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redysetdare · 8 months

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y'know, I'm gonna apologize to the people I've gotten short with in the past. I'm sorry i let my short temper get to me and I'm sorry i took it out on you, especially if you were being genuine, patient, and kind. I should've met you with the same tact and grace but instead I lashed out. It doesn't matter how much i felt you deserved it at the time because i still could've been more kind and patient with you. it doesn't matter how much my patience had worn thin or how much i had dealt with before hand. I had the option to be kind and i chose not to and that is on me. I hope to be better. I hope to be kind. I don't want to be angry all the time.

#text #personal #while anger can be justified #especially towards those who are wishing harm upon you #i realize that i haven't always been kind to people who were genuine. to trivial comments and situations.#anger and frustration can be justified but also I can always choose to not respond or to respond with patience and understanding #and i didn't always do that. i let my anger talk and was in many cases petty and unreasonable #while i has a right to feel anger the way i expressed it and released it was not always the best way nor was it always fair or justified.#i'm not sure a lot of those people will ever see this. but if they do i dont expect forgiveness #i just hope they know I'm growing into a better person. or trying to.#and i hope they know i am genuine in my apology.#anyways sorry about sappyness haha.#reblogs off because this is not that kind of post #very much a personal post. i dont do these much but i feel like it's important enough for me to make it.

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