#axl e erin

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Axl e Erin #2

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Por cierto.. Fui a ver ayer a ERIN MEMENTO (a la q no conocia) xq Antes de ayer dijo BUNBURY (=1er grupo APOCALIPSIS) q iba a ir en su banda de Acompaña-miento de LOS SANTOS INOCENTES (x lo q recuerdo q sus 2 guitarras Alvaro SUITE ahora en la banda de POZO de PEREZA o BUENAS NOCHES ROSE y Jordi MENA ex JARABE DE PALO.. se pusieron mi sombrero CHARRO en el VICENTE FERNANDEZ ARENA de GUADALAJARA 11-3-09 al devolvermelo y tener un mensaje para q vieran mis RRSS pero la 2da vez q lo devolvieron cayo a un MEXICANO y fue IMPOSIBLE QUITARSELO.. y el cual compre en el ZOCALO el 23-1-08 dia q salio y compre el cd CHINESE DEMOCRACY de GUNS N ROSES tras ver el dia anterior a miguel BOSE en el FORO SOL y fotografiar 2 dias antes la ESCULTURA del LIBRO DEL APOCALIPSIS 1.3 q lo ANUNCIA asi como haber visto otros 2 dias antes=18-11-08 =a REM=Fase del SUEÑO q presentaba cd ACCELERATE en cuya portada sale TORRES BLANCAS en calle CORAZON DE MARIA y que fue el posterior al cd AROUND THE SUN y cd REVEAL en los q colaboro KEN STRINGFELLOW de THE POSIES x lo q me lo firmo en 2021 en sala ROCKVILLE= cancion del cd RECKONING de REM.. Sala q inaguro grupo DINERO)..

.. Por cierto ERIN MEMENTO (x cierto.. Me recuerda su nombre a ERIN EVERLY la breve mujer de AXL ROSE e hija de DON EVERLY de los EVERLY BROTHERS=ALL I HAVE TO DO IS DREAM) hace coros en cd EXPECTATIVAS q se lo vi presentar a BUNBURY en el FORO SOL durante el VIVE LATINO'19 asi como en FESTIVAL RIO BABEL '19 (cancion del cd BOCANADA de CERATI como VERBO CARNE) mientras q VIRGINIA MAESTRO se lo vio presentar en Pabellon INCENDIADO Y RECONSTRUIDO de MADRID mientras yo a ORILLAS DEL MANZANA+eRES o sala LA RIVIERA veia Fin de gira MONSTRUOS de mi vecino (y hermano de mi amigo de juventud PABLO CONEJO TORRES).. de la LEIVA de PEREZA ultimo q he visto fuera de MADRID

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Axl Rose

William Bruce Rose Jr. (Lafayette, 6 de febrero de 1962), originalmente William Bruce Bailey, conocido por su nombre artístico Axl Rose, es un cantante, compositor y pianista estadounidense.Es el líder y vocalista de la banda de hard rock Guns N' Roses, con la que tuvo gran éxito alrededor del mundo a finales de las décadas de 1980 y principios de los 1990.

Situado en el puesto número veinticuatro de la lista «Los 100 mejores cantantes de todos los tiempos» según Rolling Stone;en el sexto de la lista «Los 100 mejores vocalistas del rock/metal de todos los tiempos» según Hit Parader; en el segundo lugar de la lista «Mejores rockeros de todos los tiempos» según Kerrang Magazine;​ en el tercer lugar de la lista «Los 50 mejores cantantes del metal de todos los tiempos» según Roadrunner Records;​ y en cuarto lugar según NME.

Nacimiento: 6 de febrero de 1962 (edad 61 años), Lafayette, Indiana, Estados Unidos

Estatura: 1.75 m

Grupos musicales: Guns N' Roses (Desde 1985), L.A. Guns (1984 – 1984), Hollywood Rose, Rapidfire

Cónyuge: Erin Everly (m. 1990–1991)

Padres: Sharon E. Rose, William Bruce Rose

Hermanos: Amy Bailey, Stuart Bailey

Christel Serrano

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Interview with Julianna Sedbrook (the groupie who, allegedly , got pregnant by Axl Rose in ‘87)

In the above picture: Lisa Reed, Adriana Smith and Juliana Sedbrook (GNR’s groupies). 

Exclusively for DailyBetter Group © she tells her days with GN'R, and Axl's son who never was. December 2009 Welcome to the Jungle is perfect introduction to one the greatest RN’R album ever, Appetite For Destruction, and the video introduce us to the classic line up, and with them one the luckiest person who was witness of the birth of GUNS N’ ROSES. Julianna Sedbrook is the girl that in 1987 had the honor to be in which is the first video of the band, video of the Welcome to the Jungle song, because of Steve’s call, which one she used to share not just her house with, but also a great friendship. Today a mother of two beautiful girls, she’s back in city that joined her to the so – called bad boys, California, and ready to be in touch with her past. She shares exclusively on his first and revealing interview the trunk of her most cherished memories. DailyBetter Group© was fortunate to be able to contact her and after several talks, she given one of the strongest interviews that we have done, not only by the importance of Juliana in the beginning of the legend of Guns N 'Roses, but also for the data cast that, for us, were absolutely unknown. A life history and deeply rooted feelings of Axl Rose, has broken the silence after more than 20 years and she has wanted to provide with the highest respect and affection. But by the time this interview was arming, a person posing as Rose and asked that gently unpublished photos she scanned for us and were published without her authorization, making everything work, confidence and effort see damaged. We strongly condemn this act that only serves to prevent persons of this type give better data. We try to tell a story that was never told, the history of a man who barely became one of the most loved and hated in the world of music, and history can only be told by him and those who I have surrounded and loved so much. Exit interview with you from the bottom, a silence broken, a strong affection and loyalty to the greatest character in this story, the story of Guns N 'Roses. DB: How and when did you meet the band? Julianna Sedbrook: I met them at clubs at 1st, then me and my best friend Lisa Abbate moved to LA and we moved across the street from one of GN’Rs hangouts. It was the NY (New York) boys house were Del James and West Arkeen (the co-writer for it’s so easy) and Axl’s side band “Smith&Wesson”) all lived, billy (who designed Axls cross tatoo and the 2nd cover to Appetite) lived there also with Reed, and a couple others, everyone used to get together and play under the name "The Drunk Fux", Slash would play, Duff, sometimes Axl, Del James, Todd Crew (RIP who was in Jet Boy), it was great mostly cover songs, all the girls would get on stage and dance and sing back up vocals. A lot of parties were held there, I have some funny photos from there! Steven was homeless, so we asked him if he wanted to move in a spare “washroom” we had it was big enough for his bed and TV had a private entrance and rent was only $100.00 a month, he moved in right away! Then I met Adriana, they were dating and all the band and friends of theirs were always there, we used to have their “band meetings” there as well. DB: How did you do to be the girl in WTTJ Video? Did it influence or made any difference in your personal life? JS: I was actually sick at the time and got a phone call from Steven saying, Axl didn’t like the girls Geffen had sent down to do the video and he wanted me to do it, so sick, I went down “for the band” lol and we filmed ALL night. After the video was done, Axl came back to my house and spent the night, it was our 1st time together and it was amazing. It has made a difference in my life in many ways, just being seen on tv is strange for me, I remember when they had their 1st tour to England, me and Lisa went too- I saw the welcome video on TV at the hotel, it was surreal! Then at the show, people wanted my autograph, it was a lot of fun, I had some great pics Robert John took of me and Axl before a The Cult show, I would love to get copies of, they were really nice just of me and him. The video connects me to them forever and he used it again in the “Patience” video, Axl’s sitting on the couch, looking like he’s thinking back on his life and he’s watching the “Welcome” video with the parts of me in it, it’s sweet. DB: What can you tell us about the recording of Appetite For Destruction and the recording of the WTTJ video? JS: I know it took awhile, Axl had about 4 different producers, he’s a perfectionist and wanted it just right, he sure did it too- that album is one of the best ever! I remember how excited Steven was, I have a picture of him and Ronnie the roadman in his “room” in our house holding the Original cover album in his hand, finally it was out and the rest was history! They just blew up world wide! The video was just like making any video although I can say that the scene where Axl is in the electric chair with the metal band around his head, he was shaking around so violently he cut up his forehead. DB: You have the luck to be in some tours, in shows, etc, How was the band backstage? Any story or tale that you remember? JS: Well the early shows were always fun, they were soooo crazy. But I think my favorite was when they went on tour w/ the cult we all went to the LA show, and I spent the night in Axls room with him, Adriana Smith called up and wanted to sleep with us, she seemed to be there in a lot of my sexual experiences hahahaha, not a part of it, just there : ) then the next night they played in San Diego and we drove down there and when we got there he said to me “you’re a sight for sore eyes” he gave me a rose ”which I still have“ and after the show, grabbed me by the hand and led me to the bus so we could have some “private time “. It was a sweet couple days. DB: What kind of relationship did you have with the members of the band or If you had one in particular with one of them? Any memory with each of them that can you share? JS: I had a great friendship with Steven, he’s such a sweet person with such a good heart!, his addiction started getting bad while he was living with me, it was sad, but it was nothing compared to how bad it ended up. Slash used to come over to mine and Adriana Smiths house when we lived together; we had some fun times there. Mostly, it was always Axl, my favorite time, and it was the last time I saw him. We met up at the coconut teazer I think ?? but drove back to his place in his “favorite” black BMW, we spent about 3 days together, just doing normal things ,watching movies, eating frozen pizzas, he would go to interviews I went to work, I was dancing then too, and would go back over to his house after work. We had a BEAUTIFUL time together. He was so romantic and gentle with me, he would wash me with a warm wash cloth, etc. just the really amazing Axl that I love. He played piano which will bring tears to your eyes and chills to your arms, it’s so pretty! He ended up having a depressive episode and I told him I would always love him (he had locked himself in the bathroom) and always be there for him no matter what and I left….. sad ending to one of my best memories, besides having my kids : ) but my love when I love someone is unconditional and it never ends… I miss him so much and it would mean so much to me to be able to be in contact with him or have him in my life, now that I’m back in LA, Cali again. DB: Why and when did you get away from the band? JS: Well I never have EVER revealed this to anyone before! After the 3 days me and Axl spent together, I turned up pregnant, I had a miscarriage as I was partying like a mad women, we all were, but it killed me losing our baby (he doesn’t even know this!) I know Axl has always wanted kids and the women he has dated that had them, he has always gotten very close to. I started dating another talented musician named Giovanni and we moved into together, I was still dancing, and I got pregnant with my GORGEOUS daughter Angelina, and dropped out of the “LA” scene. That’s what made it so hard for Marc Canter to find me for his book, or anyone else I was close to as well. I went through some serious downs in my life and have in the past 9 years made it great again, I have had another baby girl who is now 2 her name is Lilianna, and is Amazing and so beautiful! She’s made my life worth living when at times I thought it wasn’t worth it anymore. DB: When you found out about your pregnancy, did you try to contac Axl? JS: No, I told no-one, it broke my heart, even though I don’t think having a child with him at that time would have been good for either of us, I was devastated as I loved him so much but I never told anyone, until now, i figure enough time has passed, I have healed emotionally enough to make it public, and I am curious to know how he would feel about it, but I may never get an answer to that. I never told him, because I lost it before I had a chance to, so I never really got a chance to make a choice if I/we wanted to keep it, so I never said anything. DB: Are you still in touch with any of them? When and how was the last time did you see one of them? JS: Yes I’m in contact with Steven, and so happy to be talking with him again and know his life is on track and he’s happy has a great wife. He deserves the best!. I haven’t talked with the rest of them in a very long time and just in the past year started putting myself back out there to be able to be found and would love to get back in contact with them. DB: How was you relationship with Axl? Any fun, crazy or amazing memory that you still remember of him or private time that want to share? JS: As I said my relationship with Axl was special, amazing and strange all at the same time, fun, crazy, and sweet. I previously told my favorite story of him and me together, of all I miss him the most because what we shared in private was something special between just him and me. I also miss Steven, we had a great friendship, he’s so funny. DB: In the times that you spent with Axl, how was he at personal level with family and friends? JS: Very different then with the public, he was different with different people though, I have heard he threw girls out of his house naked and told them basically to F__K off.. but I never experienced that side of him, I have seen him cause a lot of throwing bottles etc. in clubs but he was crazy at times. He had a lot of issues with his family I really don’t want to get into though it is his personal deamons. DB: Did you meet Erin Everly? Do you remember how was the relationship between Axl and Erin? JS: Yes I met Erin several times, she didn’t like me for obvious reasons, I always thought she was his (Axl) true love, but they had a STRANGE relationship and volatile as well. Yet very loving too, they had many physical fights etc, but she was a lot younger than him (so was I), but I do know they loved each other. DB: What can you tell us about this triangles? Adriana, Steve and Axl? JS: The making of rocket queen with Adrianas background part did cause a lot of waves for all 3 of them. Adriana is a free spirit and did and I’m sure still does do what she wants at the moment, and lives for today, as I do now myself!! Barbi however gets very little credit for the song and it was written for her, Adrianna just did “backups” but it has given her a huge amount of attention. She is a sweetheart and we had some really great times together and I always wish her the best too! It is a great song and the end lyrics are so sweet. DB: Did you meet those people? And if you did what can you tell us about them? Vicky Hamilton I don’t recall meeting her, but of course heard a lot about her, I got my copy of the video and album from Geffen, I’m not sure if it was her personally, but she helped them get off the ground! Paul Tobias I never met that I re-call. It was a long time ago.LOL The girl in Axl’s tattoo The girl in Axl’s tattoo I have heard many stories around that and the one thing I do know, it’s a beautiful song!!!!! DB: Tell us about you, your life, your dauther and your family! How are you today? How has been your life since then? JS: Both my daughters are great my oldest Angelina is in college with a 4.0 average : ) I’m a proud mama .. my littlest Lilianna is amazing she’s ½ Dominican so at 2 she speaks both English and Spanish. And she’s so beautiful, both are!, my life is good now, I love animals, we have 2 dogs and a cat which is a small amount, I usually have a Zoo hahahaha.. They are my family, I don’t have contact with my other family, I have a brother in Seattle, who’s very kool! And my biological father died when I was 12 years old. DB: What did it make you come back to LA, California? JS: I came back to LA, Cali from NY because I grew up here and have family here, a better place to raise my baby DB: What do you feel when you see the video these days? What memories come up to your head? JS: So many, sometimes I cry, others I smile and laugh, I miss those days, but you can’t live in the past, you have to live for the day! So I try to do that and know I have had a life many would have loved to have had! DB: Looking back how do you remember those years? JS: The best in my life! They really were, I had more fun then, than anytime I can remember. DB: What do you think about CHINESE DEMOCRACY and Guns N’ Roses nowdays? JS:It’s very different then the old GN’R but I think Axl has what he wants – it his way, I actually haven’t even listened to to CD yet, I will but I’m just happy all of them continue to do what they love and what they are so good at~ making GREAT Rock n Roll!!!! Thank you so much for hearing my input in the making of GN’Rs beginning; there are so many people who were there. I feel privileged to have been apart of it. Thanks again and much love to all the members of GN’R… I love you always~ Julie “The Welcome To The Jungle Girl” Thanks Julie, DailyBetter Group © sends you our warmest greetings and we really appreciate your confidence and choice of providing this great interview, We're sorry about the pictures. Thanks to you we know a little more about the history of Guns N 'Roses, we hopefully that Axl give you a chance to see he someday. We communicate to Rose this interview and data have been provided with the deepest respect that we have him for the sole purpose of being able to help put together a nice history with a happy ending. 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↪    A    LOVE   TRIANGLE    /    WHEN   FIRE   &   ICE   COLLIDE . 

a  rose  frozen  with  a  flame ,  ღ

                  ❝   she   says   her   love   for   me   could   never   die;   but   that’d   change   if   she   ever   found   out   about   you   and   i.   o h,   but   her   love   is   cold.   wouldn’t   hurt   her   if   she   didn’t   know,   ‘cause   when   it   gets   too   much... i   need   to   feel   your   touch.   i’m   gonna   run   to   you,   i’m   gonna   run   to   you.   ‘cause   when   the   feelin’s   right  i’m  gonna   run   all   night,    i’m   gonna   run   to     you.    ❞

don’t  reblog  unless  you’re   @erinseverly  &  /  or  @stephseymour .

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1834 Oct[obe]r Wed[nesday] 1

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pretty good one last night settl[in]g wash[in]g acc[oun]ts – out a lit[tle] whi[le] - br[eak]f[a]st at 9 1/4 - Mallins[o]n beg[a]n

reop[enin]g place for wind[ow] int[o] Hall ch[ambe]r to be call[e]d lin[e]n clos[e]t - g[o]t my gr[ea]t canteen (the fut[ure] lin[e]n chest)

int[o] it – A- [Adney] fill[e]d it w[i]th h[e]r tab[le] and bed lin[e]n - Ch[arle]s and Ja[me]s mov[e]d A-‘s [Adney] mahog[an]y wardrobe and my large mahog[an]y chest

draw[e]rs int[o] tent r[oo]m as als[o] my pap[e]r-draw[e]r and oak cupb[ora]d - mov[e]d A-‘s [Adney] 2 mahog[an]y bureaus int[o] the

north parl[ou]r (n[or]th din[in]g r[oo]m) – busy w[i]th the mov[in]g till 12 50/.. - h[a]d w[i]th gr[ea]t diffic[ult]y g[o]t the new sofa

int[o] my a[un]t’s r[oo]m – she d[i]d n[o]t like it – so h[a]d it put in the blue r[oo]m th[e]re to rem[ai]n – at

my desk at 12 50/.. sleep[in]g and dawd[lin]g and d[o]wnst[ai]rs w[i]th A- [Adney] till 2 3/4 - th[e]n till 4 5/.. dawd[lin]g and writ[in]g

cop[y] of let[ter] to Pearce and Baxter ab[ou]t the carr[ia]ge - aft[er]w[ar]ds till 5 1/4 wr[ote] (and s[e]nt bet[ween] 6 and 7 by John) wr[ote] to

‘Mr. Hutton Tailor 113 Park st[ree]t Grosvenor sq[ua]re Lond[on] P[ost]P[ai]d’ to say the pelisse w[a]s duly rec[eive]d

and fits ver[y] well, and subjoin[in]g ord[e]r up[on] Hammersleys’ for £8 - wr[ote] als[o] to ‘Mess[ieu]rs Pearce

Baxter and Pearce coachmakers 103 Long Acre Lond[on] P[ost]P[ai]d’ – 1 p[age] ord[erin]g the addit[io]ns for inside

of carr[ia]ge and new drag chain and shoe, amount[in]g to 7 or 8 guin[ea]s - ask[in]g for dimens[io]ns of top of front

boot and wh[a]t depth of imper[ia]l it w[oul]d ta[ke] think[in]g the boot imper[ia]l of my oth[e]r carr[ia]ge w[oul]d

prob[abl]y do ver[y] well – wish to kno[w] bef[ore] determ[inin]g ab[ou]t pat[en]t axles if they h[a]d put th[e]m

on man[y] carr[ia]ges for abr[oa]d and if all th[in]gs consid[ere]d they h[a]d been f[ou]nd to ans[we]r – my on[l]y fear

being th[a]t if an[y] accid[en]t occurr[e]d it w[oul]d be diffic[ul]t to get it repair[e]d on the cont[inen]t – ask

how long I might reason[abl]y expect th[ei]r new wheels w[i]th pat[en]t axles to run, mak[in]g allow[an]ce

for bad r[oa]ds – ask th[ei]r adv[i]ce ab[ou]t mail c[oa]ch lamps - obs[ervin]g they seem to shed a stronger light

and be less liab[le] to blow out th[a]n the others – say Mess[ieu]rs P- B- and P- [Pearce Baxter and Pearce] may keep the carr[ia]ge 4

m[on]ths - din[ner] at 6 3/4 - coff[ee] - h[a]d Mark Town – wants me to build for him, and to let

h[i]m sell off his oat straw, ab[ou]t 100 st[ock] of it – no object[io]n if he w[oul]d cart on an

equival[en]t of rotten manure – of w[hi]ch Washingt[o]n to be judge – W- [Washington] to settle and look

aft[e]r th[i]s matt[e]r - b[u]th th[ou]ght Mark might ma[ke] manure as cheap as buy it - s[ai]d I h[a]d told

h[i]m bef[ore] th[a]t when he chang[e]d his mind and ga[ve] up wish[in]g me to build for him just bef[ore]

I left ho[me], I h[a]d made up my mind n[o]t to do it – and I h[a]d no th[ou]ght of build[in]g for him –

w[oul]d n[o]t say I w[oul]d nev[e]r do it - b[u]t h[a]d no th[ou]ght of it at pres[en]t - d[i]d n[o]t mean to do it at

pres[en]t – he bet[te]r provide hims[elf] w[i]th a h[ou]se – an h[ou]r w[i]th my fath[e]r and aft[er]w[ar]ds shew[in]g Mar[ia]n

the tent r[oo]m and explain[in]g how h[e]r own r[oo]m w[a]s to be done - th[e]n 1/2 h[ou]r w[i]th my a[un]t till 10 10/.. –

wr[ote] the last 21 lines – fine day - F[ahrenheit] 60° now at 10 50/.. p.m. – till 11 1/4 – (A- [Adney] sitt[in]g by me

writ[in]g to h[e]r sist[e]r) read fr[om] p[age] 269 to 283 Boase’s prim[ar]y geol[og]y –

[erineverly]

 ◤  THEIR  ROSE  GARDEN  IS  BLOOMING  !

            one  of  the  most  private  actresses  in  hollywood ,   𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧  𝐢𝐧𝐯𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐚  𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐲  𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐞 ,  opens  up  about  her  marriage  to  the  former  juvenile  delinquent  and  choirboy ,  now  retired  king  of  rock  n’  roll  and  father  of  two  —  𝐚𝐱𝐥  𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐞.  after  years  of  silence ,  the  jordache  model  shares  some  of  the  most  intimate  stories  about  the  couple’s  struggles  with  mental  health ,  secondary  infertility  and  parenthood.  

            ❛  you  know ,  i  still  can’t  believe  that  today  we  are  celebrating  𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫'𝐬  𝐝𝐚𝐲  with  not  one  but  two  beautiful  miracles  because  our  journey  to  get  to  where  we  are  now  wasn’t  easy.  actually ,  it  was  a  rollercoaster.  one  of  the  wildest  rides  ever.  there  were  days  when  i  felt  like  giving  up ,  when  i  just  couldn’t  take  it  anymore ,  but  my  husband  was  right  by  my  side ,  doing  everything  in  his  power  to  comfort  and  support  me.  it  was  all  the  more  surprising  for  us  because  getting  pregnant  the  first  time  was  a  breeze.  we  love  our  son ,  we  wouldn’t  trade  him  for  the  world  and  wouldn’t  change  a  thing ,  but  back  in  1990  we  didn’t  necessarily  think  we  were  ready  for  such  a  huge  step.  i  mean ,  we  just  got  married ,  we  lived  in  a  fairly  small  condo  in  west  hollywood ,  neither  of  us  was  mature  enough  to  take  care  of  a  little  human  but  we  stuck  together  and  we  did  it ,  despite  all  the  obstacles  that  came  our  way.  one  of  them  being  the  use  your  illusion  tour.  our  son  was  born  in  the  fall  of  1990  and  my  husband  had  to  leave  us  and  travel  the  world  only  a  few  months  later.  i  was  devastated.  it  was  a  terrible ,  terrible  experience.  of  course ,  he  tried  to  fly  home  as  often  as  possible  but  the  weeks  spent  apart  still  took  a  toll  on  our  relationship.  i’m  surprised  we  didn’t  sign  the  divorce  papers  and  went  separate  ways.  i  think  we  have  our  son  to  thank  for  this.  we  stayed  together  for  him.  we  never  stopped  trying  because  we  didn’t  want  him  to  grow  up  in  a  broken  home.  [  .  .  .  ]   then ,  when  all  that  insanity  came  to  an  end ,  he  stopped  touring  after  twenty - eight  months ,  we  finally  sorted  everything  out  and  learned  how  to  fix  our  issues.  we  had  to  go  back  to  the  start  and  rebuild  our  relationship  from  what  little  was  left  of  it.  it  took  us  some  time  to  feel  like  we  were  in  the  right  place  to  focus  on  ourselves  and  even  consider  adding  another  tiny  human  to  our  family.  it  was  actually  our  son ,  who  was  about  three  and  a  half ,  maybe  four  at  the  time.  he  started  asking  us  for  a  brother  or  a  sister  and  we  eventually  decided  that  it  was  something  all  of  us  wanted.  we  were  stable  financially ,  had  a  big  house ,  enough  time  to  raise  more  than  one  child ,  and  so  we  started  trying.  we  didn’t  expect  it  would  be  that  difficult.  the  negative  pregnancy  tests  began  to  pile  up  and  that’s  when  the  disappointment  came.  it  was  a  challenge  to  say  the  least.  we  felt  blessed  and  didn’t  want  to  be  ungrateful  because  we  already  had  one  child  but  we  both  come  from  big  families  and  wanted  to  have  one  of  our  own.  we  wanted  our  son  to  have  a  sibling ,  a  best  friend.  i  felt  like  a  failure.  it  was  horrible.  i  wouldn’t  wish  that  upon  my  worst  enemy.  [  .  .  .  ]   so ,  we’re  incredibly  lucky  to  have  two  perfectly  healthy  children.  they’re  our  greatest  blessings.  and  my  husband  ?  he’s  a  whole  different  person  these  days.  he’s  the  sweetest ,  most  nurturing  father  in  the  world.  when  our  daughter  was  a  newborn ,  he  would  wake  up  in  the  middle  of  the  night  to  feed  her  and  change  her  diapers  so  that  i  could  get  some  extra  sleep.  he’s  been  puked  and  pooped  on  more  times  than  i  can  count  but  he’s  never  the  one  to  complain.  he  takes  our  son  to  his  piano  lessons  on  tuesdays ,  hosts  the  greatest  sleepover  parties ,  bakes  and  cooks  with  him.  there  are  nights  when  our  now  almost  seven - year - old  just  refuses  to  sleep  and  axl  stays  in  his  room ,  reading  him  his  favorite  bedtime  stories  until  his  voice  gives  out.  right  now  my  men  are  building  a  tree  house  in  our  backyard  and  i’m  terrified  but  they’re  having  so  much  fun  together  that  i  simply  don’t  have  the  heart  to  ask  them  to  stop.  he’s  amazing ,  you  know  ?  there’s  nothing  he  wouldn’t  do  for  our  children.  he  loves  them  unconditionally.  but  what  i’m  most  proud  of  is  how  he  teaches  them  that  marriage  and  love  are  constant  compromise  and  teamwork.  our  son  and  daughter  get  to  grow  up  in  a  house  where  mommy  and  daddy  are  equal ,  where  we  have  our  moments ,  our  strengths  and  weaknesses ,  but  that’s  why  we  need  to  work  together  to  always  succeed  in  the  end.  he  inspires  them  to  reach  for  the  stars.  he  truly  is  the  greatest  father  in  the  entire  universe ,  ❜  says  erin  rose  in  a  rare ,  personal  interview  with  kim  neely.  read  more  about  it  in  our  father’s  day  special  !

a  little  something  for  my  favorite  ;  @thornrosed

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“Scrivono di annegare nel sesso, nella droga, di andare in paranoia… di panico e straniamento. Perenni”: l’epopea disperata dei Guns N’ Roses

“Steven…no, aspetta, che dice? Noi l’abbiamo spinto a drogarsi? ’Sto caz*o! È patetico. La verità è che non puoi essere un tossico e suonare in una band”. Era il 1989 e parlava così Mister sesso droga e rock ’n’ roll, Slash dei Guns N’ Roses, e ce l’aveva con Steven Adler, suo batterista e migliore amico e con lui in rehab, e Slash un po’ si era ripulito, Steven per niente, così veniva da Slash e soci cacciato dal gruppo e essere dimenticato, fino a pochi giorni fa, quando Steven è tornato protagonista del gossip, quello peggiore, quello nero: Steven si è accoltellato, voleva ammazzarsi o forse no, forse è stato un brutto incidente, comunque è salvo.

E Slash, e il resto dei Guns? Chissà che pensano di chi insieme a loro ha fatto un gran pezzo della storia del rock, oggi che a loro il presente sorride, son ultracinquantenni fuori da ogni eccesso, e a Slash è andata meglio di tutti, si diceva anche quando i Guns si separarono, che tra loro Slash era il migliore, e infatti con le sue chitarre ovunque è andato ha lasciato il segno, la sua impronta di sangue, perché Slash suona fino a farsi sanguinare le mani, di cosa credi siano frutto quegli assoli che ti accendono l’anima e ti bagnano il sesso? Di sangue, sudore, di un cuore che proprio su un palco, durante un assolo, non batte più, si è fermato, e Slash ha iniziato a vedere i pallini blu, e a collassare.

*

Perché un conto è fare la morale e dare insegnamenti di vita, anche giusti e sacrosanti non dico di no, però, se per anni sei tu che non hai il controllo di te stesso, e ci dai sotto a eroina, coca, crack, alcool a strafot*ere, e racconti che prendi sonniferi illegali, quelli che i veterinari usano per addormentare gli ippopotami, e dopo notti e giorni di sesso con groupie e pornostar famose vai in overdose, e una volta ti hanno ripreso per miracolo, ti hanno rimesso al mondo grazie a una siringa dritta nel cuore, come a Uma Thurman in Pulp Fiction, uguale uguale, allora sai che c’è, arrivi a 35 anni che ti prende un infarto sul palco. Ti credi indistruttibile, immortale, invece sei un dio con la chitarra ma un essere umano per il resto, e i medici ti salvano anche stavolta, ti mettono un defibrillatore nel cuore, ma ti danno 6 settimane di vita. E uno come Slash, che fa? Fa tournée e campa, chitarra in mano, (ri)pulito, e supino a quel demone, il rock, “che è la mia vita, pulsazione interiore che mi eccita”. Fuma nemmeno più.

L’ha sempre detto, Slash, “la verità è che noi Guns veniamo dal nulla se non peggio”, e lui, Slash, era ‘figlio di’, eppure prima di piazzare tre hit ai primi posti in classifica, dormiva per strada in sacco a pelo, come tutti gli altri futuri Guns. Non erano niente e non avevano niente se non sogni e strumenti malandati, erano la feccia, erano il nulla tra il nulla, e il dio del rock, o il caso, la fortuna, chiamala come ti pare, ma proprio dei rifiuti di strada era ciò che il boss della Geffen in quel momento cercava: stufo marcio del glam-rock, di quei rocchettari truccati e impomatati, voleva tornare all’hard, ai Led Zeppelin, voleva il rock ma quello duro, suonato, sudato. E questi rifiuti diventano i Guns N’ Roses, che dal niente salgono al numero uno, col primo disco. E fin da subito non hanno voglia di rimanerci, dei numeri uno, vogliono solo suonare e godersela, e godere per loro significa esagerare, oltre la strada dell’eccesso di William Blake: non c’è saggezza nel distruggere suite, gettare televisori dal 40esimo piano, farsi di droghe e scolarsi litri d’alcool, scop*te e ammucchiate, e risse, tra colleghi, coi fans, ai concerti, con la security. Se ai Guns qualcosa importa è suonare, quello sì, e scrivere di ciò che sanno, la strada dove hanno vissuto, in the jungle, la tensione sociale, sentirsi inadeguati. E scrivono di chi li osanna, che prima li chiamava straccioni, e negli stessi posti dove li acclama, li lasciava fuori come cani rognosi. Scrivono di annegare nel sesso, nella droga, di andare in paranoia quando, sotto la doccia, esci in strada nudo, fradicio, non è più acqua è sudore è terrore, qualcuno ti insegue, è un mostro, e lo vedi solo tu. Panico e straniamento. Perenni. La cultura, il sapere, per i Guns non ha mai contato, contava saper suonare, e nei dischi e sul palco dare tutto: come un’urgenza, come se non avessero tempo, non ci fosse tempo, un domani, la fine, come canta Axl Rose in Mr. Brownstone, “non mi preoccupo di nulla/preoccuparsi è una perdita di tempo”. Uno spettacolo i Guns N’ Roses anni ’90 nelle conferenze stampa pre-concerto, domande sull’attualità, “noi facciamo rock, non politica!”, questa la risposta diplomatica, ma se poi tu giornalista insisti, allora “vaffanc*lo, che ca*zo dovrei sapere su Mandela, o sulla guerra del Golfo?! Noi non siamo la guerra del Golfo, noi non siamo la guerra civile in Jugoslavia, noi non siamo la caduta del muro di Berlino. Siamo soltanto una fot*uta band di rock ’n’ roll!!!”.

*

Proprio così, una fot*uta band di rock ’n’ roll, e ci avete regalato una scossa eterna, quella che parte ogni volta che inizia Sweet Child O’ Mine, e la dolce ragazzina del titolo e del video è Erin, una sventola compagna di scuola di Axl Rose poi diventata top model e che lui ha sposato ma non prima di essersi comprato un fucile automatico come regalo di nozze, e poco dopo aver litigato di brutto con Erin ed esserci venuto alle mani, ed è lei a stordirlo di ceffoni. Fanno pace, ma poi a un party qualcuno mette droga nel cocktail di Erin che sviene, e Axl dà di matto, e quando lei si riprende i genitori se la riportano a casa prima che Erin lo picchi a sangue di nuovo. Sicché Axl si consola con Stephanie Seymour, altra top model, musa di Herb Ritts, e la mette nei video di Don’t Cry e November Rain, video per cui su Axl Rose e Slash piovono eterne accuse di violenza e misoginia, quindi non cercateli, non li guardate, in Don’t Cry il ghigno di Slash è dallo schermo ancora mentalmente infettivo. Quando Axl nella vita reale è cornuto e mazziato dalla Seymour, si rinchiude per anni in una casa sulle colline di Beverly Hills, con una santona e le pareti tutte dipinte di nero, e gli diagnosticano un disturbo bipolare causa infanzia traumatica indubbiamente patita, disturbo che però non spiega il suo folle impulso omicida nei confronti dei barboncini. Ma non sono stati questi casini, né le droghe, nemmeno la vita dissoluta a minare i Guns N’ Roses: sono stati i soldi, gli avvocati, le tasse, le regole. L’inevitabile ingresso nel mondo degli adulti.

Barbara Costa

L'articolo “Scrivono di annegare nel sesso, nella droga, di andare in paranoia… di panico e straniamento. Perenni”: l’epopea disperata dei Guns N’ Roses proviene da Pangea.

from pangea.news https://ift.tt/2JnBeGP

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AXL ROSE: o pseudônimo infernal de um menino do interior assustado.

Nascido William Bruce Rose Jr porém criado como William Bruce Bailey, a história de Axl Rose começa no interior dos Estados Unidos.

Mesmo tendo abandonado a escola para seguir seu sonho, William tinha um QI acima da média e transtorno maníaco-depressivo (bipolaridade avançada) não tratado. Fato que assustava os psiquiatras da polícia municipal de sua cidade. Como um menino extremamente inteligente caiu no mundo do crime?

Abusado sexualmente pelo pai biológico e tendo uma criação não muito diferente de seu padrasto, William cresceu sendo espancado diariamente em uma casa classe baixa. Sua mãe, uma dona de casa religiosa, não fazia nada para impedir o massacre. Detalhe: William tinha dois irmãos por parte de mãe mais novos chamados Amy e Stuart. A menina, por sua vez, era abusada pelo padrasto de William. Sharon Bailey, a mãe, sabia, assistia e não fazia nada a respeito.

Axl uma vez relatou que tomou um soco na cara de seu padrasto por ter visto um comercial de cerveja na TV.

Ninguém acreditava que William iria longe. Ele cantava no coral da igreja, não frequentava a escola e cometia pequenos delitos para distrair-se de sua vida miserável.

Um dia, William recebeu uma ligação de seu amigo de longa data Jeffrey Dean Isbell, que agora havia adotado o pseudônimo Izzy Stradlin. Jeffrey estava em Los Angeles. Uma oportunidade de ouro havia surgido para o jovem rapaz. Sem nenhum dinheiro no bolso e poucos pertences, William foi para Califórnia e se tornou Bill.

Com seu passado recém enterrado, Bill entrou em sua segunda banda chamada RapidFire. A primeira banda era de sua cidade natal Lafayette, AXL. RapidFire tem apenas 5 musicas.

Cansado e sem dinheiro, Bill estava perdendo as esperanças. Seu amigo Izzy novamente entrou em contato e juntos formaram a Hollywood Rose, que mais tarde com o LA Guns, se tornaria o Guns N’ Roses.

E assim, Bill também foi enterrado e nasceu Axl, nome em homenagem a sua primeira banda. E Rose sendo o sobrenome de seu pai biológico, Axl Rose estava pronto para o estrelato.

O Guns N’ Roses demorou para fazer sucesso. Axl se tornou uma pessoa desprezível. Nunca tratou seu transtorno e se tornou um lunático e passou 10 anos de seu estrelato no cúmulo da loucura.

Enquanto isso, a vida pessoal de Axl também era uma bagunça: ele era uma pessoa extremamente agressiva. A doença o deixava louco. O trauma do estupro fazia Axl chorar. O olhar de peixe de sua mãe ao ver ele e seus irmãos serem espancados o fez ter traumas com mulheres.

E ele conheceu o amor de sua vida: uma jovem modelo chamada Erin, filha de Don Everly, do duo The Everly Brothers. Erin presenciou o verdadeiro inferno ao lado de Axl. Até hoje, a história dos dois nunca foi revelada. Erin apenas diz que Axl foi uma pessoa muito importante em sua vida e que deseja para ele o melhor sempre.

Sua segunda mulher, uma aclamada Victoria Secret, Stephanie Seymour, foi a pessoa que fez Axl pagar sua dívida com o universo por ter sido horrível com Erin Everly. Stephanie fez Axl comer o pão que o Diabo amassou com traições, drogas e negligência materna (Stephanie é mãe).

A história mais conhecida foi Stephanie ter traído Axl em sua própria casa, com Dylan, seu filho de 4 anos de idade por perto. Havia cocaína espalhada pela casa, fácil acesso para uma criança.

Os fãs sabem apenas algumas histórias cabeludas reveladas no tribunal. Axl foi processado por suas ex mulheres. Erin revela que já foi espancada, trancada fora de casa, em armários, etc. Houve um relato horrível de estupro também. O mundo começa a odiar Axl Rose e com razão.

Axl afunda na depressão e tenta se matar.

Após a tentativa fracassada de suicídio, com a ajuda de Elizabeth Lebeis (a babá de Dylan, imigrante brasileira) Axl Rose mais uma vez enterra seu passado. Mas, dessa vez ele some dos olhos da mídia por mais de uma década para tentar se recompor. No começo dos anos 2000, o Rock in Rio iria ser sua volta triunfal, com a nova formação do Guns N’ Roses. Axl aparece com um físico longe de ser que nem o seu dos anos 80 e com plásticas. Os fãs ficam chocados. Mas Axl estava medicado. Controlado. Politizado. Tratando a voz após o incidente que quase resultou na ruptura de suas cordas vocais.

Hoje em dia, Erin Everly manda declarações de amor para Axl e frequenta seus shows. Nós jamais saberemos por completo a história conturbada dos dois.

Ele sobreviveu ao imposs��vel. Você acredita em perdão? Acha que Axl Rose merece? Você acha ele se arrepende de verdade?

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Axl e Erin #1

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Steven Adler version on Erin Everly’s OD in 1990

On HANOI ROCKS guitarist Andy McCoy:

Steven Adler: "His wife — if she's still his wife — used to be Izzy's [Stradlin, ex-GUNS N' ROSES] girlfriend back in the day. She's the biggest cunt, slut, whore, loser, piece of shit I've ever met in my life! After they let me go from GN'R, Andy was living up the street from me. We started writing together. He would come down and I would say, 'Do not bring that goofy wife of yours!' I'd be in the front yard and I'd see him up the hill and I'd flip him off because he was bringing her. One afternoon we were playing and I had a locked gate. The wife and Erin Everly come over. Axl and Erin had got in a fight. That's what really did it. This girl gave her valium and some other stuff and kept telling me to give her heroin. There is now way in hell I would ever do anything to Erin, even sexually. The closest we ever got was eating sushi in Studio City once. Three guys came in with shotguns and robbed the place while we were there. They took everybody's shit but ours!

January, 2005

Extract from: http://www.blabbermouth.net/news/former-guns-n-roses-drummer-talks-about-adler-s-appetite/

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AU  DRABBLE:   NOVEMBER  OF   1988.  THANKSGIVING.  /     erin  &  axl continue  to  have the  same dreams of having a family in this world, both coming together, attracted by the idea of making up their own childhood that’s shaped them into the people they are now. but it possibly…comes much too soon while they’re both too young  &  naive to even think about starting that family. the singer certainly can’t handle the pressure of his career & another human to look after, erin especially can’t do it on her own. & maybe for awhile they become their own WORST fears, their parents. but not even cold november rain lasts forever.

Ding. The small white timer beside the oven in the tiny kitchen nestled on the right side of their small apartment signaling the turkey is finished after 8 good hours of cooking. Thanksgiving turkey Erin is cooking up for their dinner this evening. It’s just 3, but it’s still a bit late to just be waking up as Axl finally has stirred out of the bedroom and comes dragging himself into the kitchen with messy hair and tired eyes, rubbing the sleep out of them.

Doing shows until 2 in the morning and not getting home around 4 does that to a guy. But the longer the gig lasts, longer they stay more money they earn. And he’s desperate to scrounge every little dollar for him and his family. He’s found out it’s certainly hard buying for another person over the last three years. But it’s worth it, and it’s why he’s done such a good job at keeping his promise he made a few November’s ago.

“Mmm. Something smells good.” Red brows lift, smiling despite being sleepy faced. “I can’t wait to devour that.” Grinning as he watches the curly haired girl take the turkey out, coming up behind her and wrapping his arms around her waist. Planting a kiss to her ear, another to her cheek. Liking how he always manages to get a sweet giggle to escape her from his simple loving gestures. “I love you.” The gruff toned singer hums just before Axl lifts his head, glancing around, “Where’s Riley?” Since usually if he’s not by his side he’s with his mother. Erin gives a glance around too, saying he was just there. Probably in his room playing. “I wanna see my boy, I’ll go see what he’s up to.” The redhead smiles, placing another kiss to her cheek before letting his girlfriend go. Axl crosses the living room, not finding him there so he must be in his room. Taking a left and going down the small hall, he pushes his door open and only finds a messy bed and toys along with art stuff scattered across the four year old’s room.

S C R E E C H. That’s what he hears next, it’s what catches his attention and leads him to turn around. Facing the other room that’s right across his bedroom and that’s his office. A room that’s strictly off limits to everyone that isn’t him. Axl’s heart beat already begins to pump, wondering what the hell that was and he grows more nervous at hearing the racket that’s being made before he extends his hand out and pushes the door open just to find the most horrific scene. His box of cassettes tipped over and scattered across the carpet, IMPORTANT cassettes and paper work strewn across the desk. That’s not even the worst of it, his eyes widen big as quarters as Axl sees his DEMO tape. The only copy he has of Don’t Cry and the tape has been yanked and tattered out of the two circles as the smaller redhead holds it in his hands.

“What the fuck—” Rushing in, the door making a loud thud against the wall he slings it open so hard, “are you doing?” Snatching it out of his hands, Axl looks at the tape pulled out of its rolls in HORROR, “You DIDN’T just tear this to fucking pieces.” Blood has already began to rise, breathing heavy. IT’S RUINED! It’s ruined and there’s nothing he can do to fix it. He quickly turns to the boy responsible, snapping a little too cruel and rashly, “What the fuck did you do this for, HUH? You know you’re not supposed to fuckin’ be in HERE. I worked too goddamn hard on this shit and LOOK at it! LOOK THE FUCK AT IT! IT’S FUCKING RUINED! Because of you! Because of your fucking BULLSHIT.” The boy’s green eyes look terrified up at his raging father, brows knitting and not a second to spare before he cracks and breaks out into a loud cry, “SHUT UP.” Chucking the ruined tape at the wall, scaring the boy even more which results in his cries to grow louder.

The next thing that’s swirling through the redhead’s mind is Axl grabbing his wrist, storming out of the room with his son just as Erin’s picked up on all the yelling and hearing their sons cries as she comes rushing in their direction wanting to know what’s going on. What happened, what are you doing, Axl hears. “That demo tape I worked my ass off on?? I stayed up for a week trying to perfect? RUINED! Fuckin’ RUINED. That’s what fucking happened! Why’d you let him in there for? It’s your fuckin’ FAULT too why it’s INTO FUCKIN’ PIECES now. YOURS.” Jabbing his finger into her shoulder. Itching to grab her stupid face that looks a lot like his, scared and like she’s about to cry as well.

Erin tries pulling Riley away from Axl’s grasp, but he quickly pulls the boy along towards the front door. “You’re gonna learn your lesson. You’re gonna learn your lesson RIGHT fucking now.” Axl shoves whatever shoes are by the door on, slinging the door open and having to pull the four year old out into the hall while Erin tries to keep up, pleading him to leave him alone but he looks over his shoulder once with his cruelest glare, demanding, “Shut the fuck up.” in his meanest snarl. One she knows if she doesn’t watch it will end her up with something bruised, something she’d rather keep avoiding the little boy from witnessing. She’s left to stand back and finally cry, hoping whatever he has in mind doesn’t hurt him. Axl wouldn’t hurt him though. Would he? Sometimes she still questions it. Shaking her head, of course not. Their child is different. He isn’t as easy to hurt.

Axl’s angry, rash and much too caught up in a unstable mind state where everything his stepfather did to him pours out of HIM as he continues to tug the boy where he wants him to go despite his pitiful cries, nearly throwing a tantrum, until they’re outside the apartment. Leading the boy to the bushes and where a few skinny trees are. “Find you a branch and go break it off, RIGHT NOW.” A finger sharply pointing in the direction of the tree. He’s going to pick out his own switch just like his stepdad dad to him and punish him with it. Riley rubs at his eyes, looking frightened at the tree. That’s where the switch is. “No da-ddy.” Swallowing and shaking his head, his cheeks damp. It still doesn’t faze the older redhead, all he can think about is how his hard word is fucking destroyed because of HIM. Not how the little boy doesn’t typically do much to be a bad child or deserves such treatment. Or simply how scared he’s making him.

Axl won’t have it, he’s pressing his hands on his back and pushing him towards the tree. “Sorry. I s-orry.” Whining in between his words, but he knows he’ll get more spankings if he disobeys so he’s walking to the tree himself. Crying through it all as he struggles to even break a twig off, hands not even strong enough to do it yet and after a second Axl’s patience wears totally thin and he’s snapping it off the tree for him. “Get the hell back inside, LET’S GO.” Grabbing his wrist again, pulling him all the way across the yard, back into the building and up the stairs.

The frustrated man shoves the door open, slamming it back closed and not even waiting to take the thin stick to the boy’s backside. He immediately begins whipping him with it and loud cries of pain of the branch coming in harsh stinging contact with his skin. Giving him more than he even deserves, his head hot with rash ANGER. It’s finally after a minute of the little boy’s squealing that it finally gets to Axl. It sends flashbacks to him crying and screaming at that age, except it hurt worse because he was getting a switch taken to him AND being beat in the head with his stepfather’s fist. He may not be laying a hand on him in that way, but it still feels like he’s mimicking his terrible stepfather to a T. Erin’s over in the living room, crying with her ears covered before she can’t take much more of the child’s screaming. She doesn’t care if she gets punished. Standing up, she comes rushing down the hall, “Stop!” Reaching out for the boy, “You’re hurting him.” She’s begging him to just stop, Riley didn’t mean to tear up the demo tape and all of his other important things, it’ll never happen again but Axl’s quickly shoving her away. She’s lucky the Mr. Hyde in him is finally being overtaken by Dr. Jekyll, the good side of him winning over the monstrous side.

Throwing the stick down, he pulls Riley to his room, the little redhead has no problem running inside and crawling on his bed, hugging his teddy bears for safety, “And don’t you try coming out until I say you can either.” Still possessing such a cruel tone however, no sign of his kind and soothing voice, slamming the door back before turning to Erin who’s just now picking herself up off the ground, “Don’t fuckin’ interfere ever AGAIN either. He fuckin’ needs to learn a goddamn lesson after destroying all of my SHIT.” Roughly grabbing her face because he’s still blaming her as well, Erin pulls away without saying anything though. Opening Riley’s door and slamming the door shut, locking it behind her before she quickly goes to wrap her arms around her baby. Axl feels like tearing through that door, dragging her out and using nothing but his hands and FISTS on her because the anger in him isn’t satisfied until it attacks HER. But he’s kicking the door with his foot, nearly busting the thin wood in the bottom before he makes himself turn away.

Going to the office room, he stares at the small mess the boy had made before he goes completely a-wall on the entire room. Ripping down papers, throwing around records and tapes, important papers he’s definitely going to need for later. It’s only the start of a breakdown, he keeps clawing, tearing, kicking. Kicking and tearing until he grows lightheaded, feeling like the very world around him is spinning. Spinning until he can’t see anymore and he’s falling without a chance to even stumble, falling flat on his back in the middle of the internal tirade going on his head, his head hitting against the wall behind him hard. He actually manages to knock himself out until he sees nothing but black for a minute or two, just before his eyes come back open and they fill with tears.

                                  How can he do his family this way?

Tightly closing his eyes shut, tears slipping down his cheeks. He knows what Riley did was wrong, he knows he deserved some sort of punishment. But he knows this isn’t the way of doing it. And it’s not the way of realizing what he did wrong punishing him for after his anger has chilled down and he can think straight, but it’s too late. Axl sits up, looking at the mess of a room. It still angers him, how hard he worked on that demo to perfect it, he lost a lot. But it’s not worth getting this angry at a young boy that is just learning right from wrong. It makes him sadder because Axl knows how much he wants to be like him, he wants to do everything he does because he’s fascinated and loves his imperfect father. How can he treat a little boy that loves him so much this way? How can he turn around and be everything his stepfather was, everything he never wanted to be. It’s a long few minutes of wondering how he can be so despicable sometimes, a long few minutes of crying and hating himself before he finally decides he has to apologize. He needs to talk to him..and Erin.

Axl stands in front of the door, getting the courage to finally knock. “It’s me. Can I talk? Please.” Erin’s head lifts, they got lost watching cartoons. Axl. She’s cautious but she can already tell in his voice that he’s Axl again. Thinking on it for a moment, she finally stands to unlock the door. She still doesn’t look too happy, but Axl’s making the effort to try and speak. “Can I talk to him? Please. I’m sorry.” She can see how puffy his eyes are, the tears in them. The familiar guilt he always gets in his eyes after he’s come to terms at the damage he’s done. Erin figures he’s calm now, so she’s nodding and stepping out. Axl watches her before peaking into the room, the little boy looking at his father right away and using his bears and blanket to hide his face. A frown curves Axl’s features, taking a slow few steps in. “You have every right to be mad, but don’t be scared of me. I’m not going to hurt you.” The words, just saying it aloud, hurts his father. Riley somewhat lifts the blanket back down, deeply frowning at Axl. The older redhead takes a seat beside him, taking his smaller hand and giving it a squeeze.

“Look, you can’t…go into dad’s work place room. I worked so hard on that, it made me angry that you tore it up. But being a little rough with you and scaring you isn’t right of me either. You did earn a punishment, but I went about it wrong. I’m sorry for yelling at you, I never mean to yell.” Arms moving around to hold him tight as Riley inches closer and Axl pulls him on his lap, tears finding their way down his pale cheeks again, leading his head against his son’s smaller one. Riley senses the point and love he’s trying to direct towards him, his small hand reaches up to wipe dad’s tears away. “I won’t do it’s again. I promise.” The boy frowns, sadly speaking. The way he wipes his tears and speaks to him like that only makes Axl cry more, he gently places his hand on his back, rubbing it. “I’m sorry for being bad and tearin’ your special stuffs up.” Riley adds and Axl frowns too, quickly telling him, “It’s a mistake, you didn’t mean to. Just like I didn’t mean to scare and hurt you.” Axl kisses his forehead, the little boy understands but he never wants to upset his dad. He feels better at the affection he gets though. “You’re a special little boy, you’re so talented and smart. You know?” Axl smiles. “I am?” he asks, brows raising.

“Of course you are. Where’d you get it from?” Axl questions. “From mommy aaand…you.” His tiny pointer finger pokes his chin. “I definitely believe you got it from mommy, she’s real smart huh? Like the smartest girl on the entire planet. That’s no lie.” The older redhead smiles a little wider. “Yeah, that really is true!” Getting excited over it, he has the smartest mom on the planet. “Do you forgive me?” Axl thinks to question, keeping his eyes on him. “I forgive you. Forgive me?” he asks in return and it makes his father’s heart pang a little. “I forgive you, baby. Let’s go eat some turkey, want to?” Questioning, getting his excited as he bounces before it works in making Riley light completely up. “Yeah, yeah!” Axl stands, carrying him and quickly walking to the kitchen. Riley points to mama cutting into the turkey, a silent way of saying talk to her. “I’m sorry, Erin. Do you forgive me?” Approaching her side, the girl turns to him after a moment. After considering everything she heard her boyfriend say to their son, she figures if Riley can forgive she can too. They’ll just have a bigger talk about it later when they’re alone. “I forgive you.” Her sweet voice finally speaks. “ “I love you. Can I get a kiss?” Axl quietly asks, feeling like a kicked puppy. Erin faintly smiles and returns the love you, leaning to give him a small one on the lips. “Thank you.” Axl brightly smiles, kissing her lips again before turning to Riley, “I love you. Can I get a kiss too?” He questions before the little boy leans to peck him on the lips, “I love you too, daddy.” Those words. Aren't they still so strange? But he melts because he loves him. It makes the singer want to tear up for the tenth time but he's refraining.

Axl places the boy down, helping getting plates down and the food out. Three plates being filled with delicious turkey, gravy, and dressing. Warm pumpkin pie placed to the side for later as they sit down to finally eat as a family. The first bite and Axl's already humming, so is Riley. “I don't know about you, but mom is also the best cook in the world. Oh my goodness.” Shoving more gravy and dressing into his mouth, humming loudly. Riley eagerly nods, gravy getting all over his face, they're both like dogs devouring some delicious food. Erin giggles and feels content with herself, liking how much praise her food is getting. Around the time they're finishing up with stuffed bellies, the clock strikes five and that means ABC is playing A Charlie Brown Thanksgiving. “Oh yeah! We gotta go. It's time for Snoopy.” Axl is the first to jump up after giving the clock a glance over. Erin's momentarily confused as he grabs Riley from his seat, hauling him off to the living room until she gets Snoopy. “Come on, Er! Forget the dishes for right now. Come watch it with us.” The redhead turns the television on the channel before quickly taking a seat, Riley excitedly climbing in his fathers lap. “Here he comes, here comes Snoopy! He's my favorite.” The little redhead announces, grinning up at his dad. “He's my favorite too.” Axl grins back at him, patting his pudgy belly before wrapping one arm around Erin as she comes to take a seat next to them. “You're both my favorite.” He kisses Erin's cheek, then Riley's head. Sometimes this life gets hard, but these are the moments living for. And if Axl is thankful for anything this year and the years to come, it's his family. No matter how hard it gets sometimes, even if that means he has to record and make a song all over again. It's not worth getting angry over when he has something so special as his child. And Erin. They each deserve nothing but the best, he just has to get better at his own issues. But if he plans to do anything, it'll be just that. Getting better for them.

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Long goodish one last night fine morn[in]g F[ahrenheit] 58° at 9 1/4 a.m. Kind Lett[e]r 3 p[ages] and ends fr[om]

M- [Mariana] (Harrog[a]te) – still Th[in]ks of me too oft[e]n and loves me too well - b[u]t ti[me] cures all th[in]gs – to get

h[e]r if poss[ible] 10/. worth coronat[io]n braid[in]g at Wilks’s, 186 Reg[en]t St[ree]t - br[eak]f[a]st at 9 50/.. - A- [Adney] and I out

at 11 50/.. – at Colnaghi’s for lit[tle] Fr[en]ch print – best print-shop in Lond[on] – A- [Adney] subscrib[e]d

1 guin[ea] (1 of a 100 sub[scribe]rs) for a fine[l]y illuminat[e]d bl[a]ck let[ter] writ[ten] cop[y] of a poem of the mid[dle]

ages, just done by an offic[e]r – to be raffled for – Saw the 2 first n[umer]os (folio) of Trésor de

numismatique et de glyptique or Recueil gen[era]l de médailles etc. r[ue] du Colombier,

n°30, Paris – (4 pl[ant?] par n° at 5 shil[ling]s a n°) – chez Rittner and Goupil – the engrav[in]gs of

the medals ver[y] cur[iousl]y done by a new process the invent[io]n of our queens’ treas[ure]r, Sir John

Barton, a ver[y] clev[e]r man, who di[e]d the day bef[ore] yest[erday] - th[e]n to Baxters’, 113 Long acre –

the na[me] still up tho’ B- [Baxter] dead so[me] y[ea]rs ago, and the estab[lishmen]t belongs to Pearce who w[a]s w[i]th h[i]m –

saw a good strong fourgon for trav[ellin]g made to order, at £140 - th[e]n to Hammersleys’ –

left my 2 remain[in]g £25 circul[a]rs = £50 out of the £500 (in 20 circ[ula]rs) I took w[i]th me - th[e]n w[i]th

L[ad]y St[uar]t (Whitehall) tête-à-tête fr[om] 1 50/.. to 3 1/4 – A- [Adney] sat in the carriage half hour then did some

shoppings of hers in Oxford street and returned – A- [Adney] and I th[e]n w[e]nt shopp[in]g – to Peacocks’ Salisbury

sq[uare] for A-‘s [Adney] est[a]te-plan case, and b[ou]ght h[e]r Russ[i]a leath[e]r writ[in]g case – a good place for th[i]s sort of th[in]gs – he is

b[oo]k bind[e]r to the King – a complete set all th[ei]r English alm[ana]cs (alm[ana]cs and bind[in]g) in 2 ver[y] thick vol[ume]s 11 guin[ea]s –

for Talleyrand to gi[ve] to Louis Philip - th[e]n to Jones, 201 Strand, for 500 in tin case for 19/6 for the wholesale trade mo[re] promethean lights – to Blades’

the gr[ea]t glass shop - magnif[icen]t - ask[e]d for silv[e]r watch at Rundell and Bridges’ to gi[ve] Geo[rge] - h[a]d no

s[u]ch th[in]g - noth[in]g b[u]t a 2[n]d h[a]nd silv[e]r at 8 guin[ea]s - n[o]t ver[y] civ[i]l - w[oul]d n[o]t recomm[en]d any watchmak[e]r -

seem[e]d to th[in]k th[ei]r dignity affront[e]d by my inquiry - ho[me] at 7 1/ - H[a]d Hutton the tailor, and the Baxter’s man

the c[oa]chmak[e]r bet[ween] £3 and £4 of repairs done to the carr[ia]ge and will cost £100 to refit it for travell[in]g –

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the axle-trees too sh[or]t .:. the pannels so rubb[e]d and spoilt - din[ner] at 8 - th[e]n Melbourne and ord[erin]g till 9 25/.. ab[ou]t the pict[ure]

frames – left h[i]m 15 prints-frames plain maple-root – to be ab[ou]t £12.12.0, and be done in a

fortnight – 4 bot[tle]s best cognac fr[om] Morell for my a[un]t – Off to Whitehall at 10 to L[ad]y St[uar]t and ho[me] at 11 1/2 –

L[or]d S- [Stuart] de R- [Rothesay] th[e]re and Sir Augustus and L[ad]y Alb[in]a Foster and th[e]ir boys, and Sir A-‘ [Augustus] broth[e]r Mr. (Fred[eri]c) Foster –

all ver[y] civ[i]l – Sir A- [August] hop[e]d they sh[oul]d see me at Turin - L[ad]y S- [Stuart] ask[e]d h[i]m to look at the Fourgon

at Baxters’ for me – no shaking hands with her all very civil be [but?] she and I seemed rather shy and she did

not invite me but all very civil - L[or]d S- [Stuart] de R- [Rothesay] and his fr[ie]nd hir[e]d the vess[e]l they h[a]d to Iceland and w[e]nt to Norway

chief[l]y to see the gr[ea]t wat[er]fall - w[e]nt up to the fiord - h[a]d no communicat[io]n w[i]th the natives

exc[ept] the pilotage – In our shopp[in]g bef[ore] din[ner] sh[oul]d ha[ve] nam[e]d Rivington’s S[ain]t Pauls ch[ur]chy[ar]d –

Conders’ univers[a]l Trav[elle]r 30 vol[ume]s at 6/. w[oul]d let me ha[ve] the work at £8.  L[or]d Byrons’ works

complete cont[ainin]g all the bef[ore] suppress[e]d parts .. vol[ume]s at 5/. £4?   ord[e]r the booksellers

bibliographist by....... ab[ou]t £4.    fine day till 9 1/2 p.m. th[e]n heavy show[e]rs F[ahrenheit] 62° at 1 1/2 tonight –

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When Liverpool last won the title: Madonna, Maggie and no internet

What makes a difference 29 years: Liverpool is at the top of the table, following a first title since 1990 … when Jurgen Klopp played for 5000 people, Maggie Thatcher resigned and Roberto Baggio broke the world transfer record at £ 8 million!

Liverpool fans had to wait 29 years for their team to win the competition

When they finally got their Premier League duck this season break it will be 30 years waiting

Many Reds fans were not alive today to see Alan Hansen and the elevator trophy

Aston Villa were Liverpool & # 39; s closest rivals for the league title

Jurgen Klopp played for 5,000 people for German side RW Frankfurt

by Jack Kinnersley For Mailonline

Published: 07:36 BST, 21 Au gust of 2019 | Updated: 07:37 BST, August 21, 2019

1990. A world without Facebook and Twitter where mobile phones were not very mobile because they were so large that they did not fit in your pocket. A world in which the internet was just an idea.

And a world when Liverpool was champion of England.

It has been 30 years since the opening game of the 1989-90 campaign. That's how long Liverpool supporters have to wait for the Reds to win the league title – if they can finally reach it this season.

Many fans on the side of Jurgen Klopp did not live today to see Alan Hansen and Co lift the trophy. In fact, in Liverpool's current team, only James Milner, Dejan Lovren and Adam Lallana were born.

Liverpool supporters waited 29 years for the Reds to win the top flight

To lift fans of Jurgen Klopp & # 39; s side did not live today to see Ian Rush and the lift the trophy

FOOTBALL IN 1990

Divi winner One winner: Liverpool

FA Cup Winner: Manchester United

League Cup Winner : Nottingham Forest

Winner of the European Cup: AC Milan

Top scorer division one: Gary Lineker (24)

Division Two Winner: Leeds United

Division Three Winner: Bristol Rovers

Division Four Winner: Exeter City

You would have to wait another eight years for Trent Alexander-Arnold to enter the world.

The year before, Klopp only managed to earn a professional contract and played for only 5,000 people for the German second division side Rot-Weiss Frankfurt.

At the time, Ruud Guillit was the most expensive player with a world record fee of £ 6 million, until Roberto Baggio was picked up that summer by Juventus from Fiorentina for £ 8 million.

You would have time to calculate that with 25 to pay the current most expensive player, Neymar, who signed Paris Saint-Germain for £ 200 million.

To put that in a further context, Liverpool paid £ 8.5 million for Andy Robertson from Hull in 2017 in what is considered one of the best bargains of recent years.

Roberto Baggio was picked up by Juventus from Fiorentina for the summer of 1990

Madonna & # 39; s song Vogue was the number 1 pop single at the time Liverpool was last the country itel won

THE DAY LIVERPOOL WON THE LEAGUE

[1945902] 1] April 28, 1990

British Prime Minister : Margaret Thatcher

US President : George Bush

Remarkable news: Axl Rose from Guns & Roses marries Erin Everly and entertainer Jean Blazer Baney died

UK No. 1: (Vogue) Madonna

Topcase film worldwide: Pretty Woman

In the 1989-90 season between Liverpool and Liverpool the current Premier League champions were 31 points when City finished 14th, five points above the relegation zone.

Aston Villa, were Liverpool's closest rivals in the second that year. Luton Town, Wimbledon and Coventry City were all in the top flight.

Match of the day presenter Gary Lineker was the top scorer that season with 24 goals for Tottenham.

Margaret Thatcher also resigned as prime minister in 1990 due to problems such as the unpopularity of the poll tax and the division across Europe.

Does that sound familiar?

In 1990, Margaret Thatcher resigned as prime minister after divisions across Europe

Jurgen Klopp (right) played for 5000 people for German side Rot-Weiss Frankfurt

Nelson Mandela walked free after 27 years, the communist regime of Yugoslavia collapses in ed, e n the collapse of the Soviet Union began.

Madonna & # 39; s song Vogue was number 1 in the UK charts at that time. & # 39; Look around you, everywhere you turn is sadness & # 39; could not better summarize the wait that Liverpool supporters should have endured.

Winning league titles for Liverpool was a regular phenomenon in that period – they had won 11 of the 18 league championships between 1972-73 and 1989-90.

Now winning the competition is a distant memory for some Reds fans, but in three decades we can expose the history of Theresa May, the lyrics of Lewis Capaldi and chuckle at the minimal transfer fee from Neymar.

You should wait again eight years before Trent Alexander-Arnold (left) was born

Final table in Division One saw Liverpool beat Aston Villa to the championship

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