#and sulien is uhhh sulien. as always

[teyvattherapist]

hi hi i wanted to ask if ur oc's had any fantasies? specifically ohm and sulien 👀

i like that you had to specify ohm and sulien in case i wrote abt nanami, sumiko, or alphonse LMAO--

See this is a hard question if I'm trying to keep it SFW?? yeah so anyways here's this, under a cut for the death m/. if you want like.. proper nsfw ones i can do that too lmk--

tags: death mention(Ohm), general dark themes(Ohm), at least Sandrone is hopeful wtf-

also peep the new banners for them wow

Sir Ambros definitely has some fantasies of fucking dying. But that's like.. a given. I mean hear me out. You lose your brother, you end up permanently disfigured, you lose your parents, and then the God who is the cause of it all grants you a blessing. He's been questioning why he's still alive since he was fourteen. That never went away.

Constantly fantasises about the various ways he could go out. Ohm won't do it himself, he's too stubborn for that. Nor will he let himself falter when fighting alongside his team, that'd make him a bad doctor. But he does think about it a lot. Will it be the Fatui coming to finish the job? Perhaps one of the Gods he hunts down during the Lantern Rite. Maybe he'll be betrayed, or perhaps the darkness, or ooo how about a lawachurl? that'd be a way to go.

These daydreams can get particularly violent, but such is the nature of his thoughts anyways. His karma certainly feeds into these fantasies, but he's been having them even before he had such physical debt so.. Oh to die <3.

Beyond that depressing fantasy though. Ohm quite often fantasises about what he calls "what ifs". What if he never went to Snezhnaya. What if he and his brother escaped together. What if he didn't meet Morax. What if he this what if he that. Whenever he's idle his mind always wanders to things he could have done better and the bittersweet fantasies surrounding them. Hence why he doesn't like standing still, really.

He also has a fantasy about his lollipop jar being bottomless. Its expensive having to restock as often as he does.

Sandrone fantasises about knowing everything, never being out of the loop, always being aware. Sulien? Sulien fantasises an end to the hell he's found himself in. When you have to protect yourself in the way he has, you craft different versions of yourself. And that's exactly what he's done. Sandrone, the knowledgeable gentleman of the Fatui Harbingers and Sulien, the boy who really just wants to go home.

Sulien fantasises about a house by a waterfall, he daydreams consistently of having a family that cares about him and that he cares about. Really, that's all he wants. To settle down, to put down his claymore, his weapon. He fantasises of a day where everything is okay, and all of his problems are solved.

He does chastise himself for it though, these fantasies are hopeless, useless, they are unachievable. But he can't help it, alone with his usually overwhelming fragments at night. This is a solace in the darkness for him, imagining a better life for himself. It's sad in a way, for this to be his only real comfort.

Still, despite the hopelessness of the situation and how endless things may seem. These fantasies persist and give him a small, tiny amount of hope, a small flicker of sunlight. Maybe one day he can come to terms with himself and have a family. Maybe.. For now though, he'll just imagine this other life entirely. Maybe a couple of kids, at least two dogs, and that house.

Sandrone also fantasises about owning every book in the world, but that one seems even more unachievable. He is trying though.