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Trump is super mad about basically everything right now and is now telling Senators they can't go on vacation until his bill passes. (Which I don't think he has the right to do, but it's a sign of his blustering toddler despot energy right now). Republican Senators are complicit and/or little scared babies so none of them are telling him to fuck off like a grown ass adult should when spoken to like that.
Most of them do not like this bill but they are cowards. NONETHELESS. Keep calling them. Every day. Especially the ones up for re-election next year, and especially in tight races.
And just throw shit out and see what works. Joni Ernst now has a Dem veteran running against her specifically because she's so awful and he is very popular already. Nathan Sage? I think. Mention him.
Susan Collins is VERY aware of the several strong Dem challengers popping up now to challenge her. She keeps sort of waffling (on brand for her) about maybe not running next year.
Thom Tillis is so, so, so aware of how much those Medicaid cuts are going to devastate his state of North Carolina. Push that fucking button. (He printed out little handouts about it to hand out in the Senate as if the other Republican Senators care about his state or him.)
Rand Paul says he won't vote on it. Encourage that. Even if his reasons are not about compassion.
Lisa Murkowski claims to be a scared little bunny. And she might be. She opposes the cuts but might vote for them anyway (scared little bunny). Press her not to.
Ron Johnson claims it doesn't have a chance of passing but keep calling him anyway.
Stuff like that. Mike Lee is probably going to vote yes on the whole bill, but he was harassed into walking back his support for the sale of public lands (for now). (Though it helps that the Senate Parliamentarian threw it out first, I believe.)
Also mention that the House Republicans are begging the Senate the toss out or change certain provisions because they now regret voting for it (but want the Senate to do their jobs for them. Weak ass bitches.)
You could also potentially mention how LOW Trump's numbers are on every single issue. His hold is tenuous. If they wanted to, they could break it and be heroes. (I mean not really but depending on the person, flattery works.)
Oh. And some people have started calling it The Murder Bill.
You do not need to live in a Senator's state to call that senator, though they will likely listen more to someone who is and who makes that clear. But what you want to do is point to actions you are preparing to take if they vote yes. Such as supporting another candidate with actual action and money. They are hoping people will forget by next year but oh no, Americans are paying attention now and we are organizing.
Trump might primary them but... he's gonna primary some of them anyway. And even if he does, the people are also gonna move votes away from them.
I've also been asking if they want this to be their legacy, voting for the murder bill that is going to devastate America for generations. Especially with the older Senators. lol We know how to edit wikipedia. They don't.
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Ok so here's who I think the different lifers would be as Greek gods
Grian- hermes- just a goofy guy, but also the pranks and trickster god fits, the mini wings in some fan art, idk it just fits
Pearl- artemis- fairly self explanatory, again think they just fit together, the moon stuff of course, also dogs for hunting were a big thing for Artemis
Gem- athena- this one's a bit harder to explain but again just vibes wise it fits, gems a good fighter of course and has both a calmer side and a more violent side
Tango- hephaestus- it was a toss up between him and mumbo but I think the combo of him being very red stony and linked with fire makes him the best candidate
Joel- Ares- he's of course very violent a lot of the time and whilst I considered making him Zeus cos of empires s2 I decided to go for Ares cos of the next pick
Lizzy- Aphrodite- I feel like out of the group she has the goes for the most pink and cutesy aesthetic most of the time (which is a great vibe don't get me wrong) which I feel would fit best the vibe of Aphrodite, also as previously mentioned her and Joel being married fits with Aphrodite and Ares being an item
Ren- Eros- this might seem out of left field but I mean there are 18 lifers (I think) and 14 major gods. But anyway, Eros was the male god of desire, fitting with many of his jokes and his vibe and worked for Aphrodite, similar to how Ren swore allegiance to Lizzy, he's basicly Greek Cupid but a twink instead of a baby
Big B- hestia- more of a simple one but they are both simply delightful in my eyes, also Hestia I believe is the goddess of baking and yk the cookie
Jimmy- demeter- I won't lie I was struggling to find one for Jimmy and for Demeter alike but I felt it only fair that she was one of the bread bridge bad boys
B dubs- kronos- whilst a Titan not a god, I don't have much to work with here so chill, anyway he of course is linked to clocks and time in many seasons with him betraying impulse for a clock in third life and being a clocker in limited life, he also fits the kind of unstable vibe of Kronos
Scott- apollo- again this one's mostly vibes and the head crystal things but I feel like theres kind of something to that
Martyn- posiedon- I feel like after his limited life ein and being a mean Gill he's often drawn with coral or other water based stuff, also he ki d of fits posiedons whole mood swings chill one minute but vicious the next
Skizz- Zeus- idk him and impulse are probably the weekest links, but I could see Zeus dressing like him and Zeus was never the brightest ruler in some areas, idk I'm grasping at straws
Impulse- hera- of course married to Zeus, and skizz and impulse are often shipped together, also I feel like he's very maternal toward the group, again grasping at straws here
Etho- hades-idk he just has very spooky and mysterious vibes tbh, especially his skin and I feel like he's almost feared by the other players sometimes, him and Cleo could be switched tbh
Cleo- pershephone- they've definitely got spooky vibes sometimes and of course are a zombie very queen of the underworld like, but they've also got the much brighter side, with the jazzersize suit coming to mind, also yk cletho
Scar- Dionyspus- his laid back attitude definitely fits the god of wine and party's, after all you can't escape the good times, I can definitely imagine his usually biege or brown clothes interwoven with grape vines, idk if that makes sense but you can see the vision
Mumbo- Prometheus? -this one's a stretch but I ran out of God's lol, but I feel like mumbo gas that creativity and ingenuity that is linked with prometheus, he also (usually) acts with forethought and certainly in series 10 is acting with a ton of creative fire. Also breathing life into grumbot and his base robot? Idk I ran out of ideas
Some of these were very week so feel free to say if you have better ideas lol.
#hermitcraft#life series#third life#grian#mumbo jumbo#geminitay#pearlescentmoon#ldshadowlady#greek mythology#greek gods#hermits and the olympians
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Carry me home
#final fantasy xiv#ffxiv#final fantasy 14#ff14#haurchefant greystone#haurchefant x wol#haurchewol#ffxiv wol#ffxiv spoilers#heavensward spoilers#final fantasy xiv spoilers#tinydraws#Rowan Morte#let me know if i’m missing any spoiler tags#tagging seems like it would be an easy and straightforward thing but also. i’m stupid.#anyway i choose to believe that Rowan carried him back to the manor#even if someone tells me otherwise i will not believe them#also i choose to believe that these two had it bad for each other#neither of them said anything but everyone could tell lol#haurche specifically was very Not Subtle in his displays of affection#and Rowan for the most part picked up on it#not everything cuz she's still in the midst of working on accepting any amount of companionship. but like. most.#and went ‘honestly.... if i told him i liked him it would probably go well. We just have so much stuff to deal with; now’s not a good time'#and then the time came and went :’)#and Rowan went ‘Did….. did he know? Did he Know how much I loved him? did he KNOW???????’#and then she grieved behind closed doors away from everyone#and also tried to replace said grief by focusing a lil too hard on her duties#idk i’m still working out WOL lore but this is what i got so far lol#or at least in regards to haurche
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class swap design masterpost for convenience (from top to bottom: bard!riz, cleric!gorgug, sorcerer!kristen, barbarian!fig, artificer!adaine, and rogue!fabian)
#dimension 20#fantasy high#fhfy#fhsy#fhjy#riz gukgak#gorgug thistlespring#kristen applebees#figueroth faeth#adaine abernant#fabian seacaster#my class swap stuff! oh yeah I think I got a tag for that I'll call that#fh class quangle#gna slowly go back and get that tag on relevant posts too. for organization's sake#even tho I didnt really intend this blog to be that kinda blog lmao. we were all just gonna be out here dealin with that at our own pace#anyways uh! they! u know all the lore for the designs already I put em in tags. but otherwise this also collects like the#color keys kind of for these. mostly the things that change between designs#doing this did make me realise half of these are a Lot more consistent in color keys than the other half lol#like kristen's palette stays pretty much the same. and fabian's. the hit's mostly in the construction#a lot of this is overall like an exercise in remembering what high schoolers would actually wear and how to work in Costume pieces#on this point at least I straight up have No relevant recollection lmao all the basic education establishments I went to have uniforms#and outside of school I was. well kind of a shorts and tee guy. so#on that topic I feel like fabian's is the furthest stretch lmao. like if a guy in high school wears the same bright yellow raincoat#to school every day that's like. people would Not like that guy. fabian really is saved by being cute and a rogue#he will still have stans when he's deep in his fishing arc in junior year he's the manic pixie dream bf#anyways uh. things to do! stuff to get done. sleep first tho. have a good night lads#I have not caught new nsbu yet! seems I mostly catch them like two to three days late nowadays.#so please uhh. don't reply on my posts with nsbu spoilers? we are all excited and having fun but that's rude#ok thank u. signing off for the day have a good night#!!
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let time pass
#flight rising#frfanart#my art#artists on tumblr#aether#aether dragon#eye strain#maybe?? idk if the tert is too bright but just in case lol#paradox#I have been working on this for weeks and idk if I even like it anymore but#I’m putting it here ANYWAY!!!!!#this is my aether paradox and they controls time and gets stuck in time loops and other fun stuff#yaaaaay#btw I drew a whole clock back there and it got covered up anyway lmaoooo
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homecoming
#tf2#tf2 scout#my art#i always wanna draw rooms and then get overwhelmed by all the detail#so there's definitely some lack of that here but hey! i pulled thru!#based on the little ant mill au so there's some context missing#also if you saw the first post of this SORRY and no u didnt...#pls pretend u didnt...#anyways this was a lot of fun to paint!!#im shit at perspective and avoid backgrounds at all cost but i rlly wanted to try smthn out of my comfort zone#but ill be back to wacky zany colourful and trying to make more fun stuff soon huhu#hello all my friends i hope u are well!#link is to the song that inspired the first draft of this#which i still want to kind of make LOL maybe some other time#anyways this is weird and a little dull looking but im quite happy with some bits of it!! yahoo!! now to... shivers... do uni work...
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In Time and Stars
#in stars and time#isat#siffrin#josh art tag#been wanting to practice less “literal” drawings....#like people doing a certain thing or being in a certain place or even just standing there#and instead do more like conceptual stuff?? idk how to word it#but i love doing stuff like this#and i feel like i havent done it in a while#i think last time i did was early in the year when i was still really into the Magnus Protocol#and was illustrating lines from each episode#some of which are my best performing art ever lol#i still remember my sibling telling me they had come across my art on their dash and later on their insta explore page#they had apologized since me and my sibs have an agreement to not search for or interact with each other online just for privacys sake#but i found it both funny and kinda insane#was not expecting my art to get big enough to find its way to that sib lol#uuuhhhhh anyway back on topic#ive had this idea of a siffrin illustration where either have their face or the back part of their head being a clock#and i tried a couple drafts in my sketchbook#and ended up liking this one! it had the addition of the shooting star and from then i toyed with the idea of adding the title text#i have another less literal piece for zelda that i wanna do#but i also wanna work on my isat animatic#....and i also wanna play stardew....#i need more hours in the day 😔
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I AM AT MY LIMIT
Snoopy #90
30/12/2024
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[description: a cartoon-style drawing of Snoopy's head. Snoopy is a white dog with black ears. His eyes are shut and his mouth is a horizontal line. There are two large blue teardrops, one under each eye. The text "I am at my limit" is handwritten across the top of the image.]
#peanuts#snoopy#art#90#based on that emoji face meme but i can't find the original ANYWHERE#at least not the entire image unedited. other than on like redbubble listings but i don't want to link those haha#if someone has a link to it please send it to me!! so i can link it in the post. thanks :)#also i have decided to start doing descriptions for each image (which i have been meaning to do for a while)#now that people actually follow this blog and interact with it and stuff#tbh i should've started doing them a long time ago#but the idea of retroactively going back to every post and adding a description kept putting me off... which is silly because it's only#gonna become more work the longer i leave it. so you know. just gotta start doing it#i will endeavour to add a description to all the previous snoopys of the day soon 🤞#anyway i made this because i sent a friend the original emoji image (taken from a redbubble screenshot LOL)#because we have been trying to book a place to stay for a group trip (6 people)#and like i did all the research and made a list to start us off (while letting people know they could add to the list) and sent that around#and made a poll for people to vote for their preferred place#and some people in the group have been taking FOREVER to respond with their opinions about accommodation#like to the point where all the other good places on the list have been booked up now and there is just one left#which luckily is the one with the most votes#and today i was like (about to book that one) ok well before i book i'm just checking that everyone is ok with these dates?#and some of them were like ohhh actually no. we haven't booked our flights yet so we're not sure which days exactly we'll be there#WHAT DO YOU MEAN!#in fairness i should've checked that we were all on the same page about dates beforehand#but like. the trip is literally in like 5 weeks AND during a public holiday like omfggggggg everywhere is gonna be booked out#do you know how hard it is to find accommodation for 6 people#and i don't even know the people who haven't been responding/haven't booked their flights/whatever#they're friends of a friend (who will also be coming on the trip) and i know nothing about them#i think i would be a lot less annoyed if it was just my friends because we would've just hopped on a call and sorted everything out in like#one night. otherwise we know + trust each other enough to make decisions for each other if we can't/don't want to be involved in planning
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○° Part of you, and a part of me
Close your eyes and you will see
It's not hard to believe °○
Trying to get back into drawing more again, and I wanted to really finalize these designs to where I'm actually happy with them, so here we are!
Sheets for each of the 4 girls with all of their parts and pieces for reference and just to look at how pretty they are! 🥰
Click for better quality as always, tumblr has it out for me in that way hahaha 😅
#I forgot to draw a little symbol on alexis's for her powers like the others and I'm not hoing back to fix it now hahahaha#I wish I had a story or something to go along with this winx au stuff instead of just unrelated assorted drawings#mostly of alexis too hahahahaha#i stg I've designed and redesigned this stuff a billion times I'm so sorry guys you must be so tired of my ass by now haha#but look how prettyyyyyyyyyy!!!!#really didn’t touch Alexis at all beyond reworking her accessories a bit but the other 3 needed work I wasn’t happy with them#I've grown very attatched to mindy during this process specifically too oddly lol#anyway I'll try to bring you guys something more interesting next time I actually finish a drawing but I worked very hard on these#and I love them! so I'll subject you to designs and redesigns as many times as I want hahahahahahaha 😈#yugioh gx#ygo gx#alexis rhodes#asuka tenjoin#blair flannigan#rei saotome#jasmine and mindy#junko and momoe#winx club#4kids winx club#the only winx club for me sorry#abby attempts to draw#<- one day I'll be confident evnough to have a genuine art tag but we're still here haha#my art <3
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midoyuzu is canon to me because of you
thank you anon..... im doing my part.... still havent recovered from the dream live interaction they had so heres doodles from last year of that. i cant believe they did that
on a separate note ive been kinda having mixed feelings regarding enst as a whole and while i dont think ill stop like. making/interacting w fanwork and such ill most likely step back a bit as well. even if it isnt new the racist shit that happyele's pulling really does suck ass, the fact im also really fond of akatsuki myself aside im sure its doubly worse for lots of other fans
#asks#anonymous#im still going to go thru w that mdyz week but depending on things go itll be around march or june!! rn though i have finals to prep/work o#for the next week or two so :'] its been hell of a month (it is the 2nd week of the year)#duck scribbles#doodles#midoyuzu#considering how long theyve apparently planned this out i doubt that they'd roll it back or something but until this is dealt w im def#avoiding offi stuff. well not like i was rly following the official accounts in the first place anyways lol ill learn from my friends first#and foremost if anything happens 👍 dont give those assholes the time of day even if valk is finally returning after over a year. screw you#and regardless of if this makes me fall in or out of enst its kind of clear how much these guys have already etched themselves in my very#soul. lol. valk and mdyz especially so#plus ive been kinda into/getting back in a bunch of other stuff as of late anyhow. so maybe a break from enst in general would do me good#thank u to lilac of pigeonedlilac for sending me the video and tl forever also btw. i lost my mind that morning they were rly cute#im going to go back to toiling over art history now#dont become an art/design major guys its torture
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Does anybody have pages 5-8 or 19-21 of pancaketiffy's Nautical Disaster anywhere? And does anyone know if the comic was ever continued past page 23? I wanna see if I can archive it somehow.
UPDATE: Did some more digging and found pages 19-21 (though two pages are labeled as page 21, which seems like an accident but they are two different pages, I'll have them listed in order,) as well as a 24th page. My guess is that that was the last page that was publicly released, but again, if anyone knows about pages past this point let me know.
So now all I need to find are pages 5-8, and any possible pages after 24.
UPDATE 2: Found page 7, so that leaves pages 5 and 8.
UPDATE 3: Alright, someone has graciously found the rest of the pages for me, I think this is it. Page 8 is under the Read More, couldn't find a specific reblog for it. I'll have another big update regarding some Pancaketiffy stuff later.
Pages I currently have:
Page 1 -- Page 2 -- Page 3 -- Page 4 -- Page 5 -- Page 6 -- Page 7 -- Page 8 (under Read More) -- Page 9 -- Page 10 -- Page 11 -- Page 12 -- Page 13 -- Page 14 -- Page 15 -- Page 16 -- Page 17 -- Page 18 -- Page 19 -- Page 20 -- Page 21 -- Page 21 (b) -- Page 22 -- Page 23 -- Page 24
Concept Art -- Sketches -- Cover Sketch -- Cover WIP

#spongebob squarepants#pancaketiffy#nautical disaster#pancaketiffy's nautical disaster#my post#Something recently reminded me of her spongebob comics#so I found a few of them and have been reading#it's nostagic and the work that went into these comics is admirable to say the least#Squidward's Birthday Gift is easy to find#Somebody uploaded Vacation to the Internet Archive#I actually found Tiki Ceremony on a site that... i think is meant for p/rn art 😅 and it's a site I've never heard of before#but the site seems active and safe and has no ads (with ublock on at least. i never turned off ublock to check lol but whatever)#anyway. the site also has Squidward's Birthday Gift and Vaction archived as well in both spanish and english#also it includes almost all of the n/s/f/w parts of Vacation (some censored some not) which was new to me lol#but as an adult i can appreciate the fact that those parts have been archived (as the internet archive version is without those pages since#-at some point tiffy had removed them herself) and I can read almost the entire thing now#Seriously thank god someone on that site was able to not only get the spanish-translated pages but to also translate them back into english#But anyway#There's also some miscellaneous stuff in a Onedrive folder somewhere (which I plan to read later)#but I've noticed that I can't find a chunk of pages from Nautical Disaster#which is a shame bc the pages I have found are really cool#and I'd like to at least know how far this comic had gotten before tiffy stopped working on it#and try to archive it somewhere so other people can easily read it too#I wanna try to do this with Tiki Ceremony as well (as in try to find all the original english pages and archive them for easy access)#but that's a much much longer comic and has been archived (in albeit low-ish quality and spanish) elsewhere#sorry for the ramble but this has been on my mind lately haha
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studying Philosophy is really like
you think this is going to help you understand the world and your place in it better,
but actually all it does is confuse and befuddle you farther than ever before
and also you make friends with the most annoying (read: great, smart, lovely, kind, but argumentative as ALL GET OUT) people in the world and then you realize you've BECOME one of those people and you kind of want to just curl up in a nice quiet little hole in the ground with all your books and read and think until a complete and total understanding of the world falls out of your noggin and everything makes sense; but actually you just want to take a walk in the woods with a friend and not think about anything for at least a year.
#I have a paper due on the philosophy of math#at 8 AM TOMORROW#and my brain is NOT WORKING#and I really want to go cry for a while#but that's not really going to fix anything at all is it#on a related note if y'all want to pray for me... my emotions have returned and they really just want to process everything that's#happened for approximately my entire life at one time. and it's kind of hard to do all the things I think I should be doing right now#when that's going on#also thinking too much about trying to love people well and what that means and how bad at it I've been and it's hard not to get stuck ther#when there's basically nothing I can change anyway#(need to have an awkward convo with someone soon... for my sake probably more than theirs#I fear I haven't loved them well and it matters to me to know that our friendship hasn't been compromised#but unfortunately it's also strike one) a boy and strike two) a boy I like#and unfortunately he figured it out and I have a pretty good indication that he doesn't like me back. and I can't tell if he's interested i#a mutual friend#and I am AwkwardTM and trying not to let it bother me. but Fake It Till You Make It#(my philosophy since getting to college)#isn't really going that well for me in this case.#and I think an honest conversation would be the best thing for everyone... except I'm kinda terrified of that lol :') and I want to serve#him well not just serve my own emotions and need for validation)#prayers would be appreciated#that I will love others as they are meant to be loved and not just as I want to love them#or as my selfish emotions and desires think I want to love them#and that I'll be able to know when something needs to be said and when nothing at all is the best option for everyone#God sees and knows. and He loves me. and that is so /so/ hard to believe sometimes but I try to hold onto it with everything I have lately.#gurt says stuff#college stuff#philosophy#one day I'll look back and laugh at undergraduate me#personal tags
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six sentence sunday
Under Gu Yiran’s hands, the chicken van bumps along the uneven road like a living thing, and he tightens his grip against it. Beside him in the passenger seat, Zheng Bei stares out the side window in silence. Gu Yiran had made Zhao Xiaoguang show him the map, during one of the endless waiting afternoons in the hospital when Zheng Bei wasn’t there. He’d reached out to trace the circled spots, all three, the sleeve of his hospital shirt catching against the edge of the paper as Zhao Xiaoguang said, Ge wanted us to check all of them, even though he was pretty sure you could only be here, pointing. A cluster of rectangles marking the abandoned crematory buildings north of Halan. Zhao Xiaoguang had left a fingerprint smear of grease along the entry road, right where it ran along the train tracks.
another snippet from the start of ch5! it feels so weird to be back to down drafting now that ch1-4 have shifted the story so far from the original final chapter outline that literally none of the draft material is appropriate anymore lol but it's really enjoyable to just sit and type the most medium sentences in the world without having to do any higher-level thinking about pacing or subtext or anything :) brain off drafting my beloved :)
#the first shot#beiran#雪迷宫#zheng bei#gu yiran#lol the other part is totally that i love word count go up HAHA and i write so so so much faster when i'm down drafting bc i don't worry#at all abt quality. my goal is just to get from a to b in the story as fast as possible and hope i stumble across stuff i like en route#anyway. the new outline of the ending (with BONUS extra layers of characterization that were NOT THERE BEFORE LOL) is w/ ki#so .... soon !!!!! i can go back to even MORE detailed outlining lol. so much headache revising ch2-4 was structural#technically this snippet is a bit of a cheat bc it's a rewrite of a section i'm keeping that was drafted initially earlier#so it reads better than. for example LOL the 400w i wrote today#about gyr and zb talking sooo much therapy talk about their feelings (just so i could try to sketch out what the fuck angles they need to#take in their argument without having to try to worry about 'and how would they actually say it' at the same time)#anyway. my yapping powers!#i love you public accountability!#beiran ep15 coda fic#six sentence sunday#so im REALLY hoping to work those out in outline (or at least. have an outline that checks all the boxes i need#and has at least BASIC causation and escalation to drive the story lmao. bc wow. early drafts of all chapters. did NOT have that LOL)
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Tbh my feelings on the sunkissed breakup would be very different if the first instance of a betrayal/doing things behind each others back/not taking each other seriously started with the whole giving Bacon hearts thingy, but it didn't, the trust hasn't been totally there for a longer time than that
#like I don't think the whole “giving zam a taste of her own medicine” is what deraps plan is about of course; I would be shocked if it#boiled down to just that#what im saying is: in a world where everything started with zam going behind his back and then being sus during the trulan show thingy#I would've be cheering if “giving a taste of her own medicine” was a big reason#Like if he did it for that; and also because he thinks working with both sides would give the best results to everyone + if he went tomorrow#and said he didn't explain it because no one would've understood why he did it#then yeah that would be a beautiful paralel to zams actions#(also the whole thing with consequences of people's actions is something first brought up after derap banned mid I think#and he told zam that wemmbu did all the things that he did because he never got to face any consequences for it#and he also said that even though he cares for wemmbu he wouldn't try to help him escape said consequences; even though Derap couldn't bring#himself to be the one to give those consequences. so long story short if he told zam tomorrow that that was part of the reason then#it would've been cool because his whole mindset about consequences would've been smt Zam should be somewhat aware of; the same way he should#be somewhat aware about zams mindset about giving hearts to players)#like yeah it wouldn't be the exact same situation but I think it would've been a nice paralel still and I could see how his mindset would've#moved naturally to that more clearly#But it didn't really start with the Bacon thingy or the truman show#derap already lied to zam before that (prot 4 stuff)#so I feel like things are a little more imbalanced now. Because yeah I'm pretty confident Derap was doing things with good intentions#and I feel like if it all started with the bacon thing then things could've turned out better even if he still decided to not admit it to#zam when she first asked. But Zam has been feeling sus of him way before she did the Bacon thingy so now everything just explodes#oh also I think the first time Zam got sus of him was a bit after she came back and discovered he lied about bacon not rebuilding her house#+ thinks he wants her to kill people/is not being honest about what he things. and then things just got worse from there. Anyways I'm just#repeating myself. Long story short sunkissed had a lot of other issues but things didn't need to get that bad lol (also also the fact Derap#has also gone behind Pangi's back before with good intentions is not helping him much here but thats another story)#anyways I feel like I should've processed this whole situation already but this past week has been crazy; too many crashouts for a day bro#lifesteal spoilers#taking notes
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tomorrow is gonna be such a weird day i am not looking forward to it at all
#update on the work thing#my manager got all desperate ex on me and called me two times#then sent me a message saying i should call her back#and then called another time#and then messaged me again#as if.. she thinks i'm not going to come in tmrw???????????#lmao i need to give you your stuff back i think it's pretty fucking obvious i'll come in tomorrow i just gave you a fucking notice so#you'd be ready for it tomorrow#it's such a shitshow#i did not reply back to her#idc how bad of me that is but . this is my off day#we will see each other tomorrow we can talk about the details tomorrow#you do not need to call me at 5pm on a fucking sunday#😒😒😒😒😒😒#she is very fucking weird#maybe she has trauma with employees that just won't show their faces again or smth idk#well . i will#bc that's.. how it goes??????#IT'S JUST SO ODDDDDD HER CALLING ME SO MUCH WAS WEIRDDD PLEASE GET A GRIP MA'AM IT'S FINEEEEEEEEEE#anyway yeah it's gonna be weird tmrw it's gonna be awkward#but perhaps tmrw will be my last day lmao#either that or the day after#i won't offer it i'll see what she'll say#bc i mean she expects me to quit like NOW anyway lmao#whatever whatever#i don't wanna go back thereeeeeeee i have had enoughhhhhh#plus..#i know she probably blabbered abt this to the others too yk#so everybody knows abt the situation and they all think i'm just being a dick lol#mayor of loserville
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Can you make a tutorial on how you world build and make ocs? I can't seem to make any people in my brain, but then when I try to come up with environments jobs, beliefs and little details to slowly come up with someone, I think: well I don't really know how people have influenced the world- it's a weird loop
To be honest, I don't think I can! Writing is an extremely personal process. The way I write is directly related to how I process things, what I find important in stories, years of my own analysis of my and other's writing, etc... The way you write will be unique to you, as well. But I can explain how I personally think of it.
The short answer:
Write. Write anything and everything, it's a tool to explore your ideas. Analyze your own writing, and write more. Then, as you discover which ideas you want to develop, write more to explore them more. You won't know what you want otherwise!
The long answer:
I think this kind of loop is common. It's easy to feel like everything needs to be done "at once," because our job as writers is to make elements logically fit with each other for our readers. But as you've discovered, developing multiple elements simultaneously isn't really possible, or at least is extremely difficult.
Personally, when I think of writing, I break it into three major elements; characters, world, and plot. As much as possible every scene explores one or more of these, and as much as possible these three things tie back into what I personally consider most important: theme.
Everything I do is in service of the themes I want to present. Without them my events feel aimless. It can take a while to discover them, but they're the core of my work. You will have to discover what you feel is the core of yours. Analyzing other media helps with this too.
Concepts in your brain exist in a state of infinite potential. But when you start writing you have to start making choices, which removes potential as you move forward... But you have to move forward anyways. If there's ideas you want to explore later, you can always explore them later.
What this ends up meaning, to answer your question, is that I don't think of my characters as "people in my brain" or my worlds as something people have influenced... Not at their core, at least. They are tools that I use to represent specific ideas. Obviously they're also my blorbos, but mostly they're serving a specific narrative purpose.
So above all else... Write. Write, and discover what you're writing about, and then start over and write with that in mind. Keep doing this. But you have to write!
#I wish there were a cleaner answer to this kind of thing#and I also wish that there were a way to answer that didnt feel like 'just do it lol'#but... genuinely you kind of just have to do it!#I find it helps to reframe writing as trying to figure out which ideas I don't like#then if I write anything that feels bad to me#it's not about being a bad writer or anything like that. it's just something I dont want in my story and I delete it.#like if you find yourself naturally coming up with worldbuilding elements. its okay to just start there!#you can start like 'I really want giant mushrooms' and then start thinking about how cool that would be#and like oooh what if there were really cool caves full of mushrooms and all glowy yeaaah#then you start building people from that. colonies of fungal people or something. this is still worldbuilding#then you might think now. whats a plot that could go with this and show off my cool mushrooms.#maybe the mushrooms are all connected and the main one is dying and no one knows why. it's a classic plot.#if you still dont feel like you can find a character in that. keep going! why is it dying? how can it be saved? can it? if not then why?#etc etc etc. when I am writing I actually ltierally write out 101 questions like this as I'm going and then I answer them#and if I cant answer them. then I figure out a different situation that doesnt bring that question up LMFAO#eventually you can decide you want a hero who idfk will replace the big mushroom or something. a sacrifice and immortality simultaneously#then you can be like yeah so my themes are probably about sacrifice. connection to others. love for your community. stuff like that#and then you can go back to your world and say. yeah I think that people should have telepathic communication on some level!#I'm just making all this up right now but I just want to illustrate somehow how this kind of cyclical process can actually be a tool#because it's not about getting it all right at once. its about leaning into the cycle and how it guides you through developing these#anyways idk if this makes any sense. if this doesnt feel like it works for you then it probably literally doesnt#but writing more and analyzing writing more is ALWAYS good#it will never make your writing worse to do those things.#unfortunately (said with all the love in the world) writing is an endless process of learning more about who you are and what you care abou#its wonderful but it's hard and theres no way to skip that process#good luck!#asks#anon#writing stuff#oh also if at any point you go hm. that big thing isnt working for me I think...
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