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Too much.
Too many things to do. Too many things to see. Too many things to keep track of. Too many thoughts to think. Too many ideas that fall aside.
And I am so tired.
#eyo art#digital art#self portrait#i am so tired#I need to sleep for a week#and not work for at least 2 months#I am so so tired#tbf I haven’t slept at all tonight#and I work in 2.5 hours#also wrecked my hands washing dishes for over 3 hours straight
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Also increasingly aware that a LOT of people "manage" getting through the 40+ hour work week by sleeping less than is healthy and relying on stimulants like coffee and energy drinks to keep them going.
For people who are unwilling or unable to do this...work really does just dominate your life. Like we really should not have to rely on unhealthy practices just to have a social life or keep on top of housework or whatever.
I know I post about this a lot but I'm so TIRED all the time and it's just so depressing that this is how we're expected to spend the one life we have.
#i have to get at least 8 hours of sleep a night to even barely function#with sleep#getting ready for work#commute#cooking#and errands#I typically have maybe 2-3 hours to actually do what i want in a day#and I'm usually too tired to actually do the things i want to do#and that's with a very short commute#if i actually had a long commute I'd basically do nothing but work#i see my friends like once every few weeks or months#because we're all so fucking busy with work and have such little time for socialising#and none of us even have kids or anything!!
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nice sword
#wanted to practice some metal rendering and its fun but good lird is it time consuming#i gave up halfway through and i feel like you can kind of tell but oh well i had fun#not entirely satisfied with this but i didnt really wanna keep working on it#i havent really properly sat my ass down and finished a drawing in months so i needed to at least try#cassia rainsong#my art#charr#gw2 charr#guild wars charr#gw2#gw2 art#gw2 ocs#gw2 oc#guildwars2#guild wars#guild wars 2#guild wars art#guild wars oc#cw blood#blood cw
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#selfie bee#me telling a coworker who I have been working with for 4 months and whose name I do not know about my toenails#i'm sorry Tobias (?? Paul ??) it was the only topic I could come up with after I already told you about the big bird I saw in 8th grade#FRIENDS how are you!! :) how has the new year been so far!!#did you have a lot of snow on christmas!#we did and it was really fun! I had a very bad cold so I just watched the snow from inside but that was good too c:#do you have any plans for the new year?#i always have lot and most of the time I do not do any of them but planning is fun#this year I REALLY want to watch all of Star Trek ヽ(´∇`)ノ#I would also love to learn how to make a handstand#imagine if you could just make yourself upside down#but it is a far away dream because honestly I am not very good at being usual side up most of the time either#but I will try probably at least 2 times to learn it ( ᐛ )#maybe I'll finally finish that website!#new years are good and fun#it's wild to think about how much daily life has changed since last year but I feel just the same :)#who knows what this year will bring!#I hope I don't hit a pheasant with my car#I almost hit a pheasant with my car last year and the pheasant made direct eye contact#I wonder how he is doing today#since that moment I think about pheasants a lot#I knew they were real but I had never seen one#just to know they are out there is a mystical feeling#right know it is raining so all the pheasants might be wet#get dry soon pheasants!!#I don't think I've ever seen a wet bird either#I don't know what do do with all these birds thoughts#also thank you for the person who asked about my skirt!! ( ˊᵕˋ )♡.°⑅#I've finished it and its really really bad#but I love it
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#why no one told me that trying to get in the “grown up life” is so stressful when you have zero experience in a real work#All the skills you have are not enough#At the same time you didn't have rest at all after graduating because of the outside pressure#And I feel like I became deadly annoying#Let me complain a little bit I swear to god this is like 2 time after college when I want to complain at something I'm not that strong#What do you mean there is no sign “We want YOU as our worker!” ahagsha funny#I have to learn about 2 new programms on a basic level at least#Learn new things on Toon Boom#Prepare different portfolios when turns out I barely have something I can show#I was thinking too little and now I barely can think and I start being irritated at myself yet can do nothing since my brain rebels#Okayyy just 2 more months to see if something will turns out good out of what I will be doing
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#only 2 months late 😎#idk what it is about the 2-part illustrations bros but i underwent a character arc working on this#tbh i think it could use at LEAST another hour of tweaking but like. considering im packing for my dorm NOW …#speaking of! :) im going off to college! so unfortunately i don’t expect ill be very active here in the near future but who knows#i hope you guys enjoy though! im very proud of these#it’s SO weird bc it’s like. if i gave like 20% more of a shit i could actually have Something here#in a weird transitory phase rn. will let u guys know if i survive it#UMM. UH ANYWAY#game grumps#dan avidan#arin hanson#10 minute power hour#honeyart#danny sexbang#<- yeah sure. lol#also yeah the dan one does kinda blow a little bit. but the arin one 🩷
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My comic is so pretty...
The hiatus is letting me take a little extra time on these episodes, and I'm definitely putting it to good use!!!
#almost done with my 8th episode... which will give me. two weeks. of buffer...#id really like at LEAST a month... but to be more comfortable id like two#which means 2-6 more episodes before I come back!#I've got about 7 weeks so its possible. but i do still have to finish book 4#so much to do ..........#I decided for my next comic im doing 3 updates a month.#having 10 days instead of 7 to make an episode is such a huge huge huge difference...#difference in quality and in my health!#anyways the comic is really pretty im really happy with the work im doing rn#the environments especially. im getting to spend a nice amount of time on them and theyre turning out so nicely#its nice to be able to write with a lot of different environments and not have to redo panels when I get to them cause of time#cause every time theres a wild angle? you need a new background...#so sometimes. often actually. there just isnt the time to make the backgrounds for those and i have to make them more flat...#which is fine. it doesnt really affect anything narratively. but. idk. it's kinda sad right?#anyways yeah! 10 days will be much better.#36 episodes a year is about what ive been uploading with my hiatuses on the weekly schedule anyways!#so might as well cut out that super stressful middleman and just commit to that#52 a year is just such a huge difference and i have to accept its not possible to me#i will hurt myself trying to do that. and i want to make comics my whole life!#so i cant push myself that hard now and sacrifice my future. we're gonna go slower after this...#anyways yeah cant wait to come back but also time. if I could get an extra week like a secret one just for me#where theres no chores no nothin just me and my work#thatd be great! so go ahead and do what you gotta do to give me a little pocket dimension#me: ugh i want to return right now...#the more logical me: NO we need the time to finish everything!!!!!! NOT right now!!!!#time and time again#ttawebcomic#comic panels#hiatus stuff#adam and steve
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some frames from my welcome to suffocate city mv! its taking so long......but itll be worth it, i know it........
please enjoy! :D
#in stars and time#isat#isat spoilers#KIIIIND OF? JUST FOR ODILE...#siffrin isat#isat siffrin#odile isat#isat odile#sammi sketches#i dont rmr when i started working on this thing but its def been at Least 2 months. i keep taking rly long breaks oops#but!! its halfway done!!! yay!!!! i hope i can finish it before the end of the year#itd be nice if it was done by the anniversary but i dont wanna impose that kinda deadline on myself and power thru and get burnt out
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SRL here to celebrate the one month anniversary of the Grand Festival!
A few of our researchers went back to the Grand Festival grounds to help with the late stage clean-up, but they found a few photos left behind. We thought you might want to take a look back and reminisce! 👀
(...pssst! One of our interns made a few photocopies of the photos found on the festival grounds!)
#hey guys remember when i said a month ago that i would make grandfest art?#well here's that - i promise i was actually working on it the whole month but burn out has been killing me#but i did the math (and at least digitally alone) this took me 27 hours to put things into perspective for you#splatfest#splatoon art#splatoon fanart#splatoon fandom#splatoon idols#splatoon#big man splatoon#callie splatoon#frye splatoon#marie splatoon#marina splatoon#octavio splatoon#pearl splatoon#shiver splatoon#splatoon 2#splatoon 3#splatoon 3 fanart#splatoon big man#splatoon callie#splatoon frye#splatoon marina#splatoon pearl#splatoon shiver#grandfest#i-have-art-block#my art#original art
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A redraw of an old thing because exam season is the only time i get creative energy ig
#but no fr i just came home from 2 consecutive exams. like consecutive as in one after the other in 2 hours#next week is all finals and theyre all like 2 hours 1 in the morning and 1 in the afternoon like bro#whatevs tho medical update THE MEDS ARE WORKING alhamdulilallah i feel im getting way more energy :)#2 years on immunosuppressants and at least 3 months of corticosteroids which means no salt :( BUT we are getting thru it#im cooking again :')#ok enough my life is not what you're here for. idk if cbeeduo at the end of 2023 *is* but idc#i just rly missed them yk and the vibes and the place i was in plus i have fun drawing them so suck it#i hope my good cbee mutuals enjoy this love yall#my art#dsmp fanart#cranboo#ctubbo#cbeeduo#fashion notes for the cool peeps still reading is i am dying on the hill that cranboo was decked in a 70s aunt wardrobe argue with the wall#also tubbo cowboy cus. like. look at him.#will probably draw tommy next i rly miss him. nothing big as always im a doodle kinda guy at heart#anyway xoxo love yall still here <33#fennec.art
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im finally done with translating this game and accidentally got autistically attached to these guys, lord help me
links below >_<
#i guess technically#my art#but also#i am never translating rpg maker games to russian ever again#this fucking archaic japanese program just cant work with cyrillic and i died about 5 times because nothing substantial worked#anyway i fucking love this game now and i think im gonna think about it for at least 2 more months#gu-l#also im back online fuck real life
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IM SELLING DNDADS CHARMS !!
NOTE: This is NOT official merch !!!
I’m kind of testing the waters with these so there’s limited stock atm, I wanted to at least try to ship some out before the season ended and there wouldn't be time for that if I did preorders. BUT if they sell well I'll order some more! ^-^ Also might consider making charms for the kiddads or odyssey dads!
And since the photo doesn't show it off very well, here's a gif of the broken glass holographic glitter <3
ORDER HERE!!
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#dndads#dndads s2#dungeons and daddies#dungeons and daddies season 2#scary marlowe#terri marlowe#normal oak#normally oak swallows garcia#hermie unworthy#hermie the unworthy#lincon li wilson#taylor swift#taylor swift dndads#character charms#cal draws#IF YOU'VE BEEN KEEPING TRACK YOU'D KNOW I'VE BEEN WORKING ON THESE FOR MONTHS !!!#im SO hyped to finally be selling them lmao#this is my first time selling my art at all btw 😭😭😭#the timing of me releasing these as the season is ending 😭😭😭#if u wanna know the reason why I use the Link charm for all the examples its bc its the one with the least changes from the samples#this is to say. its EXACTLY the same except I added an eyebrow slit#(which happened in canon as the samples were getting manufactured)#the eyebrow slit is on the boss kicks side which is why I dont flip it LOL but trust me theyre double sided#similarly I changed Scary's eye color bc sophmore slump confirmed brown ones#the rest were just slight adjustments for aesthetic reasons and outline color shifts
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"In a twist of fate, I found you again..."
Some artwork inspired by some story stuff for my Glitchy Simon AU. Unfortunately the file got accidentally deleted before I finished it,,,, thankfully, I took a screenshot, but it still pains me bc I WASN'T DONE...
A lil story blurb + related doodles under the cut:
For several days, Simon had been wandering in this universe that looked uncomfortably close to the world he left behind over a thousand years ago (give or take a handful of historical details here or there). Betty living there crossed his mind, and while he knew pursuing her was a horrid idea, he... he couldn't help himself. He wanted to see her so bad, even if he knew it wasn't actually her, y'kno? Just... to see her as a normal, happy human again could satisfy himself enough to live his days in peace. At some point he was able to locate her and caught a glimpse of her from a distance. And, with this simple gesture, he found himself... content...
However... fate had a different plan as she caught sight of him too, setting the stage for things soon to come...
That first meeting went insignificantly enough for Simon to not think much of it. She didn't recognize him? Had the Simon of this world not met her yet? Well, even better! He could simply give himself a fake name and walk away from her life with hope to leave it at that. But, to his dismay, they kept running into each other by accident: on the street... in the shops... at the fated library. He was no longer a blip to be forgotten in her memory, but an acquaintance... one that was making an impact on her. Not Good...
It was only a matter of time before she found out.. she knew she wasn't going crazy when she caught sight of the faint blue glow and strange ear-piercing static she heard standing next to him. No, something was off with this one. Her roommate scoffed at the suggestion, but she had to know. Who was this man, really? And why did standing next to him fill her with a dread she couldn't explain?
Soon... he was cornered. Left with no other choice but the truth, he told her about who he really was and why he was here. She couldn't help but feel... sad. So sad for him. She didn't know why, but her heart yearned to do something about it. But that was the LEAST thing Simon wanted…
#adventure time#fionna and cake#simon petrikov#betty grof#petrigrof#glitchy simon au#itchy#fan art#digital art#2023#shaded#background#line art#so... let's just say... in itchy's story... betty kinda takes fionna's place in the magical universe hopping adventure... hehehe#it's only been 2 months and he's already got like 3 arcs and this one is the least developed but also the most important aughgh... pain...#maybe forcing myself to post things chronologically will motivate me to work on this arc#I think it’s working… but in that case it might take time before the next update
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hello! just wanted to provide everyone with a quick update — due to the projected length of chapter 10, we will also be splitting it into two separate parts the way we did with chapter 9. we also have an estimated upload date of may 10th!
thank you everyone for your understanding and giving us time to work on these updates! 🤍
#ch10#i think realistically from now on please expect 1-2 months between uploads#like at Least#that’s a very reasonable amount of time to write 20k+ words in 🤍#and even with us starting our next chapter while the previous person is working on theirs it still takes a min w our lives and schedules#but we will continue to be transparent w upload dates!
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nui shenanigans
#doodles#duck scribbles#midoyuzu#yuzumido#hi ive been in an absolute Situation lately 👍 gonna drop off the face of the earth again so long fellas#enstars#yuzuru fushimi#midori takamine#what if we had nuis of each other and i made nui me kiss your nui.........#have barely been drawing lately outside of work burnout eating me alive for real 😔#the horrors and depression and dysphoria may be unrelenting but mf so am i!!!!!!!!!#ahhh im behind on comms too i am extremely sorry 🙇♂️ gonna try get on top of those as best as i can#hoping to at least get out of my rut in time for the es rarepair week too tho o9#survived fragrance on engstars w 2 naru copies 👍👍👍 girl help i dojt want to open the game for another month or so but alas. valk ss next#damn im rambling again. anyways aaaaaaaaaaaa i wanna drawi wanna draw
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< 2023 trgnz
#not to get all sentimental or whatever#but im really happy w how trigun has developed / influenced my art these last few months#its jst made me feel overall more confident in what ive drawn#and that i can connect w my art in a way that i never have before ??#LIKE THATS SOOO CHEESY BUT ITS SOOO TRUEEE#before trgn i was feeling soo dejected and unmotivated and like .. generally unsure if id ever really find my footing#and even tho idk maybe not much has changed frkm an outside perspective#but i just feel so happy w it . at least rn . SO IM ENJOYING IT RN☝️☝️☝️☝️☝️#theres still so much i want to work on ykwim but its such a crazy feelign to like ..#actually using my art in pfps (not tmblr sryHAHAGA) or like . printing physical copies of my stuff bc i genuinely want to decorate my walls#w it or like .. Wanting to put in more effort in a way i never rly have before#its still so hard 4 me smtimes and like frustrating😭 when im artblocked or not sure how to progress w something#but its made me feel like i can Know that i will figure it out in time . and thats SOO crazy tew experienxe IDKKFFFKK#and its soo silly that trgns whats made me want to like ..push tht aspect pf my hobbies . SOO SILLYYYYY#anyways i wanted to see some of these side by side#its so jarring 2 me that i have all of these .. and that they r generally pretty consistent style wise . compared to before at least 😭#ANYWYSSTYY#trigun#my art
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