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coccinellaseptempunctata · 2 years

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feeling. normal .

#i wish i had good parents #i just. i've always fantasised about someone coming to save me and loving me and treating me like a fucking person #and not worse than our dog #like at least they don't scream at the dog. or tell him they're more important than him #but i guess that's fine when it's your toddler #i stopped fantasising and hoping after a while #i still do sleep with my stuffed animals and try to pretend that they're people that love me #bc at least they've never abused me #and they've prevented me from killing myself so many fucking times #which is more than i can say about the adults in my life #tw sui attempt #tw abuse

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hotelstares · 4 months

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#chris sturniolo #matt sturniolo #sturniolo triplets #sturnioloedit #sturniolotripletsedit #worse than nicotine #insistent pretext #aj #as per ur request xo #we let our dog rule our day

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ruthlesslistener · 1 year

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'You should never prioritize the lives of animals over the lives of people-' actually I view all lives as inherently equal as the baseline of my philosophy because human and animal lives are inseperable and codependant. The life of the bee and the wild wasp and the mosquito and the rattlesnake and the coyote and the couger you damn are all parts of the turning machine that sustain the growth of the food you eat and the health of the land you live on. You are dependant on them to survive and they are dependant on you to stop them from being slaughtered by power-hungry capitalists who see them as nothing more than pests to be eradicated. Their lives are equal to yours in worth because we are both componants of an ecosystem, cells in a great living body, and if you destroy one then the other will die. Do you understand.

#this does NOT extend to people treating poc worse than dogs btw. this is about prioritizing wildlife #bc I keep getting told that I should focus more on saving human lives than ecological restoration and countering extinction #and it makes me so mad #we have to MAKE OUR HOME VIABLE TO LIVE IN TO SAVE OURSELVES

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usercelestial · 1 year

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is no one gonna talk about how ed knows izzy by the smell of his rotting flesh

#like he's CRAZY crazy #he's in love with izzy but not in a romantic relationship kind of way in a i need him under at all times and with me every second of the da #and i want to kill him but if he died i'd kill myself i loved him the best i could i hated his guts i want to eat him he makes me worse #but i don't know what i'd do without him he knows me better than anyone except one person who i love too but hurt me so all i have is him #but he's pulling away too so fine fuck it i'll kill him i'll make him bleed and hurt the way i bleed and hurt #i love him like the dog at my feet and the knife in my belt but i hate the way he bites and stabs im going crazzyyyyyyy over here #ofmd #edizzy nation we won we did it we won #i neeeeeeed them to kill each other its the only way #thats my stance on the stupid fucking ed+izzy discourse they need to eat each other that's the closest to love they'll ever get #our flag means death

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swiftsuburbanlegends · 14 days

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If someone could direct me towards the nearest void I can scream into, that'd be great thanks

#im overstimulated #and cold #but of course me being home for 3 hours with a hyperactive dog means i cant be emotionally drained from her and i need to be quiet so #my roomate can decompress from her day #im sure it was worse than my busy day at walmart with 5 call outs 2 of them being our management #but noo let me have to be quiet so she can talk on the phone for the billionth fucking our to her goddamn boyfriend

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homogrimoire · 28 days

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sadako, youre the scariest killer in dbd and nothing will change my mind <3

#dead by daylight #sadako yamamura #ringu #shout out to the belmont going for adept that let me know i scared him in our last chase <3 #i aim to scare 🥰#also #posted here because im getting tired of “X”#absolutely dog breath app thats worse than tumblr at its lowest #with few redeeming qualities no thanks to elon shitfuck

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afieldinengland · 2 months

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#my dog has liver cancer #not much we can do. but he’s well besides it— eating and sleeping and moving as normal. so we’re going to keep him #comfortable and treated with the medication for as long as he lasts. could be months could be two years at a push #it could be much worse. it’s less sudden than the last time one of our dogs died.#we have time to come to terms with it. at least #he’s a happy dog and he’s had a happy and long life. we’re going to do right by him

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steelycunt · 10 months

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got a much better mark for my us politics essay than i expected ! feeling good : ^ )

#idk to be honest i really do feel that im working pretty fucking hard this year!! so it’s encouraging to see that reflected even if these #marks actually only make up a tiny part of my degree. i think if they came back worse than expected id feel pretty demoralised going into #ones that matter a bit more. and my lecturer brought both his guide dogs into our seminar and let them loose for us to play with as a #treat : ^ ) best seminar ever…#(ridi's) bigmouth strikes again

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smol-tired-binch-blog · 1 year

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hate how im now at a point where im legit like kicking my legs and grinning like an idiot over fictional characters SEND HELP

#take One Guess who im talking about. YES ITS KOI BOI #hes so prettyyyyy and cute and lovely and i love looking at him i wanna hear him speak and laugh and sing just AAAAAAAAAAAA #(turns to my own brain) BITCH WE ARE MEANT TO BE AROACE WHY ARE YOU IN LOVE WITH TWO FICTIONAL CRIMINALS WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?????#my brain: (that fuckin anime girl gif from evangelion (i think??))#like fuuuuuck man is it self shipping if u use a proxy? like. hes an oc but he's a stand in for me. he is me and i am him but we also arent #he is his own person and i am my own our lives are very very different but i use him to express love for Mad Dog and Koi Boy #cause they could actually love him if i were in their world i wouldnt stand a chance but my boy has one so he loves them for me #its far easier to imagine him kissing them than it is for me to imagine myself kissing them but that might be because im wired weird #idk it *feels* like it counts yknow. my dumbass out here gettin jealous when i see a Certain Ship cause like i disagree with it on #a Fundamental Level. and on TOP of that half the time the art is so CUTE and im like 'motherfucker that should be ME' or i guess my lad but #STILL am i making sense?? doesnt help that i worry im like. misreading what content i have but also fuck you i can do what i want and also #i get him more than yall kgyugkhjhk (jk jk. Unless) basically when i call them my boyfriends i fuckin mean it #look its Real Missing Nishiki Hours i love him i wanna kiss his perfect face someone shoulda shown him love i could save him and he could #make me worse <3 I Want Him #and do not get me wrong i may be focused on him but Majima is still my wifey too!!! hes mine you cant have her <3 #i just have koi boy brainrot i very much desire them Both (YES THAT MIGHT BE WHY I SHIP THEM TOO LOOK I ALSO THINK THEYD WORK WELL TOGETHER #OR AT LEAST HAVE A FUN DYNAMIC TO EXPLORE I SHOULD DATE THEM AND THEY SHOULD DATE EACH OTHER WE ALL HAVE 2 HANDS)#might delete this in the mornin who knows but im feelin silly i wanna talk about them i wanna talk about my boy but idk if ppl would really #GET IT yknow i can think of maybe Two People and that INCLUDES bestie but just aaaa point is i love my koi boy so much hes so lovely <3 <3

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chadepitanga · 5 months

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I don't want to sound rude but "mentally disabled" is in fact "physically disabled" because a brain is a physical organ....

#my autism struggles are inseparable from my eds/pots struggles because I'm the one struggling lmao #there isnt a flippable switch where the excruciating back pain doesnt contribute to my sensory overloads or like #where executive disfunction or hyperactivity doesn't get me flaring up from either moving too little or too much #also most 'mental disabilities' will FUCK with your capacity to eat healthy and guess what that does to your physique #as in not getting enough nutrients not as in doctors being stupider than dog shit fatphobes who think gaining weight is unhealthy #anyway besties we're all fucked we're all cripples no disabled person is disabled lite we're all getting our asses beat by this world #lets be nice to eachother instead of trying to assess who has it worse

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teabookgremlin · 7 months

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I WANNA BE HAPPT IM READY TO WALK INTO MY ROOM WITHOUT LOOKING FOR YOU GO IP TO THE TOP OF MY BUILDINF AND REMEMBER MY DOG WHEN I SEE THE FULL MOON

#really sad tonight #i miss justice and iris and king #something is hitting me really hard about not having a dog rn #i think it’s that this weekend we’re visiting our parent org and the last i was there was to drop off king #and also im planning on starting to clear his stuff out of my room #i haven’t been able to bring myself to do it yet #and i know all three of my pups are doing awesome #but one of them any of them should still me with me rn #also i’m stressed that the president of the puppy raising club will fuck me over for getting an 8 week old this summer #bc i’m living in a student apartment so dog stuff goes through the student accessibility services #and we’re not sure if they will ok an 8 week old but i don’t think they actually need to know the age of the dog #so we can simply not tell them that it’s a baby bc i doubt it’ll cause any big issues #and i have to pay a pet fee anyway for my apartment so like #but i’m concerned her rule following will somehow fuck it over for me #even tho she’s graduating before i’d even be getting the dog #and if she fucks it over and i have to wait even longer for a dog i’m gonna end up in a shit place mentally #bc rn im just taking time to recover from the hard time i’ve hard raising so far #but by this summer i think i’ll be ready and start hitting a point where not having a dog will be worse mentally than having one #anyway rant over #but yeah this bit of the song is hitting #bc yeah i walk into my room and see the dog kennel #and king should be in it #but he’s not bc he flunked out #and i just am constantly thinking about him or justice or iris #i just feel like shit rn #i also ate too many cadbury mini eggs so my stomach hurts #i think i’m mostly past the point of blaming myself for my dogs’ issues tho so #that’s progress

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cinemacrypt · 1 year

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Weeping sobbing shitting my dick WHY DID I MOVE IN WITH A FUCKING PROFESSIONAL THERAPIST

#mars says stuff #uggghhh itll be FINE #im just fed up with how she expects me to ve borderline professional and oh so considerate all the time #but she treats me like a dog/patient when im doing things right and like an grown evil mysoginist man when I fuck up #the fuckup in question was not cleaning the rug fast enough and the fact my friends didnt clean up after themselves #AND THE FACT SHE LITERALLY KICKED ME OUT OF THE HOUSE FOR A NIGHT BC SHE 'needed breathing room'#AFTER I BROUGHT HER FOOD FROM MY MOM THAT SHE ASKED FOR!!!#AND SHE GOT OUR OTHER ROOMMATE TO DO IT BC SHES TOO MUCH OF AN UWU ANXIOUS GIRLY TO DO IT HERSELF #and for all our shared acquaintances their roles in HER life are always more importsnt than mine #and the way she gets so pissed when her mental health suggestions dont work for me/make things worse #like also YOU INVITED ME. TO LIVE WITH YOU. NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND #we need to cocreate a life together instead of you just. adding me to yours and I need to fucking bend abd break to fit in #AND ALSO ITS FUCKING DEAD WEEK AND I HAVE A TEST TODAY AND SHE KNOWS THAT BUT DENIED IT LAST NIGHT #at least if things get bad enough I could ruin her fucking life if I need to #i wont. i still love her to death. but if she can kick me out with impunity I can get her fired

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hotelstares · 4 months

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#sturniolo triplets #nick sturniolo #chris sturniolo #nate doe #sturnioloedit #sturniolotripletsedit #sturniolo triplets gif #i debated on captions so hopefully its readable #and i never save my psds so the coloring is different on this one oop #we let our dog rule our day #worse than nicotine #insistent pretext

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schadenfreudich · 1 year

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Oh yes, that's exactly what German needs. More genders.

#of course the German transgender god would think that #(referring to franz)#but no. really. it seems like the way to get more fitting gender terms is to take German and make it weirder #i'm not saying it's better or worse. i'm just saying the German language seems to be affecting our system more than a first language should #and i. as a very much not divine person am just watching them. because as an oversized lap dog i clearly don't have better things to do #-wolfgang #about franz

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healingheartdogs · 2 years

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Old man felt good enough to lead me out of the yard and for a short walk today, which is the most he's moved in the last two weeks

#the evil part about the meds making him this much better and almost back to his old self #is that it's making me doubt our decision to not try chemo because we're afraid we couldnt maintain his QOL #but logically i know this improvement is very temporary and at any point he could start rapidly getting worse again like before #and the level of vet care for that would stress him out so much #there is nothing that scares him more in life than vet visits #poor dude #banana #apbt mix #my dogs

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risingsunresistance · 2 years

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i lied so hard on that old post of ppl saying they'd never been through this before and asking if it gets better and i talked about edd and said it does get better. i was 11 and did not process what happened and moved on and thought that i had "accepted it," now im 21 and actually realize what's going on and it is NOT getting better

#tw death #chat #this SUCKS man. WHY DOES IT KEEP GETTING *WORSE*#it would help if literally anything normal could happen in my life for like. 3 days. that's all i need #did yall hear about the spill in ohio. it got in the ohio river. so now our water is being monitored #gas leak where my uncle lives. so bad the entire stretch of road is closed #got like 3 people dead 1 in the hospital and literally no one will give me updates on her #im DESPERATELY trying to graduate between all this and im job shadowing under a freak of a man and he kinda scares me #ever since my dog died i have been on a downhill spiral man #scooter died a while back btw. i just didnt say anything bc i didnt wanna make ppl sad #it was cancer...#i am trying to climb back up this hill i've been thrown down im really trying this time but people keep throwing rocks at me JKFHSDG #''stay positive'' i say covered in blood #anyways my birthday is in less than a month. cool #at least i didnt have to be home for the super bowl for the first time ever. absolute god send #also i've caught like 6 shinies in the past couple days. FOUR OF THEM were full odds and also back to back. wack #finally got my shiny bronzor i love bronzor have i ever told you guys that. he is JUST a circle #h #vent #idk how to tag this i just dont wanna throw it in ppl's faces on what should be a kinda nice day lol #but i wanna say it eventually bc i've held back for too long #and now im worried abt ppl back home bc im stuck at the dorm and i have a test and a paper due soon #i need a BREAK. not spring break. i need a BREAK break. i need to grab everyone and go to the beach or something #or just. stay in a nice hotel for a day or two. waste some money #drive everyone to falcon overlook or something so they can see the hills like i did #fun road to drive it's all bendy hehe

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