#anyways i hope u enjoy and i love+appreciate u a lot!!! mwah mwah!!!!

[chwejongho-archive]

❄️your winter gift has arrived, @secnghwa!❄️

a series of gifts for mutuals through december!

[lunarcrown]

Hi hi hiiiii so ummm i read the latest htp chapter not too long ago (stayed up all night reading it because is obsessed) it was so good btw. I can't wait to see what happens next. It'd be so funny if Bravo and Timmy just saw Tango and Jimmy appear and they're just like "huh 🧍‍♂️" utterly confused. There's so much I could say and I have so many theories. I really liked that Tango slowly realized that he's loved because my boy my baby boy.. Heart been broken so many tiiiimes. But I'm glad that he's loved, that he gets to experience all this love and appreciation. Anyway, I am also obsessed with your Martyn design. He's sooooo pretty like.. Mmmmmmm pretty man pretty man. There's just something about him I can't describe. He's so gorgeous. So beautiful. Mwah mwah. Giving him forehead kisses. I also love your jimmy too. He has nice tits- I mean nice tits- I mean nice tits- I mean nice face. He has a very nice face. I rambled a lot but I am just excited for the next chapter already.

Firstly thank you for staying up ALL NIGHT TO READ!!! I hope that you got good rest after!!! And I’m so happy u ENJOYED!!

HAHAFG them showing up and it just being four people staring at each other is SO FUNNY DGHD

And YESS TANGO BE LOVED CHALLENGE, the foe?? Himself….

And THANK UUU HAHA martyn’s prettiness and Jimmy’s tiddy-ness make them so fun to DRAWWWW!! So have some big Dawgs!!

[hydrxnessa]

woooo christmas oc art done !!!

(i respect artfight artists who are able to do mass attacks with like more than 20 characters. goodness gracious. how do they do it.)

anyways !!! the year of 2023 draws to an end. and honestly i'm quite happy with this year! broke through 1k followers on both instagram and tumblr, 600 on twt (i still hate that site), so thank you so much !!

anyways incoming cheesy message

i didn't really expect much from this year starting from january. i was in the tmnt fandom but i wasn't really interacting w it much because .. god that place is a toxic cesspool. i never really interact with fandoms much anyway, just draw one piece of fanart and enjoy the franchises from a Very safe distance away. but you can't really gain friends from just lurking in fandom spaces, so usually i felt pretty lonely. but thats how its been for me for a while.

that is, until february rolled around. i already knew of the game Doors since it got released - i played it through multiple times with friends and that was kinda it. just another roblox horror game quickie. then, i believe it was melly's animations that somehow dragged me into the fandom? that and also there was an uprise in doors content because of the hotel+ update. and there i saw the rooms creatures, in which i was like Oh My Godf i NEED to draw A-120, they are soso silly. they are so squiggle. (ambush was also my bbgirl<3). i NEED to make my own designs for them

aaaand uuh yeah that basically kickstarted my doors phase. i began to start my own AU of doors senVerse, and people loved it. people on here were so kind and welcoming, saying that they loved my designs and were also inspired by me? like woah, usually i'm the one getting inspired from others. people were getting inspiration from me?? heck, even looked up to me? that's crazy, i would've NEVER thought i'd get here ngl. explain this year to last year me and she would've NEVER believed you. and that gave me motivation to continue my doors doodles.

i gained a lot of moots n friends from this fandom. and i MEAN a lot. heck i even made the decision to make a discord server and ohmygodf i do NOT regret that decision. i met and made cool friends and got closer to peeps on there, thanks for sticking around i love u guys<33

whether or not you followed me for doors content, stray, tmnt, heck even oc content, thank you so much for being here. thank you for liking, reblogging, commenting, or even sending me asks on my blog! i can't express my gratitude and appreciation enough in words. you've all helped me get through this year, so thankthankthank you, i love u all/p !!!!

i hope you're all having a wonderful holiday season as we come close to this year's end; merry christmas and have an amazing new year soon !!!

here's to a new year !! mwah !!!

-ness :3

[zetmns]

Can you do some damian wayne fluff hcs ? 🤍

Damian Wayne x s/o fluff hcs

lowk proud of myself for getting this done cuz I literally never actaully get to doing requests cuz I have like 50 rn but I hope u enjoy mwah

-Damian Wayne is someone his family really couldn’t see getting a lover, for that matter even if he got one they wouldn’t expect him to be lovey. they were used to Damian being serious as if his life depended only on keeping himself alive when on missions and stuff like that.

so when he did end up bringing you to the manor you could guess everyone was a bit suprised

-The second he stepped in the house with you he tried to act like the serious boy his family knew only with a blush on his cheeks

-Jason was the first to see and god did Damian wish he wasnt. He would never shut up about it. Of course deep down Jason was happy for him and thanked you for making Damian’s life not so depressing

-The second was Bruce himself, he was shocked his mouth was agape for a second before he cleared his throat introduced himself to you as you did the same, he was happy as well as much as Bruce took Damian’s training serious and didn’t want the relationship to be known amongst the public to keep you both safe, he knew this would help Damian and make him happy

-And lastly Tim and dick, met you dick was shocked. Shocked as in his jaw was on the floor and he looked like he just heard the most unusual thing, Tim on the other hand smiled and introduced himself because he already had a hunch with his detectiveniss and all but after the initial shock they were both happy and liked you for Damian

-damain sneaks into your room after missions and talks to you he likes to hear your voice and likes to tell you about Titus and other topics if he’s feeling it to he’ll let you hold him

-he would let you hold him after a few months of dating because he trusts you fully now and is okay with being vulnerable around you, after a few times he’s actually feel safe in your arms it would help him relax after a long day

-100% acts like he doesn’t care about stuff like you kissing his cheek or stuff like but secretly loves it

-likes to hear about your day and what you like will Definitely come visit you just to hear your voice and what you did

-jealous 10000% he doesn’t think he deserves you because he’s to quite and weird to other people and your amazing and nice so you definitely need to tell him sometimes Hoe much you love him

-will bring you little trinkets cuz he can and says it’s nothing and it reminded him of you, once he got you a necklace and said he just thought you would like it

-plays with Titus with you Titus like you as well because your so nice to him and you get him treats and Damian really appreciates it

-anyway 10/10 bf and is really sweet to you also he likes your smile and kisses you a lot in private

[hitomisuzuya]

Hi hi I’ve been scrolling the Scaramouche tags everyday lately and been seeing u a lot so just wanted to let u know I honestly love ur writing 😭😭 You will not believe how quickly I click on the smuts u write haha and the new “hand in marriage” fluff was so cute too 🥺🥺

So yea thank you for so much for all the food, and if you’re free can I maybe get some hcs for scara with a taller fem!s/o? (Definitely not self indulgent lol) Mainly looking for fluff but will not mind if u slide in some nsfw ones 😉😉

Anyway sending good vibes ur way have a nice day muaks ❤️

Headcanons of Scaramouche with a taller fem! reader. Mostly SFW. Fluffy. One NSFW one but nothing detailed since you are asking mainly for fluff.

a/n: I hope you enjoy. Mwah. I'm only 5 feet two inches so this was interesting for me to write. I'm pretty short just like he is lol

Please rest your chin on top of his head when you are hugging. Scaramouche loves that.

When his subordinates looked surprised to see him fall for someone taller than him, his cheeks flushed. He pulled the brim of his hat over his face and snapped, "What are you all staring it?!"

Likes to be the little spoon when you cuddle. Since you are taller than he is, it makes him feel secure.

In the bedroom, he will often insist that you ride him.

He absolutely loves that you are taller than him. He appreciates it every day.

Oh and he won't stand for it if you felt insecure about your height. He will shut down any insecurity immediately.

So what if you are taller than him?

It was one of his favorite things about you.

[lollytea]

hi. this may feel a bit silly but i just wanted to say how much of an excellent writer you are and im really appreciate your work!

ive only really read ur toh fics but recently i read ur trolls fic and really, i know u may feel differently abt a fic u wrote at 18, but i was really blown away!! it was so fun and thrilling of a read!

ur style of writing has such a distinct voice for the characters you write, which makes me adore your writing for willow; my fave for toh fics!! but seeing how you wrote branch and poppy made me all the more appreciate your growth as a writer and really sold me to your story telling! ur just really get a lot of characters and their very complex personalities so well!

im sorry to just send u a big paragraph of this haha but i hope it lets u know i'm always excited to read anything u write!! (v excited for the aladarius, lalaland, or batb au whatever you decide to go!!)

ok im done sorry!! ☆ hope u have a nice day!!

WAHHHH!!! HI HELLO!!! I've been very down for this last week but reading this made me very very happy!! There's an effort to devote to writing a little paragraph like this and I'm so grateful that you chose to take the time out of your day to do it. You must be a very lovely person <33

Since TOH is my special little passion right now, I'm of course ECSTATIC when someone tells me they enjoy the fics I write. So thank you, thank you so much!!

My trolls fics are different but just as special!! Even tho I'm not personally all that connected to the stuff I wrote all those years ago, I find it very beautiful and meaningful when somebody says, after such a long time, that something you made brought them joy!! It's like drawing a smiley face on wet cement and then a stranger sees it immortalized like a decade later and they smile. A very sweet pleasant echo I think. Thank you for telling me!! I so very much enjoy feedback on my old stuff, to this day!!!

And on my new stuff too!! DELIGHTED you like Willow!! I like her too!! Love writing her and spending time with her!!!

And I'm so happy you're excited. I'm excited too!! Idk when I'll get to the other stuff you mentioned but the batb fic is where my heart is at right now, so an update on that will likely be the next thing I post!!

Anyway, thank you to bits, MWAH

[wolfsbane-if]

i just love harlow so much and i enjoy your entire story but. especially harlow LOL i just felt the need to tell you bc they've been on my mind entirely since the update anyway thank u for creating them and please enjoy your day/night, mwah <333

Aw, thank you so much! I put a lot of love into my characters and it really means a lot to me that one of them could resonate with you like that; I appreciate you taking the time to say so <3

I'd love to hear more about what it is about Harlow that gives them that staying power if you're interested in sharing, but no pressure of course. Just knowing that they have that kind of appeal is more than enough to brighten my day~

I hope you have a good one as well!

[delcakoo]

lovey emss,💙 i'm back I'm sorry I haven't updated you in a while. I forgot the last time I updated you, did I ask how you are feeling now?😭 (like if ur cold is gone I hope it is) anyway I'm not updated cause I'm so busy with school its draining. but on the bright side, on the end of this week we might go to an amusement park on thurs. idk whether to get my hopes up cause it doesn't happen or it doesn't really go as according to plan and it ends up disappointing me

but uh anyway um i have an update abt my hair getting cut I just couldn't tell you because I've been so busy these past few weeks😭 I got my haircut like at the start of nov and yeah I like it the bangs are a bit too thicc tho😔😍 so it's always tied up cause it gets annoying cause it gets on my eyes. but other than that I like it

oh and guess what. i've been getting motivation a lot because of a special someone ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) so yeah I feel much more alive studying cause they're there. we had A LOT of interactions as well. holding hands (🤭), hugging, were matching bracelets, and guess what they're Sunoo biased DJWBDJWKJDBKS. so we have matching pcs on the back of our id if that make sense. we went to go buy ice cream as well today hsdshd. I plan to borrow their hoodie tmrw 😙 I feel real guilty tho cause my unloyal ass said I'll only like Jungwon and nobody else and bs like "no one can fit my standards, unless you are Jungwon" like I'm so untruthful to myself. I feel guilty cause I've been loyal to Jungwon for a while (except that one time I told you abt my other crush if u still remember.. the one I moved on from) but I'm happy really happy with her. we don't really do anything besides (the skinship) and I'm contented with that. I want it to stay that way. I'm sorry Jungwon😔 (watch me go back to Jungwon after I get my heartbroken for the 239239229th time)

how are you? how's school? I hope you are well mentally and physically. i'm not updated so idk if your cold is gone now😭😭 what subjects do u find hard? for me its math, i need more focus on it. i'm bad at it😭 can you recommend a song you like for me to listen to? I'm wondering what type of songs you are into :DDD

(sorry for the long paragraph😭 forgive me this is the only time i've been appreciated that way)

-m💙

MOONIE DEAR HII! ive been busy w school too so dwdw i understand <3

YEP THATS THE LIFE WIRH BANGS SHJDHDN IT GETS SUPER ANNOYINF 😭 im glad u like it tho :000 it’s fun to style right?? (when it cooperates 🧍🧍)

OH MY GODDDD SHE SOUNDS AMAZING AISHJSNS AND SHES SUNOO BIASED ????? absolutely immediate yes THATS SO CUTE SHE LOVES ENHA TOO WTFFFF 😭 U GUYS NEEDS GET ALBUMS TOGETHER EJHDDKNEJEM IM JESLOUS RN OMG???? and its ojay if jungwon found out theyre sunoo biased he would definitely approve as well LMAO <33

ive been good ! YES I AM BETTER FROM MY COLD NOW MSHSJSN lifes been pretty bland for now but IM SO DAMN EXCITED FOR CHRISTMAS N DECEMBER SJHDJDBAH I HOPE IT SNOWS SOON <333 and omg same, math AND SCIENCE BRUH UGH ITS SO HARD 😭😭 i reccomend watching vids on whatever u find hard, it can be rkly helpful sometimes :0

SONG RECCS AJHSSNSJSK OF CORUSE <333 i will listen to literallt anything but country and rock tbh,, I RECOMMEND EMAILS I CANT SEND BY SABRINA CARPENTER AND LIFE IS STILL GOING ON BY NCT DREAM :D LMK IF U ENJOY TSJHSJK

and aw :( dw ab it! im glad i can make u feel appreciated love 🥹🥹🥹 MWAH MWAHHH

[fallinforgyu]

omgggg hi bff how r u ?!!!! i hope ur doing well! i went offline for a little to focus on college cus i’m taking online classes and they’re killing me 😭 but anyways i wanted u to know i literally loved every part of the cherry series. reading it was not enough for me i need to get it tattooed on the inside of my eyelids so i can read it whenever i want. i hope u r taking good care of urself!!! mwah mwah those r digital forehead kisses tell me when u feel them!!! -🪷

omg i can feel ur forehead kisses and i appreciate them so much bff 🥺💘💘 i’ve been good lately!! i’m also super busy with summer classes and work so i feel u </3 but i hope you’re taking care of yourself and taking lots of time to rest, too!!! 😚💖🌟💓

i’m so so so glad that you enjoyed cherry!!!! i can’t thank you enough for reading it and sending this bestie 🥹♥️ this makes me happier than you’ll ever know and i truly do love and appreciate you so so much!!!!! <3

[cherubify]

I just wanted to come by and say dude your most recent fic was AMAZING??

I love the melatonin detail and honestly just step-bro Leon trying to be nice! And then being a creep which is 😭

THE ENDING THOUGH? Had me GIGGLING SO HARD!! Reader was on the run now they're basically like-

"Welp, who needed them kinda anyway?"

I'd give a much more detailed ask but seeing how my brain is literal mush rn from sleep deprivation AHHHH

A few words tho

I love you and your content OMGGGGG ISHSOWHE9EHE9EHIEHROEHWIW

Ok ty :) (Tumblr send this ask or else)

omg... firstly, tysm for the super kind ask!! (dw tumblr sent this safely hehe it's warm n toasty in my ask box)..

im rlly glad u enjoyed reading it! n i love it when ppl gush ovr the silly ahhs leaking frm my brain.. so tysm for appreciating the amt of work i put into it dhejdjdds hehe i put in a lot of tot in it..!

ty for the ask again n i welcome a detailed one whenever ;3 ill be waiting for ur next one! hav a luvly day nichole!! <3 (n hope u get to catch more zzs soon.. mwah!)

[rrxnjun]

that is a wild combination but i love that for ur friend!! u are actually the greatest person out there tbh listening to lovejoy and being a casual jack manifold enjoyer just shows how top tier of a person u are🫢

SHE SAYS THAT SHE JUST SKIPS THE BORING/FILLER PARTS BUT IM STILL⁉️⁉️she only finishes them cuz she wants to know how it ends but yeah stopping just makes the most sense in my opinion as well

well i looked up two translations but if it's not a lot of work for u i would appreciate ur translation cuz both of them were a bit just idk how to explain it a bit weird iguess idk?? oh my i just need something to ease the pain of essay writing💔 i hope u find some artist!!!! if u use tiktok u might find some there (i got to know all of the hungarian artists i listen to on tiktok from just random aesthetic hungarian tiktokers tbh)

OH MY LORDDDD I HOPE U WILL ENJOY UR TIME HERE IF U END UP COMING!!!! and i would loveeee to be ur tour guide!!! so i hope u will not end up coming here when i have my exams and when i will be away for like a week i think!! (although if this actually happens i probably should stop being an anon soon😶)

6essays sound like a nightmare oh my!!! i hope u will do well on ur exams too!! good luck with them!!!🥳🥳rooting for u as well!!💕💓💘

LMAO I LAUGHED A BIT AT THE END BUT I WILL NEVER STOP THE HEACHAN AND BAR AGENDA

(and i also want to mention that i followed ur main not long ago and i think we are actually the same person or sumn cuz i completely agree with ur take on zach herrons voice😶)

AND LASTLY I CANT WAIT TO READ UR NEW FIC SO EXPECT ANOTHER ASK OF JUST ME SOBBING AND YELLING ABOUT HOW MUCH I LOVE UR WRITING (liebestraum anon💕)

what can i say i have taste🤭🤭but we already knew that. so do u thats why we match mwah.

I DISAGREE W THAT SO MUCH OHGOD id just google the ending so i dont waste my time if im thAT curious ???

i think im gonna try looking for some indie slovak artists on spotify ?? sometimes it pulls through w hidden gems 😩😩 also i am gonna attach the translated lyrics under the cut!! hihi

DJDJD idk if it will happen for sure bc we always make so many plans with my friend for the summer break and never actually end up doing anything because shes w her boyfriend all the time so thats a lil :/// i WOULD come alone but even tho im 20 i still dont think my parents would let me AHAHA but if my friend manages to find time for me in her summer schedule im gonna beg her on my knees to come 😌 and dw abt being on anon!! we can figure that out later AHAHA i want u to be comfortable ‼💓

6 essays is indeed a nightmare but im done w one of them so thats a plus. i started working on another one for my history of psychology class and found a lot of references so i honestly think its gonna be easy to finish. like three of them are group work so im gonna have to push my partner to start working on them w me soon 😋

ALSO DONT JUST TELL ME U FOLLOWED MY MAIN LILE THIS AAAAA that blog is so unfiltered and annoyingly active im so sorry 😭😭 but i am glad u agree bc zachs voice is just. i dont think ive ever been attracted to a voice more (him and also brad simpson from the vamps because i am a typical boyband-obsessed teenage girl)

HOPE U LIKED THE FIC!! (i saw your ask im gonna reply in a bit)

anyways the translation!!

tried to translate it in a way that makes the most sense 😭😭😭 again i dont really know what he was trying to say with "tak ako ty, tak potom aj ja" maybe im just stupid

[poursomesunaonme]

out under the stars

pairing: fushiguro toji x f!reader

summary: insomnia torments you during a camping trip with your friends, so what’s the harm in passing the time with your friend’s dad?

wc: 6k

author’s note: i am deep in the trenches of toji brainrot yall its not even funny. put the man in a flannel and the lumberjack fantasies go brrrrrr anyways this was one of my more recent ideas that a wheel told me to write so if that’s any indication as to how my writing is going, i don’t wanna hear it HAHAH. so please enjoy friends, i love u all v much

as always, likes/comments/reblogs/etc are always welcome and appreciated<3

but most importantly, this is part of @fairyfuyu across the universe collab! s/o my dear honey for hosting such a wonderful event (mwah!) <333

cw: nsfw, minors dni, age gap (characters aged up to college age) brief mentions of female masturbation, size kink (how can you not with this man), corruption kink if you squint, dry humping, praise, a little degradation if u squint, use of daddy, lots of pet names (darling, good girl, little girl), fingering, pussyjob, cervix kissing, panty stuffing, creampie, unprotected sex

you couldn’t help that sleep failed to drown you in its bliss. you’d always struggled to sleep in new places, and camping certainly exacerbated the insomnia that plagued you. the crickets chirped loudly, the occasional owl’s hoot sounded throughout the clearing that you had set up camp in. but, most of all, it was the snores of yuuji, nobara, and megumi that kept you wide awake.

you couldn’t help that it was goddamn freezing, that an unexpected cold front had moved through the country on the exact weekend that you chose to go camping. but your friends had insisted on keeping the plans, saying that there wouldn’t be any other time during the year to go, with their demanding class schedules. so that left you, despite all the extra layers that adorned your body, shivering uncontrollably in your sleeping bag.

and you poor, poor thing, you just couldn’t help that regardless of any movement that you enacted between your folds, the orgasm refused to come - or even get any closer. you tried everything that usually got you off, massaging slow circles upon your clit, filling yourself up with one, two, and even trying three fingers. but none of your efforts yielded any semblance of fruition as you tried your hardest to avoid making any friction against your covers that would awaken your friends. it was the only hope you had of having a good night’s sleep.

and so, this left you awake, cold, and frustrated. the perfect trinity to end the uneventful day of camping. the chilly night air nipped at your nose as you fought back tears, feeling like a baby crying over the most minor inconvenience. with a huffing sigh, you untangled yourself from your extra blankets and crept out of your sleeping bag, tip-toeing out of the cramped tent to avoid waking your blissfully snoozing friends.

the air was even colder outside of your shelter, devoid of the warm breath that left your friends’ mouths. wrapping your arms around yourself, shivering, you jogged over to the restroom that was conveniently placed near the campground. after you had relieved yourself, ignoring your haggard face in the mirror, you were making your way back to your tent when a figure surprised you sitting by the embers of the fire.

“what’re ya doin’ up, y/n?” toji asked nonchalantly. you nearly jumped at the sound, but quickly composed yourself, clutching yourself tighter.

“cold, couldn’t sleep,” you mumbled, teeth beginning to chatter. toji clicked his tongue, beckoning for you to sit on the bench next to him. you obliged, settling yourself on the freezing wood. heat radiated from the behemoth of a man next to you.

“ah, three roommates too much for ya?” he joked, stoking the embers with a stick. the two of you watched as sparks flew from the glowing bed, floating up into the night sky and fading from view. unashamedly, you scooted closer to toji until your thighs were touching. a relieved sigh escaped from your mouth as the heat that he emitted spread across your skin at the point of contact.

“you could say that, i suppose,” you sighed, doubling over to insulate the warmth as much as possible. a wave of thanksgiving washed over you as you thanked the stars above that toji had offered to chaperone you and your friends on the trip - otherwise, you’d be cold and bored to tears as your friends slept blissfully beside you.

“that’s too bad darlin’, loud snorers, cold front and all, what’re ya gonna do?” the tone of his voice was teasing, but sweet. it was almost as if he was dangling a treat in front of a puppy who was begging for it.

“i dunno,” you shrugged, “go back and try to sleep, i guess.”

“i don’t think you’ll have any luck with that,” he scoffed, prodding the embers once again. they crackled angrily as they flashed and crackled through the air.

“you’re probably right.”

the two of you were quiet for a moment, as if the both of you were holding your breath, waiting for the other to plunge a foot through the sheet of ice that had formed over the conversation. toji continued his idly fiddling with the fire, and you stole a glance at his face. his sharp features were enhanced in the dim light, shadows dancing across his pale skin. despite being surrounded by trees, the smell of pine stuck potently to his flannel. his eyes flitted over in your direction, and in response, you quickly tore your gaze away from him, gluing your eyes back on the fire.

“well,” he cleared his throat tentatively, “if you’re alright with it, you could sleep in my tent.”

your heart leapt into your throat at his proposal. “really?”

“it’s a lot less crowded and i’ve been told i radiate the warmth of a space heater,” he laughed. you joined in nervously, hesitant at accepting his invitation. while it wasn’t the best idea in the world, a good night’s sleep wasn’t going to come easily in a tent next to your three loud friends.

“that actually sounds really nice… mr. fushiguro.” you tacked on his name as a nicety, knowing that he hated when anyone called him that. but you just couldn’t help your manners at his generosity.

“please, y/n, i’ve told you a million times already, call me toji.” it was a knee jerk reaction that tumbled from his lips as he stood up, towering over your shivering frame. he offered a hand to you.

“thank you, toji,” you obliged in his request by using his name, taking his hand. the rough pad of his palm rubbed against yours, sending a warmth down your spine and straight between your legs. fighting the urge to tear your hand away from his, you let his fingers close around it and lead you to his tent.

“something else on your mind?” he asked, giving your hand a soft squeeze. heat rushed to your face as you remembered how desperately you were trying to work your way to an orgasm earlier, how nothing you attempted pushed you over the edge and left you sniveling, cold, and unsatisfied.

“it’s nothing,” you deflected, not wanting to tell your friend’s dad about how sexually frustrated you were. that was one way to make a friendship awkward indefinitely, and you certainly didn’t want that to happen with your good friend megumi.

“aw, no, don’t give me that, darlin’,” toji pried. he opened up the tent flap for you, allowing you to step into the dark space. “any boys giving you trouble? is it my son?”

a laugh fell from your lips at his mention of megumi. “no, no boys…” you trailed off, trying to come up with another lie to satisfy the man’s nosiness. “i just, um…”

“c’mon don’t be shy,” toji teased, zipping the tent flap shut behind him. suddenly, the space felt infinitely smaller. he was right - he really did radiate heat like nobody’s business. as he towered over you, stooped over to avoid hitting his head on the top of the tent, you felt yourself get warmer and warmer, acutely aware of how close he was to you.

“i couldn’t… uh…” you gulped past a lump in your throat. it was an extremely personal admission, one that you wouldn’t share with just anybody. but toji was so attentive, eyes sparkling so kindly, that the words left your mouth almost involuntarily. “…finish myself… in the tent.”

your eyes glued to the ground, not wanting to watch toji’s scar ripple as the corners of his lips turned into a wicked smile. you didn’t want to watch as lewd scenes of the two of you played out in the reflection of his green eyes. but most of all, what you didn’t want to see was how his dick got hard in his jeans at the mention of your frustration.

“oh ho, you dirty little girl,” toji purred, taking a step closer to you. your forehead was nearly touching his chest when you finally lifted your head to meet his gaze once again. “well, i guess i have a trick for that too, if you’re up for it.”

with the closing proximity of your bodies, it all began to click with you. if toji could give you what you wanted, then you could sleep well. it would only be a one time thing, it was just a little favor. throwing all caution to the wind, you nodded.

“yeah, toji,” you agreed. without hesitating, his hands settled on your waist, quickly wrapping around your frame to pull you closer to him. with a steadying hand on the small of your back and the other cupping your chin, he leaned down to press a chaste kiss to your lips.

the man pulled back, his breath was soft and warm as it fanned across your cheeks. the depths of his emerald eyes shone into yours, sparks glinting within them as he closed the distance between your faces once again. he kissed you harder this time, the hand on your chin leaving its station to secure a position on your waist instead.

tentatively, you allowed your hands to wander up his body. the grooves of his abs met your fingertips under his t-shirt as he exhaled slowly, melting into your caresses. feeling encouraged, you felt up the muscles on his arms, admiring the way they flexed in response to your rapturous touch.

there wasn’t any space between your bodies in the slightest, not even an inch despite how toji’s erection poked into your lower belly. even through his pants, you could tell that he was huge. the man nibbled softly on your lower lip, eliciting a gasp from you. taking advantage of how beautifully your mouth parted, the slick muscle of his tongue explored your mouth.

halfway surprised at the sensation, you pulled back, cheeks in flames. as much as you wanted it to feel wrong, it didn’t. in fact, the way your body responded betrayed any sense of integrity; you felt yourself pool between your legs, the magnetism of the man pulling you in. toji’s brows furrowed together as he stroked your hair gently, leaning down to study your face.

“hey, baby, you alright?”

you bit your lip, hesitantly raising your gaze to meet those emerald eyes. his hands moved to cup your face, holding you so gently as if you were fragile porcelain. you opened your mouth to speak, but nothing would come out. your gaze fixated upon the ground again as toji tsked, stroking your cheek with a thumb.

“oh, darlin’, you’re not a virgin, are you?”

the statement wasn’t meant to be condescending, nor did you feel that it was. and you weren’t, either. it’s just that you’d only had sex a handful of times, all of them being painful and unenjoyable. you just had no idea how to convey that with the monster of a man who towered over you. he didn’t exactly give off an aura of tenderness that you so desperately needed.

“i’m… just a bit nervous, that’s all.”

a wide smile broke across toji’s face. he leaned down, touching his forehead to yours in a reassuring gesture. planting a tiny kiss on your nose, he pulled back, taking your hands in his to press kisses into your knuckles.

“oh, now, pretty, i’ll be gentle with ya. come see.”

you obliged, watching as he knelt down to unzip his sleeping bag, unfolding it so that the both of you could nest on it. he sat down first, leaning against a few of his bags, legs criss-crossed in front of him. you stayed where you were, arms wrapped around your frame until he beckoned you with his finger.

“come sit on my lap, baby.”

the command sent a heat igniting between your legs as you padded hesitantly over to him. his teeth flashed in a smile as he helped you settle onto him, the powerful muscles coursing in his thighs flexing underneath your weight. as you straddled him, your clit landed perfectly on his erection. you let out a gasp at the stimulation, to which he grinned.

“feels good baby? even over the clothes?”

“yeah, ‘s good, toji.” embarrassment sent heat to your cheeks. it didn’t have to feel this divine, messing with your best friend’s dad, so why did it? why was he everything that you needed at the moment?

“let’s get you ready for me then, darlin’,” toji purred, cupping your face again. “grind that pretty pussy on my cock, ‘kay?”

“‘mkay,” you squeaked, indulging in his wishes. the rasping of the fabric met your ears as you started to slowly shift against him.

“ah, so good, so obedient,” toji grumbled, hands coming to rest on your hips as you rolled them experimentally, “you gonna keep bein’ a good girl for me, eh?”

you nodded, tentatively setting your hands on his shoulders to find balance. he pressed a kiss to the back of your hand, a smirk toying with his lips.

“there we go, baby. how ‘bout you call me daddy, pretty. you like that?”

“yes… d-daddy.” the word felt absolutely filthy rolling off your tongue so naturally. his eyes nearly blew out of his skull at the tone your voice took on, cock twitching underneath your tempting warmth. a cheeky smile toyed with your lips as toji’s pupils blew out, the emerald depths swallowed up by lust.

“shit, you make it sound so pretty,” he growled, lips crashing into yours. his arms wrapped around you, pulling you in deeper to the kiss. the man’s self control unraveled into that of an animal’s, teeth bumping against yours as he threatened to swallow you whole.

his hands reached to cup your ass, the span of them nearly covering your entire behind. grasping at the soft flesh over your clothes, he manhandled you into grinding on his cock through the restrictive fabric of your pants. the way that the tip of his dick caught your clit perfectly with each drag that the man imposed on you had you falling apart on top of him, moaning into his mouth.

and toji, even he would let out a groan every now and again. but as the time went on, and he got harder and harder, they became more frequent. you felt a sense of pride well up within you, that you, megumi’s friend, had his dad reduced to a moaning mess. you could admit that it was a bit of a stretch to call him that, but seeing his face squench up every time you opened your eyes to catch a glimpse of him fueled your ego.

“let’s get these clothes off, shall we?”

you were panting and acutely aware of the damp spot that had formed in your panties by the time your lips disconnected, spit still beading from them. at toji’s suggestion, you shivered, the cold making itself known to you as wind rustled the trees, setting ripples across the walls of the tent.

“but toji, it’s so cold,” you whined, pressing closer into him. your hands wound through his silky black hair, scratching his scalp through his tangled tresses.

“i’ll keep ya warm, pretty baby,” he smiled, toying with the zipper of your jacket. begrudgingly, you allowed him to undress you. he took his time with his tasks, pushing your jacket over your shoulders and watching your tits bounce in his face as you shrugged it off. you cursed yourself for the amount of layers that you had to wear in order to combat the cold, at the amount of time you had to spend away from his lips.

once toji had removed your thick sweatshirt, he could see how your nipples poked through your t-shirt, hardened in response to both the chilly weather and your arousal. he pulled the last layers of clothes off in a heartbeat, jaw dropping at the sight of your breasts.

“you have such pretty tits, darlin’,” he marveled before indulging in just a few moments of appreciating your breasts. his lips latched onto one of your nipples, tongue swirling around the perky bud. both of his hands cupped your tits, kneading the warm flesh like massage balls. he released your nipple before moving to the next one, and you swore that his spit would’ve frozen on your breast unless he hadn’t moved his hand to tweak the sensitive nub.

your body went into overdrive at the stimulation of the pertinent erogenous zones. the progression of your posture was embarrassingly quick; originally, your nails had sunk into his shoulders, then your arms wound around his neck; and finally, you were grinding on his cock like a bitch in heat, nearly crushing his skull in your embrace as you pulled him closer to you.

“alright, alright, that’s enough, little girl,” he laughed, pinching at your side lightly to signal you to release him. you obliged, shivering as you pulled away, the chilly air assaulting your bare skin. toji winked at you before pulling his shirt off, revealing his chiseled and scarred chest.

you had reached to touch the warm skin when toji swatted your hand away, moving undo his jeans instead. you sat back on your haunches, watching as his cock sprung free once his waistband was removed. he shimmed the jeans down over his ass as you shifted, allowing him to remove his pants completely. your eyes nearly blew out of your skull at the sight of how big, how pretty his dick was.

the pinkening tip was glistening with pre, aching for any kind of stimulation as you marveled at it. toji only let out a laugh at the hearts throbbing in your eyes, his arm reaching to hook around your waist and turn you around.

“let me get a feel for that cunt of yours, darlin’. come sit.”

you obeyed, settling against toji’s chest, the head of his cock digging into your lower back. shifting slightly against his member, you grinned as a shaking exhale from the man behind you told of how he ached to be inside of you. however, his lapse in control didn’t last long. he pulled a blanket over the two of you, making sure that no part of your bare skin was uncovered. the heat that radiated from his body quickly warmed the inside of the blanket, soothing your pertinent goosebumps.

his hand trailed down your leg, skimming over the sensitive skin of your inner thigh, laughing softly as you twitched under his touch. you let out a tremulous moan when he reached your clit, teasing you by flicking a few brief strokes upon the tender flesh. you melted into him, back arching as he began to rub circles on the throbbing bundle of nerves.

“you poor thing,” toji cooed into your ear, nibbling on the lobe, “poor little girl couldn’t cum, eh? poor, poor baby; let daddy finish you, ‘mkay?”

you only nodded in response as your brows knit together, his movements becoming more potent. toji’s lips trailed kisses from behind your ear, descending down your neck, across your shoulders. his lips latched onto you, marking the skin with purple love bites. teeth sunk into the flesh as he bit down on the sensitive flesh, drawing cries from your lips.

before long, he gathered up the juices that flowed like a river from your cunt, using it as lube to insert his middle finger into your tight hole. you gasped, biting down on your lower lip as your walls stretched arduously just for one digit. he kissed your shoulder tenderly as he gave a few slow pumps in and out of you, allowing you to accommodate the size.

your cunt gushed in response to how his finger pressed perfectly into just the right spot hidden in the plushness of your walls. the corners of his lips curved up into a luminous smile against your skin, breath fanning down across your collarbone. and when he judged you ready, he slipped in another finger, using his thumb to rub against your clit.

the feeling was simply heavenly as you clamped your mouth shut to hold in the moans that would have otherwise echoed into the dark night. with his other hand, he cupped and massaged your breasts, tweaking your nipples teasingly, basking in how you twitched and arched against him.

the sensations were overwhelming, how he was hitting each sensitive inch of your body perfectly. your limbs jerked sporadically, legs threatening to snap shut and prevent toji from pleasuring you. the man was opposed to this happening, seeing as he was peeking at his slick fingers as they pumped in and out of you from under the blanket.

“uh-uh, little girl,” toji scolded, lifting his legs one at a time to pin yours down. “can’t let you run away, now.” you were completely caged within his body, with his warm limbs surrounding you wholly. the heat was blissful, the pleasure augmented exponentially.

before you knew it, you were on the precipice of an orgasm. your eyes rolled back into your head simply at the thought of it, how the feeling had been so far out of your reach, yet here it was, cupped gently in the hands of a man who was your best friend’s father. throwing caution to the wind, you grinded your hips on his fingers, pushing yourself over the edge.

“what a greedy little girl,” toji commented, nipping at your neck. “you cummin’?”

“yes, daddy,” you gasped as stars exploded behind your eyes. “th-thank you, daddy.”

“what nice manners you have, baby.”

toji picked up the pace of his ministrations as you rode out your high. the air in the tent was drenched in warmth and the scent of your arousal as you lost yourself on his fingertips, your bodies melding together in lewdness as you came all over his hand. his body pressed further into yours, chest heaving against your back in an attempt to steady himself, preventing the urge to flip you over and fuck you relentlessly into the ground.

“shit, i wanna feel you cum on my cock, darlin’.” his voice was impossibly deep, drenched with lust, rumbling across your sensitive skin. “so fuckin’ tight.”

broken whimpers escaped through the small space between your lips as you attempted to control your volume, acutely aware of your friends just a few feet away. orbs of light still danced across your vision as your high began to ebb away, the aftershocks shooting through you even countless seconds after the climax.

you were panting towards the end of your high as toji slipped his fingers out of you, arms wrapping around you to pull you in close for an intimate embrace. the small of your back was soaked in pre as toji’s cock twitched needily, aroused by how perfectly you had grinded upon it. his lips met the back of your neck in a tender kiss.

“come ride me, baby.”

the suggestion was embarrassing enough by itself, especially with the smile that was behind it, but you had lost yourself long ago, ever since you sat down beside your best friend’s father. without waiting for an answer, he lifted you up, extending his long legs in front of him as he turned you around to face him. a deep blush adorned his cheeks, blood spurred to circulate wildly at how fucking gorgeous you had been when you came on his fingers.

as you mounted him, the blanket fell from your frame, cold air attacking your bare skin. you were acutely aware of how your hips stretched to straddle his size as your knees hit the ground next to his waist.

toji, being particularly merciful that night, reached beside him to grab a soft fleece blanket to drape it around your shoulders. you shifted to get comfortable, settling your hands on his chiseled abdomen. the muscles flexed in response to your soft hands, breath seething from between his teeth at your touch.

while you rearranged yourself, his erection dragged against your clit before slapping against his stomach. your mouth nearly watered at the sigh, how the pre that dripped from his tip splattered across his abs, glittering in the dim light as it beaded along the sharp peaks.

toji didn’t make a move to fuck you; in fact, he folded his arms behind his head, resting on the makeshift pillow with a lazy smile. heart skipping a beat, you pressed your pussy onto his cock. a soft gasp emanated from your mouth at the delicious warmth, how he fit so nicely between your folds. his face contorted at the contact, a low moan pouring from his lips as he relished in the warmth that seeped from your cunt.

from underneath lidded eyes, he watched as you began to set a slow pace upon his cock, grinding your hips back and forth along the length of his shaft. in need of a better base for your movements, your hands slid up his body to rest on his chest, gazing at the defined muscles as they rippled underneath your touch.

toji clutched the corners of the blanket, making sure that they wouldn’t fall off your shivering frame as you bucked your hips shamelessly on his pulsing dick. the warm rugged veins of his cock pulsed tantalizingly against your clit, the entire length coated in your juices after just a few moments of your frenzied ministrations.

your eyes met his, both of you ignoring the sounds that tumbled from your lips. all that you could focus on was the way his brows knit together in pleasure, how his fingers dug into the flesh of your hips, egging you on to bring him to the crest of bliss that you dangled in front of him with your movements.

“god, you’re driving me crazy, darlin’,” toji groaned, pushing your hips back and forth across his length. he twitched against you, telling of a feral desire to push into your plush walls, to feel you contract around his aching cock. and you needed it at that very moment.

“i… hah… i think i can take it now,” you panted, reaching down to spread the pre that leaked from his slit around the reddening tip. he nodded enthusiastically, watching as you stilled your hips, lifting yourself from the warmth of his cock while pressing your hands into his abdomen to provide a steady stance for when he put it in.

“okay, lets see you take my cock, baby,” he murmured, using a hand to line up his length with your entrance. with a meek nod, you shifted your hips downward to take his length. the head slipped into your tight hole as your mouth took on the rounded shape of an o, wincing with how your walls were already expanding to take him in. his fingers hadn’t stretched you out nearly enough to accommodate the enormous length that he had been packing.

“oh fuck… ‘s big, so big,” you whimpered as you started to sink down upon him. your walls screamed with the excessive span that you had to endure as his dick made its home in your aching cunt.

“i know, you can do it, baby,” he choked out as he held his cock steady while you enveloped it. tears beaded along your waterline at the pain that came with him splitting you apart, at how good it felt, but how it seemed that you were completely being torn from the inside out - and it would be the most pleasurable thing you’d ever experienced. inch by inch you took him, until you felt the contact of his base against your clit.

your eyes nearly popped out of your skull when he finally bottomed out, the tip of his dick kissing your cervix. nails dug into the flesh of his stomach as you gave your hips a tentative swivel to gauge how you should proceed, your clit catching friction on the base of his cock.

“‘s so big, daddy,” you whined, beginning to grind feverishly on him. the hands that held your hips barely did any work as he watched you with lidded eyes.

“you can take it, pretty baby,” the man encouraged as his hands roamed up the length of your body to find purchase on your breasts. taking a nipple between his pointer finger and thumb, he grinned watching you jump at how he pinched the bud. his other hand gently massaged your tit, palm covering the entire area.

you couldn’t contain your moans, letting the sound travel across your ears and toji’s. the sound nearly made him jump; and as much as he loved the noises that tumbled from your lips, he knew that his son and his friends couldn’t hear the lewd commotion. his hand fumbled around the surrounding area, finding the simple pink panties that you had been wearing.

“sh, sh, now darlin’,” toji murmured, squeezing the flesh of your hips with his free hand, “you need to be quiet. can’t wake up your friends.”

“i… ngh… i know,” you mewled, “‘s just so good, daddy. i can’t stop.”

but toji made you stop, shoving your panties into your mouth, effectively muffling the sweet sounds that echoed from your lungs. the scent of your arousal flooded your senses as you picked up the pace of your movements. your cunt had successfully assimilated to the mass that impaled you, now beginning to leak with the approach of your orgasm.

“fuck,” he growled, removing a hand that guided the movements from your hips to stimulate your clit. his thumb moved in deft circles to rub against the sensitive nub, effectively transforming you into a moaning, crumbling mess.

“toji, mmm,” you attempted to cry through the fabric of your panties, but the only sound that made it through was your pitiful moan. the way in which he was so big that even the tiniest of movements brushed against your sweet spot, launching you into a pool of unadulterated bliss, spurred by the nimble movements of his thumb against your clit.

the tells of your approaching orgasm hit you; how the warmth spread through your body, how your extremities threatened to go numb. it was the latter that seized you, rendering you to a immobile mess as you collapsed upon him. toji took over without hesitation, determined to push you over the precipice of your climax.

he elevated your hips, planting his feet firmly upon the ground as he used the leverage to thrust into you. his hips slammed into yours mercilessly, splitting you open without a second thought. your fingernails dug into the skin of his shoulders as you hung over him limply, barely able to hold yourself up. your breasts pressed against his chest, sliding with the presence of sweat that had begun to bead due to the heat your bodies created.

with your moans stifled against your damp panties, toji didn’t hesitate to toy with you more. he sat up slightly, his lips latching onto your tits, suckling on the sensitive buds. the stimulation was almost too much, from his dick kissing perfectly upon your g-spot as you dragged your hips back and forth on him, how your clit caught traction upon his lower abdomen, how tongue swirled around your nipple. but his thrusts, the relentless pounding into your dripping cunt, that was what drove you wild.

“harder, harder, daddy!” you screamed into the fabric. despite the barrier, toji understood your ministrations, his hips picking up speed as his heavy balls slapped against your ass. with the overwhelming sensations that surrounded you like a warm, hazy embrace, you were on the edge of an orgasm in no time.

“daddy,” you whimpered through your panties. toji’s eyes shot up to your face, desperately searching yours as he jerked his head up to tear the panties from your mouth with his teeth. “i’m cumming!”

your statement echoed throughout the tent, throughout the clearing, no doubt hurtling into the ears of your friends as your back arched involuntarily, pressing against his knees. the blanket flew off of your frame, but it was no matter; the familiar warmth of an orgasm enveloped you for the second time that night, coming apart on the man’s cock.

walls convulsed sporadically upon his length, drawing animalistic groans from his mouth as he lifted you up forcefully, scrambling to flip you over and fuck into you from above. his mouth crashed into yours, kissing you hungrily once again before pulling back to drink in your dazed expression.

“god, fuck, you’re milking my cock, darlin’,” he groaned against you as his balls slapped against your ass. he hooked his hands into the crook of your knees, folding your legs against your chest. “want me to cum in you, babe?”

you couldn’t answer, not when the heat that exploded between you was spreading through every inch of your body, not when his cock was filling you so perfectly, not when you were completely unraveling, feeling every inch of his body upon yours.

“so fuckin’ tight,” he growled, tearing through your pulsating walls as he pounded his hips into yours. “you’re so perfect, y/n.”

“‘m yours,” you managed to moan, “c-cum in me, daddy.”

“that’s my girl,” he growled, spilling into you instantly at the permission that you gave him. the warmth that filled you while the ropes of cum pumped into you was so divine, so marvelous as his arms wrapped around you to pull you impossibly closer. together, the two of you rode out your highs, vocalizing without shame your pleasure, without a second thought of your friends right next to you.

“holy fuck,” was all that toji could utter as he shot one last rope of cum into you. you gave one last whimper before going limp with exhaustion in his arms. his enormous girth remained in you, however, your frame impaled by the man’s length. he hugged you tighter, enveloping you into the heavenly warmth of his body heat - the very thing that drew you in in the first place.

“say, you wouldn’t mind being megumi’s stepmom, right?” he joked after a few moments, straightening up to arrange the pallet. cum spilled out of your entrance at his cock pulling out of your cunt. you winced at the empty feeling. toji quickly grabbed a discarded t-shirt to wipe up the mess, tossing it carelessly to the side.

you laughed at the prospect, rolling onto your side. “yeah, i would actually,” you shot back, sitting up as he folded the sleeping bag into its prescribed position, “that’s just weird, toji.”

“well, just a thought.” he pressed a kiss to your temple, settling in next to you before zipping the gigantic bedroll shut. he enveloped you in his arms, warmth covering you once again.

“thanks, toji,” you murmured, pressing your back into his chest reluctantly. he took the contact generously, relishing in the opportunity to wrap you further in his arms, the heat of his body reaching every inch of your chilled bones. your shivering stopped the moment his body fit against yours like a puzzle piece.

“gotta think of an excuse to tell your friends,” he reminded you after a few more moments of silence, pressing a kiss to your shoulder. you laughed at his sentiment, knowing that it was an important one to ponder.

“think it’s something we can easily come up with,” you said, nudging his chest with your elbow. “after all, i did have a lot of reasons for not being able to sleep tonight.”

“i guess you’re right,” he muttered, fingers trailing idly down your arm. “sleep well, baby.”

he reached his arm around your frame, a hand cupping your chin, exposing the rough skin of his palm to you. you kissed the scars, each puckered inch brushing against your lips. “goodnight toji… i mean daddy.”

the laugh against your skin was barely palpable, but it still ghosted against you as sleep began to claim you. your body gave in easily, now warm, content, and satisfied. together, the forbidden couple that you made tumbled into the dreamland of sleep, out under the stars.

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~ Yandere Hyunjin - X31 [CULT SPECIAL 2/2 PTS]

tw / trigger warning: yandere themes, cult themes (brainwashing etc), violence, blood/gore, murder, disturbing themes, swearing

wc: 3k

a/n: so I’m a bit tipsy and wrote this just like really quickly idek what’s going on or if this is shit lmao sorry, I will proofread this tomorrow mwah love u

summary: the gang from your hometown that you knew as criminals had now kidnapped you and as they take you to their destination you soon find out they’re actually a cult, will you be able to escape or will you become their pet forever?

‘‘ You’re..them ‘‘ you muttered at last somehow sounding disbelieved.

‘‘ You must’ve known right? At least a part of you knew all along ‘‘ he answered with a smirk.

‘‘ You must’ve known right? At least a part of you knew all along ‘‘ he answered with a smirk.

You huffed.

‘‘ If I knew, don’t you think I would’ve fought back harder than I did? ‘‘ you looked at him coldly.

‘‘ Well actually- ‘‘ he leaned in closer to you, so close that you could see your own reflection in his crazy, empty brown eyes.

‘‘ I think you wanted this ‘‘ he adds.

‘‘ W-what are you fucking crazy? ‘‘ you exclaimed hysterically, the panic was overtaking your body every second that passed.

He nodded and the smirk was back again as if he enjoyed seeing you like this. You bet he had seen way worse captures of his, who suffered a lot more.

‘‘ You want to know why? ‘‘ he asked tauntingly.

He didn’t even give you a chance to answer before he went on.

‘‘ You’re a lonely pathetic woman in her 20s. You have no job, no money, no boyfriend or husband and no family ‘‘ he said this in such a mocking manner that it took you aback. You felt like your whole body went cold, like you were an insect under his magnifying glass and after he had inspected you he crushed you.

This was all too much for you. You tried the best that you could to turn away from him, sort of looking out the window - only, all the windows were covered up and you assumed it was to make you feel disoriented and not see where you were. It was smart, you’d admit that. On top of that the leader had kept you occupied so you didn’t even get the chance to feel what ways the car was turning to somehow name your location.

He didn’t say anything more for the rest of the ride except for a low,

‘‘ I’m Hyunjin. The leader ‘‘

Then he left you alone, you weren’t sure if he was watching you but it sure felt like his eyes never left you, even when you were turned so that you couldn’t see him in the corner of your eye, the feeling of his gaze lingered.

Not long after, the van came to an abrupt stop throwing you forwards slightly. The doors were slid open revealing the familiar guys from before. Only three of them were in the doorway now though, one shorter one with freckles, the other shorter one with a mean and stern looking face and one that looked like a golden retriever. As you looked at them you wondered how they had ended up here in this gang. They were once normal people just like yourself, what happened to them? Perhaps...they were kidnapped like yourself and they would try to make you one of them?

‘‘ Get out ‘‘ the mean looking one barked at you and then said to Hyunjin ‘‘ We’re here master. Everything is ready ‘‘

The leader reached over again to unbuckle your seatbelt but he wasn’t really looking at you this time, he seemed to be in a hurry. In fact he seemed to be so stressed when you had stepped out that he swept you off your feet. You yelped in surprise but he wasted no time, walking straight away towards the buildings doors. 

It looked like it was some kind of abandoned church. It was worn down and dark, covered in graffiti and had several white sheets covering up the window. You shivered at the creepy vibe it gave off, it looked like the perfect place for a gang.

As your group approached the entry doors, two of the guys from before hurried up in front to hold the doors open for Hyunjin and you. You felt him walk again and you tried to turn from your place in his arms to look around. You gasped.

People in masks and dark cloaks stood in a circle around some kind of table. The walls were dirty and worn out just like the outside and the familiar church seats didn’t look very familiar anymore, they were filled with clutter like books and candles. More candles decorated the walls and it had weird drawn symbols in white and red, which looked too much like blood.

You desperately tried to crawl out but his arms clinging onto you only got harder, tightening the grip. You were coming closer and closer to the group who had now turned when they noticed your presence. The group split in the middle, making way for you to pass through. You heart dropped when you had passed by the people.

Right there was an altar. It had old dry blood ingrained in it all over. By how the dried blood looked like it had run down the sides, you thought about how much blood there had to have been there, they probably killed someone and the thought of it makes you sick.

He sat you down unexpectedly gentle and stepped back slightly while looking at you. You felt like there wasn’t a chance in hell to escape with the mob getting ever so closer as the seconds passed, soon they’d be suffocating you although it felt like their mere presence was already doing that.

‘‘ W-what, where am I...Hyunjin ‘‘ you said his name slowly as if trying it out.

His expressions didn’t change, he looked cold like he had done that same night you met him.

‘‘ Y/n, I’ve had my eyes on you for a long time. Planning, waiting for the perfect moment to take you away ‘‘ he explained calmly. 

You didn’t say anything but when he said he’d been watching you for a long time you felt chills down your spine again. You didn’t feel safe here and you didn’t know what they wanted.

‘‘ Master decided to save you ‘‘ one of the mob whispered in an almost hysteric voice. 

They looked really riled up or quite frankly, crazy - from the way they got closer and closer and how they looked at their leader with so much admiration, like he was some sort of God.

‘‘ Save me? ‘‘ you asked looking straight at Hyunjin to try to read his face.

You thought that maybe they were just joking but he still didn’t move a muscle. He took a deep breath before speaking again.

‘‘ You see, all the people out there they’re really bad people. They have turned to the false God and I’m the only one who can save you ‘‘ he answered fairly casually studying your face and reaction to what he had said.

‘‘ Uh, false God? ‘‘

‘‘ Jesus and his father ‘‘

You huffed. It still felt like a joke but the people surrounding you made you doubt it. Either they were really good actors or this crazy man had taken advantage of vulnerable people and brainwashed them into worshipping him.

‘‘ He’s evil and tries to mask his evil words with acts of ‘‘ kindness ‘‘ ‘’ he air-quoted the word kindness and looked truly annoyed as he explained this to you.

You weren’t really sure how to respond.

‘‘ I...Appreciate that and what you do but I would like to go home now, is that okay? ‘‘ you tried.

‘‘ No ‘‘

Silence followed. You felt like the mob were silently judging you and maybe even hated you because you got all this attention from their precious leader.

‘‘ U-um well I do have to go, I’m not interested sorry ‘‘ you swung your legs over the stone seat and put your feet on the ground below.

He didn’t move from his spot which made you hopeful, but then when you approached the mob expecting them to step aside for you to pass - they didn’t. They stood just as still, just like him. You saw him turn to you and then felt a hard grip around your forearm.

He was angry but you also saw some hint of disgust in his eyes.

‘‘ See everyone how grateful you are that I saved you, see what could’ve become of you. We’ve got a lot of work to do with this one ‘‘ he said to the mob while staring into your eyes. He smirked for a moment and that’s when you realised, this was a cult.

He was fully aware of the truth vs made up things and how he affected all these people but you supposed he liked the power. It made you sick yet again to think about how many lives he had ruined by spewing such nonsense.

His loyal followers all shouted in union,

‘‘ Yes master! ‘‘ 

Before Hyunjin started to drag you to a doorway at the opposite side of the room. It felt like his grip was getting tighter and tighter and you groaned quietly at the pain, it was sure to leave bruises but you knew he didn’t care - he had probably left a fair amount of bruises on his followers before. 

He took you through the doorway and turned to the right. You reached a long stone corridor that felt very creepy. He kept dragging you until he had gotten to the room at the end of the corridor. There, he still kept his iron grip on you while fumbling in his pockets to take out a silver key.

‘‘ This is where you will be staying ‘‘

Anger bubbled up inside you. Who is he to decide that he was gonna ‘’ save you ‘’ to kidnap you and to order you around without you having a choice? It made you feel so belittled, and because of it you hated him already and what made it worse is the fact that you were pretty sure he enjoyed it.

He shoved you in and closed the door behind him swiftly without turning his back to you, smart, he didn’t even give you one opportunity to escape him.

‘‘ Tomorrow will be your first ritual, you should be excited ‘‘ he gave you a small smile. 

You wanted to punch him so bad, to kick and scream and to run for your life. The room he had pushed you into was as cold-stoned as the corridor had been, literally. It looked like an old-school prison cell in those castles with stone floor, walls and ceiling. The windows were barred shut and was way too high up for you to reach anyway. 

The only thing that made it look anything other than a prison cell was the double bed in the middle of the furthest wall. It had scarlet velvet looking covers and looked quite comfortable. In that moment you wanted nothing more than for him to leave so you could let your growing exhaustion take over you and figure out a plan to escape later after resting.

And so he actually did - to your surprise. You suppose it was because of the look of burning hate you had given him this whole time or that you had refused to answer him but whatever the reason, you felt relieved.

He sighed and left, closing the door rather harshly after him but you didn’t even look at him, he didn’t deserve that.

Your head found the pillow automatically and you let your body relax, falling asleep not that long after.

-

‘‘ Hello? Y/n get the fuck up ‘‘ the distant voice who had been mumbling, or least that’s what it sounded like to you - suddenly started to get louder and clearer.

You body jerked awake when you realised it wasn’t a dream and the first thing you saw when you opened your eyes was those brown eyes of the leader himself. He looked annoyed, like you were just a burden to him and the fact that you’d woken up so late was just another inconvenience.

He rolled his eyes.

‘‘ Finally. We haven’t got all day Ms princess ‘‘ 

You yawned at looked at him still half-asleep. You got up without protesting though because you didn’t want to anger him any more. 

You wasted no time and even got dressed in front of him, ignoring his presence while continuing to be in a dazed and tired state. 

He seemed to wait as patiently as he could but that didn’t stop him from sending you glares every now and then. 

At last you were ready, dressed in a white plain summery dress that had been put out for you to wear. You noticed while walking up to him that he was now wearing very light coloured clothes as well - a strong contrast to the day before. He didn’t have his piercings on, his tattoos were covered and he wore long white linen clothes. You gagged at the thought of him picking out clothes just so you would match.

‘‘ Come on ‘‘ he mumbled. His patience seemed to be running out.

He opened the door and basically pushed you out in front of him, then he closed the door once again and followed quickly. It felt like he was breathing down your neck, not giving you any space to - you assumed - not make you get away. You ignored him being that close and focused on his directions instead. He told you to go back the same way you had come from and out of the church, into a garden where the ‘’ ceremony ‘’ as he called it would happen.

You stayed silent and walked to where he wanted you to. The church was empty, which was a bit odd but you kept going until you laid your hands on the  big doors again and pushed it open.

You recognised the place you had been at yesterday, even the car was still there. But you couldn’t do anything, not even get close to the car before Hyunjin barked his orders,

‘‘ Right. Then walk straight to the garden. No stopping ‘‘ and you reacted like a robot, casting one last sorrowful look at a possible escape route. 

You followed his directions and walked into a clearing in the forest the church had been hiding behind itself. The mob was there again.

Of course

You thought yourself and couldn’t stop your hand from forming a fist. More people, less chance of escaping. But where else would they be if not by the side of their precious leader?

They gave you very genuinely happy smiles which freaked you out and you smiled back awkwardly to not feel like you were being rude. As you approached the group Hyunjin put his fingertips to your upper back guiding you forwards, or rather to the middle of the circle again who parted once you got close, allowing you to pass through.

Then you spotted it, another altar. 

But this time you weren’t really scared, until Hyunjin told you lay down on it and his words from before rang in your head over and over again,

‘‘ Tomorrow will be your first ritual, you should be excited ‘‘

Fuck

What was going to happen to you now?

‘‘ Welcome everyone ‘’ he started off his speech, turning to the gathered crowd.

‘’ We’ve gathered here today to make a union, to forever bond the master, the greatest, to y/n, the princess ‘‘

Your head was spinning. It felt like the coldness of the stone you were laying on had transferred to your blood, making it ice cold. You weren’t even sure if you were alive anymore or if this was possibly just a dream.

‘‘ Y/n? ‘‘ he suddenly called out which caught your attention.

You turned your head to him, tears threatening to fall any second now.

‘‘ I have to do this, for us to be together forever ‘‘ he said this in an almost pitiful way and your gut knew what was coming but you didn’t want to believe it.

You were going to fight and be optimistic until the last second.

‘‘ You first, then me okay? If you keep still this will be quicker ‘‘ the fact that he looked truly sorry made you forget for a moment what kind of person he was.

He walked up to you and you got so enhanced in his eyes, it was easy to see how all the other people had believed his lies. You were even ready to accept your faith, and so you did the only thing you could - you closed your eyes and waited.

You weren’t sure but you think you heard him say ‘’ good girl ‘’ under his breath. You also heard some distant hushed talking and some items being scraped together but you held you breath and kept your eyes closed, it was for the best.

No closed eyes or deep breaths could’ve prepared you for what came next though,

the pain was unbearable. A cold metal that was sharp penetrated your chest causing you to scream out.

‘‘ Stop! Stop! Stop! ‘‘

Hyunjin hushed you comfortingly and stroke your hair slowly, placing small kisses to your forehead but you barely felt them - the pain was so overpowering it felt like it was the only thing you felt.

Eventually when your breaths started becoming more heavy and your vision started to get blurrier, you opened your eyes one last time. You saw the man you had started to hate in such a short time, now...he was your killer. 

Then you closed your eyes again and waited and waited while it felt like the liquid had decorated your entire body, hell maybe even the whole forest. 

At last, after much suffering

the world did become black and you were finally at peace.

[milliumizoomi]

hello uhm???? Ok so literally end of 2021 let’s do this,,

god where do I start🗿✊🏽

FIRSTLY I’d like to thank my entire following on tumblr,, like holy fuck y’all when I tell y’all we starting 2022 of strong y’all gon see what I mean,, but seriously I want to thank all of the people on here who’s been with me on this hell of a year,,

Like the sheer amount of amazing ppl I’ve met???? AND the love and appreciation I received from y’all??? Omg y’all made my year so much better. To mam my moots,, yall made me live this year. Y’all always make me feel better and I’m so thankful <3.

honestly idk how the year would’ve went without all of u😕💕

INDIVIDUAL MOOT APPRECIATION TIMEEEE <33 !!

@kiyokumura ok where do I start with u🗿 I can honestly say ur the person that’s been here since day one,, can do anything without u nd I’m so happy to have met u this year,, u drive me up the wall literally any chance u get 🗿 but u literally are like my sister and ilysmmm💕💕

@megurulvr ACE MY BELOVED,, my other half literally,, a&a duo for the win literally this girl has been there so much for me it wouldn’t feel right if she just want trying to beat my ass yk?? u are just one of the sweetest ppl ever,, when ur not trying to choke me out🗿✊🏽,, but srsly I’m so thankful for u,, u make my day like 10 times better every time and ilysm😕💕💕

@ccxiia SHAWTY,, MY LIFE,, MIGHT AS WELL BE MY CLONE,, you gave me such happiness,, lord u don’t even know,, ily 🗿💕 literally that’s it,, too much to say I just love u so so much nd u made me rlly rlly happy.

@verrion SHAWTYYYYY,, SHAWTY BAEEEE,, MY SHAWTYYY,, lemme just say,, ily🗿 like the way you’ll be here for anything and speak things ppl rlly don’t wanna hear just to help them??? MAD RESPECT ilysm it’s impossible to fathom,,, GLAD UR MY BESTIE🙄💕💕

@rumi-core RUMIIIII ,, lord you😭✊🏽,, god u make me laugh so much at the stupidest things,, nd call me so often that by the time we’re done talking our phones are dead. God ilysm ur one of the best ppl I’ve ever met nd I’m so happy abt that🕺🏽💕

@sukunasbabymama MOMMMM gosh ily,, u help me out,, give good advice AND UR SWEET???,, literally one of the best moots ever,, u make ppl feel so comfortable and safe that it’d be illegal to not love u,, one of the most non toxic and greatest people I’ve ever met,, go to this woman right here for anything she’ll help u she’s so amazing,, LOVE U LOTS 💘💘

@ventisunholylyre IZZZZ,, god this my wife yall she’s so amazing,, we bond over our love for our boy chifu😌 BUT ANYWAYS gosh I’m so happy to have met u,, u make it literally impossible to not like u and ur always one of the ppl that inspire me time and again,, ILY BABES💘🕺🏽

@infxrity LIA HIII,, hihi ok so like ur vibe?? Amazing I love it,, ur one of the funniest ppl I’ve met and u can literally make anybody laugh with anything u do,, ilysm babes🕺🏽💕💕

@gogogostopsatorugojo @p-ol @sscarchiyo there’s never not a time where y’all don’t make me smile,, y’all are genuinely such amazing ppl nd I love y’all so so much,, honestly feeling good to be calling y’all my moots,, MWAH☹️💕💕

@bontens-sweetheart @uncrytears my darlings,, literally they make me happy,, so happy actually,, I want to give y’all the biggest hug y’all don’t understand,, I’m so happy to have met y’all and Ilysm😭😭💕

Honorable Mention

@v4mpiy ur the sweetest literally,, I want u to know that,, ur amazing,, I wish u all the best my love and I’m so happy I helped inspire u,, I hope that I’ll be liking some of ur stuff as well,, my inbox is always open love,, hope u enjoy the new year 😁💘💘

[serenityseventeen]

Hi, I just want to tell u that I really appreciate u for continuously working hard and giving content every day! Like seriously, ur 14, how do u manage to do that??

Anyway, what I really wanted to do was get to know u! I've liked ur works for a long time and each one I read always amazes me 😍😍

So I saw ur about me post and I was wondering how u chose your bias?? For me, I always bounce between members because I like them all😭😭 but I feel like I've settled on jeonghan

Also, if it's not too much can I ask what ur favorite song by txt, ikon, ace, bigbang, and svt is? I am a multi too and I want to get to know u!!

Lots of love to u 😘

Oh, thank you for enjoying my stories! I really appreciate it!! Your compliments flatter me ^^

+ well... I'll answer your questions one by one hehe... (It's pretty long)

First of all, I guess I just made it a daily routine?? I really love writing and since my love for it grew so much, I just want to do it. I also have a lot of stuff in my mind and I feel like writing helped me throw away stress...? Plus, if I develop my writing skills when I'm younger even if I'm just writing fluffy fanfiction maybe I'll have more opportunities when I'm older?? I want to develop a skill while I'm young just in case it'll have an impact on my future... Yeah, I think that's how I manage! (I also just love seventeen so much and my ideas for fantastical scenarios are always popping up like boom boom boom).

Second, bouncing between members is so relatable! When I first became a stan, my bias was Vernon because he stood out to me. I thought he was really handsome and his beginning part in "Don't Wanna Cry" was always on my mind! However, sometime later, I began liking Hoshi lol. I think it was when I saw his choreo to "Bad" by Christoper. I thought Hoshi was hella cute and his dancing was FLAWLESS. I don't even know how I came to choose Wonwoo lol. I think it was when I was scrolling on Pinterest and looking at SEVENTEEN photos after watching Bad Clue and I just fell for him and his charms??

Third question: my favorite songs from TXT, BigBang, iKon, A.C.E, and SEVENTEEN??

TXT - probably Run Away...! That song was and still is an absolute bop in my opinion! I loved it when it came out!

BigBang - Let's Not Fall in Love has a place in my heart. ❤️

IKON - hmm... I really like I'm OK because it's relatable, So I'd say that one is my favorite; but close competitors would be Killing Me and Love Scenario!

A.C.E - UNDER COVER AND CALLIN' AND TAKE ME HIGHER (A.C.E has so many good songs, makes me want to listen to them more often!)

SEVENTEEN - I LOVE almost ALL of their songs and each one is just, mwah, chef's kiss. Anyway, I would say my favorite is THANKS. I don't know but I can just feel the sincerity in the lyrics for this song. Plus the meaningful choreography; they are the only group I know that successfully incorporated sign language into their dance.

I hope I didn't go too overboard...? Thanks for asking me questions, I'd love to answer more questions and see your responses to the questions you asked too (Does that sound confusing?)! ^^

Thanks for the love, sending some back to you! <3

-serenityseventeen