#anyways. these hands look good as hell
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"what do hands mean about a character?"
Their hands mean they love eachother
(webcomic)
#i almost wrote 'source' instead of 'webcomic'#that's a little twitter brain rot right there ngl#it's so bad on twitter rn yall like#straight up isn't showing my posts to my followers anymore#and art in general does. so much worse when it's actually the artist posting them#like provably art performs better when the artist pretends they stole it...#so so so glad I'm still on tumblr LMFAO#every time i use twitter i take psychic damage#'ohhhh why do you still use it' everyone is asking me this#my job. is to post art#kinda gotta post#I mean. ok that's not my job#you know this and I know this#but it's an important part of my career#its gonna be my job after i leave webtoon tho#god i hope that works#im so scared#LMAOOOO#anyways. these hands look good as hell#i think all the hands i draw look good#caus i love hands#but i loooove drawing hand holding...#the amount you can say with how a hand touches another.#im gonna be thriving with wwl#cause they have to hold hands or hell die#pump it into my veins#ok i can tell my bf js getting annoyed ive had my phone on for 3 hours in bed by#time and time again#adam and Steve#webtoon originals
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On top of everything else that's happened in the last month or so
(girlfriend breaking up with me / me running off in the night w the friend I was supposed to be maid of honor with bc her (now ex) fiance came home drunk and scared us, while ofc we also both were in swimsuits and had like NO money or even shoes due to incredibly poor timing / Getting stuck in Dallas for TWO MONTHS longer than I meant to be due to bullshit work transfer systems (and admitedly my own inability to remember that deadlines exist) / that same friend going BACK to her shit boyfriend alone to a city 4 hours away from anyone she may call for help if things go wrong / me now no longer having a place in dallas to stay for these next 2 months bc I was SUPPOSED to stay with that friend but her bastard boyfriend doesn't want me in his house anymore bc he knows I'd tell his girlfriend to dump his ass)
I have now lost my fucking house keys.
Anyways I may or may not be way less active for a bit so this is the formal apology and explanation for that. Sorry guys, we are NOT going back to ur normally scheduled rapid fire ninja content as promised for like. A minute. Possibly. We'll see. Sometimes my own motivation wave surprises me.
Tbh it's my own fault for daring to become a fanfic author tbh. Should have known the "sorry I didn't update, my house burned down teehee <3" curse would come for my ass
#this blog will go bafk to normal eventually. as soon as I stop getting hit by bricks. and can think properly.#im going through a lot rn idk#no one look at me#chances are I will go back to normal soon but rn Im burnt out as hell and feeling it in my bones#the hyperfixation isnt healing me like it should#i wanna go back to chicago so bad oh my god#im staying in my parents house for now on my days off and it looks like ill have to do that for the next few months#but its the fucking worse bc that commute is like 2 fucking hours for me MINIMUM on a good day#Also I forgot how many fucking bugs live in this house and how much harder it is to convince myself to eat while living here#man.#sorry this has half turned into a vent post at this point#but also like. whatever. its my blog.#its also 1am and I get up to work in 3 hours. so.#yippie#the next 2 months are going to be wonderful for me.#im sure.#uhhhhh actual fic updates + my art commissions will probably continue as normal#mostly also bc I have hella shit half written already#i just may be quieter than usual on here / not post much au things#which have been slowing down anyways#coincidentally timing well with my girlfriend breaking up with me. but. yk.#happens to the best of us.#anyways stay tuned for fic updates but yeah fewer au posts and art probably#apology also to those sending me asks I really do want to answer#but fatigue and depression has placed its cold hands on the back of my neck which makes me hesitate to do much here#anyways.#birds rambles#should I tag this vent I feel like I should just in case someone has that tag blocked and wouldnt wanna see this#just in case#vent
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the phoenix
#psychonauts#boyd cooper#the milkman#nightmaretheater#MAY BE EXTREMELY CRUSTY…!.!.!.!.!.! WARNING FOR COMPRESSION ASSASSINATION#i really dont cwre if thus gets compressed as hell….. what else can i do about it..?#anyways…….. coughs.. this somehow took me only 8 hours time??#i feel crazy. they are right <-just drew ohhh soo many papers#i think people neglect all the angel imagery involvign the milkman. Like. It was presumed dead(youknow?)#Ignore the funky colors. i was feeling hologra#Actually. No. I like the funky colors.Get so real#Some things might be a bit less detailed because i wanted to focus on bigger shapes as opposed to intricate detail#also the perspective is a little weird…Thats fine#Please dont look too hard at some of the hands they are a bit weird#<-good thing that the compression will hide that from you. devious laughter#grins…really proud of this
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mmm nikola orsinov but girl hell 1999 cover redraw…
#cicadas creations#cw blood#cw eyestrain#just in case#the pose was edited slightly bc I didn’t know how to make holding a detonator two handed lol#it’s kinda low quality but ehhhh. it’s a doodle + it adds to the ~aesthetic~ I think#oh god don’t ever let me type like that again good lird. anyways#tma#nikola posting#the magnus archives#nikola orsinov#sure we’ll maintag this#I don’t know what c4 looks like and im sure as hell not looking it up godbless (/silly)
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So so so so grateful that I dont care about most Dragon Ball guys or forms. So so so thankful becasue I save so much money on not caring at all about most figurines. I do spend $35 on Champa Funko Pop thoigh
#But i get discounts at my local Goku Store because they love me ❤ Good Business Model becasue#I would not buy nearly as much crap there if it werent for the nearly-reliable discounts . OUCH MY WALLET (yes it's dragon ball patterned ❤)#Like I get excited when they have new stuff and i buy random dragon ball mangas if it looks cute .#TODAY I GOT NINJA MURASAKI THOUGH !!! I PROMISED MYSELF THAT IF THEY EVER HAD THOSE CHAPTERS ID BUY THEM ..#SO I HAD TO ... UGH OUCH MY MONEY . WHY#anyway. VERY HAPPY ABT CHAMOA THOUGH BECASUE i decided not to buy Him becasue of money#but weeks later he was still there and i was like ''ok I'll just hold him'' but after having him in my hands#therewas No Way In Hell that i was Ever putting him back . He was like a child in my arms#ACYUALLY PRETTY CUTE FOR A FUNKO POP !!!! AND WHY DID THEY MAKE THE SPHYNX CAT FUZZY ????? 😭😭😭#Hes soo cool It feels so Right to have him here with me . ❤#Anyway.#dballz posting
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kcd2.........
#the slowburn merthur of it all. head in my hands.#hyperfixations. you'll never guess where they'll come from next#sorry if you have sent me a message recently on any platform. I will attend to it....#obsessed with how they marketed it last game as like anti-woke and now the biggest controversy is it's slightly woke now. times we live in#if you don't know what the hell I'm talking about I just found out about this game last week and then through a series of shenanigans...#well. anyway when I looked up what the gay romance controversy was like >10 hours into the game I screamed in new and interesting ways#best way to experience it honestly would be to play kcd1 and kcd2 completely unspoiled but that's unrealistic. well. anyway#oscar award for most pleasant surprise of the year.#btw I have not even remotely gotten to this part in kcd2. like haven't gotten to the STRAIGHT romances never mind the. well#anyway. my point is. [falling over] MY POINT IS#thank god for historical fandoms where the fic is on average really good#every person on the team who fought for the storyline to be a thing you deserve one million gift baskets#[me crying to my friends] they let you fuck the guy that's constantly talking about pussy...... do you know how important this is.....#kira for ts#anyway thanks to the people who wrote kcd1 fic. you guys ROCK congrats on your elite investing sense#this is a public service announcement bc nobody on my dash is talking about this incredible thing. I got recommended this game at WORK#by someone who DIDN'T EVEN KNOW ABOUT. WELL.#discovering something incredible was going to happen to me in real time.....
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#frank.txt#ive become the house's defacto bread maker & im so happy its so much fun. on pay day im goig to learn how to make brioche bread.......#also donuts! and cinnamon buns! im gonna LEARN so then whenevr im craving smthn sweet i can just Make It#also getting good at making garlic bread yum#its just HELL when im low spoons mode like rn but i'll Eventually unpack the electric mixer in storage#so then i dont break my wrists n hands trying to knead bc my bones arent built for like. anything#losing my fear of baking and playing undertale recently has me wanting to make butterscotch pie soooo bad.......#anyway baking is my new autism hobby alongside cooking now and iim so glad#if anyone has fun recipes they wanna recommend for me to try i'd be happy 2 look at them.... as long as the ingredients r cheap LOL
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Cool so I get to start training in a forge and welding and steam engine maintenance and fitting on weekends
#it’s.#okay.#it’s still Setting In but. I personally wanna ask the guy why#like ‘hey you SAW my list of medical conditions right? you know about the heart disease and seizures and physical mobility issues RIGHT?#I mean hell yes. I can’t wait bc i can work up to working on ships. people who have historical engineering skills are needed Bad on ships#at least the ones I wanna sail (tall ships my beloveds)#but I do love trains too. a lot. I like knowing How Things Make Other Things Do The Thing. it pleases me#ships and sailing always my first love#but the choo choo…#I got the email today from the manager and I’m way the hell out of town atm BUT!!#hey if I can survive America heat I can survive a welding shop. I think. we’ll see how long I last#tbh I think they said yeah bc they’re so desperate for volunteers and people willing to learn on the job#(it’s basically an internship tbh. unpaid apprenticeship)#so he looked at my medical issues and went ‘well if you die or get maimed. well. we’ll see what happens. you have two hands so that’s good’#no but honestly I am very very VERY excited#it’ll only be one MAYBE two weekends each month and they do have rooms on site for staff and volunteers who travel#(I doubt I’ll need them I know a guy 20 minutes away from the place who’ll let me crash)#so it’s not strenuous or biting into my already busy week#(being on a committee is fun….. *sobs in someone forgot to take minutes at last meeting*#anyways#this story is still developing#FINGERS CROSSED everything goes smoothly#even if I just did a Saturday….#I can work on ships………..#I COULD POSSIBLY GAIN ENOUGH EXPERIENCE TO JUSTIFY VOLUNTEERING ON A SHIP#AAAAH#(I do love a forge though… I can’t WAIT to try blacksmithing… even as an assistant/trainee/‘adaptable helper’)#yes I’m absolutely using ‘adaptable helper’ in this instance because. lol.#OKAY BUT IM SO EXCITED AND SO NERVOUS I REALLY WANT THIS TO GO THROUGH#soon as im back in the country im gonna try and nail down some dates
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Every once in a while I think about the ship I've been obsessed over for close to two years now and feel like I'm ascending to another plane of reality. Like sometimes you just encounter a ship that hits every single mark and is perfect in every regard and you're left stunned how something like that can even exist
#Anyways I'mma put the actual inane ramblings in the tags#Medic and Engie make me so ill every time I think about them for a while I feel like tearing into things and biting people and throwing up#How something like that can exist completely defies me#I don't know how something that perfect can exist#I'm typically a multi-shipper and while I still kinda am I honest to god don't really care to write other ships#Not cause they ain't good (they are pretty damn good) but because Engiemedic is just on another level#Like dammnnn!! that's why I've spent so long writing a fic about them!#I can't fathom it honestly how characters like that can exist#They're like a slightly warped reflection of themselves#They're both intelligent mentally ill lunatics with no morals whatsoever#The only thing is that Engie is marginally better at hiding it#If you go into headcanon territory than WHOO!! OHH DAMNNN#Like what gets me the most about Engiemedic is how they're so similar#They think and exist on the same wavelength#In tune with each other. Their neurons braided like wires#If I start talking about how the machine and the flesh are not opposites but rather one in the same we gonna be here all day#I just can't...believe the ship exists#Like man how does this happen#You want humour? Goofy wacky experiments and silliness of them violating several conventions#You want angst? Hell yeah they've got plenty of it#Fluff? Buddy I start wailing and sobbing if they accidentally brush hands while working on stuff#I could write about them for ages and not get bored they can fit in every circumstance#They make me SICK they make me CRAZY I love them so so much#They would do anything for each other#I look at what they have and I can feel like I understand what love is#I need to write more oneshots and minifics about them they're so flexiable and fun#Can't wait to do parallels with them in these upcoming chapters#Either way GODDDDD I love these two so much I could go on for hours about them#especially if I'm allowed to talk about headcanons#sp-rambles
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I drew Kris, uh, yea, that’s basically it
#How the hell do I draw hands and socks#They’re wearing those sandals with on the wide line thingy on the top to help it not fall off yk#Anyways how to draw socks and actually good hands and not make them look stiff#spookyyew59#spookyew59#spooky’s art#kris dreemurr#kris deltarune#Kris#deltarune#deltarune kris#deltarune fanart#fanart Deltarune#digi art#my artwork#my art#ibispaint art#kris dreemur fanart#kris Dreemuur Deltarune#deltarune kris dreemurr#kris fanart deltarune
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I have finally FINALLY got up to the dream scene at the start of the last mabelcorn in kmky and everything is flowing nicely finally, and the scenes and characterisation all are smooth and make sense and I am no longer going over the same establishing scenes like a pedant trying to make them perfect. SUCCESS!
Just have to knock out these next few bits then it's onto unicorn beatdowns, funny hats, pizza parties and loophole heists!
#i am so relieved#i feel a lot happier writing now that im happy with those establishing scenes#they didnt pan out how i originally planned but i think theyre better for it#i kept wanting to make bill and py fight but thats just not what they want to do#and das flavor pups have downgraded themselves from terrifying imposition to mild annoyance with potential for drama down the line#but these things will make everything else make better sense so i dont mind the bits i scrapped#now im cackling to myself writing out the dream scene and yes it will diverge slightly from how it panned out in the show!#because why the hell not#i also have been inundated with ideas for a sequel so im steadily noting down dialogue lines and ideas i want to see#and hopefully i stay on task and don't get too distracted by sequel daydreams#it'll be good tho when it gets there i promise you that#a true healing narrative that doesnt rely on punitive justice and creates a positive outcome without repeating codependant patterns#that we see so often in billford#yes love redeems but love for yourself is important in redeption arcs too and knowing that you can make something good with your own hands#is just the game changer i want to bring to the billford fandom#but anyway thats for later for now im back in action and hopefully on track for finishing the chapter by the end of the month#fingers crossed buds#I'm doing my best so all the folks needing a pick me up after world events get something fun to look forward to#kmky#knowing me knowing you
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sometimes i'm like. am i actually a narcissist? just for a moment. then i remember that from the ages of like 12-19 i eschewed all other photographs or more normal forms of decoration to keep a framed photo of myself on either my desk or my bedside table where i could look at it constantly. cuz i thought i looked cute and confident and no it did not occur to me i might like to have a photo of like, a family member or some cool trees or something i just took like 7 years to go huh wait other people don't keep a photograph of themselves on their desks? what do you do when you want to look at yourself go all the way to a mirror??? anyway it wasn't realizing this was unusual that made me stop the photo just got water damage
#rip it genuinely made me so happy bc it was like 10-y-oldish me lounging upside down in a chair#with my hands behind my head just smiling the hugest most smug smile#everything Went Wrong when i was 8 or 9 so maybe i was younger when it was taken? or i was just on an upswing/good day#but tinyme exuded so much confidence in that photo it acted like a coping mechanism trigger object#id look at it and just go 'hell YEAH we're crushing it'. (reader i was not crushing it ever)#anyway just thought of this bc i was thinking abt the shit therapist i saw once b4 i got a better one recently#where i shared i 'found it useful to use npd as a framework to help me manage' i.e 'i self-dxed and i'm right but i'm gonna act#like i could be wrong. also all dxes are bullshit to some degree'#and then like. 5 min later i was explaining some of the things i've already worked on and what i wanted to#and my general mental profile blah blah. and she was like 'um... wow you think a lot about yourself!' and i literally just.#looked at her and then pointed to myself and said 'i mean#narcissism...'#anyway she got fired or smth and the guy i have now is chill. this can count as a life update ig#sunflower radio hour#vic talks#my arms are killing me i should not have typed........... Hubris.
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I love it when they give guns to pretty girls and also they are in summerwear
#puyo puyo#feli#yana#some rendering studies plus trying to figure out that like... water reflection physics?#you know what i mean. the stuff water does when light refracts off it and hits a wall#also i wanted to draw seafoam feli because god you cant do that to me#burned a couple rolls on her gacha and did not get her as per usual!! hell yeah!!#i did get yana to 7* tho which is why shes here too#i stare at yana a lot cause shes the leader of my current event team#mostly its an excuse to try out lighting stuff#feli's an exercise in soft other color lighting and yana's in a... cave#and then i drew them with their guns because thats so funny to me.#kindhearted priestess yana gets a rifle and feli in a pretty summer dress gets a BALDANDERS GUN#baldanders is hysterical and i wish they did more with him#but yeah! these were very fun to do#fun fact i did feli's dress gradients by hand in an attempt to not use the airbrush as often as i do#and then i used it for the water anyway#so i am a fraud but at least that dress looks good#my stuff
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I went to a little pottery festival in a small town close to mine this morning, and I obviously understand I'm a visually alt/queer looking person living in the deep south. Yes. I get that. But the whole time I felt like a horrible fart everyone was desperately trying to pretend they didn't smell. I had a lovely conversation with a Spanish lady I bought a mug from, but many of the vendors desperately avoided my eye contact, and a few flat out ignored me. Which is baffling, do you even want my money?? my scary gay money?
#these feelings are compounded on by the fact ive been feeling awkward about how i move through the world lately so im probably more#emotional about it than usual (most of the time i try to harness “if you cant stand looking at me pluck out your eyes!!!) but it makes me#feel very excluded 😔#on a brighter note i did get an amazingly soft dark umber corduroy shirt and the lady was sooooooooooo sweet and we had a great#conversation and i got two very delicious (and overpriced) tacos. so i think thats a good day reguardless.#also last thing an insanely elderly man infront of a shop exclusively about baby dolls said to me “you look like youre handing out money”#and i have no idea what the hell that means!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what!!! he croaked it at me and i just went “well im just looking around”#anyways who knows. may have been an evil wizards curse#goober.txt
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you ever miss your comfort character so bad you gotta go outside about it
#idk i've been pretty stressed that's probably why i randomly got rly sad abt it#and by it i mean the uh. gestures vaguely at fandom i guess#either nobody's there or it feels like i'm not exactly welcome. or both! which tough shit i'mma take up the space regardless but like#this weird sense of elitism I get in a space that's built by and nurtured by people whose MO is 'caring a lot' is.. hm.. interesting#idk just got reminded this morning that some people view critique as a free pass to drag a creator through the mud#when what you SHOULD be doing is uplifting them so that they can improve and reach their maximum potential. you clown. you absolute buffoon#it wasn't targeted at me or anything it just made me so angry/sad. smad. i'm smad about it#i just get hit with a wave of what's the point. what's the fucking point nobody cares abt things made with passion for the love of the game#we don't have time/it's not good enough/it doesn't matter/it's been done better/why x when we have y#and you know what fair enough everyone's entitled to their own emotional responses of course.#if you think your opinion is reason enough to tear it down then we're gonna have to agree to disagree on that one i think#just keep in mind that you could have loved what they made. other people could have loved it. it could have changed something for someone.#i personally know artists and have worked with artists who have put so so much effort into making something work over and over and over#only to have no audience and get back up saying guys let's give this just one more try.#hell back in the day I was an accomplished writer kid who was told that you may be good but nobody gives a fuck#artists who use up all these resources just to bring something new into the world and nobody's looking. what's the point. what's the point#anyway. i'm gonna go wade through the snow for a bit maybe sink my bare hands into it you guys want anything#started the post thinkin abt my blorbos ending it crying putting my shoes on alright I'm going I'm GETTING the FRESH AIR fuck off#i'll be god once i've gotten a bottle of coke and some mozzarella sticks. wait am i pmsing. fuck#god i hate that i don't drink sometimes.
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canot stop looking at my icon he's sooo cute ithink this is one of my favorite official don arts. look at these fucking creatures

#skye's ramblings#theyre SOOO cute. spinning them around at high speeds#i forgot there was a phil and little bunny too. good lird they are almost the same size. tiny little guy phil#really really love the colors i want to color like this. pretty <3 also i love the amnt of personality in these poses they're really good#norman is a bit stiff in comparison to everyone else though he is Just Standing There. it doesnt look bad or anything but it is a bit funny#apparently these came with volumes 1-7 as stickers at some point?? i wonder if i could still get my hands on em. i need these badly <3#did do some color correction w don in my icon though <3 looking at the manga covers his skintone actually isnt that far off here#but i watch the anime a lot so im more inclined towards his skintone there. the anime did him better <3#demizu takes a bit of a 'fuck around and find out' approach to coloring which is admirable. thats my approach as well#and usually this results in really beautiful n unique pieces! shes got an insanely good grasp of colors for the most part#and then sometimes you get whatever the hell was going on in pepe and oliver's birthday pieces from last year. hell </3#anyway my autism is spilling um. i really like these little guys <3 would you hold them like plushie and love them forever. yes
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