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SHORT HAIR LOOP IS GIVING ME FEELINGS
#ask to tag#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#spoilers#loop#myart#fanart#comics#look if they woke up alone#after the party moved on from dormont#they would not adjust well to being back in their body#seeing Siffrin in the mirror#they're not Siffrin#they stopped BEING Siffrin forever ago#yet their stardust stares back at them in the mirror with their dumb idiot face and their taunting GRIN#dissociation and identity crisis in a swirling cosmic soup#they're not fine#but at least now#they look a little Changed#a little further from Siffrin#and someone different from Loop#what was it that their fighter said? countless loops ago?#Change is destruction?#yeah that sounds right#DO YOU SEE?? DO YOU SEE???
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Hi i’m reaching soo hard but.







It’s not a 1-1 match, moreso about the habits? Nervous arm clutch, leaning forward when mad, clasping hands a lot, the smug side lean. Loop shares the most similarities with Siffrin, but I like to think they picked up some habits from the party too (after all they had a looong time to memorize those😁)
#isat#isat loop#isat spoilers#2hats spoilers#listen. hear me out#sorry if someone else pointed this out already#the isa one is funny to me because they have the same tick but very differently#isa does it when he’s nervous or embarassed#loop does it when they’re uncomfortable or feel cornered#odile one is vibes only i looked at their sprites and went. this lean feels familiar. and then looked at hers. sorry if its a stretch😁🙏#Siffrin also does that forward lean. i like to think he picked it up from bonnie but the vice versa is cute too#mira and loop clasp hands very differently but. they both do it a lot#guys please im cooking please no dont go💔#in stars and time#isat odile#isat isabeau#isat mirabelle#isat bonnie
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i CANNOT stress enough how incompatible the themes of these two pieces of media are. i promise my media literacy ability is actually good im well aware that these character mappings are absolutely nothing. that said. play with me in this space. in this sopping wet miserable space. its bad luck to kill a piou piou

original screenshots (and hypnosis 1904) for reference
#'oh but both of them are about isolation' NOT THE SAME KIND OF ISOLATION THEY AINT#in stars and time#isat#in stars and time fanart#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#lucabyteart#sifloop#I SUPPOSE. THEYRE DANCING THEYRE HUGGING ITS FINE. IT COULD MEAN NOTHING. THE LIGHTHOUSE (2019) HAS THEMES. OF AN ILK. I WOULD SAY.#anyway yes these r redraws of scenes from robert eggers' The Lighthouse. a film i would consider diametrically thematically opposed to isat#something something ✨ You're fond of my crab arent you stardust?#yeah thats the best i got here. im just having fun with pictures. this does straight up mean nothing. like at all. theres like 3 things#that you could draw as parallels and theyre Very strained. its like 1. preoccupation w the ocean (but in very different ways)#2. both are abt isolation (but in very different ways)#3. wanting to fuck a bright source of light. sorry i mean the third one is only a parallel if you have a specific reading of Tom#that is spoilers and may or may not be true. also theyre both in black and white. this means nothing#(now. if anything. if you wanted to map isat onto an eggers' movie id say its nosferatu. like. it at least has someone calling out to the#forces unknown for a companion & being accepted and loved despite literally embracing the physical embodiment of your shame....#that said if youve watched nosferatu you also know this mapping is utterly nuts. im sending isabeau into the catacombs to go burn the rats#everyones vampire aus are cute but whos out here coding loop as count orlok hm? . and odile as willem dafoe i guess?#this falls apart quickly and is not a serious suggestion i just want to point out the bar for 'being more relevant to isat than#the lighthouse' is is like. a VERY low bar.)#anyway made sif more visibly afrocarribean since if im drawing them realistically im not making them particularly white passing.#ESPECIALLY NOT WHEN IM DRAWING OVER ROBERT PATTERSON OF ALL PEOPLE.... LMAO...
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"And suppose I can't protect history?" "We will have no choice but to cut you down."
Touken Ranbu Kai: Kyoden Moyuru Honnouji, coming April 2024!
#touken ranbu#yamanbagiri kunihiro#fudou yukimitsu#souza samonji#heshikiri hasebe#yagen toushirou#mikazuki munechika#tkrb#i was so happy that for a moment i lived in a world where sute cast were their VAs lmfao#souza's dialogue is actually a removed voiceline from online!!#also when mkzk is saying 'kotabi no honnouji no hen' it has a dual meaning; one being 'how will /this/ mission unfold?' and#'how will /this loop's/ mission unfold?#maybe he hopes at the beginning of every loop....since kyoden's events r presumably what kick it off in the first place.....#maybe this one time it'll be different. someone will come to save him.#*kai#gif tag🌌
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Something I've been thinking a lot about lately is how everyone thought Egon had gone insane. What Happened that made them think that. They've fought a gigantic Stay Puft Marshmellow Man TWICE (counting the 2009 video game because iirc it's canon? Correct me if I'm wrong), fought an interdimensional god, fought a blood thirsty ruler that killed thousands and was hated by all that was trapped in a painting (and managed to get in to beat him by making THE STATUE OF LIBERTY start walking down the street with slime that reacted purely based on vibes), found an underground abandoned transit system full of the moodslime, had a bathtub try to eat Dana and her baby, fought a giant murderous black widow lady, fought the fisherman ghost who turned an entire hotel floor into the bottom of a ocean, and that's not even mentioning them getting trapped on an island that randomly raised up from underwater that had been abandoned for decades created by Ivor Shandor who worshipped Gozer. So what did he do or say that made everyone else think he'd gone insane?? All I can think is maybe he was acting strange / eratic before, but he's always been like that to some degree.
I don't know. It's something that I've been thinking about. The correct answer is 'it's not that deep and they needed a reason that the others weren't together anymore and weren't aware of Egons death or know what was going on,' but also. What Was He Saying that prompted everyone, including Ray, to think he lost his mind when he'd been right almost every time before that.
I'm genuinely so curious as to what he was up to before this. What was he doing. What insane idea was working on prior to this or was he even working on anything at all??
Also want to clarify this post isn't negative 😭 I really love the newer movies and their lore / the newer storyline / characters, I just like thinking about small stupid things like this. Gives me something to think about / speculate about / figure out an answer to.
#ghostbusters#egon spengler#nikolas posts#I have so many thoughts on it because I've just been rewatching the two movies on loop for the past few days.#All we got was Ray saying that he'd started talking about the end of the world (IIRC) and that he went insane and took everything#when he eventually left to deal with it on his own#which for the record it's extremely impressive that he would've stopped Gozer from returning BY HIMSELF. The only reason it hadn't worked#was because of the electricity issue#Hiding all the traps and setting up the proton packs to fire at the hell pit?? Insanity. He's just on a complete different level of existin#Like they were aware of Ivor Shandor and his plans long before??? They found his ISLAND DEDICATED TO GOZER who had full intention of#BRINGING THEM BACK#it's really Really REALLY not this deep but I have thoughts and I wanted to share them. Maybe someone else might have an idea I#couldn't think of or might have something to add.#I guess it could be a 'they beat Gozer once and assumed they were gone' but that wasn't the first time Gozer 'died' so??#if I missed something Please tell me. I haven't watched the newer movies as much as the older ones (I grew up watching them / playing#the game so I'm more familiar with the older lore and haven't had the chance to rewatch the newer ones 1000 times over unfortunately)#so it's entirely possible I missed something#I'd think maybe it was just because they were older but I really don't think thats the case. I have reasoning for it but I need to do#the math to make sure I'm getting the ages right by the time AfterLife happens.#really need to make a chart / timeline of all the events that happened and what year / month / day they happened. That's a project#for tomorrow perhaps.#anyways if anyones reading this sorry for the insane rambling and congrats for making it to the end#also this post isn't negative I adore the newer movies so much. I love them a lot and I genuinely don't really care about this at all#just a thing to think / ponder / speculate about if that makes sense#I enjoy thinking about stupid irrelevant stuff like this#so so so many thoughts
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I recently got diagnosed with autism. The doctor said I've been in autistic burnout for the past 5 years and im tipping into DPDR (she was right but its too late, my baseline has been aware but temporally fragmented. The new development is sometimes i feel 0 sensation)
The doctor said i can fix this if I unmask and do things like wear compression gear and noise cancelling
turn my devices to greyscale
Live in dim lighting
She gave me a lot of small tips and they were good at first but now I'm getting worse. I have days now where I'm too tired to stim, too tired to bathe, too tired for everything (except schoolwork for some reason) (all of these things I enjoy).
How do I fix it? I haven't had a hobby in 5 years. I don't want to be in burnout and I want to fix all of it. Does anyone have any tips? Anything at all? Theories? Fleeting thoughts? Hearsay?
The one thing I can't do is stop. I'm a graduate student and I'm working on thesis and papers. And also it's a secret. Or else I'll get brutally harassed and shunned (it's a very strange neighborhood)
#autism#actually autistic#i went online like my doctor said and the first thing i saw was euthanasia and i was like BRO 😭#i dont want that but thanks. any advice except giving up or killing myself. any tips please#im stuck in this self destructive loop where art is my connection to the world but skill regression and mental pain but i cant stop#thats why i wanted to get rid of the burnout. and then my body started physically shutting down. uh oh#my doctor is useless as hell. bro started yapping about how its so hard and poor me and how she couldnt ever be me#and i was like wtf i dont want to bond over autism. we are entirely different people. im just fine. could be better if i be better. help me#she didnt help so im planning to get rid of her. she offers me sympathy when i ask for solutions#this wouldnt be a problem in normal circumstances because i know what it means when someone performs this#but im lowkey kinda tweaking. also i paid her and she didnt give me practical advice except. drop out and live off my parents#my parents???? how do you know i have any? wtf is this advice i live alone because people set my nerves on fire these days#she told me ill die if i dont change my ways. i know what she implied but holy shit tell me how to fix it then#im scared for the first time in my life#ive done everything she said. im breaking the mask. i stim even in public. what else?#neurodivergent#autistic adult#autism struggles#i shutdown and i dont notice because im extremely low interoception. but im trying. now i remember to snap myself awake and check#and worst of all i still do everything im supposed to. i never miss any deadlines. i stepped down from lecturing for now.#my duties are at bare minimum. i dont think im missing anything obvious. i dont know how to be autistic and im fading away now#please help me. i still want to be a person. i dont want to dissappear. im watching it happen#but im doing what i was told.
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Okay, but have you considered siffedloop mutual sense sharing.
While Sif is going to the grocery store Loop starts to fuck themselves and Siffrin is left a sweaty mess of shaking knees as they try desperately not to show what's happening to them
And everyone is paying attention to them because omg savior of vaugarde!
Everyone watching him as he tries desperately not to cum in front of this very nice store owner trying to give them some medicine because they think he's sick
your mind is the size of god. this is very very very very very good ill tell u that............. u better put all that acting experience to good use sif!!!!!!!!
#this is fun and cute whether sif & loop r aware of the sensesharing or not. i think its similar but distinct flavors#in a scenario where loop does know i think it'd be fun if they jack off specifically the way sif likes#even though loop themselves have somewhat different preferences usually#torturing their stardust is far more satisfying than the sex itself!#siffedloop#another hot ask from someone!#dubcon cw#just in case!
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I have always admired people who could write one fic or draw a comic for years because I am living in a constant fear of not finishing what I have started. Not in a 'maybe something terrible will happen to me' way, but simply knowing myself and that after a couple of months or years, I will catch a new fixation and finishing the old story will become hard. And yeah sure, I have heard people say "You don't have to finish if it doesn't interest you anymore" or "It's your art and you decide what it will be about" and I fully agree, but I still love those old things I came up with you know? I still love these characters and I want their stories to be told, but at the same time there already are new characters with new stories in my head and I want to tell them too.
#i may or may not be talking about the whole big sherlock holmes plot following my college adventures comic i came up with at some point#that goes through the whole series and dives DEEP into the holmes/watson topic and believe me this is so much more tangled and nuanced#than holmes/trevor one i came up with (and i feel like this one is already easy to misunderstand)#and yet i have the disco elysium comic that i love so much but i have trouble drawing it lately#mostly because i fell out of the fandom loop a bit and also i have written the plot a long time ago and some things I'd do differently now#but I gotta stick to the things I have already drawn or it'd be inconsistent#AGGHHGASHAKJSFJJSAJJJKK please someone release me from this hell#why does my brain not let me just. enjoy the things that i enjoy#why there always has to be an additional layer of distress to everything#rant#(it's okay to reblog tho)#conversations with the void
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the expendable shitpost power hour 💪🔥🔥🔥🔥 ft. post-loop doodle for whimsy and joy that MAY be spoilers depending on how close you look. so dont squint at it too hard
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#keep it burning (a&a&a)#reallilystuffart#roblox pressure#i forgot to edit the im pissing him off textpost image to say them instead. whoops. im too tired sorryyyy#i drew all of these instead of writing someone come bonk me on the head with a mallet#actually dont im supposed to be taking a break from writing i forgot#i've been in a huge art block drought and my desire to draw just hit like a high speed truck so expect more#got 2 more drawings queued up after this one its not over. now i gotta deal with writers block this suckssss 😭#i need to draw painter as a laptop since thats the only post-loop body i definitively have planned#the idea of him somehow running WORSE on a chromebook than an 80s computer is REALLY funny to me even if the hardware is different
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#I'm still waiting for the formal offer letter but let me tell you how i got this job#a hiring manager reached out to me on LinkedIn asking if I'd be interested in the team he's building#so i was like yeah I'll throw my hat in#i had an easy coding screen with him (valid palindrome lol)#then i had a screen with another manager around QA practices#then i went through four more interviews as part of a 'final loop'#one was a more difficult coding question. one was design a test framework. one was QA-behavorial#and the other was communication + collab behavorial#each of those six interviews was a 45 minute video call btw#this all took like. three months lmfao#then a week after that i heard back that they didn't want me for that role#but that one of the guys i interviewed with is a hiring manager on an adjacent team and he really liked me#when i looked back at my notes sure enough that guy is the one who ended our call with 'i hope i get to work with you!' lol#so they wanted to put me for this other slightly less technical role#and i was like yeah sure why not i liked that guy too lol#so the next day i had one final interview with a senior leader asking about my priorization and conflict resolution skills#which makes sense since this is a more cross-functional communication role with lots of talking to developers#and that guy was awesome and definitely someone I'd work for#so a few days later i got the verbal offer!#i will also add that during all of this i also went to the final stage for a different team at the same company#but was plain out rejected from that one lol#plus i did beginning screens for two other roles as well and didnt make it as far#all this to say i did like... over a dozen interviews with this company since October lol#and i studied like CRAZY. i spent hours on leetcode and hours putting together stories from my experience#i worked very very very hard and it finally fucking paid off!!!!!#back in october i said to my wife 'i want to get a job at (company). i think that will be my goal now.'#and she was like lol ok. but i kept getting interviews and studying for them#working harder than i ever did in college even lmao. and she was like oh wait you're really serious#and then she helped me sooooo much by taking care of the kids while i studied and stuff like that#but yeah i did it. i put my mind to it and i fucking did it!!!!!
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I MUST FUCKEN RETALIATE. I WILL NOT LET THIS CAIN'D DICE JUST KILL ME WITH THE JHARIAH ROCK
WHAT IF I MAKE AN ANIMATIC FOR THE SPECIFIC SEGMENT THAT KILLS ME. AND MAKE IT A SURPRISE JEFF THE KILLS YOU ARTPOST.
#there are Other ways to retaliate against this Fucking Rock though. Through actual canon that i haven't mentioned yet.#remember that kenix and yaku couldn't save anybody from their deaths and the universe ending because their fates were already written?#Don't You Think That There Is Someone Behind These Decisions? :)#something Omnipresent yet not? No this is Not prometheus. However. The Story-Weaver. The Omnigod.#cuz of the loops; kenix personally having a chance to directly ask them. If they. They had been happy in other universes.#'In the many different possibilities; the two of you had always been together happily. Yet you have been separated in—#— in this outcome. There is nothing else I can do about an already woven story. Not anymore.'#you two could've been together forever and ever. Like you wished to. Luck was just Never on your side.#yomo ocs?!#oc: kenix#oc: azrael
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Do not want to dredge up anything i really am just curious but what happened that renard is being like re accepted into the furry consciousness
Gif unrelated just looks tight
#Ive seen three fanarts from three different people the first time i can pass off as not knowing but each one has a lot of ints#I consider myself out of the loop on 70% of furry stuff the last i heard they assaulted someone & you dont just go ooops my bad#The furry community also has a track record of doing just that so maybe nothing changed & enough time has passed that people dgaf#emf
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When the writer agonies hit.
#just had a really anxious and agonized moment where i found myself hoping that every gift i have ever given someone as a writer#is one that they have deeply enjoyed and that i did a good job by making something just for them and that they remember it fondly#and not as a total disappointment or a letdown in any way#and there's no way to ever know that because you simply must be kind when you receive a gift#especially one that they made with their own two hands#so i'm just hovering suddenly in the thought loop of anxiety that maybe i have never written a thing for someone that they liked actually#which is so fucking ridiculous and i am hoping i can shock my system out of it maybe with cold air from opening my window#because i really don't want to hate my writing today#i really want to believe that i do a good job and that people like it#that i gave them something wonderful and irreplaceable that no one else could have delivered exactly like that#that they remember it sometimes or reread it and smile#that it exists in perpetuity instead of disappearing in a cloud of smoke#that i made even one shred of difference with my craft#my ramblings
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this literally just occurred to me because higurashi was not rlly interested in the time looping beyond using it to create an interesting framework but i think within umineko it’s worth questioning what the repeating games actually are, and with ange describing sakutarou as “a piece on the game board in maria’s head”, and these ideas of creating universes = creating fiction positioned by featherine becoming the apparent author of eps 3-5, i think we can def argue that all of the games are more like a creative exercise than literal universe hopping
#like i do think the looping in higurashi was a metaphor for rika’s world shattering depression but it was also like. objectively happening.#rika grabbed a bullet with her bare hands and you just kind of have to not question it#magic is real in higurashi#but they are different games#and going into this from higurashi i think has created some assumptions for me abt what the story is going to be in umineko#which tbc isn’t a bad thing. i think i’m following the intended path here for someone who has familiarity with wtc as a whole#frogs.txt#umineko liveblogging#higurashi spoilers
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The irony being Crimson would have left in the morning if Julien HAD married her. girl does not give a single fuk about being queen either. sure she enjoyed the perks, but in a "is it that sweet? i guess so" way
#5am crimson thots#i say this as someone who initially thought crimson wanted to be queen!#bc why did she want to marry him after ditching every other bf right?#but the more we learn about crimson#i see too much proof she could not give less of shit about being anyone's queen#i always knew she was dating kj to get clover's goat but what's so funny and weird is that's really ALL there is to it#the ONLY thing that made julien different from her other bfs (before the wedding fiasco)#is that clover liked him.#(the fact that clover has to be the target of crimson's most toxic brainworms yet can't talk about it#bc crimson pretends the insanity is not happening while making silent 'i know YOU know' faces at her the whole time#... SICK!)#and the horrendous irony that kj created new worse problems by choosing not to compromise himself any longer#life is cruel.... :(#part of why she gets obsessed w kj is she was unable to complete her pattern / close the loop#txt#lemur thoughts#crimson#crimju#crimclo
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see you should never argue with a teenager bc its annoying but arguing with hyv fan teenagers about how nothing the designs tend to be is inevitable when you're both hard headed bitches and said teenager is your brother
#cliffnotes/.txt#like design tastes r gonna be different for everyone thats a given bc personal taste#but half these things r the same as overloaded vtuber designs w/ no goal besides make it as over detailed as possible#and this is coming from someone who loves detailing#but anyways. it all loops back to most of the outfits looking too similar and inevitably boring#same w/ wuwa bc he plays that too. absolutely nothing designs#honestly believe gacha has rotted his taste thoroughly
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