#athstetic attraction

[justsomeautistcthings]

As an ace I do still experience crushes but not like “I want to screw you.” It’s more like “OMG YOU ARE SO PRETTY!!!!!!! I wanna be your bff or maybe date you?!!?!?!!! I JUST WANNA HUG YOU AND CUDDLE YOU!!!!! AHHHhhHhHHhhHHhHhHHh!!”

[quadruple-a-battery-under-ur-bed]

whats monoathstetic? :)

It basically means u only feel athstetic attraction to one gender, for me male, and it was coined by @cringefail-loser

Hope this helps <3

[pasta-and-hedgehogs]

Im so upset with myself I hate being emotionally vulnerable because My thoughts change every 5 business seconds like when I went to the woods we talked about how I dont really care about having sex I would be happy without it tbh and would be fulfilled with just a romantic relationship but if he wanted sex I would do it to make him happy and jessie asked how I told her she doesnt have to have sex with a man to just make him happy and like whats the difference between her situation and my hypothetical one and Ive realised why I think its different and its because I dont think I'm a person (Not in a im a plant way in a sort of like I dont matter way) like she and owen are able and allowed to live for themselves Im a tool I live to help others and when Im not useful im put away just for later people want to spend time with her she is attractive and fun they enjoy themself with her with me Im the begrudging plan B the backup the just in case a multi-tool you keep for an emergency and I only live for others that is all im made to do be there for others. One day I hope to be an ornament a prized possesion still kept on the shelf but insted admired to be questioned like a piece of art and yes it is still ignored when its not in sight but in the spotlight its beauty is appreciated but I guess being an athstetic muse is still in a way being used until your use is not useful anymore rose heads are built to wilt paintings are made to fade and beauty is born to decay maybe being a tool isnt that bad I may get a passing memory though it may just be a passing appreciation a rung on your step ladder to lead to to your dreams. I dont know what fate is worse a tool or an ornament to be used or to be wanted and forgotten.

[agents-of-france]

so, on a more ??positive? lighthearted? gay??? note, do any of Yal have celebrity crushes

I mean I'm attracted to anyone making that kind of money, but I'd let Chris Evans do me every which way. He could punch me in the face and I'd thank him for it. -R

Sebastian Stan? Oh and Oscar Isaac. I feel like if either of them looked at you it would feel like getting your soul thoroughly examined, but in a comforting, let-me-help-you-get-rid-of-your-inner-demons way. Tbh I could use some of that right now -Joly

Beyonce is my queen naturally. But also Idris Elba for that dark/broodiness! -Bossuet

There's an American show, Dancing with the Stars, and I really appreciate the athstetic of all of their professional dancers. I mean have you seen them? And they all dance so well . . . and they wear sparkly costumes . . . -Courf

Kiera Knightly made me want to be a pirate as a child, she was my hero -Jehan

Oh! Marius has the biggest secret crush on Emma Watson! -Courf

...Maybe not so secret now :)  -Bossuet