#as fine as anybody is right now

[bunnieswithknives]

I don’t remember if I ever properly established this, but Red does actually help out a bit while he’s alive. It uh, doesn’t last.

Continuation of this

[finntheehumaneater]

An Ego Thing (update)

THIS PART IS NEARLY DONE. JUST WAIT A BIT LONGER. Here’s a snippet as an apology for making you guys wait so long (I’ll post the full thing so so so so soon, I promise. It’s so close to being done.)

Listening to “The View Between Villages (extended)” by Noah Kahan while writing this was like…I kind of just zoned out and wrote whatever came to mind.

TAGGING EVERYBODY SO THAT THEY CAN SEE MY APOLOGY (I AM SO FUCKING SORRY IT’S TAKING SO LONG BUT I AM VERY BUSY):

@strangersteddierthings

@different-tale-student

@nburkhardt

@i-less-than-three-you

@paintsplatteredandimperfect

@heaven428

@swimmingbirdrunningrock

@estrellami-1

@multimediawhxre

@anaibis

@paperbackribs

@merricatty

@phantomcat94

@goodolefashionedloverboi

@cinnamon-mushroomabomination

@starman-jpg

@queenie-ofthe-void

(I think that’s everyone. Sorry if I missed someone)

[maystea]

— i may be heartless, but you're naive.

[gregmarriage]

currently trying to find a balance between being close friends with people and putting my all into relationships, and keeping them at arms length and it being semi casual, so i don’t hurt myself

[apple-os]

ppl who like making friends solely with one-note cardboard boxes who will hang out with them when it's convenient and never open up about who they are as people and what their lives are like dni

[lungache]

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[scary-monsters]

tbh the anxiety is making me feel physically ill but fingers crossed that i can get through an assessment at a hospital soon 🤞🏻 my boss recommended an outpatient program to me, if everything works out i'll hopefully be taking a leave of absence from work for a few weeks to get my life and, more important, mental health under control

[cloudprincesslady]

i'm sure a million people have already said this sorta thing but goddamn this is the most frustrating hour of critical role i've ever watched

[sxturdaysun]

actually the Izumii Dynamic (???) is so fucking funny because like. for all intents and purposes, my insert should not be in this gang. she has no real business being here. but she's here. and the leader of said gang, who has NOTHING in common with her whatsoever, took one look at her and was like, "yeah. that one." but then proceeds to only give her empty threats because he can't just be upfront about liking her. this lasts for years. he's so goddamn down horrendous it makes him hilariously pathetic. he wants to murder the guy i've been friends with for a decade. he despises every other person i'm friends with. i'm pretty sure i'm only with him for the bit. everyone dislikes this. what am i doing.

[star-ocean-peahen]

oh i don’t like this I don’t like this at all

i took a decongestant today and it’s being Really Weird because all my thoughts are round and soft and I’m not constantly aware of all stimuli and my thoughts keep stopping and starting and I can daydream for hours and hours without moving but I can’t make myself think about other people or plan for anything and I kinda feel like I’m not all here and did I mention the worst part:

i!! cant!! stim!! anymore!! none of them are comforting like they used to be and im not falling apart right now because this state of mind makes me feel nice and not need them and i felt exactly this way for years a few years back this is so fucking weird

[ghostzzy]

like i think had i Known being nonmonogamous was an Option growing up/internalized it as an option for myself when i was younger, i would’ve had a lot less terror abt the idea of being in relationships and maybe wouldn’t’ve avoided them Completely as a result

[pinkseas]

i fell asleep for like 20 fawking minutes and now i am Awake again i literally hate it here i want 2 sleep at normal times !!!!!!

[lesbianpikachu]

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