#but its okay i just have to focus on the cookies rn. and the prints. im Happy abt that much | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

skunkes · 2 years

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I guess in some ways having a life that is very small and dark has its benefits especially when one finally gets to lay in a sunbeam (⬅️ saying this as a step down from "getting to step into the light", which is the metaphor i was Gonna use but i havent stepped into the light yet/its been minimal...so sunbeam)

Like...im in persistent unending agony but every little small thing is a joy now that im finally getting to experience a bigger variety of little small things

#drove parents to walmart today i got to go buy stuff without anyone right next to me #since they were waiting at pharmacy for stuff #and i bought things and a paper trimmer for if i decide to make those prints #and some macadamia nut white chocolate cookies that im enjoying rn #and a dress❗#and im so sad right now and i dont know if and when things will ever get better for me #just like in general i dont have any visions of my future #but its okay i just have to focus on the cookies rn. and the prints. im Happy abt that much #talkys #i always feel i sound like such a faker when i make posts like dis #i promise im not being...stupid. life is so short and difficult its so difficult. its so difficult #but that can coexist with being insanely happy with the small stuff. it makes it easier to me #like of course im gonna be overjoyed that i got to listen to my music in the car today. what else do i have!

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