#andotherthings

[apothecaryassistant]

"I never really was a lizard."

*backstab sound effect*

[responsibilidadsagrada]

I am definitely more apathetic than I’ve been in a while. I was excited to see people at work, at other coffee shops, at bars, at the store, at home I’m now only excited to see the kitties and the next episode of whatever It’s my favorite time in Austin. Everything is green and birds are always galavanting about. The air is breeding and thick I guess I have a lot I want to explore but it feels impossible right now kind of. I’m not happier with someone. I am happiest doing things alone and my way. It is the truth though I promise I am not proud of it. What is the battle of listening to yourself inside and going against that better judgment? I am having a hard time trusting myself. I love my lonely corner It doesn’t feel lonely And the corner is actually very spacious It feels like I don’t have anything to offer right now And I am mad that someone wants to want me and needs to need me. Anyways How do I get out of this?

[zepskies]

Series Masterlist - Lost on You

Pairing: Soldier Boy (Ben) x F. Reader

Summary: 1983 is a big year for you. You’re finally chosen to join the ranks of Payback, led by the most (in)famous supe in the world: Soldier Boy. He’ll never admit that he’s trying his damndest to figure you out. You’ll never admit that he’s actually growing on you. But the problem with this game is deciding who's the predator, and who is prey.

Song Inspo: “Lost on You” by the Cubaneros (originally by LP)

AN: Oh, here we go! Get ready for another Boys AU. And in the immortal words of Cher, we're actually turning back time, to the '80s, no less.

Series Tags/Warnings: **18+ only! It's the world of The Boys, so angsty and messy, with morally gray and downright charcoal characters, including Soldier Boy, of course (and even the reader herself). **Smut, language, misogyny, violence, drug use, and other chapter-specific tags.

Chapters:

Part 1: Siren Song

Part 2: Foolish Game

Part 3: A Deal is a Deal

Part 4: Better Shape Up

Part 5: Eminence Front

Part 6: Drowned and Spellbound

Part 7: Welcome to the Jungle

Part 8: For Whom the Bell Tolls

Part 9: Free to Be You and Me

Part 10: I Need a Hero - COMING 9/27

Part 11: Heroes and Monsters

Part 12: A Fire in the Blood

Epilogue: As Good as It Gets

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Soldier Boy Tag List:

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@spnwoman @samanddeaninatrenchcoat @adoringanakin @rizlowwritessortof @chernayawidow

@midnightmadwoman @deans-spinster-witch @chriszgirl92 @lyarr24 @ladysparkles78

@deansbbyx @sarahgracej @this-is-me19 @kazsrm67 @jacklesbrainworms

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@waynes-multiverse @my-stories-vault @syrma-sensei @alwaystiredandconfused @globetrotter28

@mrsjenniferwinchester @charmed-asylum @waywardxwords @k-slla @deanbrainrotwritings

@jackles010378 @deans-daydream @deanwinchestersgirl87 @rachiem4-blog @just-levyy

@leigh70 @kmc1989 @ghostslillady @siampie @jessjad

@beautyvaliant @mimaria420 @lifeonawhim @pieandmonsters @twinkleinadiamondsky

@stoneyggirl2 @sl33pylilbunny @spnfamily-j2 @mostlymarvelgirl @artemys-ackles

[roonyxx]

Hi! Can I be tagged in The Raven? Please and thank you :)

hiiii @fics-pics-andotherthings-i-like

You totally can! Thank you for joining!

The raven

[babyawacs]

can #LNL6 #LNL7 enhance these .@pacificsubs .@pacificcommand .@usnavy .@usmc .@usairforce .@usarmy . @us_stratcom .@lockheedmartin .@northropgrumman .@darpa .@boeingdefense #f35 #f35a #f35b #f35c #b2 1  #keypoint enhance a n y t w e a k any trick youhave on moving ground targets in heavy cover in heavy electronicwarware andother burdened conditions #axiom isuspect youhave alot of sensor data but dontknow what t o do withallthis stuff use any parallax calculationpower between sensors too ie that y o u move  andotherthings are static  this between radar and electrooptics ir iir ithink has serious en hancement possibilities where various emmissions map them ‎ but ifyoudontpick these up and donot process these to m o v i n g t a r g e t s aim  evenmore in active mode  x marks the spot enhance right this isuspect youhave 

can #LNL6 #LNL7 enhance these .@pacificsubs .@pacificcommand .@usnavy .@usmc .@usairforce .@usarmy . @us_stratcom .@lockheedmartin .@northropgrumman .@darpa .@boeingdefense #f35 #f35a #f35b #f35c #b2 1  #keypoint enhance a n y t w e a k any trick youhave on moving ground targets in heavy cover in heavy electronicwarware andother burdened conditions #axiom isuspect youhave alot of sensor data but dontknow what t o do withallthis stuff use any parallax calculationpower between sensors too ie that y o u move  andotherthings are static  this between radar and electrooptics ir iir ithink has serious en hancement possibilities where various emmissions map them ‎ but ifyoudontpick these up and donot process these to m o v i n g t a r g e t s aim  evenmore in active mode  x marks the spot enhance right this isuspect youhave 

can #LNL6 #LNL7 enhance these .@pacificsubs .@pacificcommand .@usnavy .@usmc .@usairforce .@usarmy .@us_stratcom .@lockheedmartin .@northropgrumman .@darpa .@boeingdefense #f35 #f35a #f35b #f35c #b21 #keypoint enhance a n y t w e a k any trick youhave on moving ground targets in heavy cover in heavy electronicwarware andother burdened conditions #axiom isuspect youhave alot of sensor data but…

[proxartist]

Some interesting things going on in the studio this morning. #quoththeravennevermore #thedarkcrystal #andotherthings https://www.instagram.com/p/B2whQl-AyKx/?igshid=sg0q35e4tq25

[runwaycatalog]

End of season SALE - up to 80% off designer apparel and accessories: @runwaycatalogs ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ Link in Bio ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ #wiw #casualstyle #personalshopper #jacquemus #balenciaga ⁠#outfitinspiration #andotherthings #2021style #2021vibes #sunshinehappiness #ootd #fashionblogger #styleinspo #stylehunters #usacreators #usablogger #whowhatwear #runwaycatalogs⁠ #canadianfashionista #usafashionista #runwaycatalogs⁠ #Finalsale #finalsaleluxurybrands #sale #shopping #wintersale (at Greater Montreal) https://www.instagram.com/p/CK85_TelBKY/?igshid=tqro4a4bvifb

[jasminfroschprinzessin]

"Maybe I should be thankful." , but after all this time it doesn't feel right to just give up. #drawing #sketch #myart #myoc #ventart #sketchbook #doublepage #treesandroots #andotherthings #idontevenknowanymore

[kazencreative]

Day 191/12: I am effing fatigued AF from the effort of finishing these godforsaken #figs... But I finally brought them to fruition. #wordsthatstartwithF #fig #figettaboutit #fisforfigs #andotherthings #fruitsoffackinglabor #inktober #inktober2017 #365daysofmaking #doodle #botanicals #handlettering #fallistrations #seasonalseries #abcsofautumn #lineart #penandink

[soundhouserec]

True confessions: I’m a very to myself person. I would rather observe than initiate anything and even if I do I would want something/anything to be a buffer. I think when you are a creative business owner and have kids, it forces you in the opposite direction. #recording #recordingstudio #centralflorida #music #andotherthings #musicproducer #business #businessowner #creative #creativebusiness #smallbusiness #local #lakeland #downtown #lkld (at Hillcrest Coffee) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtdhD6jgp8b/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1dfxofvppzeyl

[zepskies]

Dean: Hey, sweetheart. Where are my—

You: Did you check under the bed? Next to your gun.

Dean: Why'd you stick 'em under there?

You: ...Because that's where they go.

Dean: Says friggin' who?

You: Says me, so I don't trip over them at 2 a.m. trying to find the bathroom. I'd rather not kill myself on your old man slippers.

Dean W. Tag List:

@hobby27 @kazsrm67 @jacklesbrainworms @foxyjwls007 @iamsapphine

@roseblue373 @this-is-me19 @deans-spinster-witch @deans-baby-momma @just-levyy

@samanddeaninatrenchcoat @lacilou @adoringanakin @midnightmadwoman @chriszgirl92

@lyarr24 @ladysparkles78 @deansbbyx @sarahgracej @kaleldobrev

@mimaria420 @fics-pics-andotherthings-i-like @waywardxwords @waynes-multiverse @twinkleinadiamondsky

@my-stories-vault @cevansbaby-dove @kayleighwinchester @rizlowwritessortof @syrma-sensei

@mrsjenniferwinchester @charmed-asylum @k-slla @jackles010378 @deanbrainrotwritings

@alwaystiredandconfused @deans-daydream @deanwinchestersgirl87 @rachiem4-blog @leigh70

@kmc1989 @ghostslillady @siampie @pieandmonsters @globetrotter28

@spnwoman @stoneyggirl2 @spnfamily-j2 @mostlymarvelgirl @artemys-ackles

[babyawacs]

.@lockheedmartin .@northropgrumman .@darpa .@boeingdefense #f35 #f35a #f35b #f35c #b21  #keypoint enhance a n y t w e a k any trick youhave on moving g round targets in heavy cover in heavy electronicwarware andother burdened conditions ‎ ‎ #axiom isuspect youhave alot of sensor data but dontknow what to do withallthis stuff ‎ use any parallax calculationpower between sensors too ie that y o u move  andotherthings are static  this between radar and electrooptics ir iir ithink has serious enhancement possibilities where various emmissions map them  but ifyoudontpick these up and donot process these to m o v i n g t a r g e t s aim  evenmore in active mode  x marks the spot enhance right this ‎

.@lockheedmartin .@northropgrumman .@darpa .@boeingdefense #f35 #f35a #f35b #f35c #b21  #keypoint enhance a n y t w e a k any trick youhave on moving g round targets in heavy cover in heavy electronicwarware andother burdened conditions ‎ ‎ #axiom isuspect youhave alot of sensor data but dontknow what to do withallthis stuff ‎ use any parallax calculationpower between sensors too ie that y o u move  andotherthings are static  this between radar and electrooptics ir iir ithink has serious enhancement possibilities where various emmissions map them  but ifyoudontpick these up and donot process these to m o v i n g t a r g e t s aim  evenmore in active mode  x marks the spot enhance right this ‎

.@lockheedmartin .@northropgrumman .@darpa .@boeingdefense #f35 #f35a #f35b #f35c #b21 #keypoint enhance a n y t w e a k any trick youhave on moving ground targets in heavy cover in heavy electronicwarware andother burdened conditions #axiom isuspect youhave alot of sensor data but dontknow what to do withallthis stuff use any parallax calculationpower between sensors too ie that y o u…

[softandwildx]

26, 31, 34

26. I want my partner to cum usually wherever they want but I LOVE having it inside and also all over, spread around on my face and body. So like everywhere lol

31. Oh god I have such a shit memory of my orgasms. Probably the best recent ones were the ones I had last weekend

34. Umm gosh I hit reblog so randomly lol but...

@whatever-lola-wants

@an-internet--ghost

@thesecretbunny

@90s-sweetheart

@food-andotherthings

Are the ones I'm thinking of at the moment

[runwaycatalog]

Not without my #Balenciaga #mules ...⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ #fashion #musthave #thebestshops #cool⁠ #wiw #casualstyle #personalshopper ⁠#andotherthings #2021style #2021vibes #sunshinehappiness #ootd #fashionblogger #styleinspo #stylehunters #usablogger #whowhatwear #canadianfashionista #usafashionista #personalshopper #stylist #moviestylist⁠⁠ ⁠ (at Montreal, Quebec) https://www.instagram.com/p/CK7qiKFFzER/?igshid=dxghpk2i4gj6

[bigoltrashpile]

You do know you kill us with happiness (andotherthings-) when you reply to asks like those,,,, right???

Little did you know, that has been my plan all along!!! >:)

[celestianstars]

Kay. I just checked the weather for 2morrow night and it's gonna be cold and a little rainy. So that kinda throws my first outfit choice out of the window. Like I wanna look hella good but I also don't wanna catch a cold. So no cute dress with cut outs in very strategic places. I'm going for my black and white jumpsuit instead. My boobs look so good in that one. I'm all set for Operation #BlowHisMind(andotherthings)

Damn the weather omg but you’re still gonna look bomb yes and a jumpsuit is always 👌🏾👌🏾

AND LMAO Operation Blow His Mind and other things...definite mood sis!!

Good luck!!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰