Heyo, fantasy friend here! Oh roller skating at the park sounds like a lot of fun, how did it go?
Yeah... a pretty big chunk of the groups I'm into are getting to an age where the members have to start enlisting 😔 I've temporarily lost three biases to the military already and the time is coming when another (Youngbin) is going to have to go as well :( this is what I get for biasing mostly older members... At least enlisting earlier means they'll be back earlier though 😭 small comforts
It is super neat to figure out how things tie together! I love seeing the connections between things that seemed entirely different before and how they affect each other, it's really exciting 😄 ooh what kind of project is it? I imagine you use programming quite a lot especially with the AI stuff so good luck on that 💕 I'm cheering you on!
Ah I see you have a mindset kind of like mine 😂 I love learning so much and I would study everything if I could, it's too bad there's not enough time to learn about everything (not to mention the amount that would cost in tuition!) I think that's the one thing that would tempt me to seek immortality... imagine having unlimited time to discover more about the world and how it works, and people and how they work, and to explore places and ideas and skills... man it would be so cool!!
Omg that picture is so pretty!! It sounds like it was really awesome 😄 now I'm remembering the time I went camping in a redwood forest with my family and we hiked up to a waterfall, I had a lot of fun on that trip and the forest was beautiful 😌
There are a few tricks I use to stay cool but I think the easiest one is to take a cold shower and then not dry your hair afterwards (obviously dry it enough that it doesn't drip everywhere, but like... as little as possible), the water will cool you off and then since your hair is wet it won't act as insulation to keep your head warm, and as it evaporates that will also keep you cool! Another one is to use ice packs, those can help a lot.
Tbh I think the fires are a lot more dangerous than the earthquakes at least in my experience, I've never been in an earthquake big enough to cause any damage but there have been some really serious fires in my area that affected a lot of people including ones I knew so that feels like a more immediate danger to me - idk though, every place has its risks and benefits and I'm willing to put up with it haha
Hm I think I'm most excited for the music but also the MV, it seems like it's going to be really cool! I'm obsessed with aesthetics so I can't wait to see the whole thing 👀 and I bet the gifs and edits everyone's going to make will be amazing as well!! If there are any particularly awesome shots in the music video I might even draw something based on it, I haven't really drawn in ages but maybe this will be the thing that gets me out of my rut 😌 I'll almost definitely be making edits and/or moodboards though so I'm excited to do that as well!
Hope you have a good day! 💖
it went okay! i was scared i was gonna get caught in the rain bc the sky was kinda gray on my walk over there but it didn't, and the weather was pretty nice overall! i'm still learning so i was pretty much just going around in circles the whole time 😂 but it was fun ^^
aah pls i don't want to think abt it,, the thought of youngbin leaving,,,,, no😭😭😭 and yeah at least the sooner the go, the sooner they come back but..i'll miss them nonetheless :')
exactly!! i think thats what i like about math like so many things are connected, and it branches out into other disciplines like art and science it can be really cool to see the endless possibilities & connections 🤩
the project is about truecasing, which is basically (to my understanding) getting the program to return the proper casing (uppercase, lowercase, etc.) of a given word based on context and probabilities. it's helpful to use on text that might have misspellings or things that are typed all uppercase or lowercase (like texts/messaging). it seems pretty interesting! tho i did almost fall asleep when I was doing the reading last night, but i'll blame that on the fact that i was tired out from skating 😂😅 and yeah there's a lot of programming and i told myself I should do a lot of practice over the summer at the end if the semester and yet..ive barely done anything. which is why I was excited when my professor mentioned this project bc I really need to get back into things. thank you for cheering me on!! im rooting for you as well 😚❤❤
there's soooo much out there i really wish there was more time to study all the things we want freely (and without the pressure of doing it for a grade) and ugh yeah tuition costs...imagine how many more people would have degrees and just more knowledgeable about anything if higher education didn't cost so much. i feel like it really comes down to money 😭😭 like people don't get the highest education they want bc it costs so much, even if you want to study on the side you might not have time bc you have to work and earn money like.. we are not living in a society that properly promotes self-enrichment im so sad</33
ooh the hair trick sounds nice! i guess I've kinda done that before? and it was extra refreshing bc I washed my hair with mint shampoo so it felt really cool 😆 we don't have any ice packs but I bet those would be helpful maybe we should get some lol
yeah ive heard that most earthquakes aren't that dangerous but little kid me didn't understand that there could be non-threatening earthquakes 😂 oh the fires can get so bad it's scary 😥 i hope you stay safe out there <3
the mv does look really cool omg the shots are so beautiful! thatd be so nice if it'd give you some inspiration to get out of your artist block! honestly same here I havent drawn in so long I really want to get back into it. I can't wait to see what you create! 🥰
have a lovely day my lovely fantasy friend ! ♡
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Ok so I'm 17 and like have the worst luck with boys ever!! And basically I'm kinda super worried about when the time comes and I go to uni and I'm still 100% going to be a virgin (like I know there's nothing wrong with that at all!) I just feel idk kinda inferior about it all, any tips on how to own it completely or how to be that bad bitch so I can find myself a guy idk any help from anyone is appreciated haha lots of love! X
im gonna be honest with you, it doesn’t get easier as you get older. it actually gets harder. basically, my recommendation is to just go with the flow honestly.
be confident in yourself. Regardless of how many romantic/intimate partners you’ve had or lack-thereof, you still need to love yourself to really glow. People are naturally attracted to people that are confident and independent and that know what’s good for them. I can promise you, growing into your skin and loving yourself can and will be the sexiest thing about you.
Do what makes you comfortable; don’t let peer pressure push you into anything you’re not ready for. My cousin (who’s probably one of my closest best friends) is in her first relationship ever and she’s still a virgin (roughly your age, she’s 18) and she’s so proud she’s saving herself. That doesn’t stop her from dressing whichever way she wants to, or doing what she wants to. She’s excited to wear body suits and tight jeans and dresses and skirts and to go clubbing and dance and feel hot but she knows that she’d never go home with a guy, even if she was single. She knows she’s going with people she can trust.
Don’t forget to feed into the part of you that craves a challenge. Be okay with stepping out of your comfort zone every once in a while. This isn’t to say that if a guy you think is cute is like ‘hey, let’s go get high’ you’re supposed to be like “okay!” but I mean, if you’re not typically about the party life, but someone you trust is going and wants you to go, take the invitation. Dress yourself up, do your hair, wing that liner and go mingle. I honestly was a completely different person just over a year ago. Last summer, I sat at home and worked and didn’t interact with people bc I thought I sucked at making friends and thought I gave bad first impressions. I honestly broke out of my shell and grew into a really bubbly extrovert and I didn’t realize I was one.
Lastly, as weird as it sounds, dance and sing. Naked (if you can) or in your underwear. Be comfortable being in your most vulnerable state by yourself. The sooner you feel in touch with that part of you, the less vulnerable you’ll become over time. People think this is the worst advice I’ve ever given anyone, but honestly, someone gave it to me and I learned from it. There is NOTHING I hated more about myself than my naked body. I showered with the lights off. I preferred to have sex in the dark, or if it was light I preferred to be turned around or on top so they couldn’t see anything. Spending like fifteen minutes before or after my shower to just dance and feel my body and dance the way I do when I’m fully clothed in the club really opened up a part of me that learned to appreciate the body I have.
It’ll be easier to be confident when the time comes - which is also a turn on for plenty of people. There’s nothing I loved more than my ex man and his belly. He was this six foot four giant with long ass dreads, a broad chest, and massive arms and a big chest but he also had a belly and love handles. None of the parts of him that people found typically ‘unattractive’ mattered to anyone (he was a bouncer, so believe me when I say I know how many women and men were ALL over him all the time). It was how confident he was. When I get naked now, I don’t care if things jiggle. It’s who I am. 20 pounds more or less, it’ll still move. I’ll still have rolls. With or without makeup, I’ll still have bags and acne. Done up or not, you’re still going to be an amazingly wonderful human being.
Be humble, be confident, be secure.
Sidenote: If you decide that holding out for the one is not your thing, and you want to take the route I started (being a lil hoodlum, going out, partying, meeting boys, kissing strangers, etc) then that’s FUCKING OKAY SISTER. Slap on a sexy pair of jeans, wear that low-cut top. Will some girls give you a dirty look? Fuck yeah. You know who’s gonna be looking tho?? People that think you’re fucking sexy as fuck and people that wanna dance with you, that wanna talk to you, that wanna get to know you.
I also recommend perfecting the SMIZE. If you can smile with your eyes, you’ll have almost anyone hooked, I promise.
literally the one piece of advice that I can give is this: people are gonna fucking talk shit about you until the day you die. So just live your fucking life the way you want to. Be happy. Because nothing anyone says matters, and the only thing that should matter is how you react to their words. Be the bigger person. Live your best life, and be your best self.
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okay i FINALLY have the time to answer these (i think, i’m just bored in poli sci rn but still)
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
hmm……maybe i think it’s my parents, they’re coming to visit me on easter and that’s a while away but i can’t wait. also i can’t wait to see my friends from home over summer break (less than 2 months!!)
4. Are you easy to get along with?
honestly i think i’m too easy to get along with. i’ve been kind of a doormat my whole life because i’m afraid of confrontation and hurting people. that’s gonna change though. slowly, but surely it will change.
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
i don’t like like anybody right now….but i love my friends (like you) and i know for sure that they would
6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
i guess people who don’t know how to treat me right.
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
HAHA yes i’m such a prude i always have to work myself up when i want to bring up the topic of sex with someone. i feel so awkward about what’s tmi, or about potentially grossing someone out, idk. sex is weird. let’s ban it (jk let’s not)
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
I think it was you
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
“Because they didnt put it up before” i’m currently freaking out to my parents because my college just decided NOW to notify me of a past due balance for this strep test that they made me take even though i looked on the site a few days ago and it wasn’t up there so i couldn’t pay it i hate them sometimes they’re so dumb (them being the school and their bad notification skills)
17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
YEA and it’s exciting i just hope they don’t kill us
19. Do you like bubble baths?
nah son idk don’t kill me but i just don’t like baths in general i’d rather shower
22. Where would you like to travel?
lol i’m so basic but lately i’ve really been wanting to go to disney world, i haven’t been there in ages and i really miss it
28. Who are you most comfortable around?
honestly? myself
people give me anxiety i’m always scared of being judged
30. Do you ever want to get married?
yeah someday if there’s somebody that i want to marry enough. i don’t think it’s essential though it’s foolish to get married for the sake of getting married so
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
aaaaAAAA this is such an awkward question idk!??!?!?!? uhhhh????
happiness and love is my final answer
33. Spell your name with your chin.
omfg i’m in class rn
i’ll come back to this
okay
vic tkerua mjrsano
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
outer space ftw
some fish are really scary tbh
47. Have you ever been high?
nah son
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
well if i hope nobody finds out about it, what good is it to answer this question? ;)
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
coincidence! i’m wearing a hoodie right now! it’s light blue, my class color, and of course it’s a bryn mawr hoodie
55. Favourite blog?
honestly it’s kinda like a celebrity blog but all her posts are perfect and i really look up to her and support her because she is very lovely and perfect so uh here’s the link if you wanna check her out
56. Favourite colour?
sky blue
65. Are you hungry right now?
trick question i’m always hungry
68. Twitter or Tumblr?
i mean i like tumblr (unfortunately) but sometimes i go on twitter because there’s a user on there whose tweets are all gold here’s the link if you wanna see
69. Are you watching tv right now?
nah i’m just not paying attention in class
72. What colour are your towels?
the ones i have at college are dark blue but the ones i have at home are light blue
75. Favourite animal?
heckin cattos frn
76. What colour is your underwear?
pink lmao
77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
omfg chocolate all the way, i hate vanilla stuff. vanilla ice cream is nasty tbh
i like vanilla in baking but still chocolate is better
79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
it’s my aforementioned light blue bryn mawr hoodie
81. Favourite tv show?
i think you know the answer to this one ;)
82. Favourite movie?
benny and joon it’s so underrated but i’ve seen it like 30 times since i was like 14
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?
squishy
87. First person you talked to today?
maybe my roommate? i honestly don’t remember i havent talked to many people today i had a bad dream and i’ve been groggy and grumpy ever since
88. Last person you talked to today?
my friend sitting next to me
89. Name a person you hate?
donald trump
90. Name a person you love?
YOU
93. How many sweatpants do you have?
honestly? this is such a disappointing answer but none! i want them though i just…..don’t have any
95. Last movie you watched?
begin again and i love you for suggesting it to me
100. How are you feeling?
healthy.
101. Do you type fast?
kinda, but i type very inaccurately so that kinda reduces my speed because i always have to backspace and retype stuff
107. Have you ever been on a horse?
yeah! i rode a horse in peru last year but i can’t ride horses and my horses name was diablo and he was a literal diablo and he kept running whenever he felt like it and it was very scary
108. What should you be doing?
probably paying attention but this class is optional today and shes not really saying anything important so w/e
115. Do you play the Wii?
i used to! it’s so old now though it’s become crotchety and i only use it for netflix now lmao
how things change, i used to be obsessed with it
116. Are you listening to music right now?
just the lovely monotony of my professor’s voice
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
yeah! i had some last night as i was watching begin again
118. Do you like Chinese food?
YEA honestly one of my fave things in life
119. Favourite book?
Flowers for Algernon come on addie you already asked me this ;)
121. Are you mean?
no but i should start to be in certain situations
122. Is cheating ever okay?
NO. that is a 100000% dealbreaker imo. if your s/o cheats it means that you’re not important enough to them and they don’t care about your feelings like at all so leave.
127. What makes you happy?
YOU
(and cats)
(and friends/family)
(and curling up and watching a movie/reading a book)
128. Would you change your name?
ehhh i mean i’m not a fan of my name but i feel like changing it would be such a hassle between the legal stuff and then people calling me by the wrong name or whatever, i don’t think it’s worth it
133. Favourite lyrics right now?
I should have known you’d bid me farewellThere’s a lesson to be learned from this and I learned it very wellNow I know you’re not the only starfish in the seaIf I never hear your name again, it’s all the same to me
And I think it’s gonna be all rightYeah, the worst is over nowThe mornin’ sun is shinin’ like a red rubber ball
thank u 2 pol simon
also i think u know why
138. Curly or Straight hair?
well my hair is curly but i really wish it were straight when im struggling with it lmao
i like curly hair though, when it’s nOT UNMANAGEABLE
139. Brunette or Blonde?
i always seem to prefer brunette guys tbh.
but my favorite person is blonde so idk ;)
142. Favourite month?
july. i love the heat and not having responsibilities
also i just realized my favorite person was born in july ;*
146. Was today a good day?
i mean it wasn’t bad
but it wasn’t like amazing
it was alright i guess
148. What’s your favourite quote?
this was said by someone i admire very much:
“YIKES I’m a nosy bitch good luck!”
i don’t agree but i admire her
149. Do you believe in ghosts?
nah. i hope i didn’t anger the ghost that supposedly lives in my dorm but nah.
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?
that would be the book i’m reading for anthro and it is:
“But where I come from, women don’t call out to men”
Pakistani gender roles ig
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