#and second of all calling you a godsend would be a massive fucking insult and not just because i fucking hate god
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a silly little fanfic i write in my head! i tell myself. no big deal, helps me get to sleep at night without being bored.
why don't i write it down? that could be fun! i tell myself. nobody else has to read it.
i want certain things to happen plot-wise, about how long is it gonna take for that to work? hm...
*a few simple math equations later*
oh. that's a lot of words.
well, might as well publish at this point! i tell myself. still a silly little fanfic that just happens to be incredibly long
*a few months later*
...
there is not a sigh deep enough for the shit i've gotten into.
ever fanfic so hard you make 6 fucking spreadsheets?
each with about... 33 pages?
Nearly 200 pages of information to fill out. why have i done this to myself
#y'all there's gonna be like over 150 chapters. and each chapter is gonna be at least 1k words (with maybe a few exceptions)#this is a LOW estimate#if we assume an average of 3k words per chapter#that could be WELL OVER 500K#gone with the wind is like 418k#im enjoying it tho#gives me something to do#i've gone and pulled a friend into my bullshit#he's been remarkably understanding#my friend if you're reading this first of all no the fuck you aren't you don't know my tumblr get the fuck away#and second of all calling you a godsend would be a massive fucking insult and not just because i fucking hate god#even if i thought god was the fucking goat (he's not but i digress) it still would not be a high enough compliment for you#and the sheer PATIENCE you have had with my bullshit#especially those days that i was off my mood stabilizer? KING#KING SHIT MY GUY. SOMEDAY I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR#honestly might just dedicate the fic to him at this point because i rly couldn't have done this without him#but fr i gotta like. give this motherfucker something real good for his help
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