#ask and ye shall receive / knock and the door shall be opened

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Having a garden is just like. WOE. PLAGUE OF MINT BE UPON YE!!!!

REAL. YOU PLANT MINT ONCE AND IT DECIDES IT’S ITS OWN PLACE NOW. TAKES OVER

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non-sexual kink stuff soooo true we need to talk about this more because it's an indescribable feeling also should be incorporated in to platonic bestie time i wish it was more normal

SAY THIS. the things i would do just while hanging out and bonding with my friends but i can't say because they would not get it

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do you think jesus ever had social/human traits similar to joseph and every now and then joseph would see a little glimmer of himself in the son of god?

oh...... oh fuck. i always thought that jesus was a carpenter, like joseph, and i guess it never truly hit me like this before. when teaching a craft to someone, any quirks you have will likely be passed on to them, and so on. do you think joseph looked at those hands and saw them do the exact same things he did? do you think he exalted or do you think he grieved, knowing the son of god was his son too?

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ur the asshole that never watched supernatural right

yeah boss, that’s me

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Steve slay

god. i want you to know i had the visceral reaction of slamming my face in my hands and shaky breathing to seeing this

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Id put so many stickers on your forehead btw

r you callign me a fruity ? are yuo sauing i am fryuit? 🍐 🍌 ?? fruit fruit?

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real quick i have a question

hiiiiiii forever i just took a 3 hour nap also what's the question

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hi. orville peck. oungh

thee orville peck.... wailing

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AO3 account is SewingNatural

~Timothy (mutuals welcome to call me tommy / deer / toad) ~he / it ~mutuals ask for peach or discord

art blog is @creaturecastiel

minors can follow, but please filter '#minors dni' and '#nsft'

wincest shippers / radfems and their ilk / pro shippers please don't engage 👍

previously: loveisnotapanickingbird, throughthegriefofdreams, tornadocountrymp3 etc

(header by mark maggiori, pfp and heading of this post photographed by me)

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top five deancas first kiss ideas

okay okay okay okay. i have been thinking about this ask all day i love it so much OKAY. GOD. YEAH. i love to think about them kissing <3

hurt/comfort FOR REAL. maybe human cas, maybe dean gets fucked up on a hunt and cas is low on juice and can't heal him completely or right away or however you wanna play it. lotta blood. dean pulls the classic "it's not that bad" before passing out or something, and sam didn't go on this hunt and it wasn't meant to go this badly and cas is either freaking out or trying to comfort dean because he's clearly in a shitload of pain. maybe he's kneeling on the ground and cradling dean in his arms and he's rubbing his hands in gentle patterns over dean's arm or running his fingers through his hair, whispering soft comfort to dean as he tries to work up some remnants of his grace. he leans down and presses a kiss to dean's forehead, and when dean stills and ceases his low groans of pain he kisses his other temple, and then, finally, he presses a small kiss to dean's lips and feels his grace pool and dip and finally slip between his lips to cover dean and heal him.

bestfriendnatural watching a movie together style.... i don't even know what movie. i don't even know what's said. i just know that they're tired as shit but dean is too keyed up to sleep so they've already gone through two movies and they're a big portion through the third. they've kinda stopped paying attention to the movie, somewhere between running out of popcorn to share and noticing their knees fully pressed together. they're talking in low tones about nothing in particular, just to talk. just to hear the sleep-soft gruff rumble of each other's voice. the tv light catches in cas' eyelashes and curves over dean's nose and their eyes keep jumping like static across each other's faces. eyes and lips and eyelashes and smooth and steady brows, unfurrowed. unworried. dean's hand had come to rest on cas' thigh sometimes during the night, the landing of some movement or gesture that dean never lifted again. neither one knows who leans in but it's warm, unhurried, soft. lit by the flickering blue tv lights.

during some argument. maybe dean was stupid during some hunt or maybe cas was. maybe dean's been getting scared of cas leaving for a awhile now and maybe he's been pissy because of it. maybe they've been feeling the tension rise and've mistaken it for itching for a fight. they're both angry, both hurt, both a little scared. cas, that dean's gonna want him to go, and dean that cas is gonna want to leave him. cas grows distant to keep himself safe and dean pushes cas away for the same reason and now it's come to shouts and heat behind the biting tongues and the blinking eyes. dean gets up in cas' space and feels too overwhelmed so he backs away, but cas follows his motion and suddenly his back is against the wall. dean ends up fisting cas' lapels and holding him away but cas just clutches at dean's arms, at his shoulder, at the scar. cas asks him, eyes wild, if he wants him to leave why won't he just say it?! and dean responds by saying "you dumb son of a bitch i don't want you to leave i want you to finally choose to stay!!" and slams his face forward until their foreheads knock and their noses clash and then they're both kissing and kissing and grabbing fistfuls of the other's shirts like they're trying to keep each other from leaving, trying to keep each other from pushing away.

it’s one of those nights where the whole family (jack, sam, eileen, cas and dean) was hanging out. maybe it was a game night or a movie night or maybe it was just one of those evenings where they were hanging out talking about old stories and anecdotes, but either way it means that saying goodnight is an entire ordeal for everyone. eileen presses a kiss to dean’s cheek and cas’ forehead and cas returns the favour before she pulls jack into a quick hug before scrunching her nose at him in a smile. sam claps both cas and dean on the shoulder and ruffles jack’s hair and then smiles big and soft at eileen as she loops her arm through his and they walk to their own room. jack hugs cas and cas holds him close and kisses the top of his head and then jack turns to dean and hugs him, too. it’s like breathing for cas to turn to dean and kiss him goodnight too and it takes him three minutes of walking down the hall to his room to change into his pajamas before he realizes, but by that point dean has shaken himself to awareness again and bounds after him to kiss him again and again until they’re pressed against cas’ bedroom door, making out like teenagers.

fake dating they have to kiss for a case (they do not need to kiss but dean says they do because oh no what if people don’t believe them )(they don’t have to even fake date but dean has disorders and was like i will fake date cas 😔 i will bear that burden 😔) and then cas kisses dean  a little deeper and dean blanks and groans a little and then cas is sticking his tongue into deans mouth and dean is like OH. OKAY. KISSING HIM FR THEN OKAY. and they make out and the waiter at the pizza place where they chose to go on their “fake” date is just standing there like 🧍and then dean pulls away a little bit and he’s got little eye crinkles and a dazed expression and he does that little smile and says ‘heh’ and then cas is kissing him again

ask me my top five anything!

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TOam TIM akdgsjkasgdg they have supernatural books at one of the bookstores in my city

WOULDN'T IT BE FUNNY IF I READ THE SUPERNATURAL BOOKS AND STILL DIDN'T WATCH THE SHOW

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apparently it's been 911 days since november 5 2020

something something. i can turn that into a meaning

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👀 let's see some fic from the guy who's never seen supernatural

my peach fic <3 coming soon to an ao3 near you (sometime in the summer)

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Two sentence horror story: I refresh my dash. The first post is a reblog by Tim and has the word “bite”.

sam this is the funniest thing anyone has ever said to me

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THE FUCKING. DESTIEL FIC IN WHICH DEAN'S DRIVING AND HE WANTS TO HOLD HIS HAND SO BAS

HE WANTS TO HOLD HIS HAND SO BAD. YEAH. YEAGH.

what if you wanted to hold his hand so badly....

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havin a fag with my fag

please please please. for the love of god i am Saying This