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so....... what would you guys say if i said that........ ive been writing a fic...... thats not icft....... but its jungkook x f!reader being idiots in love...... friends to lovers........ with angst bc if you dont know already i am A SUCKER for angst......... and that it currently has 8k words and im just halfway through.................................
like........ what would you say.
#stxrvel talks#im still writing for icft dw!#i just get random ideas some days and am like i should definitely write this RN#sometimes i just get a drabble#this story was like 4k words yesterday#and im really liking it so i thought maybe i can finish it and publish it as a oneshot#cause i know already series are HARD for me#in case you didnt know i have a LOT of unfinished series#i can do mini series tho#thats why im trying to think of this one as a oneshot#it is actually its not that deep#i just wanted to write some angst with miscommunication because thats the common misunderstanding in my life#and im very familiar with that#sadly#well anyways i got carried away#i just wanted to know if you guys would like to read something like that#i know there are some more incredible authors out there that have similar concepts#but would you like to read it from my perspective?#i dont know now how ill be doing if i dont get your answers omg hahaha#so embarrassing#WELL ANYWAYS hope you have a great night or day#whenever you read this#ill put the hashtag just in case#jungkook x reader
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listen there really was just something about how in the book, snow’s 3-page descent from hesitant lover boy to deluded mfer happens entirely in his mind. lucy gray gives him no indication whatsoever that she suspects him, that she’s going to leave or betray him. he’s just sitting quietly in the cabin waiting for her to return when that seed of calculated suspicion, which he has needed to survive the capitol, takes a hold of him and chokes the life out of any goodness left inside him. it really drives home your terror as a reader that “oh my god did he kill her? did she escape? what happened to her? why would he even think that?” in a way that when the movie had to adjust for visualization it lost some of that holy shit this guy has lost it emphasis.
#seeing some discourse and im not saying lucy grey didnt know#im saying she never dropped the kind of hints that she knew like she did in the movie#or if she did snow isnt worried about them until he very suddenly is consumed by them#snow is not concerned about whether or not she believed him. of course she did! hes snow!#but then shes gone…. for a while……#and its the sudden immediate drastic unravelling that comes across so clearly in the book#that i knew wouldn’t translate to screen yet still cant help but miss#the hunger games#coriolanus snow#tbosas#lucy gray baird#not a crime or anything just a note that i cannot stop thinking about#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#this is all from memory of reading it quite a while ago. so maybe 3 pages is an exaggeration#but i remember it happening VERY quickly and without much external cause#like we as the reader have no indication as to whether shes nearby or not.#snow has no idea either. he just SUSPECTS. and his suspicion breeds the hatred that has been bubbling inside him all this time#he hates how she undoes him. he hates that he WOULD run away with her if shed let him keep his secrets#and he HATES more than anything that she makes him WANT to tell his secrets#he wants to be vulnerable and reveal the ugly nasty parts about himself and still be loved#but he does not let himself and it is everyone’s downfall#he chooses cruelty bc it is easy and familiar and makes him feel more powerful than the vulnerable give and take that real love requires
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Hi i’m reaching soo hard but.







It’s not a 1-1 match, moreso about the habits? Nervous arm clutch, leaning forward when mad, clasping hands a lot, the smug side lean. Loop shares the most similarities with Siffrin, but I like to think they picked up some habits from the party too (after all they had a looong time to memorize those😁)
#isat#isat loop#isat spoilers#2hats spoilers#listen. hear me out#sorry if someone else pointed this out already#the isa one is funny to me because they have the same tick but very differently#isa does it when he’s nervous or embarassed#loop does it when they’re uncomfortable or feel cornered#odile one is vibes only i looked at their sprites and went. this lean feels familiar. and then looked at hers. sorry if its a stretch😁🙏#Siffrin also does that forward lean. i like to think he picked it up from bonnie but the vice versa is cute too#mira and loop clasp hands very differently but. they both do it a lot#guys please im cooking please no dont go💔#in stars and time#isat odile#isat isabeau#isat mirabelle#isat bonnie
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MASH s03e12 - A Full Rich Day
#i need to. never mind gif making talk isnt interesting im bored just thinking it#mash#3.12#mashedit#anyway i always loved this line. its very familiar and um yeah teehee LOUDER I SAID TEEHEE#hawkeye pierce#trapper john mcintyre#m*a*s*h#gifs
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drew some of my fav ody designs! wasnt originally meant to be also replicating the styles but thats sort of just how my brain works. except i didnt copy the lineart styles of anyone here so its DEFINITELY a bit uncanny for a couple of these (LOOKING AT YOU QINNY IM SO SORRY) but whatever
the designs featured here (from left to right) belong to: me, @gigizetz, @neal-illustrator, @irunaki, @bigidiotenergytm, @qinnyanimation, and @foopsie-daisy
#WAUGHHH IM SO NERVOUS TAGGING PEOPLE COOLER THAN ME#HEAD IN HANDS HEAD IN HANDS I NEED TO STOP PANICKING OVER STUFF LIKE THIS#bc like I KNOW THEYRE JUST PEOPLE. I WOULD BE SO HYPE IF SOMEONE DREW MY ODY ID LOVE TO BE TAGGED IN THAT.#BUT WHAT IF I AM SHOT. WITH A GUN. gfrdfvb vfrdedrf#i am a very normal non anxiety having person i swear guys#worst thing i did here was have odys hands very visible for the qinny one. because i didnt realize the way they draw hands is very realisti#BUT THEIR WHOLE STYLE HAS REALLY REALISTIC ANATOMY I SHOULVE KNOWN#irunakis style is SO fun to draw in bc its a lot like some of my older art so its very familiar yk yk i wasnt worrying too much about makin#-things accurate. but i think that accidentally made me too comfortable and so i ended up straying a bit too much#i think a lot of irunaki and qinnys styles specifically is in the lineart. so me using my normal style of lines makes them less recognizabl#anyways. neals odysseus i have shit talked in private (its a good design it just feels uncanny w/ jorges voice to me) but hes really-#-interesting to draw. i wanna do style studies on neal their characters have a very. idk animated feels like the wrong word but like.#something like animated. feeling to them. theyre very distinct in shape i wanna do studies thats it#bigidiotenergy i found this morning while FINALLY looking at cloudysseus art and instantly fell in love w their design#i need to ruffle his hair. hes so silly. absolutely incredible design. but GOD was the style a nightmare#it was too late id already comitted to trying to replicate the styles. but ohhh my god its so far from my own it was so hard#theres so much detail in places i dont normally put any at all#and its like. WAUGH its scary i need to do anatomy studies in general maybe#uhh havent commented on the gigi one. he was really easy to draw though lol. weirdly enough gigis style was close enough to my current one-#-that i didnt have any trouble whatsoever? and i think its the most accurate too but only because of the lineart styles being similar lol#ALSO NOT TO PLAY FAVORITES BUT FOOP ODYSSEUS IS MY FAVORITE#I LOVE HIMMM I LOVE HIS SILLY SHAPES HE LOOKS LIKE A WEIRD CAT KINDA. HE INTRIGUES ME.#my ody feels kinda lame next to all these guys gbfdefgbf#but oh well. hes ingrained into my mind now i cant change him at this point /silly i am actually happy w him but i might make changes#thaats thoughts on all of the odys here. anyways art tags time#doodles#odysseus#epic the musical#OH MY GOD EDIT I FORGOT TO DRAW FOOP ODYS SHOES. HEAD IN HANDS. IM SO SORRY
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patron saint of never growing old
#i think theres something uniquely tragic about how we never know what tessa looked like when she was alive#and that the only reason we have an idea of her appearance is via cyn wearing her skin#i interpret the humans being depicted as glitchy silhouettes to be very literal; the MDs barely remember what they look like#due to their memories being fucked with so frequently. and that makes the cynessa reveal a lot worse imo#to see something- someone- that you once remembered to be warm and familiar contorted into something unrecognizable and dangerous#and being unable to remember what she looked like before being puppeted by a monster#you try to imagine her face- young bright and happy- but can only visualize her dead skin stretching unnaturally across robotic features#belonging to the source of all your suffering and trauma.#guh. she was just a kid. man#never got to grow up. never got to get away from her shitty parents. never got to live before she died. whatever. im normal#murder drones#murder drones fanart#murder drones tessa#tessa james elliot#tessa elliot#tessa murder drones#md tessa#gloom.art
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bit of a silly question here but have you ever gotten afraid to draw in a journal like the one you recently shared? like the idea of using the pages "incorrectly" or "wasting" them (or running out right before you get inspiration that might have been "better" than what you'd jotted down)? your art is INCREDIBLE and I know the best way to improve is to do it, all the time, but I struggle getting started for those sorts of fears, and I want to know if you have tips for overcoming that ^^
I don't think it's a silly question, in fact I think it's one of the Ultimate Art Questions haha
Yes I 100% struggled with that in the past; i'm happy to try my best, sharing some personal tips in journaling, specifically! :D
TECHNICAL SIDE:
>> Small simple sketchbook = less intimidating to fill the pages. (Also, easy to carry around)
5x7in Moleskin, and a pilot pen
>> My journal ISN'T a place to prove that I can make pretty pictures. I have separate sketchbooks for that. I use journals to jot down ideas and notes of things I like. (yes i shared a few pages that happened to look nice, but there were 100+ other pages after all d: )
Spontaneous observation is messy and imprecise. But not in a bad way.
Rather than seeing the messiness as "bad/unworthy imperfection," try to see it as a miraculous insight to how you, a unique human being with your unique thoughts and art experience, sees the things you like
My journal process (in general): doodle a pretty cake I ate, a funny bird I saw, some weird dialogue I overheard, stickers, stamps, a character in a book that I want to draw as a dragon,......... scatter them all over the page, then look at the random blocks of empty paper remaining. Fill those up next with another lil quote, or words about the week, or some pretty vines/flowers :) etc. It's like making a collage.
Draw what you actually LIKE + what actually sounds FUN to draw. u can always take photos/save pics of other stuff if it's overwhelming.
>> Find your comfort tools. I love ink. how it looks, feels, etc; I hardly ever use pencil. A sketch that I need to ink over is usually too much work for my journal. I'm just trying to get down ideas before I get bored or get inspired by another thing LOL
[But yeah: pencils can be the perfect tool for someone else. Regular pencils, colored pencils, watercolor pencils... play around with a bunch of basic tools to find your fav.]
EMOTIONAL SIDE:

I highly recommend Lynda Barry's book "Making Comics." She has some lovely, and deeply empathetic things to say about overcoming fear of making "bad" art.

My journal scribblings/therapeutic studies --- someone with 10x the skill could do it better, sure, but they probs wouldn't focus on the same details, or be interested in the same monsters, or be thinking the same thoughts as me.
They won't have the same things to say about their day, won't see the same spindly tree growing from a crumbling brick wall on their walk. etc!
Also! imo this POV isn't an excuse to feel like I don't need to improve my technical skill, but it keeps me happy, fulfilled, and motivated as I'm on that road of improvement. AND it makes me appreciate others' incredible art as their own reflection of the things they love/their own experiences, rather than view it competitively/jealously.
"Drawing is so much more than Good or Bad. It is a language from another part of you." - Lynda Barry
#random rambling#long post#omfg SORRY IT'S SO LONG#but im passionate abt this tbh#i'm very familiar with how feels to be afraid of making bad art - exacerbated in this age of social media#idk i hope i didn't just talk in circles and answer nothing#it really is such a complicated thing#i hope ppl can make art bc it's human.... not bc the only “worthy” art is “good” art#i could write like 20 more pgs about this but i HAVE TO STOP MYSELF#ok#im done#thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!
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‘who asked for this?..’
well you see, sometimes☝️people get ideas for things without being prompted. this is called ‘new idea’, ‘surprise’ or even ‘innovation’
#flight rising#i think the effects are cool and an interesting thing to explore#i also like that you can entirely ignore their existence#you can literally never interact with this should you wish to#are there qol updates due and necessary? yes#very#but im in full support of the dev team exploring new interesting mechanics and ideas outside of planned and expected updates#(breeds genes apparel and such)#its like uhhh…#you can have more of good familiar thing (regular updates)#but i think its important to explore what other good things there can be#even if the implementation isnt perfect or it doesnt work out at all#its called science and exploration!
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An old unfinished piece, I still really like it so I thought it’d be worth posting!! I hadn’t finished it because the drawing tablet I used to draw with my computer broke💔💔 which isn’t the worst thing in the world because I’m actually more traditional based, but it sucks that it was in the middle of a drawing 💔💔💔💔
Drawing on my computer how I miss you….
#im actually not very familiar with drawing digitally believe it or not#idk how my stuff turns out good I just fuck around and find out LMAO#lu legend#mermaid legend#digital art#old art#I wanna draw this with my style now..#ignore my old watermark please and thank you that’s an old name of mine#guys I promise I don’t only draw legend#I say as I look at my newest sketchbook that’s mostly filled with legend#and notes to make a legend cosplay#I don’t have favorites that’s ridiculous!!! I say hiding Sky and Legend behind my back
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i somehow managed to get onto the first page of the dragon share thread this week
The People Like Pants Boy
#flight rising#im glad everyone likes him ahgvshbkekhbe#he has very quickly overtaken jon (at 15 likes) as my most-liked dragon..#this also reminded me i needed to swap out his familiar. its much more nicely fitting now
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#idk something for funsies#vocal synth#utau#utauloid#vocaloid#synthv#synthesizer v#vocal synths#polls#azure does a thing#i chose the characters based off of who i think someone not super familiar vocal synths but knows it passively would know of#this very well may be a ‘experts in anything wildly overestimate the average person’s familiarity with their field’ moment though#im a little iffy about meiko and eleanor being here but i decided to go for it
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Recently got a "new" tablet ^^
#ocs#early 2000s#I really love how this one turned out. I had a lot fun doing it. My infalible blue gradient bg#Im very familiar with the Intuos3 so I was able to adjust to the smaller dimensions. Its actually 1:1 with my monitor this time
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im not that great at analyzing characters and reading into subtext and all that but tumblr has opened my eyes and made me think more about majimas queerness and then i remembered Hannya-Man and its like. its not even subtext the text is hitting you over the head with The Implications.
#rgg#why a hannya out of all the spirits and demons in japanese mythology and noh theater?#not to be dramatic or anything but as someone whos trans masc and cant do anything about it#all the discussion around majimas relationship to gender has been kind of cathartic#im not familiar with how the character is used in pop culture in japan#or how its meaning varies between how its used in plays and colloquially#but from what little i could find your gender doesnt dictate or matter in how you relate to the hannya but still#originally im sure they just chose that tattoo for him since its like one of the most recognizable “oni” masks and it looks cool#but how that tattoos taken a deeper meaning with the more they develop him as a character through the games is really interesting#majimer#majima goro#goro majima#ryu ga gotoku#hannya man#goromi#like a dragon#yakuza kiwami#also unrelated but why did most of the pages i could find talking about the hannya and its symbolism just full of ai slop#noh masks are like. like. the way theyre crafted is usually with very specific features for specific reasons so just generating something#that “looks enough like a hannya mask” feels especially stupid#not that using ai is never NOT stupid but you get what i mean#its like so In Your Face how Stupid it is#i hate ai#i hate it here#yakuza
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zelda dungeon making me feel like im god’s biggest fucking dumbass we are SO back
#i havent played a zelda game besides skyward sword (which im very familiar with) since eow came out
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random hannigram sketch yippee
and yes this one is reference to my favorite doomed yaoi banana fish 😔☝️
#I'm finally drawing something after having no time (im just lazy actually) for a very long time#finishing this at 3am I really have a priority for yaoi#I have to draw them a lot I want to get familiar drawing them to the point I don't need to look at reference to draw their face accurately#my life goal is to master at drawing my wife will graham 🙏#fanart#hannigram#hannibal#will graham#hannibal lecter#nbc hannibal#murder husbands#my art#vvildside's art
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"homura is an evil abuser who wants to control madoka and hates their friends" tired trope, canonically untrue, congrats on falling for the facade put up by a middle schooler.
"homura sees herself as inherently evil and abusive due to her upbringing, past actions, and status as a witch, which is still ongoing even at the end of rebellion" fresh, new, actually closer to canon, doesn't demonize a child for being mentally ill.
#pmmm#madoka magica#do you understand. do you see my vision#it is VERY VERY COMMON for people (esp kids) to see themselves as edgy and evil when they're 'normal' over minor things#eg kids who listen to metal and think they Cannot Be Understood.....#let alone literal child who has spent almost 1/2 her life in a time loop watching her friends die a dozen times#even nowadays due to Trauma Stuff and mental illness i deal w being like#'wow im an awful evil person for [minor offense] [intrusive thought] etc'#im not even a 14yo raised orphan catholic who lived over a decade in a loop failing to save my friends#and!! EVERYONE ignores that homucifer IS A WITCH.#witches canonically CANNOT CONTROL THEIR ACTIONS (oktavia attacking her friends etc etc etc)#even if she's 'not entirely a witch' or one w more control she's still canonically influenced by her despair and misery at the end of it#see: her familiars running around her soul gem 'whispering' to her etc#'homura is an evil abuser w no good qualities' posts (esp in 2024??) drive me up the wall ffs#sambling#top hits
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