theend-game
My Happy Ending
Just a person who is very done with life and all the pain that comes with it. This is a vent blog- I’m severely depressed (pretending I’m not each day), very insecure, mentally broken, a complete waste of space.One day I will end my life, I’m just trying to survive for as long as I can living in this hell.
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If I ever kill myself just know I tried my fucking best and please forgive me
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Back to secretly slicing myself in the toilets before anything I do, always keeping my rope with me just in case I plummet.
Fuck this is too much.
#tw self destruction#depressing shit#self half#i can’t#i want to disappear#i want to end it all#suicice#i can’t do this#bpd problems#self destruction
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Just watched a video of someone trying to jump in front of a train.. yeah, I’m triggered.
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This feels like hell.
I just want to do it, there’s nothing else left, sitting with this pain hurts so fucking much, I can’t do it anymore.
This is the worst part yet.
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Haven’t been on a night out whilst wanting to slice myself open this badly for a while.
If i had a blade on me I’d be in the toilets bleeding right now.
#tw self destruction#depressing shit#self half#i can’t#i want to disappear#i want to end it all#suicice#i can’t do this#bpd problems#self destruction
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Just hearing a train is so fucking triggering.
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I can’t stop slicing myself
How else can I show how much I hate myself?
#tw self destruction#depressing shit#self half#i can’t#i want to disappear#i want to end it all#suicice#i can’t do this#bpd problems#self destruction
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It gets harder every day to carry on.
I don’t know how I’ve survived this long,
I also don’t understand why I have.
I spend each day daydreaming of death,
Wishing there was a way to end this pain.
#depressed thoughts#depressing shit#tw self destruction#i can’t#i want to disappear#i want to end it all#suicice#i can’t do this#bpd problems#self destruction
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It’s the strangest thing, standing by the tracks waiting for a train, not knowing if you’ll jump or not.
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The pain’s only just stopped and I already need it back.
#depressing shit#tw self destruction#self half#i can’t#i want to disappear#i want to end it all#suicice#bpd problems#self destruction#tw self harn
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I’m too excited about the fact I’m about to relapse..
I can already feel the relief, the need for more, the beautiful mix of peace and pain.
I need the release; I need to escape.
I’m ready..
I’m so fucking ready to relapse.
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Well, I’ve recently learnt that something dangerous for me is when someone close to me puts their trust in me completely.
Who knows how this night is going to go..
#depressing shit#tw self destruction#self half#i can’t#i can’t do this#i want to disappear#i want to end it all#suicice#bpd problems#self destruction#quiet bpd
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Depression + being completely alone =
Very high possibility of hurting myself.
#i cant#please hurt me#depressing shit#depressiv#tw self destructive behavior#tw self harn#self h@rm#self half#i want pain#cvtaddict
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I can’t stop thinking about the pain I’m currently craving..
How am I meant to even have a chance of resisting this constant urge of harming myself?
#depressing shit#tw self destruction#self half#i can’t#i can’t do this#i want to disappear#i want to end it all#suicice#bpd problems#self destruction
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Me whenever anything happens: well, hurting myself will definitely make this better🙃
#tw self destruction#depressing shit#self half#i can’t#i can’t do this#i want to disappear#i want to end it all#suicice#bpd problems#self destruction#quiet bpd#quiet borderline#selfharn
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