#anyway idk... lette... me know.. if you have any... Thoughtes

[icewindandboringhorror]

hmmbb.... since one of the primary reasons I endlessly procrastinate selling sculptures and clothes I make (or old clothing, like mori kei stuff I dont use anymore or etc) and etc. is like... Setting Prices Is Hard.. then maybe I could just... start an ebay or something?? If I set everything as an auction or whatever that people bid on, then I’d just have to calculate a low base price that will cover cost of materials/shipping/etc. but if people want to pay more or something then that’s fine too, and I don’t really have to worry about evaluating value or how much extra I should charge for something (’oh this shirt is cool/this sculpture took me a while/etc., maybe I should make it more expensive!! but then... i dont know... hmm.”).. It would take the burden of pricing and value estimation off of me, all I have to do is set a reasonable base price and then the people who want it get to decide whatever they feel it’s worth by how much they feel like bidding on it..

Would that be weird though?? I intentionally avoid bidding on things and I only ever buy stuff with a set price because I feel like it’s stressful to keep up with lmao, I wouldn’t want to make it harder on people who want to buy my art or something...??? Like does it sound like a really bad idea to leave the pricing of sculptures and stuff up to bidding? How much do you think that would dissuade people from attempting to buy things? I know not everyone loathes bidding and stuff the way I do so it may not be as much of a problem to others as it is to me, maybe I’m over-estimating lmao.. thus I thought I would mayhapps, ask the opinion of the General Publique 

[runnning-outof-time]

For your 1k celebration!!! (Have I mentioned yet how happy I am for you?)

Can't wait to see what you do with this prompt! ❤️

I hope you don’t mind that I went all angsty with this...idk why I did...it was my first thought upon seeing the gif and I just ran with it. I hope you enjoy and thanks so much for all of the love!! 🥰❤️

Nothing Left to Say

Warnings: language, smoking

Tommy and (Y/N) are in the stables. Tensions are high.

“Are you even fucking listening to what I’m saying, Thomas?!” (Y/N) seethes, her anger boiling with each silent second that passes. She’s glaring at Tommy, who’s preoccupying himself with brushing his hands along the nose of one of their horses.

“Of course I’m listening,” he mutters as he continues his movements, his voice soft but she hears the words loud and clear.

“Then please tell me why...why did you have to go ahead and move forward with your dealings with that crazy fucking Russian family when your entire family is telling you that you’re going to get burned?” she rants, her arms now flailing around as she uses them to accentuate her point.

“Because they just don’t see things the way I fucking do,” he answers her, the cigarette that’s perched between his lips bouncing as he speaks. His eyes are still on the fucking horse as he looks it up and down, and it’s just about making (Y/N) see red.

“Do you hear how childish you sould right now?” (Y/N) quips, her eyebrows raised as her hands fall onto her hips.

Tommy stops his movements, and for a second, (Y/N) thinks that he’ll finally look over at her. Silence is held as he stares forward at the horse who is waiting for him to continue with the love he was showing it.

“You too now, eh?” he asks, his voice void of any discernable emotion.

(Y/N) looks at him with furrowed eyebrows. “Excuse me?” she asks for him to explain.

“First my family doubts me and now me fuckin’ wife is too? The same fucking thing happened when we wanted to take London. John had his doubts, Polly wanted me to hold back, but it went forward anyway, and what happened? We fuckin’ won it. There’s a lot of fucking money to be had within this ‘crazy fucking Russian family’ that will be ours after this is all over. I’m pushing forward with this because I know that’s a gaurentee,” Tommy goes on a monologue of the company’s past, and the promised wealth of the future, “I do not need you to be coming down on me now, too.”

(Y/N)’s shocked by the brashness of his words. She didn’t expect him to point an accusing finger at her so quickly. “Well I’m sorry that I’d like my husband to be alive after all of this is over,” she shoots back at him, her words holding anger within them.

Tommy sighs at her statement, “I’m not going to die, love.” His words were his attempt to get her to clear her mind of that possibility, but they only serve to piss her off further.

“You can’t guarentee that, Tommy! This family is fucking insane! There will always be the chance that things go sideways and you lose your life because of it, and I don’t think that I can cope with that happening. So can you please, please reconsider this deal that you’ve made,” (Y/N)’s sentence starts off strong, but she’s on the verge of pleading come the end of it.

Tommy looks over at her finally, and he sees her desperation the second his eyes lock onto hers. Silence grows between them as (Y/N) waits on baited breath for what he’ll say next. She’s said her piece, now it’s his turn. “You’re just going to have to trust me,” is what he comes out with moments after they silently held each others’ stare. (Y/N) exhales and lets her shoulders slump in defeat after hearing what he has to say. She then closes her eyes tight in hopes that that’ll keep the tears from eacaping. “Yeah?” Tommy checks with her after a pause, which makes her realize that she hadn’t responded to him.

“I have nothing left to say, Tommy,” her voice comes out in a whisper, as it’s all she’s able to do without breaking down. “You’ll just do what you want to do anyway.”

Without letting him get a chance to respond, (Y/N) turns and leaves the stables. She makes the walk back to their house and Tommy doesn’t follow her. It’s only when she’s locked in her private study that she lets her tears finally fall. For the first time, she’s not sure if she can continue and face these events with her trust in Tommy alone.

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I, once again, have no clue on how this came out of this gif lol .... maybe it’s because I can imagine someone flipping out on him while he’s petting a horse and he’s just kind of zoned in on the horse and speaking back to the other person like it’s any other conversation, and that in turn is making the other person much more angry with him. Idk 🤷🏻‍♀️ ... let me know what you think.

[haleigh-sloth]

I'm really afraid because Bakugo already had a death scare, would it really just be a scare this time? This one feels so sad, emotional, final, whereas with the first one I never felt like he'd stay gone. Do you think Horikoshi would do a death scare twice, or go for a shock value darker twist with Bakugo? I don't know, and that's why i'm going through the 5 stages of grief over this. i feel sick to my stomach and i'm actually crying... over a fictional character 😭

I'm sorry anon, I doubt I can explain it anymore than I already have.

This manga, though at times questionable, IS narratively sound. It DOES follow up on things laid out.

I just don't know how to explain how painfully obvious it is that Bakugo is going to be fine. I'm sorry but I'm out of explanations. Really.

Yes, a death scare for a second time is not surprising. This isn't like the first time anyway. We're going on break next week and the author is trolling us.

But on another note: Bakugo getting stabbed isn't really a death scare imo. I mean yes it's to freak you out, but it's not a death scare. Because characters get stabbed all the time and survive. We didn't need a "how will he get out of this" thought process. In fact, we didn't even GET a "how he survived" explanation afterward, because it was just that unimportant, and un-crucial. He literally just fought the rest of that arc with those stab wounds. It barely got any focus. That's....not a death scare. Getting stabbed, unless it's like in the fucking head, is not a death sentence in manga lol.

THIS is a death scare. His heart exploded, and we don't actually know HOW he'll come back. We WILL have to get an explanation for how he survived. And we know that we will get that explanation.

I'm sorry but no, I don't think Hori is going to take a "dark turn" with Bakugo. There are no "dark turns" in BNHA. None. Nobody dies. Nobody of importance, especially on the hero side, dies. And "it's the final arc!" isn't a good reason either. Because final arcs are supposed to pay off on previous build up, not throw it all away. Look at this manga as a whole and really think about it.

Twice dying was predicted by many many many, long long before it even happened. And it served the themes of the story. It showed us the extremes that heroes are willing to go in the name of heroism. And those extremes were put in place to be shown to be wrong.

I really barely have the mental energy to explain this but--Bakugo dying here serves no purpose. "Dark turn" is not a purpose. It's not anything. It's just bullshit shock value. And even though BNHA has its shocking moments, it doesn't do pointless shock value deaths.

Bakugo's arc isn't done either. I don't know why people think Bakugo's exit from the story would be him losing a fight that the main main character is ultimately going to win later. That's not an ending to his arc. And while BNHA has its shitty moments, it's not a shitty manga. And a lazy writer with shitty insight would kill off Bakugo. The writer of BNHA, would not.

Idk if you've read other manga, and I don't want to assume, or sound like a complete asshole. But....this should not really be concerning anybody. BNHA is comparable to basically any other big name shounen manga out there and there are just unspoken RULES that these types of manga follow. Killing Bakugo breaks many of those rules.

I suggest staying away from places like twitter, where you generally just find people feeding into the pointless hysteria and making it ten times worse. I literally saw the leaks and rolled my eyes, and in my safe little circle on tumblr that was the reaction of many others.

Hori makes frustrating decisions at times that maybe most people wouldn't like (death scaring Bakugo is one of them for me), but I promise you he's not an aimless idiot with a pencil. He knows what he's doing. And it clearly shows in the majority of the manga.

And also on a side note: Hori said the greatest moment was to come in that jump festa letter. I'm sorry but none of this was a great moment. So with that alone it should be plenty clear that he's fine. Lol.

[survivormuxloe]

Episode 13: "so things went from Guatemala to Guatepeor” - Ahrre

david REALLY GOT BRAVE TRYNA COME FOR ME WHEN HIS ASS AINT IMMUNE HUH. aint it so.. vote me and ur ass gonna go... ijs!! rip my perf game but at least i was the last person to recieve votes so thats kinda cute.. it doesnt change the fact that im winning tho ALMFNBG like. just 3/4 more tribals to survive bitch.. give those immunity wins to me pls x :)))

LOWKEY MY ASS WAS NERVOUSSSS LIKE I DONT WANNA READ MY NAME ON THOSE PIECES OF PAPER AGAIN THO!!! altho my name is cute written out by anna highkey ngl.. maybe she'll write them in cursive for my winner reveal? x

my mind tho. rhys/tobi/ryan r all under my spell. missus mo and ahrre got brave and are gunna get a taste of hell when im not dying under exams lol x ALMFJHBFG

lvoe u gusys. xoxo ur winner scooty toots

Well fuck. David is gone. I’m in the minority. So now it’s just me and Ahrre. But I don’t want to settle for 6th or 5th place. I’ve made it this far I wanna make it to the end. So I’m going to try to wiggle my way through.

http://images6.fanpop.com/image/photos/41700000/Avengers-Endgame-2019-avengers-infinity-war-1-and-2-41740034-540-225.gif

So the situation is looking pretty grim, Rhys stuck with the majority, David the absolute unit is dead and I wouldn't be surprised if I'm the next one to go.

So right know things change as it's no longer about getting majority but rather get that group of 4 to cannibalize itself. Now the thing is that each of those 4 seem so confident in their position but only 3 make it to the end so that means at least one will end up being left out and that's just with a minimum level of snaking, but we know they are capable of way more shafty shit.

But their overconfidence in their position is not the only problem. It's also kinda hard when I've tried to blindside 3 of them. But hey at least you can't say I didn't try. Tobi is not willing to even tell me anything until tomorrow after we do the challenge. But he also says he's rooting for me as an underdog even if we're in oposite sides... Cheky fecker trying to get my jury vote...

As for the rest well I'll try to talk to them tomorrow, if I can commend Mo for something is that at least they might be more willing to work with him than me, which is clearly not a good thing for my game but eh wadda you do. I know for a fact by now everyone is gonna be saying that the plan is me going home probably 5-1 but if that's gonna end up being true or just a bluff for one of the 4 to get blindsided is still to see.

Either way I'm gonna try to stir some shit up and not be a voulnerable pleb waiting to be taken out or saved. Better dead than a goat.

These fattys are going down one by one... i love it... like highkey david going means that me and scott have to step up our physical games if we wanna take out ryan... someone else has to win immunity and then we can start pinning moves on ryan... I'm slowly repairing my relationship with ahrre by having a frank talk with him about our relationship in the game, which was both awkward but i think it helped??? im trynna work him pretty hard because he's a tough nut to crack but i think i can do it hehe... scott is working on mo but lets be real mo is easier to crack than ahrre, and honestly rhys' performance last tribal was good.. too good imo like.. i previously pinned him as an inactive goat but if he's able to connect with the other side that well and have them believe what he was saying, i have to give him props because that's some good plays in terms of benefiting our alliance for knowledge, bad jury management sure, but good for the alliance... at this point tbh,,, who the fuck cares about jury management... but then again it's important if you wanna win so maybe im just a dumbass

Well right now it’s final 6 and the question of a final 2 or 3 is up for debate because it could be either or.

After that tribal and David left, he tried to expose me when I had exposed myself already to the people he exposed me too. So sis there was no new tea.

Honestly now one of our 4 needs to go. The only one I would feel confident about going to the end with would be Ryan. Just as I feel he has done less. I’m super close with Scott, so I think right now I need to try and convince some people to vote out Ryan.

The only problem is I will probably need to convince Ryan and Scott or mo and ahrre. Mo and ahrre may not that me after lying to them two rounds in a row. And Scott seems to be strong for our alliance sticking to the end. So I’m going for this immunity as if I win it should all the confidence I need to make a move against my own.

I’m not feeling great. I don’t like a conversation I just had. It made me wanna quit. I’m not going to because I wanna do my best.

i really found an idol day 1 and made it to final 6 with it safe and sound.... ctfu how did this even happen, and Scott too we rly did that. the only thing about that is.... at least until we surpass final 5, there's always that worry that im gonna make a fool of myself with it and hnnnng. i feel like our 4 is solid af and yet, i'm still making myself paranoid that Tobi or even Rhys would perk up and randomly try to blindside me or Scott... but anyway yeah thats where my head at rn. i still don't talk to ahrre at all so he's a complete mystery and no idea if anyone else talks to him so that's great. Mo is an oddball still idk what to do w him kfsdfa

So I want to flip on my alliance this round. But 2 people outside my alliance are throwing me hardcore under the bus. Ok. So like how am I gonna make a move now.

pls god... lett this immunity challenge be in my favour alkfjnhfg i just want a win pls pls pls let me be guaranteed f4 lol

I just had a really good conversation with Tobi and it’s making me like really happy because this entire game I’ve gotten the short end of the stick. With people not thinking I don’t deserve to be here, that I’m a goat and people sending me condescending messages about my mistakes. It feels really nice to get praised for the good things. Don’t get me wrong I own up to my mistakes and I do my best to improve and change moving forwardss so I don’t make the same mistakes again. But usually the conversations that happen before that aren’t very happy, they’re needed and they end on a peaceful note but they don’t start out happy. But Tobi just praised me on my gameplay complimenting me and it’s such a good feeling. I think I might end up in fifth or sixth place but I’m still proud of myself and I’m going to keep fighting till the end.

so like... I'm really happy i won immunity but im kinda more annoyed with scott right now like... we had this big plan to take out ryan at 6 which is literally a perfect time now since 1) we can access numbers for it 2) he wont suspect it so the chance of an idol popping up is low 3) we can gain trust with ahrre and mo this way... but NOOOOOOOOO lets play with our emotions instead of our BRAINS and take out someone who has played a bad game and would be EASY to beat in the end like JESUS and i thought ahrre had his head up his ass... also scott is SO fucking confident know like he acts like he will 100% win against anybody in ftc and like sis... that's not the case... not if you're constantly confronting and arguing with mo and ahrre... use. ur. BRAIN.

Cemetery....

Anywho, this vote. Mo & Ahrre are voting me probably. So It seems to be a 4-2 vote. However an Idol may be played now more than ever, as I think this is the first time someone from the bottom hasnt had any hope of staying. (Dani, Felix & Jones were all blindsided , and Michael & David had some chance of staying). So one could easily be played. So ima try to push a 2-2-2 vote to save my ass.

so. (: I lost spelling bee. (: LAMDLFNFG

lowkey feel as if the words are suitable to the player tho. embarrass for ahrre as in that game is embarrassing. accommodate for Mo as in we have to accommodate for the fact that he’s a goat. Cemetary for rhys bc he makes us all wanna die @ tribals. handkerchief for me bc my ass gotta clean up ryan and tobi wanting to target each other.. and rhythm for tobi bc while hes in time rn that time is gonna run out soon :flushed:

i just dont want 6th ):

So I know it’s me and Ahrre on the chopping block. I just kinda wanted to make a quick plea. I really really wanna stay. I want to go as far as I can even if that’s just fifth. Not only to prove people wrong thinking I don’t deserve to be here, but also to prove to myself. Whatever decision you make tonight I respect wholeheartedly. But I’d love to go further.

I CACKLED @ THIS COPY PASTED PLEA.. MO BABY WYD

I’m currently making my plea to the others on why I deserve to stay. I’m proud of myself no matter the outcome but I’d love to go as far as I can.

So ahrre and mo are both kindve pleading for themselves. Mo just wants him to be saved where as ahrre is trying to flip people. He is trying to flip me again which is funny. Lowkey am a little worried just Incase it’s a ploy to get people to vote me or something. But he needs me and tobi to flip. So I think he won’t vote me which is great, incase a surprise idol is played.

soooo final 6 tribal. I definitely want Ahrre to leave finally, so how to make that happen. Scott informed me that mo/ahrre lowkey suspect i have an idol so wig. i would prefer if we went 4 strong on Ahrre bc I really don't think he has any powers, but the thing about that is i don't want to campaign for that to happen and make it look like i feel safe about idols... i don't want tobi or rhys to get suspicious and get the urge to flip on me/scott.. so kinda tricky. we'll see what happens

so recently scott and ryan have really been pounding on mo for his goatness and like... I took advantage of that hehe... I talked to mo and had a real heart to heart with him and like... I told him that he deserves more credit than he's getting and then more wholesome stuff and then BAM we got past the barrier we previously had and now we're totally cool!!... where ryan and scott burn bridges, im gonna build new ones!! so like that wasnt TOTALLY just for strategy like im not that big of an asshole... but its a mix of both. mo is a good kid and he gets too much backlash for his game.. and im gonna take advantage of that by showing up as his guardian angel hehe.. and who knows like this might pay off hugely when i need his vote at f5 to take out a bigger player but for now i'll stick to tending to his wounds that scott and ryan left.. and they really did come for him pretty hard... like REALLY hard so there is no harm in coming to him and helping him with his confidence and who knows, that might be a jury vote right there

Right so things went from Guatemala to guatepeor, I didn't win immunity I actually flopped at it in wonderful fashion it was quite beautiful really. But anyhow Tobi ended up winning it.

So I tried to talk to people and get them to do ANYTHING but to no avail really. Ryan and Scott seem set on stone. I did get Tobi to tell me that if it ties 3-3 he would flip on the revote but that's just playing it safe. Rhys told me he doesn't want to go to rocks so I'm like hey Tobi supposedly flips on the revote so maybe there's no need for that go talk to Tobi.

But they all seem to be giving me the silence threatment right before tribal even Mo has accepted what seems to be me going home.

It's a shame really cause if I do end up going home one of the majority of 4 is gonna regret it the very next week and two more later when the 4th beats them at the end. But hey congrats to that 4th guy whoever it is.

I've tought about doing an idol bluff but it wouldn't make sense for me to tell anyone I have it. Even Mo since if I hipotetically had it he wouldn't help me with it because he would be the one going home probably. Also because I would've definitely played it in a previous round for someone else if I had it and the rest probably knoes that.

Either way rn I'm currently trying to get home in time for tribal since I had to walk a chunk because I almost didn't had enough for the bus fare lel. Who knows maybe I'll survive somehow like the cockroach I am but I don't rate my chances or luck very highly. Either way at the end of the day I'm happy and you can't say I didn't try!

Ahrre is voted out 5-1.