#and some macadamia nut white chocolate cookies that im enjoying rn
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I guess in some ways having a life that is very small and dark has its benefits especially when one finally gets to lay in a sunbeam (⬅️ saying this as a step down from "getting to step into the light", which is the metaphor i was Gonna use but i havent stepped into the light yet/its been minimal...so sunbeam)
Like...im in persistent unending agony but every little small thing is a joy now that im finally getting to experience a bigger variety of little small things
#drove parents to walmart today i got to go buy stuff without anyone right next to me#since they were waiting at pharmacy for stuff#and i bought things and a paper trimmer for if i decide to make those prints#and some macadamia nut white chocolate cookies that im enjoying rn#and a dress❗#and im so sad right now and i dont know if and when things will ever get better for me#just like in general i dont have any visions of my future#but its okay i just have to focus on the cookies rn. and the prints. im Happy abt that much#talkys#i always feel i sound like such a faker when i make posts like dis#i promise im not being...stupid. life is so short and difficult its so difficult. its so difficult#but that can coexist with being insanely happy with the small stuff. it makes it easier to me#like of course im gonna be overjoyed that i got to listen to my music in the car today. what else do i have!
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