#angsty & soft & good content for your sapphic needs

[sapphosrph]

* male muses do not interact *

“ you are the bravest person i have ever known. ” “ i think about you all the time. ” “ i was supposed to save you. ” “ i’m a wrong reason now? ” “ promise you won’t go? ” “ you're my tether. ”

“ you suck the fun out of everything. ” “ well, i know you’re fine, but are you okay? ” “ i’m cursed, you’re damned. ” “ i never stopped loving you. ” “ i didn’t hate that kiss. ” “ and i betrayed you and it sickens me. ” “ you haven’t changed, i thought i lost you. ” “ i don’t want you to say anything… ” “ i didn’t want to fall for you. ” “ you can trust me. ” “ i’d like to try. ”

“ and i love you, i always will. ” “ i wanted to see you. ” “ i feel things when i’m with you. ” “ i came back for the wrong reasons. ” “ when i’m with you, nothing else matters. ” “ i came to tell you i care. ” “ do you trust me? ” “ i wasn’t prepared for you. for wanting something. ” “ don’t hurt me, i’m not as strong as you think. ” “ i don’t care... how other’s see me, but i don’t want to be a monster to you. ” “ i’m going to marry you. ” “ you have a moment? ” “ i really, really like you. a lot. ” “ this place is just sand, it cannot love you back. ” “ so you hired me to kill you? ” “ i didn’t want to leave without saying goodbye. ” “ you should come to the party. ” “ wanna marry me instead? ” “ i don’t want to lose you. ” “ you had a crush on me? ” “ i need you tonight. ” “ i wanna kiss you so bad. ” “ i want to be serious with you. ” “ i feel... wide awake. ” “ there is nothing important that does not include you. ” “ wherever you go, i go. ” “ why should you forever be alone? ” “ will you give me everything i want? ” “ life is about more than surviving. ” “ god i’ve missed you. ” “ there is nothing important that does not include you. ” “ i’m… regarding you. ” “ can i trust you with this? ” “ and i... i think i really like you. ” “ you look cute, by the way. ” “ i love and only love the fairer sex. ” “ you were pretty into that kiss. ” “ you don’t feel anything? ” “ i might be a hypocrite, but you’re a liar. ” “ i will stand in between you and them, and i will protect you. ” “ i’m in this with you. ” “ where would we have gone? ” “ you freaked me out. i don’t want to like anyone. ” “ let me show you around? ” “ what would have been enough? ”

[temilyrights]

with you, i dare

Summary:  Emily Prentiss x Fem!Reader. Seeing Emily with your daughter would always be enough, but maybe it’s okay to allow yourself to want more. Fluff with a few angsty thoughts<3 

Word Count: 1.2k

A/N: I haven’t been able to produce any writing I’ve liked recently but somehow tonight I found this half written and got motivation to finish it (maybe I do my best work exhausted, or maybe I’m just too delirious to hate it). Anyway, I hope you enjoy. I hit 950 followers today so thank you all so much<3 

You’re pulled away from your conversation with JJ by your daughter’s laughter filling the garden. Kara hangs off of Emily’s back as they dance. Both of them with huge smiles on their faces and the sight causes your heart to warm.

“She’s so good with Kara.” JJ comments.

“Yeah,” You sigh wistfully, your heart aching in a way that you’d long since gotten used to. Emily was amazing with your daughter, and Kara loved her so much. It made you want things you couldn’t have.

“I don’t understand why you won’t just ask her out. Emily adores the both of you.” JJ says with a roll of her eyes.

“It’s not that easy-”

JJ groans, “You and Archie have been divorced since Kara was a toddler, she’s now seven. You can’t honestly tell me you don’t see the way Emily looks at you.”

You shrug lightly. “Everything’s good. Why mess with it?”

You were content with seeing Emily most days, enjoying the time she spent with you and Kara. The moments with her were enough. You weren’t going to risk what you had because Emily potentially returned your feelings.

You watch as Emily puts Kara down on the floor before taking her hand and spinning her around the dance floor. Your daughter's giggles are rich and happy and it’s enough.

Having this was more than enough.

“Why settle for good when it could be great?” JJ asks kindly. She nods her head towards the dance floor, “Go dance with your family. Stop ignoring what you want.”

You don’t argue, choosing to follow the thumping of your heart instead of fighting against it.

Emily’s the first to see you approaching, her eyes brighten, and her smile somehow grows. It’s blinding. She spins Kara around so she can see you.

“Mummy!” Kara grins, dropping Emily’s hand before running over and throwing herself into your arms. “Emily and me were dancing and she’s really, really good.”  

You laugh at your daughter's excitement, “I saw. Is she better than Uncle Derek?”

Kara considers it. Her face scrunched up in thought. She signals for you to come closer and you lower your head to allow her to whisper loudly into your ear. “No, but don’t tell Emily or she’ll be upset.”  

“My lips are sealed.” You say, leaning back but keeping Kara in your arms as you pretend to zip your lips closed.

“Good.” Kara nods just as Emily joins the two of you. She stands close enough that her arm brushes yours as she ruffles Kara’s hair, igniting a whine from her. “Emily!” She protests.

“Sorry.” She grins, not even the slightest bit apologetic.

You’d given up correcting Kara on calling Emily ‘Auntie Emily’ a long time ago. You didn’t understand why she refused when every other team member was Auntie or Uncle. Emily found it funny and when you complained about it, she made a comment about how Kara was just as stubborn as her mother.

Emily turns to look at you, studying your face and frowning slightly when she sees your wistful expression. “Everything okay?”

“Yes.” You smile. “Everything’s perfect.”

Emily studies you for a moment longer as an unsure smile spreads across her lips.

Kara wiggles in your arms prompting you to look away from Emily and back to your daughter.

“Uncle Spencer said he had more magic to show me, can I go see?” Kara asks excitedly.

Emily mock gasps before you can respond, “Are you leaving me for magic?”

“You can dance with Mummy.” Kara states and your whole body tingles at the prospect.

“Go on, go find Uncle Spencer.” You say, stepping back from your daughter and smiling at the excited giggle she releases. You watch her until she’s reached Reid and then turn to Emily.

“Guess you’re stuck with me.” You smirk, and Emily dramatically rolls her eyes.

“Oh, how will I cope?”

You laugh, allowing Emily to take one of your hands and pull you in close. Her other hand settles onto your waist as the two of you fall into the rhythm of the music.

Your heart beats uncontrollably, and you rest your head on Emily’s shoulder to hide the emotions flickering across your face.

“What’s wrong?” Emily asks quietly, her breath blowing against your hair as the two of you dance.

“Nothing, really. I’m happy.”

She stills, moving her head back to prompt you to lift yours. Her brows are slightly furrowed, “Yeah?” She asks.

“Yes. I’ve got everything I could ever need.”

She stares deeply into your eyes, her voice coming out in a hoarse whisper. “Everything?”

You swallow roughly, forbidden tears filling your eyes as you softly shake your head. “Emily,” You croak.

She pulls you in closer, her hand leaving yours to come up and cup your cheek and causing your breath to catch. The garden’s full of noise and people but in that moment everything else melts away and the only thing you're conscious of is her.

“Let me take you out for dinner,” Emily says, eyes soft and full of love.

And this is everything you’ve ever wanted but it feels greedy to take it.

Her fingers caress your cheek prompting your eyes to fall close. You release a deep sigh.

“Please.” She begs.

And why run from this? Why run from happiness?

“Yes.” You open your eyes, a hesitant smile on your lips.

Emily breathes a sigh of relief, “Good because honestly, I don’t know what I would have done if you’d have said no.”

You chuckle, leaning into the hand that brushes your cheek. “Dance with me?”

“Of course.” Emily smiles, her hand drops from your face to join the other on your waist. She pulls you in close as your hands slide up around her neck, and you rest your forehead against hers. The two of you move slowly to the music.

“I love you, Emily.” You sigh, a watery smile spreading across your face.

She leans back but doesn’t stop swaying to the music, just making sure to meet your eyes. She smiles softly. “I love you too.”

You release a wet laugh, and she presses a kiss on your forehead. The two of you dance together for a while, not talking, just enjoying the feeling of holding one another.

It’s broken when you hear the thumping of familiar footsteps. “Watch out.” You mummer, moments before Kara runs into you and Emily, wrapping her arms around you both and erupting a noise of surprise from Emily.

You two pull away slightly to stare at the girl that looks up at you both with puzzlement. “Emily, why aren’t you dancing with mummy?”

“I am?” Emily frowns in confusion.

Kara huffs, “No you’re not. You aren’t really moving, that's not dancing. I told mummy you were a good dancer but you haven’t spun her around once!”

You arch a brow, looking from your daughter to Emily in amusement.

She rolls her eyes playfully, dramatically muttering. “I’m a great dancer. I’ll show you.”

Kara steps back with an excited grin on her face as Emily takes your hand and spins you around gracefully. You laugh as you spin back into her arms.

“That’s much better,” Kara says with satisfaction. “Isn’t she good, mommy?”

Your eyes don’t leave Emily’s as you respond, an affectionate smile brightening up your face. “The best.”

Emily’s face softens and Kara giggles from beside you. Your heart has never felt fuller, and from the way Emily looks at you, you’re pretty sure she feels the exact same way.

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[marvelfansince08love]

Hey Neighbour! - Part 7

Word Count: 3K 

Pairing: Ally Mayfair-Richards x Reader 

Warning: Smut at the beginning! 18+ NSFW (you’ve been warned), a little angsty towards the end x

A/N: Well it’s been a hot minute! I hope you enjoy my loves! ♥

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Hey Neighbour! - Part 7

Soft hands skimmed over warm skin, gentle whimpers echoed through the dimly lit room as your lips made contact with her neck sucking lightly at the delicate skin beneath feeling her hands grasp tightly at your shoulders. Gently trailing your lips down from her neck towards her chest as your hands find the end of her nightgown pushing the material up towards her hips exposing her bare smooth legs feeling her lift at the hips to help you remove her clothing revealing her red lacy panties and toned stomach, sitting up onto your heels you help her remove the gown completely your eyes trailing over her exposed breasts as she lies back gracefully against the soft pillows the soft light from the night sky basking over her giving her a beautiful glow. 

“God you're beautiful,” you whisper in the air, eyes lifting to lock with brown. Her lips curl into a mischievous grin as she crooked a finger at you beckoning you closer like a siren calling you closer. Brushing your lips against her plump ones you feel her warm breath against your skin. 

“We’ll have to keep quiet,” she reminds you, her voice laced with teasing arousal, almost challenging you to try. Your eyes search vigorously around the room squint in the low light before grinning at your find, lay loosely across her dressing table chair is one of the many ties that Ally has been using for her election talks. Glancing briefly at her you watch as her eyes take in the same thing, both eyes glinting with want. 

“I think that can be arranged,” you promise breathlessly, watching with arousal as she shivers in anticipation biting her top lip to stop herself from giggling as sweet moans fill the dark room and into the morning light. 

***

The feeling of arousal and warmth pools low within your stomach as you begin to fidget, moaning at the welcoming feeling as you start to wake. Your hands instantly reach down to touch the soft brown hair that lays spread in between your legs, a soft tried grin appearing on your face. 

“Well Good Morning to you too,” you groan out, whimpering as Ally’s tongue flicks over your sweet spot before taking the nub into her mouth drawing out a low moan from you in the process. Her eyes flicker up to meet yours as you watch her tongue swirl around your clit enjoying the sweet moans from you as you begin to thrust meeting her upwards stroke, a deep chuckle from her vibrates against your wet spot. 

“Morning, Honey.” she whispers, making her way up your body leaving a wet trail of kisses along your naked body. With her front pressed against your own, you quickly wrap your arms around her waist keeping her close as she lays her hands flat against your chest propping her chin on top of them as she leaves sweet kisses along your jaw before you capture her skilful mouth with your own. 

“Thank you for last night,” Ally murmurs, stroking her index finger across your cheekbone. You frown as your lip twitches tilting your head to the side slightly. 

“Your welcome I guess?” Ally rolls her eyes playfully at your teasing demeanour hitting your shoulder lightly. 

“Idiot, I meant for comforting me at the fair and well being here for me,” she explains, you sombre at her words watching how difficult it is for her to open up about her vulnerability. Leaning forward you kiss the tip of her nose sweetly before rolling her over onto her side making her squeal with laughter at the sudden change of position. Lying on your side facing each other you lace your fingers with hers in comfort. 

“Of course, I really care about you Ally. It’s the least you deserve after everything you’ve been through,” her eyes cast down at your words, making you reach forward to pinch her chin lightly forcing her to lock eyes. 

“I mean it  Ally,” you murmur, a smile graces upon her lips at your adoring expression. Your moment of bliss is rudely interrupted by the sound of feet stomping on the floorboards just outside of Ally’s room making you spring apart reaching blindly for the scattered pieces of clothing on the floor. 

“Mom! Mommy!” The sound of both children’s voices makes you scramble even quick to cover up your decency. 

“Just a minute, sweetie!” Ally shouts, giving you both enough time to dress as quickly as possible .

Trying to hide your giggles you take in Ally’s messy hair, her baggy sweatpants and long T-shirt. The sound of you giggle makes her look over at you, glaring at your giggling state. 

“I’m sorry it’s just you look so cute and I’ve never seen you wear sweatpants before it’s just… endearing,” you tease her, before squealing at the attack by her pillow. 

“For that you can explain to the kids why the door is locked and cook them breakfast while I shower,” she punishes, smiling sweetly at you. Still smirking you head over towards her and kiss her lips briefly. 

“Sure thing, Sweetie.” you mock, winking at her before scurrying for the door as another pillow makes it’s way over towards you, missing you by an inch. 

Quickly leaving the room, you frown when you notice the empty hallway expecting to be jumped the instant you made yourself known to the two. 

“Guys!” you shout, quickly checking both Oz’s room and the guest room finding them empty. Giggling echoes through from downstairs making you smile before heading towards the sound. 

Hiding yourself round the corner you watch the two amusingly as Oz helps Amelia pour the sugary cereal into a bowl both standing on their foot stools. Ally had bought one for Amelia the last time she stayed over for the day to help Ally bake some cookies for her Senator meeting. The thought brings a soft smile to your face, loving the close bond the two have created after only a short period. 

“Ozzy if my mommy loves your mommy does that mean we can be brother and sister?” Amelia asks him, watching as he carefully pours the milk into the bowls, spilling the contents slightly onto the countertop making Amelia reach across for the paper towels wiping the mess. Her question makes you falter slightly from your content state, sure you and Ally were growing closer with each passing day and you were falling hard for the brunette but the doubt of the pace of your relationship gives you pause. Amelia has been growing closer and closer to the Mayfair-Richards family to the point where it could be damaging for her if you and Ally weren’t to work out, especially after your ex had left the both of you alone and without warning. Deciding to make your presence known you enter into the kitchen forcing a big smile. 

“Good morning to the mischievous duo! Oh I didn’t realise you guys were making breakfast!” you exclaim with unusual enthusiasm. 

“Not for you guys silly! We made our own because you were being lazy heads!” Amelia exclaims, as Oz giggles next to her. Raising a joking brow to her you slowly make your way round the counter and capture her in your arms tickling her side as she squeals. 

“No Mommy- stuu- stop!!” she begs through her innocent giggles, deciding she’s suffered enough you let her go, placing her on one of the many breakfast stools to eat her cereal before brushing your hands through Oz’s blonde locks in greeting. 

Pouring yourself a fresh brew, you lean against the countertop watching the pair quietly as they talk about school. Your thoughts still swirling around your head; the doubt, the insecurity. It all overwhelms you and makes you fidgety as you glance towards the hallway at the sound of Ally’s light footsteps as she comes into view dressed in a pair of high waisted jeans and wooly jumper, her brown hair still damp from her shower. The brunette moves instantly towards the young pair as they continue to eat their breakfast kissing both their heads on her way past like it’s the most natural thing to do, not favouring one over the other treating Amelia as if she was her own. The sight only makes your stomach flip as anxiety creeps up into your chest. Ally finally looks over towards you with a smile that falters when she takes in your far away expression, rubbing soothing circles on your back as she sides up next to you. 

“Hey, are you okay?” she asks, worry evident in her voice. You nod a couple of times before clearing your throat. 

“Yeah sorry, I just got caught up with some stuff that I gotta get done today for the gallery,” you reassure her, but her eyes tell you that she doesn’t quite believe you but drops it for now. 

“Okay well I’m free from my Senator duties today if you need any help at the gallery?” she offers, taking hold of your mug and taking a sip. The simple domestic action causes your heart to tighten, conflicted with your current feelings. 

“It’s okay, it’s pretty mundane mainly admin stuff plus my dad is coming to take Amelia out for their usual Grandfather Granddaughter day,” 

“Yes!! I can’t wait, we’re going for some ice cream and he’s teaching how to use my new bike!” Amelia pipes up, excited about her day ahead with her grandfather. 

Ally tries to hide her disappointment with a small smile as she turns her attention onto Amelia who fills Ally in on her typical days out with her grandfather leaving you to awkwardly wash your now finished brew. Turning back to sit at the table the awkward conversation seems to have been brushed aside and forgotten about as Ally asks you about the Gallery and it’s new section full of newly acclaimed artists from around the city. However Ally’s gaze unsettles you as if she can read your thoughts and doubts about your relationship. Deciding you needed to leave to gather your thoughts and process them without her adoring doe-eyes staring at you, you help Amelia change for the day in the guest room and bid your goodbyes. As you step outside onto the porch Amelia gasps forgetting her trusted beanie and racing back inside to grab it from the room leaving you alone with Ally as Oz runs after her. The brunette reaches subtly for your hand, her eyes shifting back and forth as she observes you quietly. 

“Are you sure you’re okay?” her words hurt you more than you can describe, filling your chest with guilt hating that this is how you react when you feel cornered and overwhelmed. Pulling her in close you press a short but meaningful kiss to her lips holding her dearly. 

“I’m more than okay… I just- I’m stressed with the gallery is all,” your lie already eating away at you as you watch her relax, that familiar smile from this morning appearing on her lips. 

“Okay good because I thought- actually it doesn’t matter. We’re okay.” she reassures herself, stepping back as small footsteps make their way over towards you both. 

“I found it Mom!” Amelia announces to the group with Oz trailing behind her. Smile down at her as you watch with a heavy heart as Amelia reaches her arms out for Ally almost instantly to say goodbye as Oz does the same with you. Crouching you take the blonde boy into your arms and squeeze him tightly making him giggle. 

“Be good for your mom, yeah?” Oz nods at your request before stepping back leaning against his mother’s side as Amelia does the same with you. Ally blows you a kiss before winking at you playfully making you smile almost painfully before quickly making your way down the steps and towards your own home. 

Once Amelia had been picked up by your dad, you finally let out the tensed breath you had been holding leaning heavily against the front door and for the first time since you moved out here you cried at the potential lost love caused by your own vulnerability.