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Welcome back, on this episode of "My parents have been home less than an hour and have talked about my sister at least 5 times at this point" we'll be focusing on the effects of being the least favorite child. For reference, my older brother has been discussed twice. They didn't even ask how my day was.
#summer rants#ignore me#I'm just being annoyed#youngest sibling#it's the idea that nothing is ever going on with me so they don't feel the need to ask#but if I acted like my siblings I'd be annoying#my sister works herself up and then calls my mom crying and my mom drops EVERYTHING and I hear about it all week#and she does this like twice a week#yet if I complain about how difficult the transfer from my old Starbucks to the one I'm in now has been#'it'll be fine just give it a few days'#like I just feel like my problems are pushed aside because I'm the 'fine' one#I have no reason to be upset so I must be fucking fine all the time#no one ever asks though#like here you guys are and you care about me and my life and you know me more than the people in my home#I'm just so far gone as the old reliable kid that has no issues that I can't escape it when I'm not#anyways I'm okay#don't worry I just needed a little rant
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I sketched a thing while I was up at an unreasonable hour.
#comic#raven beak#samus#samus aran#grey voice#old bird#metroid#metroid dread#she is three years old and just wanted to see Grey Voice#he's cool and tall#but the minute she enters the room BLAM there it is some motherfucker who's even TALLER than he is#it's tough when you're a kid and you're small and your parents died less than 2 months ago one of them right in front of you#she doesn't know if this stranger is nice like Grandpa Bird or of he's mean like the guy who ate her mother#and height is another thing he has in common with the purple pterodactyl! but he's not eating Grey Voice so he must be okay#anyways Samus likes Grey Voice because he smells nice and his robes are soft. he doesn't play with her often like Grandpa Bird does#but she'd like to change that. so she tries by putting in the effort herself. and she drags grandpa bird all over looking for him#she does this at least twice a week#chozo#unfortunately for Old Bird's ailing knees. but he tries his best.#i can only imagine the rest of their conversation#grey voice is gonna have a time explaining how he and old bird adopted this orphan kid off the side of the road like an abandoned puppy#meanwhile raven beak is giving him a hard time like 'ayy i thought you said you were sterile'#he's very interested in seeing how this develops#his gracious hosts aren't exactly getting any younger and they haven't been keeping up with their cardio#but they've got the gumption and he thinks they can pull it off. the kid making it long enough to leave the nest i mean.
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max mayfield and mike wheeler share and swap genders btw. yeah like clothes in a closet
#one of them says hey are you using the she/her today? the other one says no it's he/they today#the first one is like great I'm taking the she/her then. the other one says fine whatever idc#then another day it's hey where did you put the they/them I can't find it. and the other one responds idk why does it matter#bc I NEED it!#well idk where it is just use the she/he or something. NO. it's not the right day for it and I've used it twice this week already!#fuck idk are you sure YOU didn't lose it? NO! IDK WHAT TO TELL YOU THEN! FINE I'LL JUST TAKE THE HE/HIM. UGH YOU'RE IMPOSSIBLE#stranger things#max mayfield#mike wheeler#madwheeler#platonic madwheeler#(obviously)#byler#(hi besties)
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hot take: i absolutely do not understand why people like 13/cameron. they literally never speak. it is so token gays (and cameron isn’t even gays. it’s so uwu make pretty boys kiss). i don’t even think they would enjoy dating one another, because 13 resists any attempts at giving up independence and would be halfway across the country the second cameron tried to Fix her. like we briefly see them interact in the itch and that seems like such a microcosm. cameron wants to be respected as the house whisperer and 13 is just sarcastic and inpatient back. cameron would hate 13’s aloof shtick. cameron needs to be in control so badly and 13 would never give her an inch. she dumped foreman because he made dinner plans. like i really do feel like people can ship what makes them happy and it doesn’t hurt me any. if you like it good for you! sincerely! but it drives me crazy when i see tags like oh they are canon, oh they make such sense — no they’re just the only two Pretty Young Girls.
#hotter take: chase/cam is an objectively bad ship but he’s also the only character spineless enough#to actually make it work with her as long as he did#no one else would put up with cameron like he does lmao#i’m Intruiged by cam/foreman’s legitimate chemistry but they would murder one another in a relationship#just twice a week article-gate all over again#probably will delete this later as it’s kinda mean#i’m just cranky#this post seems anti cameron but i adore her you know that#but damn let her have complexity she’s not just angel nice uwu princess she has FLAWS
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hi everyone I miss you 🥺
#work has been so fucking overwhelming lately :((( had to report this Incident to HR now im waiting for them to talk to me#and im thinking something more serious might happen to the guy i made the report about cause he has other complaints#that are all quite serious#and i keep feeling really guilty cause i think it might lead to him getting fired but also#bro said multiple slurs AT WORK and then defended why he should be allowed to say them and he 'does it all the time' outside of work#so yeah fuck you dude. hope you get fucking fired.#i just hate that i had to be the one to say something cause now im like well. hes gonna know it was me. cause it happened twice#and the first time i was the only other person in the room other than his gf and obviously she doesnt care so she wouldnt say shit#and he has way more friends there than me so if he DOES get fired i have a feeling theyd all find out#which almost made me not say anything cause i really fucking like my job and i dont want it to become a hostile environment#but like ? bro defended himself for like 15 whole minutes about how much he doesnt give a fuck#so guess what dude ! i dont give a fuck either !#im hoping next week this gets resolved and i can be less stressed and come on here a bit more i miss looking at Images :(((#been missing all my friends' gifs and edits !!!! need to be more chronically online !!!! STAT !#i will catch up on my tag soon i prommy <33333333333#j.txt
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Everyday I play stardew valley I inch closer to making Leah fanfiction, I’ve been stolen by a introverted, nature loving artist, it would end up being the most self filling piece and literally no one asked for it but my heart, body and soul
#you can bet my gay little farmer ass is running with a yellow flower above her head so she can flirt with her#somehow I hit Haley too? I gave her a flower on her b day cause I’m trying to get everyone’s b day and she is mean so I’ve been ignoring#her expect for the start when you have to say hi#i looks like me ignoring her ass and giving her a flower works cause she likes me as much a Leah does and she is the one I’m talking to#every day and giving gifts twice a week#poly ship maybe#Leah will always be my number one
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on one hand talias not jasons mom. like at all. shes his friend. but on the other hand i do believe that she will scold him about how he never calls her anymore. So
#in like the very talia way yk#like 'i cant help but notice this is the first im hearing of you in... how long has it been，jason?'#jason with his shoulders up around his ears very defensively: yknow phones go both ways talia?#and shes like marvelous observation jason. tell me how is one meant to intuit the number of the burner phones you aquire and abandon twice+#a week#and jasons like its definitely not twice a week.#he does try and get better about calling her though. hes just also an insane person and if she doesnt pick up it ruins his day#and shes a very busy woman so it happens it cant be helped#dc#*typo i meant to say hearing FROM not hearing OF
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i hate having to deal with horses that are being badly managed lol
#like and i can't do anything about it. they've been stuck inside for days/weeks and we're all going crazy#friend said she's been feeding them twice a day because she's been working and told me i could do that if i want because three times a day#“isn't necessary” bro do you want your horses to start bleeding internally? cmon#i'm pretty sure he has chronic ulcers but hes only getting gutx (which she said worked for him in the past but they dont have good studies)#because she got tired of paying for gastrogard. which is understandable but like if you are feeding your hot blood stallion twice a day and#keeping him stalled constantly except for working him. he is going to get ulcers. i don't understand why people hate updating their#knowledge to reflect reality. i mean i do because many people have horses for the power trip etc but come the fuck on#i'm so frustrated lmao#anyway. i need to leave but i do not have enough money to do so at this time so i need to get a job but i'm worried about getting a job#because then i'll be stuck here with the job and i need to not be here. i did get myself into this mess and i feel like a damn fool#c'est la vie i fucking guess. does anyone have about two thousand us dollars they don't want#me
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I don't think my husband understands that there is a big difference between the kind of sleep I've been getting and the kind of sleep he's been getting. It's starting to make me very angry
#ignore me#i only sleep for max 4 hours and then have too wale up to feed tje baby#and after that she doesn't sleep for another 4 only for max 2#which means i barely get any of the deep sleep#and he sometimes gets like 8+ hours#and then he has tje audacity to bitch at me that he deserves to sleep in too#like boyo you slept 10 hours this week#my max was 8 including the feeding breaks which means definitely not 8???#In 8+ months i had the pleasure of sleeping without feeding duty twice#like does he even understand the level of exhaustion I have by now???#i think i wouldn't care if he didn't have the audacity to pretend that he never gets enough sleep anymore which is factually not true#he sleeps more than he did before the baby which is okay cause he's been more busy since then#but dont bitch at me please? I'm tired too... I'm trying my best with not enough rest too#I'm so tired my baby thought i was upset and tried to cheer me up#what a cutie#she always tries to cheer me up when I'm not smiling which is not necessary??? i cannot smile all the time???#but i guess for her it's weird to not look concentrated or happy#i know she isnt scared. of me cause sometimes when i get a bit more stern she goes “oh oh” so i think she does it cause she is happy so i#should be making the happy face too after all she is happy???#at least i think that babies have no concept of other people feelibg other things than them. yet#anyways being a mom is hard jesus christ how the fuck do single moms manage???#or moms with useless husbands???#not saying we are perfect but at least my husband helps as much as he can and i can leave him alone with the baby as long as he has milk#i need to talk with him about this
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Credit card payment, car payment, tax payment (still left over from LAST YEAR I haven't even started paying off this year's), couch payment, car inspection, food, water, being alive🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠
#and my private students mom owes me for a month of classes and i sent a reminder in my last email#but she HASNT RESPONDED YET#and even when she does it still wont be enough to cover anything#and i dont get paid again until camps start (and the week ends) so the 21st at the earliest#and i have an art even on the 16th at least but god i fucking hope i actually sell something#i did okay at the last one but this is always my fear#and like. i have savings.#but i really really hate having to dip into them and ive already had to do that once#usually im able to mostly keep up with everything but once or twice a year this happens and i feel like im drowning
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i know i've bitched a lot today, but this stats class is also bad
#i have it twice a week#and thus far what is expected of you is that you watch ~ 6 hours worth of lectures /outside of class/#and then she does a /different/ lecture in class#i've never had a class thats just nonstop info with literally no time to sit with any of it before#like how can I /learn/ this if i have to just move on to the next thing immediately because there is not enough time in the week otherwise#like arent most math classes like... learn the info -> apply the info in hw?????#this is just INFO INFO INFO INFO INFO INFO INFO INFO#whats the homework?? GET MORE INFO THROWN AT YOU#oh you want to sit with something and learn how to do that thing?? fuck you you have 5 more hours of lectures#on top of other classes of course#anyways i literally just have to get through this semester and then the rest of my degree should be smooth sailing#like i wont even have a full class load for the next 2 semesters#i /just/ need to pass these classes#lea speaks#i am PRAYING that this isnt the setup for the whole semester and she's just front-loading this shit#also i feel it should be noted that its not 6 hours of lectures to do in 7 days#no sir it is 6 hours of lectures to do in 3 days
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Identifying which things are incredibly difficult for me because of adhd, and deciding to no longer do them, instead of forcing myself to do them because I should be able to do them, is honestly so freeing.
#personal#The constant information that'd be put in my brain by texts and all the little emotional responses that come with it#Was so fucking overwhelming and infuriating so I've decided to just check my texts twice a week#And the constant information and stimuli that'd come with using certain apps is kinda exhausting so I've deleted most apps#And am gonna work on spending less time on the ones left#I'm now more aware of others situations I keep finding myself in that make me overdtimulated and exhausted#And I'm gonna hopefully just not do those anymore and find replacement activities#I was shopping with my sister and I was so overstimulated from all the people and sounds and smells#And having to have a conversation with my sister with music blasting#And it's like this everytime so maybe I should just not do that anymore#And I just went out for dinner with my mother and my niece and she had a breakdown and she always does in the evening 'cause she's Done#And I don't wanna do that either#I'm fully zoned out now because I got more stimuli in one hour than I normally do in four days#Painting with her this afternoon was perfect and quiet but God all those people and kids......#Don't wanna do that anymore either am more happy to spend a few hours during the day with her#If only my sister didn't live two hours away I could#I'll figure something out#Personal#Everybody's always like God you're so autistic and like... maybe you're all just incredibly fucking loud All the time#Just ordered those loop earplugs and I'm gonna take some steps to start working from home more#'Cause my administration days are a huge struggle. I'm constantly being interrupted and bothered by people#I'm sick of trying to force myself to do the 'normal' thing. It's obviously not working.
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hhhrnrhghgnrb trying to draw my oc but she looks too sexy......
#libra.txt#she wakes up for like a week every five years#she has bathed like twice. she's grungy and nasty and hates everyone#why does she look like generic hot girl rn 😭😭😭#libra rethinks their entire art style once again
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I would assume that misty is going to kill and eat showtunes so I want to forgive her for everything, but since it seems like she just became showtunes 2.0 I simply cannot.
#🐇#yellowjackets#truly it's like with misty they took everything I find annoying in a person and created her I'm so sorry#anyway this was a fun episode lmao loved ben being like what are you gonna do???? eat me???#also like love mari being like and what do you contribute??? girl what do YOU contribute other than bad vibes#she's kind of a total friggin cuntwad 90% of the time I'm tired of it so annoying she's team lottie#also I thought they were out of bear meat when they ate jackie I think that we all need to admit that they just wanted to eat jackie lmao#it's kinda like the time when my sister and I tried the subway diet and we were eating the same sandwich every day like twice a day#and then we both snapped and were like we can't do this we're going to wendy's and I ate a double stack and chicken nuggets and a large#lime coke even though I was trying to stop drinking soda on top of the diet#let's see what else did I enjoy I enjoyed lottie's plotline this week. it's refreshing to see she's horrified with the cannibalism and#does NOT want to go back to it as well as the other girls showing a lot of guilt for it 25 years later imagine that!#felt good to be correct about javi being alive they were just saying that he was surely dead way too many times for me to believe it#excited we finally get adult van she's very hot but also my grandpa's name was van so a little awkward#um yeah that's all I can think of right now
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I don't wanna be a party pooper because I really love Herlock but with the way they live, Iris is gonna grow up to resent him and likely decrease or completely cut contact after moving out
#She does a lot of the house chores and he relies on her way more than a parent should#A parent shouldn't rely on their kid at all#Maybe when the kid is an adult but Iris is TEN#At that age she should be reading fairy tales and drawing ugly drawings and going to school#Not cooking and cleaning because her guardian is too inconsistent and mentally ill to do it himself#Of course you can't blame a parent for being mentally ill but you can blame him for not reaching out and getting help to raise Iris#Obviously he can't raise her alone#He's a single parent and has a full time job plus some mental health issues#Like dude at least call in Greg to babysit her once or twice a week so you can take a break#Or ask another friend!!!#Idfk#Anyway I speak from experience#My dad is doing badly so I often have to cook and clean because he can't#And it's only partially his fault that he's like this#But I still resent him and I want to cut contact#It wouldn't be unrealistic for Iris to want the same when she gets old enough to realize how unhealthy her relationship with Sholmes is#It's good that Ryunosuke and Susato live with them#And Iris has a friend like Gina who cares about her deeply and helps her sometimes#But that's RECENT#Sholmes has had custody of Iris for as long as she can remember#And with how they both talk about it then this way of living is normal for them#PLEASE get another adult to live with you and take care of Iris you mess of a man!!!!#I have an au I need to make on this subject#To explore the characters but also to vent some of my resentment towards my own dad#Proof reading the tags and I wanna add something#Iris still cooks when Ryu and Susato move in#So they don't do much to lessen the load on her#But add to it because she has to cook for two more people#pie won't shut up#asexual attorneys
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Anyone else having an absolutely unhinged week or is that just me
#i have gone from having a reliable and secure professional job with a pension plan and benefits to completely unemployed in 4 days#(by choice. i got in an argument with my boss about responsibilities and i was like ‘look this is stressing me out to an insane level#and i don’t think i can do this. i don’t think i’m right for this. i’m going to resign’ and now i’m looking for retail jobs)#and on some level i regret it. like there’s so many things i never got chance to do and maybe i should’ve given it longer?#but my boss wasn’t budging and didn’t try to convince me to stay and i was just like.. fuck this#and literally every time i’ve seen my best friend this week (which has been several times because we’ve both just been like ‘do you want to#go for a walk so we can scream in the countryside?’ and the other person has been like ‘omg yes’) she’s had a fresh tragedy to tell me about#her niece had a miscarriage; her sister-in-law (niece’s mom) is booking herself into a hospice and both family dogs are sick#one is wearing a cone and might have to lose her eye; the other is probably dying#it’s just way too much#and i accidentally insulted her daughter’s dad and the little girl shouted ‘MY DADDY!’ indignantly#and i was like.. oh god. why did i never think about the fact that of Course she can understand me#and yeah her dad is a waste of space but she does usually see him at least once or twice a week and she adores him#it is not up to any of us to poison her against him. we shouldn’t be doing that. this situation is fraught enough#like it is bad enough that he wants to take my friend to court to get unsupervised visits….. if she cheerfully says ‘auntie ellen said daddy#is a bastard’ anywhere in his vicinity this shit is about to go pearshaped#i just am so tired. i want to abscond. i wish i’d stayed in america#i think next steps are like.. recharge. do some autumn cleaning (sort out clothes & donate old stuff i don’t wear to charity).#apply to retail jobs until i get something that isn’t awful and then just sit in it until i come up with a phd idea and can abscond#but in the meantime if you need me i’ll be watching daytime tv in my blankie#personal
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