prompt lists and mixed them up.

Kiss

"can i kiss you?"

"are you sure about this?"

"close your eyes"

"wanna practise?"

"i really, really want to kiss you right now"

"i think i deserve a kiss"

"if you win, i'll kiss you"

"kiss me again"

"are you wearing chapstick?"

"shut up" (affectionately)

"you'll have to teach me"

"was that okay?"

"you're gonna get lipstick all over me"

"i think this is the part where you're supposed to kiss me"

"just follow my lead"

"one more kiss? please?"

"can we do that again?"

"i like kissing you"

"wanna make out?"

"don't speak. just kiss me"

"your lips are so soft, I could kiss 'em all day"

Fluff

"I miss you"

"close your eyes"

" aw, you're so cute"

"you've always felt like home"

"you make me feel alive"

"i wouldn't change a thing about you"

"did I ever tell you how beautiful your eyes are?"

"I love you"

"why the hell is there glitter everywhere?"

"why don't you take a picture? it'll last longer"

"its too cold, come back"

"your hair is so soft"

"no, i'm not letting you go. its too early to get out of bed"

"im not going to stop poking you until you give me some attention"

"come here, you can sit on my lap until im done working"

"shh, you're safe. I won't let you go"

"you make me feel safe"

"you're a little shit but you're my little shit"

"do you want to stay over tonight?"

"can I hold your hand?"

"everything has been different since I fell in love with you"

"shh, its okay love, it was just a bad dream"

"stay with me please"

"my heart beats for nothing except you"

"could you hold my hand?"

"go to sleep, you haven't gotten any rest in the past couple of days"

"i'm having your child"

"I've been excited to see you all day"

"'i've lost everything, i'd be stupid enough to lose you"

"can I at least shut the door before you decide to pounce on me the moment I come home?"

Angst

"talk to me please"

"of all people, you?"

"I guess I wasn't enough, was I ?"

"I don't think I can look at you and not think of how you killed every last bit of love I had for you"

"sometimes its so confusing- if you were the one that didn't deserve me, or if it was the other way around"

"if time healed everything, then I would've gotten over you by now. its been years and i'm still where I am while I watch you move on from multiple me's"

"the ghost of you lingers around me everywhere, every second of the day. I just want it to stop. please"

"you're not leaving, are you?"

"don't leave me, please"

"don't do this to yourself"

"I can't just sit by and do nothing when you're suffering so much"

"talk to me please"

"let me help you"

"stop pushing me away"

"you haven't been yourself lately"

"please, just let me go"

"i'm not going anywhere"

"its better this way"

"theres nothing you can do"

"I don't want to lose you too"

"am I too late?"

"just leave"

"you said you'd always be there for me.. how come you weren't there when I fucking needed you"

"just go, leave! its the least you can do after all the pain you've caused me"

"why can't you love me back"

"you're breaking me"

"you did this to me"

"I can never look at you the same after that"

"you were my everything"

"get away from me"

Protective

"get behind me"

"hold my hand, okay? its gonna be over soon"

"close your eyes for me love"

"when I say run, I need you to do as I say without looking back, and don't wait for me"

"its all going to be okay, they will never hut you again"

"I swear to you, that as long as I'm alive I won't let a single soul harm you"

"listen to me.. take deep breaths, yes follow my breathing just like that. theres no need to panic, i'm right here now, aren't I? you're safe"

"when you love something, you are to protect it with your entire life at stake, and right now, my gut tells me to do the same"

"I'll be back very soon, but don't come out. stay hidden until I come back and try not to make a noice, hmm?"

"i'm so sorry, I wish I would've never left you alone! if I knew this would happen, I would've never left you alone"

"don't ever leave my sight again"

"do you trust me?"

"be more careful next time. I don't want to have to bandage you up again"

"you came back"

"I'm going to protect you"

"I got your back"

"I heard you scream, nightmares again?"

"why? because I don't want you to get hurt, that's why"

"promise me you'll be safe"

"I don't feel comfortable with you going there on your own"

Feel free to use any of these! Tag me in your work, I’d love to read them🫶🏽

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baby--b4t · 5 months

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hey pookster i’m just leaving this here because I know you’d do justice if you ever made it into a minific :3

kaveh absolutely LOVES horror/creepy things, especially when regressed, but alhaitham can’t do it. like CANNOT.

sincerely, 🐠fishie anon :3

OH MY GODS ANON YOURE SAVING MY WRITERS BLOCK RN (º̩̩́⌣º̩̩̀ʃƪ) im gonna try and write a quick minific in hopes that itll make me wanna post more and work on my bots. ALSO TY FOR THINKING SO HIGHLY OF ME- i feel like my writing is mid but ill try my best for this silly idea (its super late as of replying to this so sorry if its a bit jumbled or doesnt make sense-)

(fic under cut)

Kaveh was supposed to be in bed hours ago. 5 hours and 38 minutes, to be persice. Alhaitham had been counting. He did everything he though would work to get Kaveh to finally lay down, close his eyes, and rest, but nothing was working. Warm bottle, bedtime stories (he had read 7 different stories at this point), and even trying different stuffed animals and pajamas. Nothing. Alhaitham was exhausted.

“Hayi? Do da tree birdies sleep? Wha’ about… Oh! Wha’ about da creepy crawlies in da kitchen?” Kaveh had been asking nonsense questions like these all night, part of the reason he was still awake at nearly 4 in the morning.

“I dont know, Kaveh. What I do know-… Wait, whats in the kitchen?” Alhaitham began to answer before he registered what kaveh had said. He sat up in the bed a little bit and looked down at Kaveh. “What did you just say is in the kitchen?”

“Da creepy crawlies!” Kaveh excitedly exclaimed, a wide smile forming behind his pacifier. “Dey have 6 leg, 3 eye- BIG eyes, and are really teeny tiny. Dey walk around in da dark and eat da bread! Dats why it has all da holes.” Kaveh started giggling, his tiredness clearly showing in his speech.

Alhaitham felt puzzeled. More than when he was trying to figure out why Kaveh wasnt sleeping yet. But what was getting to him the most was the though of some spider-like creatures crawling around in his food while he didnt look. He shuddered, the thought of bugs in general making him feel gross. He rubbed up and down his arms for a moment, trying to get rid of his goosebumps, before pressing further into this. Surely it was Kaveh just being silly… Right?

“How do you know this? Who told you about these… ‘Creepy crawlers’?” Alhaitham asked as he tried to fight the tiredness in his mind. This whole talk took a turn that was not helping his already fatigued state of mind.

“Dey told me! I got mad ‘cause my sandwich had holes, and I asked and dey told me.” Kaveh explained trough slurred giggles and mumbles. “Dey very small, so is easy to make holes. I scolded dem like you always do for da holes…” The more Kaveh explained, the more Alhaitham imagined a ton of ant-sized abominations crawling around their pantry. He shook his head and tried not to gag.

“Kaveh, I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but the ‘creepy crawlers’ arent real. You probably dreamt about them at some point.” Alhaitham tried to explain to Kaveh, but Kaveh didnt seem to want to believe it.

“What?!” He sat up in the bed with Alhaitham, jaw dropping and his pacifier almost falling out. “But.. But dat were so cute-“ He felt himself tearing up over the fact that the little creatures he thought were so adorable werent actually real. Alhaitham sighed, realizing that now he had to deal with a meltdown.

“How about you go to sleep so you can dream about them? Does that sound like a good idea?” He suggested as he tried to coax Kaveh into laying down again. The poor baby was so tired at this point he didnt realize that Alhaitham was moving him. It did seem to stop his oncoming waterworks, however.

Kaveh gave a small nod and snuggled back up with Alhaitham. It seemed like as soon as his head hit the pillow, he was in a deep sleep. That baffled Alhaitham. How in the world would Kaveh be so willing to dream about thousands- No, millions of little spiders in his food? If Alhaitham saw them, he would already have a match in hand to burn the house down.

However, Kavehs great big imagination never failed to impress Alhaitham. He just seemed to show it so much more whenever he regressed. A soft sigh came from Alhaitham, just accepting it. His little Kaveh would just have that sort of creepy imagination and he couldnt stop it… But he would still be checking the entire house for bugs when they woke up. No ‘creepy crawlers’ get to live rent free.

#sfw interaction only #genshin agere #agere genshin #agere sfw #sfw agere #🐠 anon #i am hayi rn. half awake and questioning anything my inner kaveh rambles about /silly #i did not proof read this SORRY

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volivolition · 1 month

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god okay so what's funny abt that epitaph post is we were gonna recommend that song to you nextFJDJSKFKD it's No One Is Ever Going To Want Me by Giles Corey! Very .... Depression core fhdjsjdjd but we Love the part halfway through where it like Explodes into sound. The first half of the song is Super Quiet but when the lead singer screams "one, two, fuck you" around the end it just. gets VERY VERY VERY FUCKING LOUD FIRST OFF but it REALLY picks up too!! It becomes very,,, powerful I suppose is the right word to describe it?

This song actually means a lot to us, especially to Memento and Mori! It's absolutely super depressing sure but it's one of Those Songs™ that also helped us cope with the worst of our depression as a teen. Now it's got a sort of bittersweet nostalgic feel to it, like SURE it may hold negative memories but it's also helped us get through the worst of some shit and. Idek. I'm rambling JGJDKSFKFK

The ending lyrics, "I wanna feel like I feel when I'm asleep" mean the world to us. It's sung SO powerfully and cathartically. As a teen we really did, we wanted to feel like... Nothing. Or we wanted to feel the happiness we felt in dreams outside of just dreaming. And now it's like... Looking back we DO feel that nowadays, outside of sleep! it's. again! weird nostalgic shit ig! HFJDJSX

tl;dr the song is depressing as shit, fair warning, but it holds a lotta memories for us and if I could talk to teen us I wish I could tell it that things Do Get Better and that it'll Indeed Someday Feel Truly Happy. anyways nowadays we interpret that last lyric as "i wanna feel fucking well rested for ONCE man PLEASE I'm SLEEPY" SJAKSJDFJDJ

sorry for the essay but you have unlocked Best Friend status™ and now we're gonna send u Songs That Have A Lot Of Personal Meaning To Us. Because we trust u. <2

-Dark

hello!! sorry this took a bit, wanted to wait for when i had energy to fully process the song and your message because its important to yall and i wanted to dedicate the appropriate time to it <33

No One Is Ever Going to Want Me <33 i love how contemplative and hushed the first part is, i'm reading the lyrics along with it as it goes and it's true, it's very sad, but i totally get how it would have been meaningful as someone with depression <33 the layering of voices and the softly lilting guitar melody just before the scream are very pretty too :']

i was prepared for when the song would pick up at the end, i just hgkjh i like, smiled to myself as the "ONE, TWO, FUCK YOU" was sung, i was ready and waiting for it and was just fully delighted when it happened hkjgh and the melody RAMPING UP and the stamping drum beat instantly joining, OUGH!! CRIES?? HKJGH i get what yall mean by powerful and cathartic, it is it is!! love that love that so much, this song is so lovely :'] Memento and Mori song!! <22

NO YEAH i understand!! i liked such sad songs when i was depressed as a teen and listening back to them now is just like,, wow... thank you for helping me survive. thank you for getting me through that. @ teen us, we're going to get better. it's gonna be okay, i promise we'll get there :'] <33

this would be a really good epitaph actually <33 im happy to hear this song helped yall in some way, that it means a lot to yall. im happy yall get to feel joy outside of dreams too, you all deserve to be happy, truly happy <22 im happy yall are here, and im happy we're best friends :'] <33333 <22222

and also YES WE ARE SO FUCKING EEPY PLEASE LET US FEEL WELL RESTED HKJHG </3 thank you for the song dark!! <2

#please don't worry i love listening to rambles (especially when theyre written out so audio processing isn't an issue hkjgh)#they call me the listenerrrrr hkjhg i try to be very thorough. i read every word <22 yall can ramble to me anytime :> <33 <22 #im honored to be trusted with this thank you <22 #songs that feel like aching in a good way. songs that feel like putting the sun between your teeth and biting down to let warmth in <3 #okay tags time hkjhg #volta transmissions #suggestion recommendation #esprit: Euclydia

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oncamelliastreet · 28 days

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how are you doing today :)

if i’m being completely honest: absolutely awful.

today was my first day back at school and it was the worst. i’m not talking to a lot of my “friends” (read:all but one) because they’ve all collectively shown me that they’re not great friends, and i don’t like to surround myself with negative people, but unfortunately at my school that’s pretty much everyone so it just makes for a very lonely day. and plus my best friend has cancelled on hanging out with me 3 times in the last week, and we were supposed to do something thursday this week but she cancelled yet again this morning because she spontaneously has to go to a theme park thursday :( and also whenever i talked to her today i could tell she wasn’t really listening, or we would be hanging out with her boyfriends friends and one of them very clearly doesn’t like me so i felt so awkward everytime i tried to participate in convo…

and my school is changing a bunch of their policies even though everything was completely fine last year, so now we can’t even use our phones in the halls during pass period because if they’re seen they’ll get taken, we’re not allowed to listen to music during class, the only time we’re allowed to have them out is during lunch. and ik a lot of schools are doing that but it’s still super annoying because as a queer person in a catholic, homophobic, sexist school filled with homophobic, racist, sexist students, i’m not very interested in making new friends, so i’m just extra lonely and i really have to sit in my loneliness now. and they changed our lunch system so there’s only two lunches instead of three, so it’s extra crowded and they had to open up a whole new room for people to sit in because it’s not big enough, and it’s an unorganized mess

plus, i have chronic migraines, so i woke up with a headache because i was clenching my jaw from stress all night, so i had a really bad headache all day and it felt like my head was just gonna roll off and i literally almost passed out like 3 times because i would get so dizzy when i stood up. i came home and went straight to bed with an ice pack, so its better now, but that was still very not fun and i won’t be surprised if it hurts again tomorrow :/

and…idk. i just hate the school year in general. it’s so hopeless to get home in the afternoon and feel like i can’t start anything because the whole day is done. by the time i find the motivation to do what i enjoy, it’s already 9 o’clock and i don’t feel like starting something like writing just to stop in a couple hours. or i’ll do it and stay up and then i’m so exhausted in the morning so i feel like im dying. i really wanna leave this school, but im staying because they have one of the best art programs in the country. senior year i might just give up.

and i don’t really get to relax for the rest of the week, tomorrow i have therapy (which i definitely need but i really hate doing things after school during the school week), wednesday i have to go wedding dress shopping with my sister pretty far away so ill probably get home from school, leave, and then come back and go to bed which will definitely make me feel like shit, thursday i have nothing thank god. and then i have friday off because it’s a holiday weekend but i have to move my sister into her dorm, and that will be depressing as fuck because she’s literally my best friend in the world and we have a really small age gap between us so we’ve always been super close and i’m gonna miss her like crazy. so.

sorry, i dumped all my problems on you :/ how was your day? hopefully better <3 thanks for asking

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causenessus · 1 month

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HELLO!! okay lowkey i feel like we talk more through your inbox than we do in dms so im just gonna start ALWAYS talking here 🙂‍↕️ idk tumblr dms just don't work or something so GOOD AFTERNOON!! I HOPE YOURE GETTING A TON OF REST NESS bc tomorrow... we have to go back... sigh. and i have picture day tomorrow so i probably need to make myself look presentable ykwim?? 😞

but like about that friend i yapped about HIGHKEY SHE IS NOT IT YOURE RIGHT!!!! i think what makes it worse is whenever she thinks theres an issue between her and me and she goes to literally everyone but me about it to try to get other people to validate her?? FUNNIEST THING EVER because usually people side w me too pls 💔 like they'll defend me, and the people usually tell me when she starts yapping about it to them so like... just wondering why she feels the need to tell everyone in the world about what i apparently did wrong ⁉️ live laugh love i suppose... AND IF YOU EVER WANNA HEAR ABOUT STUFF THAT SHES DONE TO ME I LITERALLY HAVE STORIES FOR DAYS

ALSO!!!! IM SO EXCITED IM FINALLY GONNA GET MY DRIVER'S PERMIT AND START DRIVERS ED AAAA like ive been waiting for ages!!!! i had to like save up and stuff so it took a bit CAUSE WHY IS IT LIKE 400 DOLLARS IF YOU DONT TAKE IT THROUGH THE SCHOOL LIKE PLEASE 💔

its been days and the try again playlist is literally the only thing pulling me through... ness im forever grateful for the existence of this playlist‼️try again isnt even finished but like NESS i would marry it if i could i think i think about it even more than love notes omf 😭 i need yn as my therapist NOWWW!!! AND ADDING ONTO THAT, TONICS LOOKS SO AMAZING SO FAR OH MY GOD?? LIKE ALL THE DETAILS AND THE GRAPHIC DESIGN FOR ARTIST PROFILES AND EVERYTHING UGHH IM SO EXCITED

okay another thing, i think i told you about a phone vault before cause like my school was really talking it up... it was the stupid pocket thing on the wall. they're out there calling it a phone vault GOODBYE 😭 anyway ive given up on paying full attention in class and have reverted back to wearing and airpod in class so i can listen to music (the SOLE reason why i have airpods is bc they were a christmas gift i dont have enough money to buy those on my own 🫡)

ANYWAY I HOPE YOURE HAVING AN AMAZING DAY LOVE!! MAKE SURE YOU EAT, DRINK WATER, AND TAKE YOUR MEDS LATER!! <33 ILY

HELLO SAV!! AND PLEASE TALK WHEREVER U WANT!! I WILL RESPOND WHEREVER <3 and omg good luck with picture day!! 😭 literally those pics never turn out good like they PURPOSELY WANT ME TO LOOK BAD they're always like "no no!! push your hair out of your face behind your shoulder so we can really see how much of an egg you look like!!" but i'm wishing you the best of luck and that your picture turns out well 😔

and also HELLO??? I'M SO GLAD EVERYONE TAKES YOUR SIDE BC LIKE,, THAT'S JUST EMBARASSING FOR HER 😭 I HOPE SHE TAKES IT AS A SIGN AND REALIZES LIKE...maybe she's in the wrong...or maybe she should go to you and sort it out with you!! instead of just complaining about it to others!!

AND AA YAY GOOD FOR YOU!! it's def expensive but so so worth it in the end 😭😭 i remember for me (idk if every state does this!!) but i actually did my lessons when i was like 16 1/2 (for many reasons we won't get into 😔) but anyway!! in my state or at least at the drivers ed school i went to if you were that age they'd allow you to do this thing where basically they just threw all the information you'd learn over the course of the week (or however long all the drivers ed courses are) in one night crash course style!! and then u take the permit test at the end of it and then u get ur permit!! and although i felt a little behind everyone else bc i didn't start drivers ed immediately yk i was kind of glad i got it all done in one night!! and like you learn all the info and then IMMEDIATELY take a test on it so it was kind of easy!! but best of luck to u!! i hope it all goes well <3

AND AA THANK YOU SO MUCH!! I'M SO GLAD YOU LOVE THE TRY AGAIN PLAYLIST!! i always listen to it in the morning when i'm still waking up and then will switch to the tonics playlist when i'm more awake LMAOO BUT YES!! DW i think now that i've gotten tonics intros out of the way i'm gonna work on try again while trying to outline tonics!!

BUT HELLO THE "PHONE VAULT" BUT BEING THE SHOE HANGER THING?? MAN THAT IS NOT A VAULT 😭 THE WAY SCHOOLS ARE OUT HERE COMING OUT WITH THE CRAZIEST NAMES EVER JUST SO THAT IT LIKE FITS THE AESTHETIC OF THEIR SCHOOL OR WHATEVER IS CRAZY but yes!! i think my wireless earbuds were also a christmas gift or something and then during this one play during high school that was literally the bane of my existence (and also simultaneously the best play i ever did) i NOT ONLY lost my earbuds but i ALSO bit my phone on accident and then broke the screen so like...i sacrificed blood sweat and tears for that play frfr (i also bled all over the set after cutting my finger on accident so i mean it...) so i had to buy myself another pair after that bc my mom was sick of me 😭😭 but they were like an off brand pair and tbh they're better than like samsung buds!! (what i have to use bc i'm not an apple user </3) so honestly it worked out in the end!!

BUT I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY AS WELL!! THANK YOU SO MUCH SAV <3 HAVE A LOVELY DAY AND REST LOTS AND TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF!!

#answers <3 #i heart sav <3

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