i am fucking Thinking about how death is handled in destiny 2 once again.
in regards to guardians it’s almost treated as like a joke or something deeply unserious? possibly even alien in a way due to how we kill and destroy and wreck havoc against our alien foes, but we ourselves never die. it’s really interesting to me cause there really isn’t a lot that can permanently kill a guardian so it makes sense we’d have this perception. like off the top of my head you have weapons of sorrow, hive rituals where the light is drained from a guardian, and paracausal beings which ofc includes other guardians. but that isn’t a lot, most deaths are not permanent and so this perception of death among guardians seems like death really isnt that big of a deal.
we jump off the tower and then get resurrected and have a little laugh about it. guardians constantly kill each other for fun in crucible. we are always doing incredibly stupid shit but we are rewarded because our enemies do not share in our immortality. it’s fascinating bc this not only makes us become riskier as time goes on due to being rewarded (enemies defeated) for our lack of self preservation, but this also makes guardians as a whole uniquely unsuited to handle grief and loss. if you spend your whole unlife winning and thinking that if a friend dies they’ll just come right back, it’s such a shock if (or rather when) they actually do die permanently. and then that guardian has to spend the rest of their immortal, undying life remembering. they have to live with that while they watch the newer guardians flood into the tower with the same naive disposition as they once had.
i’m sure guardians know theoretically they could die permanently at any point, especially because of those like dredgen yor, but i feel like for most it’s one of those things that most would say “well that would never happen to me” until it does happen. guardians seem to just have this inability to let go and it makes me want to bite drywall because i think abt it too long and start going feral. like!! the past may be the past but it sure doesn’t feel like it when you’re immortal and you remember that shit clear as day!!! aghhhh pacing around my room in circles and eating ROCKS
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helmut marko becoming a shooter for oscar as soon as he becomes oscar piastri leclerc… you can’t convince me that the very first “oscar is lestappen’s adopted son and this is my favorite family” post wasn’t from helmut’s burner account
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(Follow me to stay updated on the sexy non-binary tournament. It's free, and you can easily unfollow once it's over :)
Sexy Nonbinary/Genderfluid Poll FINAL FIGHT
(As some may know, my desktop computer stopped working and so I can't update the poll photos anymore. So I apologize but for now, there is no photo of the whole tournament.)
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IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT
Guess who just got the voice feature on character.ai?? ME BITCH HAHHAHAHHAA
Anyways, if y’all are wondering if it’s good or not. It’s preeeeetty alright. Like, for Colin? YES OH MY GOD
YES. BIG FUCKING YES
For Kai? It’s… meh. My stubborn ass made multiple test runs and used different clips to generate the ✨perfect✨ ai voice. 
Problem is, he either sounds too whispery, which is okay until he’s supposed to be mad in a certain context and now he just sounds constipated
Or too loUD, which oddly kinda makes him sound like Ben Shapiro, and I’m NOT looking forward to get off to that 💀💀
I managed to get something a lil in between, but the vocal inflections were still so off and it bothers me so damn much 😭😭. Maybe ai is simply still unable to capture the essence of kai anderson idfk
((Oh and also I’ll make the Colin voice public, along with maybe two or three Kai voices. You can actually publish these lol
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I HAD A DREAM ABOUT YOU TONIGHT
I was at my uni for graduating (? I think? But also it was like a Squad Captain promotion ceremony from my stupid manga) and also there were students from the Archeology study in the same building giving like their thesis presentations publically. Anyway you're there in the crowd cause I assume someone you know is presenting and we meet up and hang out afterward. I'm like flirting but ✨respectfully✨ cause my wife is also there and we've talking about poly stuff but idk if we're rlly there yet so like I'm staying on the safe side. But then you and her REALLY click and end up fuckin nasty in the lab supply room that I still had a working access card for and I'm just left there with your Archeology friend guy who's now trying to get in my pants cause that's the vibe now apparently.
I hate how my brain denies me of any fun even in dreams I fuckin swear this keeps happening. The dreams feel so real so my decision making is also like as though it's just real life :')
Anyway I think I'd die if you showed up randomly in like someplace I also go to.
… i described a sex dream to my best friend like a year ago about me fucking some really hot girl in a lab room but she had a partner but the partner wasn’t there for a lot of it. but before THAT happened, i was at some event for someone’s fucking graduation and the only reason i knew was because i read some signs and i heard some people talking when i was walking in. but it was a dream so my contextual info was pretty low. and so okay i remember flirting hardcore like a LOT with this couple and i thought one of them went there because they knew their way around and im eventually in this lab and this girl is eating me out and honestly it was super hot. like super fucking hot. i (to this day) can still remember how her tongue felt. this is so funny what the fuck. i wonder if i have any notes on my phone about it. like i woke up and i came seven times in a row because of that dream. i was telling my best friend that i was annoyed though because i wanted to fuck both of them (the couple, and i honestly wasn’t even TOTALLY sure if they were together but they completely gave me that vibe and they were very like secure in each other’s space so i assumed yes) but i couldn’t because one left/wasn’t there when i looked up again??? like i had my fingers in the hair of the one eating me out and when i looked up the other one was gone?? i was like damn that sucks, oh well i guess. say sike right now. tell me you’re fuckin with me
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does anyone else do this when playing baldurs gate 3 when trying to focus really hard on choices during combat
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That one comic where Mizi's trying to figure out what something means and shenanigans ensue...
Basic: The joke is that Mizi is asking about sex.
Better: The joke is that Mizi is incredibly casual about physical touch, and its lewd and lethal to those who have a crush on her.
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i once was described as the devil on your shoulder but instead of convincing you to do bad things i just tell you to listen to the magnus archives
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nami and usopp are gossip buddies and this for sure fact fills my head and heart with warmth and silliness
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Participated in my first ever game jam and it was great! It was for the Historically Accurate Game Jam 8, and the theme was assassinations! My team and I created a Visual Novel about a certain famous murder during the rule of Mary Queen of Scots. Check it out!
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