#and that cats dont live forever

[oatbugs]

@ myself in last july/august

[starburns]

:(

[thunderousnipples]

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[sunnixsunshine]

I'm thinking of doing commissions this summer to raise money for an ipad. I already have 100$ saved back from my half of the stimulus so all I'd need to raise up more is at least 200-300$ more(for the two I was and continue to look at), which shouldn't take long if I can manage to find a job after I've moved into a more secure neighborhood or move back home where I feel safer to walk through at night.

[funshinebf]

i try not to vent on here too much cause i dont like worrying people but lately i have not been doing good

[fuck-kirk]

So sorry to hear about your ferret :( I know how hard that is

Thanks I appreciate it! It really sucks...I also lost my bearded dragon this year to old age...losing pets is awful

[silvershoe]

one of my eyes is more sunken than the other

[amorphousea]

you know what i don’t actively desire or understand partnership, yet sometimes when i’m flaring up, now that i’m not as afraid to ask for help. i just wish someone was holding me, wrapped in blankets, just someone there so i don’t have to go through this constant pain alone. no sympathy or pity, or anything really, just a kiss on my forehead and a simple reminder that i’m allowed to suffer, that i withstand so much. just a hand in mind, and a gentle reminder that i have everything i need within myself but i deserve to be vulnerable and seen. even if just a moment.

[grantihare]

gonna do a silly little vent v quickly in the tags dont mind me!

[loveisbraveandwild]

Taylor Swift Movie Soundtracks + Favorite Lyrics

[athenadcvell]

Let’s make this a strict parent’s thread

Ok, everyone with strict parents. I’m boutta top y’all. And let’s all suffer together, so reblog with your own wild rules you have to follow

Fellin bored, so I’m boutta flex and just go ahead and hand my parents the most controlling and manipulative strictest parents of all time award

I have never been allowed to go to anyone’s house unless they were family

That literally means that growing up, if I was even invited to a birthday party, my parents would not let me go

Not one of my friends have ever been allowed to come over

Up until Sophomore year, I had never hung out after school with my friends

I maybe ever went to one birthday party, for, like, an hour

My dad gave me his old tablet when I was 12. He put restrictions so I could not access any web browser, the app store, or download games intended for children 12 and up

I was twelve 

We have an alarm on our door. Not a system generated alarm that notifies police if there is an intruder. Nope. An alarm. You open the door or window? Alarm

I’m not allowed to open my windows and have my door locked. And no, I have not been caught smoking before, or sneaking out. My room is on the third level

I am not allowed to have my phone or laptop in my room, ever

I am not allowed to wear leggings

I am not allowed to wear shorts

I am not allowed to wear tank tops

I can’t wear ripped jeans or crop tops

I can not wear short dresses or skirts without wearing leggings underneath them (which is why I stopped wearing them all together)

I can’t leave the house wearing a shirt that shows my shoulders

I have never been allowed to date, or even hang out with guys

My mom says she’s fine with my hanging out with boys, but one time, one of my guy friends dropped me off home after school (there were two other girls visible in the car) and my mom thought he looked like a ‘drug dealer’. I ended up getting grounded for a week

I was not allowed to wear makeup until I was 14

I literally do not have a curfew. Meaning, that I can be out of the house for maybe two or three hours before my mom drags my ass back in. God forbid I ask to stay out past 7

I can’t hang out two weeks in a row. I asked my mom once if I could hang out with my friends on Friday, and she said I was abusing her generosity because she had let me hang out with friends the Friday before

I literally can not even sit on our front porch because apparently I look like a ‘prostitute’

WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT EVEN MEAN???

My mom makes me roll up my pads/tampons in toilet paper before throwing them in the trash bc the ‘men of the house’ don’t need to see that

the only one who cares is my misogynistic fuck of a father. I’ve asked my brother. He couldn’t give a shit

I can’t even say the word period out loud without getting yelled at

My phone and laptop both have internet restrictions on them, cause apparently, a fucking high schooler can’t be trusted on google

I literally have like 5 different VPN’s and Proxy’s downloaded on my computer

At 9, my WiFi cuts off. I’m the only one in the house who has to go through that

If I want an adrenaline rush, I go and ask my mom if I can hang out/ buy something. Get’s the heart beating real quick

Also works if I wanna be reminded of all the reasons why I’m such a failure and let down

I can’t spread my legs open wide while sitting down without my dad getting angry and yelling at me

On more than one occasion, my father has forced me to sit in the trunk of our car bc I did something to piss him off. The drive can range anywhere from 15 min to 3 hours. The first time he did this I was 9

Tbh this has started to become more of ‘reasons why my parents are such shitty people’ rather than ‘reasons why my parents are super strict’

There’s more, but Imma stop now. 

If you got strict parents, add yours! Even if your parents are stricter, or not as strict as mine, it actually rlly helps to know that you’re not the only one in a wildly unfair and controlling household

P.S: Yes. I have broken almost every single one of these rules more than once. And yes. I have gotten in trouble. Trust me, I got the scars to prove it.

[was-there-ever]

in case you dont live forever ✨

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[cornflowercanine]

i was talking a8t this w my friend a 8it ago 8ut one of my 8iggest issues with warrior cats is how repetitive it is, and i f33l like a HUGE HUGE part of that, like, the main overarching part of that, is that warrior cats doesnt take its unique and genuinely interesting and charming universe and writes stories with it, it writes the same story, over, and over, and over again. here you have this young unexperienced warrior cat faced with a ~new shocking~ situ8ion that they have to team up with a num8er of cats from other clans in secret to solve, the clans go MAN I H8 THE OTHER CLANS FOR CLIM8ING TR33S AND EATING FISH AND FOR EXISTING, the protagonist cats go this is stupid, the clans almost die, the clans go okay youre right and 8and together and end up not dying, the pro8lem is solved, the clans go awwww that was fun too 8ad i have to murder all my friends over chasing prey just over our 8order line in 2 months :((( the end and its fun the first, may8e second, may8e even third time you read it, 8ut after a certain point its just tiring and frustr8ing to read what you know is going to happen, all the while they manage to shoehorn in a8leism, 10000 8order patrol fights, Female Chars Are Killed For Literally No Good Reason, several overly depressing side stories youre expected to forget (or at least youd assume so cause the situ8ion is completely dropped 8y the next chapter or so) like some cat having still8orns or a cat getting eaten 8y a fox or what the fuck have you. and this is frustr8ing to me 8E. CAUSE. alongside 8eing charming and having a captiv8ing universe and little kitty societies, it would ALSO 8e tolera8le past one series (if that) to read! it is fun to read a8t these little groups of feral kitties that have kitty doctors and kitty hunting and kitty point of view and just!! cats!!! coping with 8eing feral cats!!!! and we KNOW they can do things that arent just Generic Storyline for the 8th time now, we have a side story of a LEADER realizing just how flawed and unhelpful the warrior code and the clans 8eing as seper8ed as they are is in practice to the point he cannot cope and 8ecomes a KITTYPET and gets a rule named after him, we have mapleshade.....mapleshade (which YES it is the same old same old ‘warrior code 8ad oh well what can ya do!!’ 8ut it’s taken to such an extreme it 8ecomes interesting and diff from whats done in Everything Else in the series), we have The Entire Fucking tri8e of rushing water, thats a group that exists with their own life and their own religion and their own struggles and their own history that despite what the authors think can in fact have as much depth as thunderclan, we have fucking Rock the 8ald immortal omniscient cat that is AT THE A8SOLUTE MINIMUM a8out 70-90 human years old, 8ut we just..... k33p getting Firestar; 8ut With More Rel8ionship Drama over. and over. and over

[sarah-theswiftie]

But do you ever just chill and listen to Taylor’s singles? 💟

[kieranculkingirl]

going home feels so weird now college rly just be changin everything

[macroglossus]

like .... im glad im working full time absolutely and i understand that i need the money to move out n shit . but . i am so tired