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slippery-minghus · 1 year

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ah. have officially hit the point of exhaustion for this move that unless someone literally sets a plate of food in front of me, i'm not going to be able to feed myself.

well... i will be able to feed myself. because i'm amazing at breaking through my own limits no matter the cost, because support is not something i get to have. it's fine. i'm great at this. having support needs is irrelevant when there is no one *to* help. so i just gotta figure it out.

#personal #i will probably grudgingly drag myself to the kitchen within the hour #but the meat i was hoping to cook will have to go in the freezer #i have no clue what i'll have for lunch at work tomorrow but i can't worry about that now i'm sorry future me ;_;#i was doing so well on stamina for this move but then i had a really bad nights sleep and tried to self medicate but drank waaay too much #and ruined another night #so i went from gentle cruising to a hard stop and i'm so mad at myself for it #i didn't think ahead at all #just selfish 'how can i feel better NOW'#what about tomorrow?? huh??? how are you going to make it through the week now??;#if you had just *thought* then maybe things wouldn't be so hard #my therapist says i'm a very intentional person and i want to believe them #but i can't because i keep making these stupid thoughtless decisions #like why do i even have a brain if i'm not gonna fuckin use it #i'm so tired. and so hungry. and so anxious about these last few nights at my old place #i gotta get the fuck out of here

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chloesimaginationthings · 7 months

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Gregory, Abby and Cassie are the new FNAF trio

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 month

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A procession of confessions.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #lan xichen #jin guangyao #lan wangji #When Lan Xichen and Jin Guangyao flew into the scene I honestly had to hit pause and catch my breath.#I did not expect them to waltz in and start flirting with each other.#With this comic I have officially drawn all sides of 3zun doing something homoromantic with each other. Nice!#Lan flirting is offering to organize events. “Please...let me open up my planner...do you want to create a shared google calendar with me?”#“Oh...we will have to spend so many nights at a desk working out logistics. Do you want to see how good I can balance these accounts?”#Lan events probably have the best 'stayed within budget' reputation of all the clans.#What I mean to say is...Where are the Lan Wedding planner AUs? Actually scrap that: ALL the sects as rival wedding planners.#The Jins would do high end clients with huge budgets. Lans do traditional style weddings. Yunmeng Jiang promises fun and colour.#Sit with my vision for a moment. I'm going to move on to another topic but don't *not* marinate on that idea.#Pour one out for Lan Wangji. For having to sit through all this flirting and confessing while he ruins his own chances.#He will have to wait many years before living out his romantic fantasies. Until then...he must wait in the wings for his cue.

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puhpandas · 9 months

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family photo 2.0

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your-fuccked-up-dad-volume61 · 28 days

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The urge to kidnap her & rape her in the woods. Chained against a tree & split open on my cock. The screams in pain drowning out all the pathetic cries for help. Carving our initials inside of a heart on, “our” tree afterwards so everyone knows what a sweet couple we are. 🔪🌹