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Transmisogyny might have had a dialectical relationship with European white supremacy and colonialism for the past several hundred years, and they might look similar in some ways because of how they were shaped by each other and by the same external pressures of this era, but if you think that transmisogyny is a result of white supremacy and colonialism, you don’t know much about the history of gender and patriarchy in Europe let alone the rest of the world.
#this is not to say that in some places you didn’t see patriarchy expired where it arguably didn’t exist before#this is not to say that it didn’t make all colonized nations more backwards in their social development as well as their economic developme#but if you look at India or China for some obvious examples or even Japan which was never colonized by whites (although to be fair it was#occupied by the USA for a lot of time and in some ways was shaped by US imperialism) and you think that they were not entrenched#patriarchies before and after than please fuck off and read a history book#if you think Confucius had anything positive to say about women or trans people with his ideas about loyalty to the family unit than you#are really beyond help
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He is at his limit.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#LWJ's breakdown has been a long time coming and I love how he breaks down. It is a torrent of emotions he can't hold back anymore#He bites! He cries! He throws a tantrum!#We know from bonus content that he was a biter when he was younger but that's exactly the point. It is a childish behaviour.#LWJ has been help up to the highest expectations to be mature and beyond any childishness.#He is selfless - cold and composed to the outside observer.#It is a false ideal to live by to be disconnected from everyone. You can't be a person if you are perfect.#But by god he was never perfect to begin with. He has a terrible temper and is awkward in social situations.#He's overly righteous and rigid - And so on and so on. Both him and WWX know each other for their flaws first.#And it is not about how other aspects 'make up for it'. It's about seeing someone's worst traits and going 'I can tolerate that.'#You can't ask someone to love the worst parts of yourself. But you can show them and have them be tolerated.#MXTX did not write SVSSS and MDZS's main couples to be about seeing the worst parts of someone and still choosing them-#only for readers to miss the point of what that really means!
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I really really like that lucanis reaches the 'there must be some way through this' realization 'off camera', so to speak, while presumably looking at rook explaining the situation to spite. it just. hits right. he gets that moment to himself after 'this place is a nightmare, why would I want to stay here' to come back into focus, to gather himself and think it through in peace, outside of the demands of anyone’s gaze (including the player’s!), while rook takes care of spite’s confusion and urgency and distress as he can’t himself in this shattered state. they're inside his soul, but he still gets that moment of privacy, with rook and spite there and supporting but not intruding. idk there's just something so good and right-feeling about it. rook's presence in lucanis' mind at its most vulnerable and frozen could have felt SO invasive if the quest wasn't written as skillfully as it is, and I get skeeved out by that kind of thing incredibly easily so it's a testament to how well it's done that it always feels safe and supportive. lucanis has had both his bodily and psychological (slash spiritual/existential) integrity and autonomy violated so brutally and repeatedly, and having even the way the camera perceives him here grant him the dignity and respect and privacy of soul he hasn’t experienced in a long time… it’s a whole thing huh. No wonder it’s taken me a while to put it into words lol
(also what a contrast to what solas and rook have got going on, and what a sly way to slide the point of comparison in there to build to the thematic whole. the solas version of this IS of course wildly invasive and skeeves me out but in the intended delighted horror movie way. solas, too, was let into someone’s soul through the cracks in the wake of a traumatic event, and he IMMEDIATELY sought to turn it to his own benefit and use that trauma as a weapon against them fhdsja I’m sorry but it’s just such a character-revealing instinct for him to act on without hesitation and I love how terrible he is, it’s all so unforgivably premeditated and consistent.
rook acting out of the desire to make sure lucanis is ok vs. solas going ‘well. When life gives you oops killed my friend, make dead friend poisoned lemonade and make his loved ones drink it. this sunk cost fallacy isn’t going to perpetuate itself’ is such a neat contrast and it’s not in your face about it but it’s still there, deep and solid down in the thematic narrative. rook doesn’t do anything to or in lucanis’ mind, really — they negotiate their way through the layers of defense and are let through, and they help him make the whole thing more explicable, but they never exert any force or go rooting around for anything that doesn’t present itself to them first. solas goes about gathering ammo for when he's going to nothing personel kid this person from like the first moment fhdskh doesn't waste a second before he's on that gaslight gatekeep girlboss grind. the fact that the game goes out of its way to show there IS a respectful, non-selfish and kind version of this process makes what solas is doing even more deliciously awful (glee) and rook and lucanis’ relationship (platonic, romantic, whatever it might be in any given playthrough) all the more moving to me)
#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#solas#getting some affectionate solas slander in there is always correct as far as I'm concerned that's basically his form of prayers I think#one of the most non-alienating depictions of trauma and mental illness I've come across honestly. up there with harrow the ninth#(which is the all-timer of course. that book gets me when no one else gets me) and the hawk and a hacksaw speech in due south#for things that have resonated with me recently. you can tell how deeply lucanis feels like he's a completely shattered and destroyed thing#that can't come together and be a person again. and the narrative treats him with such affection and respect anyway#even on the worst route where he doesn't really get to resolve anything he IS still a full whole incredibly loveable (and hilarious) person#even though he can't see that from the inside at this point because there's so much pain and confusion in the way.#and there's no condemnation or blame there that he shuts down irrevoccably in many ways on the fallen treviso route -- only#a neutral not-unsympathetic recognition that this was one thing too many added to the burden. this was more than he could take.#and it's not a failing it's just a fact. he's surviving the only way he knows how even when it isn't immediately uplifting or cathartic#no there are things here that's beyond you to help him with and you have to sit with the discomfort and grief of that without#getting acess to his inner life the same semi-unguarded way again actually. it's so interesting. it's subtle and real.#he was a person with deeply entrenched patterns of psychological defense before he met you and you are not an exception to that#in an automatic way. you can't 'fix him' or his relationships you can only be there with him and when conditions are right that alone heals#(subtlety in some of these things I think a lot of the 'rook is only a therapist' criticism completely fails to engage with. btw.)#anyway. he means the world to me and I love this game I only wish there was more of it
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is this a safe place to say i think tord was cooler before legacy

(just some general physical hcs this doesnt actually have much to do w pre/post legacy lol)
#i feel like legacy really skewed. how people perceived him#and beyond isnt helping by up playing theee villain stuff#i like that tord was kinda chill like that. like obviously hes an ew character so hes not like CRAZY chill like that#theyre all cartoons so ofc everything is exaggerated. but idk guys hes kinda chill like that#he was just the quiet one! there for the ride theres something fun with that#and now he’s some crazed power hungry genius#dont get me wrong i ALSO like the red leader stuff thats so fun. but that is so separate to tord to me as a character he feelsss#like a separate character. completely.#IDK IM JUST RAMBLING I HAVE MORE THOUGHTS BUT MAYBE ILL TYPE IT OUT ACTUALLY#for now have my tag thoughts#eddsworld#ew tord
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So what would be the fallow up to your souless clover AU who do they live with, how life now their husk, do they get their soul back after True pacifist


#Thank you for asking! It really helped get ideas flowing for this au beyond 'hey this would be cool'#souless clover#undertale yellow#clover undertale yellow#post pacifist route uty#martlet uty#starlo uty#ceroba uty#frisk undertale#chara undertale
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one of red bull's greatest strengths is their ability to completely transform car performance in very short periods of time through minor but critical setup adjustments based on the feedback that max will give after practice sessions. those small changes help max feel at ease with the car and allow him to perform to the best of his capabilities.
#max verstappen#this is the main reason i want charles to move to red bull#(beyond lestappen teammates ofc)#but charles has a really good feel for how he wants the car and they would listen to his wishes and make those changes#no other team does it as well as red bull#and the fact that max and charles like the same fundamental car characteristics would help
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Ugh. Everytime I see this still or a gif of it again, after not having seen it for a few hours, my heart does a little jump. It so looks like they're about to kiss that my stupid brain just dives into the delusion for a second or something, I don't know 🥲
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More than just the Demon.
#ffxiv#digital art#zenos yae galvus#venat#endwalker spoilers#will forever be fascinated with this man#look guys look- the literal embodiment of wol's wings of hope LOL (and me going hehe about that and footfalls)#the part of me that adores digging into the nuance of character writing (intentional or otherwise) is just latched onto zenos#and venat-- they cant just give us two characters who get really important 1v1 duels#and ask really important questions#and love the MC and are willing to risk themselves so unconditionally#and have them not live rent free in my brain#--and maybe this tiptoes into the realm of crack theory so beware there will be a lot past here--#but I cant help but think zenos is akin to an oracle or warrior of light but was tempered/corrupted by zodiark#or some strange happenstance of varis (who shares visual traits to golbez before 6.0 ever came out and the dark mana burst)#and carosa (who it seems zenos got his looks from- and he already looks like he has ties to venat and argos like minfillia does)#was he a result of the eternal chess match between the two parties' machinations? or just some strange twist of fate?#another day of him being “emet's successful experiment” (again- intentional or no) making me thonk#theres something so strange about the final days dreams and how dark aspected he is- that his void abilities are more tied to him tbh#yet his mannerisms beyond just what he's been through almost reminds me of light corruption and the uncanny calmness#we see in most beings associated with the light in any significant way and like second phase eden shiva#he almost has all the marks of someone who shouldve already had the echo or blessing of light but for one reason or another#was unable to hear hydaelyns call#of course it doesnt help i mentally associate him with connections to zero and how she was corrupted before she was even born#and durante- who states uncanny ability and connection with light and darkness and yet favors dark magic more#i simply live with the idea that zenos' soul was an eternally faithful companion to wol's and#this time the cardinal sin of separating the pair finally happened to rather dire consequences lmao
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-Tim
#ask.png#tim wright#trans tim wright#OOC Olea Speaking: this is honestly kinda irrelevant and personal but thought i'd share for anyone interested ->#i was debating for a while whether or not to go beyond just hinting at this#because generally i like to keep things ambiguous and up to interpretation so everybody can feely enjoy their own personal HCs with Tim#but I have DID -- and i happen to have a Tim fictive who's been struggling a lot with living in my (AFAB) body#and he's recently been seeing a lot of trans Tim art and writing and stuff thats honestly helped him so much with his sense of identity#and feeling comfortable in his own skin#and its just the best really its been so healing for him#so yeah trans tim canon on the ask blog :)#mh tim#marble hornets#mh#afterlife au#slenderverse#fan art#fanart#art
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Downfall has only just started, but already I'm deeply curious what Bells Hells reaction will be to seeing it play out. I've mentioned before that I suspect the dislike or outright disdain some of the party feels for the gods - most notably Ashton and Laudna, but also Imogen at times - is in part a product of the gods being so distant as to not feel like real people to them, and therefore being easy scapegoats.
It’s easy to see the mortal victims of Ludinus and the Vanguard as just that: victims. The Hells have met them, have been them. They have not seen or felt the gods suffer in the same way. Laudna even went so far as to blame the gods for mortal deaths and suffering after the solstice, even as the gods are the ones under attack. They feel uniquely abandoned by the world, and it's easy to blame these distant, powerful figures for their hardship. Certainly much easier than to see the mortal systems that enabled their harm, or to actively seek improvement on their own.
But to see the gods now, not just as people but as mortals, with all the flaws and vulnerabilities and fears of any of the Hells, with loved ones of their own and the same desperate sense of self-preservation as any living thing, will they be able to hold onto the disdain that they’ve clung to for so long?
#critical role#cr3 spoilers#downfall#i feel like laudnas reaction especially will be interesting#while imogen and ashton haven’t really changed their views on the gods they have changed the way they view themselves#they recognized their own self destructive tendencies and started to put in work to grow and change#rather than continiously blame circumstances beyond their control (aka the gods)#meanwhile laudna has only dug in deeper#I used to think that meeting the gods and realizing they're people unconnected to her trauma would help her#move beyond and start to process and come to terms with it#but now she’s so far gone that rationality no longer works#I'm really curious to seeing how she’ll handle all this#and deeply hope there will be more divine presence in the campaign post this#let bells hells visit the gods the way vox machina did! genuinely i think it would help them get over their reoccurring god dilemmas#nella talks cr#cr spoilers
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The main reason I adore the prototype fanbase is as follows
You cannot make up anything that seems "too far from the source material" to a prototype fan
This is prototype mother fucker, there is no level of "out there" that is too far for a prototype fan
You can say whatever the fuck you want and stick some dark scifi terminology in there and literally nobody will complain about it
You wanna write a prototype fic but don't wanna stick to the lore? Well in this fandom the lore is the instructions on the back of a popcorn bag that tells you not to use the popcorn button, nobody has ever followed those fucking instructions
That unstable anemic emo twunk cheated his way out of a nuke. Law, reason, and believability went out the window a long time ago in this wild West of a fandom
#prototype 2009#prototype 2#alex j mercer#alex mercer prototype#that hot topic employee has endured horrors far beyond human comprehension#just do whatever#go crazy with it#there is no such thing as “its not really plausible for prototype”#you can get away with lore murder in this fandom and i love it#its like a creative writing class but the teacher left a long time ago and someone is blasting 21 pilots through a phone speaker#there are no rules man we're lost#i wanna grind up a prototype disc and snort it this shit yumby#mental illinois#this game has eaten me alive do not send help I don't want it#they cooked so hard with this ridiculous power tripping wack ass game
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i literally don’t know how to refer to rsl irl like. robert is too formal. bobby is too personal. bob is just weird. saying rsl makes me look insane. robert sean leonard makes me want to become him and then repeatedly say i want to put a gun in my mouth. umm. so i settle on “the guy that played neil”
#the fact that i’ve really thought about this is enough to say that i’m beyond help and insane#but i can’t let ppl irl know that#so#idk what’s the point here#robert sean lawrence leonard#why is your name is long#why#can you tell it’s 3am and i should probably be asleep#also please say you get the reference or i sound even more insane#neil perry#robert sean leonard#dead poets society
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any thoughts on screamer being protective of knock out?..👉👈 maybe in your post-war au or would it be too ooc?
YESSS I definitely think he’d be protective—just in his own weird and esoteric way. I feel like, even months (and let’s be real, years) after the war is over, Starscream would struggle to let himself form attachments without strings.
While they were under Megatron’s employ, it was only natural for a commander to care about the wellbeing of strategically-vital colleagues, but now that the war’s over, he’d have to find other ways to justify his investment… Which, luckily, is not too hard, cuz 1) he kind of needs to have a doctor-contact to stay alive and well, and 2) having someone backing him as the leading representative for ex-Decepticons on Neo Cybertron is important for his legitimacy ⬅️ guy who really struggles with Not Scheming after Only Scheming for Millions of Years
Having at least one follower will make it easier to command the respect of other returning ’cons than having no one would (disregarding the fact that everyone else considers him and Knock Out to be of equal status in the ‘rebuilding Cybertron’ endeavour, and—if he’s being really and truly honest with himself—he does too; he only does the ex-commander thing to posture and distance).
So of course he’s concerned with keeping Knock Out in his pocket, and also gets antsy when he doesn’t know where Knock Out is or what he’s doing and why isn’t he being kept in the loop HELLO would it not have been pertinent to INFORM him of his little jaunts in Shockwave and Ratchet’s new lab—honestly, Starscream thought Knock Out didn’t even like Shockwave—or joyrides across the wastes with that self-righteous little scout and the starry-eyed groupie?! What does KO mean ‘it wasn’t a big deal’ and ‘you’re hovering again [neutral-positive observation]’ (he is a SEEKER not a HELICOPTER he does NOT hover), should he not know where his sort-of-partner-kind-of-second-in-command is AT ALL TIMES (unless he’s mad at KO in which case KO can go scrap himself)—
So with that in mind, I imagine his protectiveness usually manifests in him being annoying as all hell 🤦 Which Knock Out finds both amusing-and-maybe-endearing and absolutely irritating (‘by the pit do you ever stop nagging’) in alternation. I think despite Starscream’s readiness to nitpick, though, he’d freeze up when the iron is hot (haha referencing my own art /smacked) when it comes to making requests of Knock Out to stick around if he doesn’t have a concrete reason for it beyond ‘it would soothe his anxiety.’
But if anyone or anything ever does something to KO, they better hope to Primus the Autobots will save their spark cuz they are going to DIE otherwise, and it will NOT be quick and easy like Cliffjumper’s termination!!!
Though SS would probably, like, try to be chill and aloof about this anyway. It’s not like he had an extreme emotional reaction to something bad happening to you Doctor it’s purely that he has honour as a Decepticon and must enforce karma to assure everybot knows not to frag around and find out, you see. Why is everyone asking when the last time he recharged was—Primus, he’s not a sparkling—and maybe if the Autobots and vehicons weren’t such incompetent oafs he wouldn’t even HAVE to stand watch in Knock Out’s recouperation suite 24/7 😒!!! He’s only being RESPONSIBLE, doing his DUE DILIGENCE—which, honestly, those Autobot hypocrites should be doing FOR him!
(Meanwhile Knock Out is on the recharge slab, in pretty good shape for all the fuss Starscream is making, like :] but playing along anyway. ‘Clearly the Autobots’ security initiatives are lacking in the first place—I can’t believe they let me get ambushed!’ and ‘Say, I’m feeling a twinge between the wheels, along the transformation seam—would you take a look? No, no need to get Ratchet’ and ‘Though, as much as I appreciate the dedication, Screamer, this is starting to feel like a prison watch—’)
#asks#lacetalks#Lace’s KOSS Analysis#…I’m sorry this turned into pseudo-fic you can tell I really want to write actual fic but it is beyond my capacity ATM#Lacuna helped with KO’s dialogue at the end! :D I’m not as good at writing him as Starscream cuz he has less screen time to study smh#I should make a tag for stuff pertaining to my AU huh
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Zenitsu agatsuma has got to be the biggest egg I have ever seen in my entire life
#demon slayer#kimetsu no yaiba#zenitsu agatsuma#nezuko kamado#there’s genuinely no way bro doesn’t have smth going on with his gender#nezukos bamboo necklace is chewlery btw hehe#I hope I was able to capture the expression of like#just genuine tender yearning#it’s something he’s always had the longing for but never quite understood where it came from#or even what it was#just a very empty hole in his body that he could only ever describe as self hatred and disgust even if he knew that wasn’t quite right#I think when they’re older nezuko would rlly help him like#get comfortable w the idea of actually exploring his identity#he’s spent so much of his life just truly and bitterly hating himself to the core#he couldn’t stomach the idea of thinking about who he was beyond the surface level#I think nezuko would make him feel so much more okay with himself and help try to get him to a point of at the very least knowing who he is#it’s a very long road that zenitsu really honestly isn’t sure if he’s comfortable with#but he can’t help but at least try#if not for himself but for the ache of the child inside himself who has so desperately longed for comfort and love and belonging#he wants to know that child who was so brutally outcasted could eventually find a home#he wants to believe there’s hope for himself#Zenko chan I love you so much#she is so important 2 me…..#sorry transed your zenitsu. no yeah we can’t undo it. yeah he’s a she now. sorry nothin I can do.
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Bad End: The Fall
Summary: It's my Hound!MC Alon's birthday, so I made some sketches of them and Mhin based on the scene from Transformers One! For context, the idea is that Vere has gotten himself free and went on a rampage in the Senobium, slaughtering students and clerics alike, and destroying the labs and archives, along with all hope of finding cures for Mhin and Alon's respective curses. In the midst of the massacre, Vere finally made Mhin lose control of the monster within them and they have transformed into a crow monster hybrid. There is a brutal and bloody fight between them but Mhin has finally defeated Vere and is about to kill him, when Alon, their partner, stops them.

“What are you doing?”
“It’s over. He lost.”
“So did we! We lost everything because of him — I have to do this!”
“No, you don’t. Look at him, he's down. He's no longer a threat.”
“He needs to die! Can’t you see that?”
“This won’t cure either of us! Don't do this, Mhin. Don’t be the monster he says you are.”
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“…You need to move out of my way. Before I move you myself.”
“Mhin—”
“MOVE!”
“Stop—!”
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“No…”

“No, no, no, you idiot! Why did you do that? Why?”

Your blood is on my hands now.

You’ve made it my fault.

You’ve made me into the monster…
All to save him.

“Partner…no…”
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“I'm done saving you.”
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#happy birthday to alon!#touchstarved#touchstarved game#touchstarvedgame#transformers one#red spring studio#touchstarved oc#touchstarved mhin#mhin#mhin x oc#mhin x mc#alon the hound#alon the stray hound#myart#my art#myoc#my oc#remember when we meet in the demo and mhin saves us from dying and also offers their hand to help us stand?#I thought it would be fun if that was reversed#and the transformers one scene worked surprisingly well for that!#alon was not necessarily in the right. I just felt like it would be in character for them to stop mhin from killing vere#alon would not hate vere. not even on mhin's route. they would see him as a victim of the senobium.#by now the two outsiders have learned the truth about the senobium's cruelty. so mhin knows. even if they haven't accepted it.#and alon wouldn't think killing vere would help mhin especially not in the long run.#they see mhin as a person who ultimately wants to do good. every death weighs on them.#and the monster comment was definitely not the right thing to say to mhin in that moment. she was just really trying to get through to them#of course mhin would view the act of defending vere to be a betrayal. in their eyes vere is beyond redemption. and yet...#alon would stand in the path of their blade. she would force her blood to stain their hands to save him.#their so-called “partner” would turn them into a monster — the one thing they are most terrified of becoming...#to save the one that destroyed their hopes of ever becoming anything else...they can't forgive them for that.
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Here's a little old angst amid the kot kot chaos
#fanart#käärijä#jere pöyhönen#kiitos käärijä for helping me get out of my artblock#the duality of this fandom#one week it's quiet and every artist is compelled to draw this pic that captures a feeling beyond words#the next it's kotkotkotkot and he's a chicken#seriously though I was having a bad time last week#and starting this drawing was therapeutic#like his face just really.. looked how I felt#and I love that that pic became another accidental dtiys lmao#it's the spike horns that make him look like a sad mythical creature of sadness
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