#anyway I think the worst thing about getting into sw at 26 is that if I'm not Actively listening to music

[reinemichele]

Re: the tags on this post I feel like I should say 2 things

Sorry if that example of abuse sounds too cartoony? I have . many examples . from my family . but I didn't want to put specific/graphic details in the tags for OP/other ppl to have to see and/or be triggered by, so I decided to make it vague and gender neutral. For whatever its worth, the whole jealousy -> physical abuse -> apology with flowers sequence Is something that happened, and might come across as cartoony bc our society doesn't take abuse seriously & makes it a frequent punchline

I'm not the kind of person to be like "😢 But guys we need to remember and acknowledge that X Character did something bad, otherwise we're Liking Fiction Wrong!" and I don't intend to make it a habit. But outside of the who lock of super, I'm not usually into popular things? So I thought it was worthwhile to say at least one time that I'm not the kind of ankn enjoyer to sit here pitying him, I'm the kind to be like "He is such a petulant annoying manipulative little shitstain and his canon love interests deserve better (affectionately, while pointing and laughing)", the same way I am when I'm laughing about the master turning the human race into cannibal murder spheres. It's pretty self-evident in how I talk and act, but... I keep getting recommended re/ader x ankn blogs who portray him as a sad, tortured dom and not, like, a gangly jackass one bad day away from committing war crimes even Before he completely fell. [Ta/tooine massacre, there's a scene in TCW where he suggests smth and Obwn is like "That's Terrorism . "] So like I said, it felt worth it to at least say once that he has Flaws and Was In Charge Of His Own Decisions. The tags I put on this post apply here, and to all of my favorite characters; generally speaking, I exclusively like characters who range from Asshole to Medical Malpractice/Unethical Scientists to War Criminal, not in spite of those things but because they're interesting and fun to me. They say a lot about human nature, the same way that real people with those traits/actions do, without any real people getting hurt from me watching an episode of doccy who

[kittywolves]

Any or all of the personal asks!

i hope these are the asks you mean!!

1. Any scars?

yes, one i got from being attacked by a cat

2. Self harmed?

yes, that's how i got the scars-

3. Crush?

no one atm

4. Kissed anyone?

yes, like once, but it was more like a peck than anything really

5. Coke or Pepsi?

coke!!

6. Someone you hate?

family,,

7. Best Friends?

@exrlysunsets @bitch-in-a-galaxy

8. Have you ever done alcohol or drugs?

i'm on medications, but i have drank beer-

9. What’s your dream job?

voice actor, farmer, comic artist ??? idk

10. Ever been in love?

uh, no? i don't know at this point tbh

11. Last time you cried?

yesterday

12. Favorite color?

bubblegum pink!! i also like bright bright green & purples, cold reds, blues... all colours are good colours

13. Height?

5'5" or 165cm

14. Birthday?

8/28

15. Eye color?

i have central heterochromia so the inside part of my iris is different from the outside! so blue/greenish? & yellow but they look kinda green?

16. Hair color?

currently? black. naturally? dark brown

17. What do you love?

cats,,, my friends ??? sleep,,, i am always so tired send help

18. Obsession?

cats, bracelets, uh ??? sleep

19. If you had one wish, what would it be?

RESET BUTTON

20. Do you love someone?

my friends & my cat

21. Kiss or hug?

hug bc hug warm

22. Nicknames people call you?

kiki, kitty, charles, charl, octavia, mama, eggris, karebear, i've had others too idk

23. Favorite song?

wow, i can get sexual too - say anything

24. Favorite band?

falling in reverse, mcr, fob, ptv, sws, p!atd um set it off... other emo bands

25. Worst thing that has ever happened to you?

um getting my phone smashed to pieces in front of me by my dad was rlly somethin

26. Best thing that has ever happened to you?

uh made some cool friends last year i guess

27. Something you would change about yourself?

all

28. Ever dated someone?

a few people yea, nothing that lasted very long tho

29. Worst mistake?

my friend choices over the years

30. Watch the movie or read the book?

if i had the energy to read the book, then the book

31. Ever had a heartbreak?

ex-friends.. hurts sometimes to think about

32. Favorite show?

futurama rn

33. Best day of your life?

no

34. Any talents?

i've been told i can sing? and i'm supposedly "good at art"

35. Do you wish you could ever start over?

all the time

36. Any bad habits?

self-harm ..

37. Ever had a near death experience?

yea- wasnt a good thing

38. Someone I can tell anything to?

@exrlysunsets @bitch-in-a-galaxy

39. Ever lost a loved one?

no, not while being alive anyway-

40. Do you believe in love?

at this point? not really

41. Someone you hate/Dislike?

my mother...

42. Are you okay?

am i ever?

43. Relationship status?

single :/

[dinsbeskar]

1-27 I wanna hear the SALT

lmfaooooo the drama okay strap yourself in (this is mostly star wars but we’ll see

1.  What OTPs in your fandom(s) do you just not get?*

r*ylo is still the worst, obviously, like i don’t even need to spell it out, why would you ship rey with kylo????

and i’m not wholly fond of han/luke, i know there’s a huge subset of the fandom who love them but nah

2.  Are there any popular fandom OTPs you only BroTP?*

yup, han/luke, i like them as a brotp, but that’s pretty much it, i’m terrible for shipping romantically in star wars, everyone’s an otp

3.  Have you ever unfollowed someone over a fandom opinion?

lmfao not in the sw fandom, i’ve unfollowed a few team steve people who wouldn’t chill circa civil war tho

4.  Do you have a NoTP in your fandom? Are they a popular OTP?*

r*yloooooo, it’s the one notp i can’t stand with a burning passion, and they do seem popular unfortunately smfh (i don’t get it???  rey and finn are so good, rey and kylo are rehashed ‘woman saves man from the darkness’ rubbish tbh)

5.  Has fandom ever ruined a pairing for you?*

lmfao yeah, tho not really in sw, i could have liked st*cky had the fandom not been terrible, but j*hnl/ock, oh man oh man that fandom, holy fucking shit they were...........the worst.  i cannot say anymore, i’ll have flashbacks

6.  Has fandom ever made you enjoy a pairing you previously hated?*

hmmmm... tbh if i hate something, fandom is the last place i’d go to make me enjoy it lmfao.  there’s been a few i was meh about that fandom made me like tho (steve/tony for one, luke/lando, and han/lando for two sw ones)

7.  Is there anything you used to like but can’t stand now?*

yeah, j*hnlo/ck, i was into that in my embarrassing first couple of months on this site, never again.  oh man and d*stiel, christ no

8.  Have you received anon hate? What about?*

no tbh, my followers are pretty chill, if they hate what i say, they just unfollow lmfao, thank god, who needs the drama 

9.  Most disliked character(s)? Why?

uhhhhh, oh man who do i dislike???  i guess i don’t like kylo’s fandom, their woobification tendencies drive me mad, but i don’t dislike him........no one, it appears, nice job star wars

10.  Most disliked arc? Why?

han and leia going their separate ways and luke never reuniting with them again before han died.  that rubbed me the wrong way when i first saw tfa and i’m still pissed

11.  Is there an unpopular character you like that the fandom doesn’t? Why?

lmfao nah, i’m a hoe for all the popular characters tbh.  tho the fandom hates jyn and i just don’t see why??  like the reasons she’s hated are similar to the reasons why the fandom likes characters like luke???

12.  Is there an unpopular arc that you like that the fandom doesn’t? Why?

hmmm not for star wars no

13.  Unpopular opinion about XXX character?

oh god, i guess i don’t get the love for hux considering the fact he was in the film for about 3 minutes but y’all do you lmao

14.  Unpopular opinion about your fandom?

a hellhole, but not as bad as some of the other fandoms i’ve been in (many of you think it’s the worst, trust me, it’s not)

15.  Unpopular opinion about the manga/show?

they need to stop pushing the boba fett stuff, like literally no one cares about him, sorry lucasfilm

16.  If you could change anything in the show, what would you change?

i’d bring han back tbqh, and i’d retcon the nonsense that JJ pulled with his whole going back to smuggling thing, like he’d changed and progressed, but nah you put him right back to a new hope smh

17.  Instead of XYZ happening, I would have made ABC happen…

i’d have kept the extended universe, it seems to be unfolding in a similar fashion anyway so like, let us have that (although i do like the new characters so i’m not totally opposed lmao)

18.  Does not shipping something ‘popular’ mean you’re in denial and/or biased?

no that’s ridiculous, shipping is subjective anyway, just because other people like it doesn’t mean you have to agree with them

19.  What is the one thing you hate most about your fandom?

the inability to let shit go, like people like certain characters/ships/etc and no amount of harrassment will change that

20.  What is the purest ship in the fandom?

finn/rey, or finn/poe, without a doubt.  like all the canon ships have problems tbh, but those two are beautiful

21.  What are your thoughts on crack ships?

you do you lmfao, whatever, like yeah they can be weird as hell but as long as you’re not hurting anyone, who cares

22.  Popular character you hate?

kylo r*n, but really only because of his fandom, otherwise he has promise lmao (that’s the case with most of the characters i hate tho, i wouldn’t care if not for the fandom)

23.  Unpopular character you love?

different fandom, but online people still think it’s cool and edgy to hate tony stark, like calm down honestly, i love him idc

24.  Would you recommend XXX to a friend? Why or why not?

tbh i’d rec all my fave things to a friend, but i’d never rec half the fandoms - the only good fandom so far is the gotg fandom, they seem pretty chill for now (and ofc the tolkien fandom was the best, i’m sad i moved on tbh, that was the chillest time, aside from the thorin/b*gginshield drama)

25.  How would you end XXX/Would you change the ending of XXX?

in an ideal world i’d have kept the original trio alive, let them lead the fight against the first order together, but alas

26.  Most shippable character?

finn, man he’s so pure you can ship him with anyone.  

27.  Least shippable character?

jabba the hutt, sorry diego lmfao

it’s salty asks night!